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You claimed it was never love, only lust. I wanted you, and you wanted me. It was nothing more, nothing less, always inbetween. I never said them 3 words that could lift your heart, I didn't want to hurt. So I kept quiet. I never said what I was feeling, I said what you always wanted to hear. For so long I kept my mouth shut, I didn't want to be the one to hurt. I shut all my feelings for you out, to where I only felt lust. When you wanted more, I wanted less. Maybe I should've said everything when I had the chance, but I know what you would've said. "I don't love you, I never have, I never will..It's only lust dear.." Them are the words I would always hear from you. And to know hear "I love you" coming from your tainted lips, it doesn't give me any feeling..No butterflies; nothing. I now feel the same as you always felt when I wanted to spill myself to you. How does it feel to get payback? I've moved on, and you can't stand it..You're killing yourself because you never confronted to me when you first felt something. You claimed it was never love, only lust. I wanted you, and you wanted me. It was nothing more, nothing less, always inbetween. But now you want me to feel everything you never felt for me before, only so you can screw me more. I know there will come a day when you steal my heart away from me again. But I promise, it won't be today. You have the gift of sweeping me off my feet, and letting me flow into your heart. To feel your love for me pumping through my veins is something I would love to feel, something I'm willing to feel. But until that day comes I will always look back to what you told me. The words you said, only to get me into bed. "It's lust sweetie, not love." I wanted you, and you wanted me. It was nothing more, nothing less, always inbetween. I was too late...I never said them 3 words that could lift your heart, I didn't want to hurt.
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