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Goodnight.... [23 Mar 2004|12:27am] The Juliana Theory-You Always say goodnight, goodnight.... Did you really think that it was over when you hung up the phone and said goodnight? And did you ever think that it would be too much? I can't leave without saying goodbye. So did you really think that you could take it? Could you make it alone tonight? I never could have hoped for anything more. Be my angel if you can, alright. You always say goodnight, and you always say goodnight. So baby did you sleep an hour for me? How I wish I was there right now. I wasn't going to tell you I could change things. I'm afraid I never will know how. But I don't really think that I can take it. Will I make it alone somehow? So hold me in your arms before I leave you. I'll be back as soon as time allows. You always say goodnight, and you always say goodnight. Goodnight. post comment

[23 Mar 2004|04:28am] heyyy kids! i have a favor to ask, I have a project for art due tomorrow and i just NOW (haha yeah yeah i know..) decided that I want to add some lyrics to it..so if any of you have any beautiful that you love (preferably about skys..but it really doesnt matter) it would be great if you could tell me!! thank you soooo much! :-D <3 and peace, Kaley Don't you get ahead of me and I won't leave you behind if you get unhappy show me a sign there's no love like lost love no pain like a broken heart there's no love like you and me and no loss like us apart -Ben Harper 1 comment|post comment

yeah yeah yeahs > maps [23 Mar 2004|08:05am] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | pedro the lion ] Pack up I'm straight Enough Oh, say say say Oh, say say say Oh, say say say Oh, say say say Oh, say say say Wait, they don't love you like i love you Wait, they don't love you like i love you Ma-a-a-a-ps, wait! They don't love you like i love you... Made off Don't stray My kind's your kind I'll stay the same Pack up Don't stray Oh, say say say Oh, say say say Wait! they don't love you like i love you Wait! they don't love you like i love you Ma-a-a-aps, wait! They don't love you like i love you... Wait! they don't love you like i love you Ma-a-a-aps, wait! They don't love you like i love you... Wait, they don't love you like i love you Wait, they don't love you like i love you Ma-a-a-a-ps, wait! They don't love you like i love you... Wait, they don't love you like i love you Ma-a-a-a-ps, wait! They don't love you like i love you.. post comment

[23 Mar 2004|10:22am] It's just a memory, but I'm still replaying you in my mind. I wish I could pause it to the part where you told me you loved me, it's my favorite scene. And you're my favorite person in a world where everyone's the same. So when you kissed me I tucked it away within my heart, never to forget those infinite feelings. And it may be crazy but I fell in love with you and that boyish charm. Darling, you mean everything to me when nothing matters more than having someone to hold. On nights like these I stumble around tears because they were your favorite. And I know you're leaving messages on the machine but I can't bring myself to answer, I'd fall apart. So excuse me while I gather up the pieces of my heart that have broken off for every day you've been gone. I'm finding the strength to stay perfectly kept together under watchful eyes. And for you, I want us to be more than this. But 1,000 miles are between us, I've calculated every step. Finally your voice breaks through my thoughts and I'm caught up in all you mean to me while trying to catch my breath. Short pauses on the phone tell me you're doing the same. And I think, I've never been in love like this before... 3 comments|post comment

just something... [23 Mar 2004|10:32am] Another crumbled hope fell on the floor tonight. She says, "yea, its ok, I knew you didn't want it to last." Her first highschool boyfriend just made their relationship a thing of the past. A single tear falls from her eye and lands on her shoe.. He walks away not caring, Leaving her feel the darkest shade of blue. He leaves her house, and with the closing of the door.. Her fake smile now leaves her face, and she falls silently to the floor. Silent tears turn to desperate crys. She holds her worn face in her hands and lets out a sigh. Tears create puddles of water in her bruised hands. And she sits there quitely and weeps, "I don't understand.." She sits there along and thinks.. 'I never thought I'd have to use that hidden blade under my sink.' She thought that blade was a thing of the past.. 'But at least the pain I have because of him will be a thing wont last.' This was one of her very last thoughts as the blade touched her skin... If only this broken girl knew she would have been better off without him. Take care... post comment

Three simple words... [23 Mar 2004|10:32am] [ mood | awake ] -Open up my eyes, flooded with daylight Another sleepless night turns color black and white With all the things I've said There is just regret, repeating in my head Hands into a fist, static in my head Now I'm sitting face to face with loneliness What did I expect, did I see forever in you? I never want it to hurt more than it should I hope you're satisfied, I never could Time to close my eyes, forget about this mess And try to fix this tragic loss of innocence But how can I forget, the things I have inside When everything is dead? I never want it to hurt more than it should I hope you're satisfied, I never could Can't you see, you left me on my own Give me one good reason why I should let go With my hands around your neck Who will stop me now? x4 Who will stop me now?? x7 I never want it to hurt more than it should I hope you're satisfied, I never could Can't you see, you left me on my own Give me one good reason why I should let go now... 6 comments|post comment

Something Corporate - As you sleep [23 Mar 2004|10:44am] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | FATA - Chloroform Perfume ] close your eyes, and i will be swimming lullaby's fill your room, and i will be singing singing to only you dont forget ill hold your head watch the night sky fading red but as you sleep, and noone is listening i will lift you off your feet, ill keep you from sinking don't you wake up yet, cause soon ill be leaving you soon ill be leaving you, but you won't be leaving me in the car, the radio leaves me searching for your star a constellation of frustration driving home singing my thoughts back to me, and watching heartache on TV but as you sleep, and no one is listening i will lift you off your feet, i'll keep you from sinking don't you wake up yet, cause soon i'll be leaving you, soon i'll be leaving you but you won't be leaving me don't forget i'll hold your head, watch the night sky fading red but as you sleep, and no one is listening i will lift you off your feet, i'll keep you from sinking don't you wake up yet, cause soon i'll be leaving you soon i'll be leaving you, but you won't be leaving me post comment

[23 Mar 2004|11:44am] [ mood | confused ] [ music | From Autumn to Ashes ] Chloroform Perfume xx From Autumn To Ashes This is the end result of so many meetings In late night diners with no one eating We sit in corners and sip burnt coffee Count the tiles upon the ceiling Skip this pretense and cut straight to dying But don't beg me to keep you eyes from crying You said so much without even parting your lips It's past 3AM and I'm still far from sleep And this is a habit that I can't break And my only company Are skipping stones And the streetlights flicker like this match in my head And the streetlights flicker like this match in my head And the streetlights flicker like this match in my head Begging to strike Begging to strike... And I keep repeating But this payphone tele stopped recieving Flat out of change now I'm sure you won't accept the charges But it's all the same 'Cause by the morning I'll be halfway to Colorado or some place like that You said so much without even parting your lips Past 3AM and I'm still far from sleep And this is a habit that I can't break And my only company Are skipping stones down a dull suberban street She keeps on asking "Do you think it hurts much to die?" It's hurting so much more to stay alive now She's gonna find out how much it hurts to die She laced her perfume up with death I feel it in my lungs So I pull in the deepest breath And drop my head... 2 comments|post comment

I know, people... i really cant spell =/ [23 Mar 2004|01:12pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | Only in Dreams ] Only in Dreams You can't resist her. She's in your bones. She is your marrow And your ride home. You can't avoid her. She's in the air... in the air In between molecules of Oxygen and Carbon Dioxide. [chorus] Only in dreams We see what it means. Reach out our hands. Hold onto hers. But when we wake It's all been erased. And so it seems Only in dreams. You walk up to her. Ask her to dance. She says, "Hey, baby, I just might take the chance." You say, "It's a good thing That you float in the air... in the air. That way there's no way I will crush your pretty toenails into a thousand pieces." [chorus] Only in dreams. (x6) ---yeah, this song is kickin some ass--- 2 comments|post comment

[23 Mar 2004|02:35pm] I want a boy who’s going to take me to a show and keep his hands in my backpockets so we’re never separated. Someone who will make me cd’s and always put a hidden track, a song we both listen to in the car. I want a boy who can share glasses with me. He’ll take me to the thrift store and we’ll fall in love with the same shirt, yet he’ll let me have it. He’ll call my cell phone and leave the sweetest messages I’ve ever heard. Play his acoustic as I fall asleep, then kiss my nose goodnight. He’ll push up my glases as they slide down my face, and when I need a hug, he’ll know it without me saying. Our fights consist of the new band on Saddle Creek, and who knows more about them. Yet he’ll drive to my house just to apologize, at 3 in the morning, because he can’t sleep. He’ll make me promise never to break his heart because it’s been done too many times before. He will share everything he’s ever written to me, and we’ll become too attached. We’ll share our battlewounds, and neither will be judged. He will kiss away every tear when I’m upset and call just to say hello before he goes to work. We’ll go to the beach and we will just look out at the water and not say a word because neither of us know words that describe what we have become. This is the romance you don’t see in the movies. 7 comments|post comment

it's ok.. you'll come around [23 Mar 2004|03:03pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Hidden In Plain View ] I just heard The Early November a few days ago.. and i am completely in love with them.. they are totally amazing and i just can't get enough of these two songs.. SOMETHING THAT PRODUCES RESULTS by x The Early November clever is the general word while always showing that she's hurt but never wrong, but never wrong it takes alot to make the end it takes alot of smart thinking but never, wrong but never wrong and she shows off her skill right as she takes it all out of her hat you can make sure it's real and its all you thought you had and now your scared, and now your scared clever is the general word while always showing that she's hurt but never wrong, but never wrong it takes alot to make the end it takes alot of smart thinking but never, wrong but never wrong clever, clever is all but your never wrong now all i can see is the smiles we'll fall asleep and now i'm scared and now i'm scared and now i'm scared clever is the general word while always showing that she's hurt but never wrong, but never wrong it takes alot to make the end it takes alot of smart thinking but never, wrong but never wrong clever, clever is all but your never wrong BABY BLUE by x The Early November its a faster growing green that flows through these leaves i have, i try i guess we'll be alright way to try i got a line for you from me better nice a beautiful, baby blue sky thats looking up at you now watch it fade away but its ok you'll come around nights like this are never ending nights like this are never ending i try so hard to make this perfect you and i somehow we can't see eye to eye together we always knew that you were better i know you want it all and you got me sorry i never was everything you ever dreamed but kept at bay, for just in case that day but its ok you'll come around nights like this are never ending nights like this are never ending i try so hard to make this perfect you and i somehow we can't see eye to eye together we always knew that you were better i don't want you to love me anymore with my bags packed and ready to go nothings ever hurt so much for me to let you go to let you go my bags packed and ready to go but nothings ever hurt so much for me to let you go to let you go <33 ashlyn post comment

[23 Mar 2004|04:02pm] The bottle is waiting the cap is twisted begging to be used and so are you. post comment

[23 Mar 2004|04:08pm] Does anyone know any songs about your boyfriend not paying attention to you or making you feel like nothing? 4 comments|post comment

[23 Mar 2004|04:15pm] 28:06:42:12 2 comments|post comment

today really sucked.... [23 Mar 2004|04:20pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | yellowcard- only one ] Broken this fragile thing now And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces And I've thrown my words all around But I can't, I can't give you a reason I feel so broken up (so broken up) And I give up (I give up) I just want to tell you so you know Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you You are my only one I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do You are my only, my only one Made my mistakes, let you down And I can't, I can't hold on for too long Ran my whole life in the ground And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone And something's breaking up (breaking up) I feel like giving up (like giving up) I won't walk out until you know Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you You are my only one I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do You are my only my only one Here I go so dishonestly Leave a note for you my only one And I know you can see right through me So let me go and you will find someone Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you You are my only one I let go, there's just no one, no one like you You are my only, my only one My only one My only one My only one You are my only, my only one <3 this song really suits how i feel right now. it's my fave yellowcard song by far. but i have a request.. boy likes girl, girl likes boy, but girl+boy=friends only. girl= <\3, boy=ok .... any lyrics or songs? thanks in advance. xoxERiCAxox 4 comments|post comment

YaY!!! =) [23 Mar 2004|04:20pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | Myself by The Ataris ] Well I just got back together with my ex from over a year ago and I was wondering if someone here knows any lyrics about being happy about being back together with an ex, or just luving your boyfriend and not wanting to let go kinda stuff... I need music like that to listen to at the moment, lol... It'd be great if someone could help me out... Thanks in advance!!! <3 ~m0nkey~ 6 comments|post comment

[23 Mar 2004|04:38pm] One day, Someone is going to know everything about me... I mean everything there is to know. I just don't know if I can bare that it is not going to be you. 2 comments|post comment

[23 Mar 2004|04:56pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | tulips are better-atreyu ] 2 things. request/opinion thingy. and lyrics. first opinion thing. is it just me, or do you guys get mad when you see yellowcard and story of the year on MTV? and also i've noticed the more... 'popular' girls in my school are starting to wear horn rimmed glasses and converse and sweaters... and they've all got emo lyrics in their info... and i mean it's not 1 or 2 girls, it's almost all of them. eh i know it's... stereotypical of me. but i've always thought of emo as MY music, b/c before a month or two ago, i was the only person i knew personally that i loved emo as much as i do. yes. now lyrics. Brand New- The No Seatbelt Song So it's sad this doesn't suit you now, And me fresh out of rope, Please ignore the lisp, I never meant to sound like this, So take me and break me, And make me strong like you, I'll be forever grateful to, this and you, It's only you, beautiful, Or I don't want anyone, If I can choose, Its only you, Fix me to a chain around your neck, Wear me like a nickle, Even new wine served in old skins cheapens the taste, I shot the pilot, Im beggin you to fly this for me, Im here for you to use, broken and bruised, Do you understand? It's only you, beautiful, or I don't want anyone, If I can choose, it's only you, But how could I miscalculate, Perfect eyes will have perfect hate, If I can choose, its only you, “We're wrecking” and I'm dry like a drum,... so fine I'll leave, we're spent, take our time and trials, measured in miles, we slave for days and weeks. It's only you, beautiful, I dont want anyone If I can choose, it's only you But how could I miscalculate, Perfect lies from her perfect hate, If I could choose, it's only you. 6 comments|post comment

* [23 Mar 2004|05:06pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | romeo and juliet ] do you know what i love the most? even suburbs would be okay with you between my sheets, and the breeze in the window. 'cause we will go there and ignore all our neighbors. i think i'll bring you breakfast and play Johnny Cash on the stereo. i'll sit in the lazy chair all day remembering the things you do. so when you come home i'll jump up to kiss you and it will knock you back. ..in ten years we'll go to ohio and steal cadillac's for a living. 2 comments|post comment

with love we can survive [23 Mar 2004|05:10pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | Flickerstick - "Lift" ] i don't know how "emo" this is, but it's such a good song and i absolutely love Flickerstick... Lift Lift up your head Focus on every detail Why does this illusion bring so much confusion when all I can dream of is you? Lift up your head We're rising with every breath A Liquid solution a chemical fusion When all I can dream of is you Constantly feeling the earth spinning around But I'm standing alone With you I see stars in your eyes In a trance I'm so high With you I survive Let's get away now! Imagine there's no one around Imagine you're not just a face in the crowd There's a new set of rules No more pain of confusion You're numb to the world that you know I'm constantly feeling like nothing's bringing me down cause you're always around With you I see stars in your eyes In a trance we're alive Ten feet off of the ground Let's turn it up now! I got you I got you I got you It's ready for you Lift up your head It's amazing where everyone goes in the end Why does this illusion bring so much confusion When all I can dream of is you? I'm on the ground I'm off the ground Ten feet off (when I'm with you) Ten feet off (when I'm with you) I could be true with you I could be through with you Don't you get it we're alive Completely out of sight We're running out of time With love we can survive Don't you get it we're alive Completely out of sight With love we will survive - jessica post comment

[23 Mar 2004|05:10pm] does anyone have any lyrics about guys saying the same stuff to two different girls. or like all guys being the same and using girls. it'd be greatly appriciated!!!!!!!! 3 comments|post comment

Walking away- Underoath [23 Mar 2004|05:19pm] [ mood | dorky ] [ music | safety dance- men without hats ] the day i left you was the worst mistake i ever made was ready to become something i didn't need you dragging me down thought your love just wasn't enough my hair combed, nice shoes tied tight was ready to conquer life help unwanted i can do this on my own and then i found myself wounded tripping over myself, falling and scraping my knee sadness fills for i know i've failed why did i leave scared to go back hoping you'll take me in with open arms but also know the hurt i've caused the breeze of angel wings standing there a midst of lowers of every being tears grow and orchestra begins to play what a beautiful day, why are you alone run child it's time for you to go home wounded spirit face in the dirt i cry out for you to take me in your heart holds me close, and i look up to face this world which so scares me faith in you loneliness just seems to fade. the man once inside now a child walking in your footsteps hoping held leaves under feet from the trees of fall listening to autumn's call a deep breathe to continue on, fragile depending on you Christ carry's me the rest of the walk -Meg post comment

[23 Mar 2004|06:12pm] anyone know any songs about the west coast? 4 comments|post comment

sorry i haven't posted in a while [23 Mar 2004|06:26pm] we meet here for our dress-rehearsal to say "i wanted it this way" and wait for the year to drown . . . post comment

I'm dreaming dreams that won't come true [23 Mar 2004|06:50pm] [ mood | can never really tell ] [ music | Alkaline Trio - Radio ] Hello Community, I love reading lyrics here so much, I created a Jounral at blurty just so I could post :) lol. Alrighty folks, here are my 2 favorite songs by Bayside, I hope you like them too. xXx A Synonym For Acquiesce Lyrics Empty fields move me so much more Than rooms filled up with friends The way the trees look dead reminds me That there's more to life than living Maybe giving up's not bad But part of letting go of you If I surrender to this feeling Maybe all the aches and pains will go And I can close my eyes Never again to have them open Until I bleed out all I've been But I don't want to be alone no more Take this razor, sign your name across my wrist So everyone will know who left me like this Empty fields move me so much more Than rooms filled up with friends The way the trees look dead reminds me That there's more to life than living Maybe giving up's not bad But part of letting go of you Take this razor, sign your name across my wrist So everyone will know who left me like this Sew me up, my scars run deep A reminder not to forget the times that we've had I'll never waste another second I have wasted so much time Take this razor, sign your name across my wrist So everyone will know who left me like this Sew me up, my scars run deep A reminder not to forget the times that we've had xXx Alcohol And Alter Boys Lyrics There's a voice in my head Telling me why I should hate you But I hate myself instead There's a pair of dead eyes in the mirror Looking back at me I guess its wrong to live life so lifelessly Scars are tearing open along my palms and knees I guess thats what I should get For crawling back at your feet Now I'm feeling so down that there's no God above No mercy for a soul that's just way too fucked up There's a pain in my chest Growing stronger with every heartbeat Now there's nothing left of me But empty bottles of pills and Bacardi I guess it's wrong to live life Scars are tearing open along my palms and knees I guess thats what I should get For crawling back at your feet Now I'm feeling so down that there's no God above No mercy for a soul Leave me here to die Leave me here to die Scars are tearing open along my palms and knees I guess thats what I should get For crawling back at your feet Now I'm feeling so down that there's no God above No mercy for a soul that's just way too fucked up xXx So what you guys think? Good songs? _vikki_ 2 comments|post comment

[23 Mar 2004|06:51pm] i love this quote... did you ever force a smile... ...because it was your obligation ...and although it felt so fake to you the rest of the world smiled back i have a request...does anybody know any quotes or lyrics about feeling alone...or not cared about... 3 comments|post comment

[23 Mar 2004|06:59pm] [ mood | restless ] I need help, anyone know any good words to go here? (one of my friends thought of pride, conceit, disdain...but i wanted to see what you guys could come up with, since everyone here is creative and cool like that hah thanks in advance! squint your eyes and look closely. i'm not wearing any...______. 6 comments|post comment

help! [23 Mar 2004|07:55pm] [ mood | sad ] does anyone have lyrics or quotes about just feeling alone? Like nobody understands you, or maybe like your friends just don't care.... 1 comment|post comment

[23 Mar 2004|07:56pm] [ mood | sad ] wanna tell me whatchya think...or maybe help me with a title? thank you. i can't stand to read your poetry the love you speak of is not for me and every word i force myself to see adds to every minute i can't sleep and yet i always find myself here driving down your street to see you home wishing that's you calling on the phone dreaming you're the one to make me not alone so just leave it to me i'll lock up all of my dreams i'll wish enough for us both i'll keep you in my head as the one i needed most... i wish i didn't feel this way inside like time without you isn't time so if you ever want to be mine don't let your feelings hide so just leave it to me i'll lock up all of my dreams i'll wish enough for us both i'll keep you in my head as the one i needed most... and i can only hope yeah, i can only hope so just leave it to me i'll lock up all of my dreams i'll wish enough for us both i'll keep you in my head as the one i needed most... so sit and trace out the stars stay here tonight, warm in my arms and whisper what i want to hear (i'm here) and i've been waiting for years... 1 comment|post comment

[23 Mar 2004|08:36pm] this is part of that poem that michael gave charlie in The Perks of Being a Wallflower. if you've never read it, you should. it's kickin'. anyway On the back of a brown paper bag He wrote another poem. And he called it "Absolutley Nothing" because that's what it was really all about. And he gave himself an A and a slash on each damned wrist. And he hung it on the bathroom door Because this time he didn't think he could reach the kitchen. 3 comments|post comment

here's to the tears you knew you'd cry.. [23 Mar 2004|08:50pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | coheed and cambria- cassiopeia ] anyone have lyrics about second chances? thanks 4 comments|post comment

[23 Mar 2004|08:56pm] [ mood | angry ] [ music | Weezer - Across the sea. ] Sorry I forgot I was invisible to you. 2 comments|post comment

Request. / Song. [23 Mar 2004|09:11pm] [ mood | pensive ] [ music | Mars Volta; Cicatriz ] Request; I'm going through something that's actually quite hurtful despite the fact that there are other people in my life. I just discovered that my "boyfriend" lied to me for about a year... he was messing with me and this other girl, she used to be my friend and a couple of days ago we got together and we talked about him.. a lot of things came up..the truth arose and we stood in amazement. He played us both. Umm..I just wanted to know if anyone maybe knows of a song that might relate to what I'm going through. I have other guys in my life.. that are just now coming to me.. but I'm still stuck on this "boyfriend" of mine. =\ ; Song: Anyhow.. here are some Glassjaw: lyrics : Three times alone this week I was supposed to be a rock star. "I only beat you when I'm drunk, you're only pretty when you're crying. " We are supposed to be the ones to set the air afire. Three times alone this week I was made into a liar. Whether (or not) I found the gold, I never told. Richer: I, Brilliant White. I. I wear shoes that move men from desert to riches. Show me what you got girl and scratch it because it itches. Call me chameleon and extinguish my fire. Three times alone this week I was supposed to be a liar. Maybe not. Why the stare? Would I lie about that which I'm scared? What did I say to you? Step into a pot of gold, rejoice in fire that which soons burn cold. What did I say to you? I can't deny the throat, the love, sincerity. I can't deny it. "I've got to keep my P.M.A." post comment

[23 Mar 2004|09:16pm] i feel guilty looking at the stars without you.. post comment

[23 Mar 2004|09:18pm] i feel guilty looking at the stars without you.. -me- post comment

[23 Mar 2004|09:22pm] hey... i finally got a program where i can download songs. So could you guys tell me some good songs. As many as you want, sticking to the "emoish" genre. 5 comments|post comment

Empty fields move me so much more.. [23 Mar 2004|09:57pm] [ mood | nostalgic ] [ music | Senses Fail - One Eight Seven ] This is a poem I wrote shortly after my ex-boyfriend dumped me. This is just some information about him - feel free to skip it but please DO read my poem; it would mean a lot to me. All of my friends told me before I started anything with this guy 'he's bad, he'll cheat on you, your only going to end up hurt' and even his friends said this too. But me, having a knack for ignoring my friends, went for him anyway. It's my damn kicked puppy complex, my friends and I decided that I have a complex that was cleverly named "kicked puppy" - the more depressed and emotionally wounded a guy is - the more likely I am to fall for him. In any case, he did end up cheating on me - and I had a list of witnesses too. But, he did something no one expected, he begged and cried to get back together with me. Of course, I accepted him back, putting my faith in someone I truly shouldn't have, only for him to come to me one week later saying his feelings changed and he did not love me anymore. The next day he slept another girl he claimed there was nothing going on with, and three days later he had a different girlfriend who he said to her and some of my friends that he was really in love with her the entire time he was with me. Ugh. I will never understand any of this. But that is life - and I'm better now :) Alright - here is the poem: Is this what you meant when you said forever? Forever is how long I'll miss my heart After you tore it out of my chest Is this what you meant when you said 'I love you'? "I love you in this moment But when tomorrow comes I'll be holding someone else" Is this what you meant when you said I was the best? I was the best at listening to your lies The best to lie to I know you faked so much But I think I lied to myself Even more than you lied to me So whose to blame? I tried much to hard To hold onto your diminishing attetion And you were too busy trying to hold onto everyone else To realize I was still in your arms *Any feedback is welcome, all I ask is that your honest. Thanks _vikki_ 5 comments|post comment

[23 Mar 2004|09:58pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | BOWL OF ORANGES ] A wonderful ocassion and were back together again not for long though it seems when things are going good everything has to crash and burn around me so maybe its not destiny and maybe its not fate what is it then can you tell me ? so we spent this night together but not as close as a thousand nights before just being in your room again being in your house brings back all those memories all those sweet words and all those lies you told me its time that i realize for you and me theres No second chance soon im just going to have to Accept the Change *i really like this i wrote this a few months ago after a night not so well spent on new years eve with my x-boyfriend who i was still so in love with ...tell me what you think im contemplating weather to put it in my own little hall of fame what would you say ? lastly id like a song about needing someone and wanting them even though it goes against all your morals because the person is so different from you thanx in advance ,,Brittnie post comment

[23 Mar 2004|10:00pm] does anyone have anything abouut being treated like shit or being taken for granted? plz thank u 3 comments|post comment

[23 Mar 2004|10:07pm] "ARE YOU STILL BREATHING MY AIR, YOUR LIKE GUM IN MY HAIR!" who sings that? 1 comment|post comment

[23 Mar 2004|10:17pm] [ mood | contemplative ] See all those people on the ground Wasting time Try to hold it all inside But just for tonight Top of the world Sitting here wishing The things I've become But something is missing Maybe I... Well what do I know? And now it seems that I have found Nothing at all Wanna hear your voice outloud Slow it down, slow it down Without it all I'm choking on nothing It's clear in my head That I'm screaming for something Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all On my own Without it all I'm choking on nothing It's clear in my head That I'm screaming for something Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all On my own On my own On my own On my own 1 comment|post comment

[23 Mar 2004|10:25pm] sing me something soft sad and delicate or loud and out of key sing me anything 3 comments|post comment

|sigh| [23 Mar 2004|10:29pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | taking back sunday ] does anyone know lyrics about liking someone but not knowing if you want to be with them bc things got messed up last time you gave it a try? sorry if thats really confussing!!! 1 comment|post comment

[23 Mar 2004|10:58pm] Only the one that hurts you Can make you feel better Only the one that inflicts pain Can take it away 4 comments|post comment

<3 <3 [23 Mar 2004|10:59pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | From Autumn To Ashes//No Trivia ] I cried when i first heard this song. MEST- "Walking On Broken Glass" Time goes by, I just try To hold my head up high People try to deny Classify, or just hide The feelings, what's inside Broken hearts, and hard times Don't let life break you down this time I'm sitting here, crying here You're alone, and dying there Waiting for bad news Like walking on broken glass No answers for what was asked, you're all alone Cuz you know that I'd give my life for you Time can be nothing but our enemy Don't give up just hold on Is the pain just too strong To hold on Sometimes we're wrong when we think we're right Tonight will be the night You'll break free from this fight Dont let life break you down this time I'm sitting here, crying here You're alone, and dying there Waiting for bad news Like walking on broken glass No answers for what was asked, you're all alone Cuz you know that I'd give my life for you Time can be nothing but our enemy I die inside from all I feel Does it have to be this way? Memories of yesterday When it all just slips away I give up everything I had to keep you one more day I know that it's not right Why do we feel this way? Why do I feel this way I'm sitting here, crying here You're alone, and dying there Waiting for bad news Like walking on broken glass No answers for what was asked, you're all alone Cuz you know that I'd give my life for you Time can be nothing but our enemy 3 comments|post comment

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