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[22 Mar 2004|01:12am]
squint your eyes and look closer
I'm not between you and your ambition
I am a poster girl with no poster
I am thirty-two flavors and then some
and I'm beyond your peripheral vision
so you might want to turn your head
cause someday you're going to get hungry
and eat most of the words you just said

both my parents taught me about good will
and I have done well by their names
just the kindness I've lavished on strangers
is more than I can explain
still there's many who've turned out their porch lights
just so I would think they were not home
and hid in the dark of their windows
til I'd passed and left them alone

and god help you if you are an ugly girl
course too pretty is also your doom
cause everyone harbors a secret hatred
for the prettiest girl in the room
and god help you if you are a pheonix
and you dare to rise up from the ash
a thousand eyes will smolder with jealousy
while you are just flying back

I'm not trying to give my life meaning
by demeaning you
and I would like to state for the record
I did everything that I could do
I'm not saying that I'm a saint
I just don't want to live that way
no, I will never be a saint
but I will always say

squint your eyes and look closer
I'm not between you and your ambition
I am a poster girl with no poster
I am thirty-two flavors and then some
And I'm beyond your peripheral vision
So you might want to turn your head
Cause someday you might find you're starving
and eating all of the words you said

Ani Difranco - 32 Flavors*

--anthem for all the girlies out there<33
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a new song [22 Mar 2004|02:58am]
smear red lipstick
black circles around my eyes
leather heels under empty skies

i swear sometimes i've got a split personality

blackest black hair
with a misery of a stare
there's something deep inside me
this little girl wants to get free
but i can't help but hold her back

i swear sometimes i've got a split personality

and i don't want to hurt her
my pain is far too heavy for her to handle
this little girl with her pretty pink dress will just get smothered

i swear sometimes i've got a split personality

on the outside i look so tough
can handle anything with just one punch
but on the inside
is this little girl
she wants to show the real thing
she wants everyone to know my secrets
i've got to keep her locked in my heart

i swear sometimes i've got a split personality

she gets hurt so easily
and the slightest bad idea will send her crazy
she's better off in my heart
where no harm can be done
but on the outside i'm smiling
tough as nails; an intimidater
but on the inside, she's crying
she wants to be herself
she wants to be herself

the chains can't be unlocked
i guess i'll have to drown myself
till this little girl, with the pretty pink dress
is strong enough to break free
and expose the real me.
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[22 Mar 2004|08:19am]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | Jimmy Eat World - "Table for Glasses" ]

"Sweep the dirty stairs, the ones I waited on.
This is just for me.
I felt it watching her.
It happens too fast to make sense of it.
To make it last.
Where do you intend to go with your dirty dress?
Lead my skeptic sight to the table and the light.
It happened too fast to make sense of it.
To make it last.
Not asking of me anything, saying nothing about what it means,
without anybody telling me how I should feel,
lead my skeptic sight."

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W I T H O U T I T S W I N G S [22 Mar 2004|09:58am]
[ mood | - my <3 heart =( hurts - ]
[ music | Boys Night Out playing in my HEAD ]

Poem I wrote out of boredom while thinking back on my first love. Sort of "its not that i want him back i just miss him" kinda theme going on. Welp tell me what you pwease.

"A Thing That Once Was"

Like a butterfly with out its wings,
you cant help but remember the beauty of the thing.
The way your lips curved - the pattern of my eyes.
The little things we had memorized.
The sound of ripping wings haunts my dreams,
even now as I lay entwined in silk while my angel sings.
Looking back on times
when our hearts where intertwined
before we tore away at the bloodied lace
with the fury of a thousand lovers quarels.
With out a breath of longing nor a sigh of jealousy.
Like a butterfly with out its wings
- nothing worth saving -
but you cant help remember the beauty of the thing.


btw sorry I havent posted in like forever and ten days

hugs and kisses bitches,
the one & only Adrie *
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[22 Mar 2004|10:08am]
regardless if my pictures, they don't line your mirror
regardless i'll still wait for your call..
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...Passenger Seat... [22 Mar 2004|11:11am]
[ music | Beck "Im a loser babe, so why dont you kill me?" ]

"roll the window down
and then begin to breathe in
the darkest country road
and the strong scent of evergreen
from the passenger seat as you are driving me home...

then looking upwards
i strain my eyes and try
to tell the difference between shooting stars and satellites
from the passenger seat as you are driving me home.

"do they collide?"
i ask and you smile.
with my feet on the dash
the world doesn't matter.

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|h|e|y| |t|h|e|r|e| [22 Mar 2004|11:24am]
[ mood | dorky ]
[ music | [] atreyu [] tulips are better [] ]

*waves* well hello everyone! im new. [how many times have you heard THAT?] My name is Kim.. Im from virginia.. but im currently living in slovakia.. *sighs* uhm, enough of that.. heres a song. i cant help but to love atreyu.

If I gave you pretty enough words.. could you paint a picture of us that works? an emphasis on function rather than design. aren't you tired? cause I will carry you.. on a broken back..and blown out knees, I have been where you are for a while.. Aren't you tired of being weak? Such rage that you could scream all the stars right out of the sky ..And destroy the prettiest starry night... every evening that I die. alone.. I am exhumed just a little less human, and alot more bitter and cold..after all these images of pain.. have cut right thru you..I will kiss every scar and weep.. you are not alone..then I'll show you that place in my chest where my heart still tries to beat.. aren't you tired of being weak? Such rage that you could scream the stars right out of the sky ... and destroy the prettiest starry night... every evening that I die Live.. Love.. Burn.. Die..


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[22 Mar 2004|12:20pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | untouchable face ]

think i'm going for a walk now
i feel a little unsteady
i don't want nobody to follow me
'cept maybe you

i could make you happy, you know
if you weren't already
i could do a lot of things
and i do

tell you the truth i prefer the worst of you
too bad you had to have a better half
she's not really my type
but i think you two are forever
and i hate to say it but you're perfect together

so fuck you
and your untouchable face
fuck you
for existing in the first place
and who am i
that i should be vying for your touch
who am i
bet you can't even tell me that much

2:30 in the morning
and my gas tank will be empty soon
neon sign on the horizon
rubbing elbows with the moon
safe haven of the sleepless
where the deep fryer's always on
radio is counting down the top 20 country songs

out on the porch the fly strip is
waving like a flag in the wind
you know i really don't look forward
to seeing you again soon.

you look like a photograph of yourself
taken from far far away
i won't know what to do
i won't know what to say

so fuck you...

i see you and i'm so perplexed
what was i thinking
what will i think of next
where can i hide
in the back room there's a lamp
that hangs over the pool table
and when the fan is on it swings
gently side to side
there's a changing constellation
of balls as we are playing
i see orion and say nothing
the only thing i can think of saying

is fuck you...



-Untouchable Face
ani difranco

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[22 Mar 2004|02:45pm]
This is a real weird request, me and my guy bestfriend just got together (yay!) hes loved me for three and a half years and i finally gave him a chance, and I want him to feel really special so do you guys have any ideas of what I can do for our one month anniversary? You know something cute and romantic lol a little bit of cornyness, it doesnt have to be to go buy something you know...Thanks a whole lot in advance

-Patty...
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[22 Mar 2004|03:52pm]
when you refuse me
you confuse me
what makes you think ill let you in again
think again my friend
go on misuse me and abuse me
ill come out stronger in the end
and does it make you sad
to find yourself alone
and does it make you mad
to find that I have grown
ill bet it hurts so bad
to see the strength that I have shown
when you answer the door pick up the phone
you wont find me cause im not coming home

..you dont know how much this hurts me...
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[22 Mar 2004|04:06pm]
[ mood | moody ]
[ music | rilo kiley-execution of all things ]

A wonderful ocassion
and were back together again
not for long though it seems
when things are going good
everything has to crash and burn
around me

so maybe its not destiny and
maybe its not fate
what is it then can you tell me ?

so we spent this night together
but not as close as a
thousand nights before

just being in your room again
being in your house
brings back all those memories
all those sweet words
and all those lies you told me

its time that i realize for you and me theres
No second chance
soon im just going to have to
Accept the Change



*i really like this i wrote this a few months ago after a night not so well spent on new years eve with my x-boyfriend who i was still so in love with ...tell me what you think im contemplating weather to put it in my own little hall of fame what would you say ?



lastly id like a song about needing someone and wanting them even though it goes against all your morals because the person is so different from you thanx in advance ,,Brittnie

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"I let my heartbeat drop..." [22 Mar 2004|05:02pm]
[ music | soco:fall ]

Let apologies bleed from your fingertips.
I never needed them.
I only needed you.

We're too busy to see the small things build the big picture.
And you're too busy to see that you build me.

Comments?

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[22 Mar 2004|05:46pm]
[ music | my chemical romance ]

Tonight I'd rather be in love
rather it was you flowing through my blood
scraping through my veins my everything
and you cling to every thread
that clings to me

I live in notes and photographs
and everything I'm holding back
but you're the words that weren't enough
you remind me of a song I used to love

I couldn't call you if I wanted
my fingers couldn't work if they tried
they're so sore from keeping crossedcuts on my worthless arms
if I said "I hated the feeling" it would be a lie

I live in notes and photographs
and everything I'm holding back
but you're the words that weren't enough
you remind me of a song I used to love
I live in notes and photographs
and everything I'm holding back
but you're the words that weren't enough
you remind me of a song I used to love

you remind me of a song I used to love

jamisonparker- your song

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tonight the headphones will deliver..... [22 Mar 2004|05:51pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]
[ music | Homesick at spacecamp-fall out boy ]

If that's all you will be, you'll be a waste of time
You've dreamed a thousand dreams, none seem to stick in your mind
Two points for honesty
It must make you sad to know that nobody cares at all
I want to be where I've never been before
I want to be there and then I'd understand
Know I'm right and do it right, could I get to be like that
I'll know what I don't know with nothin more to gain
Will I get better or stay the same
I find I always move to slowly
Can't lift a finger, can't change my mind
I never knew till someone told me that...
If that's all you will be, you'll be a waste of time
You've dreamed a thousand dreams, none seem to stick in your mind
Two points for honesty
It must make you sad to know that nobody cares at all
And all the people who've seen it all before
And all the people who really understand
Know they're right, and have done it right, could I get to be like that
I'll know what I don't know, it's harder everyday
Can't lift a finger, can't hurt a fly
I've found I always move too slowly
One things for certain, I'm insecure
I never knew till someone told me that....
If that's all you will be, you'll be a waste of time
You've dreamed of thousand dreams, none seem to stick in your mind
Two points for honesty
It must make you sad to know that, nobody cares at all
Nobody cares at all
They never care at all...

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[22 Mar 2004|06:06pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | ALLiSTER~Flypaper ]

does anyone have anysongs about your best friend moving? if not i get that its a weird topic. but if you do...i love you!!!

--sara <33
*i wanna love my job
i wanna love my life
but most of all
i wanna fall in love*

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*Just thought I'd post..* [22 Mar 2004|06:59pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | Taking Back Sunday--Great Romances Of the 20th century ]

Whoop! I love this song!!:

Get up, get up
Come on, come on, lets go
There’s just a few things
I think that you should know
Those words at best
were worse than teenage poetry
Fragment ideas
and too many pronouns
Stop it, come on
You’re not making sense now
You can't make them want you
They're all just laughing

Literate and stylish (literate and Stylish)
Kissable and quiet (kissable and quiet)
Well that's what girls dreams are made of
And that's all you need to know (and that’s all you need to know)
You have it or you don't (you have it or you)
You have it or you (don't)

You have it or you
You see how much time you're wastin?
You're coward of seperatin

Stop it, come on
you know I can’t help it
I got the mic
and you got the mosh pit
What will it take
to make you admit that you were wrong?

Was his demise so carefully constructed?
Well let's just say I got what I wanted
Cause in the end it’s always the same (you're still gone)
Lets go

Literate and stylish (literate and Stylish)
Kissable and quiet (kissable and quiet)
Well that's what girls dreams are made of
And that's all you need to know (and that’s all you need to know)
You have it or you don't (you have it or you)
You have it or you (don't) don't

This is me with the words on the tip of my tongue
And my eye through the scope
down the barrel of a gun (gun,gun)
Remind me not to ever act this way again
This is you trying hard to
make sure that you're seen
With a girl on your arm
and your heart on your sleeve
Remind me not to ever think of you again
This is me with the words
on the tip of my tongue
And my eye through the scope
down the barrel of a gun

Remind me not to ever act this way again (again)
again (again)


This is me with the words
on the tip of my tongue
And my eye on the scope
down the barrel of a gun
I'll never act this way again

Rest the weight (I know somethin that you don't know)
you've had your chance and folded
Don't hold your breath
because you'll only make things worse
Rest the weight (I know somethin that you don't know)
you've had your chance and folded
Don't hold your breath
because you'll only make things worse

(I know somethin that you don't know)
This is me with the words
(I know somethin that you don't know)
And you sure don’t
Hold your, hold your breath
(I know somethin that you don't know)
Because you'll only make things worse
Hold your breath
Because you'll only make things worse
Hold your breath
(I know somethin that you don't know)
because you'll only make things worse

Don't hold your breath because you’ll only make things worse...


--Taking Back Sunday--Timberwolves At New Jersey*((Me is gonna see them with blink on the May 21st!!!))=))
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[22 Mar 2004|07:07pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | the red death ]

Tear away, from the leaflets of paper your sanity,
Let me build you a glass one so perfect so pristine and break it piece by piece.
And forget that you’re lonely and hollow,
A blanket, a façade of perfection,
I’ll take it; make you see that this fiction is real enough to taste.

Tomorrow comes as slowly as the first so let’s sleep it all away.
Return to that life you’ve written on, the pages of your dreams and say.
Goodbye, goodbye. The fall to perfect sorrow.
Goodbye, goodbye. You will live and die by my fire.

And just leave me breathless and broken,
Create the love life you once left woken,
I promise to make this chance the worst of your mistakes.
Follow in the footsteps I laid out to sanctity,
You’re the faithless, the loveless you realize,
That it’s not how you dreamed it.
It’s cold beyond belief.

Tomorrow comes as slowly as the first so let’s sleep it all away.
Return to that life you’ve written on, the pages of your dreams and say.
Tomorrow comes as slowly as the first so let’s sleep it all away.
Return to that life you’ve written on, the pages of your dreams and say.
(Wake up, its time to leave the dream is over I’m waiting for you to come.
Return to that life you’ve written on the pages of your dreams and say.)

Tomorrow comes as slowly as the first so let’s sleep it all away.
Return to that life you’ve written on, the pages of your dreams and say.
Goodbye, goodbye. The fall to perfect sorrow.
Goodbye, goodbye. You will live and die by my fire.
Goodbye, goodbye. The fall to perfect sorrow.
Goodbye, goodbye. You will live and die by my fire.
-

Hand Over Heart-On the Pages of your dreams
-

Hand over heart is a totally rad local band so if you live in houston you should definately check them out...
www.HandOverHeart.com

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[22 Mar 2004|07:10pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

sorry if i made anybody else pissed by the post.. soo i'm editing it now.. changing is to a song


Man it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has
Lord it takes a lonely one to wish that she had never dreamt at all

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How I miss your ranting...Do you miss my all time lows? [22 Mar 2004|07:51pm]
[ mood | i'm so in love with you ]
[ music | "She Is Beautiful"-Andrew W.K. ]

oh my Mikey :)

"Gypsy Rose Lee"-The Distillers

When I see you lay down under pink lacquered skies
Baby, I'll give you something that'll shut your eyse
To this mess
And when I love you baby,
I mean it more than just the whole world
And when, I take a picture that is instant
Lost tonight, oh baby it burns.

I said...I remember it so,
I saw your eyes go through the tunnel
And I remember, Australia sun, I was eight years old
You were Marilyn Monroe..
Oh gotta take it, Oh gotta take it on
Playing backyard blues, blackheart stuck in their jaw
I can nail, I can nail this on,
Oh she ain't the whole world
Break it down

Oh I've tasted, I've tasted too, too many nights
Lost in space, I remember kneeling down
Oh, my knees caught in the ground.

When I love you baby,
I mean it more than just the whole world,
And when I saw Gypsy Rose, Gypsy Rose...
She rose to me.

I remember a rolling stone
Oh, rolling on down through your bones
Oh ya gotta save, gotta save your soul
Well she ain't the whole world.

When I love you baby,
I mean it more than just the whole world,
And when I saw Gypsy Rose, Gypsy Rose...
She rose to me...Baby

I love you baby,
I mean it more than just the whole world,
And when I know your sin, I know your sin
I know your wings.



She Is Beautiful. She Is Beautiful.
<3 Holly

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[22 Mar 2004|07:57pm]
Hey....sorry guys, i have another pathetic request....

its about someone who is lonely and has never really
had anyone in their life and they feel hopeless and lonely
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[22 Mar 2004|08:43pm]

Tonight will be the first that I don't think of you. I'm leaving the lonely feelings behind but I know your eyes are watching my back. It would kill me to turn around. So I'll just take my heart in my hand and wish it didn't have to end this way. I'm sorry you killed me inside too, sorry that I know what hate feels like now. I'm apologizing for the fact that I meant nothing to you, as all girls do. I would have been the girl to rock your world and make you forget all your mistakes. But mistakes seem to be your profession, I know you don't get paid well. Don't count on me for sympathy, or anything else for that matter. Believe me, I'm better than this and you never will be. Always second rate to what I want out of love. You stole my innocence and took my vulnerable feelings for granted. All I wanted to do was steal your heart, but even that came at a price. Tears flooded my eyes and lungs every night, did you want me dead? I'm dead inside to you, and you to me. Watch me pretend this never happened... so who are you? I can hear you beating yourself up inside. It's the worst way to try for happiness. Tonight I wish a shooting star would aim straight for your heart. Because nothing else could touch you. And I hope you realize that this happened for a reason, because I didn't deserve this.... you didn't deserve me. And darling, you never will. Because this time I'm believing in myself, I couldn't ask the same for you.

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like teenagers between the sheets. [22 Mar 2004|08:48pm]
[ music | northstar x is this thing loaded? ]

this is one of my own.
comment, criticise, do what you will..

i hate you
because i can't have you.
you turn me into just another whiny teenager
with hopes and dreams easily shattered
by a heartbreaker such as yourself.
if someone like you can come along and so easily..so simply
ruin everything i ever believed in,
destroy my self esteem.
than what can i truly say i am worth,
if nothing at all to the one that means everything to me?
if, because of you, i now mean nothing to myself?

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[22 Mar 2004|08:48pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | MeGaLoMaNiAc-InCubUs, BaBy ]

and somewhat golden like the afternoons we used to spend together.. before you got 'too cool'

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something's missing.... [22 Mar 2004|09:21pm]
"i think tonight i will sneak into your house...and i'll sing songs and wake you up, and i'll take you blindfolded, dancing onto bridges..and you'll say you don't want to be with me...beause no one ever does..and no one ever thinks of me that way"




does anybody know any songs about feeling used, or second place? :/
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[22 Mar 2004|09:21pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

You can sleep in your own bed tonight
Sleep away, as summer came, screaming out my name

You can sleep in your own bed tonight
I hope for your sake, you don't wake up as broken as I am

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[22 Mar 2004|09:21pm]
[ mood | relieved ]
[ music | q and not u ]

Two eyes and eight/seven seams all working
to show how much we need to feel permission
to go forget our bodies and just taste it?
They're busy pissing family colors out.
Going out dinner with our mothers.
Coming back and fucking in our sons/daughters.
But they don't know what they're doing
because they don't know how to damage how we love.
So they damage what we love.

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[22 Mar 2004|09:40pm]
MATCHBOOK ROMANCE- YOUR STORIES, MY ALIBIS

speak to me
tell me something so typical
a lullaby or something miserable
that will keep me up at night

cross out my eyes
i know you planned it
you know i love you
and i can't stand it
we just lost control
(we just lost control)

lie to me
give me something worth living for
tell me a reason worth fighting for
give me anything, anything to keep me breathing
lie to me
give me something worth living for
tell me a reason worth fighting for
give me anything, anything to keep me breathing

go lie to me
tell me stories so beautiful
an epic of something so terrible
that it makes me weep

cross out these days
on the calendar
it hurts me so much
and im not quite sure
i care anymore
(i care anymore)

lie to me
give me something worth living for
tell me a reason worth fighting for
give me anything, anything to keep me breathing
lie to me
give me something worth living for
tell me a reason worth dying for
give me anything, anything to keep me breathing

anything to keep me breathing
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Okayy kids, do your thang..* [22 Mar 2004|09:55pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | "As Lovers Go" by Dashboard ]

Dos things todayy. First some lyrics, them a request..

Lyrics: Dashboard "Hands Down"

high
"My hopes are so ^ that your kiss might kill me. So won't you kill me? So I die happy. My heart is yours to -fill- or b u r s t. To b r e a k or bury, or wear as *jewelry*, whichever you prefer."

I <3 that song, and it's so everything right now.. It just fits perfectly with life. Craaazy man. :-)

Request: Well. Why are people so dumb? Why can you have everything you've ever wanted but still not have the right thing? Why can you have a perfect guy, but still be madly in love with the one who doesn't want you? Why do hearts work crazy like that? Any songs for how I feel? Please, please, please. You guys are the greatest.
:-D :-D :-D
<3 Katie
xoxoxox

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loosing touch with my senses [22 Mar 2004|09:56pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | yellowcard-"only one"...yea right ]

leave me the fuck alone!
i swore i wouldn't do this again
i can't give you my heart
it's still bruised from the last time
i've run out of bandaids
and i've run dry of tears
but my body still longs to be with yours
my heart says you'll be different
but my mind says you're all the same
and you say my smile is beautiful
so shut up and kiss me before i come to my senses

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[22 Mar 2004|10:06pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | the television ]

I'm Just a Kid - Simple Plan


I woke up it was 7
I waited till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think i got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
And here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight...

And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me

What the hell is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world.

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me tonight

I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cause I'm just a kid tonight

This is the story of my life, literally. good night all

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[22 Mar 2004|10:41pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Sugarcult---Bouncing Off The Walls ]

i always sweated the shit out of this song <3

SMILE EMPTY SOUL - "The Other Side"

i walk into the room
you don't have to scream i can hear you
bad trip, the needle sticks
you get your fix from confrontation
i try to make it past
i don't wanna get into it right now
can't this family have one day
to get away from all the pain


and through the night i see the light
shining from the neighbor's windows
i dream of life where i'm safe
in a home where i am not alone

some day i will lay me down
on the grass where everything is greener
it always seems so good on the other side

i'm sick of all the heat
you can taste the hate in the air
running through this family, uncomfortably
it's burning me
is anybody there

in your eyes there's nothing to see
just because your dreams have died
don't drag me down, i've still got mine


[chorus]

neighbor boy runs up to me, his eyes all black and blue
i say what happened to you boy, he said my daddy flew
off the hook cos i was playin too loud
i guess he couldn't hear the tv
he said son i'm a teach you a lesson
and then he .... and then he....


maybe it's not so good on the other side
maybe it's not so good on the other side
but it always seems so good, on the other side
it always looks so good .... it always seems so good

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[22 Mar 2004|11:10pm]
[ mood | moody ]
[ music | bright eyes--falso advertising ]

you're afraid of reality. nothing's perfect, and you should know, you don't have to pretend to be. i don't understand anything, especially not you. our lives are so wrapped around false hopes and fallen dreams, i can't even hope to recover. i would die for you. i would breathe for you, but you wouldn't take anything from me. admit it. we're both so far from real, we don't even deserve to live. scared and alone, but at least we're in this together.

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[22 Mar 2004|11:13pm]
and all that shimmers in this world is sure to fade...... away............... again
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[22 Mar 2004|11:38pm]
I posted this as a comment on the other post about all this, but i figured hardly any of you would see it since its so far back.


I need to know what time and days would be good for everyone for the chat?

I was thinking maybe wednesdays, fridays, and sundays...all around 9 pm? So if you cant make it for one of the days you could make it for another.

Is that ok with everyone? err.... what?


;D
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It's your favorite song. [22 Mar 2004|11:49pm]
Matchbook Romance - Playing For Keeps


It's so simple and complicated.
The way you can crush me.
No matter how much this hurts, this is through.
I get as far as your door before I get caught.
I make up excuses just to touch you and I can't stop, I can't stop.

So are we playing for keeps.
The days begin and they don't end for weeks.
Leave me left out of anyting to do with you.
Excuse me while I fall apart.
Don't flatter yourself sweetheart.
Let me take the wheel and I'll crash this car.
Do you have to make this so hard?

You're so good at pretending everything is alright.
You're as welcome as cancer, but my door is always unlocked.


So are we playing for keeps.
The days begin and they don't end for weeks.
Leave me left out of anyting to do with you.
Excuse me while I fall apart.
Don't flatter yourself sweetheart.
Let me take the wheel and I'll crash this car.
Do you have to make this so hard?

You're so good.
You're so good.
You're so good.
You're so good.

So are we playing for keeps.
The days begin and they don't end for weeks.
Leave me left out of anyting to do with you.
Excuse me while I fall apart.
Don't flatter yourself sweetheart.
Let me take the wheel and I'll crash this car.
Do you have to make this so hard?

You're so good.
You're so good.

<3 to Matchbook. They come here April 3rd... I hope I can go.
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[22 Mar 2004|11:54pm]
[ music | Kimberly Locke-8th world wonder ]

Woke up early this morning, made my coffee like I always do.
Then it hit me from nowhere, everything I feel about me and you.
The way you kiss me crazy, baby you're so amazing.

Seven days and seven nights of thunder,
The waters rising and I'm slipping under.
I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder.

I guess that I'm just falling deeper into something I've never known.
But the way that I'm feeling, makes me realize that it can't be wrong.
Your love's like a summer rain, washing my doubts away.

Seven days and seven nights of thunder,
The waters rising and I'm slipping under.
I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder.

It's only been a week, but it's coming over me.
It's making me believe that you're the one for me.

Seven days and seven nights of thunder,
The waters rising and I'm slipping under.
I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder. (x4)

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