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[12 Mar 2004|12:03am]
[ mood | scared ]

I love you
You know that, right?
You are like a sister to me
So no matter what happens,
I'll always be here for you
I'm just one call away
So don't hesitate
As soon as you need me,
I'll be there...

wrote it today.......to a friend who is goin through a lot of shit right now.....comments?

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[12 Mar 2004|05:45am]
songs: friendships/spring/happyness :) Any help would be great.

There's hotels in the sea,
Trash in the sky,
The net-dustry's growing.
Stick to love songs kid, that's all you're knowing.
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I like this song... Werd... [12 Mar 2004|09:02am]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | Cursive : Some red handed slight of hand ]

Your own, personal, Jesus
someone to hear your prayers,
someone who cares

Your own, personal, Jesus
someone to hear your prayers,
someone who's there

Feeling unknown
and you're all alone,
flesh and bone,
by the telephone,
lift up the receiver,
i'll make you a believer

Take second best,
put me to the test,
things on your chest,
you need to confess,
i will deliver,
you know i'm a forgiver

Reach out and touch faith
Reach out and touch faith

Your own, personal, Jesus
someone to hear your prayers,
someone who cares

Your own, personal, Jesus
someone to hear your prayers,
someone to care

Feeling unknown
and you're all alone,
flesh and bone,
by the telephone,
lift up the receiver,
i'll make you a believer
i will deliver,
you know i'm a forgiver

Reach out and touch faith
Reach out and touch faith
Reach out and touch faith

Reach out and touch faith

Depeche Mode : Personal Jesus
... also check out Johnny Cash's version :)

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Tool : Sober [12 Mar 2004|09:03am]
[ mood | anxious ]

There's a shadow just behind me,
Shrouding every step I take,
Making every promise empty,
Pointing every finger at me.
Waiting like a stalking butler,
Who upon the finger rests.
Murder now the path called must we,
Just because the son has come.

Jesus, won't you fucking whistle,
something but what's past and done?

Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to start this over.
Why can't we drink forever?
I just want to start things over.


I am just a worthless liar.
I am just an imbecile.
I will only complicate you.
Trust in me and fall as well.
I will find a center in you.
I will chew it up and leave,
I will work to elevate you,
just enough to bring you down.


Mother Mary won't you whisper,
something but what's past and done.

Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to start this over.
Why can't we sleep forever?
I just want to start this over.


I am just a worthless liar.
I am just an imbecile.
I will only complicate you.
Trust in me and fall as well.
I will find a center in you.
I will chew it up and leave


Trust me.
Trust me.
Trust me.
Trust me.
Trust me.

Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to start things over.
Why can't we sleep forever?
I just want to start this over.


I want, what I want
I want, what I want
I want, what I want
I want, what I want

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Away From Here lyrics... [12 Mar 2004|10:16am]
[ mood | hungry ]

"Hey Angel"

...Hold my hand
Cut my wrists
Bleed, to show you Im alive
Take this rusty knife
Carve to see inside
My guts will spill to show you Im alive
Your lips, so smooth to feel
Couldnt they be razor blades?
Bleed to know your real (bleed to know your real)

Well hey
Its just fine angel
Sign language will work
To show you that Im alive [X2]

Discard
Discard the flames
And what are we left with, without love
(We're left with nothing)
Were left with nothing without love
And you
Can throw me in the fire
Flames that burn my face
Its all this I admire, its all this I admire

Well hey
Its just fine angel
Sign language will work
To show you that Im alive [X2]

(Discard the passion
Discard the flames
and what we are left with
Were left with nothing...without love)


Coming back
I hope you come back again

++++++++++++++++++++++++

"My Addiction"

...As I sit back
Watching by
Yourself inside
Inside of my mind
Wrapped into your thoughts
Into my mind
We've got to fight
These hands of time
Love in my heart
Head held high
Never hurt you
Or set you aside
Flash me that smile just so I
Can lose my self
Lose everything to that smile

And you will become my addiction
Striving for just one more
One more minute, month, year with you
When the fire's nearing the end
I will not forget you

Build me a castle
Just so I
Can break down those walls
Meet you on the outside
Write you a song
Just so I
Can have an everlasting momment
That will make you cry...

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[12 Mar 2004|10:50am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Senses Fail - Bloody Romance ]

Boys Night Out - A Torrid Love Affair

the first time i saw a body bend that way i realized that we're more beautiful dead than alive. then, with bloodied flesh removed, your rib cage ripped away - and i saw why they say beauty comes from the inside. it won't be the same this time around and you'll never be the same again. i promise to never forget you. i know you'll remember me for as long as you live...and your life ends right here, right now, as i tear your heart apart. i'll take your hair with me, wrapped around my bloody knuckles as a soft, silken reminder of the day you discovered that even the softest words can't heal the deepest wounds. i pray that they find you and use the softest words to hide the hardest truth. i'm covered in your blood...now it's over. we're better. one day we'll forget you were so right and so clever. save me from this love affair with broken hearts before it's too late. save me or save yourself.



Funeral for a Friend - Kiss And Make Up

No matter where you go
They'll fucking tie you down
And bleed you from your wrists (bleed you from your wrists)
Well, it's better that we leave
Leave it this way (leave it this way)

And just to soften the blow
I'll steal all of your kisses (your kisses)
And sew them up
In the creases of our hearts.

No matter where you go
They'll fucking tie you down
And bleed you from your wrists (bleed you from your wrists)
Well, it's better that we leave
Leave it this way (leave it this way)

And just to soften the blow
I'll steal all of your kisses (your kisses)
And sew them up
In the creases of our hearts.
And just to soften the blow
I'll steal all of your kisses (your kisses)
And sew them up
In the creases of our

HEARTS [x2]
I never really loved you anyway.
HEARTS [x2]
I never really loved you anyway.
HEARTS [x2]
I never really loved you anyway.
HEARTS [x2]
I never really loved you anyway.

And on the one thing you betted on
Don't ever let them take you down.
Oh, on the one thing you betted on
Don't ever let them take you down.



Something Corporate - Me and the Moon

It's a good year for a murder
she's begging to jesus, she's pulling the trigger
there's no tears, cause he's not here
she washes her hands, and she fixes the dinner
but soon they'll be coming to rush her away
no one's so sure if her crime had a reason

reasons like seasons
they constantly change
and the seasons of last year
like reasons have floated away
away with this spilt milk
away with this dirty dish water, away
seventeen years, and all that he gave was a daughter

"it's me and the moon," she says
i got no trouble with that
but i am a butterfly, you wouldn't let me die
"it's me and the moon," she says

and it's over, but it just started
the blood stained the carpet
her heart like a crystal
she's lucid and departed
a life left behind, she can find in her mind gone away

away with these nightmares
away with suburbia
shake down away
you marry a role and
you give up your soul til you break down

"it's me and the moon," she says
"i got no trouble with that, but i am a butterfly, you wouldn't let me die"
"it's me and the moon," she says

but what do you say we go for a ride?
what do you say we get high?
but i'm so tired of days that feel like the night

"it's me and the moon," she says
and i got no trouble with that, but i am a butterfly, you wouldn't let me die
i am a butterfly, i am a butterfly, i am a butterfly

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Hard Rock Queens in Ripped Up Jeans.... [12 Mar 2004|11:11am]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | My Heart-Beat beat.. ]

:::Hey Kids:::

Now i know there are a lot of good songs out there, and lyrics you fall in love with...
So do me a favor and let me know what your fvariote lyrics are that are more then " I'm in love you you, lalala"
I'm trying to look for some stellar lyrics maybe you can give me a hand?

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*You're everything* [12 Mar 2004|12:05pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | Trapt- "Echo" ]

My heart aches to think of how far away you are
So out of reach
I long to be by your side
I close my eyes and picture you
I raise my hand to your face, resting along side your soft cheek
My heart beats faster, my breath is shallow
Just at the sight of your smile
I hold your smile in my hand, like holding the sun,
Its warm glow dripping between my fingers
Running down my arm sending waves of chills throughout my body
We're standing outside, beneath the clear midnight sky
The stars glisten around you, your very own spot light
They match the sparkle in your eye.
I stand there, lost in you
Consumed by your soul
You look at me as if you can see right into my heart
That same look of pure happiness illuminates through your shining eyes
I'm sinking into you, slowly drowning in my mind
Buried by all the things I want to say to you
Lips wet and parted, staring into those eyes of yours ... they entrance me
So much I could say, but I find myself at a loss for the right words to speak
Mere words can't come close to describing the love that I have for you
They could never be able to explain the way the slightest thought or mention of you
Takes my breathe away, makes me dizzy
A slow tingle rises from the pit of my stomach
Intensifying as it branches out into every part of my body
Chills run along my back and I forget everything
The rest of the world is nonexistent for that brief moment
There's only you ... you are my world.

Don't make me open my eyes ...



Something I wrote yesterday in study hall 1st period. I was bored and couldn't get my boyfriend off my mind. I know it's not good, but I thought I'd share anyway.

xoxox
Tania

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ignorance is great [12 Mar 2004|12:13pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Subject: we are not a minority
Time: 3:07 pm.
Mood: contemplative.
Music: Brand New-"Sic Transit Gloria...Glory Fades".

just sitting here playing with this stress toy thing lol chillin with my homie rose

wow you know wat..people piss me off...dont fuking try to be like me ok do your own shit then maybe people will pay more attention to you..isnt that what you want? HUH stupid fukers..dont fuking try to be anyone but yourself you stupid lame asses..god why am i even wasting my time on this subject..people have no lives


yestuday was cool..came over here chilled with rose then i went to meet brad then we came back here went to go eat pizza at pizza hut and then walked around homer city hahaha fun ass muther fuking time..


YO NO SAY...wat the fuk is wrong with me..wait dont answer that..



"Sic Transit Gloria...Glory Fades"

Keep the noise low.
She doesn't wanna blow it.
Shaking head to toe
while your left hand does "the show me around."
Quickens your heartbeat.
It beats me straight into the ground.

You don't recover from a night like this.
A victim, still lying in bed, completely motionless.
A hand moves in the dark to a zipper.
Hear a boy bracing tight against sheets
barely whisper, "This is so messed up."

Upon arrival the guests had all stared.
Dripping wet and clearly depressed,
he'd headed straight for the stairs.
No longer cool, but a boy in a stitch,
unprepared for a life full of lies and failing relationships.

(Up the stairs: the station where
the act becomes the art of growing up.)

He keeps his hands low.
He doesn't wanna blow it.
He's wet from head to toe and
his eyes give her the up and the down.
His stomach turns and he thinks of throwing up.
But the body on the bed beckons forward
and he starts growing up.

The fever, the focus.
The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to sell.
Die young and save yourself.
The tickle, the taste of...
It used to be the reason I breathed but now it's choking me up.
Die young and save yourself.

She hits the lights.
This doesn't seem quite fair.
Despite everything he learned from his friends,
he doesn't feel so prepared.
She's breathing quiet and smooth.
He's gasping for air.
"This is the first and last time," he says.
She fakes a smile and presses her hips into his.
He keeps his hands pinned down at his sides.
He's holding back from telling her
exactly what it really feels like.

He is the lamb, she is the slaughter.
She's moving way too fast and all he wanted was to hold her.
Nothing that he tells her is really having an effect.
He whispers that he loves her,
but she's probably only looking for...

(Up the stairs: the station where
the act becomes the art of growing up.)

So much more than he could ever give.
A life free of lies and a meaningful relationship.
He keeps his hands pinned down at his sides.
He waits for it to end
and for the aching in his guts to subside.

The fever, the focus.
The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to sell.
Die young and save yourself.
The tickle, the taste of...
It used to be the reason I breathed but now it's choking me up.
Die young and save yourself.

Up the stairs: the station where
the act becomes the art of growing up.

The fever, the focus.
The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to sell.
Die young and save yourself.
The tickle, the taste of...
It used to be the reason I breathed but now it's choking me up.
Die young and save yourself.

[Note: These are the lyrics to the album version of the song.
There is also a different version where chorus goes as:

"The people, the focus.
The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to settle.
Die young and save yourself.
They take all the taste out.
It used to be the reason that we're even, now it's choking me up.
Die young and save yourself."]

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Request sorry!! [12 Mar 2004|02:35pm]
[ mood | giddy ]
[ music | Oasis - Wonderwall ]

Heyy! I got some lyrics for you too -
not emo, but a great song.



To get up and walk away would be too easy.
So stay and stand your ground, just watch your mouth with me.
On the back of every right, there's a wrong looming.
So here you and I should tread as soft as these razor blades for boots will let be.

Have you ever tried to step in my shoes?!
Have you ever tried to balance that beam?!
And if you ever tried to fit in my shoes,
They'll never be quite as soft as they seemed.

(Thought!)
Unabashed honesty would be ideal,
But a prophet did once say that honesty is a lonely word.
So where do we go from here... Abandon ship now?
My problem is you made me melt and I don't want to be frozen anymore.

Have you ever tried to step in my shoes?!
Have you ever tried to balance that beam?!
And if you ever tried to fit in my shoes,
They'll never be quite as soft as they seemed.

Have you ever... Have you ever tried to?
I have never... I have never tried to.

Have you ever tried to step in my shoes?!
Will you ever try to balance that beam?!
And if you ever try to fit in my shoes,
They'll never be quite as soft as they seemed.

- Incubus





well my request is this: me and my boyfriend broke up a little while ago, and we still tell each other we love each other. but we both now it cant go back to how it used to be, at least not now. And while we were going out one of my best guy friend liked me, I found myself falling for him but i put it aside becasue i was together with mike. then mike asked me out and i totally forgot about my friend. But today we held hands down the hall way like kidding around with each other, and i felt it - it was there. it was a feeling i cant describe, it was something i didnt get with my boyfriend. So does anyone know lyrics or quootes about you shouldnt like someone but you cant help it, something like that. thanks man.

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[12 Mar 2004|02:58pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

hey, i was wondering if anyone knew any songs about long distance relationships that they're trying SO hard to get them to work, but things are just really rough..it would really help me alot..so thank you in advance

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yay no more writers block! [12 Mar 2004|03:01pm]
[ mood | angry ]
[ music | Simple Plan - Perfect ]

I want to change the past,
I've created someone I do not know
whered all the smiles go?
So tonight, won't you erase those scars-
(only three.)
Erase the pain behind blue eyes, make me see.
That life gets better, theres more to it then this.
I'm erasing all the things I think were worth a torn up wrist.
So kiss the scars goodbye, stare straight at the sky,
because my heart is getting warmer, and my soul doesnt want to die any longer.
But if i had one wish, why can't she see?
I'm trying to be the best i can be..
so mother, when the tears fall from my cheeks -
don't tell me its my fault that i never did seek
the help you had to affor, for the first time the razor met the skin - it wasn't because of father..
(it spelt out mother)




comments? thanks :)

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[12 Mar 2004|03:03pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | A Whole in the World- Thursday ]

In this blackout inertia will hold our thoughts
And the exit sign offers no light to see by
Can we cast our shadows alone in the dark?
I can't see without you

When the world comes crashing down
Part with it
Start again
When the world comes crashing down
These notes will fold themselves
Standing at the margin's edge to see where the daybreak ends
You can find compassion here
But the page turns too fast

We fell in this hole that opened up
Giving up on hope
Living without love
And we still type black lines
When the world comes crashing down
These notes will fold themselves

Adjust the aperture to focus on the negative
Like phosphors in the darkroom ignite
Like dodging faces in the corner of the print
Frame by frame this hole is opening and we fall in

There is no such thing as whole
There is a hole in the world

-Thursday

i love the acoustic version of this.....

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[12 Mar 2004|03:24pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | park ]

And though i've tried dear,
I can't forget...
The night we taste the cold blood,
And kissed each others skin...

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[12 Mar 2004|03:34pm]
hey guys and gals. i just thought of this off the top of my head. so i decided to post it.

one of these days our dreams will come true
and all of my colors, they'll mix with yours too


so. what do you think? give me the good and the bad. i dont mind
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People and weather are so alike these days. [12 Mar 2004|03:35pm]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | TV ]

Is there such things as too sensitive? Should we ignore what really hurts? You're taking what I'm not giving, It's always the stupid things that seem to hurt us. But can you see it in my eyes? When you walked away and stabbed me in the back.
But please don't tell me no more lies, And I can see it in your eyes. When you walked away chin buried in your chest.
And don't you think I realize. What's going on with the way you feel about me? When I walk around this town,
All the different shades of brown, People and the weather are so alike these days. Snow on the ground, depressed and cold Beats the choice of growing old, Thinking about you makes me smile. Confused about the way I feel, Can't find the words to say. I'm screaming but no one's listening, Same distant feelings, different day.

Thinking about you makes me smile.



BigWig//Smile

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baby we're bent and b|r|o|k|e|n.. [12 Mar 2004|03:57pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Switchfoot :x: Meant To Live ]

There is a fine fucking line between love and hate

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::A Torrid Love Affair - Boys Night Out:: [12 Mar 2004|03:59pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | ::Senses Fail - Bloody Romance:: ]

the first time i saw a body bend that way i realized that we're more beautiful dead than alive. then, with bloodied flesh removed, your rib cage ripped away - and i saw why they say beauty comes from the inside. it won't be the same this time around and you'll never be the same again. i promise to never forget you. i know you'll remember me for as long as you live...and your life ends right here, right now, as i tear your heart apart. i'll keep your hair with me, wrapped around my bloody knuckles as a soft, silken reminder of the day you discovered that even the softest words can't heal the deepest wounds. i pray that they find you and use the softest words to hide the hardest truth. i'm covered in your blood...now it's over. we're better. one day we'll forget you were so right and so clever. save me from this love affair with broken hearts before it's too late. save me or save yourself.

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[12 Mar 2004|04:02pm]
[ mood | cold ]

i need a song for being cast aside by someone you treasure the most. for the full story, read my journal.
please and thank you!

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For so long i felt like this [12 Mar 2004|04:16pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | 5 days ahead- afraid to say this (acoustic) ]

bayside-just enough to love you

Push me out from the darkness
To a sky that's colored blue
Somewhere someone's finding happiness
While I'm still here so hung up on you

Nothing is real
And I want you to know
That I'm not alright
When you tear open my chest
I'll try not to flinch
Won't make promises
You taught me that.
I'm still losing what's left of my self esteem
And I'm still watching the slow fading of all my daydreams

The hardest things to say are the words that mean the most
So I'll bite my tongue til it bleeds and I doubt you'll even know
The easiest things to fake are feelings to fool someone else
And I've been tricked for so long by you that I spent these last few months in my own hell

A failed apology
A day too late but now I see
That all you really want's to see me dangle neck first from a tree
But what would you need me for
You've got friends galore
And all you've ever been to me is a waste of time and nothing more

I could call
But I know that you won't be there to pick up the phone
You don't have time for me
I could call but I know you won't get the phone
Don't have time for me

I hate myself
For loving you like this
I hate myself for hating myself
Just enough to love you
Just enough to love you

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Plain White T's - Radios in Heaven [12 Mar 2004|04:25pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | PWT - Radios in Heaven ]

You left before I had a chance to say goodbye
But that's the way life usually is
it just passes you by
But you can't hold on to regrets and you can't look back
So I'll just be thankful for the times that I had with you
I hope I'm just like you

Do they have radios in heaven?
I hope they do
'Cause they're playing my song on the radio
And I'm singing it to you
If they don't have radios in heaven
here's what I'll do
I can bring my guitar when my time is up and I'll play it for you

I <3 this song .. reminds my of my friend AJ who died of Cystic Fibrosis last year

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[12 Mar 2004|04:31pm]
Phone Circles

Deep breaths are hard to come by these days
When lacking courage takes
The air straight out of my lungs
So I form these sloppy words with my tongue
Sifting through memories I gaze upon
That you've long thrown out the window
Though I try to take it slow
I know if I gasp once for air
I'll be regretting words into my pillow
And after they're all poured
Into the circles on the phone
It's echoing and I'm all alone
The "yeah. i know." doesn't cut it
But who am I to fool?
I knew you were too good to be true
When in reality, my heartfelt words
Were tossed onto your bedside table
Scattered, waiting for the day
You were so lonely
You'd stumble on the memory of me

comments would be adored. :)
love,
maggie.
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[12 Mar 2004|04:52pm]
[ music | The Spill Canvas ]

in case you were wondering, you are like a hurricane to me.

well, i haven't posted in a while and i wrote these recently so here ya go =]

1.
Try telling me that everything has a purpose as you walk right out the door
Well I don’t see the purpose in “you and me” anymore
And I just want to forget, I don’t care if it’s important
I just want to rewrite this chapter
But, believe me, I’ll write you out of it
Because you caused me so much heartache, even if it’s “part of life”
Man, I really thought you would be my life
All the time I wasted just waiting for you
You have no idea
The nights I spent wishing on my shining star
Well I guess that wasn’t a star after all
Or maybe it burned out
Just like we burned out
And now that star’s falling to the ground
And my life seems to be spiraling down
Oh, why did I want this so bad?
And why can’t you see what you had?
Because I spent my whole life just waiting to speak with you
And then I spent all my time just loving you
And now you give me nothing
Yea, I love you too..

2.
Don’t worry about me
I’ll be just fine in the end
But don’t think for a second that you’re through with me
Because boy, everytime I have a nightmare
I’m going to stuff it in a bottle
And mail it straight to your doorstep
Attached will be a quickly written note
And everytime it will simply read
“Baby, I’m back again.”

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sorry for being such a request whore... [12 Mar 2004|04:53pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | the greatest fall-senses fail ]

ok well this is just one line of a song i wrote ''i'm afraid that my fixation won't exactly appeal''. i need songs like that.
there's this guy, whom 'loves me' or at least says he does, and he sort of acts like it i guess. anyway, i love him... a lot. a lot more than he does, i think. but im scared to let him know that. so yeah, anything like that line would be great.

thanks in advance.

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[12 Mar 2004|06:07pm]
counting_starz_ ... that little line you posted... inspired me... thanks :-) <3

there's a fine line between hate and love
and with me and you
that line has been bent so much
that now its worn.
soon it's going to break.
and our feelings with run together and mix,
and that's when i'll give up on you.


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Make me a title for this. [12 Mar 2004|06:27pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | Awake, Finch ]

Hey, title this for me. I can't think of anything to call it... i wrote it in math. Jesus, do I hate math.

the absence beside me
keeps you in my mind
this memory is playing
it's what you left behind

Now I only miss you
I'm thinking of your voice
I didn't wanna let you go
I didn't make this choice.

Now I lie alone at night
I think of you,
And you were right.

But who says love has to be that perfect?
Who says it has to be correct?
Who wrote the rules of emotion?
I don't think you know
Because you left.

Now... I mis lead this sound,
It still feels like you're around.
You're here, I feel you in my arms
You're gone, but you're scent lingers on
I catch your whisper in my ear
I can't help but stay and hear
You know you sweep me up into your song.
But now you're gone.
I swear, I won't cry.
Even if regret burns my eyes.

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Sorry honey.. [12 Mar 2004|06:34pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | Wasting Time - Tripside ]

"Sorry honey
I'm not your shooting star,
Your prince, or your charmer
And if I ever was,
I was your prince in bent armour."




Something I wrote.. comments appreciated, good or bad.

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*i'm not worried that i'm lost your late start runnin' its my turn*-fairview [12 Mar 2004|06:41pm]
[ mood | good ]

the beautiful mistake- december

she fell from grace
since her tragedy came true
since then she's been running
not knowing what to do

you fall away from me
you're always falling away
from the one you want to be
and the ones you love

december was a long year
still running from your pain
facades and walls, they find me
and i never felt the same
i'm riddled in these board games
but i'm bored with the game

the lyndsay diaries-tops of trees are on fire

The tops of trees are on fire
and tonight these torches give us light
that we might have some direction in our lives.
But I can't see much of anything right now.
No I can't see.
I watched you come home from the mountains.
We all just thought it was a bad dream,
but in reality we knew the honest to god truth.
Now all we ask is a little sympathy from the clouds.
Now isn't it fate we're chasing after?
Or is she chasing after us?
Or has she come to kiss us our death depart?
We finally have a full understanding,
but I wish it wasn't on these terms.
Friend to friend.
I would do anything to make it end.

anyone heard of copeland?? just wondering..if so feel free to comment some good songs by them or not i just have like two..thanks a lot or not..= )

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[12 Mar 2004|06:42pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Awkward Terms-Closed For Winter ]

Your Stories, My Alibis xx Matchbook Romance

Speak to me
Tell me something so typical
A lullaby
Or something miserable
That will keep me up at night

Cross out my eyes
I know you planned it
You know I love you
And I can't stand it
We just lost control
We just lost control...

Lie to me
Give me something worth living for
Tell me a reason worth fighting for
Give me anything
Anything to keep me breathing

Lie to me
Tell stories so beautiful
An epic of something so terrible
That it makes me weep

Cross out these days
On your calender
It hurts me so much
And I'm not quite sure
I care anymore
I care anymore...

Lie to me
Give me something worth living for
Tell me a reason worth fighting for
Give me anything
Anything to keep me breathing

Lie to me
Give me something worth living for
Tell me a reason worth dying for
Give me anything
Anything to keep me breathing...

Anything to keep me breathing

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Danny Boy, Prehistoric EMO [12 Mar 2004|06:49pm]
[ mood | amused ]

See Danny Boy is the original emo song.. lol.

Oh Danny boy, the pipes the pipes are calling.
From glen to glen, and down the mountainside.
The summer's gone, and all teh roses falling.
It's you it's you, must go and I must bide.
But come ya back, when summer's in the meadow,
Or when the valley's hushed and white with snow.
And I'll be here, in sunshone or in shadow.
Oh Danny boy, oh Danny boy, i love you so.

But when ye come, and the flowers all are dying,
And I am dead, as dead I well may be.
You'll come find the place where I am lying,
and kneel and say an Ave there for me.
And I shall hear though soft you tread above me
And all my grave will warmer, sweeter be.
For you will bend and tell me that you love me.
And I shall sleep in peace until you come to me.
Oh Danny boy, oh Danny boy,
I love you so.

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[12 Mar 2004|07:14pm]
Just forget your not available
and run away with me
We could be together
Forever and always

I can tell its meant to happen
when your eyes meet mine
Each time i touch you
Shivers run down my spine

You know, your truley lovely
Your presence makes my heart smile
I think you scared to end it
But, i can wait a little while

When shes not around
Your all about me
And when shes not around
I am all you see

Remember the nights
when we would cuddle and hold hands
You would say the sweetest things
and make the most tempting demands

I guess im just trying to say
that your the one i admire
Your all i could ever ask for
you light my fire
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i wrote this..there is more but this is the best part.. [12 Mar 2004|07:23pm]
Depression consumes my soul
Emptiness hollows out my insides
I am the epitome of nothingness

idk..i don't think i'm that great of a writer but w/e just thought i'd share..oh heres more..of course i only post my "good" ones lol

Last night I looked to the stars for answers
The answers I’ve always been afraid of
Afraid of superstitions
They told me a story
A story of us
They lined pictures of you
And dreams of me
The universe covers more than just you and me
The universe is us
We have it all
We don’t need anything
I just need you and you need me

Tonight when I looked to the stars for answers
The answers I already knew
The answers I needed to know
But there was nothing there
It was a immense canvas of beggaring nothing
Pictures of regrets
Nightmares of lies
The universe turned into a thousand black holes
The universe had moved on
It belonged to someone else
They have it all
I just need you… and only you

i really like this one b/c of the 12 stanzas deal..*anyways*
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[How sad it is when you spill your guts on the paper, it only neglects you and never relieves] [12 Mar 2004|07:35pm]
[ mood | energetic ]
[ music | Poison The Well- "For A Bandaged Iris" ]

If I could flip this table, I'd stab you with every word that lied its way out of your head



All day your songs spin me into a romance repeatedly to the sky

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[12 Mar 2004|07:53pm]
[ mood | cold ]

Singing Saves the Day and staying up late. "Is one more minute going to kill you now?" God, it's killing me. And I can't recall all the reasons that you're gone. But I don't want to know about your new best friend, I bet she's really great, really great. (Yeah I've got one too and she's really great, really great.) And I remember everything from the moment you left til now. We're falling down. We're falling apart. Pick up the peices, fix me. We're falling faster now, it broke my heart falling down for you. Falling down with you, our depression. Falling. I don't mind if you're feeling down. Yeah I bet I could help you back up. I don't mind if your falling apart. I'll fix you like only I can do. They'll never care like I do. "Is one more minute going to kill you now?" God, it's killing me.

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[12 Mar 2004|07:58pm]
Hey...
I think you ppl misunderstood me. But thankx to those who commented anyways ^_^...Umm... Let me break this down. See I like this quy... ALOT.. Possibly on the verqe of lovinq him. But he likes me best friend and suposedly likes me too. But I think he would wind up with her. Does anyone have any lyrics relatinq to a situation like that? Thankx in advance.

<3 Nicole
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[12 Mar 2004|07:58pm]
Hey...
I think you ppl misunderstood me. But thankx to those who commented anyways ^_^...Umm... Let me break this down. See I like this quy... ALOT.. Possibly on the verqe of lovinq him. But he likes me best friend and suposedly likes me too. But I think he would wind up with her. Does anyone have any lyrics relatinq to a situation like that? Thankx in advance.

<3 Nicole
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when darkness is upon your door and you feel like you cant take anymore .. [12 Mar 2004|08:17pm]
2 things .. 1 i wrote .. 2 is a request .. please help me with the request its seriously tearing me apart ..


1.each of your words is like a silver bullet attempting to crash through the diamond walls of my crystal heart, but youll never make it through ..

2.heres the story: ive been going out with this kid, lets call him joe, for a month, but ive completely been lusting this other kid, call him mitch, for like 4+ months, now mitch is going out with one of my friends who has no clue how much i like him, and i realize i should break up with my bf but i dont want to hurt him, or anyone, and he told me he loves me, which honestly just makes matters worse because ik i dont feel the same way .. if you no lyrics that relate to ANY part of that completely mind-bending situation, i need something to keep me from having a nervous break down and music will normally do the trick ..


*keep the blood in your ehad and keep your feet on the ground ..*
<33
kait
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sorry i'm updating once more lol [12 Mar 2004|08:17pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]

okay i really need to request your aid my situation is i am like with someone i don't want to be with anymore but i have no way out of it and they love me but i don't care about them anymore but i don't know how to get out of this unwanted relationship..lol thx a million if anyone can help..

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[12 Mar 2004|08:24pm]
[ mood | okay ]

I hear your angel voice
It makes me feel so nice
I like to sing along
Along and forever

I know wrong and right is gone tonight

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The sun understood how I felt. [12 Mar 2004|09:09pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | vague screaming from downstairs ]

At night when the sun was set
and our hearts were put to sleep,
you were all I could think about.
Our first look was magic and I could almost
see the sparks in the sky. As beautiful as your eyes.
I can remember the taste of our first kiss
and the first time we met.
It was a cold February morning
but your look made me feel warm.
And your hug seemed to freeze time as I
praised every single second I was with you.
Early morning when the sun had rised
and our hands were folded as one
your touch was so smooth and your lips
so soft.
You're all I can think about when the world is asleep and
the day arises.
The day you came in my life and the day you left.
Love has never felt so cruel.

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new shizzle [12 Mar 2004|09:25pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | Hidden in Plain View .x. Same to You ]


heyy everyone im new to the community so i just thought id say heyy! well 2days my sweet sixteen :D and if anybodys ever lookin for good lyrics for away messages n such just check out my AIM sn :: wishxXxaway im pretty much always on and ive got tons of stuff for every1 to use .. anyhoo thats about enough talkin for me loL!

hidden in plain view .x. same to you

did you ever wish you saved
all the lessons that you gave
I'd give them all to you

did you ever hope our eyes
could be spared of all your lies

well I've got news for you
maybe we're just drained.

So now I'm sure I'd like to make
you feel the way I felt that day
If only I could do that to you
maybe it would prove
that we are still the same
But maybe we're just drained.

Tonight, you know I've tried
but I'm tongue tied and I'm choking again.
This time I can't try because your
twisting my words and I'm choking again.

You know I know that
and you know your weakness
has made me weak
So understand this is something
that I won't let you forget.

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*once upon a time* [12 Mar 2004|09:43pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | Hidden in Plain View .x. Fullcount ]

And you draw back, when you noticed me standing there.
You can feel it, that I need it.
And you draw back, when you noticed me standing there.
We can see it, that you wanted me to...

Say hey, hey wait.

And you draw back, when you noticed me standing there.
I can feel it, that you need it.
And you draw back, when I noticed you standing there.
I can see it, that you wanted me to.

Say hey, hey wait.

Cause we all know
This means nothing
And if you want me back just say you want me back and I'll stay.

There are no more secrets anymore.
They all know.

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i wish someone would sing this to me [12 Mar 2004|10:08pm]
PLAIN WHITE T's .x. SHINE

You know it tears me up inside
to see the feelings that you hide
hide inside that empty bottle
i wish you saw how great you were
i wish you saw what life was worth
you wouldn't have you hide your problems
and i don't care what you might think
i think you've had to much to drink
can't even talk when your this way
runaway runaway
but that won't make it any better
runaway runaway
and make tomarrow harder to live
than today

there's so much out there you could miss
there's so much life out there to live
if you would just believe in yourself
you know you're better than all of this
you know you've got so much to give
but you're so afraid to give of yourself

and i don't care what you might think
i think you've had to much to drink
can't even talk when your this way
runaway runaway
but that won't make it any better
runaway runaway
and make tomarrow harder to live
than today

there's a bright light shining inside you
it shines out though your eyes
don't drown it away don't be afraid
don't hide let it shine

you say your lookin' for happiness
but when it comes you runaway from it
you tell yourself you don't deserve it
there's not much more that i can do
now the rest is up to you
until you love yourself you'll never change

runaway runaway
but that won't make it any better
runaway runaway
and make tomarrow harder to live
than today

you'll keep on running
until you deal with today
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[12 Mar 2004|10:48pm]
Anyone know ne lyrics about loneliness, fading hope, losing faith?
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[12 Mar 2004|10:59pm]
[ mood | angry ]
[ music | The Kinks - Lola ]

What’s an apology?
A few simple words.
But words are cheap.
And so are you.

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[12 Mar 2004|11:27pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

i lie awake and i...
let thoughts of you burn my eyes

i know i should say goodbye
i just want you to know
i cant let you go

when i stood and stared at you
you looked at me the way i wanted you to
but it wasnt right
and i love you so....
i say good nite
its time to let you go

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mae is for lovers [12 Mar 2004|11:28pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | mae .x. giving it away ]

mae .x. skyline drive

Sometimes I run, but I'm not afraid.
Why must you bring up all mistakes I have made?
She makes me smile, but you come around.
The wind in her hair reflects the sunset I see.

You make it seem like it was yesterday.
But we've come a long way out of the rain.
Can't seem to figure out what happens after this.
Why can't I?

Why must you say I made a mess of things?
I won't believe it.
Tonight feels right like I'm dancing on air.
I'll make it right, I'll make it right.
Pull over to the station and fill up on fuel.
But will I do?

Sometimes I drive or ride with my eyes closed tight because if the skyline looks this way then I don't want to sleep tonight.
Never giving up, always seeking light, we must always try, try with all our might.

Eyes closed tight because if the skyline looks this way then I don't want to sleep tonight.


mae .x. giving it away

By the way you brought me here,
It makes believe,
the best is still yet to come,
and I don't want to leave.
Forgive my hesitation but I'm learning to trust in you.
Help me to dream these dreams
because I don't have a clue.

If you'd be honest and say what you mean you know I
would promise I'd do anything
because I know that without you I'm giving it away.

Is this what you wanted?
Cause I'm willing to change.
Now that I'm certain,
there's much more to gain.
You've introduced me to the moment
but I'm looking to stay for good.
You asked me to stay forever.
Well, you know that
I would, I would do anything.

If you'd be honest and say what you mean you know
I would promise I'd do anything
because I know that without you I'm giving it away.

The nights are forever and maybe I'm wrong,
but it feels like I'm so lost without you.
So I step towards the heat, it's the way I can see,
and it makes me believe that it's you.

And by the way you brought me here it makes me believe the best is still yet to come
and I don't want to leave, I won't, but anyway...

If you'd be honest and say what you mean you know
I would promise I'd do anything
because I know that without you I'm giving it away.

The nights are forever.
I can't get to sleep cause I know there's a reason.
I'm in this too deep and I'm sure that without you,
I'm giving it away.
Yeah.

Woo Hoo
I’m Giving it away...
Giving it away...
Giving it away..

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and with these tattered wings i fall [12 Mar 2004|11:29pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | mae .x. summertime ]

silverstein .x. hear me out

When everyone has left me here, I’ll make it on my own. just wait and see. maybe if you came back down, you’d see it happening to you. maybe you’d even care. hear me out, I don’t think you’ll make it out. hear me out, see the writing on the wall. burn your bridge and wear your heart out on your sleeve. you know you won’t fool me. you made all these promises. you broke all these promises to me. follow your heart this time. did you mean all those things you said? even when you said you’d never change. writing you letters you never read. waste my breath on paper. when you reflect do you get that feeling like you used to? and every time you run away. I know you still have memories. now that you’ve left. make me feel like I’m gone. you did all these things I hated.

silverstein .x. when broken is easily fixed

I can resist everything except temptation. my body breaks, but I am still intact inside. my human instinct, I can love unconditionally. cross my heart and lie to you (my conscience plagues at me, fills me with this despair) failure within me. promise you and let you down (emotion conquers my soul, robs me of myself) brings me to my knees. follow me, lead you astray (nourish myself with fear, give me the pain to fail) loathe myself to sleep. your words kill me. you can breathe without oxygen and live without sorrow. how I envy you, though pity your ghost. ignorance is bliss I wish I could never love you. so ironic that a heart made by man, when broken is easily fixed. but a human hurt can last a lifetime. rust or decay. the fire or the flame. you and I will lead the path to change. pave the way.

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