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[11 Mar 2004|12:18am] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | Stories - Trapt ] I found a lie.. and then it grew I found myself, still thinking of you And i've felt so empty, and now I'm fine But still it's burning, when will you be mine..? 2 comments|post comment

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[11 Mar 2004|08:37am] Looking into your eyes I've seen all I want to be and I don't want it to end. If I could only put to words the way I see you. I only know I have an angel with me now. And when I fall asleep your all that I see. You're in my thoughts and all of my prayers. I wish I could mean all that you mean to me. But I could never find the words to tell you. And when I fall asleep your all that I see. You're in my thoughts and all of my prayers. I wish I could mean all that you mean to me. And when I fall asleep your all that I see. You're in my thoughts and all of my prayers. I wish I could mean all that you mean to me. My angel without wings. Angel -slick shoes post comment

Werd... [11 Mar 2004|09:14am] [ mood | creative ] [ music | Orgy ] Would you do that if it really meant They would see you and would be convinced that you love me And you didn't care who knew it? Please believe me, when I say it's true I have never felt as close to you, or anyone as I do right now And I'm begging you, please don't leave yet And this moment's glass in a fragile state I've convinced myself that it won't crack or break Like a heart, in the winter, when the air is cold And your words, the same, I know them, I know them I am broken, I am wounded Watch me as my fragile frame collapses, collapses on me, on me But it's not your fault you never meant to hurt me You hurt (me) And when it's 5:00 a.m. And you're too tired to ever sleep Well there's no rest for the lonely I hope I die in my sleep There's never been such hopelessness or devotion Or devotion Or devotion What's devotion? Commander Venus : My Collapsing Frame post comment

Werd times 2... [11 Mar 2004|09:22am] [ mood | stressed ] [ music | Orgy stilll ] If it stayed I'd never leave it if that turned around I'd grieve the special dirty things that we used to talk about I mean that loving you is strange and adored by me throughout, oh no it's you again Someday soon you'll find that someone waiting for the chance to beat you Drooling on the set to feel you, Blessing you with every kiss Tying yourself to me stitch up my emptiness 'Cause you're the death of me So precious, loving the thrill Tying yourself to me stitch up my emptiness 'Cause you're the death of me so precious, loving the thrill Such the patient one who needs me, the spoiled one who wins So shocking where's yours sense don't you know I hate you so, unsatisfied you little girl Tying yourself to me stitch up my emptiness 'Cause you're the death of me So precious, loving the thrill Tying yourself to me stitch up my emptiness 'Cause you're the death of me So precious, loving the thrill Rolling dice and seeming queer, bastard love a sick affair Let's see what new disease you'll fetch I mean that fucking you is strange And adored by me throughout Oh no it's you again blessing you with every kiss So precious you know this hate of mine exploded I'm so deranged you know I will never be deceived Tying yourself to me stitch up my emptiness 'Cause you're the death of me So precious, loving the thrill Tying yourself to me stitch up my emptiness 'Cause you're the death of me So precious, loving the thrill Orgy : Stitches post comment

This song means a lot... [11 Mar 2004|09:29am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Orgy STILLLLL... ] Please die, Ana For as long as you're here, We're not You make the sound of laughter And sharper nails seem softer And I need you now, S o m e h o w Open fire On my needs designed On my knees for you Open fire On my needs desires What I need from you Imagine pageant In my head The flesh seems thicker Sandpaper tears corrode the film And I need you now, S o m e h o w Open fire On my needs designed On my knees for you Open fire On my needs desires What I need from you And you're my obsession I love you to the bones And Ana wrecks your life Like an anorexia life Open fire On my needs designed On my knees for you Open fire On my needs desires What I need from you Open fire On my needs designed Open fire On my needs designed On my knees for you Silverchair : Ana's Song 6 comments|post comment

Well they say that rock is dead and they're probably right.. [11 Mar 2004|11:11am] [ mood | ecstasy ] [ music | La.La.La ] "The devil's driving my car tonight and he's drunk. He's pissed he's mad... And i dont care which of you he fucks up. I have played with fire and the matches.. they are burning still in my hand. They can try and shut me up they never can. They never will again.. With all the drugs." 2 comments|post comment

[11 Mar 2004|12:43pm] <33Something Corporate Another lonely night in Amersterdam And stars are coming out in waves I miss my Miss America in Park Hotel And I'm too stoned to call it a day When everything you wanted Seems to hide behind your eyes And I'm locked in my hotel room Thinking over our goodbyes I will write this down for you So you can read this I will hold my breath for you Till you can feel it Another lonely night in Amsterdam And water's moving through the sound The blood is boiling in my veins and the food I can't keep down And I don't care if you don't love me And I don't care if you don't change And I could live inside the shadow that I cast for you If it meant that you would stay And I'll be home before the morning comes, You won't have to be alone I will write this down for you So you can read it I will hold my breath for you Till I can't feel it You don't have to see me this way, Cause this way I'm okay I will write this down, I will write this down Oh love, I'm tangled up again Oh love, when does this twisting end? When does this twisting end? I will write this down for you So you can read it I will hold my breath for you Till I can't feel it You won't have to see me this way Cause this way I'm okay I will write this down for you, So you can read it... I heart this song...It's so pretty, and so me...lol... ||<3Always [brittany] post comment

This may never start, we could fall apart [11 Mar 2004|12:51pm] Memory - sugarcult- This may never start. We could fall apart. And I'd be your memory. Lost your sense of fear. Feelings insincere. Can I be your memory? So get back, back, back to where we lasted. Just like I imagine. I could never feel this way. So get back, back, back to the disaster. My heart's beating faster. Holding on to feel the same. This may never start. I'll tear us apart. Cannot be your enemy. Losing half a year. Waiting for you here I'd be your anything. So get back, back, back to where we lasted. Just like I imagine. I could never feel this way. So get back, back, back to the disaster. My heart's beating faster. Holding on to feel the same. This may never start. Tearing out my heart. I'd be your memory. Lost your sense of fear. (I'd be your memory) Feelings disappear. Can I be your memory? So get back, back, back to where we lasted. Just like I imagine. I could never feel this way. So get back, back, back to the disaster. My heart's beating faster. Holding on to feel the same. This may never start. We could fall apart And I'd be your memory. Lost your sense of fear. Feelings insincere. Can I be your memory? Can I be your memory? post comment

It's The Way That He Makes You Feel... [11 Mar 2004|01:54pm] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | Pretty Girl (The Way)- Sugarcult ] i got this from my friend...when i read it, it sounded like the most beautiful thing i had ever read. so i'm sharing it with you guys. I have no regrets, no strife, or sorrow. You did the best you could to make it work. I still love you as the moon loves the stars. And I still want you like the flowers want sun. You still have those killer eyes that would kill 1000 men with every glance you made. You still have the touch that makes me shiver, and you still have the lips that make me quiver. I never want to let you go, but I guess I have no choice, not this time. 2 comments|post comment

Nothing's sacred in the faces of the soulless [11 Mar 2004|02:44pm] Hurting And Shoving (She Should Have Let Me Sleep) // GLASSJAW When I get back Pre-break of dawn hear the ring it's me live from a pay phone talking in the rain. Things pan out exactly as i say they will. Will I be less happy when I get back? Two hand in one glove as if we were poor. The hard up make the soup from stones like the poor before them did before. You say the waiting could crush your heart. But it's nothing new to me have you crave me so desperately but I know how when you need me you bleed for me, though now I'm gone you fill my shoes with new fans. Always and forever we are apart and may she see she'd be free rejoicing in distance if she only let me sleep. Will things make less happy when I get back? Absence makes the heart grow still. Abuse the hunt; confuse the kill. I know, I know. Make the dead feel deader deader. Make the dead sleep nights with a razor waiting. Kill the prey. I'll hold my child's head underwater. If it's a boy, I was joking if it's a daughter, I'll say I did what I did because I had to... And if you find my kid later tell her I laughed too. We just might work out fine because I love you enough to let you give the pain that I want ...And when you do I just might fuck you enough to love you. Once upon my night stand lied letters piled in columns postmarked Middle Island out east in the country of Solemn. post comment

[11 Mar 2004|02:53pm] I hear the clock, it's six a.m. I feel so far from where I've been Got my eggs and my pancakes too Got my maple syrup, everything but you. Break the yolks, make a smiley face I kinda like it in my brand new place I wipe the spots off the mirror Don't leave the keys in the door Never put wet towels on the floor anymore' cause Dreams last so long even after you're gone I know you love me And soon you will see You were meant for me And I was meant for you. Called my momma, she was out for a walk Consoled a cup of coffee but it didn't wanna talk Picked up a paper, it was more bad news More hearts being broken or people being used Put on my coat in the pouring rain Saw a movie it just wasn't the same 'Cause it was happy and I was sad It made me miss you oh so bad Dreams last so long Even after you're gone I know you love me And soon you will see You were meant for me And I was meant for you. Go about my business, I'm doin fine Besides what would I say if I had you on the line Same old story, not much to say Hearts are broken, everyday. Brush my teeth and put the cap back on I know you hate it when I leave the light on I pick a book up. Turn the sheets down. Take a deep breath and a good look around Put on my pjs and hop into bed I'm half alive but I feel mostly dead I try and tell myself it'll be all right I just shouldn't think anymore tonight Dreams last so long Even after you're gone I know you love me And soon you will see You were meant for me And I was meant for you Jewel lxl You were meant for me 3 comments|post comment

Here are two from Blindside [11 Mar 2004|03:10pm] How come I'm the one bleeding When you're the one being cut And every stabbing word about you stings ------------------------------------------------------- As I smell you for the first time all over again I'll begin to remember to be alive So if you don't mind.. I think I'll wear my heart on my sleeve, 'Cause I'm tired of not being able to breathe. \ / \ Gotta love 'em post comment

I think this song is pretttyy... Do you remember it from back in the day :) [11 Mar 2004|03:30pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | Bright Eyes - To love and to be loved ] Lightning crashes, a new mother cries Her placenta falls to the floor The angel opens her eyes The confusion sets in Before the doctor can even close the door Lightning crashes, an old mother dies Her intentions fall to the floor The angel closes her eyes The confusion that was hers Belongs now, to the baby down the hall Oh I feel it comin' back again Like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind Forces pullin' from the center of the earth again I can feel it Lightning crashes, a new mother cries This moment she's been waiting for The angel opens her eyes Pale blue colored iris, presents the circle Puts the glory up to high, high Oh I feel it comin back again Like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind Forces pullin' from the center of the earth again I can feel it; I can feel it Oh I, oh I, oh I I can feel it comin' back again Like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind Forces pullin' from the center of the earth again I can feel it I can feel it; I can feel it 1 comment|post comment

"Already Know" [11 Mar 2004|03:49pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | Anadivine-"Alcohol and Oxygen" ] I know Im never gonna be good enough for you Its kind of Ironic you dont have a clue why my mood keeps on changing and I'm acting strange around you I'm not the prettiest girl And I'm not the smartest But you already know And you wont let it go I wish I was dieing So I wouldn't hear About all of the things That I already feared So in closing Im not perfect Not even close Don't have a direction don't know where to go Not good enough for you but you already know post comment

Help Please! [11 Mar 2004|03:54pm] Does anyone have any lyrics about two former best friends who are nothing alike anymore but one just won't give up? Thanks in advance!! <3<3<3 Katie post comment

please help songs [11 Mar 2004|03:55pm] hi I was just wondering if anyone knew any songs lyrics qoutes about a person who loves someone but that person dosn't know and they don't know how to tell them if any one please kno's it would be very apperated thank you 2 comments|post comment

xiu xiu [11 Mar 2004|03:58pm] la la holds inside of her the horrible dream of being somebody thinking about her dream makes her feel like it’s stupid a dream whose coming true is a must a must it would be so much easier if she was a real girl the preschool students ask her what she is she thinks i don’t know she says what do you think listen to On Fire and pretend someone could love you listen to Lady Day and dream they knew the half of it listen to Birthday and pretend someone could love you listen to Nick Drake and dream they knew the half of it post comment

[11 Mar 2004|04:09pm] [ mood | contemplative ] Stabbing Westward- sometimes it hurts Six o'clock in the morning, My head is ready to explode... I can't believe I made it home alive I don't remember where I went Or, what I was drinking... And now it's made me sick. And I'm not denying That I get this way When I try to get over you, I get this way When I try to get over you Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love I tried so hard to hate you But it only makes things worse I only end up hating myself... And as my hatred grows So do the lies, It's hard to face the truth sometimes.. GOD I FEEL SO USELESS! God I hate myself! When I try to get over you... I hate myself, Will I ever get over you? Sometimes it hurts So much.. to lose the one you love Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love And after all this time you'd think I'd understand the way you feel.. But no. I only think about myself, And it's driving you away. I always knew it would one day...... Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love post comment

The Ease - Pilgrim's Progress [11 Mar 2004|04:19pm] there's word of something better across the ocean God knows we haven't found it here anyway we'd be leaving all our burdens the red men will be kind and help us build a pretty house I'm telling her tonight we're leaving here for Jamestown I've heard it's better over there everything changes there we found a place to live in and there are trees to carve our names its been the coldest winter and the bread is getting stale my friends are disappearing i've heard they're burning witches in the town right down the road I'm telling her tonight we're going to California everythings better over there we haven't had much luck here lately and there's nothing in the bank to speak of...anyway we're still wading in the river we're still panning for the gold they said they had here i'm selling her the lies we're leaving california for something better than we've found here ----------------------------------------------------------------------- songs: friendships/spring/happyness :) Any help would be great. post comment

[11 Mar 2004|04:28pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | tbs ] so keep your thoughts to yourself, because the moment you open your mouth i will slit your throat. of course i'm angry. you're happy and you don't deserve to be. 4 comments|post comment

[11 Mar 2004|04:30pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | bright eyes--false advertising ] romeo and juliet didn't even have a honeymoon the best love stories are tragic and unhappy so i guess ours is real good. because you left me in a fairy tale without a prince, and he never really was that charming. i guess i've always kind of wanted to be saved. but the only person you saved was yourself, and you never even got that far. you got out quick enough, but not so quick to be avoid being called romeo. except that you would never die for live. you can't even die because you're barely alive. i tell myself to just keep breathing. and maybe i'll see the romance in never ever seeing you again. you know i don't like surprises. but i've decided you saying "i love you" wouldn't be so bad after all. 3 comments|post comment

[11 Mar 2004|05:04pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | the darkness, i believe in a thing called love ] dont give me a mouthfull of lies or i'll give you a wristfull of scars dont tell me that your too busy to call because i see you around town your arms around her as your lips surround your lies i screamed your name until i could no longer breath, i cut my wrists until i could no longer bleed, i walked this town just to get you off of my mind, i realised that all you were was just a big waste of time i dont know, they kind of suck, i got bored, comments? 4 comments|post comment

and it's sad but true, out of cash and ious [11 Mar 2004|05:17pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | me vs madonna vs elvis, brand new ] i saw brand new + blink 182 last night. it was awesome,. to say the least. anyway i thought i'd post this song because it's just so cute. <3 jesso thirsty merc x wasting time All is fair Im trying to make you notice me but you dont care You play me like a broken game of snakes and ladders or cards or piano or a record thats been thrown in the trash I like you, I've liked you since I saw you walking down my street I like your little vibe and your clothes and feet and your hair and your eyes and your nose and your face and your life.... Chorus I know your name And I've got your number I dont wanna save the world I just wanna waste some time with you We're both so young We might as well face it I dont wanna change nothing I just wanna waste some time with you Three Blind Mice I may as well be asking them for stable advice Instead I'm on a see-saw all day and night And all week and all month And all year, all my life I'm only human If only you could see You do some some pretty crazy little things to me And I dont wanna change the course of history I just want you to be next to someone like me and be free Chorus I know your name And I've got your number I dont wanna save the world I just wanna waste some time with you We're both so young We might as well face it I dont wanna change nothing I just wanna waste some time with you Wasting Time Wasting time with you Wasting Time Wasting time with you Now you know My thoughts about where I would like the story to go I feel that if you'd really like to play it cool we should do it, do it, do it yeahhhhh Chorusx2 2 comments|post comment

Yes, another. [11 Mar 2004|05:48pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | Ender, Finch ] .::Just Sixteen::. Wrote this last week. He never got a promise. She’ll never feel this pain. He watches her as she walks home. The lights go down on Main. He takes up all the sidewalk. His heart is heavy here. He can’t help but wonder, If he should disappear. Lights go off and now she’s gone Time is cheap And life’s too long The night is young, just sixteen, lost in all the quiet things. That might just drive him down to madness All this sadness. Nothing feels much better Day by day by week He’s not alive for waiting She’s not alive to speak And as he sits awake in bed The sun hangs low inside his head He lays to sleep but falls apart She don’t know she broke his heart Lights go off and now she’s gone Time is cheap And life’s too long The night is young, just sixteen, lost in all the quiet things. That might just drive him down to madness All this sadness. He’s stuck in a hole Covered in hurt Crying crimson upon his shirt He’s had enough She hasn’t called He says “it’s good, I’ll be gone.” And as he raises his eyes The mirror jumps as he blinks and cries Tears are going cold Tears are going cold Lights go off and now she’s gone Time is cheap And life’s too long The night is young, just sixteen, lost in all the quiet things. That might just drive him down to madness All this sadness. 4 comments|post comment

sudden death in carolina-brand new [11 Mar 2004|06:21pm] [ mood | cranky ] Last night I swallowed liquor and a lighter and this morning I threw up fire. But it's nothing new. I've been piecing it together and it's got something to do With every look thrown like a knife across a crowded room. Every slow and quiet car ride I spent drinking in the backseat. Every stupid melody to every stupid song. And every stupid word that ever body's hanging on. What difference does this difference in age make? I know how it ends... she'll kill me quick. So call 911. I'm already dead but someone should be caught and held responsible for this bloody mess. Last night I fell asleep next to a liar and I woke up with a shiner. And it's all that I remember from a night spent lying on my back with a view of a stone white ceiling and the back of your head. This dark and quiet bed felt like the middle of nowhere. We beat each other up just like we always do. When I'm talking to myself I'd always rather be talking to you. What difference does this difference in age make? I know how it ends... she'll kill me quick. Call 911. I'm already dead but someone should be caught and held responsible for this bloody mess. Call homicide. Take the case to court. Her lips taste like a loaded gun and I'm her number one chalk outline on the floor. They hung her from the bridge on Monday. The gathering turned into a mob out on the lawn. The dropped her body in the river. And school and work returned to normal before long... Call 911. I'm already dead but someone should be caught and held responsible for this bloody mess. Call homicide. Take the case to court. Her lips taste like a loaded gun and I'm her number one chalk outline on the floor. post comment

Jaded(These Years) by Mest [11 Mar 2004|06:36pm] [ mood | content ] Jaded(These Years) By Mest There's a time and place, for everything. There's a reason why, certain people meet. There's a destination, for everyone. What's the explination, when we're done? All the summer nights spent wondering; So many questions asked, but no one's answering. Would it be okay if I left today? Took my chances on what you said was wrong? I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless. Not sorry, and I'll never regret. These years spent, so faded and wreckless. Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years. I'll never regret these years. Now here i sit, so far away. Remembering all our memories. Its times like these that I miss you most, Remembering when we were so close. I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless. Not sorry, we'll never regret. These years spent, so faded and wreckless. Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years. We'll never forget the places we've been, you and i. Our lives are slipping away. Don't want to let time pass us by, byyyyyyy... I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless. Not sorry, and I'll never regret. These years.... ...spent, so faded and wreckless, Not sorry, and I'll never regret... I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless. Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years. 1 comment|post comment

[11 Mar 2004|06:36pm] Before I met you I never knew how to get mad Now that I've left you I've learned to hate.. post comment

This can't be home anymore... [11 Mar 2004|06:55pm] [ mood | thoughtful ] [ music | Angel- Dave Matthews ] Hey guys...It's been so long since I've posted...So here are a few really good songs...not exactly 'emo' but still good... I call you up You pick up You call my bluff On the card to love You hold too close Your hands to your chest I can read your eyes But I confess It's lonely far from you, oh Even when you're right by me It's only why I wait for you To take my hand Why do I beg like a child for your candy? Why do I come after you like I do, I love you? Wherever you are I swear You be my angel You I play my cards the best I can But I lose my luck when you're not here My darling heart Won't you please give in? I may be strong But I want you back again When you're not here it's hard to pretend It's all alright again When you're not here love it's hard to pretend It's all alright but still Why do I beg like a child for your candy? Why do I run after you like I do, I love you? Whatever you are I swear You be my angel, you Watch the day Count your cards Makes no sense That I'm always losing When you're gone Why do I beg like a child for your candy? Why do I come after you like I do, I love you Whatever you are I swear You'll be my angel, you When you're gone Dave Matthews Band- Angel ********************************* I will come to you in the daytime I will raise you from your sleep I will kiss you in four places As I go runnin' down your street I will squeeze the life right out of you I will make you laugh, I'll make you cry And we may never forget it As I make you call my name as I shout it to the blue, summer sky And we may never meet again So shed your skin lets get started And you will throw your arms around me (2x) I will come to you at nightime I will climb into your bed I will kiss you in 155 places As I go runnin' round in your head I will squeeze the life right out of your I will make you laugh, I'll make you cry And we may never forget it As I make you call my name as I shout it to the blue, summer sky And we may never meet again So shed your skin lets get started And you will throw your arms around me (2x) Ohh yeah, uh huh, uh huh... Ohh yeah, uh hum, ooh... Ohh yeah, uh huh, uh huh... Oh...and you will throw your arms around me... Pearl Jam- Throw your arms around me ********************************* Oi...I know you guys don't appreciate requests so I'll understand if you don't answer but do you know any songs or quotes about thinking your over someone...but then you talk to them and all the feelings and memories come back so fast that there was no way you saw it coming...Or about still loving someone so much after they hurt you so bad? Thanks guys...I really need this... post comment

[11 Mar 2004|07:17pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | all american rejects :-D ] not emo in the least... but oh well. Reverend reverend is this some conspiracy? Crucified for no sins An image beneath me Whats within our plans for life It all seems so unreal I'm a man couldnt have feel this world Left in my misery... The reverend he turned to me Without a tear in his eyes It's nothing new for him to see I didn't ask him why I will remember The love our souls had Sworn to make Now I watch the falling rain All my mind can see Now is your (face) Well I guess You took my youth I gave it all away Like the birth of a New-found joy This love would end in rage And when she died I couldn't cry The pride within my soul You left me incomplete Memories now unfold. Believe the word I will unlock my door And pass the Cemetery gates Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder aloud If you're watching over me Some place far abound I must reverse my life I can't live in the past Then set my soul free Belong to me at last Through all those Complex years I thought I was alone I didn't care to look around And make this world my own And when she died I should've cried and spared myself some pain... Left me incomplete All alone as the memories still remain The way we were The chance to save my soul And my concern is now in vain Believe the word I will unlock my door And pass the cemetery gates -pantera "cemetary gates" post comment

[11 Mar 2004|07:21pm] [ mood | curious ] "It's Not a Side Effect of the Cocaine I Am Thinking it Must Be Love" What song? 1 comment|post comment

[11 Mar 2004|07:32pm] Great song.. it's exactly how I feel.. all the time. I thought I'd share it with you all, because it's helped me to have one song- that totally relates to me. Call you up in the middle of the night Like a firefly without a light You were there like a blow torch burning I was a key that could use a little turning So tired that I couldn't even sleep So many secrets I couldn't keep Promised myself I wouldn't weep One more promise I couldn't keep It seems no one can help me now I'm in too deep There's no way out This time I have really led myself astray Runaway train never going back Wrong way on a one way track Seems like I should be getting somewhere Somehow I'm neither here nor there Can you help me remember how to smile Make it somehow all seem worthwhile How on earth did I get so jaded Life's mystery seems so faded I can go where no one else can go I know what no one else knows Here I am just drownin' in the rain With a ticket for a runaway train And Everything seems cut and dry Day and night, earth and sky Somehow I just don't believe it Bought a ticket for a runaway train Like a madman laughin' at the rain Little out of touch, little insane Just easier than dealing with the pain Runaway train never comin' back Runaway train tearin' up the track Runaway train burnin' in my veins Runaway but it always seems the same -Runaway Train//Soul Asylum- post comment

please help [11 Mar 2004|07:34pm] [ mood | tired ] HEY I WAS JUST WONDERING IF ANYONE KNEW ANY SONGS ABOUT A GIRL/BOY LIKIN SOMEONE SO OUT OF REACH THAT IT HURTS...IF YOU COULD PLEASE POST ANYTHING SONGS LYRICS OR QOUTES PLEASE DO SO IT WOULD BE APPREATITED THX YOU 2 comments|post comment

One of my favorite Fata songs. Besides Cherry kiss [11 Mar 2004|07:34pm] In you I see further. Can it last forever? Identify your patients, XY configurations Words are lost in your eyes. One thought inside my heart. Drop addicts in the mixture, falcons have blown the fixture Think of me as days pass us by. Shards of glass Skies of gold Steal my breath Blood runs cold Violet waves Oceans blue All my love Lost in you In you I see further. Can it last forever? Sinkhole that we would frequent, White heels safe from extinction Words are lost in your eyes. One thought inside my heart. I said that I don't need you, but I'm a liar, I swear I do, I do Strip away Vanity I do Just as you Consume me I do Broken smile Starless sky I do Save it all Say goodbye You're out in left field, and lacking interest You fight the boredom but it makes no difference Your mental health kid, that's what's in question Keep acting obscure, we'll keep them guessing The moment ideas are conceived, They'll be out of touch, obsolete, They're faking champions hand picked, And all the fights have been fixed, You wake to suffer through the day, Trade a dream for the pay, Well here's the fact I hope it sticks, You're just alive out of habit Shards of glass Skies of gold Steal my breath Blood runs cold Violet waves Oceans blue All my love Lost in you Strip away Part of me Just as you consume me Broken smile Starless sky End it all Say good-bye. Think of me as I say good-bye. Fata-Alive out of habit post comment

The truth is you could slit my throat/and with my one last gasping breath, I'd apologize for bleed- [11 Mar 2004|07:39pm] [ mood | okay ] -ing on your shirt... -this is my new fave band(our lady peace) for awhile it has a good story i think i can relate alot so ya i'm gonna "represent" and all, check it out: http://www.ourladypeace.net/ Our Lady Peace Innocent Oh, Johnny wishes he was famous Spends his time alone in the basement With a Lennon and Cobain and A guitar and a stereo And while he wishes he could escape this But it all seems so contagious Not to be yourself and faceless In a song that has no soul I remember feeling low I remember losing hope And I remember all the feelings and the day they stopped We are, we are all innocent We are all innocent We are, we are... We are, we are all innocent We are all innocent We are, we are... Oh, and Tina losing faith in what she knows Hates her music, hates all of her clothes Thinks of surgery and a new nose Every calorie's a war And while she wishes she was a dancer And that she’d never heard of cancer She wishes God would give her some answers And make her feel beautiful I remember feeling low I remember losing hope I remember all the feelings and the day they stopped We are, we are all innocent We are all innocent We are, we are... We are, we are all innocent We are all innocent 2 comments|post comment

[11 Mar 2004|07:44pm] Foolish Games You took your coat off and stood in the rain, You were always crazy like that I watched from my window, always felt I was outside looking in on you You were always the mysterious one with dark eyes and careless hair, You were fashionably sensitive, but too cool to care Then you stood in my doorway, with nothing to say besides some comment on the weather Well in case you failed to notice, In case you failed to see, This is my heart bleeding before you, This is me down on my knees These foolish games are tearing me apart You thoughtless words are breaking my heart You're breaking my heart You were always brilliant in the morning Smoking your cigarettes, talking over coffee You philosophies on art, Baroque moved you, You loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved ones As I clumsily strummed my guitar You'd teach me of honest things Things that were daring, things that were clean Things that knew what an honest dollar did mean So I hid my soiled hands behind my back Somewhere along the line I must've gone off track with you Excuse me, think I've mistaken you for somebody else Somebody who gave a damn, Somebody more like myself You took off your coat and stood in the rain you were always like that 4 comments|post comment

*sigh* [11 Mar 2004|07:49pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | goo goo dolls- iris ] well my first post so here goes.....sorry goo goo dolls-iris i'd give up forever to touch you cos i know that you feel me somehow you're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be and i just dont wanna miss you right now and all i can touch is this moment and all i can breathe is your life cos sooner or later its over and i just dont wanna go home right now i just dont want the world to see me cos i dont think that they'd understand when everything's made to be broken i just want you to know who i am you cant fight the tears that aint comin or the moment of truth in your lies when everything feels like the movies yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive and i just dont want the world to see me cos i dont think that they'd understand when everything's made to be broken i just want you to know who i am well that's me done then! sorry it has probs been posted a million times already, feel free to post me a comment 8 comments|post comment

[11 Mar 2004|08:13pm] Anything for you is what you told me, the day i sat there with you. so i know nothing lasts forever, when will we realize it's gone? anything for you is what you told me, the day i sat there with you do we understand that words were not enough? you said to me that this would last forever. why did we rely on the time when i, i say i cant live without you. it's all over now, why you, you walked away, why you? you said that i, you said that i dont want to work it out, you know that i tried, i feel like sometimes we're just wasting time. why did we rely on the time when i, the time when i said i cant live without you. you say to me that things have changed. i look in your eyes, and i know that things will remain the same. you said that i, that i follow you here. when we, we've lost it all again. okay see.. there's this private school that i have been going to for 5 years now, right. Well at this school there is a huge problem with people being so judgemental. Ever since 6th grade, I have had rumors about me being spread around... and 9th grade there wasnt any. I'm in 10th grade now, and thought that people matured. Well rumors are starting up with the people in the grade BELOW me.. and there are rumors saying Im a slut etc.. Well... for one, i havent done anything to give a sign off saying "HEY I'm a slut" i am a virgin. and dont go around blowing every guy i know. I am really sick of people that don't even take the time to get to know me, talking about me. If someone wants to start spreading shit and making a judgement about my character then they should talk to me first, get to know what I'm all about. Then if after that, they think I am a slut etc, let them talk. ............................................. any songs about wanting people to get to know you before they judge and before they spread shit that isnt true...? please.. it would be very helpful! post comment

the stars don't shine as bright as they used to [11 Mar 2004|08:16pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | the cure-pictures of you ] the cure..."apart"...one of my favorites. He waits for her to understand But she won't understand at all She waits all night for him to call But he won't call anymore He waits to hear her say "Forgive" But she justs drops her pearl-black eyes And prays to hear him say "I love you" But he tells no more lies He waits for her to sympathize But she won't sympathize at all She waits all night to feel his kiss But always wakes alone He waits to hear her say "Forget" But she just hangs her head in pain And prays to hear him say "No more I'll never leave again" How did we get this far apart? We used to be so close together How did we get this far apart? I thought this love would last for ever He waits for her to understand But she won't understand at all She waits all night for him to call But he won't call He waits to hear her say "Forgive" But she just drops her pearl black eyes And prays to hear him say "I love you" But he tells no more lies How did we get this far apart? We used to be so close together How did we get this far apart? I thought this love would last for ever post comment

Mistakes make it easy.—sparta [11 Mar 2004|08:18pm] [ mood | reflective ] SLICK SHOES LYRICS "Once Again" Kicked in the head again today why do I have to be like this I've wasted so much time just wondering what it is and if it's right Why does it have to hurt so much to fight With failure chasing at my feet I will not be afraid to dream My hopes been loss so many times I think I'm gonna lose my mind How many times before I get it right Once again what can I do I'm so sick of missing you Down this road I've been before All I want is to live for more Lying in bed awake at night when will I ever fall asleep Yet I can't seem to find the rhyme to help me finish up this line How many times before I get it right Once again what can I do I'm so sick of missing you Down this road I've been before All I want is to live for more I won't lie down for what I know is right I bet it happened one too many times Constant pressure ringing in my mind We'll be silent tonight Once again what can I do I'm so sick of missing you Down this road I've been before All I want is to live for more Once again what can I do I'm so sick of missing you Down this road I've been before All I want is to live for more -i'm sure everyone has heard this one..but its a great song i've connected with it since i got the cd like 5 or 6 years ago Blink 182 Adams Song I never thought, I'd die alone I laughed the loudest who'd have known? I traced the cord back to the wall No wonder it was never plugged in at all I took my time, I hurried up The choice was mine I didnt think enough Im too depressed to go on You'll be sorry when Im gone... I never conquered, When you came 16 just held such better days Days when I still felt alive We couldnt wait to get outside The world was wide, too late to try The tour was over, Id survived I couldn't wait til I got home To pass the time in my room alone I never thought I'd die alone Another six months Ill be unknown Give all my things to all my friends You'll never set foot in my room again You'll close it off, board it up Remember the time I spilled the cup Of apple juice in the hall Please tell mom this is not her fault I never conquered, When you came Tomorrow held such better days Days when I can still felt alive When I cant wait to get outside The world is wide, the time goes by The tour is over, I've survived I cant wait till I get home To pass the time in my room alone..... 2 comments|post comment

You're no Jesus. You're no Elvis. You're no Answer. [11 Mar 2004|08:27pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | "Megalomaniac"-Incubus ] this explains it brilliantly. "Lovers Turn Into Monsters"-Bright Eyes Lovers turn into monsters at the loss of all affection Almost like it was the affection that kept them from being monsters And I could have used some warning I was on that porch all morning Smoking cigarettes and sinking deeper into doubt. Could it be I am mistaken, Have I stole somebody's baby? Is it possible for two people to need the same thing? It's just the lines, they get so blurry Between what is once, and now required And I don't know on which side his heart falls But I know where mine is buried And it's so far from any wanting Yeah, it needs this to keep beating It won't go on without it. If I'm still weighed down with subtitles, Then I'll just come out and say That I think that I deserve her More than anyone deserves anything. Maybe I am selfish, but there's no way to share this There's not enough to go around, I don't care who else gets hurt. But I'm still sick with empathy because I stood in his place I spent a year quietly dying while he let go and ignored her And I'm sure that there are reasons for everything that happens And absence leads to adoration, Yeah...It's nobody's fault. But now there is no way to change this So I just photographed and framed it And it's hanging in a hallway That we have no right to walk back down. But I hope that he feels better but I'm sick of all the drama I can't stand to see her crying, I just want this shit to end And I want a place to hang out where record players play out And there's a thousand movies rented for a thousand nights with her. I Finally Know The Taste Of Love It's A Cross Between Cheap Beer And Blood With An Aftertaste Of Dry Sarcastic Speech. <3 Holly 2 comments|post comment

Not really Emo, But beautiful none the less [11 Mar 2004|09:11pm] [ mood | crushed ] When I am down, and oh my soul is so weary, when troubles come and my heart burdens me,I will still wait here in the silence, untill you come and sit a while with me....You raise me up so I can stand on mountains,you raise me up to walk on stormy seas, I am strong when I am on your shoulders, you raise me up to more than I can be...... You raise me up--Josh Groban post comment

[11 Mar 2004|09:32pm] these tears will wash away all the emotion on my face now ill look just like you beautiful and bland post comment

question [11 Mar 2004|09:35pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | thrice ] ALRIGHT EVERYONE. so we all post lyrics in this community and obviously we know what they are all about...but i wanna know a couple things... who broke your heart? how long was the relationship-if there was one? how long have you been missing this person? and the final one.... i want you to take time to answer this one.. do you honestly think that you were in love? 13 comments|post comment

umm yeah [11 Mar 2004|09:42pm] [ mood | mellow ] [ music | Down, Something Corporate ] I like this... I'm writing a lot lately. This one's nice and pissed off sounding. ::Go Away:: So weak I’ll win out of pity, What’s the date today? Fuck, I won’t remember. Even if you tell me, I’ll throw it all away. There’s no use for promises, There’s no use for lying, Nothing has a purpose, Except for maybe crying. You told me “That won’t make it better.” Now my cheeks are getting wetter And I can’t do anything to back you up I hate you and it’s not enough. To keep you away, Away, Away. Everything you said Echoes in my head Oh love, it’s as good as crucifixion And it’s less when you don’t listen, And keep telling me that things are all okay. They’re not, so go away. Just fucking go away. I’d rather fall asleep in the cold Than in your arms. I can feel it, All the pain. Nothing’s the same. When truth and hate meet, Things are getting looser In my defeat. Keep talking, I can’t hear you. Drown out your words, Won’t come near you. I’ll let you push me down And when you think it’s done I’ll rise again, This day’s begun. Everything you said Echoes in my head Oh love, it’s as good as crucifixion And it’s less when you don’t listen, And keep telling me that things are all okay. They’re not, so go away. Just fucking go away. 4 comments|post comment

[11 Mar 2004|09:56pm] Request Does anyone have any lyrics about someone who likes someone possibly loves but they like their best friend? Thank you in advance... 2 comments|post comment

jimmy eat world - for me this is heaven [11 Mar 2004|10:10pm] [ mood | crushed ] The first star I see may not be a star I can't do a thing but wait So let's wait for one more And the time, such clumsy time In deciding if it's time I'm careful. but not sure how it goes You can lose yourself in your courage When the time we have now ends And when the big hand goes around, again Can you still feel the butterflies? Can you still hear the last goodnight? And the mindless comfort grows When I'm alone with my 'great' plans This is what she said gets her through it 'If I don't let myself be happy now, then when? if not now when?' When the time we have now ends And when the big hand goes around, again Can you still feel the butterflies? Can you still hear the last goodnight? I close my eyes and believe That wherever you are, an angel for me When the time we have now ends And when the big hand goes around, again Can you still feel the butterflies? Can you still hear the last goodnight? post comment

[11 Mar 2004|10:13pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | bcr ] what song is this....its on krock a lot if that helps... "i'll never fall in love.....forget the sorrow, there's always tomorrow...." sorry, i know thats not much to go on...but does anyone know? its kinda catchy. 2 comments|post comment

[11 Mar 2004|10:25pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | cat power--keep on runnin' ] to make up for my request... romeo and juliet didn't even have a honeymoon the best love stories are tragic and unhappy, so i guess ours is real good. because you left me in a fairy tale without a prince, and he never really was all that charming. i guess i've always kind of wanted to be saved. but the only person you saved was yourself, and you never even got that far. you got out quick enough, but not so quick to avoid being called romeo. ...except that you would never die for love. you can't even die...you're barely alive. i tell myself to just keep breathing. and maybe i'll see the romance in never ever seeing you again. you know i don't like surprises. but i've decided you saying "i love you" wouldn't be so bad after all. happy endings are underrated. you'd be the knight in shining armor in a life that i hated. 5 comments|post comment

[11 Mar 2004|10:48pm] Sensefield - Save Yourself Turn out the light Just say goodnight to yourself May I remind you When you find you Are all alone’s when you You’ve got to be strong That’s when they call you in the night He’s got your picture in his mind He’s got your number on a paper At his disposal anytime Is it really true Did you save yourself For someone who could love you for you So many times we just give it away To someone who Someone who You met in a bar The back of a car And for a moment You felt important But not in your heart Cuz my self esteem It’s been low Go ahead and count, It’s been lower than low I know the feeling Of it stealing life out from under me Cuz I want to learn How you save yourself For someone who Could love you for you So many times we just give it away To someone who couldn’t even remember your name Did you save yourself For someone who loves you for you And loves me for me Give it away To someone who Someone who Can cherish your name post comment

[11 Mar 2004|10:49pm] [ mood | blank ] I feel like crying And the reason is a mystery I feel hollow inside Like an abandoned cave Can someone fill it? Make me whole again I feel sick And want to make this feeling go away wrote it in math class lol......comments pleaseeeeeeeee 3 comments|post comment

[11 Mar 2004|10:55pm] [ mood | uncomfortable ] [ music | a muffled radio sound, staind i believe ] death cab for cutie - photobooth I remember when the days were long, And the nights when the living room was on the lawn. Constant quarreling, the childish fits, and our clothes in a pile on the ottoman. All the slander and double-speak Were only foolish attempts to show you did not mean Anything but the blatant proof was your lips touching mine in the photobooth. And as the summer's ending, The cool air will put your hard heart away. You were so condescending... And this is all that's left: Scraping paper to document. I've packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on. Cup your mouth to compress the sound, Skinny dipping with the kids from a nearby town. And everything that I said was true, As the flashes blinded us in the photobooth. Well, I lost track, and then those words were said. You took the wheel and you steered us into my bed. Soon we woke and I walked you home, And it was pretty clear that it was hardly love. And as the summer's ending, The cool air will rush your hard heart away. You were so condescending. And this is all that's left: Scraping paper to document. I've packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on. And as the summer's ending, The cool air will rush your hard heart away. You were so condescending, As the alcohol drained the days. And as the summer's ending, The cool air will rush your hard heart away. You were so condescending. And this is all that's left: The empty bottles, spent cigarettes. So pack a change of clothes, 'cause it's time to move on. i have a fetish for posting late. night all, aimee xox 1 comment|post comment

[11 Mar 2004|11:00pm] plain white t's .x. a lonely september I'm sittin' here all by myself just tryin' to think of something to do Tryin' to think of something, anything just to keep me from thinking of you But you know it's not working out 'cause you're all that's on my mind One thought of you is all it takes to leave the rest of the world behind Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did And you didn't mean to love me back/but I know you did I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself that you're not the one for me But the more I think, the less I believe it and the more I want you here with me You know the holidays are coming up I don't want to spend them alone Memories of Christmas time with you will just kill me if I'm on my own I know it's not the smartest thing to do we just can't seem to get it right But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight 1 comment|post comment

Love is a fancy word for really tight friendship [11 Mar 2004|11:18pm] [ mood | apathetic ] [ music | Screaming Infidelities, Dashboard Confessional ] ::::NIGHT:::: Night falls, Oh Jesus I’m praying I don’t need it. Everything’s okay, Because of yesterday. Light is such a liar, Dark is so much nicer. Don’t promise me it’s better When the sun is gonna set Anyway. Bringing darkness up to day. Meet me at the edge, Between the up and down, Bring me to the gap, Where silence cancels sound. Things that have been lost, Suddenly are found. Words that have been said, In my mind, are all around. It’s hard to tell the difference, Between the good and bad. Need one to fix the other, Things I said had. Things I couldn’t handle Things that made me weak Things that drugged my dreaming, Things that took my sleep. Now I sit, So lonely, so cold. Now I’m alone to wait on the world. They did this to me, Society. It took me all this time to see How fucked up this has been. From the start to end, And now that I’m alright I’ll get up and fight Nothing’s gonna win, Let the war begin. 3 comments|post comment

[11 Mar 2004|11:40pm] [ mood | depressed ] I'm sorry mom, for making you cry. I'm sorry dad, for disappointing you. I'm sorry sister, for causing you stress. I'm sorry brother, for making you worry. I'm really sorry everyone, but i know all of you will be better off without me comments? 2 comments|post comment

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