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sigh [10 Mar 2004|12:30am]
[ mood | discontent ]
[ music | TBS - "Your Own Disaster" ]

Whenever you feel the closest to someone...
you're further away than you think.

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ddad [10 Mar 2004|09:09am]
i got a new lj its emo_karen !! check it out

hmm sorry for no quote or lyric
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Werd to your mom... [10 Mar 2004|10:03am]
[ mood | Coughing ]
[ music | Radiohead : Creep ]

When you were here before
Couldn’t look you in the eye
You’re just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
And I wish I was special
You’re so fuckin’ special

But I’m a creep, I’m a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don’t belong here.

I don’t care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I’m not around
You’re so fuckin’ special
I wish I was special

But I’m a creep, I’m a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don’t belong here.

She’s running out again,
She’s running out
She’s run run run running out...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You’re so fuckin’ special
I wish I was special...

But I’m a creep, I’m a weirdo,
What the hell am I doing here?
I don’t belong here.
I don’t belong here.

...member kids... email your poems to me if you want them in my senior project poem book thing... darththunderpants@hotmail.com
Thanks... Harmonica

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bayside [10 Mar 2004|11:28am]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | brand new ]

*



Just Enough To Love You Lyrics
Artist(Band):Bayside
(Print the Lyrics)

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Just Enough To Love You Lyrics

Push me out from the darkness
To a sky that's colored blue
Somewhere someone's finding happiness
While I'm still here so hung up on you

Nothing is real
And I want you to know
That I'm not alright
When you tear open my chest
I'll try not to flinch
Won't make promises
You taught me that I'm still losing what's left out
My self esteem
And I'm still watching the slow fading of all my daydreams

The hardest things to say are the words that mean the most
So I'll bite my tongue til it bleeds and I doubt you'll even know
The easiest thing to fake's a feeling to fool someone else
And I've been tricked for so long by you
that I spent these last few months in my own hell

A failed apology
A day too late but now I see
That all you really want's to see me dangle neck first from a tree
But what would you need me for
You've got friends galore
And all you'll ever be to me's a stupid lying excuse for a person

I could call
But I know that you won't be there to pick up the phone
You don't have time for me
I could call but I know you won't get the phone
Don't have time for me

I hate myself
For loving you like this
I hate myself for hating myself
Just enough to love you
Just enough to love you

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[10 Mar 2004|12:23pm]
My name sounds so much prettier when its curled around ur tongue,
so im seeking comfort in the vowels of this solitary love

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One of the best songs ever [10 Mar 2004|12:38pm]
[ music | FATA - Cherry Kiss ]

From Autumn to Ashes - Short Stoires with Tragic Endings

Here you stand seething with guilt.
Silence only justifies this act of cowardice.
The look stapled on your face cries out for forgiveness,
the one thing that I cannot give

Did you ever see that one person
and the way they do these things
and it hurts you so much it's like choking choking

CHOKING

I can give you freedom from your guilt,
with a flick of my wrist onto yours.
I can give you peace of mind with a forced smile.
I can give you death with the look upon my face.

This is your freedom in a life of fallacy,
with no last kiss and no regrets;
you don't deserve good bye.
This is your freedom in a life of fallacy,
with no last kiss and no good bye.

Here you stand seething with guilt.
Silence only justifies this act of cowardice.
With a short story, the one you add to daily, you are the tragic loss.
No story book ending for this fairy tale of you.
Just the one composed with blood taken from your pen that you hold in your
lifeless hand.

Cry for you.
Shed tears. Mourn.
Wish the end.

Cry for you.
Shed tears. Mourn.
Wish the end.

Mourn wish the end (x3)

Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person,
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much it's like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
You let this one person come down on the most perfect moment.
And it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is a reminder
of what I'll never have..
I'll never have.. I'll never...
Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in..
standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.
But this table for one has become bearable.
I now take comfort in this, and for this, I cherish you.
Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much it's like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
And you let this one person come down.. come down. I cherish you.. I cherish
you.
Just say that you would do the same for me..
just say you would do the same me..
just say you would do the same...
just say you would do the same for me.
For as much as I love Autumn,
I'm giving myself to Ashes.

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amazing amazing band [10 Mar 2004|01:09pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

Time to Talk- Open Hand

Anything for you is what you told me, the day i sat there with you. so i know nothing lasts forever, when will we realize it's gone? anything for you is what you told me, the day i sat there with you do we understand that words were not enough? you said to me that this would last forever. why did we rely on the time when i, i say i cant live without you. it's all over now, why you, you walked away, why you? you said that i, you said that i dont want to work it out, you know that i tried, i feel like sometimes we're just wasting time. why did we rely on the time when i, the time when i said i cant live without you. you say to me that things have changed. i look in your eyes, and i know that things will remain the same. you said that i, that i follow you here. when we, we've lost it all again.

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[10 Mar 2004|01:17pm]
Sorry about the repost i screwed the other on up

Time to talk- Open Hand

Anything for you is what you told me, the day i sat there with you. so i know nothing lasts forever, when will we realize it's gone? anything for you is what you told me, the day i sat there with you do we understand that words were not enough? you said to me that this would last forever. why did we rely on the time when i, i say i cant live without you. it's all over now, why you, you walked away, why you? you said that i, you said that i dont want to work it out, you know that i tried, i feel like sometimes we're just wasting time. why did we rely on the time when i, the time when i said i cant live without you. you say to me that things have changed. i look in your eyes, and i know that things will remain the same. you said that i, that i follow you here. when we, we've lost it all again.
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[10 Mar 2004|02:31pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

Call me out
You stayed inside
One you love
Is where you hide
Shot me down as I flew by
Crash and burn
I think sometimes you forget where the heart is

Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
It's not me, you're not listening now
Can't you see something's missing?
You forget where the heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay

Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life, what's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay

It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say its okay
It's okay
It's okay

Yellowcard lxl Empty Apartment

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Song With No Music... YET [10 Mar 2004|02:45pm]
[ mood | groggy ]
[ music | Best Deceptions, Dashboard Confessional ]

Besides, I'd have to have a band to conduct this the right way... And I don't. Anyway, this is my first post... And this song is my atheistic ranting. Laugh or whatever.
.::The Answer::.

Swallows the blood and falters, tries to hold it back.
Closes her mouth, closes her throat.
All she sees is black.
Life’s given her the answer,
And taken it away.
God’s promised her one good week
And given her a day.

Now she waits for Sleep to come
And envelope her eyes.
Give her one last taste of good,
Before falls and cries.
And she lives her life in anguish
Still breathing in her head
She’ll always feel so useless
Now that God is dead.

Sometimes life is harder than it should be.
Sometimes Hope just lets you give it up.
Sometimes you don’t get what you were promised.
And some days you think you’ve had enough.

Now she waits for Sleep to come
And envelope her eyes.
Give her one last taste of good,
Before falls and cries.
And she lives her life in anguish
Still breathing in her head
She’ll always feel so useless
Now that God is dead.

How can she be so sure its okay?
How can she just leave it on her way?
How come things have to go so backwards?
When the only thing she wanted was the answer.

The answer.

Now she waits for Sleep to come
And envelope her eyes.
Give her one last taste of good,
Before falls and cries.
And she lives her life in anguish
Still breathing in her head
She’ll always feel so useless
Now that God is dead.

Religion was the question in her mind,
And one day she woke up just to find
That everything her mother said was holy
Was a lie.

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[10 Mar 2004|03:03pm]
here - a little sympathy
for you to waste on me
i know you're faking it but that's okay

and - don't want to drag it out
don't want to bring you down
i never wanted it to end this way

even if i wanted to
i don't think that i'd get to you
there's nothing i can say to you
to make you feel alive again

here - a little jealousy
i hope you think of me
hope you wonder where i sleep at night

cause i - feel like i'm inside out
you got me upside down
maybe i was holding on too tight

even if i wanted to
i don't think that i'd get to you
there's nothing i can say to you
to make you feel alive again

so don't just say goodbye to me
just turn your back away and leave
and if you're lucky i will be
your last regret.. your only friend

the two of us we dream like one
the two of us.. the two of us..
the two of use take breath like one
the two of us.. the two of us..

the two of us we dream like one
the two of us.. the two of us..
the two of use take breath like one
the two of us.. the two of us..

i guess that this is over now
i guess it's called the falling out
but everyday i'm learning how to
make it through this life i'm in

even if i wanted to
i don't think that i'd get to you
there's nothing i can say to you
to make you feel alive again


so don't just say goodbye to me
just turn your back away and leave
and if you're lucky i will be
your last regret.. your only friend
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girls don't know- keepsake [10 Mar 2004|03:38pm]
Girls don't know

You think you're the only ones
who show emotion
Well I've been known to cry some too
A very sad rock-n-roll song
A happy ending gone oh so wrong
Even the very little things you do

You never let me show you just
how sad a boy can be
It's useless to explain to you
You'd probably laugh at me

Now I'm the only one who you're running from
What the hell am I to do?
Write a sad rock-n-roll song?
Tell you everything I did wrong?
I'll just forget the little things you do

You never let me show you just
how sad a boy can be
It's useless to explain to you
You'd probably laugh at me

Now I want you to remember that summer
That summer when I drove a million miles
To stop you from dying
To stop you from crying
I held your hand as a part of you died
And believe it or not I cried
Because one year before a part of me died

You never let me show you just
how sad a boy can be
It's useless to explain to you
You'd probably laugh at me

Girls don't know
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girls don't know- keepsake [10 Mar 2004|03:38pm]
[ mood | awake ]

Girls don't know

You think you're the only ones
who show emotion
Well I've been known to cry some too
A very sad rock-n-roll song
A happy ending gone oh so wrong
Even the very little things you do

You never let me show you just
how sad a boy can be
It's useless to explain to you
You'd probably laugh at me

Now I'm the only one who you're running from
What the hell am I to do?
Write a sad rock-n-roll song?
Tell you everything I did wrong?
I'll just forget the little things you do

You never let me show you just
how sad a boy can be
It's useless to explain to you
You'd probably laugh at me

Now I want you to remember that summer
That summer when I drove a million miles
To stop you from dying
To stop you from crying
I held your hand as a part of you died
And believe it or not I cried
Because one year before a part of me died

You never let me show you just
how sad a boy can be
It's useless to explain to you
You'd probably laugh at me

Girls don't know

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[10 Mar 2004|03:43pm]
[ mood | satisfied ]
[ music | silence. ]

stars are out tonight
and you're the brightest one shining in my sky.
it's like every wish I ever made came true.
the day I woke up lying next to you.

will you be my best friend
if I offer you my heart?
'cause it's already yours.
we could hang out every night
and watch the sun go down.
as long as we could watch it rise again.

gave me a valentine.
it's these little things that stand the test of time.
I've saved the tickets from the shows that we've been to.
and a thousand other memories of you.

gave you this i.o.u. today.
it said good for one galaxy.
once I build my rocket to the stars.
we'll fly away just you and me.

the Ataris 'I.O.U. Galaxy'

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they perch on their stilts pointing and daring me to break custom... [10 Mar 2004|03:54pm]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | -coheed & cambria- ]

i hope you don't see a thing.
i said, smile thru everyone you ever see.
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[10 Mar 2004|03:55pm]
Words sliding out of my tear drenched mouth
I thought you understood what I was all about
Im not one to take part in this soap opera facade
Would you read these words if they were written in blood?
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[10 Mar 2004|04:08pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | kieley on the phone ]

Early Sunsets Over Monroeville // My Chemical Romance

Late dawns and early sunsets,
Just like my favorite scenes,
Then holding hands and life was perfect,
Just like up on the screen.

And the whole time while always giving,
Counting your face among the living.

Up and down escalators,
Pennies and colder fountains,
Elevators and half price sales,
Trapped in by all these mountains.

Running away and hiding with you,
I never thought they'd get me here.
Not knowing you'd change from just one bite,
I fought them all off just to hold you close and tight.

(But does anyone notice?
But does anyone care?
And if I had the guts to put this to your head...
But would anything matter if you're already dead?
And should I be shocked now by the last thing you said?
Before I pull this trigger,
Your eyes vacant and stained...

But does anyone notice?
But does anyone care?
And if I had the guts to put this to your head...
And would anything matter if you're already dead?
And now should I be shocked by the last thing you said?
Before I pull this trigger,
Your eyes vacant and stained...
And in saying you loved me,
Made things harder at best,
And these words changing nothing
As your body remains,
And there's no room in this hell,
There's no room in the next,
And our memories deafeat us,
And I'll end this direst.

But does anyone notice?
But does anyone care?
And if I had the guts to put this to your head...
But does anything matter if you're already dead?
And should I be shocked now by the last thing you said?
Before I pull this trigger,
Your eyes vacant and stained...
And in saying you loved me,
Made things harder at best,
And these words changing nothing
As your body remains,
And there's no room in this hell,
There's no room in the next,
But does anyone notice there's a corpse in this bed?

Wrath Of The Donkey Remix // Moneen

now you see, lost. now you know, lost.
when the hell did one goddamn thing go right in my life but you.
you said you weren't sure, you said you were scared
well guess what I was scared too.
we're glued to the hips, we're tied neck to neck,
our hands bond staples through the knuckles please.
it's a lifetime to wait.
now that we have each other now, security.
it's a lifetime to wait.

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boys night out -- where we breathe [10 Mar 2004|04:11pm]
If every day was the same
I would have died years ago
My calendar is marked with blood red X's
for every 24 hours ive suffered through

Today has been
cluttered with..
broken teeth and filthy stitches
and a conscience that won't shut up
I understand that your worst is beating the hell out of my best
but I can take it (I can take it)
The one thing that I'll never get
is how you turned out like all the rest
but I can take it (but I can take it)

It says a lot
about the difference..between me and you
But if you're all that I've got
I'll have nothing left
After what I'm about to do

Let's begin
this autumn drive
One jerk of the wheel
we'll see how cold this November water really is
I understand
that your worst is beating the hell out of my best
But I can take it (I can take it)
The one thing that I'll never get
is how you turned out like all the rest
but I can take it (but I can take it)

And I'll watch your blood run thin
through infected wounds and softened scars again
I'll watch your blood run thin
through infected wounds and softened scars

It's my favorite kind of day
filled with the things we fear
will find us where we sleep, and fuck us where we breathe (that wont just fade away)
The way I let you fade away
I let you fade away..
The way I..
let you fade away

Today was my favorite kind of day
Whoa whoa, whoa whoa
Today was my favorite kind of day
Whoa whoa, whoa whoa
Today was my favorite kind of day
Whoa whoa, whoa whoa
Today was my favorite kind of day


(anybody goin to see them 4/7? anybody seein armor for sleep 4/14? anybody seein story of the year 4/26??? I AM!!! lol, i cant get over how much ass april is gonna kick, catch ya later)
<3 steph
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[10 Mar 2004|04:38pm]

The trust in your eyes is almost too much to take, shut them tightly and let me catch my breath. In the intensity of all you mean to me I need to take a time out. Untangle my heart from yours, if you can. I'm tearing down the same barricades I put up in defense to you, now I want to build them around us. I'm careful to pick around the words that don't seem to do you justice. Can everything be perfect for tonight? My heart seems to have writers block when it comes to loving you. I'm putting myself on the spot, it's now or never. Every inch of my body is screaming with feelings so much bigger than us. Emotions exploding that I can't express. So if I seem a bit preoccupied it's only because you have me at a silence. Your amazing faults are my favorite things, because it shows your capable of being more than you think. The only time I want to be away from you is never, so hold me closer right now. Your heart seems to burst out of your chest, and I wonder when it will. These thoughts in my head are now for two, me and you. Can we be forever?

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[10 Mar 2004|05:26pm]
dry your eyes mate
i know its hard to take
but her mind has been made up
there's plenty more fish in the sea
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[10 Mar 2004|05:30pm]

let me out, let me out, im singing...

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[10 Mar 2004|05:34pm]
Light that smoke for giving up on me.
and one just cause they'll kill you sooner than my expectations
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[10 Mar 2004|05:37pm]
now i lay here owing my life to a stranger
and i realize that empty words are not enough
i'm left here with the question of just
what have i to show except the promises i never kept?
i lie here shaking on this bed, under the weight of my regrets
i hope that i will never let you down
i know that this can be more than just flashing lights and sound
look around and you'll see that at times it feels like no one really cares
it gets me down but i'm still gonna try to do what's right
i know that there'sa difference between sleight of hand, and giving everything you have
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[10 Mar 2004|05:42pm]
Hello everyone...just gonna make a request. Anyone know any good poems/lyrics that could work for this situation:

Your constantly depressed...thinking about suicide...and waiting to meet the right person who will save you from hurting yourself

Anything along those lines would be nice^^

Thanks a bunch!

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[10 Mar 2004|05:51pm]
It isn't emo; but it's beautiful.

finger eleven; one thing


Restless tonight
Cause I wasted the light
Between both these times
I drew a really thin line
It’s nothing I planned
And not that I can
But you should be mine
Across that line

If I traded it all
If I gave it all away for one thing
Just for one thing
If I sorted it out
If I knew all about this one thing
Wouldn’t that be something

I promise I might
Not walk on by
Maybe next time
But not this time

Even though I know
I don’t want to know
Yeah I guess I know
I just hate how it sounds
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[10 Mar 2004|05:54pm]


Can you take me back


to that place where stars glow?


Comets swarm like fireflies

outside your window
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Bloodshot. [10 Mar 2004|06:07pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | synonym for acqueince--bayside ]

Just repeat what you've seen through bloodshot eyes
although, what you've seen, may not be the truth.
Because your eyes are bloodshot.
If what you've giving me
Isn't enough.
I'll let you know.
"There's always tomorrow" but tomorrow is ruined by thoughts of today.
If my eyes are bloodshot now
tomorrow
with the lack of sleep I'll get tonight
they'll just get worse.
they'll just get worse.
it will just get worse.
only worse.
tomorrow is just today times two.
yesterdays pain is just carried over to today
and today to tomorrow.
it will never leave
only multiply
multiply and worsen.

...wrote that last night... its about an ex who was sorta... stalking me and i hated him, and now he hates me and i want him back. meh.
comments? suggestions?

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[10 Mar 2004|06:18pm]
I lied My Face Off // alkaline trio

Well it's not fair, it's not even close
You tied me down where I'm forced to watch
As you poke holes in every part of me
Containing something secretly
Something sacred to me
I lied my face off when I said that I would be okay
It's never fine when you go away
These cuts run deep, these scars are permanent
And always on display
This makes things difficult for me

It's not fair, it's not even close
You fed me the sun, burned me up inside
And watched me choke on everything we did
On everything we lived
Let's see if I can live again
I lied my face off when I said that I would be okay
It's never fine when you go away
These cuts run deep, these scars are permanent
And always on display
This makes things difficult for me

Head like an empty, sterile room
Somehow I made a mess
Like watching newborn babies crack
from work related stress
Head like an empty, sterile room
Somehow I made a mess
Like watching newborn babies crack
from work related stress
I'm bad luck, can't fuck, got no reflection today
Maybe I'll stay down next time I get hit by a train
By a train
I lied my face off when I said that I would be okay
It's never fine when you go away
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[10 Mar 2004|06:25pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | can we lip sync this one ]

since the night we kissed
youve been running through my mind
id ask you do your feet hurt
but then youd probably tell me
to try another lame pick up line

your lips are full of poision
and yet so soft and sweet
since that not so passionate kiss
ive felt sick the way i havent in so long
love sick

so baby will you give into me
cause im already into you
i could be everything you wanted
i could be so much more

so wont you stop being so childish
stop putting up the wall
let your heart feel for me
it wants to
thats why it hurts so bad
it trying to break out

so baby will you give into me
cause im already into you
i could be everything you wanted
i could be so much more



i think its kinda gay but idk tell me what you think pleaseeeeeeee <3 Brittnie

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[10 Mar 2004|06:41pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | just like heaven-the cure ]

I miss the comfort in knowing that someone's always gonna be there.
it's not the same
and i don't like it this way.
im so sick of waiting
sick of trying to understand
im sick of you and i just give up
but if i could see through your lies...
forget it. i can't.
FUCK YOU
if i could just go back
go back and change things
I would
I miss you.
I'm sick of this shit.
Im sick of you.
Sick.
But i want you back.

...yes another one about my ex.

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[10 Mar 2004|06:44pm]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | screaming infidelities ]

hey guys i know this question has been asked in here before but idk if anyone answered it?

whats up with the similarity in lyrics between theres no i in team(tbs) and 70 times 7(brand new)? if neone knows let me know cause its like crazy haha

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[10 Mar 2004|08:06pm]
Anyone know any songs along the lines of never wanting to grow up?

It would be greatly appreciated. thanks.
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[10 Mar 2004|08:16pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | yellowcard - ocean avenue ]

And we have this down,
Unlike everybody.
I'll spend a million nights
Just like tonight you know,
I screamed your name at the sky,
Until I lost my voice.

Well I'd give my life for you.

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[10 Mar 2004|08:29pm]
(fake fake flowers) (fake funeral)
This room is a fluorescent tomb:
it's brazen bulbs mimic death's hyena croon.
He pulls on her wires, she jerks to attention,
she's animated again, she's talking to a hypodermic reflection.
We've watched it all from the window ledge...
the nurses offer their condolences...
tougnes flapping I can't make out your tone,
out hearts beat in slow motion.
If we make it to the final scene...(fake flowers!)
show me the sapphire pit (fake tomb)
peel the candy crust off my body (fake flowers)
throw in the brittle skeleton...(fake tomb)
Can you inject love's tender touch back into the gang bang?
Can you knit the stiletto back to the bloodstain?
Can you put the bite back the the beast you've broken, tied and tamed?
Can you crease the wrinkles back into the cracked and open brain?
So doctor won't you pull the fucking plug?
Won't you cut the cord?
Because you can't put the life back into this hospital ward.
She's gonna make it out ok...
but she's shaking like a revolution...
and she stares at the fire all day...
mumbling to herself..."
every hole has a snake in it...
Every crotch is a siamese gun,
every ray of sunshine hides a cancerous chime,
every breath is a bomb."
I'd like to wrap my arms around you like a flesh canopy.
I'd like to take your head,
place it somewhere between my shoulders and neck,
but I'm afraid your brittle bones would break.
We can hear the black orchestra singing...
Can you inject love's tender touch back into the gang bang?
Can you knit the stiletto back to the bloodstain?
Can you put the bite back in the beast you've broken tied and tamed?
Can you crease the wrinkles back into the cracked and open brain?
So won't you pull the fucking plug, doctor?
Won't you cut the cord?
Because you can't put the life back into this hospital ward.

the blood brothers x every breath is a bomb
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[10 Mar 2004|08:38pm]
With one or two I get used to the room
we go slow when we first make our moves
by five or six I'll bring you out to the car
number nine with my head on the bar
and its sad, but true,
out of cash and IOUS.

I got desperate desires and unadmirable plans
my tongue will taste of gin and malicious intent
bring you back to the bar, get you out of the cold,
a sober straight face, gets you out of your clothes
and they're scared, that we know,
all the crimes they'll commit
who they'll kiss before they get home

I will lie awake,
and lie for fun and fake the way I hold you,
let you fall for every empty word I say,


Barely conscious in the door where you stand
your eyes are fighting sleep,
while your mouth makes your demands
you laugh at every word,
trying hard to be cute,
I almost feel sorry for what I'm gonna do
and your hair smells of smoke
who will cast the first stone
You can sin or spend the night all alone

Brass buttons on your coat hold the cold,
in the shape of a heart,
that they cut out of stone
you're using all your looks,
that you've thrown from the start
If you let me have my way, I swear I'll tear you apart
cause its all you can be,
you're a drunk,
and your scared
Its ladies night, all the girls drink for free

I will lie awake,
and lie for fun and fake the way I hold you,
let you fall for every empty word I say,
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[10 Mar 2004|08:42pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | ben jelen ]

Because nothing's like being held.. sometimes

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[10 Mar 2004|08:43pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | drunk kid cathiloc-bright eyes ]

All the mistakes we made keep us together
This gun to my head will set us apart
If only I could get the courage to pull the trigger

All my nightmares will be ended
And ill finally be free
In the sense that youre away from me

don’t get me wrong death doesn’t scare
Me in the least bit
Its just I don’t want to make the worst mistake
By taking my life just to get away from you

So this is my new notion
Now the barrel of this gun is turned toward you
Without a delay I pull the trigger
My dearly departed that’s how you must stay




watcha think bout this one ...werd its kinda old but leave a comment

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[10 Mar 2004|08:56pm]
hey can any1 tell me what the songs are called for these quotes please? it'd be a great help <3 x x

Since you got the best of me you might as well just go ahead and take the rest of me; this piece of my heart
you apparently forgot to tear apart

I should tell you I'm a disaster.

If I told you this was killing me would you stop?

Your smile reminds me of switchblades and infidelity, last night I saw my world explode

I dare you to forget those marks you left across my neck from those nights when we were both found at our best

Then I’ll show you that place in my chest where my heart still tries to beat… aren’t you tired of being weak?

Because a mouth full of lies will leave a sour taste that cuts just like a knife as it slide down your throat.

And I’ll try not to feel this music’s for you and over, and over, and over...

I hate the way you look at me, Where's the pills to cure that thing that you call ‘sweeping me off my feet’?

Now I choke on the urge of taking it back till I’m spilling the blood that rests on my tongue.

Note to self: dont die

I screamed your name at the sky until I lost my voice. Well, I’d give my life for you.

I can’t walk but ill crawl to you

"I hope I die in a plane crash tomorrow. And you can see me on the news... then you’ll think about me as much as I thought about you"

When all else fails...keep breathing

I wish I could gather all my tears so I could fucking drown you in them

I hang like a star, fucking glow in the dark, for all those starving eyes to see, like the ones we've wished on

I swear wont forget your touch or the way your kiss made me breathe

Cause I hate you and I hope this irritates you as much as it does to me, for even thinking that I don't want you

The only brokenhearted loser you’ll ever need

Now I'm drowning in my blood cause when you left me, my heart exploded

You're still pretty and I am still choked up

But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
it's taking everything in me
just to forget your sweater so far

I can honestly say that I never, ever, ever felt this way

"You’re a touch overrated, you're lush and I hate it but these grass stains on my knees, they won't mean a thing"

Tonight the stars in her eyes outshine the stars in the sky

Tattoos spread across my chest, burning my flesh, screaming your name.

For every time I've used the word "hate" to describe my feelings for you I have used the word "love" three times plus
four.

Our own utopian version of our own fucked up hell.

I'll stab you one time; I'll eat your heart out so you feel my pain. Don't you know that I always see you in all of my dreams?

I wouldn't have to feel like this if you'd only understand

Cause the stars don't shine as bright as they used to but I think I'm better off hating you

What do I do when you get close? If I kissed your neck, would you slit my throat?
And are you thinking of me when you're putting on your makeup, darling...and dying your hair like you do.
Well you're wasting time if you're trying to impress me. I waste all my time just thinking of you.

**Why do I like someone who hates me so much?**Why do I almost faint when ever we touch?**

Here I am just sitting here dreaming of you.... What makes the sky and your eyes so blue?

You will choke on my name. You'll choke on pictures of my face. You will choke on my name. You'll choke on what you threw away.

The greatest lovers were murderers first - every time I die

Maybe I should hate you for this, never really did ever quite get that far

Kill me while I still believe that you were meant for me

I’d rather fall into the blade then fall in those eyes

I just wanna get your fucking voice out of my head...

Here's the rope to tie around my neck, my last request is that you show me that dazzling smile of yours as you tighten its grasp.

Your stomach feels sick for someone else, I’ve broken both my legs falling for you. Drag me on the ground...

And I'd drink your blood and feel it dripping down my throat as it heads for my hear

Pardon my screaming, you’re only breaking my heart

Today looks like a good day to die, so will you take this broken heart and feed it a few more lies?

So slice open my veins and let the romance bleed away.

might consider suicide by drowning in your eyes

His smile’s your rope; Wrap it tight around your throat

Here we are, back to play the same old games as if things never changed, the blood still tastes the same.

You bring me down like a bottle of pills; I hate the way you make me feel

Don’t worry, ill be fine, just let me slit my wrists one last time

With hearts carved straight across my chest letting the carpet soak up all that's left to give

You don't recover from a night like this.

It used to be the reason I breathed but now it's choking me up…Die young and save yourself

if your eyes could cry their color. I would save a tear to paint my most precious dreams...like fading stars falling in front of me

if your asking me to forget//i wont let you//i need this//i need you

all because your lying lips wanted to know what it would be like to watch my heart fall apart in your kiss


[i need this//i need you//if you’re asking me to forget//i wont let you//I’m so lost in this//you own me//you owe me more memories//you think I’m over this]


i could never be that strong. White lies are still lies. White lies are still lies. you live, loving my pain. I’ve tried to forget, how your kiss stained my lips

i.promise.to.forget.for
as long as
you.can.hold.your.breath.



i need y-o-u//i hate y-o-u

...why wont you fucking d i e...


>>..::this_will_never_end::..<<

..::_____you finally taught me how to love//by hating everything but yourself//you told me that every tear should make me stronger//but they just bring me closer to nothing//and no one//never again will i be afraid to be alone//because being alone is better that dying for you____::..


never_again_will_i_be_afraid
of.being.alone
because.being.alone
is better than dying for you

Excuse ME while I fall apart; don't flatter yourself sweetheart.
Let me take the wheel and I'll CRASH this car.
WHY do you have to make THIS SO HARD?

I'll scream it I your face till you know the meaning of love. You'll rely on every breath I breathe just like I did for you.


Even if you tore my heart in to a thousand pieces it would still belong to you

So don't go worrying about me
it's not like I think about you constantly

Between the loss of blood and the loss of my trust in you, I don't think it'd do any good.

You've carved the deepest wounds
you've broke the hardest hearts
but you're still nothing without me

This blade in my chest is making it harder for me to breathe

guess ive learned my lesson, after all these years ive come to see best friends means stabbing you in the heart and staying to watch you bleed.

I can't get you off the tip of my tongue. Bring on the razor. Bleed out this song.

Tell me what I haven't got because I’d kill to get it, tell me what I haven't got, don't tell me, she's got it

So take this razor, sign your name across my wrists
so everyone will know who left me like this

SHOW ME A NEW WAY TO BLEED

A bullet with your name right through my chest proving love was worth dying for.

I never want to see your blue eyes again; even if they are the most beautiful I have ever seen.
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*no one makes fun of me b/c i can't stand up for myself* [10 Mar 2004|09:19pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

hey i'm becca i just joined this..so here's an awesome band something corporate:

Tonight I watch the lights go out in your house
Wondering how I could get so deep
And you can still get to sleep
In vain I blame my trembling on the cold air
And I can't hide that I relied on you
Like yellow does on blue

And your my good feeling, I'm kneeling
Inside her room she paints me blue
And you are my reason for breathing
Inside her room she paints me blue

i think i'm in love *sigh* anyone have any good songs for that deal? lol

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[[ Love is a chemical, straight from the genitals.. [10 Mar 2004|09:47pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Pretty Pretty .x. The Early November. ]

"all we ever needed" by The Early November.

Tonight is a story of love
Two broken hearts set by one
All he wants is a sign
Of how she's making her mind
All we ever wanted was..

Love and love and happy afternoons
Watching TV from your room
While you're laying in my arms
And I know it's not fair to me
To see this love walk right by me
Every day, will we ever meet the right way
Again, again
Tonight I will sit next to you
To see if you act like we're through
To make you laugh is all I want
I'll hold you while tears fill our eyes.


Again, again

i have this picture that i bought at mr. paperback and it's a picture with the eiffel tower in the back ground and there's two people kissing..it's like, dusk and the sky's orangy/peach. the couple's faces can't be seen...they're dark..and the man is picking the girl up sort of, and holding an umbrella over their heads. it's really romantic. Soo..i was wondering if you guys had any quotes or song lyrics to go with it. Thaaaaaank you very much. *muah*

i saw something like this a while back and i thought it was a cool idea. i tried writing my own things for it..even before i saw that post..but it just doesn't work. Hasta luego!

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[10 Mar 2004|09:47pm]
[ mood | content ]

I've lost my innocence, to all your ignorance,

is this the price we pay, to live our lives this way,
and i believe that things could change no matter what you say,
if hesitation is what kills, now you've lost everything

You're way too late, because I'm already gone,
for now im out, I guess im saving myself

The closer that we get, the more that I regret,
for losing out on all, that never let me fall,
and now I face it all again until I can't pretend,
to fake a smile i do so well, can't you learn anything

Let your knife say all that your mouth couldn't say,
from the top of a neck to the bottom of a waist,
I guess im saving myself, and you'll never break me
_count the stars .x. saving myself_

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Yay for some Brand New [10 Mar 2004|09:50pm]
[ music | Brand New-Sic transit gloria...glory fades ]

Keep the noise low, She doesn’t want to blow it.
Shaking head to toe while your left hand does "the show me around"
Quickens your heartbeat, It beats me straight into the ground
You don’t recover from a night like this.
A victim, still lying in bed - completely motionless.
A hand moves in the dark to a zipper.
Hear a boy bracing tightagainst sheets barely whisper,
"This is so messed up."
Upon arrival the guests had all stared,
Dripping wet and clearly depressed, he'd headed straight for the stairs.
No longer cool, but a boy in a stitch.
Unprepared for a life full of lies and failing relationships.
(Up the stairs, the station where the act becomes the art of growing up.)
He keeps his hands low,
He doesn't wanna blow it.
He's wet from head to toe, and his eyes give her the up and the down.
His stomach turns, and he thinks of throwing up
But the body on the bed beckons forward, and he starts growing up.

The fever, the focus,
The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to sell.
The tickle, the taste of...
It used to be the reason I breathe,
but now it's choking me up.
Die young and save yourself.

She hits the lights,
This doesn't seem quite fair.
Despite everything he learned from his friends, he doesn't feel so prepared.
She's breathing quiet and smooth,
He is gasping for air.
"This is the first and last time", he says
She fakes a smile, and presses her hips into his.
He keeps his hands pinned down at his sides.
He's holding back from telling her exactly what it really feels like.
He is the lamb, she is the slaughter.
She's moving way too fast, and all he wanted was to hold her.
Nothing that he tells her is really having an effect.
He whispers that he loves her, but she's probably only looking for...
(Up the stairs, the station where the act becomes the art of growing old.)
So much more than he could ever give,
A life full of lies and meaningful relationships.
He keeps his hands pinned down at his sides,
He waits for it to end and for the aching in his gut to subside.

The fever, the focus,
The reason that I had to believe you weren't too hard to sell.
Die young and save yourself.
The tickle, the taste of
It used to be the reason that I breathed,
but now it's choking me up.
Die young and save yourself.

Up the stairs, the station where the act becomes, the art of growing old.

The fever, the focus,
The reason that I had to believe you weren't too hard to sell.
Die young and save yourself.
The tickle, the taste of
It used to be the reason that I breathed,
but now it's choking me up.
Die young and save yourself.

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Movie Star Kiss [10 Mar 2004|09:56pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Humming something for these lyrics... ]

This is rather sad... Wrote it this morning.

.::Movie Star Kiss::.

When you come home
You’ll open the door and you’ll be alone.
You won’t see my eyes,
Seven shades of blue.
You won’t hear my voice,
Chasing after you.

This night is like a drug,
Punch drunk love,
As deep as the day we met,
As useless as kismet.

I don’t think I love you.
But I don’t think I can live,
Without you.

I feel my hands,
They shake.
And now my doubts,
They dissipate.
The air is heavy
And I can’t breathe
But it matters less,
I’ll let it be.

For once I’ll look up
And I’ll hold your hands
And with this dying breath,
I’ll make a demand.

Oh, don’t forget me,
Immortalize me.
Keep me alive,
After I leave.
Give me your promise,
Give me your wish,
And let me go,
With that movie star kiss.

Don’t call anyone,
After I’m gone.
Lay next to me,
And sing me a song.
As long as you live,
Remember my face.
And wherever I go,
I’ll remember this place.

Oh, don’t forget me,
Immortalize me.
Keep me alive,
After I leave.
Give me your promise,
Give me your wish,
And let me go,
With that movie star kiss.
(2x)

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[10 Mar 2004|09:56pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | The Get Up Kids ]

This is a really good band... not many people know them... I'm looking for people to be friends!


Off By One//"Been Alone"

I could have been with someone
I could have been alone
I could have lived without you
But would I have lived at all

I could have been with someone
I could have been alone
I could have lived without you
But would I have lived at all
I'm addicted to all that you do

The demon inside my head is you
You bring me up, bring me down, pull me through
You squeeze my last breath I'm turning blue
Better to die than to live without you

I could have lived tomorrow
I choose to die today
I need each fragment of you
In some masochistic way

I could of walked away from
From everything I've known
I could have been with someone
I could have been alone

I'm addicted to all that you do

The demon inside my head is you
You bring me up, bring me down, pull me through
You squeeze my last breath I'm turning blue
Better to die than to live without you

Time again I find myself at your door
You're the drug I'm sweating and I need more
Lay me down won't you purify my soul
Use me up and swallow me whole.

LOOK what you do
LOOK what you do

LOOK what you do
LOOK what you do

LOOK what you do
LOOK what you do

You bring me up bring me down pull me through

LOOK what you do
LOOK what you do

Better to die than to live without you

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girl of my dreams - the all american rejects [10 Mar 2004|10:44pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | fuck it - eamon ]

Beautiful you are
Yeah, you I choose
I look to the stars
For a girl like you
And what I lost I have found
And, yeah, we'll wait around
For the girl that is you
Yeah

Maybe a chance
I could have with her
We shared a glance
Atleast I thought we were
And what I have lost I have found
And, yeah, we'll wait around
For the girl that is you
Yeah

You make my heart skip, but how?
I'm scared
What do I do now

I wanna go out
I'm stuck here all alone
I gotta get out
I'm here all alone
And I'm thinking of you
You're on my mind
I try to talk to you
But you never give me the time of day

I dream of us
And wake up alone
We'll take the bus
But I'm still at home
And what I've done I'll do
And then it's just me and you
And then you leave in May

You leave me hard and lonely
You are my one and only

I wanna go out
I'm stuck here all alone
I gotta get out
I'm here all alone
And I'm thinking of you
You're on my mind
I try to talk to you
But you never give me the time of day

Do - do do do - do do do - do do do do do [x2]

You are
Such and beautiful thing
And all goods things must come to an end
You are
Such and beautiful thing
And all goods things must come to an end
It's the end - It's the end - It's the end for you
It's the end - It's the end - It's the end for you
It's the end - It's the end - It's the end for you
It's the end - It's the end

I wanna go out
I'm stuck here all alone
I gotta get out
I'm here all alone
And I'm thinking of you
You're on my mind
I try to talk to you
But you never never never never

I wanna go out
I'm stuck here all alone
I gotta get out
I'm here all alone
And I'm thinking of you
You're on my mind
I try to talk to you
But you never give me the time of day

Do - do do do - do do do - do do do do do

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Ask me nice.... [10 Mar 2004|11:06pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]
[ music | Brand New-Sic Tansit Gloria ]

The Used-Buried Myself Alive

you almost always pick the best times
to drop the worst lines
you almost made me cry again this time
another false alarm
red flashing lights
well this time I'm not going to watch myself die
I think I made it a game to play your game
and let myself cry
I buried myself aive on the inside
so I could shut you out
and let you go away for a long time

I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that

I think the chain broke away
and I felt it the day that I had my own time
I took advantage of myself and felt fine
but it was worth the night
I caught an early flight and I made it home

with my foot on your neck
I finally have you
right where I want you

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[10 Mar 2004|11:26pm]
hey guys. sorry its a request. i was just wondering if any of you have any lyrics that have to do with the stars and being in love, or something along those lines.
greatly appreciated
_~*Versality*~_



when everything feels like the movies
yeah you bleed just to know your alive
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