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Is it any wonder I can't sleep?
All I have is all you gave to me
Is it any wonder I found peace through you?
Turn to the gates of heaven, to myself be damned
Turn away from light
It's not enough, just a touch
It's not enough
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[27 Jan 2004|12:15am] |
Now maybe
I didn't mean to treat you bad
But I did it anyway
And now maybe
Some would say your life was sad
But you lived it anyway
And so maybe
Your friends they stand around they watch your crumble
As you falter to the ground
And then someday
Your friends they stand beside as you were flying
Oh you were flying oh so high
But them someday people look at you for what they call their own
They watch you suffer
Yeah they hear you calling home
But then some day we could take our time
To brush the leaves aside so you can reach us
But you left me far behind
Now maybe
I didn't mean to treat you oh so bad
But I did it anyway
Now maybe some would say you're left with what you had
But you couldn't share the pain
No, no, no
Couldn't share the pain, they watch you suffer
Now maybe I could have made my own mistakes
But I live with what I've known
And then maybe we might share in something great
But won't you look at where we've grown
Won't you look at where we've gone
But then someday comes tomorrow holds a sense of what I feel for you in my mind
As you trip the final line
And that cold day when you lost control
Shame you left my life so soon you should have told me
But you left me far behind
Now maybe I didn't mean to treat you oh so bad
But I did it anyway
Now maybe some would say you're left with what you had
But you couldn't share the pain No, no, no
Now maybe I didn't mean to treat you oh so bad
But I did it anyway
Now maybe some would say you're left with what you had
But you couldn't share the pain
I said times have changed your friends
They come and watch you crumble to the ground
They watch you suffer
Yeah, they hold you down
Hold you down
Now maybe brother, maybe love
I didn't mean to treat you bad
But you left me far behind
Left me far behind
Left me far behind
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[27 Jan 2004|12:32am] |
heres my battered heart
you gotta admit its a start
see all the dents,
its where each guy has came and went.
You're my star,
so here's my blade and here's my wrists,
i want u to sign ur name like this.
don't mind the crimson-blood that flows,
its just the way the movie goes.
Your the star of the show,
the one each girl wishes she could know.
Little do they know, your an actor on a movie scene.
I love you doesn't mean anything.
It's just the word you rehearse.
To unleash the heart break curse.
An with the ending scence,
i'll spill my guts of how much i love you, and you'll spill your guts of how much i didnt mean.
you'll take a bow, and blow your posiond kiss,
right from the devils lips.
You'll sign your autographs,
and with even sign, fake smiles and fake laughs.
While i'm dying.
But, little do they know inside your crying.
An really deep down, your trying to love again.
'cuz he told HER
your my star,
so here's my blade and here's my wrists,
i want u to sign ur name like this.
don't mind the crimson-blood that flows,
its just the way the movie goes.
Your the star of the show,
the one each guy wishes he could know.
comment please, on this one and the last one i posted:) i wrote them
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rise against - heaven knows.
and i threw a party in my name,
but the hours crawled by and no on came.
so i bowed my head and i prayed for wings,
to take me from this place...from you.
and i close my eyes as the curtains draw.
i thought i heard your voice, but i thought wrong.
'cause you're not there anymore,
no... you're not there anymore.
and so i lift my chin and the show goes on.
the sky is listening, the stars all sing along
but you're not there anymore . . . .
and i just can't care anymore.
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[27 Jan 2004|12:58am] |
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'lay on the tracks' by bleeding through
here comes another deception for each other
needles for your will, soaked up by egos
you dry up my
you raped away my foundation
tell me lies that never miss
why, the blood that spilled every time we kissed
i am just your target, so start killing me
your lies won't be forgiven this time
your strong judgments leave me nothing but this
placed a burden on my life
your lies won't be forgiven this time
your lies won't be forgiven
and now it all comes down to this
here comes another deception for each other
needles for your will, soaked up by egos
you kill, fucking bleed my dry
kill, fucking bleed me
bleed my heart
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[27 Jan 2004|01:07am] |
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'turns cold to the touch' by bleeding through
the surface of a broken hand
a credent hand with nothing to hold
face turns cold to the touch
my face was white
laying on the cold tile floor the floor
when i entered your room last night
your face left me as coward
now i'm left with nothing but
your stare that's burning me
i don't try because i'll fail
i'm just in line with the rest of admire
the sruface of a broken hand
a credent hand with nothing left to hold
face turns cold to the touch
my face was white
left alone in desolate dreams
why can't i be beautiful
so you'd want to save me
but you're the angel with the perfect wings
that i'll fucking break and take you with me
take you with me
those words left as stain
i must make you see the ugliness
you left your light on
you turned my will again
just look what you've created
a sick frail man scared to look at his shadow
i'm sorry that you're part of this
but i can't be left alone tonight
i can't be left alone tonight
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[27 Jan 2004|01:09am] |
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Hey kids.. well I am in a real depressive funk right now. I am going to therapy & am on meds but I was just wondering if you know of any songs that might help me, music is my healer & i am always looking for new material. Thanks xoxo
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[27 Jan 2004|01:29am] |
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I sit here staring at a million pixels hoping maybe thirty different colors can match up inside to spell out a few words I wish you would say. So what am I now, the joke around this quiet town, for believing a couple words that fell from your bitter lips? Remember that night, laying quite still in my yard, matching up every single star to a reason why you loved me. But as I lay by my lonsesome, the streetlights cause the stars to fade into the subtle background and I remember you were always a liar.
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[27 Jan 2004|02:14am] |
how can you ask for me to stay when all you ever do is go?
just go.
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[27 Jan 2004|09:26am] |
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My heart still skips two beats whenever he signs on...
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[27 Jan 2004|09:27am] |
this time i’m leaning towards forever.. phone calls at awkward timings,
i prayed that if you felt the same you’d talk to me, and then you’d see
i’ve grown a lifetime since we were together,
thinking how >> i’d be a better girl for you <<
for felix, i believe.
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[27 Jan 2004|10:17am] |
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I think someone actually posted this the other day, but i couldn't resist. Amazing band. Amazing song. (WOO SNOW DAY..NO examS) Enjoy!
"Hold On Tightly, Let's Go Lightly"-Boys Night Out
When you're left with only a bullet
I'll bring the trigger and a promise to pull it
I'll be the end of everyone who's ever entered your life
And taken pieces out of it.
I'll give you enough time to regain your composure
To reconstruct a heart that's torn apart from over-exposure
I know forever isn't long enough to forget the faces and places
...that played out your tragedy.
Our memory defeats us all
I’ve touched the stagnant water and muddy walls
Of the trench where you've been sleeping
And there's nothing there worth keeping
There's nothing there worth keeping
Or believe
So on the eve of the attack
we’ll Finger traced the targets on their backs
And open fire
Just hold on until they’re gone.
So with this kiss I promise to
Never forget what you did for me
You did for me...
I felt the sun on my face for the first time, and tasted blood on my tongue for the last.
When you're left with only a bullet
I'll bring the trigger and a promise to pull it
I'll be the end of everyone who's ever entered your life
And taken pieces out of it.
I'll give you enough time to regain your composure
To reconstruct a heart that's torn apart from over-exposure
I know forever isn't long enough to forget the faces and places
...that played out your tragedy
-MeG
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[27 Jan 2004|10:52am] |
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"Empty Machine"
You don't bother to write
Not even call anymore
I'm stuck here
Left alone, empty
All day I sit next to the phone
Hoping you'd call this one last time
I just want to hear your voice
If I could I'd have one thing for you to hear
"I'm sorry"
You don't bother to write me a letter
Did you find a new girl?
Is she a lot better?
Everyday I check the mail
Hoping to see an envelope with your name signed on it
You don't bother to write
Not even call anymore
I'm stuck here
Left alone, empty
I leave the house
Only to come home to an empty answering machine
An empty mailbox
The next day I leave and come home
My answering machine is full
Waiting for the one with your voice on it
You were last on my machine
You called to say a few things
More stuff to break this fragile heart you once loved
At the end you said
"I love you dearly, I'll never forget the times we shared, and what we had."
Taht was the last I heard from you
I'm back to coming home to an empty answering machine
An empty mailbox
You don't bother to write
Not even call anymore
I'm stuck here
Left alone, empty
Tell me what you think. I JUST wrote it about 5 minutes ago. Comment please.
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[27 Jan 2004|12:26pm] |
Sorry about the good charlotte stuff.. but I think this is an awesome song!
-Starstruck_ Feat. Weezer
Do you remember the day
When I used to play
In the backyard
When life wasn't so hard?
But now times have changed
And we're not the same
Love inside ourselves
It all is still a game
But you're all grown up, not going anywhere
But it seems to me, that you don't seem to care
Still I got my chance to succeed
With my turn to play
Watch me be a star now
It's okay
Look at you now, struck by a star
Look no one's watching, go find out who you are
Look at you now, struck by a star
Look no one's watching, go find out who you are
You're still the boy, i always took you for
Everything's gone and still you were more
More of this life than you deserve
Where are all the tears
For the hearts you burn?
Look at you now, struck by a star
Look no one's watching, go find out who you are
Look at you now, struck by a star
Look no one's watching, go find out who you are
I don't remember that day
I never used to play
What backyard?
Life's never hard
Nothing has changed
We're the same
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[27 Jan 2004|01:06pm] |
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and i swear ...
if i could take this knife out of my back,
i would, i would
but between the loss of blood
and the loss of my trust in you,
i don't think it'd do any good.
- boys night out : the only honest lovesong
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[27 Jan 2004|01:06pm] |
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and i swear ...
if i could take this knife out of my back,
i would, i would
but between the loss of blood
and the loss of my trust in you,
i don't think it'd do any good.
- boys night out : the only honest lovesong
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[27 Jan 2004|01:08pm] |
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and i swear ...
if i could take this knife out of my back,
i would, i would
but between the loss of blood
and the loss of my trust in you,
i don't think it'd do any good.
- boys night out : the only honest lovesong
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[27 Jan 2004|01:15pm] |
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im buried beneath these wasted words and so called yearnings. its about time you start earning these feelings. and every situation encountered is related to you, the black and the white hidden by blue. and i try my damndest to cut the cord.
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[27 Jan 2004|01:26pm] |
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homegrown
"My Friends Suck"
I feel estranged from all my friends.
I feel a disconnection, I guess I don't need them.
When they're around, they'll criticize...
About my happiness, it makes me hurt inside.
Overcoming all my fears.
Constantly criticized by all my peers..
I don't want you around me anymore.
Find someone else to be your friend leave me alone.
Leave me alone.
When I'm by myself, I feel so free.
No one to push me down and make me brush my teeth.
When they're around, they'll criticize.
My friends don't understand that they're hurting me inside
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havent updated in a while thought id share a lil sumthing . . .
Promise me you'll hold my hand through it all.
And tell me the stars belong to us tonight,
because I'm wishing on that one heading our way.
So shut your eyes tight and believe me when I say
you're the only person I want to spend my nights with
so0 yea. . . does any one have ne really great songs theyd like to share with me ? prefably acoustic? lol
o0o by the way . . . if you wana be my friend, comment and addd me lol :o)
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[27 Jan 2004|01:47pm] |
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I gazed into your eyes,
and as they pierced through me...
i felt the world ending in my head
I can die now...
I've felt my "once and a lifetime" feeling,
gazing into your eyes.
i wrote this last night..
please tell me what ya think of it, i'd appreciate it!
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[27 Jan 2004|01:48pm] |
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I <3 Poison The Well.
This is such a pretty song.
Poison The Well - For A Bandaged Iris
I know we've never met and you'll probably never read this
There are certain things your voice does to me
It makes me feel the ground and sky again
How sad it is when you spill your guts on the paper
It only neglects you and never relieves
In every corner and space I search for you
I've only found your vocal cords
Hate that I'm never certain of what needs what most
All day your songs spin me into a romance repeatedly to the sky
Scream over and over again repeatedly to the sky
In every corner and space I search for you
I've only found your vocal cords
Hate that I'm never certain of what needs what most
And nothing has affected me so
In every corner and space I search for you
I've only found your vocal cords
Hate that I'm never certain of what needs what most
-Courtney
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[27 Jan 2004|01:56pm] |
pull back the sheets and climb in bed with me. we can talk all night. I'm not tired, are you? did you like the party? did you see any pretty girls there? not that it matters, neither of us are alone but sometimes it feels that way. so I need a sign, give me your hand. no more life as expected, I'm through with the usual. I want to fall in love but if my mouth stays shut and I don't speak up, then she'll never know. cause if I can't relax and I can't tell her how I really feel. what she really means to me. the cops showed up about 1:45 a.m. I didn't even notice I was so immersed in conversation with you. the band is too loud. somebody tell them to turn down, I don't want to hear a sound, except for her voice, except for her breathe, except for my beating heart begging her to come closer and closer. I want her close to me, but if the 'hands don't crap' and if I can't relax, this is hopelessness-why do I even try? because tonight will end and then my life goes on, like it always has, like it is always going to. the chorus is done and we're still standing in our standard melody. only one of us is alone, and it's not you.
Commander Venus - Life As Expected
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[27 Jan 2004|02:09pm] |
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just wanted to thank you for shattering my heart,
because i didn't want it anyway.
so auction it off and sell it in pieces;
it will be your masterpiece someday.
a little something i wrote..
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[27 Jan 2004|02:17pm] |
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ugh..i am so sick. i think ive managed to rid myself of any liquid that was left in my body..thought you ought to know.
-the postal service-brand new colony.-
..i'll be the grapes fermented, bottled and served with the table set in my finest suit like a perfect gentleman. i'll be the fire escape that's bolted to the ancient brick where you will sit and contemplate your day.
i'll be the waterwings that save you if you start drowning in an open tab when your judgement's on the brink. i'll be the phonograph that plays your favorite albums back as you're lying there..drifting off to sleep (drifting off to sleep).
i'll be the platform shoes and undo what heredity's done to you: you won't have to strain..to look into my eyes.
i'll be your winter coat buttoned and zipped straight to the throat with the collar up so you won't catch a cold.
..i want to take you far away from the cynics in the town. and kiss you on the mouth.
we'll cut out bodies free from the tethers of this scene, start a brand new colony.
where everything will change, we'll give ourselves new names (identities erased).
the sun will heat the ground under our bare feet..in this brand new colony.
everything will change..
-katlyn.xoxx.
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i broke up with my boyfriend today .. but its not a huge deal ..
wrote a song during study pd .. but its not about that ..
Another Story About a Broken Heart
(what is love?)
you said, its walking hand in hand
my falling asleep in your arms
its staying on the phone to hear
each other breathe ..
you said its the kissing goodbye
the way id laugh when youd smile
its the "i love you"s and the
"ill never leave"s ..
but where did that go?
chorus:
(where is love?)
you hung up the phone witht he words
that could kill me, "it wasnt love after all"
you couldnt stay to hear me cry
did you mean to make me cry?
and you walked away with the look
that could kill me "damn it im so sorry"
you couldnt stay to watch me die
did you mean to make me die?
"its just another broken heart"
or so you said ..
(what is pain?)
its those nights when i just cant sleep
when i cry to all the best songs
its forgetting about laughter
wanting to die ..
its hoping theres another chance
the way my smile would fall apart
its when you stop believing
all of the lies ..
but why did you lie?
repeat chorus ..
like it .. lmk .. i love to hear what yall think ..
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[27 Jan 2004|03:04pm] |
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Yeah... I know you've all prolly heard this song but I'm gonna post it anyways because I think it is the greatest song ever invented. I leave my CD player on repeat just playing this song over and over because it's just so great... so much feeeeeling...
Hand in mine, into your icy blues
And then I'd say to you we could take to the highway
With this trunk of ammunition too
I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know just how much you mean to me
And after all the things we put each other through and
I would drive on to the end with you
A liquor store or two keeps the gas tank full
And I feel like there's nothing left to do
But prove myself to you and we'll keep it running
But this time, I mean it
I'll let you know just how much you mean to me
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of everything
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold
Until the end, until this pool of blood
Until this, I mean this, I mean this
Until the end of...
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold
But this time, we'll show them
We'll show them all how much we mean
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of every...
All we are, all we are
Is bullets I mean this
As lead rains, will pass on through our phantoms
Forever, forever
Like scarecrows that fuel this flame we're burning
Forever, and ever
Know how much I want to show you you're the only one
Like a bed of roses there's a dozen reasons in this gun
And as we're falling down, and in this pool of blood
And as we're touching hands, and as we're falling down
And in this pool of blood, and as we're falling down
I'll see your eyes, and in this pool of blood
I'll meet your eyes, I mean this forever
::My Chemical Romance:: :: Demolition Lovers::
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[27 Jan 2004|03:05pm] |
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hey, my name is LIZ. i'm new to the cumminity. does anyone here know about any songs that deal with missing someone, or not being able to be with someone. i'm trying to make a really rad emo mix and i just wanted songs like that to put on it. i'd be a great help if i got some good songs. thanx.
LaTeR
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| I'm tired of this permanently pressed lifestyle. |
[27 Jan 2004|03:08pm] |
You said it was normal to feel this feeling.
A heart drained and tired from bleeding.
My wrists are barely making it through,
They are becoming smaller and smaller with each thought of you.
Daring movements, you’re relentless.
Finding my weakness, just ignore my pleading
With every touch and kiss, you’re becoming more and more misleading.
Blindfolded senses with award winning smiles,
You've got it down...
Down to your rock star style.
Stolen perfection with your exquisite lies,
Whispers of seduction that will turn into cries.
Stop suspending yourself to all the hypocritical things he says.
Stretching out his hand,
There is nothing you can do but put yours into his.
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All around me are familiar faces, worn out places, worn out faces. Bright and early for their daily races; going nowhere, going nowhere. And their tears are filling up their glasses No expression, no expression. Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow. No tomorrow, no tomorrow. And I find it kind of funny; I find it kind of sad. The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had. I find it hard to tell you cause I find it hard to take. When people run in circles it's a very, very mad world.
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| Is that it Dad? Did the Penguin tell you to do this? |
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This is a really good band... Silverstein that is... check em out if you haven't already...
Never Again.
I'll slit my throat with the knife I pulled out of my spine.
Maybe when you find out that I'm dead,
you'll realize what you did to me.
[Chorus]
And if my lungs still let me breathe,
would you be there for me.
If I can make myself believe,
I'll give you back what you took away.
No, I won't let it go.
Douse myself in gasoline.
So don't save me when you come into the fire.
I'd rather die than have to see your smile.
You made me swear
I can't sleep.
Realize all the things that you took from me.
Smash my heart (you made me swear)
into dust.(you made me swear)
Suffocate my mind.(you made me swear)
Tear at me from inside.(you made me swear)
Smash apart what you created.
How can i ever stop you from crushing my soul?
It was yours to begin with.
::Silverstein:: ::Smashed into Peices::
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[27 Jan 2004|03:48pm] |
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right then.
so i was listening to the radio this morning (89.5 WSOU) and there was a song that they played but i dont know what the title or band it was. it went something like, "i see the love in your eyes i see fire" and it just keeps repeating that line in the end. i dont know.
please comment if you have any idea.
xo.
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I'm going to ge see Fall out Boy in march so i thought i would post some of their songs
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"Dead On Arrival"
i hope this is the last time
'cause i'd never say no to you
this conversation's been dead on arrival
and there's no way to talk to you
this conversation's been dead on arrival
a rivalry goes so deep between me
and this loss of sleep over you
this is side one
flip me over
i know i'm not you're favorite record
the songs you grow to like never stick at first
so i'm writing you a chorus
and here is your verse
no, it's not the last time
'cause i'd never say no to you
this conversation's still dead on arrival
and there's no way to talk to you
when you're dead on arrival
a rivalry goes so deep between me
and this loss of sleep over you
this is side one
flip me over
i know i'm not you're favorite record
the songs you grow to like never stick at first
so i'm writing you a chorus
and here is your...
whoo!
this is side one
flip me over
i know i'm not you're favorite record
so-o-o-o
this is side one
flip me over
this is side one
flip me over
i know i'm not you're favorite record
the songs you grow to like never stick at first
so i'm writing you a chorus
and here is your verse
here is your...
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"Growing Up"
i dried my eyes, now i crust them with sleep
ill crust them over
she begged me "dont hate me"
she spun me a story
where winning looks like losing
and im winning every time
so thread spools sweetie, get ready
until my silk is sold
growing up
growing up
growing up
yeah
ill myself a new
yeah
ill myself a new
ive dried my eyes, now its "rushmore"
im deep with futures like chicago
glenview never meant a thing to me
she never meant a thing to me
except for putting idealists in a body bag
forget it
ill go out tonight to piss on her doorstep
and listen to the misfits "where eagles dare" to swallow whole
up
growing up
growing up
go!
whoa-oh-oh
i guess im my own better half
whoa-oh-oh
i guess im my own better half
whoa, oh
i guess im on my own
yeah, yeah
i guess im on my own
yeah
i guess im on my own
yeah, yeah, yeah
i guess im on my own
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"Chicago Is So Two Years Ago"
my heart is on my sleeve
wear it like a bruise or blackeye
my badge, my witness
that means that i believed
every single lie you said (and learned from the best)
cause every pain of glass that your pebbles tap negates
the pains i went through to avoid you
and every little pat on the shoulder for attention fails to mention i still hate you
but there's a light on in chicago
and i know i should be home
all the colors of the street signs..
they remind me of the pickup truck out in front of your neighbor's house
she took me down and said:
"boy's like you are overrated. so save your breath."
loaded words and loaded friends
are loaded guns to our heads
cause every pain of glass that your pebbles tap
negates the pains i went through to avoid you
and every little pat on the shoulder for attention fails to mention i still hate you
but there's a light on in chicago
and i know i should be home
all the colors of the street signs..
they remind me of the pickup truck out in front of your neighbor's house
you want apologies
girl, you might hold your breath
until your breathing stops forever, forever
the only thing you'll get
is this curse on your lips:
i hope they taste of me forever
but there's a light on in chicago
and i know i should be home
all the colors of the street signs..
they remind me of the pickup truck out in front of your neighbor's
with every breath i wish your body will be broken again
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"The World's Not Waiting (For Five Tired Boys And A Broken Down Van)"
this might just be a waste of time
but there's no one i'd rather waste my time with than all of my best friends
so start the car up, we'll all take turns but not for the worst
we're all "hasbeens" and "never-were's"
and we're all in the back singing "Roxanne" just watching life pass us by
pass us by
as if we cared, enough to try and catch up
enough to make up for lost time
we've been down, e've been out, we've been hanging 'round
tip our glasses to having no direction
start the van, get me out of this one horse town, waste this night
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i'm making a new aim profile, and i just wanted to know your opinions on what i should put in it..basically i'm just looking for a line or 2 that has some sort of meaning to you, or something..
also please give the song name and the artist/band..
thanks in advance!
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[27 Jan 2004|05:09pm] |
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feel me
feel my heart reaching out to you
hear it tear into shreads
hear my cry
see you walk away
see me die
Comments...questions? I need some feed back please...and friends
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[27 Jan 2004|05:24pm] |
this is my first entry in this community, so Im going to put the lyrics to one of my favorite songs ..
Onl One - Yellowcard
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one
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[27 Jan 2004|05:55pm] |
Emo or not, does it really matter? They were on the emo game anyways so hell I don't care if they're "emo" or not.
Coheed and Cambria
Delirium Trigger
we're now up here alone terror on the intercom can someone save us
systems malfunction blast it this time machine over and out captain
something lurks creeps on the counter top somewhere behind you
parastic sadist i cant stand to watch it's coming up and out of your chest
remember when we were young
sit up right on the table photograph of earth feeding me a way back
frightened i tear alone or maybe not the only one there
hello....hello when it rings will you answer?
there corner tall short stance
it's you come on kill me
you made a good friend while you were outnumbered and torn
they made us do things....
dear god, hoping that i don't feel alive when you're cut short of misery
will you pray it be the end
you look suprised wide eyes to me
then you'll know just what i am the scare that triggers your fear
come know me in a different light come know me as god
you made a good friend to me.....while you were outnumbered and torn
they made us do things to you....
run sand hourglass in my time will i be worth
spin round carousel when your horse isn't screwed in
dear god, hoping that i don't feel alive when you're cut short of misery
raise forth lost cause
will you pray it be the end you look suprised wide eyes to me
raise forth lost cause
then you'll know just what i am
subtle demise the legitimate cry
the scare that triggers your fear come know me in a different light
come know me as god
raise forth lost cause
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Things Change
People Change
Hearts Break.
TEARS FALL FROM MY EYES
NOW RED WITH PAIN
ANGER FUFILLS ME
I HATE MYSELF
RUINING EVERYTHING
CAN NEVER MAKE IT RIGHT
NOW HIS HEART IS BROKEN
I HAVE TO MAKE IT RIGHT
I DIDN'T WANT TO DO IT
WANTED TO STAY TRUE
BUT MY FIRST LOVE CAME BACK
HAUTING ME IN MY SLEEP.
AND NOW I WANT TO DIE.
I want to Die
Stab a Needle in my Heart
Take my Breath Away.
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wow,blurty has been gay to me lately. I tried to post this earlier and it didnt go through,but if it somehow did,sorry to be redundant.
im in need of a new screen name..i know its a DUMB request,but i need one. My current one is XxTornPaperDoll..and i'm getting a little sick of it--any ideas?
I change it so often,i just want one that i'll stick with for a while.
Thanks.
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[27 Jan 2004|07:12pm] |
Come to me like in my dreams spinning everything and all the while my bones fight not to crash down. Now that I know you can be everything I need and anything I'd do to find your name because in my subconscious I feel so complete when we're rolling over hills in the Massai Land. Watching angels as I speak soaring over me because every day is a race into the night. I could try and find out why these old wings won't fly, until I close my eyes, count the lines and find I'm soaring high. Oh to look up and find.. beloved. Follow me to where we'll hide the rest of our long lives; dreaming in the sun to float away. The manna mysteriously will nourish every day and thanking god we fold down to pray. I could try and find out why these old wings won't fly, until I close my eyes, count the lines and find I'm soaring high. Oh to look up and find.. beloved I'll find you and you'll know me from all your dreams and I'll be everything that I know you can be. Dreaming. Loving. And I'll be everything. Please come whisper all you know about this thing called love and feel it as you speak, draw you to me. Note the swell that passion brings and feel it in the air. Step off from your ledge to soar with me.
(BELOVED)
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[27 Jan 2004|07:28pm] |
you can say you don't have a reason to love
they might believe you,
but i sure as hell don't
look me in the eyes
isn't this reason enough?
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So lately been wondrin'
who will be there to take my place
when i'm gone you'll need love
to light the shadows on your face
if a great wave shall fall
it would fall upon us all
and between the sand and stone
could you make it on your own
If i could then i would i'll go wherever you will go
way up high or down low
I'll go whewrever you will go
And maybe i'll find out
the way to make it back some day
to watch you to guide you
through the darkest of your days
if a great wave shall fall
it would fall upon us all
well i hope there some one out there
to bring me back to you
if i could then i would
i'll go wherever you will go
way up high or dowm low
i'll go wherever you will go
run away with my heart
run away with my hope
run away with my love
i know now just quite how
my love ang love might still go on
in your heart anh in your mind
i'll stay with you for all the time
if i could then i would
i'll go where ever you will go
way up high or down low
i'll go where ever you will go
if i could tuen back time
i'oll go wherever you will go
if i could make you mine
i'll go where ver you will go
i'll go wherever you will go......
The Calling - Wherever you will go
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This party is old and uninviting.
Particpants all in black and white.
You enter in full-blown technicolour
Nothing is the same after tonight.
If the world would fall apart,
In an fiction worthy wind.
I wouldn't change a thing now that you're here.
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[27 Jan 2004|07:53pm] |
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"Best Of Me"
tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up
here we lay again
on two separate beds
riding phone lines
to hear that familiar voice
and pictures brought from memory
we reflect on miscomunication
and misunderstandings
and missing each other two
much too without you, let go
we turn our music down
and we whisper
say what your thinking right now
tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up
jumping to conclusions
made me fall away from you
i'm so glad that the truth
has brought back together me and you
we're sitting on the ground
and we whisper
say what your thinking outloud
tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up
we turn our music down
and we whisper
we're sitting on the ground
and we whisper
we turn our music down
we're sitting on the ground
and next time i'm in town
we will kiss girl
we will kiss girl
tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont
feeling that we cant
we're not ready to give up
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up
-The Starting line
XoxO
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"Best Of Me"
tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up
here we lay again
on two separate beds
riding phone lines
to hear that familiar voice
and pictures brought from memory
we reflect on miscomunication
and misunderstandings
and missing each other two
much too without you, let go
we turn our music down
and we whisper
say what your thinking right now
tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up
jumping to conclusions
made me fall away from you
i'm so glad that the truth
has brought back together me and you
we're sitting on the ground
and we whisper
say what your thinking outloud
tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up
we turn our music down
and we whisper
we're sitting on the ground
and we whisper
we turn our music down
we're sitting on the ground
and next time i'm in town
we will kiss girl
we will kiss girl
tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont
feeling that we cant
we're not ready to give up
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up
-The Starting line
XoxO
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[27 Jan 2004|08:01pm] |
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You promised me i could sing you to sleep...
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[27 Jan 2004|08:29pm] |
-Hating himself for it,
murmuring, "god will see, god will see."
And i said
"To hell with god!"
And he said
"Would you mock god?"
And i said
"God is only mocked by believers!"
And he said
"Ilove only the truth."
And i said
"This holy concern for the truth-
no one worries about it except liars."
and god was bored he turned on his side like and opium eater and slept
-ANNE SEXTON March 28 1965.
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[27 Jan 2004|08:46pm] |
hey guys..
just wondering if you could help me out..
i know this has been posted in here before cause i found it in here..
but where is this quote from..
"In the end, peter pan pulled off tinker bell’s wings
so she could never leave.
Sometimes love is just another way to bleed."
thanks a bunch!
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[27 Jan 2004|09:07pm] |
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i know this song is posted a lot... but it's sort of how i feel...
"Screaming Infidelities"
I'm missing your bed
I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak,
And this bottle of beast
Is taking me home
I'm cuddling close
To blankets and sheets
But you're not alone, and you're not discreet
Make sure I know who's taking you home.
I'm reading your note over again
There's not a word that I comprehend,
Except when you signed it
"I will love you always and forever."
Well as for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs
And sit alone and wonder
How you're making out
But as for me, I wish that I was anywhere with anyone
Making out.
I'm missing your laugh
How did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as you're pretending.
I'm cuddling close
To blankets and sheets
I am alone
In my defeat I wish I knew you were safely at home
I'm missing your bed
I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have speak, and
This bottle of beast is taking me home.
Well as for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs
And sit alone and wonder
How you're making out
But as for me, I wish that I was anywhere with anyone
Making out.
Your hair, it's everywhere.
Screaming infidelities
And taking its wear...
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i would sit here with you and hear love rock songs
i would do that for you
i would kiss your neck and your forehead
i would make all your problems go away
i would huddle beneath my covers as i would lay with you
i would make all the stars grace
your prescence when i would see you
i just wanna be with you
touch your hair kiss your lips
i just wanna make you smile
while you lie down beside me
i just wanna be with you always and forever
i just wanna say the words that i long
to say to your beautiful face
i just wanna hold your hand and never let go
like you said
my love, my angel, my dreams
that's what i wanna be with you
i would do anything just for you to be here with me
so here's a poem i wrote yesterday. just thought i'd put it up. since i haven't updated in a while. well comment. pretty please. well later.
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The greatest lovers were murderers first
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[27 Jan 2004|09:52pm] |
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I could be the best thing you ever had, not one of those girls you always find. But your chance at something amazing, that once in a lifetime sort of thing. And I'd like to tell you all this, if only you'd listen. But your eyes are always focused somewhere far off, I always wonder what you're searching for. I'd still like to remind you that I'm right here, waiting... for whenever I become the person you are seeking. Until then can I sit and watch you? I love the way you smile in the light of day, when something sparks your interest. I'm jealous of the moon, because I'm sure you're breathtaking while you dream. So I was wondering, can I be the best thing you ever had?
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Does anyone have suggestions for a mixed cd that will just get me going, some good upbeat songs that put you in a good mood...you know, the kind that get stuck in your head all day. I know you hate requests and blah blah blah but I'd really appreciate it.
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[27 Jan 2004|10:41pm] |
I often find myself looking at her.
comparing my personalities to hers
I pull out the letter she sent to you then looked at mine
exzact same words to the very last line
but you still say hers is better
don`t worry baby, I`ll out do her
this rage is one without a cure
I will comit a powerful suicide
one that will have you name on it, you can`t hide
I won`t care if I go to hell
Cause not even hell could hurt me like you did
One day she will leave, and I`ll come back
but for now just relax
you are destroying yourself faster htan ever
I hope you never get better
don`t worry baby, I`ll out do her
this rage is one without a cure
I will comit a powerful suicide
one that will have you name on it, you can`t hide
I won`t care if I go to hell
Cause not even hell could hur me like you did
I pull out the letter she sent you, then looked at mine
exzact same words to the very last line
but you still say hers is better
and when that gun in in my face
it will give you pain you`ll never be able to erase.
..comments are loved..
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[27 Jan 2004|10:55pm] |
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I'm in love with this song right now.. <3
Meant To Live - - Switchfoot
Fumbling his confidence
And wondering why the world has passed him by
Hoping that he's bid for more than arguments
And failed attempts to fly, fly
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Dreaming about Providence
And whether mice or men have second tries
Maybe we've been livin with our eyes half open
Maybe we're bent and broken, broken
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
We want more than this world's got to offer
We want more than this world's got to offer
We want more than the wars of our fathers
And everything inside screams for second life, yeah
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live
We were meant to live
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[27 Jan 2004|11:18pm] |
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We don’t talk nearly as much as we promised and I hate to think it, but we’re falling further apart then the miles separate us. I write these letters only to ball them up and throw into the blazing fire. One charred piece of paper for every memory I hold inside. And I think this time, I won’t try to put the blaze out. Losing touch was never an issue yet now that you’re almost a world away from me, it’s the only troubling thought that enters my head every time I lay it down to sleep. It’s only been a month and already I dwell on the fact that I don’t know when I’ll see your face again. I thought, walking out those double doors with a tear running down my cheek was the hardest thing I’ve ever had to deal with, oh love, how I was wrong.
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does anyone know where i can download glasseater songs? specifically At Your Own Risk..thanks
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[27 Jan 2004|11:40pm] |
your words are like a rainstorm in a desert, rare but treasured, every last drop savored then wasted away and buried six feet under ground. your smile is the rainbow in the horizon cutting like a thousand razorblades. your voice is the wind carrying the storm. carrying the harsh despair and the land is covered in disdain as you leave it all behind... It's so easy for you to complicate things. In one quick second you turn a sunny day into a hurricane of broken hearts
lame I know. comment, criticize
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