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[25 Jan 2004|12:30am]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | 'light a match' by the beautiful mistake ]

one night, opens wounds and words utter pain. the truth cannot breathe a one in your soul. you've hid hearts and songs as long as you recall. his kind words just fall near your feet...with their last air, all they want done is to be heard in your sweet ears just once.

'song 10' by as i lay dying

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[25 Jan 2004|03:53am]
[ mood | tired ]

Tiger Lily; Matchbook Romance

We drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.

Time flies by
with the sound of your voice.
It's close to paradise,
with the end surely near.

And if I could only stop the car
And hold onto you.
And never let go (And never let go)
I'll never let go (I'll never let go)

As we round the corner to your house,
You turn to me and said,
"I'll be going through withdrawal of you
For this one night we have spent."

And I want to speak these words,
But I guess I'll just bite my tongue,
And accept someday, somehow,
As our words that we'll hang from

And I...
I dont wanna speak these words.
Cause I...
I dont wanna make things any worse.

Why does tonight have to end?
Why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts?
We'll skip the goodbyes.

If I had it my way,
I'd turn the car around
And run away.
Just you and I.

And I...
I don't wanna speak these words,
Cause I...
I don't wanna make things any worse.

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If All Else Fails; Matchbook Romance

Subdued silence undisturbed by the sound of her breath.
So carefully, brush her hair back from her eyes
In steady sequence, one by one.
She slips away.

So close your eyes and sleep to dream.
I'm by your side.
No words to speak.
We'll set our course and make it through.
No matter how far I go my heart remains with you.

And I'm not sure what I'm looking for.
But it's clear to see the purpose of my exsistance
is laying here in front of me.

So close your eyes and sleep to dream.
I'm by your side.
No words to speak.
We'll set our course and make it through.
No matter how far I go

And if all else fails you can look up at the sky
Because it's the same one that shines above you and I.
And if all else fails you can close your eyes
And I'll be right beside you.
I'll be the one by your side.

So close your eyes and sleep to dream.
I'm by your side.
No words to speak.
We'll set our course and make it through.
No matter how far I go
No matter how much this hurts
I wanted you to know,
My heart remains with you.

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[25 Jan 2004|04:14am]
[ mood | pissed off ]

ne songs that are anti male, or pissed off ones, or losing faith in males?

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one [25 Jan 2004|08:20am]
if a picture's worth a thousand words,
then i could write a novel,
or maybe two,
with all the pictures i still have of you.
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i took my dreads out today/ [25 Jan 2004|09:14am]
my (fake)dreads that i've had in myhair for a little over a week have comeout today.
thanks to my best friend megs for puttin' those puppies in:)

" i live for the night's i'll never remember
with the friends i'll never forget "
- Jeff's Profile. (his real msn profile)

amanda
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[25 Jan 2004|10:10am]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | Something Corporate - Punk Rock Princess ]

i got your letter
and the poetry you sent me
postmarked in december of last year
i really hope youre doing better
all your friends close by your side
one step closer to recovering.

i wish there was something i could say
to erase each and every page
youve been through
even though its not my place to save you

I appreciate but cant accept
this thank you note thats sealed with your last breath
and i wont stand aside and listen to you give up

if youll just hold on for one more second
just hold on to what you have
if youll just hold on. just hold on.

if youll just hold on for one more second
just hold on to what you have
if youll just hold on. just hold on.

these arms from me strecthed out to you
maybe someday youll accept them
or maybe its too late to save
a young girls heart thats long stopped beating
wake up wake up you gotta believe
wake up wake up you cant give up
time keeps going on without us
long after were dead and gone

if youll just hold on for one more second
just hold on to what you have
if youll just hold on. just hold on.
you will wake up tomorrow

The Ataris - My Reply

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[25 Jan 2004|10:43am]
thank you amorous who brought that nasty ass post to my attention. i havent had time to check out anything lately, but thanks. did anyone happen to see who posted it? if you know, let me know. thanks.

<33
sam
co-maintainer
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[25 Jan 2004|10:47am]
Words I wish you meant escape your lips. They snatch away my dignity and you pocket it for your next victim who falls in love with your eyes.
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so keep the blood in your head [25 Jan 2004|11:35am]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | rise against- swing life away ]

bright eyes- lover i dont have to love (i lovvee this song)

I picked you out of a crowd and talked to you.

I said, "I like your shoes."
You said, "Thanks can I follow you?"
So it's up the stairs and out of view.
No prying eyes. I poured some wine.
I asked your name. You asked the time.
It is 2 o'clock. The club is closed and we are up the block.
Your hands are on me. I am pressing hard against your jeans.
Your tounge is in my mouth, trying hard to keep the words from coming out.
You didn't care to know who else may been you before.

I want a lover I don't have to love.
I want a girl that is too sad to give a fuck.
Where's the kid with the chemicals?
I thought he said to meet him here, but I'm not sure.
I got the money if you've got the time.

You said, "It feels good."
I said, "I'll give it a try."

Then my mind went dark.
We both forgot where your car was parked.
Let's take the train. I'll meet up with the band in the morning.

Bad actors with bad habits.
Some sad singers they just play tragic.
Well, the phones ringing and the van is leaving.
Let's just keep touching. Let's just keep singing.

I want a lover I don't have to love.
I want a boy who is so drunk he doesn't talk.
Where's the kid with the chemicals?
I have a hunger and I can't seem to get full.
I need some meaning I can memorize.
The kind I have always seem to slip my mind.

But you write such pretty words.
But life is no storybook.
Love is an excuse to get hurt and to hurt.

"Do you like to hurt?"
"I do. I do."
"Then hurt me."

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[25 Jan 2004|11:42am]
[ music | underoath - act of depression ]

i know this isn't emo. this is an older underoath song. it's like ten minutes long. it's not as good as their old stuff but you should definately check it out.





I tried to cry out from the inside
But I guess my soul did not pour itself out enough
Blood on the walls, flaming black, blood on the walls
I saw you staring through the cracks
No one was to know what was happening in me
I felt no love, I felt no reason to carry on with my life
Everything was wrong, nothing was right

At least that is what I thought
Kids finding laughter at my expense
They were killing me on the inside
They couldn't give up their pride
My heart was bleeding from so much grieving
On the outside I looked fine
You couldn't tell but on the inside was eternal hell
I got caught up in the moment of depression
and before I knew it my bodywas lying on the ground
With a gun in my hand my hourglass was out of sand
Thanks to all the people who drove me to death
Without you I could of never ended my breath

Through your anger and hate, I was able to choose my fate
There was a way out, but I chose the easy route
Blast of a gun, breath runs out, final thoughts put to extinction
No more pain, no more love
For you have chosen suicide as the way out... help them
Ice cold fingers, body lays on the floor
Pool of blood you see, you scream out in terror
Her body is now a part of mutilation
Her soul the victim of strangulation
I will not accept this evil anymore
I never thought of who I hurt
I never tried to look for the good
I'm sorry for whoever I hurt
It's not easy to look back on my life

and know I did not know Christ
For now I live in a real hell
I wish I had another chance
Then I would live my life with love
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spare me the weight of the truth [25 Jan 2004|12:00pm]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | bright eyes- a perfect sonnet ]

with every blink of your eye, another knife creeps through my gut
maybe tonight my dreams will be reflected
in a pool of your tears

[just somethin i wrote quick.. comments?]

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[25 Jan 2004|12:02pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | "If Winter Ends" - Bright Eyes ]

this has probably been posted before but i just got "fevers and mirrors" and i have been listening to this song constantly so i'm going to post it yet again =]

"The Calendar Hung Itself" - Bright Eyes

Does he kiss your eyelids in the morning when you start to raise your head?
And does he sing to you incessantly from the place between your bed and wall?
Does he walk around all day at school with his feet inside your shoes,
Looking down every few steps to pretend he walks with you?
Does he know that place below your neck that is your favorite to be touched?
And does he cry through broken sentences like "I love you far too much"?
Does he lay awake listening to your breath, worried that you smoke too many cigarettes?
Is he coughing now on a bathroom floor?
For every speck of tile there are a thousand more
That you won't ever see but must hold inside yourself eternally
I drug your ghost across the country and we plotted out my death
In every city, memories would whisper "Here is where you rest"
I was determined in Chicago but I dug my teeth into my knees
And I settled for a telephone and sang into your machine
"You are my sunshine, my only sunshine"
I kissed a girl with a broken jaw that her father gave to her
She had eyes bright enough to burn me, they reminded me of yours
In a story told she was a little girl in a red-rouge, sun-bruised field
And there were rows of ripe tomatoes where a secret was concealed
And it rose like thunder, clapped under our hands and it stretched for centuries
To a diary entry's end where I wrote
"You make me happy when the skies are gray,
You make me happy the skies are gray and gray and gray"
Well the clock's heart it hangs inside its open chest
With its hands stretched towards the calendar hanging itself
But I will not weep for those dying days
For all the ones who have left there are a few that stayed
And they found me here and pulled me from the grass where I was laid

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[25 Jan 2004|12:03pm]
[ mood | cranky ]
[ music | morrissey ]

pack up the moon and dismantle the sun

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[25 Jan 2004|12:18pm]
"you belong to me..."
Hmm? What?
No, i didn't say anything...
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Muskrat Tribe... just like mammy! [25 Jan 2004|12:28pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]
[ music | Silverstein :: Giving up ]

Hey muskrats. I'm new. I was just wondering if anyone remembered this song from back in the day... it's almost 10 years old... see I was rockin out when I was 8!

Three important rules for breaking up
Don't put off breaking up when you know you want to
Prolonging the situation only makes it worse
Tell him honestly, simply, kindly, but firmly
Don't make a big production
Don't make up an elaborate story
This will help you avoid a big tear jerking scene
If you wanna date other people say so
Be prepared for the boy to feel hurt and rejected
Even if you've gone together for only a short time,
And haven't been too serious,
There's still a feeling of rejection
When someone says she preferres the company of others
To your exclusive company,
But if you're honest, and direct,
And avoid making a flowery emotional speech when you brake the news,
The boy will respect you for your frankness,
And honestly he'll apeciate the kind of straight foward manner
In which you told him your decision
Unless he's a real jerk or a cry baby you will remain friends

I'm head of the class
'm popular
I'm a quarter back
I'm popular
My mom says I'm a catch
I'm popular
I'm never last picked
I got a cheerleader chick

Being attractive is the most important thing there is
If you wanna catch the biggest fish in your pond
You have to be as attractive as possible
Make sure to keep your hair spotless and clean
Wash it at least every two weeks
Once every two weeks
And if you see Jonny football hero in the hall
Tell him he played a great game
Tell him you like his article in the newspaper

I'm the party star
I'm popular
I've got my own car
I'm popular
I'll never get caught
I'm popular
I make football bets
I'm the teachers pet.

I propose we support a one month limit on going steady
I think It will keep you both more able to deal with weird situations
And get to know more people
I think if you're ready to go out with Jonny
Now's the time to tell him about your one month limit
He wont mind he'll appreciate your fresh look on dating
And once you've dated someone else you can date him again
I'm sure hell dig it
Everyone will appreciate it
You're so novel what a good idea
You can keep your time to your self
You don't need dater's insurance
You can go out with whoever you want to
Every boy, every boy, in the whole world could be yours
Iif you'll just listen to my plan
THE TEENAGE GUIDE TO POPULARITY

Nada Surf :: Popular

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Muskrat Tribe... just like mammy! [25 Jan 2004|12:28pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]
[ music | Silverstein :: Giving up ]

Hey muskrats. I'm new. I was just wondering if anyone remembered this song from back in the day... it's almost 10 years old... see I was rockin out when I was 8!

Three important rules for breaking up
Don't put off breaking up when you know you want to
Prolonging the situation only makes it worse
Tell him honestly, simply, kindly, but firmly
Don't make a big production
Don't make up an elaborate story
This will help you avoid a big tear jerking scene
If you wanna date other people say so
Be prepared for the boy to feel hurt and rejected
Even if you've gone together for only a short time,
And haven't been too serious,
There's still a feeling of rejection
When someone says she preferres the company of others
To your exclusive company,
But if you're honest, and direct,
And avoid making a flowery emotional speech when you brake the news,
The boy will respect you for your frankness,
And honestly he'll apeciate the kind of straight foward manner
In which you told him your decision
Unless he's a real jerk or a cry baby you will remain friends

I'm head of the class
'm popular
I'm a quarter back
I'm popular
My mom says I'm a catch
I'm popular
I'm never last picked
I got a cheerleader chick

Being attractive is the most important thing there is
If you wanna catch the biggest fish in your pond
You have to be as attractive as possible
Make sure to keep your hair spotless and clean
Wash it at least every two weeks
Once every two weeks
And if you see Jonny football hero in the hall
Tell him he played a great game
Tell him you like his article in the newspaper

I'm the party star
I'm popular
I've got my own car
I'm popular
I'll never get caught
I'm popular
I make football bets
I'm the teachers pet.

I propose we support a one month limit on going steady
I think It will keep you both more able to deal with weird situations
And get to know more people
I think if you're ready to go out with Jonny
Now's the time to tell him about your one month limit
He wont mind he'll appreciate your fresh look on dating
And once you've dated someone else you can date him again
I'm sure hell dig it
Everyone will appreciate it
You're so novel what a good idea
You can keep your time to your self
You don't need dater's insurance
You can go out with whoever you want to
Every boy, every boy, in the whole world could be yours
Iif you'll just listen to my plan
THE TEENAGE GUIDE TO POPULARITY

Nada Surf :: Popular

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[25 Jan 2004|12:56pm]
I hope everyone saw the moon last night, It was breathtaking
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[25 Jan 2004|12:59pm]
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1. who knows where this flower grows

2. hello little girl. do you want to know a secret?

3. you know i used to be such a nice boy

4. you are the last good thing about this part of town

5. the kind of song that makes people glad to be where they are, with whoever they're there with

6. i am not your savior

7. doesn't she look pretty standing there in her underwear

8. time for you to go out to the places you will be from

9. the space between our bodies has been corrupted

10. scream loud scream sayonara sweet josephine will you follow me home?

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[25 Jan 2004|01:04pm]
no no, really, its ok!
ill just climb back up the 100ft cliff i threw myself off of
to help u tie ur shoe


:)
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7 number dial up [25 Jan 2004|01:19pm]
I know that you gave up because it was hard enough being your own friend much less to be mine. I know that you wanted this to never end. I just don't know why you thought I expected anything more than being your friend? I've been getting by on so little from you since middle school. I miss you. I miss you and your self-destructive ways. Put down the drugs, pick up the phone. It's hard (without you) counting the days. I miss you and the way that you always knew something was wrong, even when I would say that I'm okay. Put down the drugs, pick up the phone. I'm just a 7 number dial away. And I know that this should've been different. Out of all the outcomes, this isn't the one I picked. And I know that you never wanted for this to be the end of it. You couldn't have just chosen me in the end. You and all of your drugs can't replace this friend. Can't replace this friend. And here's a little secret: you will never mend, you will never be the same again. And I'll still be here, waiting for the new you, just as long as you'll still be, my best friend.
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7 number dial up [25 Jan 2004|01:19pm]
I know that you gave up because it was hard enough being your own friend much less to be mine. I know that you wanted this to never end. I just don't know why you thought I expected anything more than being your friend? I've been getting by on so little from you since middle school. I miss you. I miss you and your self-destructive ways. Put down the drugs, pick up the phone. It's hard (without you) counting the days. I miss you and the way that you always knew something was wrong, even when I would say that I'm okay. Put down the drugs, pick up the phone. I'm just a 7 number dial away. And I know that this should've been different. Out of all the outcomes, this isn't the one I picked. And I know that you never wanted for this to be the end of it. You couldn't have just chosen me in the end. You and all of your drugs can't replace this friend. Can't replace this friend. And here's a little secret: you will never mend, you will never be the same again. And I'll still be here, waiting for the new you, just as long as you'll still be, my best friend.
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7 number dial up [25 Jan 2004|01:19pm]
I know that you gave up because it was hard enough being your own friend much less to be mine. I know that you wanted this to never end. I just don't know why you thought I expected anything more than being your friend? I've been getting by on so little from you since middle school. I miss you. I miss you and your self-destructive ways. Put down the drugs, pick up the phone. It's hard (without you) counting the days. I miss you and the way that you always knew something was wrong, even when I would say that I'm okay. Put down the drugs, pick up the phone. I'm just a 7 number dial away. And I know that this should've been different. Out of all the outcomes, this isn't the one I picked. And I know that you never wanted for this to be the end of it. You couldn't have just chosen me in the end. You and all of your drugs can't replace this friend. Can't replace this friend. And here's a little secret: you will never mend, you will never be the same again. And I'll still be here, waiting for the new you, just as long as you'll still be, my best friend.
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tell me you love me [25 Jan 2004|02:07pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

Tom Waits - Bad Liver And A Broken Heart (this definately isnt emo but i love these lyrics)

Well I got a bad liver and broken heart, yeah,
I drunk me a river since you tore me apart
And I don't have a drinking problem, 'cept when I can't get a drink
And I wish you'd a-known her, we were quite a pair,
She was sharp as a razor and soft as a prayer
So welcome to the continuing saga, she was my better half, and I was just a dog
And so here am I slumped, I've been chipped and I've been chumped on my stool
So buy this fool some spirits and libations, it's these railroad station bars
And all these conductors and porters, and I'm all out of quarters
And this epitaph is the aftermath, yeah I choose my path, hey, come on, Kath,
He's a lawyer, he ain't the one for ya
No, the moon ain't romantic, it's intimidating as hell,
And some guy's trying to sell me a watch
And so I'll meet you at the bottom of a bottle of bargain Scotch
I got me a bottle and a dream, it's so maudlin it seems,
You can name your poison, go on ahead and make some noise
I ain't sentimental, this ain't a purchase, it's a rental, and it's purgatory,
And hey, what's your story, well I don't even care
Cause I got my own double-cross to bear

And I'll see your Red Label, and I'll raise you one more,
And you can pour me a cab, I just can't drink no more,
Cause it don't douse the flames that are started by dames,
It ain't like asbestos
It don't do nothing but rest us assured,
And substantiate the rumors that you've heard

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[25 Jan 2004|02:14pm]
ello, and yess im aware of the fact that im missing an H....anyways....im felling REALLY emo latley and i was just wondering if anybody had any really good emo songs about breaking up...anything will do...Thanks in advance
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sorry, i never meant to be... harsh. [25 Jan 2004|03:15pm]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | play crack the sky ]

Selfish and attention starved
ignorant you barely carved into your wrists
so unwanted your like a cyst
your hopeless selfishness makes me ich
i know what its like to be on your own
but your pain is simply for show
your not on look at me tv
dont make everyone believe your something your not
your cancerous and you've got to stop
and realize that blood doesn't create love.
"i hurt myself today," you say "and its all your fault."
those ignorant words create a knot in my stomach
"i do it everyday since you walked away."
Well what did you do it with baby?
did you drag it across your wrist oh so safetly?
You dont care how he feels and maybe you'll never know.
you cry yourslef to sleep every night just because you cant let go.
-

what do YOU think?
<3 ashlyn

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[25 Jan 2004|03:32pm]
[ music | the who- behind blue eyes ]

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
No one knows what it's like
To be hated
To be fated
To telling only lies

But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be

I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

No one knows what it's like
To feel these feelings
Like I do
And I blame you

No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through

But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be

I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

When my fist clenches, crack it open
Before I use it and lose my cool
When I smile, tell me some bad news
Before I laugh and act like a fool

If I swallow anything evil
Put your finger down my throat
If I shiver, please give me a blanket
Keep me warm, let me wear your coat

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes

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jeff buckley [25 Jan 2004|03:54pm]
Looking out the door
I see the rain fall upon the funeral mourners
Parading in a wake of sad relations
As their shoes fill up with water

And maybe I'm too young
To keep good love from going wrong
But tonight, you're on my mind so
you never know

Broken down and hungry for your love
With no way to feed it
Where are you tonight?
Child, you know how much I need it.
Too young to hold on
And too old to just break free and run

Sometimes a man gets carried away,
When he feels like he should be having his fun
Much too blind to see the damage he's done
Sometimes a man must awake to find that, really,
He has no-one...

So I'll wait for you... And I'll burn
Will I ever see your sweet return,
Oh, will I ever learn?
Oh, Lover, you should've come over
Say it's not too late.

Lonely is the room the bed is made
The open window lets the rain in
Burning in the corner is the only one
Who dreams he had you with him
My body turns and yearns for a sleep
That won't ever come
It's never over,
My kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder
It's never over, all my riches for her smiles
when I slept so soft against her...
It's never over,
All my blood for the sweetness of her laughter
It's never over, she's the tear
That hangs inside my soul forever

Oh, but maybe I'm just too young to keep good love
From going wrong
Oh... lover you should've come over...

Yes, (I) feel too young to hold on
I'm much too old to break free and run
Too deaf, dumb, and blind
To see the damage I've done
Sweet lover, you should've come over
Oh, love I'm waiting for you
Lover, you should've come over
'Cause it's not too late.
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[25 Jan 2004|04:05pm]
In my life
Why do I smile
At people who I'd much rather kick in the eye?
In my life
Why do I give valuable time
To people who don't care if I live or die?
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[25 Jan 2004|04:15pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

Okay, I had to switch schools when I was in 6th grade, and I spent my whole life at that school, with all my friends, and I had to let them all go. It hurt so bad. And I cried myself to sleep. And I missed them so much. And now, 2 years later, I feel as if they don't remember me, muchless care. But I still miss them, and still love and care about them, I really wish things could go back to the way they use to be. Does anyone know any songs that match this situation? If you do please tell me. I will love you FOREVER!
<33 Katie

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[25 Jan 2004|04:15pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

Okay, I had to switch schools when I was in 6th grade, and I spent my whole life at that school, with all my friends, and I had to let them all go. It hurt so bad. And I cried myself to sleep. And I missed them so much. And now, 2 years later, I feel as if they don't remember me, muchless care. But I still miss them, and still love and care about them, I really wish things could go back to the way they use to be. Does anyone know any songs that match this situation? If you do please tell me. I will love you FOREVER!
<33 Katie

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[25 Jan 2004|04:15pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | "Jamaica Next" - The Movielife ]

i was just listening to the movielife (r.i.p. =[ ) and decided to put one of their songs up here because they were such an amazing band

"Hey" - The Movielife

Hey, I guess I’ll figure it out
The reasons why things went the way they did
And why we can’t accept it
We’d fall asleep
But not before we’d exercise
The evil thing that everyone hides

We would lie there in my bed
Do you remember all those nights we never slept?
No clothes, sweaty
Doing all the things I never thought I’d do
And I did them for you

And hey, don’t feel bad
But what can ever take away the boardwalk trips or us away
I think we grew up
Past the hang-ups and the evil stares
The fuck you too’s and I don’t care’s

We would lie there in my bed
Do you remember all those nights we never slept?
No clothes, sweaty
Doing all the things I never thought I’d do
And I did them for you

Hey, I guess I’ll figure it out
The reasons why things went the way they did
And why we can’t accept it
We’d fall asleep
But not before we’d exercise
The evil thing that everyone hides

We would lie there in my bed
Do you remember all those nights we never slept?
And even though we brought it crashing to an end
I loved it all, and now I love my friend
I loved it all, I loved the girl, I love my friend

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Songs [25 Jan 2004|04:26pm]
[ mood | okay ]

Nothing to do on a Sunday except sit in your room and write. Here's two new ones I wrote today.


"First Kiss"

Your hand brushed against mine
I stare up at you, smiling
Slowly, you lean down
Kiss my forehead, then my cheek

I place my hand upon your warm face
Standing on my tip-toes
I place a kiss
On the corner of your lips

You place your hands on my hips
Picking me up and holding my tight
We stare straight through eachother
Our lips press hard together

This is our first kiss
When everything's perfect
Until we realize what we're doing
It's our first kiss

The kiss before lies
The kiss before tears
The kiss before heartbreak
Stop this now

But still, we long ti kiss
Our lips lay upon eachother
Finally, they peel away
We kiss one last time

We had our first kiss
The kiss before lies
Kiss before tears
The kiss before heartbreak


This is the other one

"Untitled"

I met a stranger today. He stole my heart from me. He has me hooked just by saying "Hello." We sat in the park just talking for hours and hours. He talked about his first love, I told him about mine. By the end of the day we were trading kisses. The next minute I woke up. Knowing it was just a dream (Just a dream). I glanced over my side, so no one lying there. I met a stranger in my dreams today. The dream guy stole my heart away.


They're not really that good. But, comment and tell me what you think!! Thanks.

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Brand New <> No Seatbelt Song [25 Jan 2004|04:26pm]
So, it's sad that doesn't suit you now.
And me fresh out of rope...
Please ignore this lisp, I never meant to sound like this.
So take me and break me and make me strong like you.
I'll be forever grateful to this and you.
It's only you, beautiful.
Or I don't want anyone.
If I can choose it's only you.
Fix me to a chain around your neck and wear me like a nickel.
Even new wine served in old skins cheapens the taste.
I shot the pilot, now I'm begging you to fly this for me.
I'm here for you to use, broken and bruised.
Do you understand?
It's only you, beautiful.
Or don't want anyone.
If I can choose, it's only you.
But how could I miscalculate... perfect eyes will have perfect hate.
If I can choose, it's only you.
“We're wrecking” and I'm dry like a drum...
so fine I'll leave... we're spent... take our time...
measured... we slave for days.
It's only you, beautiful.
Or I don't want anyone.
If I can choose. It's only you.
But how could I miscalculate... perfect lies from a perfect hate.
If I can choose... it's only you.


hey everyone, im rebecca and im 15. i just joined this community and looking for some friends! add me and i'll add you back. i love emo and brand new is my favorite band <3 ++++
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[25 Jan 2004|05:10pm]
[ mood | busy ]

Your words find a way underneath my skin
You say "I love you"
It shoots right through my chest
And heads straight for my heart

You trap me in
By all the pretty little things you say

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[25 Jan 2004|05:35pm]
PUSH ME OUT FROM THE DARKNESS
TO A SKY THAT'S COLORED BLUE
SOMEWHERE SOMEONE'S FINDING HAPPINESS
WHILE I'M STILL HERE SO HUNG UP ON YOU

NOTHING IS REAL
AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW
THAT I'M NOT ALRIGHT
WHEN YOU TEAR OPEN MY CHEST
I'LL TRY NOT TO FLINCH
WON'T MAKE PROMISES
YOU TAUGHT ME THAT I'M STILL LOSING WHAT'S LEFT OUT
MY SELF ESTEEM
AND I'M STILL WATCHING THE SLOW FADING OF ALL MY DAYDREAMS

THE HARDEST THINGS TO SAY ARE THE WORDS THAT MEAN THE MOST
SO I'LL BITE MY TONGUE TIL IT BLEEDS AND I DOUBT YOU'LL EVEN KNOW
THE EASIEST THING TO FAKE'S A FEELING TO FOOL SOMEONE ELSE
AND I'VE BEEN TRICKED FOR SO LONG BY YOU THAT I SPENT THESE LAST FEW MONTHS IN MY OWN HELL

A FAILED APOLOGY
A DAY TOO LATE BUT NOW I SEE
THAT ALL YOU REALLY WANT'S TO SEE ME DANGLE NECK FIRST FROM A TREE
BUT WHAT WOULD YOU NEED ME FOR
YOU'VE GOT FRIENDS GALORE
AND ALL YOU'LL EVER BE TO ME'S A STUPID LYING EXCUSE FOR A PERSON

I COULD CALL
BUT I KNOW THAT YOU WON'T BE THERE TO PICK UP THE PHONE
YOU DON'T HAVE TIME FOR ME
I COULD CALL BUT I KNOW YOU WON'T GET THE PHONE
DON'T HAVE TIME FOR ME
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[25 Jan 2004|05:54pm]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | Good Charlotte:"Change" ]

As truthful as things get....

I am lost in the see-thru, I think you lost yourself too,
Throughout all of this confusion, I hope I somehow get to you,
I practiced all the things I'd say, To tell you how I feel,
And when I finally get my chance, It all seems so surreal,
'Cause from the first time I saw you, I only thought about you,
I didn't know you, I wanted to hold onto, The things you'd never say to me,
'Cause you said...

You can't change the way you feel,
I could never do that, I could never do that,
But you can't tell me this ain't real,
'Cause this is real
And you would see right through that,
In the end it's all I've got, So I'm gonna hold onto that,
So I'm gonna hold on and on and on and on,

Now you've got me watching your eyes,
(Watching just to see, Watching just to see)
Got me waiting just to see,
(If you'll ever look at me)
If it goes the way it never will,
(Will it ever go, Will it ever go my way)
Your eyes are watching me, and now you've got me thinking 'bout,
The first time that I met you, Standing in a crowded room,
But I could only see you, And I hope my words will get through,
'Cause now I can't forget you, I want to tell you,
If only I could reach you, And make you feel this way,
But you said...

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[25 Jan 2004|06:14pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | The Closer I Get - Once Like A Spark (whole cd) ]

*waves* um, hi! i'm kimber. i'm sort of new to this community.. well not really, i've been hopelessly obsessed with this for a while. i read every half an hour basically because i love lyrics, they're just so gosh-dang prettty.. okay enough chit-chat that you don't care enough about.
so anyways.. i heard about this really great band called Jamison Parker.. i was just wondering what cd's i should buy and WHY?! (meaning, give me some lyrics that are worth-while)
okay, well, thanks or not..

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[25 Jan 2004|06:14pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | The Closer I Get - Once Like A Spark (whole cd) ]

*waves* um, hi! i'm kimber. i'm sort of new to this community.. well not really, i've been hopelessly obsessed with this for a while. i read every half an hour basically because i love lyrics, they're just so gosh-dang prettty.. okay enough chit-chat that you don't care enough about.
so anyways.. i heard about this really great band called Jamison Parker.. i was just wondering what cd's i should buy and WHY?! (meaning, give me some lyrics that are worth-while)
okay, well, thanks or not..

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you're rad. i'm rad. let's hug. [25 Jan 2004|06:15pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Aside - The Weakerthans ]

i'm thinking up all the lines
that you would never fall for
i'm packing up my things
and getting out of california
i'm leaving my heart here
i won't need it on the east coast
you can keep all of the things
that stopped working when my heart broke

that mix tape, my ring, the letters from you
they used to keep me feeling good
now they keep me blue

with numb fingers come numb hearts
it's too cold by the atlantic
but i cant come back home just yet
where there live hopeless romantics
i need a dose of unemotion
to clarify this state i'm in
cause california has taught me wrong
i think with my heart and not my head

i'm leaving you out
i'm forgetting your name
i'm burning the things that keep me this way
i'm taking back all of the things i ever said
take away everything that keeps you in my head

my sheets, your clothes, the things you forgot
they smelled of someone that i loved
but now that person is gone

you'll never get to me this way again


sorry.. i know it's not great but any comments would be appreciated.. =)

<3 meg

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[25 Jan 2004|06:26pm]
[ mood | weird ]
[ music | MANIC STREET PREACHERS // 4st 7lbs ]

Poison the well - Torn


Feelings non existent. Loss of a tortured soul. So cold and fearful.
Unnoticed and unclaimed. Left as one alone. On the endless road.
To bear on for a lifetime. Of loneliness.
She sits alone and slowly fades away into nothingness.
[chorus]
and as she struggles on. Her mind begins to wander.
Thoughts of endless bliss. The wind her only friend.
Never again to be cared for.
She tries to hold her head up high.
Just a mask to hide the tears behind.
Only waiting to die. [x2]
As they sit by and watch. Another dead existance. Dreams torn apart.
As the spirit dies. Hiding behind the lies. And silent darkness.
[chorus]

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Jimmy Eat World ; Hear You Me [25 Jan 2004|06:39pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | jimmy eat world. ]

There's no one in town that I know
You gave us some place to go.
I never said thank you for that.
I thought I might get one more chance.
What would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
So what would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
And if you were with me tonight,
I'd sing to you just one more time.
A song for a heart so big,
God couldn't let it live.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.

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i wanted the best for you, so i pushed you away... [25 Jan 2004|06:44pm]
This is the full truth, that I promise you. 100 love songs later, still writing about you. You don't trust me, don't believe a word I speak- it's for the best. But please believe: I wanted the best for you, so I pushed you away. I didn't want you to settle, didn't want you to stay. I thought I'd be happy, I did the right thing. But now I just miss you, now I just need.. my reason for living, my everything.
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i wanted the best for you, so i pushed you away... [25 Jan 2004|06:44pm]
This is the full truth, that I promise you. 100 love songs later, still writing about you. You don't trust me, don't believe a word I speak- it's for the best. But please believe: I wanted the best for you, so I pushed you away. I didn't want you to settle, didn't want you to stay. I thought I'd be happy, I did the right thing. But now I just miss you, now I just need.. my reason for living, my everything.
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[25 Jan 2004|07:28pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

"untitled"-by me (a new song my band just finished...no title for it though...any ideas? thank you)

tore pages from your diary
the words are empty just like me and you know
it hurts so...much (so mu-uch)
to grasp the concept that you're as
lonely as you say you are
i see dark circles on the paper
where you wrote and cried yourself to sleep
for weeks and weeks
and dreamed the same dream
(but tonight!)

these words you
pour from your soul
open up a hole
in a heart that's grown cold
i beg you to live and forget
but remembering's what you do best

you're just trying to survive
the best days of your life
but i can't if i
make you feel alive
(i...know...i...do...)

tore pages from your diary
the words are empty just like me and you know
it hurts so...much (so mu-uch)

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mmhh [25 Jan 2004|07:48pm]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | Ben Kweller ]

hey. my friend ashley wrote this, and i thought it was pretty good. Shes not finished with it..but i enjoy this much. I was wondering what your opinion on it was.
Thanks all. <33

Can u cure this syndrom thats so very unknown
of always hurting and feeling alone
equipped with the pain of a broken heart
including the feelingg of falling apart
Without a heart am i still considered alive?
with the loss of you i must of died
i saved these tears to supply the rainfall
and i wrote these words to result in scrawl

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[25 Jan 2004|08:06pm]
Another sleepless night I'm dreaming of you.
I know I'm alone in this place.
This silence rings harshly in my ears
these lost tears run down my face.

I wish that you would come back to me.
I wish I could weep away my soul.
and one night i dreamt you returned, finally
but when i wake, a dream will never make me whole.

Once again, you look too perfect.
Here, I'll let go of all regret.
I swear I'll forget all the loving words you said,
and never really meant.

I wish that you would come back to me.
I wish I could sing my heart away,
and one night i dreamt you returned, finally
and in my dreams you'll always stay.

Why am I believing?
Why am I still breathing?
Why should I keep sleeping?
If I cant think of you...
If I cant be with you...


Under lonely stars, they’ll comfort me
but disappear, as darkness leaves the sky for day.
And I still need you here today.
but these dreams always fade away.
but these dreams always fade away...
Dreams always fade away...
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[25 Jan 2004|08:17pm]
The higher you are the farther you fall
The longer the walk the farther you crawl
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[25 Jan 2004|08:25pm]
theres a voice in my head telling me why i should hate you but i hate myself instead. theres a pair of dead eyes in the mirror looking back at me. i guess its wrong to live life. so wipe it clean. the scars are tearing open along my palms and knees. I GUESS THATS WHAT I SHOULD GET FOR CRAWLING BACK TO YOUR FEET. and now im feeling so down that theres no man above and no mercy for a soul thats just way too fucked up. THERES A PAIN IN MY CHEST GROWING STRONGER WITH EVERY HEARTBEAT. NOW THERE'S NOTHING LEFT OF ME BUT EMPTY BOTTLES OF PILLS AND BICARDI. leave me here in time.
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i'd give you my hand if you'de reach out and grab it [25 Jan 2004|08:26pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | the distillers - drain the blood ]

Dad, your boy is about to fall.
He walks the razor's edge.
He's on the brink of fading out.
He's at his bitter end.
Dad, your boy who used to run, you taught him how to crawl.
He left home to find his own, now all he had is gone.
In your eyes I see a darkness that torments you
and in your head where it dwells.
I'd give you my hand if you'd reach out and grab it.
Let's walk away from this hell.
Mom, your baby is on his way.
He'll soon be at your side.
Cause he's forgotten all he's known.
A part of him has died.
Mom may never understand why baby's come and gone.
He left home to find his own, now all he has are lies.

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[25 Jan 2004|08:29pm]
couldnt you just laugh until you choke?
i wish you would
so your face could match your eyes
COLD and BLUE and LIFELESS
how did i ever
fall for you?
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[25 Jan 2004|08:32pm]
THE SHARPER THE EDGE, THE CLEANER THE WOUND, SO I'LL BE KEEPING IT DULL TONIGHT FOR I DESERVE TO HURT. DISFIGURE THE OUTSIDE TO SHOW HOW RUINED I AM. THERE'S NO PAIN AND NO PLEASURE WHEN YOU'RE TOO YOUNG TO FEEL. THERE'S A PEDISTAL ACROSS THE ROOM AND IF I TRY TO CLIMB AGAIN, THIS TIME THE FALL IS FATAL. I DONT DESERVE SUCH AN EASY EXIT, SO MAYBE MY SPINE CAN SNAP ON IMPACT AND I'LL HAVE TO CRAWL AWAY. I'M READY TO TAKE THAT BIG STEP, START TEARING OFF THE LAYERS I PUT UP; OR IS IT TOO LATE TO FEEL ANYTHING BUT WHAT I AM? I DARE YOU TO FIND A PROBLEM, NOW IT SEEMS WE CAN FIX ANYTHING. JUST CLOSE THE DOOR AND LET ME DO WHAT I NEED, CAUSE IT'S BETTER FOR US IF YOU JUST LET ME LEAVE. IM READY TO TAKE THAT BIG STEP, START TEARING OFF THE LAYERS I PUT UP; OR IS IT TOO LATE TO FEEL ANYTHING BUT WHAT I AM? I DARE YOU TO FIND A PROBLEM, NOW IT SEEMS WE CAN FIX ANYTHING. HOW TO FIX EVERYTHING...
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[25 Jan 2004|08:34pm]
[ mood | cranky ]
[ music | Anadivine- Cross your heart ]

ncomplete and total adoration
My gift to you, My heart was yours
Ten weeks you shaped it, In one night you murdered it
Torn from my chest and layed at your feet
That first step you took was the worst
Since then you've walked a thousand miles.

In silence short of a mark, I still have these memories
But we will never see what could have been
Remember when we talked about where we would be in one year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember cause that's all that you can do.

We'll never make another memory
We'll never make another memory

I wish I would have died in your arms the last time we were together
So I wouldn't have to wait without you today
This time I thought things were real
You said they were, what happened?
You were a priority, I was an option
I let you see a side I don't share with anyone
Promises are just words unless they are fufilled
And here from the beginning all I had to offer was my heart
I'm sorry that wasn't enough

So we will go our own ways and
Hopefully you'll remember the things I told you
Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said was in sincerity
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this.
But I guess I learned from this
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake
I just wish the story didn't end this way
Cause I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it

Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?

Across April - A year from now...

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Not a lyric but..... [25 Jan 2004|08:36pm]
"You dont burn out from going to fast. You burn out from going too slow and getting bored."
-cliff burton
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best friends forever*take a chance on me [25 Jan 2004|08:40pm]
[ mood | oh well ]

ugh stupid guys and their stupid "you're my best friend and i dont want to screw that up any more than i already have" whats the f*ing harm in trying.
----------------------------------------------------------------
M, 4, V, T, C and H
Might need to provide this number at the gate
STEADY PILOT BECAUSE I'M HALF AFRAID
I can't believe youd ask me that
Of Course I dont believe in fate
Would you be depressed?
If I attend that wedding, but only as a guest
Such an unfaithful bride draped in dress
Spun with threads of my regret
SING IT LOUD DROWN OUT THE FEELING
When you're feeling much more odd (even)
And half as true as dishonored seamen
We'll breathe Pacific and fight our demons
Would you be DEPRESSED?
If I attend that wedding, but only as a GUEST
Such an unfaithful bride draped in dress
Spun with threads of my REGRET
So arch your back
And flip your hair
Make eye contact so you know I care
YOU KNOW I CARE
But only as a guest
Such an unfaithful bride draped in dress
Spun with threads of my regret
---------------------------------------------------------------
i've been in this situation so long i've almost become ammune to it

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..the feeling that im gonna get burned. [25 Jan 2004|09:02pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | bowl of oranges-bright eyes. ]

yea..so im new..and very ignorant to all this.but im trying. im a big fan of this community..so i hope i dont disappoint.
..this song holds a lot of meaning for me..it takes me away when i need it most.

-jump, little children-angeldust(please come down)-

the islands off the coast are on fire.
yellow and crimson.
just beyond calico beach.
the fire's ascension.
of gasoline..burned red and green.
is like a blazing corona..of a midnight sun.

under the angeldust and the terminus.
the heavens have already been turned.
caught in the circling eye.
of a cloudy high.
is the feeling that im gonna get burned.

the islands off the coast are on fire.
orange and violet.
standing on a thundering beach.
frozen in silence.
the rising sound..of burning ground.
is like a carbon echo..of a smoking gun.

under the angeldust and the terminus.
the heavens have already been turned.
caught in the circling eye.
of a cloudy high.
is the feeling that im gonna get burned.

just beyond..the solution.
of rolling seas and pollution.
salted hands.
salted lashes.
salted wings.
turned to ashes.
..please come down.
please come down.
please come down.

standing on a turpentine beach.
the sky's growing blacker.
the imagery.
seems clear to me.
a glowing symbol of danger.
on the horizon.

under the angeldust and the terminus.
the heavens have already been turned.
caught in the circling eye.
of a cloudy high.
is the feeling that im gonna get burned.
..is the feeling that im gonna get burned.

..anyways.thats it for my first.
katlyn.xoxx.

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why helo there [25 Jan 2004|09:07pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | road trippin - red hot chili peppers ]

this song.. i dont know wut it is but it just always descirbes wut im feeling. its a great song, even if its old


GLYCERINE::BUSH
must be your skin that i'm sinking in :: must be for real 'cos now i can feel :: and i didn't mind :: it's not my kind :: it's not my time to wonder why :: everything gone white :: and everything's grey :: now you're here now you're away :: i don't want this :: remember that :: i'll never forget where you're at :: don't let the days go by :: glycerine

i'm never alone :: i'm alone all the time :: are you at one :: or do you lie :: we live in a wheel :: where everyone steals :: but when we rise it's like strawberry fields

if i treated you bad :: you bruise my face :: couldn't love you more :: you got a beautiful taste :: don't let the days go by :: could have been easier on you :: i couldn't change though i wanted to :: could have been easier by three :: our old friend fear and you and me :: glycerine :: don't let the days go by :: glycerine

i needed us more :: when we wanted us less :: i could not kiss just regress :: it might just be :: clear simple and plain :: that's just fine :: that's just one of my names :: don't let the days go by :: could've been easier on you :: glycerine


its great =). well if ne1 has any good songs post! hehe... im a lyrics whore

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[25 Jan 2004|09:18pm]
she told you she dreamed in black and white
you didnt believe her but she was right
altho her tears were different from the rest, they were red
and if youve ever been tin her room, you`ll see all the stains on her bed
she never told anyone what made her cry
but she had unique tears
and when she cried she cried for years

she told us stories of how she use to see color
until her heart was broken and she didnt see no other
no one could mend her broken heart
this was some sort of perfect art
and her color slowly faded to black and white
she knew this wasnt right

she never told anyone what made her cry
but she had unique tears
and when she cried she cried for years

..comments would be loved..
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throwing stars that i once caught [25 Jan 2004|09:21pm]
You sell these downfalls to the people underneath you. I'll never understand: you dream of fainting, and breathing slower, and lions struggling for my heart, and I fell away from you. Bright skyline, fractured by the truth. We all take turns knocking over the lies we've built to drive away our fear. You act like nothing's wrong; something's wrong. I don't understand change, but I always hope I will. You make me fall apart, you always watch me fall.
miracle of 86 // truth poem in 4/4

Tuesday, the first day I met you, throwing stars that I once caught, I gave you something. Left a piece of myself in your room. You never knew. One stupid angel, all wings and all heart and all weighed down. Spilled my eyes out, left a piece of my self in your room. I gave you something. I trusted you, but no more. We believe these things until they fall away, I know.
miracle of 86 // tuesday song

been looking for these lyrics for ages only just found them. enjoy.
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[25 Jan 2004|09:23pm]
[ mood | cold ]

i heard this song last night and i absolutly love it.

Hoobastank-The Reason..

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

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[25 Jan 2004|09:27pm]
“I’m sure you know, but I love you more than words could say”
He smiled and sent me a poison kiss
And I can still taste him on my lips
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your breath numbs my soul [25 Jan 2004|09:46pm]
[ mood | cynical ]
[ music | Thursday // Division Street ]

FATA // I'm The Best At Ruining My Life

I've boarded up the windows to keep the morning from intrusion
I've left it on the doorknob, could you please just not disturb
On days like this we find it so hard to push ourselves up and out of bed
When nothing falls in favor of
I have so many things I would like to explain to you
But I don't know just how to communicate
I can't take this body shaking
Dress and we'll begin
Nights can be so violent when beds become vacant
So now I've blown it once again,
this would have been the last offense and
You should have been here months ago with open arms and honest face
Addres full doubt you've ever felt frustration well I'm choking on it now
And it's the hardest thing for me to shake
Is it because of this vacancy that you swear never to believe?
Honestly honest me, with a look that's so deceiving
I'll bite, chew, swallow, and digest the hands that feed me
With a bayonet for a tongue,
Swallow words inadvertently,
And to the organ flame I'll maintain a close adjacency
I have so many themes; I would love to explain to you
Farewell to all the days you were, within my reach,
and as of right now everything is making perfect sense.

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[25 Jan 2004|10:15pm]
[ mood | thankful ]

Promise me you'll hold my hand through it all.
And tell me the stars belong to us tonight,
because I'm wishing on that one heading our way.
So shut your eyes tight and believe me when I say
you're the only person I want to spend my nights with.

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[25 Jan 2004|10:57pm]
Don't act like you care,
We both know why you're here.
My world has come undone,
I've got the perfect word to describe it...
It's on the tip of my tongue.
I want you on the tip of my tongue.
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Because I cared way more. [25 Jan 2004|10:57pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | "Friend Is A Four Letter Word"-Cake ]

This song is heaven.

"You're So Great"-Blur

Sad, drunk and poorly
Sleep in really late
Sad, drunk and poorly
Not feeling so great
Wandering lost, in a town..full of frowns
Sad, drunk and poorly
Dogs diggin up the ground

And I feel the light in the night and in the day
And I feel the light
When the sky's just mud and grey
And I feel the light when you tell me it's okay
'Cause you're so great and I love you.

Tea, tea and coffee
Helps to start the day
Tea, tea and coffee
Shaking all the way
City's alive, a surpise so am I
Tea, tea and coffee, get no sleep today

And I feel the light in the night and in the day
And I feel the light
When the sky's just mud and grey
And I feel the light when you tell me it's okay
'Cause you're so great and I love you.



In Love. Insane.

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[25 Jan 2004|11:09pm]
"the deception effect"-by me
lets take this slow
you know, it's not the way
you say the things you say
sweetie
i don't know what it is
but i have a good mind to just
leave you bleedin here
where does it go from there
cuz i've gotten pretty sick and tired
of settin' my heart on fire
and i've had it up to here

with the same old lines you say
and every night you come home late
with the smell of men's aftershave
and your lipstick smeared from cheek to cheek...
and every night you come home late
with the smell of men's aftershave
and your lipstick smeared from cheek to cheek...

lets take this slow
you know, it's not the way
you say the things you say
sweetie
i don't know what it is
but i have a good mind to just
leave you bleedin here
where does it go from there
cuz i've gotten pretty sick and tired
of settin' my heart on fire
and i've had it up to here

I!...WON'T!...HOLD!...YOU UP!...
i won't hold you up...
while you collapse under the pressure...

with the same old lines you say
and every night you come home late
with the smell of men's aftershave
and your lipstick smeared from cheek to cheek...
and every night you come home late
with the smell of men's aftershave
and your lipstick smeared from cheek to cheek...
ON YOUR FACE!
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WANTED: BEST ACOUSTIC SONGS [25 Jan 2004|11:47pm]
do any of you have favorite songs that just sound amazing on acoustic? if so please comment! thanks so much!
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[25 Jan 2004|11:56pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | saosin - translating the name ]

My hands were never cold
When yours were laced with them
As different as you are now
I think you were more yourself back then
And the stars we looked up, the ones we wished upon.
On those nights inthe back of your truck
after all your concerts.
Unlike you heart - they still shine
and they arent gone.
Now im missing you so much it hurts.
Why do people have to change and love in hearts have to rearrange?
Im going to tell myself that it was nothing
Cause "Crushes dont last"
Tell me howt people you wanted to be with forever
can soon become your past.
So when I miss you and your not around
Ill pretend you cant get to me
Or that your out of town.
The truth is, your all wrong for me
Because you swept me off my feet
And I need to keep my feet on the ground.
Its me when your out trying to make everyone fall in love with you.
when Im at home, knowing no one will ever love you as much as I already do.
And Ive learned that no matter how mcuh I want you to stay.
I cant help it that you lost your heart somewhere along the way.
This heartbreak is everything but what I want.
And this love has made me go against everything Ive ever been taught.
So tell me Im not wrong when I say..
We'll find a way back to eachother one day..
-nlt

something I wrote.. tell me what you guys think.. thanks =)

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