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HI MOZ!!! ..I MEAN HI MOM!!! [24 Jan 2004|12:12am]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | crimson & clover ]

WHERE DID THE SONG "FLYING AT TREE LEVEL" COME FROM BY BRAND NEW?!?!?!??!?!?!?!??!
DOES ANYONE KNOW?!?!?!?!? I'D LIKE TO KNOW ?!?!?!?!

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[24 Jan 2004|12:33am]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | my headache ]

hey everyone
i just wrote this song literally 5 seconds ago so its really new and i thought who better to ask for feedback than lyric geniuses..

who knew
that my cure lied within your kiss
my disease lied within my heart
and my heart lied in your hands
and who knew
i was slowly dying in your arms
and as we'd lay under the midnight stars
pieces of me were falling everywhere


it comes as a surprise
that you already realized
and took advantage of everything we had

chorus:
your love is the killer
my heart is the victim
you write the script
just forget the fairytale ending
your no prince charming
and im no princess in love
just a fool who thought it could happen


who knew
that the key in your pocket
unlocked this chain wrapped tight around me
and i was being guided through these feelings
and who knew
that you were a magician
beacause baby, you tricked me so good
but i know your secret....

chorus

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[24 Jan 2004|01:00am]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | AFI- "Girl's Not Grey" ]

Yeah ... does anyone know any lyrics about feeling abandoned and alone. Like, when you feel you need your someone there for you the most, there's no one. No friends, no family... You feel like you're just kinda there by yourself, with no real purpose. ??? Thanks =/

<33 Tania

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Cross your fingers, and pray for Winter. I'll be there, painting the town your favorite color. [24 Jan 2004|03:27am]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | A Static Lullaby-Love to Hate, Hate to Me ]

Take me back to the time that you and I were fine. Taking turns steering this, crashing this, wreaking us. And I know that if we both took the time, that this would work. Take me back to the summer of 2003, where nothing mattered but you and me. And I know that if we both cared enough, this would work. We could make this work. Falling down with you again and again. I'd get back up a million and one times just to have you back here holding my hand. The summer is gone, the winter is near, I'd give it all away just to have you here. I have problems that you don't care to hear. I've got a scar I could talk about. I've got the world standing by my side, but none of that matters when it's you that I'm without. I take back the mean stares, the hang ups, and that last "fuck you." I take back the "I don't care's", the time my fuck-up's, and that last "I don't care what you do." I'd give it all away to love you.

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!URGENT! [24 Jan 2004|07:53am]
Does anyone know any songs about screwing up a friendship? Like telling someone they like that they like them, and they found out that you told the other person. Something like that. PLEASE! It will be EXTREMELY HELPFUL!!!
<33 Katie
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[24 Jan 2004|10:27am]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | dead poetic - burgundy ]

just really like this song. The band's not emo, they're more of melodic screamo but the song sure as hell could be emo. It's acoustic and everything. :P
Dead poetic - bliss tearing eyes

Cause you bleed all the time
The peices of a broken heart are wasted time
And I can't forgive myself for all the things I've done
But you, you do
Bleed one more time for me
Cause my heart is filled is filled with lonliness
And this world is filled with lonliness
Bleed one more time for me
Cause the struggles of this world are blistering
Blistering
Your cells run through my veins
The times you lifted a demand
That's me again
And I can't forgive myself....
for all the things I've done
But you
You do
Bleed one more time for me
Cause my heart is filled with lonliness
And this world is filled with lonliness
Bleed one more time for me
Cause the struggles of this world are blistering
Blistering
Cause you bleed all the time

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DEFIANCE LYRICS [24 Jan 2004|11:13am]
[ mood | geeky ]
[ music | Three Doors Down ]

"No Future No Hope"

every day that goes by it all seems the same
people work and people slave and piss their lives away
people taking and never getting it's all the same old shit
while everything around us is crubling bit by bit
you fuck right off if you think that i 'll play a part
in this system that was doomed right from the start
a system built on slavery, domination, and degradation
production and consumption and over all corruption
fuck right off if you think you have a say
in this system that takes your life away
you can rock the boat or rock the vote the choice is up to you
but i won't put faith in those who are fucking me and you
i don't give a shit if the system falls to peices
if it all stops if it all ceases
it's not getting any better and it couldn't get much worse
the only hope and dream i have is to watch it all destroyed

[Chorus:]
there ain't no future and there ain't no hope
for humankind or change within the system
there ain't no future and there ain't no hope
in a fucked up system that takes your life away
there ain't no future and there ain't no hope
rules and regulations getting in our way
there ain't no future and there ain't no hope
the only hope and dream i have is to watch it all destroyed

Im heading to the Blink 182 Concert in March to go and support Brand New.
:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>:>

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i like it wen you call me BIG papa. [24 Jan 2004|11:35am]
i dont know maybe its just me, but it seems everyone is posting the same lyrics over and over and over agian. once agian, maybe its just me, but im looking for new bands that maybe i wouldn't have known about if i weren't in this community. im sick of the same old taking back sunday, brand new, brighteyes, saves the day. YES they are good bands YES there lyrics are awesome. but do we really do they need to be posted a million times? thats all i have to say. thank you.

ps. im not trying to sound bitchy. just stating my opinion.
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[24 Jan 2004|11:55am]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | The Brave Little Toaster Goes To Mars (TV) ]

Here's a little song I wrote. Tell me what you think of it. It's not all that good, but it describes what I'm feeling.

"Mail Love"

I sign my last letter
Saying "I love you"
This time I didn't mean it

I fold it up small
Write your name on the envelope
Put it in, seal it tight

I'm sending my love through the mail
I'm saying goodbye
As crimson tears run through this heart

I signed my last letter
Saying "I love you"
Only this time I didn't mean it

Few days later
I recieve a small piece of paper
Signed only saying
"Here's your heart back"

I signed my last letter
Saying "I love you"
Only this time I don't mean it



Please comment and tell me what you think of it! :)

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[24 Jan 2004|12:37pm]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | everclear?-everything is wonderful now ]

i wrote this last night after my boyfriend logged off, its weird cuz weve only been going out for two days, but ive loved him for almost 2 yrs. it sounds like its about sex, but its actually about the day after he asked me:

the day after
has to be the best
the thrill
the lingering taste
oh, the wanting
yea
youre my day after kind of guy


meh?

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[24 Jan 2004|01:27pm]
From Autumn to Ashes - Autumns Monologue

Oh why cant I be what you need
a new improved version of me
but i'm nothing so good
no i'm nothing
just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
of violence of love and of sorrow
i beg for just one more tomorrow
where you hold me down fold me in
deep deep deep in the heart of your sins

I break in two over you
I break in two
And each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you dont see me, you dont...

here i'm in between darkness and light
bleached and blinded by these nights
where im tossing and tortured til dawn
by you, visions of you then youre gone
the shock lifts the red from my face
when i hear someone's taking my place
how could love be so thoughtless, so cruel
when all, all that i did was for you

i break in two over you
i break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life
but you dont see me you dont..

i break in two over you
i break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life
but you dont see me you don't...

i break in two over you
i break in two over you, over you
i break in two
i would break in two for you
now you see me
now you don't
now you need me
now you don't
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[24 Jan 2004|01:38pm]
it's just not the same when you wake up in the morning
with a smile on your face
when you know you lied yourself to sleep to make it better
to make it better
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[24 Jan 2004|01:39pm]
and the snow falls down melts before it even hits the ground and i'm standing here listening to the sound of your hand washing back and forth across my filthy heart and i don't know if i should say "i'm sorry" or "thank you" i try to speak but the tears choke the words and i think i finally know what they mean when they talk about joy.
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[24 Jan 2004|01:40pm]

there's something that i know
i can't do this anymore
but don't ask why
because i can't tell you
i don't know
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[24 Jan 2004|01:41pm]
i remember little town and the big gray house with the burgundy door the lawn shaped like a boot and the boy who liked pretending that the island in the middle was a shore time is a clock ticking it stops my heart to think of it i remember the magic in your eyes i'd stare at them and you'd say the silliest things like "christopher i'm crazy about you" and "matthew i love you monstrously" and it's my favorite time of year how i wish that you were here (or how i wish that i could be there) to watch the lights blink on the tree give thanks to god for everything and lay down all my fears and it's too late to call you on the phone and tell you that your boy is all alone tonight but i will never forget how you taught me to stand on these rubber legs and fight.
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[24 Jan 2004|01:42pm]
and it just feels like everyone is leading this great big lie they call their life. i never understood how you could sit there and feed me lies. i never understood how you could be so... like that. we are not fucking drama television.
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[24 Jan 2004|01:58pm]
[ music | Yellowcard-Miles Apart...i dont know why that's in my head. ]

Something else I had to write.

I want to drink like it's tomorrow and pass out like it's today.
Maybe then I'll get my head start on dying, And wish my dreams away.
You were my dream that flew away.
With your cardboard wings, you thought you'd escape,
And you did. I didn't even chase you.
I couldn't.
And all my lines of scribbled ink somehow sound like a movie.
A movie on some love that coulnd't have gone wrong, But it did.
So you could play director, I could be your puppet.
That's how it was, That's how it'll be.
You can use me, You can use me.
Our movie will crash like 'Gigli'

I though thar humor was nice, right.

Comment.....

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[24 Jan 2004|02:11pm]
[ music | razorblades and cupcakes ]

Is it still you and me against the world? All I’ve got to lose are my teeth.
We’re gonna throw it down together, tonight.
We’re gonna burn this town to the ground and laugh over the flames.

Collapsible sentiment fills our lives.
I’ve burned pages behind me and mountains before.
Watch us break at the waist and bleed from our fingertips...
nailing our coffins to our outstretched arms.

I’m lost in a haze of myself.
My memory is too filled with fists
And my hands are too weak from writing down our lives.
Here we are...watch us go.
Four shots fire out, cold and hollow
and your eyes give in to that shattered glass shine.
So I call out and I follow.
Passion can't apply when we're so drained and pale.


the anatomy of the journey. boys night out

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lyrics are fun [24 Jan 2004|02:12pm]
[ mood | content ]

in the land of dirt and plaster
lies an army of a thousand nowhere kids
losing ground and falling faster
into a life that no one should have to live

we are the people that you hate
we are the bastards that you created (the fucking bastards that you created)
a generation with no place
a generation of all your sons and daughters

behind the fake family image
behind the smile of a thousand moms and dads
inside the cage that we've been given
i see an image of the future that we don't have

[chorus]

and what did you expect ... a perfect child
raised by tv sets ... abandoned every mile
we never get respect ... never a fair trial
no one gives a shit ... as long as we smile

nowhere kids-smile empty soul

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[24 Jan 2004|02:20pm]
i was waiting for a cross-town train in the london underground
When it struck me that i've been waiting since birth to find
A love that would look and sound like a movie so i changed
My plans and rented a camera and a van and then i called you
"i need you to pretend that we are in love again" and you agreed to

I want so badly to believe that "there is truth, that love is real"
And i want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd
I greased the lens and framed the shot using a friend as my stand-in
The script it called for rain but it was clear that day so we faked it
The marker snapped and i yelled "quiet on the set"
And then called "action!"
And i kissed you in a stye that clark gable would have admired
(i thought it classic)

I want so badly to believe that "there is truth, that love is real"
And i want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd
I know you're wise beyond your years, but do you ever get the fear
That your perfect verse is just a lie you tell yourself to help you get by?


The Postal Service - Clark Gable
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Howdy [24 Jan 2004|02:34pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | Nothing ]

well im banot for long :(........

I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye as she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

This love has taken it's toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again

This love has taken it's toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything is alright
My pressure on her hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do

This love has taken it's toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

Maroon Five-This Love

XoxO-Sarah*

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I Love this song [24 Jan 2004|02:38pm]
[ music | The dooors ]

I Can't Remember Anything
Can't Tell If this Is True or Dream
Deep down Inside I Feel to Scream
this Terrible Silence Stops Me
Now That the War Is Through with Me
I'm Waking up I Can Not See
That There Is Not Much Left of Me
Nothing Is Real but Pain Now

Hold My Breath as I Wish for Death
Oh Please God,wake Me

Back in the Womb its Much Too Real
in Pumps Life That I must Feel
but Can't Look Forward to Reveal
Look to the Time When I'll Live
Fed Through the Tube That Sticks in Me
Just like a Wartime Novelty
Tied to Machines That Make Me Be
Cut this Life off from Me

Hold My Breath as I Wish for Death
Oh Please God,wake Me

Now the World Is Gone I'm Just One
Oh God,help Me Hold My Breath as I Wish for Death
Oh Please God Help Me

Darkness

Imprisoning Me
All That I See
Absolute Horror
I Cannot Live
I Cannot Die
Trapped in Myself
Body My Holding Cell

Landmine

Has Taken My Sight
Taken My Speech
Taken My Hearing
Taken My Arms
Taken My Legs
Taken My Soul
Left Me with Life in Hell

Metallica-One

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I Love this song [24 Jan 2004|02:38pm]
[ music | The dooors ]

I Can't Remember Anything
Can't Tell If this Is True or Dream
Deep down Inside I Feel to Scream
this Terrible Silence Stops Me
Now That the War Is Through with Me
I'm Waking up I Can Not See
That There Is Not Much Left of Me
Nothing Is Real but Pain Now

Hold My Breath as I Wish for Death
Oh Please God,wake Me

Back in the Womb its Much Too Real
in Pumps Life That I must Feel
but Can't Look Forward to Reveal
Look to the Time When I'll Live
Fed Through the Tube That Sticks in Me
Just like a Wartime Novelty
Tied to Machines That Make Me Be
Cut this Life off from Me

Hold My Breath as I Wish for Death
Oh Please God,wake Me

Now the World Is Gone I'm Just One
Oh God,help Me Hold My Breath as I Wish for Death
Oh Please God Help Me

Darkness

Imprisoning Me
All That I See
Absolute Horror
I Cannot Live
I Cannot Die
Trapped in Myself
Body My Holding Cell

Landmine

Has Taken My Sight
Taken My Speech
Taken My Hearing
Taken My Arms
Taken My Legs
Taken My Soul
Left Me with Life in Hell

Metallica-One

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[24 Jan 2004|03:04pm]
[ music | my chemican romance-drowning lessons ]

The Entire World Is Counting On Me, And... - [Norma Jean]

Running away from this earth. May it pass away
in the beautiful flames that it was created for.For all i care set it all a blaze.



pretty song.

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[24 Jan 2004|03:06pm]
Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head
'Cuz so many things were left unsaid
but now you're gone
And I can't think straight

This could be the one last chance
To make you understand

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
'Cuz I know I won't forget you

Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of droping out of school
And leave this place
to never come back

So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting

This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again

I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep I can't forget you
nanana (...)
And I'd do anything for you

I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
There's nothing I won't do
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
'Cuz I know I won't forget you

<3Simple Plan-I'd Do Anything For You
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[24 Jan 2004|03:15pm]
She grew up with the children of the stars
in the Hollywood hills and the boulevards.
Her parents threw big parties. Everyone was there.
They hung out with folks like Dennis Hopper and Bob Seger and
Sonny and Cher.

She feels safe now in this bar on Fairfax.
And from the stage I can tell that she can't let go and she can't
relax.
And just before she hangs her head to cry,
I sing to her a lullaby
I sing:

(chorus)
Everything's gonna be all right.
Rock-a-bye, rock-a-bye.
Everything's gonna be all right.
Rock-a-bye, rock-a-bye, rock-a-bye.

She still lives with her mom outside the city
down that street about a half a mile.
And all her friends tell her she's so pretty
but she'd be a whole lot prettier if she smiled once in a while.
'Cause even her smile looks like a frown.
She's seen her share of devils in this angel town.

(chorus)

I told her I ain't so sure about this place.
It's hard to play a gig in this town and keep a straight face.
Seems like everybody's got a plan.
It's kind of like Nashville with a tan.

(chorus)


Shawn Mullins-Lullaby
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[24 Jan 2004|03:42pm]
VERSE 1:
So how could I go on, and where did we go wrong
can someone give me answers maybe
the way you looked in that dress
so obviously selfish
can you just wake me in the end

CHORUS:
cause I am, taking it all back, thats every word that I said
for every word that you could never get the nerve to say
taking it all back, thats evey promise i made
for every promise you could never get the nerve to say
... the nerve to say

VERSE 2:
And tell me when you leave, so i can finally breath
though suffocating isn't so bad
bloodstains all over your bed, my fingernails down my back
can you just wake me in the end

go to CHORUS

BRIDGE:
this world can swallow you whole
but i will never be taken alive
this world can swallow you whole
but will never be taken alive

go to CHORUS

Count The *S*T*A*R*S*-Taking It All Back
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one two fuck you don't tell me what to do, i don't wanna be like you [24 Jan 2004|04:10pm]
okay this is just something i wrote really fast. it was from a while ago..

rewind to your face.stop.pause.don't leave screamd my bloody heart.
play.fast foward. to that scene. replay.that's all i seem to do anymore.
it was that moment when our eyes met.
why don't you just take my heart now, cause you've already won it.
it's only that easy.please be careful.
yeah, maybe this is the end, but i'm praying it's only the beginning
you don't even know how i feel. do i?
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[24 Jan 2004|04:24pm]
in my car
five days and counting here you.. are
the phone rings
what more could you say yeah

i know you won't ever admit that
you fell for him
he never loved you back
isnt it wonderful?
so predictable?
i told you so

stay awake
i'm here now
don't say sorry

not waking up
cause he knows you're calling
he's holding back
cause he knows youre falling
night and day
and thats why he's stalling
but one day
you'll be sorry

i hope that you never relive that
something tells me
trouble always gives you a hand
its just a matter of passing time
after time, after time

stay awake tonight
forget about your last goodbyes
and you'll be sorry's
stay awake tonight
forget about your last goodbyes now
dont say sorry, say sorry

stay awake
im here now don't say sorry
stay awake
i'm here
why don't you tell me is it worth it
to close your eyes and live a dream
tell me was it perfect
was he really everything
you ever thought someone could be

stay awake tonight
forget about your last goodbyes
and you'll be sorry's

stay awake
i'm here now
don't say sorry
stay awake
i'm here
why don't you...don't you
stay awake tonight
just forget about your last goodbyes
and you'll be sorry's
stay awake tonight
just forget about your last goodbyes now
don't say sorry


"five days and couting" by spitalfield
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[24 Jan 2004|05:29pm]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | cadence <- anberlin ]

this is something i wrote for a girl i knew in middle school ..

Mia's Song
you say you can cry
but you hide behind a painted smile
perfect make-up, perfect style
tears dont stain those made-up cheeks
but you say you haven't slept in weeks
and a love is hiding in your mind
but you wish it could be left behind
but you cant let it go ..

you say you can fly
and you will until you fall to ground
crashing with the deafening sound
of real tears, from real cries
this time you cant hide your eyes
you say its from a broken heart
but youve been broken from the start
but that you cant accept ..

so drop the act (you say you can cry)
no more charade (you say you can fly)
take off the mask (you say you could dance)
theres no more game (if you had the chance)

you say you can dance
so you count to eight, he counts to ten
and you promise never to do it again
you want to leave, you dont want pain
the constant yelling drives you insane
so you run, you try to get away
but he grabs your arm, "baby please stay"
and of course you stay ..

and you cant run (you say you can cry)
and dont try to hide (you say you can fly)
he said he loved you (you say you could dance)
but baby he lied (if you had the chance)

so drop the act (you say you can cry)
no more charade (you say you can fly)
take off the mask (you say you could dance)
theres no more game (if you had the chance)

and you cant run (you say you can cry)
and dont try to hide (you say you can fly)
he said he loved you (you say you could dance)
but baby he lied (but you had no chance)

soo .. lmk what you think ..

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[24 Jan 2004|06:20pm]
[ mood | scared ]
[ music | kelly-the movielife ]

songs of the week

"The Future Freaks Me Out" by motion city soundtrack

I’m on fire and now I think I’m ready to bust a move
Check it out I’m rocking steady
Go!

Betty won’t stop listening to modern rock
How she hates to be alone
I try to compensate her lack of love with coffee cake
Ice cream and a bottle of ten dollar wine she says hey
I rock the Haro sport
I rock the cow girl blues
I rock too fast for love I’m footloose in my Velcro shoes
What’s up with Will & Grace?
I don’t get drum and bass
The future freaks me out

I’m on fire and now I think ready to bust a move
Check it out I’m rocking steady
To the beat in my head
It goes oh, oh, oh, oh
I know she’s the only one
I’d rather waste our time together
Yea, ‘cause we can get down

Betty can’t quit carving question marks in my wrist
How come we’re so alone
We waste away the days with nicotine and television samples
From an era we hate to admit we embrace
We fail to represent
We fail to be content
We fail at everything we ever even try to attempt
And so the story goes
As only Betty knows
It’s time to take control

I’m on fire and now I think ready to bust a move
Check it out I’m rocking steady
To the beat in my head
It goes oh, oh, oh, oh
I know she’s the only one
I’d rather waste my time with her

(Betty, I need you
I miss you
I’m so alone without you
To call up on the weekends with my cellular phone)

Betty it’s so hard to relate
To the whole human race
I don’t know where to begin
I don’t know where to begin
If we can both find a way
To do the things that we say
We might not sit in our rooms
And drink our daydreams away
Betty, I’m a dreamer
No i’m not a vicious schemer
Oh betty won’t you.. ah fuck it

I’m on fire and now I think ready to bust a move
Check it out I’m rocking steady
To the beat in my head
It goes oh, oh, oh, oh
I know she’s the only one
I’d rather waste our time together
Yeah, ‘cause we can get down.

"Grand Theft Autumn (Where is Your Boy)"by fall out boy

Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know: you were the last good thing about this part of town.

When I wake up,
I'm willing to take my chances on the hope you hate him more than you notice I wrote this for you.
You need him. I could be him...
I could be an accident but I'm still trying.
That's more than I can say for him.
Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know: you were the last good thing about this part of town.
Someday I'll appreciate in value, get off my ass and call you...but for the meantime I'll sport my brand new fashion of waking up with pants on at 4:00 in the afternoon.

Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know: you were the last good thing about this part of town.

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[24 Jan 2004|06:44pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | George Harrison - Here comes the sun ]

Recover - Push Push

broken and pushed too far.
i'll fold up neatly and disappear.
push push, hold on, don't lose it.
push push, hold on.

how did you end up stronger
than me? how did i end up
stupid and weak? i learned my lesson.

pain disappear, i'll do anything.
pain disappear, i'll do anything.

i get consumed by fear.
beaten on and almost dead.
me? you know will be gone soon.
got nothing here instead.

how did you end up stronger
than me? how did i end up
stupid and weak? i learned my lesson.

pain disappear, i'll do anything.
pain disappear, i'll do anything.

push push, don't lose it.
could you spare just a little of your sun?
hold on, don't lose it.
could you give just a little of your light?
being that i am the foolish sucker.
i know that i will get back to you later.

pain disappear, i'll do anything.
pain disappear, i'll do anything.
pain disappear, i'll do anything.
(push push, don't lose it.)
pain disappear, i'll do anything.
i'll do anything, i'll do anything.

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[24 Jan 2004|06:52pm]
Man it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has
but Lord it takes a lonely one to wish that she had never dreamt at all
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NOT EMO MUSICALLY, BUT THE BEST SONG EVER [24 Jan 2004|06:59pm]
DON'T SAY IT TO ME NOW.
SHUT UP NOW.
LOVE WILL ONLY BREAK YOUR HEART.
DON'T SAY IT TO ME NOW.
SHUT UP NOW.
WE WERE BROKEN FROM THE START.
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love mix help... [24 Jan 2004|07:03pm]
im making some mix cds and i need some good songs about love, help me please, i got a lot but i want more, any help would be wicked. thank you.
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AW SAD SONG [24 Jan 2004|07:04pm]
"THE BALLAD"

THE LAST SELECTION IN THE BALLGAME.
DOES NEVER GET A PASS.
"NOT APPRECIATED'S" JUST HIS FIRST NAME.
HE'S THE SCAPEGOAT OF THE CLASS.
THERE ARE NO FRIENDS TO CHEER HIM UP AND
NO GIRLS, NO SWEET ROMANCE.
IT'S IMPOSSIBLE TO EXPAND,
WHEN YOU NEVER GET A SECOND CHANCE.

DO YOU KNOW, WHO'S THAT GUY, WHO'S ALL ALONE?
DO YOU CARE ENOUGH TO SEE? HE'S IN PAIN AND MISERY.

HE'S NOT GOING TO THE SCHOOL-PROM.
HE SAID HE HAD THE FLU.
TRUMPED-UP EXCUSES HE TOLD HIS MOM.
-I'M SAFER HERE WITH YOU.
SHE TOLD HER SON. -SOMEDAY, THEY'LL ALL BE
SORRY FOR MISTREATING YOU.
DON'T BE AFRAID MY SON AND TRUST ME.
-YOU'LL BE SOMEONE THEY WILL LOOK UP TO.

DO YOU KNOW, WHO'S THAT GUY, WHO'S ALL ALONE?
DO YOU CARE ENOUGH TO SEE?
HE'S IN PAIN AND MISERY... DO YOU CARE ENOUGH TO SEE?

DO YOU KNOW, WHO'S THAT GUY, WHO'S ALL ALONE?
DO YOU CARE ENOUGH TO SEE? HE'S IN PAIN AND MISERY.
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[24 Jan 2004|07:09pm]
as i sit here wondering where you are
youre sitting there wondering if im still here
its just what i wanted
:)
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looking past the sky by the white octave [24 Jan 2004|07:16pm]
just waiting for a day away
somehow i've fallen from your grace
pretending all things are okay
and everything you should have said
now i waste my time while i'm waiting for you
to break these ties
and you know its only you
when i say it's only truth i speak
i speak
i don't want to go away from you
i can't follow suit displaying the truth
but it's better if i just forget
that i can't see
and you can walk away and i can't leave
creating tales to numb the pain
a simple story to regain
the stable center i gave up
so simple and so delicate
a face that screams aloud
i'm still waiting for you
to break these ties
and you know its only you
when i say it's only truth i speak
i speak
i don't want to go away from you
i can't follow suit displaying the truth
but it's better if i just forget
that i can't see
and you can walk away and i can't leave
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[Kiss me once in the snow, I swear it never gets old] [24 Jan 2004|08:10pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Alkaline Trio- "Every Thug Needs A Lady" ]

This is such a sweet song. I love it.

Alkaline Trio - Blue In The Face

It's about time that I came clean with you
I'm no longer fine, I'm no longer running smooth
I thought that I found myself under something new
Just one more line I repeat over and over again
'Till I'm blue in the face with a choking regret
Because I talk in circles 'round you on my bed
Can't say I blame you one bit when you kept it all inside
When you left that night

It's about time that you got sick of me
No longer fun, and so far from interesting
I thought that I found me a cure for feeling old
Just one more line to keep me sleeping loudly and cold
In disgrace with a shameful regret
As I talk in tongues to myself in my bed
Can't say I blame you one bit when you kept it all inside
When you left that night

And all that followed fell like mercury to hell
Somehow we lost our heads for the last time
And all that followed fell like mercury to hell
Somehow we lost our heads for the last time

And I don't dream since I quit sleeping
And I haven't slept since I met you

And you can't breathe without coughing at daytime
And neither can I
So what do you say
Your coffin, or mine?



-Courtney

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[24 Jan 2004|08:28pm]
[ music | linkin park- one step closer ]

used to be really into to linkin park.. but dropped them.. now im feeling there lyrics..


Break...
I'm about to break!
I need room to breathe... (x3)

I cannot take this anymore
Saying everything i've said before
All these words, they make no sense
I found bliss in ignorance
Less I hear, the less you say
But you'll find that out anyway
I find the answers aren't so clear
Wish i could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts, they make no sense
I found bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again (X6)
Just like before...

Everything you say to me
And I'm about to break!
I need a little room to breathe
I'm about to break!

Everything you say to me
And I'm about to break!
I need a little room to breathe
And I'm about to break!
Break!

These are the places where I can't feel
Torn from my body, my flesh it heals
During this night we can fall apart
Waiting alone I can not resist
Feeling this hate I have never missed
These are the memories
The reason to rip off my......face

Blood is a pouring and pouring
and pouring

Shut up when I'm talking to you!
Shut up! (blood is pouring)

Everything you say to me
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
I'm about to break

Everything you say to me
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
I'm about to break

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge, and I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge, and I'm about to break

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge, and I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge, and I'm about to

Break!

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[24 Jan 2004|09:29pm]
Hold on Tightly, Lets go Lightly-Boys Night Out

When you're left with only a bullet
I'll bring the trigger and a promise to pull it
I'll be the end of everyone who's ever entered your life
And taken pieces out of it.
I'll give you enough time to regain your composure
To reconstruct a heart that's torn apart from over-exposure
I know forever isn't long enough to forget the faces and places
...that played out your tragedy.

Our memory defeats us all
I’ve touched the stagnant water and muddy walls
Of the trench where you've been sleeping
And there's nothing there worth keeping
There's nothing there worth keeping
Or believe

So on the eve of the attack
we’ll Finger traced the targets on their backs
And open fire
Just hold on until they’re gone.
So with this kiss I promise to
Never forget what you did for me
You did for me...
I felt the sun on my face for the first time, and tasted blood on my tongue for the last.

When you're left with only a bullet
I'll bring the trigger and a promise to pull it
I'll be the end of everyone who's ever entered your life
And taken pieces out of it.
I'll give you enough time to regain your composure
To reconstruct a heart that's torn apart from over-exposure
I know forever isn't long enough to forget the faces and places
...that played out your tragedy.

...great great song <3


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You're lying, But I don't mind tonight. [24 Jan 2004|09:57pm]
[ mood | chapped. ]
[ music | "Antihero"-The Appleseed Cast ]

"The Choke"-Saves The Day

Don't leave yet
It's still early and I haven't even said a word
And I'm hoping that I might upset you by saying what I want to
'Cause it's not like you don't know that I've fallen for you
But it's in my head and that's where you can't see it
And I thought that maybe if I had to bite the tips of my fingers
I could stumble over words
And tell you just how far before I hit the ground
And I'm the type to think of all the wrong things to say
And I will shut myself up and I will never come out

I'll close all my doors and only show you the black spots
Where my eyes used to be
I can say this
I can collect myself deep down and then come out punching
And I'll scream out loud.




Connecticut Cried Today.
The Morning Stars Burst Into Flames.

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[24 Jan 2004|10:00pm]
i haven't cut in a week... it's not that long, but at least i have a little bit of confidence and i sort of believe that i can stop. sorta...
i didn't do it every day. i don't get any.. pleasure out of it. it just takes my mind off whatever's bothering me. gives me something else to focus on...
just one week without it has been hard. and this week... there has been quite a few days where i would have cut. but didn't. i cried instead. i wrote songs, i played guitar. talked to friends. but i still felt the need to cut. i just... didn't. when i do cut, i don't use a razor or anything. i use a safety pin. and i make a ton of little scratches on my arm. they don't even bleed usually...
::sigh::... i hate everything.
my awesome friend liz, well her boyfriend broke up with her yesterday. because of me. he likes me more than her. i feel so terrible. i mean, i'm not that great... ::sigh::
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my throat is sore from all that i've disposed of due to you [24 Jan 2004|10:03pm]
[ mood | pessimistic ]
[ music | Coheed And Cambria // 33 ]

death cab for cutie // title and registration

the glove compartment isn't accurately named
and everybody knows it.
so i'm proposing a swift orderly change.

cause behind its door there's nothing to keep my fingers warm
and all i find are souvenirs from better times
before the gleam of your taillights fading east
to find yourself a better life.

i was searching for some legal document
as the rain beat down on the hood
when i stumbled upon pictures i tried to forget
and that's how this idea was drilled into my head

cause it's too important
to stay the way it's been

there's no blame for how our love did slowly fade
and now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all
and here i rest where disappointment and regret collide
lying awake at night

there's no blame for how our love did slowly fade
and now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all
and here i rest where disappointment and regret collide
lying awake at night (up all night)
when i'm lying awake at night.

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[24 Jan 2004|10:06pm]
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
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[24 Jan 2004|10:06pm]
Nobody’s around
Except the basement
And the trap sets
And the feeling
That you’re leaving
That it’s not much worth believing
Nobody is here
So I guessed it
That you left me
And to stay here just gets harder
And the pain makes you try farther
Its nothing left of
What was sacred
If there was I’m sure we’d break it
Cause that’s just the way we are man
And it’s far to late to change it
And the places
And the vases
And the flowers cut to fit them
Hey I’m sorry I didn’t notice
Tried to tell you I wouldn’t notice
And on and on
With the ones
Left behind
But where
Do you feel at home
That’s the guilt
Of suicide
And everything you said
(You’re all the same)
It’s all I ever thought it was
(You’re all the same)
It’s all this time
Just all this time
(You’re all the same)
That’s all there is
There is , there is
And everything I’ve tried to say
And all you want is to go away
(You’re all the same)
I’ll wait here but your not here
Forget, forget, forget
(You’re all the same)
Nobody is home
So I guess I’ll start pretending
And the air keeps getting colder
And my friends keep getting older
And I know you knew the answer
It grew inside you like a cancer
Try to stop it make it leave you
But it won’t and that’s what scares you
And I know its not forever
Trying so hard
To be clever
I never wanted this to happen
Why the hell this have to happen
And you left me like you always said you wouldn’t
But you did it
And I knew it
It has to happen
Ever since you turned into them
And on and off
With the ones
Left behind
And where
Do you feel at home
After your
Suicide
And everything you said
(off to shame)
I never should have bought it
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new band. [24 Jan 2004|10:30pm]
Local band from Georgia. Amazing band at that. Go to purevolume.com and download his stuff.

Has he ever told you, "you are beautiful?" and did he mean it the way he says he's "so sorry?" So many lines that aren't sincere. (should I be the first) To choke up on three words for such a wonderful girl, and will you take my words as lightly as in the past? Or will you cherish them as if they were my last? Has he ever said, "give me one more chance?" and did you believe him even though it was his 10th screw up this year. So many walls that aren't so clear. I know that I am just another guy, and I never said that I am what you need. all I know is that you deserve better than him. Have you ever been told, "you are beautiful, and amazing and you mean so much to me?"
Well I'm telling you now and I mean it more than anything.
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new band. [24 Jan 2004|10:30pm]
Local band from Georgia. Amazing band at that. Go to purevolume.com and download his stuff.

Has he ever told you, "you are beautiful?" and did he mean it the way he says he's "so sorry?" So many lines that aren't sincere. (should I be the first) To choke up on three words for such a wonderful girl, and will you take my words as lightly as in the past? Or will you cherish them as if they were my last? Has he ever said, "give me one more chance?" and did you believe him even though it was his 10th screw up this year. So many walls that aren't so clear. I know that I am just another guy, and I never said that I am what you need. all I know is that you deserve better than him. Have you ever been told, "you are beautiful, and amazing and you mean so much to me?" Well I'm telling you now and I mean it more than anything.
foreverDOWN//Should I Be the First
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[24 Jan 2004|10:51pm]
You always said my best wasn't good enough.
And years later, after I'm gone,
you're still saying the same old thing.
Only this time it's to yourself.
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[24 Jan 2004|10:54pm]
i need a song(s) about 2 best friends who have always ahd feelings for eachother and are finally wanting to let it out n be with eachother. if anyone can help me out with that, id greatly appreciate it, since this is the best place to ask :)
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[24 Jan 2004|11:11pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]
[ music | Where Is My Mind- The Pixies ]

Holly Hox, Forget Me Nots- Saves The Day

Somewhere under water maybe you could find my heart
'Cause that's where I threw it after you had torn it out
Three days ago The doctor told me, "Every skyline and every night spent alone Are tearing you apart."
Maybe I should get some help
Maybe I should fly out to Montana I've heard it's quite quiet way out past the electric lines
Out where no one will ever know my name
Oh, I've had it now I'm walking down to your house
I'm banging on the door
Please, please, please, Mr. Hox Won't you tell your daughter I'm all alone
And I'm not handling this well
You never know just what you have
Until you get it yanked out of your chest
Well that's it I'm walking to the water I'm standing on the bank
I'm staring at my reflection Oh my god, I look pathetic tonight
Well, guess what I'm diving in this river
And I'm fishing out my heart
And I'm never gonna let you get your hands on this again.

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[24 Jan 2004|11:17pm]
[ music | "i can tell there was an accident here earlier"// saosin ]

sorry, for requesting, but im desperate. im going through a situation...

me and this guy hook up. but im starting to have feelings for him. and im almost positive he doesnt feel the same about me, cause hes gorgeous and is perfect. i just have low self esteme or something. so does anyone have any songs i can burn onto a cd so i can sit in my room and cry to? ((fuckin emo moment...)) or songs that would be good to give to him, cause i plan on telling him how i feel....some day.

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enjoy. [24 Jan 2004|11:39pm]
It's 2 am and I'm losing sleep over what never was. Scribble out these words on a useless piece of paper. Words I could never get my lips to form. Words you'd never hear me say. I'm ripping up every shred of evidence of what you meant to me. I don't know where to begin. Emotion floods from this pen in hopes to bring you back. Tonight, I won't sleep for fear I'd stop thinking of you. Tonight I just won't sleep. Yeah, it's 2 am and I'm losing sleep over what never was.
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make the same mistake twice. [24 Jan 2004|11:59pm]
sad overwhelmes. my senses drown. oh i feel dependant. the feeling that you are honestly gone, i cant shake it...




//"mookies last christmas"//saosin
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