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[15 Jan 2004|12:04am] |
alright kids, throw me your best `bright eyes` lines.
*co-maintainer
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[15 Jan 2004|01:27am] |
Funny...I decided to download the song, "Lover I Don't Have To Love" by Bright Eyes, just too see what everyone was talking about. Now I as I'm listening to the beginning...I'm thinking, "Why does this sound so familiar?" as I thought about it, I realized...oh hey this is a Radiohead song. Oh how I love it when other artists rip off another better one.
Want some real "emo" lyrics? Try some Radiohead. It's a hell of alot better than this, "My girlfriend left me and now I'm sad" shit.
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[15 Jan 2004|01:31am] |
"one eight seven"- senses fail
It's so nice sitting very still,
in a room where no one else can feel the pain that breaks my heart each day, I'm not ok.
Sunlight shining through my window, let's me know that I'm still alive
Why did I ever let you inside my heart? I'm such a fool.
Paint my face in shades of blood and grey and take a seat right next to me
Well I should've known that you were a killer.
But now I'm dead.
A gaping hole, shot through my heart
A lost connection from your poison dart
Shot from your tounge to end my life.
You're blowing at the fire to light your strife.
You'll never know.
The hardest thing about dying is, knowing you'll never see the light of day.
A gaping hole shot...(shot through my heart)
A lost connection from your poison dart.
My head now spins and my ears bleed gold.
I try so fucking hard, but I can't fit your mold.
You ripped my heart out, you tore my eyes out, now you're gonna pay
I'll stab you one time.
I'll eat your heart out so you feel my pain.
Don't you know that I always see you in all of my dreams?
I wanna kill you. I wanna kill you. Now i'm insane.
i l o v e this song.. and senses fail
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[15 Jan 2004|01:37am] |
sorry i dont know who this is by but i reallyyy like it:
With this dagger through my heart, my good intentions bleed away
You have stolen the key to my heart, it was the darkest picture on the darkest of days
I couldn't learn what I couldn't and then I saw you, I knew I had to let you go far away from here
You broke the promise that you made and I won't stand for that, so many tears have gone into you
I can see the finish line in a race that I don't want to end
All of time stands still when I look into your eyes
I should of known before I made the choice to fall out at you, and I can't hear your voice
The air is cold and is full of pain, and I can feel it on this life changing shattered night
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[15 Jan 2004|02:19am] |
Hey, I'm just trying out this color thing...:-/
*Em
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[15 Jan 2004|02:25am] |
*Radiohead*Fake Plastic Trees*
Her green plastic watering can
For her fake Chinese rubber plant
In the fake plastic earth
That she bought from a rubber man
In a town full of rubber plans
To get rid of itself
It wears her out, it wears her out
It wears her out, it wears her out
She lives with a broken man
A cracked polystyrene man
Who just crumbles and burns
He used to do surgery
For girls in the eighties
But gravity always wins
It wears her out, it wears her out
It wears her out, it wears her out
She looks like the real thing
She tastes like the real thing
My fake plastic love
But I can't help the feeling
I could blow through the ceiling
If I just turn and run
It wears her out, it wears her out
It wears her out, it wears her out
If I could be who you wanted
If I could be who you wanted all the time
[ Such an awesome song. ]
*Em
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[15 Jan 2004|10:47am] |
How To Get Your Ex-Boyfriend Back
1) if you've hated all his girlfriends hes had since you. STOP! give them a chance get their scns become friends. Offer to meet them.
2) If him and his girlfriend are having problems, offer to listen. Give him advice on what you would do in the same situation.
3) If signs off without saying goodbye, E-mail him ask if everything is okay. Tell him you're worried about him.
4) If he doesn't sign online within 30-60mins call him.
5) If he really misses his gf, offer to call him to get his mind off of it.
6) If you're afraid to sing in front of people and he knows that. Sing in front of him, he'll feel special that you sang to him.
7) Draw pictures, make him cds, sing to him, little things to show that you care about him.
8) If you've always been the jelous type, if you feel jelousy comin on cuz of ur ex and his new gf. go watch a movie or do something that would take your mind off of it.
9) It's okay to think about the past but only bring it up in conversation atleast once every month or so.
10) if he always says you don't talk much on the phone, before calling him make a list of things you'd want to talk to him about. For example a new song and video on FUSE. Or a new Avril Lavigne joke you heard.
11) THE most important step of all...understand that even if u do all these things there's a chance you won't get him back. If you're wondering whats the point in doing all these steps if there's a chance it won't work, it's because after all of this you'll be closer to him. He'll think of you as a best friend, not just another ex-girl friend. People fall in love with their best friends all the time, even tho it might not work now. It might work one day, some day. So with that in mind, wouldn't it be worth it?
**it's kindof a poemish thing i guess. *shrugs* I've done each step, now i'm not just a friend, or a ex girlfriend. He actually calls me before he calls his girlfriend. He comes over more often. And offers to hang out with me. He's also taking a black shirt and putting safety pins on it, patches, and puttting "die young and save yourself" on it, as a present to me.**
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[15 Jan 2004|10:47am] |
How To Get Your Ex-Boyfriend Back
1) if you've hated all his girlfriends hes had since you. STOP! give them a chance get their scns become friends. Offer to meet them.
2) If him and his girlfriend are having problems, offer to listen. Give him advice on what you would do in the same situation.
3) If signs off without saying goodbye, E-mail him ask if everything is okay. Tell him you're worried about him.
4) If he doesn't sign online within 30-60mins call him.
5) If he really misses his gf, offer to call him to get his mind off of it.
6) If you're afraid to sing in front of people and he knows that. Sing in front of him, he'll feel special that you sang to him.
7) Draw pictures, make him cds, sing to him, little things to show that you care about him.
8) If you've always been the jelous type, if you feel jelousy comin on cuz of ur ex and his new gf. go watch a movie or do something that would take your mind off of it.
9) It's okay to think about the past but only bring it up in conversation atleast once every month or so.
10) if he always says you don't talk much on the phone, before calling him make a list of things you'd want to talk to him about. For example a new song and video on FUSE. Or a new Avril Lavigne joke you heard.
11) THE most important step of all...understand that even if u do all these things there's a chance you won't get him back. If you're wondering whats the point in doing all these steps if there's a chance it won't work, it's because after all of this you'll be closer to him. He'll think of you as a best friend, not just another ex-girl friend. People fall in love with their best friends all the time, even tho it might not work now. It might work one day, some day. So with that in mind, wouldn't it be worth it?
**it's kindof a poemish thing i guess. *shrugs* I've done each step, now i'm not just a friend, or a ex girlfriend. He actually calls me before he calls his girlfriend. He comes over more often. And offers to hang out with me. He's also taking a black shirt and putting safety pins on it, patches, and puttting "die young and save yourself" on it, as a present to me.**
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[15 Jan 2004|12:40pm] |
Run and Hide
Hide my eyes so it all goes away
Hide my ears so I cant hear what they say
Hide my head from all this hate
Hide me away from the shit that is said
Hide the gun so I don’t wind up dead
I grew up in an unhappy home
All I want is to be left alone
I want to go but I have no place to stay
They want me gone I know this by the things that they say
So by tonight if things still aren’t right
Well ill be gone and the only thing left will be this song
Running away from this place
Running away from their hate
Finding a place of my own
I come from an unhappy broken home
I just want to be respected and appreciated
I just want to live my life and not be so frustrated
I want to be able to say I had a good childhood
But being beaten and drown did that a lot of good
If you knew half my life you might wonder how I went on
If you knew half the shit I've been through
It doesn’t matter I'm gone
As I run from my fear
My eyes fill with these tears
As I run from this place
I fall on my face
I have fallen once again
I fear this is the end
I do not want to go
I just want you to know
Leave and let live stay and all will die
As you talk shit while you think I sleep I begin to cry
Wishing and waiting for things to change
I’ve changed but you still remain the same
My throat is tight as I write this
My life has ended and you deny this
This life that I live even though I’ve died
This life I live I wish it was all a lie
I try so hard to make you see what the fuck you’ve done to me
I’ve tried so hard to let you know that I can not stay and I can not go
But as long as we are on this subject I would like to know why you object and refuse to show me any respect
Oh I’m sorry that’s not what we were talking about
Well it is now because this is about me
Me you and the other three
Always talking shit and disrespecting me
Blinded by hate
I do betray
These words that I say are true
I hate you
Leave me be
Why cant you see
Leave me here in this place
I don’t want to show my face
Let me hide my disgrace
You act as if I’m some fucktardish fool
When it is you that knows no better
You need to know your bounds before I bind you in leather
Hog tied and left to die you rot in side my head
Left with images too sick to describe
I don’t thank god that I’m still alive
I really do wish that I would have died
Never would have had to run and hide
And now I find
I’m running out of time
I think ill just
Running away
Running away
I can not stay another day
Running away
I
Can
Not
Stay
(this place is not for me just let me go and let me be)
(this place is not for me just let me go and let me be)
(this place is not for me just let me go and let me be)
(this place is not for me just let me go and let me be)
(this place is not for me just let me go and let me be)
(this place is not for me just let me go and let me be)
Run and hide
Run and hide
I don’t want you by my side
Stay away
Stay away
Why wont you let me be
I must leave
I must leave
If I stay I will bleed
I wont stay
I wont stay
But you can not follow me
Hide my eyes so it all goes away
Hide my ears so I cant hear what they say
Hide my head from all this hate
Hide me away from the shit that is said
Hide the gun so I don’t wind up dead
I grew up in an unhappy home
All I want is to be left alone
I want to go but I have no place to stay
They want me gone I know this by the things that they say
So by tonight if things still aren’t right
Well ill be gone and the only thing left will be this song
Running away from this place
Running away from their hate
Finding a place of my own
I come from an unhappy broken home
I just want to be respected and appreciated
I just want to live my life and not be so frustrated
I want to be able to say I had a good childhood
But being beaten and drown did that a lot of good
If you knew half my life you might wonder how I went on
If you knew half the shit I've been through
It doesn’t matter I'm gone
As I run from my fear
My eyes fill with these tears
As I run from this place
I fall on my face
I have fallen once again
I fear this is the end
I do not want to go
I just want you to know
Leave and let live stay and all will die
As you talk shit while you think I sleep I begin to cry
Wishing and waiting for things to change
I’ve changed but you still remain the same
My throat is tight as I write this
My life has ended and you deny this
This life that I live even though I’ve died
This life I live I wish it was all a lie
I try so hard to make you see what the fuck you’ve done to me
I’ve tried so hard to let you know that I can not stay and I can not go
But as long as we are on this subject I would like to know why you object and refuse to show me any respect
Oh I’m sorry that’s not what we were talking about
Well it is now because this is about me
Me you and the other three
Always talking shit and disrespecting me
Blinded by hate
I do betray
These words that I say are true
I hate you
Leave me be
Why cant you see
Leave me here in this place
I don’t want to show my face
Let me hide my disgrace
You act as if I’m some fucktardish fool
When it is you that knows no better
You need to know your bounds before I bind you in leather
Hog tied and left to die you rot in side my head
Left with images too sick to describe
I don’t thank god that I’m still alive
I really do wish that I would have died
Never would have had to run and hide
And now I find
I’m running out of time
I think ill just
Running away
Running away
I can not stay another day
Running away
I
Can
Not
Stay
(i would have died for you)
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OK when i listen to music, i tend to write down lyrics that have meaning to me. i wrote down this one and i can't remember where it's from! does anyone know?if you could help me i'd greatly appreciate it.
I can't hold back these feelings of fear within me
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hey guys, im fairly new to all of this, but have been checking the site out for awhile. i was just wondering if anyone knew any songs about messing up with the person you love, and now afraid to do it again? much thanks in advance.peace
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| My Immortal By Evanescence |
[15 Jan 2004|02:08pm] |
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I wanted to post this song because i think its beautiful and everytime i hear it i almost start to cry....hope you like it.
<3
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I'm so tired of being here
Supressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating mind
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
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[15 Jan 2004|02:46pm] |
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Hey guys I just joined.. so I thought I would say hi :)
I am a big Brand New fan & one of my fave songs by them is:
"I Will Play My Game Beneath the Spin Light"
The time has come for colds and overcoats.
We're quiet on the ride,
we're all just waiting to get home.
Another week away, my greatest fear.
I need the smell of summer,
I need its noises in my ears.
If looks could really kill,
then my profession would staring.
Please know we do this cause we care
and not for the thrill.
Collect calls to home
to tell them that I realize
that everyone who lives will someday die
and die alone.
And we won't let you in.
Though we're down and out.
We won't let you in.
You win.
I wrote more postcards than hooks.
I read more maps than books.
Feel like every chance to leave
is another chance I should have took.
Every minute is a mile.
I've never felt so hollow.
I'm an old abandoned church with broken pews
and empty aisles.
My secrets for a buck.
Watch me as I cut myself wide open
on this stage. Yes, I am paid
to spill my guts. I won't see home till spring. Oh, I would kill for the Atlantic,
but I am paid to make girls panic
while I sing.
And we won't let you in.
Though we're down and out.
We won't let you in.
And we won't let you in.
We don't want what isn't ours.
We won't let you in.
You win.
And the coastline is quiet.
While we're quietly losing control.
Yes, we're silent but sure
we inventened the cure
that will wash out my memories of her.
"The harpoon is loaded. The cage is lowered.
The water is red."
Like you.
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hey, I was wondering if you guys could give me some lines from your favorite songs, it doesnt matter how many or favorite quotes, thank you<3
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[15 Jan 2004|03:09pm] |
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I really like this song...you should listen to it
Dear Me,
I already know how you've because I am within
You ask exisitence or conscience or ideas
Whatever makes makes you me but I love to help
Please rely on me before you say "Goodbye"
Before you say "goodbye" should I say "goodbye"?
Anyways I wish the best
Let's go
Take a look inside of me
There's no words I can write to know what it's like
So read on intently
You will face a numbe of disturbing thoughts
yelling matches and culture shocks
Truth is fiction, a lot of confusion
Maybe some addictions, but don't give up
Oh yeah, it gets worse
All the way to the nursing home
Memories are spilling
Actual lies, surprise, it's unfulfiling
Trust me on this
No crime is as bad as meaninglessness
Your will will wither
And intense fear may begin to flutter
In the pit whre the butterflies fly
Before you you say "goodbye"
The truth of it is that there are a lot of miracles in medicine
You will get to know them well
Well haven't you grown?
Now on your own
Independence was the goal, now you miss home and sick
A relationship may save you or enslave you
Count on both to happen
Trapped in decisions, wrapped in ambiguity
You and me unfashion the answers with action
I'm behind your passion for life
I don't want you cash in yet
It's to easy to be content with with apathy
And disbelief in even me
I'd love to help, so please rely on me
Before you say 'goodbye"
Sincerlly,
Me
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[15 Jan 2004|03:13pm] |
tbs -lullaby-
Woke up yesterday
with you on my mind
so afraid of running out of time
so come around again and i'll show you what i mean
And you can tell me
exactly what you need
and we can talk all night (we can talk all night)
and i will sing you lullabies (i will sing you lullabies)
not in every arrow is pointed straight at your heart
sorry for the time i said too much
i was so afraid that you would fall out of touch
and we can talk all night (we could talk all night)
and i will sing you lullabies (i will sing you lullabies)
not every arrow is pointed straight at your heart
so come around again (so come around again)
and we can talk all night
so come around again, so come around again
and we can talk all night (and we can talk all night)
i will sing you
lullabies
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[15 Jan 2004|03:31pm] |
"thank God for the future cuz i hate the past"
One Year Nothing.
this dance we do around eachother
is as comfortable as my skin
but i still want you for myself
please let me in
let me be yours
and you can be mine
together we'll watch the moon rise and stars shine
all these dreams i have are fine without you
all these dreams i have are fine without you, without you
sometimes i want to scream. your smell always does that to me
but ill try and ill make it on my own.
and the tears fall from my eyes
drowning out my screams for you to stay
so dont go away
ive had it up to here with all this bullshit that youre running round in my head
im letting go
dont you know
if i should change maybe i would if i could
all these dreams i have a fine without you
all these dreams i have are fine without you, without you.
sometimes i want to scream your smell always does that to me
but i cry to wash away these memories. memories i have of you.
this box of pills looks good enough to eat
ill choke it down with every tear you made me cry
all these dreams i have are fine without you
all these dreams i have are fine with out you, without you
this song is for those kids that love, trust me youll find someone better
or youll make it on your own...
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[15 Jan 2004|04:41pm] |
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omg this song is so awesome...
in my car
five days and counting here you, are
the phone rings
what more could you say yeah
i know you wont ever admit that
you fell for him
he never loved you back
isnt it wonderful?
so predictable?
i told you so
stay awake
im here now
dont say sorry
not waking up
cause he knows youre calling
hes holding back
cause he knows youre falling
night and day
and thats why hes stalling
but one day
youll be sorry
i hope that you never relive that
something tells me
trouble always gives you a hand
its just a matter of passing time
after time
after time
stay awake tonight
forget about your last goodbyes
and youll be sorries
stay awake tonight
forget about your last goodbyes now
dont say sorry
say sorry
stay awake
im here now dont say sorry
stay awake
im here
why dont you tell me is it worth it
to close your eyes and live a dream
tell me was it perfect
was he really everything
you ever thought someone could be
stay awake tonight
forget about your last goodbyes
and youll be sorries
stay awake
im here now
dont say sorry
stay awake
im here
why dont you...dont you
stay awake tonight
just forget about your last goodbyes
and youll be sorries
stay awake tonight
just forget about your last goodbyes now
dont say sorry
any songs about always getting ditched by the person your in a relationship with for their friends, and your getting really sick of it? thanks bitches!
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[15 Jan 2004|04:43pm] |
*And oh, my dreams, it's never quiet as it seems,
Never quiet as it seems. I know I've felt like this before, but now I'm feeling it even more, Because it came from you. And then I open up and see the person falling here is me, A different way to be. ....
-_-love that song ,,, Cranberries. Dream-_-
xo.Brittnie.ox
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The storm is bad tonight
So how could I awake without you here
Your picture's on the wall,
You haven't called
But I will wait for you.
To her own reflection she said
I will hold on
To her own reflection she said
I will be strong
The storm is letting up
But it wont die.
If you weren't wrong, was I?
Your picture still remains,
But I wonder, are you still the same?
To her own reflection she said
I will hold on
To her own reflection she said
I will be strong
Am I losing you?
Am I losing you?
I've waited until it's over
It's over now.
To her own reflection she said
I will hold on
To her own reflection she said
I will be strong
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| Brand New: Soco Amaretto Lime |
[15 Jan 2004|07:02pm] |
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Passed out on the overpass
Sunday best and broken glass
Broken down from the bikes and bars
Suspended like spirits over speeding cars
You and me were kings over the parkway tonight
And tonight will go on forever while we
walk around this town like we own the streets
and stay awake through summer like we own the heat
Singing "everybody wake up(wake up)it's time to get down"
(everybody, everybody wake up its time to get down)
And when I pass the bottle back to Pete
on the overpass tonight, I bet we laugh
I'm gonna stay eighteen forever (cut me open)
So we can stay like this forever (sun poisoned)
And we'll never miss a party (this offer stands forever)
cause we keep them going constantly
And we'll never have to listen (new haircut)
to anyone about anything (new bracelet)
cause it's all been done and it's all been said (eyeliner)
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get (wait forever)
The hell out of this town
Find some conversation
The low fule lights been on for days
It doesn't mean anyhting
I've got another 500 nother 500 miles
before we shut this engine down,
we shut it down
I'm gonna stay eighteen forever (cut me open)
So we can stay like this forever (sun poisoned)
And we'll never miss a party (this offer stands forever)
cause we keep them going constantly
And we'll never have to listen (new haircut)
to anyone about anything (new bracelet)
cause it's all been done and it's all been said (eyeliner)
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get (wait forever)
(you're just jealous cause I'm young and in love)
Eighteen forever
(your stomachs filled up but you're starved for conversation)
So we can stay like this forever
(you're spending all your nights growing old in your bed)
And we'll never miss a party
(and your tearin up your photos cause you wanna forget... it's over)
cause we keep them going constantly
(you're just jealous cause I'm young and in love)
And we'll never have to listen
(your stomachs filled up but you're starved for conversation)
to anyone about anything cause it's all been done
(you're spending all your nights growing old in your bed)
and it's all been said
(and your tearin up your photos cause you wanna forget... it's over)
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get
Just jealous cause we're young and in love
You're just jealous cause we're young and in love
You're just jealous cause we're young and in love
You're just jealous cause we're young and in love
You're just jealous cause we're young and in love
You're just jealous cause we're young and in love
<3
P.S. IVE BEEN TRYING TO FIND A CLIP OF "OKAY I BELIEVE YOU BUT MY TOMMY GUN DONT" EVERYWHERE, BUT I CANT FUCKING FIND ONE. IF YOU HAVE IT ON YOUR COMPUTER, IM BEGGING YOU TO SEND IT TO ME IN AN EMAIL (ATTACHEMENT)!! PLEASE, I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER. MY EMAILS TENNISMENACEX@YAHOO.COM
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[15 Jan 2004|07:14pm] |
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We came together, you tore me apart. We both had fun breaking each others hearts. And so you were right, and so I was wrong. That's the way it's always been and it's my fault that you're gone. And yet, I don't care. I took you off my buddy list, I burn all your pictures, even the prints. I've cried so many tears, but now all I want is to live. I'm so happy now. I don't even want to check up on how.. on how you are. I don't even care that you wreaked my heart. I've got so many more things to live for than you. I've got so many places to visit and things to do. You're crying. I don't care. Because I'm right, because you were so wrong. Because I really don't give a damn that you are gone. And what are you going to do without me, baby? And what are you going to do when I'm not around for you to hurt me (hurt yourself.) Hurt yourself. The scars are the only thing that reminds us that the past is real (believe.) Believe me when I say.. I care. I lied, I'm so sorry that you were forced to say good-bye. And I die, each and everytime that you sign on, or you call. Life isn't worth living if you aren't around for it all. And there's days when I miss you so fucking bad, but I'm smart enough to know that when you say you're gone that I should let go.. Hurt yourself.
And maybe it's a little childish, but I want to peek little looks at you just to make sure you're really breathing because sometimes I think you're too good to be true. This is how I know I love you.
I'm looking for friends:)
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i know i like just posted and i'm really sorry for requesting but i need a song or a quote to "express myself". does anyone know a song about people lying to you and/or how much you hate them for it?..if you do thank you soooo much!
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[15 Jan 2004|08:06pm] |
I know that if you don't love me
The way that I love you
Then I shouldn't want to be
Here with you looking at me
But I do
Even though I know
You are just going to walk out that door
Everything you do makes me want you more
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[15 Jan 2004|08:27pm] |
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well january's cold and febuary's colder but i can't stand to hold her anymore.
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hey all!! ok so i was inside all day cuz it was freezing outside and i was miserable so this is what i came up with....comments are appreciated:)
<3 tara
the thought of all this makes me sick
and the image staring back at me
doesnt help this one bit.
this broken mirror,
this fractured reflection,
this withered existence,
its all a waste.
And with one descending pedal of a wilting flower
it will all disappear.
when did all my yesterdays
come back to haunt my present thoughts?
why will i give in to this
why will i let go.
within a body ive dressed up
to try and make it my own.
and the miror is empty now
as i try to find the pre-existing shadow.
trace it back to myself.
A life, a soul, a body without a face.
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[15 Jan 2004|08:39pm] |
Alright, so this song has probably been posted 562 hundred times. But oh well, no matter how many times it gets posted, it never loses it's meaning. mm, so here it is.
Konstantine, Something Corporate
I can't imagine all the people that you know
and the places that you go
when the lights are turned down low
and I don't understand all the things you've seen
but i'm slipping inbetween
you and your big dreams
it's always you in my big dreams
and you tell me that it's over
wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clover
and you're restless, and I'm naked
you've gotta get out
you can't stand to see me shaking
no
could you let me go?
I didn't think so
and you don't wanna be here in the future
so you say the present's just a pleasent interruption to the past
and you don't wanna look much closer
cause you're afraid to find out all this hope
you had sent into the sky by now had crashed
and it did because of me
and then you bring me home
afraid to find out that you're alone
and I'm sleeping in your living room
we don't have much room to live
I had these dreams that I learned to play guitar
maybe cross the country
become a rock star
and there was hope in me that I could take you there
but damn it you're so young
well I don't think I care
and if I hurt you
then i'm sorry
please don't think that this was easy
then you bring me home
cause we both know what it's like to be alone
and I'm dreaming in your living room
we don't have much room to live
and Konstantine is walking down the stairs
doesn't she look good
standing in her underwear?
and I was thinking
what I was thinking
we've been drinking and it doesn't get me anywhere
my Konstantine came walking down the stairs
and all that I could do is touch her long blonde hair
and I've been thinking
it hurts me thinking that these nights
when we were drinking, no, they never got us anywhere
no
this is because I can spell konfusion with a 'k' and I can like it
it's to dying in another's arms and why I had to try it
it's to Jimmy Eat World and those nights in my car
when the first star you see may not be a star
I'm not your star
isn't that what you said
what you thought this song meant
and if this is what it takes
just to lie with my mistakes
and live with what I did to you
and all the hell I put you through
I always catch the clock
it's 11:11
and now you want to talk
it's not hard to dream
you'll always be my Konstantine
Konstantine, they'll never hurt you like I do
no they'll never hurt you like I do
no, no, they'll never hurt you like I do
no no no no no no
this is to a girl who got into my head
with all the pretty things she did
hey, you know,
you keep me up in bed
this is to a girl who got into my head
with all the fucked up things I did
hey, maybe, baby,
you could keep me up in bed
my Konstantine
you spin around me like a dream
we played out on this movie screen
and I said
did you know I missed you?
oh god I miss you
and then you bring me home
and we'll go to sleep, but this time, not alone
no no
and you'll kiss me in your living room
I know, I know you'll miss me in your living room
cause these nights I think maybe
that i'll miss you in my living room
we don't have much room
I said does anybody need that room?
because we all need a little more room
to live
my Konstantine
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[15 Jan 2004|09:10pm] |
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I gave up on you a long time ago
How can you blame me?
We made plans to meet and you never showed
You kept me waiting
They said everything would work out just fine
They said you’d help me
But as it turns out it was all a lie
And they’re off someplace far away laughing at me
You’ve been there for me one time in my life
But it didn’t matter
You came and went so fast all my hope
And faith in you shattered
And now here I sit alone in this room
No one to confide in
You watched all my dreams come apart at the seams
You laughed, you left, you waited in hiding
Bless me dark father I have sinned
I’ve done it before and I’ll do it again
Cause it keeps me warm, and makes you smile
Been beneath me all the while
Hell yes
You gave up on me a long time ago
I can’t say I blame you
I rejected the faith in your holy rays
Is what it comes down to
They said everything would work out just fine
I just went crazy
But I’m better now having a good time
Being selfish, and drunken, and vulgar, and lazy
Bless me dark father I have sinned
I’ve done it before and I’ll do it again
Cause it keeps me warm, and makes you smile
Been beneath me all the while
Bless me dark father I can’t win
Without you I’m as good as dead
Cause you keep me warm, you make me smile
You’ve been on my shoulder all the while
Whispering sweet nothings
Whispering sweet nothings
Whispering sweet nothings
You’ve been whispering sweet nothings!
"Hell Yes" - Alkaline Trio
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A song I started, its not finished yet.
I sit with my eyes rolled back in my head
And this suicidal vision turns from black to red
This knife is big enough to cut through my arm
Good, I'm glad, that means there won't be a scar
This is just a body
I swear I've never seen a prettier sight
Then watching the blood drip off the knife
That's all I've got right now. Any thoughts?
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[15 Jan 2004|09:37pm] |
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yes i know this has been posted numerous times but i love it.
sic transit gloria...glory fades - brand new
keep the noise low. she doesnt want to blow it. shaking head to toe while your left hand does "the show me around". quickens your heartbeat. it beats me straight into the gorund. you don't recover from a night like this. a victim still lying in bed completely motionless. a moves in the dark to a zipper. hear a boy bracing tight against sheets barely whisper,"this is so messed up." upon arrival the guess had all started. dripping wet and clearly depressed. he's headed for the staris. no longer cool but a boy in a stitch. unprepared for a life full of lies and failing relationships. he keeps his hands low. he doesnt want to blow it. he's wet from head to toe and his eyes give her the up and the down. his stomach turns and he thinks of throwing up. but the body on the bed beckons forward and he starts growing up. the fever. the focus. the reasons that i had to believe you weren't too hard to sell. die young and save yourself. the tickle. the taste of..it used to be the reason i breathe but now its choking me up. die young and save yourself. she hits the lights. this doesn't seem quite fair. despite everything he learned from his friends he doesn't feel so prepared. she brething quiet and smooth. he's gasping for air. "this is the first and last time", he says. she fakes a smile and presses her hips into his. he keps his hands to his side. he's holding back from telling her exactly what it really feels like. he is a lamd. she is the slaughter. she's moving way too fast and all he wanted was to hold her. nothing that he tells her is really having an effect. he whispers that he loves her but she's probaly only looking for..so much more than he could ever give, a life free of lies and a meanigful relationship. he keeps his hands pinned down to his sides. he waits for it to end and for the aching in his guts to subside. up the stairs. the station where the act becomes the art of growing up. the fever. the focus. the reasons that i had to believe you weren't hard to sell. die young and save yourself. the tickle. the taste of..it used to be the reason i breathe but now its choking me up. die young and save yourself.
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::COLD JANUARY FAREWELL::
CJF~
UNDER THE CUTTING EDGES OF A SMASHED CAR PIECES. THE DELUSION OF AN INVINCIBLE LIFE. SHATTERED INTO A THOUSAND SPLINTERS. THAT ARE NOW STUCK IN MY BLEEDING HEART. AND I’M BLEEDING WITH NO BLOOD LEFT. THE “WHAT IF’S” AND “WHY’S” START LAUGHING. POINTING FINGERS ALL AT ME. TAKEN FOREVER BY A COLD WINTER’S NIGHT’S ACCIDENT. NEWSPAPERS ONLY CRY FOR A DAY. MY TEARS ARE REAL AND BURNING. A PART OF ME LEFT FOREVER ON THAT COLD WINTER’S DAY. EVERYTHING IS OUT OF ORDER..........WE WANT YOU BACK.
<3 we love you all. we love everyone of you. we will miss you. RIP
ENERGY
IT’S A QUARTER PAST TWO AND I’M SITTING HERE. I’VE GOT THE BLUES AND I’VE GOT MY THINKING SHOES ON. I DRIFT AWAY OFF TO A SIMPLE PLACE. I START TO FIND MY WAY THEN IT HITS ME IN THE FACE. IT’S JUST A GLIMPSE. A GLIMPSE OF MY IMAGINATION I COULDN’T HANDLE. HANDLE OR COMPREHEND. SCATTERED PICTURES THAT MAKE NO SENSE. CLAIM INSANITY THAT’S MY SELF DEFENSE. ON THE EDGE OF YOUR SEAT DENIAL BEFORE DEFEAT. I’LL SEE YOU AGAIN MY FALLEN FRIEND. A SUDDEN FLAIR I’M TOTALLY AWARE. AWAKEN FROM A DREAM I LET OUT A SCREAM. WHAT’S GOING ON? THERE’S ENERGY IN THE AIR. WHAT’S GOING ON? THE ENERGY IS SO STRONG. I LOOK AROUND, BUT THERE’S NO ONE TO SEE. I SCREAM OUT LOUD, BUT THERE’S NO ONE TO SEE.
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[15 Jan 2004|09:57pm] |
Poison The Well - Mid Air Love Message Lyrics
Kisses are never safe when residue of old love is left
how could I feel lesser when someone better
walks around / waiting for you to call out
As your cold hand grasps mine I feel unright
and privileged to be
and you're the same chemical as stars
Deformed fingers leave trails of hearts in writing
could three words be the end to births only meaning
Crying to sleep is my remedy
urgently trying to stand on broken / confused legs
Am I looking for reasons not to be happy
emotions catch up with me / I'm too fast for them
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hey kids.. i'm new
<3xo.
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the first time i saw a body bend that way
i realized that we're more beautiful dead than alive
then, with bloodied flesh removed, your rib cage ripped away -
and i saw why they say beauty comes from the inside
it won't be the same this time around
and you'll never be the same again
i promise to never forget you
i know you'll remember me for as long as you live...
and your life ends right here, right now, as i tear your heart apart
i'll take your hair with me,
wrapped around my bloody knuckles
as a soft, silken reminder
of the day you discovered
that even the softest words
can't heal the deepest wounds
i pray that they find you
and use the softest words
to hide the hardest truth
i'm covered in your blood
...now it's over, we're better
one day we'll forget you were
so right and so clever
save me from this love affair
with broken hearts before it's too late
a torrid love affair:boys night out
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I wrote this. It needs some explainging I guess. My best friend was 'talking' to this guy for a couple weeks and than he decided not to go out with her. Sense than me and him have become such good friends, and I realized I'd liked him all along. So now she swears shes in love with him, and even tho i dont think he is going to return my feelings I still feel I have to tell her. Its really hard I dont know how to tell her and I feel so bad about it but at the same time I'm really agravated cause she doesnt the first thing about love let alone him . . . bleh any advice?!? Oh yeah. . comment on the piece please =D
So here it is, and there it goes. This guilt of mine's begining to take hold. I've tried so hard to keep you safe, I've given you my world, and done everything in my power to bring you the hapiness that constantly escapes your grasp. . . even when it was at the expense of my own. I've tried so hard, only to turn and hit you with this slap in the face. I'm scared to say, afraid of being penalized for my feelings, but it needs to be done. You need to know. So now i prey with tear filled hands hoping that you will forgive me for what i cant control. Hoping that the swift blow of my deseption will not nock from your head the memories of my love, and understanding, of the happiness I brought you, and the smiles that we shared.
*forgive me for I can no longer be your pillar, but please do not crumble in my absence*
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okay i have parts of songs and then i song that im going to put on here for now:)
"bloody romance"
By: Senses Fail
Life, is floating fast away.
But I look, your head is turned away.
From the moment you left I knew that something wasn't right.
But the feeling inside has kept me up all night.
You and me are like one heart-beat.
So slice open my veins.
And let, the romance bleed away.
Back into I thought I knew, these words inside me, tell me what to do.
My heart held, in the palm of your hand.
"Dreaming A Reality"
- Senses Fail -
Is this what it's like?
A dream lacking serenity?
A wordless conversation, a "you and i" without me.
Well I try and i won't get far,
i'll die and i won't get far
i'll try and know that everything's ok
So I guess this is where I lie
where the days are endless and the nights, they just don't belong.
Dreaming my reality
where truth and fiction don't seem to exist
Confusion is home here, but believe in you is what you insist
"I Miss You"
By: Blink 182
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends
(I miss you I miss you)
(I miss you I miss you)
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight
"Rapid Hope Loss"
By: Dashboard Confessional
You called to say you wanted out.
Well, I can't say I blame you now.
Sometimes you've got to fall
before you're found out.
Well thanks for waiting this long to show yourself.
Cause now that I can see you,
I don't think you're worth a second glance.
So much for all the promises you made, they served you well
and now you're gone and they're wasted on me.
So much for your endearing sense of charm, it served you well
and now you're gone and it's wasted on me.
"The Ghost of A Good Thing"
By: Dashboard Confessional
Maybe it’s love, but it’s like you said
“Love is like a role that we play.”
But, I believe in you so much
I could die for the words that you say
But, I believe in you so much
I could die from the words that you say
But, you’re chasin’ the ghost of a good thing
Haunting yourself as the real thing
It’s getting away from you again
While you’re chasin’ ghosts
"So Beautiful"
By: Dashboard Confessional
I heard that you were home again, but you don't look like your back to me
With your focuses changing your gaze is transfixed on a point that I can't often see
You've got your new ties, i've got my old knots, you've got your inside lines
But your never happy with what you've got
Careful now,
you're so beautiful
when you've convinced yourself
that no one else is quite as beautiful
I heard that you were living well, but you don't look like your living to me
though the sparkle is gone, the smile is in place so that everyone watching can see
You've got them all convinced, but I know it so well
that you can list your friends, but you can't count on them
Hold it now
you've got everyone convinced that your alright
when no one else is quite as vulnerable
as soon as you got it you want something else
it's not the sale that you love, its the sell
it's not the price that's going to cost you
it's just the weight that's going to bring you
down, down, down, down
it's going to bring you down, down, down, down, down
hold it now
you've got everyone convinced that your alright
when no one else is quite as vulnerable
careful now
your so beautiful, when you've convinced yourself
no one else is quite as beautiful
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[15 Jan 2004|11:19pm] |
I started to ache when I started to think of you.
Wondering how long it would take
before I step into something new.
There's only so much I can fake.
There's only so much that I can prove.
Well, do it in a minute,
I could go play the fool for you.
Lights, camera, action.
I think I'm going for it this time.
There's something you should listen to.
Could I take you for a car ride?
This is the soundtrack for our movie.
Would you tell me when we get to the best part?
I'll play it for you.
Oh no, I think I've lost this one.
Can we try again?
Well I'm a wreck.
I really can't explain it but I,
I hear the music when I look at you.
Orchestrating the song to accommodate the moment.
Well, I'm so in love with you.
Are you looking for an answer?
Because I could reallt use a friend tonight.
We can make this last forever.
We don't have to fear the sunlight.
I'll take a chance and steal away this movie moment.
I'm in deep whenever I'm with you.
I'm directing the scene that has you and me forever.
We'll I'm so in love with...
Soundtrack to Our Movie- Mae
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[15 Jan 2004|11:47pm] |
Do you know any songs about really liking a guy, and him making you believe that he really likes you to, then doing things with him and then him totally acting like he doesn't care and it meant nothing?
Hmm. I don't know if that made any sense.
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