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[13 Jan 2004|12:05am] |
This is the full truth, that I promise you. 100 love songs later, still writing about you. You don't trust me, don't believe a word I speak- it's for the best. But please believe: I wanted the best for you, so I pushed you away. I didn't want you to settle, didn't want you to stay. I thought I'd be happy, I did the right thing. But now I just miss you, now I just need.. my reason for living, my everything. That day that you left, I cried the tears that I hadn't yet spent. Now they're wasted away along with this letter I can't send. This tale of my heartbreak, this apology, these reasons to come back, my worthless feelings. And I know it doesn't matter to you anymore. I know that you've moved on, you've gone real far. I don't care if you ever look back, I just want you to know.. I wanted the best for you, so I pushed you away. I didn't want you to settle, didn't want you to stay. I thought I'd be happy, I did the right thing. But now I just miss you, now I just need.. my reason for living, my everything.
Don't ever look back
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Anyone know any songs dealing with liking someone but not telling them because your scared?
Please and thank you =)
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okay, here's one of my own. i know it's pretty lame, but tell me what you think anyway. ha, i can take it.
cold nights and icy stars
shopping carts in deserted parking lots
headaches and sleepy eyes
breathing out freezing smoke
making promises on cement
forget the words in backs of journals
and we'll paint over this scene
with matches and kerosene
breathe in dust and fearful eyes
suffocate in my arms
i dare you to lie to me
so i can see your face when you meet my cold wet eyes.
with hate on your tongue
and love in your eyes,
you whisper your words
laced with apologies and lies.
overeact, cut with your voice
leave your bloody initals,
the two i would carve in a heart,
on the inside of my hands.
empty rooms and empty chests
bitter with memories
proving ourselves, manifesting our love
it's different now, and you know it,
and i dont care if it breaks your heart.
at least i'm not a liar.
so take these fucking images
replay them if you want
i hope they burn your eyes.
while friends hold my place,
i drop everything,
turn aroudn on tired heels,
meeting you, hungry and misplaced.
and these arms...
white and pink scars.
touch me.
notice me.
accept my apologizing for something you caused.
i'm trying
i just wanted to be perfect
so take a step back,
and i'll pick up this knife,
and i'll show you how much i fucking mean it when i say i love you.
but at least i'm not a liar.
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the first time i saw a body bend that way i realized that we're more beautiful dead than alive. then, with bloodied flesh removed, your rib cage ripped away - and i saw why they say beauty comes from the inside. it won't be the same this time around and you'll never be the same again. i promise to never forget you. i know you'll remember me for as long as you live...and your life ends right here, right now as i tear your heart apart. i'll keep your hair with me, wrapped around my bloody knuckles as a soft, silken reminder of the day you discovered that even the softest words can't heal the deepest wounds. i pray that they find you and use the softest words to hide the hardest truth. i'm covered in your blood...now it's over. we're better. one day we'll forget you were so right and so clever. save me from this love affair with broken hearts before it's too late. save me or save yourself.
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The Rockinghorse Winner-When Songbirds Sing |
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Walk around the room with a glaze in your stare.
In your tuxedo suit.
I will give it a name.
Lower your defenses.
Lower your casket.
Open the door and open your grave.
Murder.
Now you’re doing the waltz with your murderer.
Mediocrity is the killer.
You find yourself helpless.
Christ is not a fashoin, fleeting away.
He laid emeralds in her eyes,
But I’d already tried a bracelt made of gold
And a scarlet thread around her wrist.
Everything was wrong so we sang sentimental songs.
Oh how seldom we belong but how elegant our kiss.
We painted crooked lines
But danced in perfect time to a love so much refined,
We know not what it is until like a dullen wine we pour into a grief know before
But never quite like this.
All I know now is regret,
It follows like a silhouette along the cobbelstone behind us,
But has nothing to say except to innocently ask,
Its voice delicate as glass,
Do you see me when we pass?
But I continue on my way.
Norma Jean-Memphis Will Be Laid.
Just Another Bad Bad Day, I hate dealing with the guys at my school.
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[13 Jan 2004|02:32pm] |
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I dont care... Get the fuck over it!
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[13 Jan 2004|03:05pm] |
Juliana Theory // If I Told You This Was Killing Me, Would You Stop?
watch your mouth
hold your toungue boy
because you're running out of breath
running out of time
before every careless word that you utter
renders you utterly useless
now you're drowning in your own saliva
trying to speak yourself to the top of your hardcore world
well keep on talking
just keep on rambling
you've got your mouth full
now listen here's the pleasant part
you and i we fell apart
why don't you make up your mind
shut your mouth
burn your bridges
throw your words like an attack
stab me in the
wait a second what's that
i just heard
nevermind it's obviously useless now
you're standing on your soapbox
yelling from the rooftops
everything you say is a lie
now listen here's the clever one
who speaks before his thoughts are done
why can't you make up your mind
watch your mouth
hold your tongue
some things are better left unsaid
now i hope you're pleased
you let your pride stand tall
it danced within your words right before your fall
why don't you say that to my face
if i told you this was killing me would you stop?
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[13 Jan 2004|03:07pm] |
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Alk 3 - Madam Me |
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ALKALINE TRIO // You've Got So Far To Go
Soon ends our stay here and it's been fun.
So tonight I'll raise my glass to us
'cause we've talked so much I think we filled this ashtray twice,
and I'm pretty sure we emptied every bottle in the place, so
Let's walk home, let's be afraid.
I wanna grab you by the arms and kiss you so hard.
Let's do it right under the streetlight.
I want it now, somehow I forgot how.
Way to go, way to go
Forgot you've got so far to go.
Way to go, way to go
Forgot you've got so far to go.
I heard everybody's voice cut out when you spoke.
And I watched all the lights go dim when your eyes opened.
Well I can't believe you showed up, what do I do now?
It's last call, time to go.
But before we say goodnight....
Let's walk home, let's be afraid.
I wanna grab you by the arms and kiss you so hard.
Let's do it right under the streetlight.
I want it now, somehow I forgot how.
Way to go, way to go
Forgot you've got so far to go.
Way to go, way to go
Forgot you've got so far to go.
Forgot you've got so far, you've got so far to go.
Forgot you've got so far, you've got so far to go.
Forgot you've got so far, you've got so far to go.
Forgot you've got so far, you've got so far to go.
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[13 Jan 2004|03:13pm] |
This Years Most Open Heartbreak- funeral for a friend
Broken hearts
Swept to hands that tied me
It's a pointless game
What better, let's play
Suicide
To kiss your kids goodnight
What you take from them
What they've taken from you
To be the last one who will sing you to sleep
To be the last one, who will sing you to...
Just like your broken records (you're broken)
Will convert, for you tonight
Broken hearts
Swept to hands that tied me
It's a pointless game
What better, let's play
Suicide
To kiss your kids goodnight
What you take from them
What they've taken from you
Just like your broken records (you're broken)
Will convert, for you tonight
Just like your broken records (you're broken)
Will convert, for you tonight
(We will never be the same)
Same old songs on a brand new stereo
(We will never be the same)
Same old songs on a brand new stereo
(We will never be the same)
Same old songs on a brand new stereo
(We will never be the same)
Same old songs!
To be the last one who will sing you to sleep
To be the last one, who will sing you to...
Just like your broken records (you're broken)
Will convert, for you tonight
Just like your broken records (you're broken)
Will convert, for you tonight
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[13 Jan 2004|03:21pm] |
Hardly
Shai hulud
I am a memory,
I never existed
And now I am nothing.
Her name, a single word
Melts me, takes me to the ground.
Only alive, can't she see
I'm destroyed by yesterdays.
And do I gain?
I could only Dream
For chance to side with me,
Inquire, ingest, implode.
Let this not be the disassemblance of me.
Another night with arms still empty.
I'm destroyed.
And do I gain?
Or just fall.
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| Yellow card |
[13 Jan 2004|04:05pm] |
So high on dedication it feels so good to get away
from all this repetition
this angry town this battle ground
so now we'll break tradition
we'll leave you swimming in our way
without out your inspiration
you wont survive you'll surely drowned
<33 good song
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[13 Jan 2004|04:12pm] |
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Kill Hannah - "Unwanted" |
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This song is really cute
Yellowcard - "October Nights"
Warm October nights
You came and cuddled next to me
Our noses brushed so close
I wished it was our souls
Drifting off to sleep
I could hear the little snores you made
watching eyes shut tight
Like doors to something sweeter where you rest
Tear me off a piece of blanket
keep me warm and we can make it
Here's my heart, I'll let you break it
Touched your skin and I can't take it
Light will creep in soon
And I still haven't slept a wink
I wish the sun would hide its head
So I could watch you dream some more
I wanna watch you dream some more
I wanna watch you dream some more
I wanna watch you dream some more girl
I wanna watch you
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[13 Jan 2004|04:19pm] |
im standing on the edge of this cliff
just waiting to be pushed
as these tears fall from my face
i hope your happy with what you've done to me
im seeing all the good times we had
all the smiles, your hugs and your kisses
look what you've done, you did this to me
all i want is death. its as simple as that
are you happy with outcome
i wish you were the one at the edge of this cliff
so i can come and push you
i wish you were the one with hate
i wish you were the one with sadness
look what you've done to me
... i hope your happy now!
sorry that sucks i kno.... i just couldnt write it all to make sense ya kno? my mind is thinkign so fast and then i type it and forget so sorry if that sucks but comment anyway
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| Blacktop wishes |
[13 Jan 2004|04:24pm] |
There is a perfect sky shining tonight,
It reminds me off I place I used to confide in.
I was facing the world one tear at a time,
But there was always one place that I could call mine.
There was always one place that made everything feel right.
Abandoned and left, Just like me
It heard every cry.
A cry of loss, or to find love, or to remind it I wanted to live by the sea.
It never told me just what to do, It just listened to me.
I remember it well, back to the ground, looking up at a sky filled with star kisses.
It was here I made my Blacktop wishes.
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| my most favorite star |
[13 Jan 2004|04:42pm] |
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switchfoot- we were meant to live... |
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Ok, so im the devil
you make me out to be
then at 7:06
you'll think of me
enough symbolism for you?
this cloud aint big enough for 2
someones gotta jump
i hope you know its you
Im plummeting
to the ice cold ground in your heart
If im the devil you think i am
Ill warm you baby
So hot youll need a fan
The end comes quicker
there you are
burnt ouy
just like my favorite star
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[13 Jan 2004|05:33pm] |
I wrote this recently and wanted to hear what people thought.
This Ruined Ride of My Life
I bite my tounge and pray for blood
To stream out my mouth
And form a crimson son
That lights up your life
and darkens your world
In the contrast of our nights
Broken glass doesn't hurt
Half as bad as I want to
When my bodies crashing through
This clumsy car windshield
Hatred can't be concealed
When my skull rips open
Leaving my thoughts concealed
Tell me this, does the pavement taste like heaven?
Because my teeth are broken and my tounge can't taste a thing
But it looks pretty good with my guts on it all crushed and severed
And broken bones have never felt better
Any thoughts?
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[13 Jan 2004|05:36pm] |
'Last Chance' - Never Say Forever
since you got the best of me(best of me)
you might as well just go ahead and take the rest of me
this piece of my heart
you apparently forgot to tear apart
tears falling like stars out of your eyes
make-up falling down your face from all the lies
and you realize theres no turning back this time
Im replaying memories of when I used to call you mine
call you mine
and its lonely nights taht remind me of the way we used to be
late nights, when youd tell me how you feel
how this time you mean it and your words are real
so thank you for your honesty
but honestly words mean nothing to me
tonight is just a sleepless night
i'll spend regretting these memories of you and me
cuz tonight is your last chance to say goodbye
cuz tonight is your last chance to say goodbye
cuz tonight is your last chance to say goodbye
cuz tonight is your last chance to say goodbye
lonely nights of this remind me of the way we used to be
(you missed out on everything that could be,
cuz you missed out on everything with me)
late nights when you'd tell me how youd feel
(cuz you missed out on everything that could be)
how this time you mean it and your words are real
(cuz you missed out, you missed out on me)
so thank you for your honesty
(you missed out, cuz you missed out on me)
but honestly words mean nothing to me
(cuz you missed out, cuz you missed out on me)
tonight is just a sleepless night
(cuz you missed out, cuz you missed out on me)
I'll spend regretting these, memories of you and me
(you missed out on me)
cuz you missed out on everything that could be
cuz you missed out on everything with me
cuz you missed out on on everything that could be
cuz you missed out, cuz you missed out on me
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[13 Jan 2004|05:38pm] |
Sorry for posting this twice but I messed up one word.
I wrote this recently and wanted to hear what people thought.
This Ruined Ride of My Life
I bite my tounge and pray for blood
To stream out my mouth
And form a crimson son
That lights up your life
and darkens your world
In the contrast of our nights
Broken glass doesn't hurt
Half as bad as I want to
When my bodies crashing through
This clumsy car windshield
Hatred can't be concealed
When my skull rips open
Leaving my thoughts revealed
Tell me this, does the pavement taste like heaven?
Because my teeth are broken and my tounge can't taste a thing
But it looks pretty good with my guts on it all crushed and severed
And broken bones have never felt better
Any thoughts?
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| Yea we do it all the time..yea..yea.. |
[13 Jan 2004|06:52pm] |
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"Hain's Point" - Rites Of Spring
I read somewhere that every wall's a door to something new
Well if that's true, why can't I get through?
'Cause I'm not who I thought I was
And I can't explain
But it feels like I'm falling through a hole in my heart
Just falling through a hole in my heart
Don't try to read for nothing at all
I could walk around, fall in love with a face or two
But it would be you, no, it wouldn't be you
'Cause you're not who I thought you were
No, I can't explain
No, no I can't explain
But it feels like I'm falling through a hole in my heart
Falling through a hole in my heart
Don't try to read for nothing at all
I can't, I can't explain
"For Want Of" - Rites Of Spring
I- I believed-
Memory might mirror no reflections on me
I- I believed-
That in forgetting I might set myself free
Woke up this morning with a piece of past caught in my throat
And then I choked
I bled-
I tried to hide the heart from the head
And I- I said I bled-
In the arms of a girl I'd barely met
Woke up this morning with the present in splinters on the ground
And then I drowned
And if I can't see, it's for want of you
You said, "I see.."
If there's nothing here then it's probably mine
Turn to see if there's nothing here, it will always be mine, mine
But I woke up this morning with a piece of past caught in my throat
And then I choked
I- I guess I've learned the taste of days that will always burn
I- I guess I've learned if it's in the corner or my eye I can't always turn
Woke up this morning with the present in splinters on the ground
And then I drowned
And if I can't see, it's for want of you
You..
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The spill canvas-So much |
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How does it feel to know you're everything I need
The butterflies in my stomach
they could bring me to my knees
How does it feel to know you're everything I want
I've got a hard time saying this
so I'll sing it in a song
Oh I adore the way you carry yourself
With the grace of a thousand angels overhead
I love the way the galaxy starts to melt
When we become one
When we become one
When we become one
When we become one
How does it feel
How does it feel when we get locked into a stare?
Please don't come looking for me
when I get lost in the mess of your hair
How do you feel when everything you've known
gets thrown aside
Never fear, my dear, 'cause we have nothing left to hide
Oh I adore the way you carry yourself
With the grace of a thousand angels overhead
I love the way the galaxy starts to melt
Hold on to me girl
If you feel your grip getting loose
just know that I'm right next to you
Hold on to me girl
If you feel your grip getting loose
Just know that I won't let you down
Well, I'm ready
Well, I'm ready
I am ready
To run away with you
Are you ready?
Are you ready?
Are you ready?
To run away with me
Pack your things we can leave today
Pack your things we can leave today
Say our goodbyes and get on the train
Say goodbye
Just you and I in the sweet unknown
We can just call each other our home
If I had to choose a way to die
it'd be with you
In a goosebump infested embrace
With my overanxious hands cupping your face
In a goosebump infested embrace
With my overanxious hands cupping your cherub face
How does it feel?
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| You would kill for this.. |
[13 Jan 2004|07:14pm] |
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Straylight Run |
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Tell me lies that pass for the truth
Cover me in drunken words and sloppy kisses
Make me believe I’m your one, your only one
And when I’m sleeping next to you, safe and sound
Then go ahead and walk away
Because I told you just under an hour ago…
“I would love it if you broke my heart tonight”
Written very quickly...comments?
-edit- here's another one i just wrote
Honey, don’t worry
The end is drawing near
Whisper sweetly in my ear
“I’ll meet you 6 feet under”
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[13 Jan 2004|07:53pm] |
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"shadows like statues" - Matchbook Romance
lights out and my seat back as far as it will go
casting shadows like statues
i'm right outside your window
theres no such thing as second chances
theres no such thing don't bother to explain
you're so beautiful did you hear a word i said
you're so beautiful i guess this is what i get
we trust and believe so easily in words they speak
we seek security in one another but theres no way to cover this
and these tragic nights and afternoons wreak disaster
and i can still feel you as if you were in the room
where did our story end where did it start
i buried you along with my heart
entertain me and tell me "it didn't mean anything"
it's vengous worth my tolerance and i could be careless
but i promise you'll feel everything i know
did you hear a word i said? i know.
i guess this is what i get.
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[13 Jan 2004|08:01pm] |
Running around in circles trying to find my head (my heart), but it feels like I'm just winding up right back at the start. I'm leaving everything I've known all my life and trading it for you, what a beautiful mess we've got into. A life where I aim to please, slit my wrist to prove a bleed, give you everything you want while you beg for more, I'm honest and yet you're a whore. Letting go of the time and spending it with you, it feels so right- I know it's wrong, and yet I don't know what to do. You're so wonderful with your fake smile, I'm so innocent with my real scars, the largest one being on my heart. You've seen it so many times, the way I look at you. You're everything that I would love to hold on to. And we're just friends. We're just friends. But one day I know, you'll think about the chance that you never gave me to make this work out. Just think about the chance that you never gave me. Come on and think about the chance that you never gave me. Cause this would never work out. This is all your fault.
I'm sorry to do this to you all, but I've had many blurty names in the past few months:
Staremo
SaddestEMOstar
eyesburnbright
But this is my final blurty name.. if you want to add me, do so.. I'll add you back
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[13 Jan 2004|08:06pm] |
I WANT TO BE THE GIRL WITH THE MOST CAKE
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH IT JUST TURNS TO HATTEEE
I FAKE IT SO REAL
I AM BEYOND FAKE
SOMEDAY YOU WILL ACHE LIKE I ACHEEEE
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[13 Jan 2004|08:07pm] |
the love of my life said something that sparked a poem in my head, so ill share
You still wont look at the stars
my stars
do they make you want to think of me?
is that what pains you love?
ah, the word
so simple
so clouded with meaning
meaning I have yet to comprehend
meaning you have yet to clarify
you say you feel
I know you care
but you still wont look at my stars
+comments?
+criticism?
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[13 Jan 2004|08:13pm] |
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straylight run |
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i watch in silence as you paint
your lies on my hands
and your pain on my face
and i will paint something for you too my dear
another bone shaking, heart stopping fit on the bathroom floor
you try to wash away the pain, with your vodka and vicodin,
when all else fails, you pin your pain on me instead
i watch in silence as you tear me apart
another lung collapsing fit on the bathroom floor
i watch in silence as you eat away my heart
i need some vodka and vicodin to wash away the pain
here we lie, on the tile floor, next to the bath tub full of blood
my breathing slows, my heart beat quickens
you're dancing in my blood
painting suicide notes on the walls...
i watch in silence as you fall
another coughing shaking fit in hell
i watch in silence as you fall
another coughing shaking fit in hell
i watch in reverie as you fall
i watch you fall and burn in hell
eh yeah. sucks. wrote very quickly... comments always appreciated.
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[13 Jan 2004|08:45pm] |
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<3 <3 <3
It's you that I adore
You'll always be my whore
You'll be a mother to my child
And a child to my heart
We must never be apart
We must never be apart
Lovely, you're the beauty in my world
Without you, there aren't reasons left to find
And you'll pull your crooked teeth
You'll be perfect just like me
You'll be a lover in my bed
And a gun to my head
We must never be apart
We must never be apart
Lovely girl, you're the murder in my world
Dressing coffins for the souls I've left to die
Drinking mercury to the mystery
Of all that you should ever seek to find
In time
In you I see dirty
In you I count stars
In you I feel so pretty
In you I taste God
In you I feel so hungry
In you I crash cars
We must never be apart
Drinking mercury to the mystery
Of all that you should ever seek to find
Lovely girl, you're the murder in my world
Dressing coffins for the souls I've left behind
In time
We must never be apart
And you'll always be my whore
'Cause you're the one that I adore
And you'll pull your crooked teeth
You'll be perfect just like me
In you I feel so dirty
In you I crash cars
In you I feel so pretty
In you I taste God
We must never be apart
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The Spill Canvas-Caterpillars |
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-The spill canvas "all hail the heartbreaker"
I had the notion that you'd make me change my ways
My bad habits would be gone in a matter of days
I had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes
To a whole new world that had since been in disguise
But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
to everything you are
So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
just to forget your sweater so far
I had the notion that you'd make me forget the world
But your undecisive mind shows me that
you are "just another girl"
I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real
What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams
maybe then you'd know how I feel
But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
to everything you are
So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
just to forget your sweater so far
I can honestly say
that I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
that cause my comatose to begin
I can honestly say
that I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
that cause my comatose to begin
I will sleep another day
I don't really need to anyway
What's the point when my dreams are infected
with words you used to say
I will breathe in a moment
As long as I keep my distance
I wouldn't want to go messing anything up
So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door
So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door
I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
I guess that's how this one's gonna go I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
You've got me down on my knees and I proclaim
"All hail the heartbreaker"
yea i just listened to some of their stuff (they are awesome!) and this song really talked about what im going through rite now...so i decided to put it up....
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[13 Jan 2004|09:31pm] |
Switchfoot: Life and Love and Why
Life and love and why
Child, adult, then die
All of your hoping
And all of your searching
For what?
Ask me for what am I living
Or what gives me strength
That I'm willing to die for
Take away from me
This monstrosity
'Cause my futile thinking's
Not gonna solve nothing tonight
Ask me for what am I living
Or what gives me strength
That I'm willing to die for
Could it be this
Could this be bliss
Could it be all that
I ever had missed
Could it be true
Can life be new
And can I be used
Can I be used
Give me a reason
For life and for death
A reason for drowning
While I hold my breath
Something to laugh at
A reason to cry
With everyone hopeless
And hoping for something
To hope for
Yeah, with something to hope for
Could it be true
Can life be new
Could it be all that I am
Is in You
Could it be this
Could it be bliss
Can it be You
Can it be You
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[13 Jan 2004|09:41pm] |
Quick help!My best friend just had his heart broken when his girlfriend played him for quite long time. I need some songs so that i can have a cd done by maybe 10:30.
Anything would help me and him alot. I can feel his pain.
Thank you soooo much. Times like this when im glad we ban together.
PS: i have 187 and You're Gone
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[13 Jan 2004|09:47pm] |
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hey i was wondering where i can find "the spill canvas" lyrics? can anybody help me?
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[13 Jan 2004|10:34pm] |
This is a song I started I just have to finish it.
I slip down to my floor
This aparments cold and I am sore
I can't stand these four walls hiding me
And my only song this air conditioned symphany
Meh I don't know if it's that great, it sounded better when I was singing it not reading it.
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[13 Jan 2004|10:49pm] |
This is a bunch of songs I wrote, some of it are just acoustic songs some are songs my band is recording yeah. I wanted to know what people thought.
In The Back
You wait just watch and see
She'll come running right back to me
With her tail between her legs
And she will beg and plead apologies
But it's almost too much for me
You came back before I ever had the chance to miss you
Bending like heated glass
On a crowded highway overpass
We move quickly around the turns
My heart and head is what at's stake
Who will miss the exit and make the first mistake?
I can't take you back if you never left
In the back of my head
It's like a dusty old apartment
The occupents are long gone
In the back of my head
Are the words that you never said
Your second chance is long gone
I could say the same for me
But it's not like me to run
Fragile
Look at the incision I have made
Inspect the gun I fired at point blank
Your so attached, your so in love
Don't speak too soon because I'll cut off your tounge
You can't hide your sin
Because your scars are looking obvious
Get back in the grave that you crawled out of
Go back to the hole that you came from
Fill it in, this is all the past
Kiss the bottle and never look back
Just lie
Remain content
Your story told
By a tombstone of cement
Your fragile like glass
I could break you
A Fantastic Fantasy
Give my guts some room to breathe
Suck in the cool night air
Take a walk in central park
While I drag you by your hair
Your body covered in a chloroform scent
You look so pretty when your unconsious
You know my twisted thoughts are saying the same to me
I drank my consionce off it's feet
Now we lay together in the cool green grass
It's almost romantic but think of how we got like this
You ruined all my dreams
Now I'm acting out my fantasy
We woke up you didn't know where you were
Don't worry girl just know that this lock is secure
Your going nowhere don't even try
Your about to play a role in a homicide
Only one of us will leave this room covered in blood
Go ahead take a guess who gets to cut out who's guts
You had this coming since day one with all these scars
What goes around baby is bound to come around and hit you twice as hard
Chewing through your own wrists is the only way you'll get out of this
ANy thoughts?
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[13 Jan 2004|10:49pm] |
More songs, I wanna know what people think.
Can You?
Your long hair gripped in my hands
I ripped you off of your balance
With such grace you fell down
This scar started last summer and it ends right now
I've thought of death before
Now I'm knocking at your door
With a big grin on my teeth
The light of this blade bouncing off of me
Rip myself open, am I pretty on the inside?
You know it's the deepest cuts that are so easy to hide
That means this will be easier then I thought
I could kill you and I'd never get caught
And the bloodstains on your floor
Become your new decour
You always looked better in red
And with a bullet in your head
I can be free to love again
My Little Secret
I've got a secret, something I've been hiding for years
And I've let out cries that no one will ever hear
And I like it that way, the joy of my secret pain
It's left scars inches below my waist
Naked the world can see me
Wasted the floor beneath me
Turns to my bed, my grave, my home
I make these wounds on my own
I don't want this ugly wolrd to know
Steak knives have cut deep enough to slice my bones
I've spilled blood on the kitchen floor
I clean it up now just like I did before
I don't know what to do please tell me I'm not alone
Have you ever mopped up your own blood before your mom got home?
Cigars In The Car
Your throat can only take so much before you start throwing up
The red liquid runs down your toilet and joins with the sewage sludge
Then you foget to breathe
Caught up in the misery
Well death can only come once so make this worth while
It's all a lie sugar coated for the masses
It's a happy face at a funeral as they're closing the casket
The last face I'll ever wanna see is gone
And I'll never find someone like you
Any thoughts would be appreciated.
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[13 Jan 2004|11:22pm] |
LESS THAN JAKE // The Science Of Selling Yourself Short
I’ve come to my senses that I’ve become senseless
I could give you lessons how to ruin your friendships
Every last conviction I smoked them all away
I’ve drank my frustrations, down the drain, out of the way
So I sit and wait and wonder,
Does anyone else feel like me
Someone so tired of their routines
And disappearing self esteems
I’ll sing along with every emergency
Just sing along “I’m the king of catastrophes”
I’m so far gone that deep down inside I think
It’s fine by me, I’m my own worst enemy
I could be an expert on codependency
I could write the best book on underage tragedy
I’ve been spending my time at the local liquor store
I’ve been sleeping nightly on my best friend’s kitchen floor
So I sit and wait and wonder,
Does anyone else feel like me
I’m so overdosed on apathy
And burnt out on sympathy
I’ll sing along with every emergency
Just sing along “I’m the king of catastrophes”
I’m so far gone that deep down inside I think
It’s fine by me, I’m my own worst enemy
Let the meanings slip away
Lost my faith in another day
Self-deprecation seems okay
I never though I’d make it anyway
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[13 Jan 2004|11:23pm] |
I'm lost in the darkness. . . .
. . . but I don't want to turn on the light
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