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So what if I'm smiling, that doesn't mean I'm not fucking BREAKING [12 Jan 2004|06:44am]

[ mood | aggravated ]

[ music | "Say it aint so" Weezer ]

WEEZER

"Why Bother?"

I know I should get next to you
You've got a look that made me think you're cool
But it's just sexual attraction
Not something real so I'd rather keep wackin'

Why bother? It's gonna hurt me
It's gonna kill when you desert me
This happened to me twice before
Won't happen to me anymore

I've known a lot of girls before
What's the harm in knowing one more?
Maybe we could even get together
Maybe you could break my heart next summer

Why bother? It's gonna hurt me
It's gonna kill when you desert me
This happened to me twice before
Won't happen to me anymore

It's a crying shame I'm all alone
Not with you, nor her, nor anyone
Won't you knock me on my head?
Crack it open let me out of here

Why bother? It's gonna hurt me
It's gonna kill when you desert me
This happened to me twice before
Won't happen to me anymore

Why bother (why bother)
It's gonna hurt me (it's gonna hurt me)
It's gonna kill when (why bother)
You desert me (it's gonna hurt me)
Why bother (why bother)
It's gonna hurt me (it's gonna hurt me)
Why bother?
It's gonna hurt me

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A request: [12 Jan 2004|06:57am]

[ mood | lonely ]

[ music | "Chained To You" -Savage Garden ]

I need a song that deals w/ someone trying to stop a best friend from cutting or hurting themselves.
-Thank You.

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[12 Jan 2004|07:52am]

[ mood | cold ]

[ music | The Rocket Summer - Calender Days ]

I'm depressed, i was dumped saturday night.......

I heard about your regrets, i heard that you were feeling sorry, i heard from somwone that you with you could, set things right between us, well i guess i shouldve heard of them from you, i guess i sholdve heard of them from you.. don you see? dont you see that the cherade is over...
Dashboard Confessional..........

And her disgust has no borders, no limits to strive for, she bends and breaks to the rules set by the weak She's finally seen she's a beautiful girl with a smile so grand she could stop the world Stolen her skin he sews her mouth shut, means nothing to him, her screams just die out As she cries out here voice dies out As she cries out her voice dies out Love once inside her heart, lay in my hands Was it asked for? Was it implied? What could have been done?
Inside her mind dies.

From Autumn To Ashes-Take Her To The Music Store.

XoxO

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[12 Jan 2004|10:13am]

My eyes are able to tell lies, they have for years.
I make everyone believe that I am doing fine inside.
But my heart has stopped from swelling up with tears.

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[12 Jan 2004|11:16am]

Six CD Changer pumpin out some tunes, it's funny how every little thing i can somehow relate to you. "the days go by the nights don't change the stars still spell out your name, i will wait for you" i couldn't of said it better myself. A little over a year is an awfully long time to wait, on someone who hasn't showed any signs of coming back. But, there isn't much else i can do, your the only one i think of. tried moving on but the memories never fade. I imagine one day they will, months and years later. The question is will i survive knowing i can stand on my own two feet without you. I imagine some day I will survive the thought. Months ago i thought it was time, so i threw the box or our stuff away, god how i miss that box. It contained the lip gloss you tried to eat, a broken necklace you had given me, a sticker, and a toy that you had given me. I didn't have the heart to throw away the teddy bear. He sits on top of my computer, watching me. I've missed that box so much, that i've started another....i miss you.

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[12 Jan 2004|11:24am]

"Three Is A Charm" by the starting line

Harder every time and it starts to show on my face
and on my wall where all her pictures fall.
Getting over a three leaf clover, that I thought was four.
It's just the same as before.
Forget me, girl, I'm still recovering from her.
It hurts so.
I'm sorry, girl, I'm in no shape to love.
It's not you its her.
An absent-minded find was thought to be a lucky break,
but what's at stake is only dignity.
Alone I'll stand as they all dance.
I've tangoed one too many times, the floor is just not for me.
So take it slow, even stop every now and again when I say when.
Here we go on our way to sudden change.
Turn the tables to point the other way.
And I'm dismayed.
And if I stop breathing keep your arms around me.

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[12 Jan 2004|01:08pm]

[ mood | blah ]

[ music | silence ]

got your letter and the poetry you sent me
postmarked in december of last year
i really hope you're doing better
all your friends close by your side
one step closer to recovery

i wish there was something i could say
to erase each and every page
you've been through
even though its not my place to save you

i appreciate but cant accept this thank you note
thats sealed with your last breath
and i won't stand aside
and listen to you give up

if you'll just hold on for one more second
just hold on to what you have
just hold on/ just hold on
if you'll just hold on for one more second
just hold on to what you have
just hold on/ just hold on

these arms remain stretched out to you
maybe someday you'll accept them
maybe its too late to save a young girls heart that's long stopped beating
(maybe)

wake up wake up you've gotta believe
wake up wake up
you cant give up time keeps going on without us
long after we're dead and gone

i wish there was something i could say
to erase each and every page
you've been through
even though its not my place to save you

i appreciate but cant accept this thank you note
thats sealed with your last breath
and i won't stand aside
and listen to you give up
if you'll just hold on for one more second

just hold on to what you have
just hold on/ just hold on
if you'll just hold on for one more second
just hold on to what you have
just hold on/ just hold on

the ataris 'my reply'

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/soundtrack to my life\ [12 Jan 2004|01:16pm]

[ mood | blank ]

[ music | taking back sunday ]

taking back sunday 'cute without the 'e' (cut from the team)

Your lipstick, his collar.. don't bother Angel
I know exactly what goes on

When everything you'll get is
everything that you've wanted, princess
(well which would you prefer)
My finger on the trigger, or
(me face down, down across your floor)
Me face down, down across your floor
(me face down, down across your floor)
Well just so long as this thing's loaded

And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
let's go...

Don't bother trying to explain Angel
I know exactly what goes on when you're on and
How about I'm outside of your window
(how about I'm outside of your window)
Watchin him keep the details covered
You're such a sucker (you're such a sucker)
for a sweet talker, yeah

And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
(the only thing that I regret is that I, I never let you hold me back)
And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin

Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I wil never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you never loved me
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you never loved me
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know...

Why can't I feel anything
from anyone other than you?
Why can't I feel anything
from anyone other than you?

And all of this was all your fault
And all of this

(I stay jealous)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
for this simple reason
I just need to keep you in mind
as something larger than life
(she'll destroy us all before she's through
and find a way to blame somebody else)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
for this simple reason
I just need to keep you in mind
as something larger than life
(she'll destroy us all before she's through
and find a way to blame somebody else)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
for this simple reason
I just need to keep you in mind
as something larger than life!

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dashboard confessional 'ender will save us all'
It's just like you to contest
you wear it like a label on your breast
don't you see what this takes of me?
A certain callousness complies
with your charm & in your pride
a hopeful look draped in despise.

I want to give you
whatever you need.
What is it you need?
Is it what I need?
I want to give you
whatever you need.
What is is you need?
Is it within me?

It's hard to explain how I am getting by
on so little from you.
It's hard to believe that I would let myself
get so wrapped in you.
There's got to be something that would
be worthwhile for me to give to you.
We need a connection but you
seem to push me far away from you.

The harder I push the further I fall.
Well you don't mind me being headstrong.
But you don't want to sing along.
Maybe it's trite but I can always be wrong
Try not to be wrong.

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afi ' silver and cold'
I... I came here by day, but I left here in darkness
And found you, found you on the way
And now, it is silver and silent, it is silver and cold
You, in somber resplendence, I hold

Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me) Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one

Light, like the flutter of wings, feel your hollow voice rushing into me
As you're longing to sing
So I... I will paint you in silver, I will wrap you in cold
I will lift up your voice as I sink

Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one, now
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me) Your sins into me

Cold in life's throws, I'll fall asleep for you
Cold in life's throws, I only ask you turn away
Cold in life's throws, I'll fall asleep for you
Cold in life's throws, I only ask you turn
As they seep... into me, oh, my beautiful one, now

Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me)
Your sins into me... oh

Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one, now
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me) Your sins into...
(Your sins into me) Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one

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brand new 'moshi moshi'
I think I'm crazy, baby, let you off the hook to easy
If you were a telephone, you'd still be off the hook
This is my last leg
Been awake for days
In a minute I'll die of starvation
I'll come back a ghost if I can haunt you
and float around your room.

What do I do when you get close?
If I kissed your neck, would you slit my throat?
Are you thinking of me when you're putting on your makeup,
darling, and dying your hair like you do
Well you're wasting time if you're trying to impress me
I waste all my time just thinking of you

And I'm not imagining how you give me the shivers,
standing up to your waste in your river
You're the sweetest boat-builder I think I've ever seen
Dream in Japanese, dream in Japanese,
some language I don't even know how to speak
You're still pretty and I am still choked up,
it's probably just the same
The more I hang around you,
the more hang-ups I get (more hang-ups I get)

Are you thinking of me when you're putting on your makeup, darling,
and dying your hair like
you do? (dying your hair like you do)
Well you're wasting time if you're trying to impress me
I waste all my time just thinking of you

I know that you're an angel,
though you could never stay true (you could never stay true)
Hey angel, I think your halo has a screw loose,
'cause you dropped me like a brick off the rooftop of your high school
Could I watch the next time you're applying your eyeliner?
I waste all my time just thinking of you

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john mayer 'back to you'
Back to you
It always comes around
Back to you
I tried to forget you
I tried to stay away
But it's too late

I'm so good at forgetting
And I quit ever game I play
But forgive me, love
I can't turn and walk away

Back to you
It always comes around
Back to you
I walk with your shadow
I'm sleeping in my bed
With your silhouette

should have smiled in that picture
If it's the last that I'll see of you
It's the least that you
Could not do

Leave the light on
I'll never give up on you
Leave the light on
For me too

Back to me
I know that it comes
Back to me
Doesn't it scare you
Your will is not as strong
As it used to be

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puddle of mudd 'blurry'
Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it my face

Everyone is changing
there's noone left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i will save you
from all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

[Chorus]

Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you when to runaway
nobody told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to runaway

[Chorus]

This pain you gave to me

You take it all
You take it all away...
This pain you gave to me
You take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me

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eve 6 'inside out'
I would swallow my pride I would choke on the
rhines But the lack thereof would leave me
empty inside I would swallow my doubt turn it
inside out find nothing but faith in nothing
Want to put my tender heart it in a blender Watch
it spin round to a beautiful oblivion Rendezvous
then I'm through with you I burn burn like a
wicker cabinet chalk white and oh so frail I see
out time has gotten stale The tick tock of the
clock is painful All sane and logical I want to
tear it off the wall I hear words and clips and
phrases I think sick like ginger ale My stomach
turns and I exhale So Cal is where my mind
states but it's not my state of mind I'm not as
ugly sad as you Or am I origami Folded up and
just pretend demented as the motives in your
head I alone am the one you don't know you
need me take heed feed your ego Make me blind
when your eyes close sink when you get close
tie me to the bedpost.

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saliva 'always'
I hear a voice say, "Don't be so blind"
It's telling me all these things
That you would probably hide
Am I your one and only desire
Am I the reason you breathe
Or am I the reason you cry
Always
Always
Always
Always
Always
Always
I just can't live without you

I love you
I hate you
I can't live around you
I breathe you
I taste you
I can't live without you
I just can't take anymore
This life of solitude
I guess that I'm out the door
And now I'm done with you

I feel like you don't want me around
I guess I'll pack all my things
I guess I'll see you around
Inside, it bottles up until now
As I walk out your door
All I can hear is the sound of

Always
Always
Always
Always
Always
Always
I just can't live without you

I love you
I hate you
I can't live around you
I breathe you
I taste you
I can't live without you
I just can't take anymore
This life of solitude
I guess that I'm out the door
And now I'm done with you

I love you
I hate you
I can't live without you

I left my head around your heart
Why would you tear my world apart

Always
Always
Always
Always

I see the blood all over your hands
Does it make you feel more like a man
Was it all just a part of your plan
The pistol's shakin' in my hands
And all I hear is the sound

I love you
I hate you
I can't live around you
I breathe you
I taste you
I can't live without you
I just can't take anymore
This life of solitude
I guess that I'm out the door
And now I'm done with you

I love you
I hate you
I can't live without you

I love you
I hate you
I can't live without you
I just can't take anymore
This life of solitude
I pick myself off the floor
And now I'm done with you
Always
Always
Always
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seether 'fine again'
It seems like every day’s the same
and I’m left to discover on my own
It seems like everything is gray
and there’s no color to behold
They say it’s over and I’m fine again, yeah
Try to stay sober feels like I’m dying here

And I am aware now of how
everything’s gonna be fine one day
Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now,
seems everyone’s gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well

I feel the dream in me expire
and there’s no one left to blame it on
I hear you label me a liar
‘cause I can’t seem to get this through
You say it’s over, I can sigh again, yeah
Why try to stay sober when I’m dying here

And I am aware now of how
everything’s gonna be fine one day
Too late, I’m in hell
I am prepared now,
seems everyone’s gonna be fine
One day too late; just as well

And I’m not scared now.
I must assure you,
you’re never gonna get away
And I’m not scared now.
And I’m not scared now. No…

I am aware now of how
everything’s gonna be fine one day
Too late, I’m in hell
I am prepared now
seems everyone’s gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well
I am prepared now,
seems everything’s gonna be fine for me
For me; for myself.
For me, for me, for myself
For me, for me, for myself

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death cab for cutie 'passenger seat'
I roll the window down
and then begin to breathe in
the darkest country road
and the strong scent of evergreen
from the passenger seat as
you are driving me home

then looking upwards
I strain my eyes and try
to tell the difference between
shooting stars and sattelites
from the passenger seat as
you are driving me home

"do they collide?"
I ask and you smile
with my feet on the dash
the world doesn't matter

when you feel embarrased
I'll be your pride
when you need directions
I'll be the guide
for all time
for all time

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hot rod circuit 'the pharamcist'
Lie awake, wondering,
If things could have been much different.
Second chance, what's become
Of a friendship if you can call this one?
Stayed in touch, stood behind,
While I gave you space
And you invade mine
While everyone makes mistakes,

[Chorus]
You let me down for the last time,
Truth prevails
And theres nothing you can hide.
And I wash my hands of you,
Getting on with my life.

Getting on with my life...
I'm getting on with my life...

Wanna call and catch up.
But no matter what know you still suck.
Took the drugs from my friends,
Whatever were you thinkin?
Stayed in touch, stood behind,
While I gave you space,
And you invade mine while
Every one makes mistakes...

[Chorus]

I'm getting on with my life!

And the shit remains the same
It makes no difference
In this stupid world we know.

And the shit remains the same
It makes no difference
In this stupid world we know.

[Chorus x2]

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new found glory 'sincerely me'
Dear your name here....
It's been a long time, very long time
Since I've heard your voice
And I bet she never thought I was
So sorry so?
I've had a hard time, very hard time
Seeing less of you
I never thought you knew
So can you see you're seeing less of me darling
And you're blind to the fact that my
Heart stopped beating
And I'm as good as dead
Dear I forgot your name again...
Just picking up where I left off
(Oh yeah) This is the part where you leave me
So sorry so?
I've had a hard time, very hard time
Seeing less of you
I never thought you knew
So can you see
You're seeing less of me darling
And you're blind to the fact that my
Heart stopped beating
And I'm as good as dead
This is all I have to say

wow that was a while lol..

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...And if I was sober... [12 Jan 2004|02:44pm]

Death Cab For Cutie- State Street Residential

Holding fast until the rent checks wear thin
because it hasn't sunk in... so far

Well it's a drab routine, the dust storms building
and then it's hard to come clean

Then the months stack up to an addictive crutch
As if the drink weren't enough
A stagger cannot compete
There's no charm in being residential state street

And if I was sober
could I kill caution and stay over
And if I was sober
would I rip hearts apart like paper?

I wish you could know better than you show
with parted lips pointed down
That the whiskey soothes more than you could ever do.

And if I was sober
Could I kill caution and stay over?
And if I was sober
Would I rip hearts apart like paper?

What a difference it made
What a difference it made

And if I was sober
Could I kill caution and stay over?
And if I was sober
Would I rip hearts apart like paper?

What a difference it made
What a difference it made

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are they emo? [12 Jan 2004|02:48pm]

Brickwall Views-The Lawrence Arms

don't break too many hearts. don't take too many arrows in the chest. cry comfortably, let us all know what you're thinking. is there a gesture i could use to clearly express i'm at an utter loss for words? is there a part of you that's torn? that's larger than life? that'll hold on for one more night? i've got a speech to make. followed by a big parade. northside. closed eyes. all charades go on forever. hands tied with fools pride. in a slowly fleeing summer. just throw your hands up at the sky. no use trying to explain this. the clouds are mirrors. i'm disguised. i'm not all that entertaining. the city looks the same until you notice smaller changes. it still knows us all by name. it holds us close to its heart (now repeat) all my hopes are unaligned. this diagnosis is self-designed. northside. closed eyes. all charades go on forever. ands tied with fools pride. in a slowly fleeing summer. empty rooms don't have pictures to talk to. brickwall views demand uninspired afternoons. the days are flooding into months. the nights are staring into centuries. i've got some older pictures of people i see once every couple years. intrigued or unamazed. "you were so much different back in those days." and now this smile has a bitter curve. now these eyes are unenchanted. and all we see is a faded image of what we used to be. how can we relate when we don't know a thing about each other anymore? is there a gesture i could use to clearly express i'm at an utter loss for words

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If you can name the song title and/or band I will kiss you. [12 Jan 2004|02:52pm]

K keeping quiet is hard cause you cant keep a secret if it was never was a secret to start
R No need for reminding you're still all that matters to me...
I Oh, foolish worker bee -- I'm your fucking queen.
S A shot of strobe light anesthesia
T The hollow walls repeat the sound of someone falling down.
I I'm not all right and in this city the streets are paved with hate
N Now we're all the terminal cases, but we're so determined to thrive

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would it be wrong if I decided I should stay? [12 Jan 2004|02:56pm]

Face to Face- Blind

what if I'm right and you are wrong?
what if you knew it all along?
what if I figured out that I did not belong?

what if it always bothered me?
what if I never did believe?
would it be wrong if I decided I should leave?

if I pretended I was blind
and struck it from my mind
would it still be there?
what if I'd do anything to make it seem all right
it's all right

what if it's all inside my head?
what if those words were never said?
would it be easier if I could just forget?

what if I didn't run away?
could it be any other way?
would it be wrong if I decided I should stay?

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[12 Jan 2004|03:30pm]

[ mood | guilty ]

[ music | FEFE DOBSON ]

The Second Wrong Makes You Feel Right

Begin, present, fade out,
Judgement please don't fail me now,
This time, this time
A lesson learned is a picture burned,
You're a memory to me,
Upon ignition come bear witness to the greatest therapy,
Just begin, present, fade out,
Judgement please don't fail me now,
This time
That was the day I put your picture aside.
Swallowed the fact that our dream had died.
Every time you close your mind,
You should be seeing me.
Every time you close your eyes (at night)
Every time you close your eyes
You should be seeing me.
As you lay in bed at night, I'll be there in your dreams.
So sorrows in, in that what you heard?
That you can cash in, on what we wrote,
Helpless isn't the right word but it's the first that comes to mind,
There's worse things than being unknown,
I think in time I'll get by
That was the day I put your picture aside.
Swallowed the fact that our dream had died.
Every time you close your mind,
You should be seeing me.
Begin, present, fade out,
Judgement please don't fail me now
You're to die for.
Life means more.
Out of sight.
With no light.
--From Autumn To Ashes:*~*:

WORST DAY :(
xoxo

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[12 Jan 2004|04:10pm]

[ mood | aggravated ]

Kickass song and a kickass band

Kill Hannah - "10 More Minutes With You"

I don't know who you are,
but somehow your breaking my heart.
And I don't know where you are,
but like a drug lift my up to the stars.

It's why I'm feeling alive.
It's the first time,
here's hoping this day won't end.
I don't know,now,what to do.
I don't care, I need 10 more minutes with you

10 more minutes with you
10 more minutes with you

I don't what you are,
but on look and i am hooked from the start
Now i am falling apart,
"That's what you get for falling in love."

Tonight I look in her eyes for the first time,
here's hoping this pain will end.
I don't know,now, what to do.
I don't care, I need 10 more minutes with you

10 more minutes with you
10 more minutes with you

( If you want to,then you got to hold all of it inside)

It's what you live for,
ahh
it's what you live for.
So what you lived for it,
so what you done for it.
I'm alive for ten more minutes

(If you want to,then you got to ahh)
10 more minuets with you
(If you want to,then you got to ahh)
Ahh 10 more minutes with you
(If you want to,now you got it all)
10 more minutes with you

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theres no lesson here to be learned. except to never fall in love again [12 Jan 2004|04:11pm]

"I'll Never Fall in Love"
by Homegrown
Tell me how you feel.
Because I don't think you care at all.
Confusing transmissions confirm my suspicions.
So I'm not going to keep holding on.
I'm getting out.
I'm not going to play your games.
I've made my decision, no need for revisions
when I know that you don't feel the same.
But that's alright.
I'm far past the point of return tonight.
And there's no lesson here to be learned.
Except to never fall in love again.
Are you listening?
Am I getting through at all?
I'm trying to save you from breaking your heart.
But I know you'll take the fall.
Talking to myself has never really helped.
But that's alright.
Yeah that's alright.
I'm far past the point of return tonight.
And there's no lesson here to be learned.
Except to never fall in love again.
I'll never look back.
I'll never give my heart to you again.
But that's alright.
Yeah that's alright.
I'm far past the point of return tonight.
And there's no lesson here to be learned tonight.
Except to never fall in love again.

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ataris [12 Jan 2004|04:14pm]

[ music | the kinison ]

do you ever feel like crying?
do you ever feel like giving up?

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[12 Jan 2004|04:15pm]

we're so scared to find out
what this life's all about
so scared we're going to lose it
not knowing all along
that's exactly what we need

&& you said I know that this will hurt
but if I don't break your heart then things will just get worse
If the burden seems too much to bear
remember the end will justify the pain it took to get us there

reach out to me
make my heart brand new
every beat will be for You
for You

and I know you know
You touched my life
when You touched my heavy heart and made it light

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[12 Jan 2004|04:33pm]

yeahum. It's Good Charlotte.. hey, when they're not whining about their daddy leaving.. they're not.... all that bad... I guess?
oh well.. I won't delve too deeply into that.. here's some lyrics for you.

SEASONS

Summer air reminds me of all the feelings of your love,
And what it was like when we were together,
Walking all along the beach, you were never far from my reach,
And you held me through the stormy weather,

And I want to fall in love tonight,
And I remember when you said "everything is gonna be alright"

Laying in the summer grass, you told me not to talk so fast,
As I told you how I feel,
You made me feel right at home,
You told me I was not alone and you knew just how I feel,

I know we talked about it, I just can't get around it,
I just want one more night with you,

And I want to fall in love tonight,
And I remember when you said "everything is gonna be alright"

October air reminds me of all the seasons of your love,
And what it was like when we were together
The smell of fall is everywhere and though it seems,
I just don't care, 'cause now you've gone away,

And I want to fall in love tonight,
And I remember when you said "everything is gonna be alright"

------------------------------------------------------------+
SAY ANYTHING

Here I am on
The phone again, and
Awkward silence is
On the other end
I used to know the sound
Of a smile in your voice
But right now (right now)
All I feel (All I feel)
Is the pain of the fighting
Starting up again

All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind (on my mind)
And all the things we laugh about
They'll bring us through it every time
After time after time

Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away
I know you wanna stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

Some say that
Time changes
Best friends can
Become strangers
But I don't want that
No, not for you
If you just stay with me, we can make it through

Here we are again
The same old argument
And now I'm wonderin'
If things'll ever change, yeah
When will you laugh again?
Laugh like you did back when?
We'd make noise till 3 AM and the neighbors would complain

All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind
On my mind
And all the things we laugh about
They'll bring us through it every time
After time after time

Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away
I know you wanna stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

I'm fallin'
I'm fallin'
I'm fallin' down....

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Hey [12 Jan 2004|04:39pm]

Hey yall...Im new....yay. I. was. wondering. would. brand. new. be. considered. emo? Oh. and. I. did. a. project. on. emo. for. school. yay!.

lol. thanks. yall.

~Elizabeth.

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Another Ugly Day [12 Jan 2004|05:03pm]

[ music | Brand New - Jude Law and a Semester Abroad ]

Question::

Brand New... which do you like more... first or second album??
i looove the first
The second is growing on me really fast
They are completely different styles.

I had a fight with my friend about something corporate.... she said they were "piano rock" i say they are emo... any thoughts?

thanks guys!

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Another Ugly Day [12 Jan 2004|05:03pm]

[ mood | lonely ]

[ music | Brand New - Jude Law and a Semester Abroad ]

Question::

Brand New... which do you like more... first or second album??
i looove the first
The second is growing on me really fast
They are completely different styles.

I had a fight with my friend about something corporate.... she said they were "piano rock" i say they are emo... any thoughts?

thanks guys!

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Saw Them in Concert! :D [12 Jan 2004|05:14pm]

I'll leave the lights down low
so she knows I mean business
And maybe we could talk this over
Cause I could be your best bet
Let alone your worst ex
And let alone your worst...

I wanna hate you so bad
But I can't (but I can't) stop this
anymore than you can

So honestly, how could you say those things
when you know they don't mean anything
And you know very well
that I can't keep my hands to myself,
hands to myself

I wanna hate you so bad
But I can't (but I can't) stop this
anymore than you can

This is all wrong and it shows
There's certain things I promised not to let you know,
(I've got a silly way of keepin you up on the edge of my seat,
I've got a silly way of keepin you up on the...)
not to let you know
I never let you, never let you, never...

You've got this silly way
of keeping me on the edge of my seat
But you're only counting the clock against the train
And I'm miserable, oh
(I've got a silly way of keepin you up on the edge of my seat,
I've got a silly way of keepin you up on the...)
And you're just getting started
I'm miserable, oh
And you're just getting started

You've got me right where you want me
(let's never talk) Let's never talk, let's never,
let's never talk about this again because...
I didn't want it to mean that much to me
I didn't want it to mean that much to me
I didn't want it to mean that much to me
I didn't want it to mean that much to me

Anyway... yeah

BiKE SCENE- TAKiNG BACK SUNDAY

XPOSTED TO: lyricsnquotes_emolyrics

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[12 Jan 2004|05:18pm]

[ mood | creative ]

[ music | *Hey Mister I Really Like Your Daughter*-Custom ]

*Learning to Breathe*.Switchfoot.*

Hello, good morning, how you do?
What makes your risin' sun so new?
I could use a fresh beginning too
All of my regrets are nothing new
So this is a way, that I say I need You
This is a way
This is a way

That I'm learning to breathe
I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that you and you alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies

Hello, good morning, how you been?
Yesterday left my head kicked in
I never, never thought that
I would fall like that
Never knew that I could hurt this bad

I'm learning to breathe
I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that you and you alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies
These abundant skies
Yeah, abundant skies, yeah

This is a way that I say I need You
This is a way that I say I love You
This is a way that I say I'm Yours
This is a way
This is a way

That I'm learning to breathe
I'm learning to crawl
(Leaning to breathe)
I'm finding that you and you alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
(Living again, awake and alive)
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies
(I'm dyin')
Yes I'm dying to breathe in
(I'm dyin')
These abundant skies
These abundant skies, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I'm learning to breathe
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies
Hello, good morning, how you do?
How you do?
How you do?

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*Hey MiStEr* [12 Jan 2004|05:21pm]

*HeY MiStEr* - Custom

Hey, Mister... I really like your daughter,
I'd like to eat her like ice cream
maybe dip her in chocolate...

Hey Mister on your way to work
in your Volvo, suit, and tie
We'll be crawling in your bed soon
messing around, maybe getting high

It's not what you did,
It's not what you didn't
God gave her the perfect body
now I'm all up in it.

It's not she's a tramp.
It's not she's not pure.
She just likes getting her fuck on,
and its good one of that I'm sure!

Hey Mister I really like your daughter-
When I'm horny like thirsty
She's a bottle of water

Hey Mister how'd it get so bad
You raised her so well
and now she's calling me dad
in the back seat naked of a new Volkswagen
the perfect little gift for high school graduation

It's not what you did,
It's not what you didn't
God gave her the perfect body
and now I'm all up in it

It's not she's a tramp.
It's not she's not pure.
She just likes getting her fuck on,
and its good one of that I'm sure

Nana na nana na,
Nana na nana na,
Nana na nana na,
ha hahaha ha ha haha

i eat all the food in your fridge
call my friends around the world
rack up your long distance too
breakstands neutral drops
wreck all your cars
drink all the booze in your cheezy ass wet bar
order stuff on your credit cards
leave boogers in the skippy jar
smoke your cigars
answer the phone tell your boss you moved to mars
when you call in late from work, i'll tell your wife
you're at the titty bars

It's not what ya did,
It's not what ya didn't
God gave her the perfect body
and now I'm all up in it.

It's not she's a tramp.
It's not she's not pure.
She just likes getting her fuck on,
and its good one of that I'm sure

i can't lie i have to tell the truth
man to man, mister
it's all a total spoof
your daughter's a freak
your daughter's a pro
when i'm done with her
she'll be one of your hos

I hope I never have a daughter
I hope I never have a daughter
I hope I never have a daughter
I hope I never have a daughter

Nana na nana na,
Nana na nana na,
Nana na nana na,
Nana na nana naaaaaaaa!

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[12 Jan 2004|05:53pm]

September // Spend the Night

if you can look me in the eyes
and tell me that there's nothing there
i'd be suprised

but then again ... that's all you ever were
just the girl who was full of suprises
and i was the kid who would always dive in
without giving a thought to what this all could mean

we fall, we break, we lost control
the kiss we made, heard around the world
when all the insecurities were at there peaks
we fall, we break, we lost control
the kiss we made, heard around the world
she said you're a real sweet guy
but it's not time for this ... it's not time for this

i never really got what she meant by that
but then again, i never do get much of anything
but if there's one thing that i know for sure
it's that i'm lonely, lying here all alone
giving in to my sick obsessions
holding on to your every possesion

as i lay here ...
conor sings me to sleep

(it's not time for this)
it's happening again
i'm the puppet on the strings
and you are my master
come and watch me dance
(it's so sad what i would go through for you)
(i should hate you ... but i love you)

check them out here

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[12 Jan 2004|06:19pm]

If any of you have journals at greatestjournal.com please feel free to add me.

My user name is: bereaved

I'm looking for some journals to read :)

Thank you.

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and your hands they shake with goodbyes [12 Jan 2004|06:22pm]

[ mood | emo ]

[ music | our lady peace _somewhere out there. very sucky ]

[your lips they quiver like it'll be the last time i kiss them]
your hands they shake as if it would be the last time i'd hold them
your mind goes into confusion every time
i start to stare in your eyes
and your goodbyes they go unnoticed
your legs they shake as if it'd be the last time i'd dance with you
and your words hush over the radio
while we listen to our favorite song
your palms are sweaty from all the things your trying to say to me
are you trying to break me?
and you finally lean over to me and tell me you're gone
i didn't even see this coming
and your boots they leave my room with your eyeliner running
down to your throat
you start to stare off and leave me here to sit by myself
but now my lips are the ones that quiver
knowing that i'll never kiss your again

here's a poem i wrote. anyone like.

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Attraction's never satisfaction [12 Jan 2004|06:57pm]

[ mood | frustrated ]

[ music | Shimmer-Fuel ]

Wonderful song.

"Couch"-The Benjamins

Your side of the couch
I'm afraid to be on it
I'm afraid of the memories it brings
It's killing my buzz
Just wondering where the hell it went
All the nights we spend hiding from the world

I try to laugh about it
But it looks like the joke's on me
If I could ever get that whole year back
That would be my lucky day.

Sometimes I think of you
But it's cool to be alone
It's nice to not have to fight for my blanket
It's just an old green couch
But it feels like home again
Molly Ringwald, me and you, 16 candles, lonely summers

I blew it all again
It's kind of funny, where do we stand?
I know someone's gonna take my spot
I know that you're gonna be a star

Your side of the couch
I'm afraid to be on it
I'm afraid of the memories it brings
It's killing my buzz
Just wondering where the hell it went
All the nights we spent hiding from the world

I try to laugh about it
But it looks like the joke's on me
If I could ever get that whole year back
That would be my lucky day.

Enough Is Enough.

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love is only a feeling... [12 Jan 2004|07:34pm]

[ mood | melancholy ]

[ music | "Crawl"- Alkaline Trio ]

The first flush of youth was upon you when our eyes first met
And I knew that to you and into your life I had to get
I felt light-headed at the touch of this stranger's hand
An assault my defences systematically failed to withstand

'Cos you came at a time
When the pursuit of one true love in which to fall
Was the be all and end all

Love is only a feeling
(Drifting away)
When I'm in your arms I start believing
(It's here to stay)
But love is only a feeling
Anyway

The state of elation that this unison of hearts achieved
I had seen, I had touched, I had tasted and I truly believed

That the light of my life
Would tear a hole right through each cloud that scudded by
Just to beam on you and I

Love is only a feeling
(Drifting away)
When I'm in your arms I start believing
(It's here to stay)
But love is only a feeling
Anyway, anyway

Love is only a feeling
(Drifting away)
And we've got to stop ourselves believing
(It's here to stay)
'Cos love is only a feeling
Anyway.

"love is only a feeling"- the darkness
Not really emo but such a pretty song... comment on the song...i feel special when i get comments..ha i'm such a loser :D

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and i hope to god i figoure out what's wrong.. [12 Jan 2004|08:01pm]

[ mood | reminiscent ]

[ music | olp- clumsy ]

I walked around my good intentions
and found that there were none
I blame my father for the wasted years
we hardly talked
I never thought I would forget this hate
then a phone call made me realize
I'm wrong

And if I don't make it known that
I've loved you all along
just like sunny days that
we ignore because
we're all dumb & jaded
and I hope to God I figure out
what's wrong

I walked around my room
not thinking
just sinking in this box
I blame myself for being too much
like somebody else
I never thought I would just
bend this way
Then a phone call made me realize
I'm wrong

And if I don't make it known that
I've loved you all along
just like sunny days that
we ignore because
we're all dumb & jaded
and I hope to God I figure out
what's wrong

And I hope to God I figure out whats's wrong
I hope to God i figure out whats wrong

-our lady peace // 4 am-

off of clumsy, one of the best cd's in my opinion..

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[12 Jan 2004|08:20pm]

there are many things that i would like to say to you but i don't know how

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[12 Jan 2004|08:27pm]

[ mood | happy ]

[ music | "Title and Registration" - Death Cab For Cutie ]

"Expo '86" - Death Cab For Cutie

Sometimes I think this cycle never ends
We slide from top to bottom then we turn and climb again
And it seems by the time that I have figured what it's worth
The squeaking of our skin against the steel has gotten worse
But if I move my place in line I'll lose
And I have waited, the anticipation's got me glued
I am waiting for something to go wrong
I am waiting for familiar resolve
Sometimes it seems that I don't have the skills to recollect
The twists and turns of plo that turned us from lovers to friends
I'm thinking I should take that volume back from off the shelf
And crack it's weary spine and read to help remind myself
But if I move my place in line I'll lose
And I have waited, the anticipation's got me glued
I am waiting for something to go wrong
I am waiting for familiar resolve
I am waiting for another repeat
Another diet fed by crippling defeat
And I am waiting for that sense of relief
I am waiting for you to flee this scene
As if you held in your hand a smoking gun
And on the floor laid the one you said you loved
And what's strange is they're all basically the same
So i don't ask names anymore

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[12 Jan 2004|08:51pm]

Shattered in to Pieces

It's like a tremor beneath the surface everytime i see your smile
October sun is not good enough to keep the pain inside
The leaves they fall on trampled ground, walked all over, i can hear the sound
Like my feelings for you that i'm forced to forget
One thing i know is i'll never regret

Is this the reason why the day feels like a chore? and the nights are so worthless?
Are we going anywhere, or has this pointless existence messed up again?

My questions are left un answered
my thoughts still circle inside
The lonely sky has lost it's stars
The Sea has lost its tide

I'm the delicate glass shattered in your mirror
The hidden sound you can't hear
I'm the unlucky curse to your mistake
The hidden truth she may fear

Shattered in to pieces

My questions are left un answered
my thoughts still circle inside
The lonely sky has lost it's stars
The Sea has lost its tide

I'll still be here tomorow
I want you to be aware
I'd give each star a reason
To show you how much I care

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[12 Jan 2004|09:04pm]

[ mood | determined ]

Im not sure if these lyrics are exact but, from what i remember, they go like this...
"my words to you are like my pot of gold, let me not waste my treasures"
I don't think theyre exact but if you know what I'm talking about, could you pleeease respond and
let me know who sings that, or what the name of the song is?
thanks so so much!!

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Still thinking up a way that I can leave you without having to be gone. [12 Jan 2004|09:20pm]

[ music | Matchbox 20 ]

Adelayda
"Separate lives"

And I don’t mind, livin’ without you
And I don’t cry as much as I used to
There must be a way
That we can live…
Our separate lives together

And not that I don’t care, no
And maybe I’m just wrong
To live a life without you
I’m not that strong

There must be a way
That we can live…
Our separate lives, lives together
Oh yeah

And it’s killin me (x2)
This pain is killin me (x2)
Deep in my heart
I don’t think I can start, start

But I don’t mind, living without you
But I’m starting to cry cry
More than I used to

There must be a way
That we can live…
Our separate lives, lives together
Oh yeah
There must be a way (x2)
That we can live…(x2)
Our separate lives, lives together
Oh yeah

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just a little something i wrote last night. [12 Jan 2004|09:22pm]

[ mood | crushed ]

it just wont work
the skin wont break
the old wounds can re-live
but a new one just wont be created

i wrote those 4 lines last night. i know its shit. but, i just wrote pages and pages, pouring my heart out. just, that is true in many ways.. has different ways to look at it. anyway. yeh. tell me what you think.

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View From Heaven by Yellowcard [12 Jan 2004|09:51pm]

[ mood | nostalgic ]

i'm just so tired
wont you sing me to sleep
and fly through my dreams
so i can hitch a ride with you tonight
and get away from this place
have a new name and face
i just aint the same without you in my life
late night drives, all alone in my car
i can't help but start
singing lines from all our favorite songs
and melodies in the air
singin life just aint fair
sometimes i still just can't believe you're gone

and im sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven,
maybe we'll make it through one more year
down here

feel your fire,
when its cold in my heart
and things sorta start
remindin' me of my last night with you
i only need one more day
just one more chance to say
i wish that i had gone up with you too

and i'm sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven
maybe we'll make it through one more year
down here
you wont be comin' back
and i didn't get to say goodbye (goodbye)
i really wish i got to say goodbye

and im sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven
maybe we'll make it through one more year
i hope that all is well in heaven
cuz its all shot to hell down here
i hope that i find you in heaven
cuz i'm so...
lost without you down here

you wont be coming back
and i didn't get to say goodbye (goodbye)
i really wish i got to say goodbye

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.:obsession:. [12 Jan 2004|10:04pm]

[ music | paper airplanes ]

we held hands on the last night on earth. our mouths filled with the dust, we kissed in the fieled and under trees, screaming like dogs, bleeding dark into the leaves. it was empty on the edge of town but we knew everyone floated along the bottom of the river. so we walked thru the waste where the road curved into the sea and the shattered seasons lay, and the bitter smell of burning was on you like a disease. in our cancer of passion, you said "death is a midnight runner." the sky had came crashing down like the news of an intimate suicide. we picked up the shards and formed them into shapes of stars that wore like an antique wedding dress. the echoes of the past broke the hearts of the unborn as the ferris wheel silently slowed to a stop. the few insects slittered away in the hopes of a better pasttime. i kissed you at the apex of the maelstrom and asked if you would accompany me in a quick fall, but you made me realize that my ticket wasnt good for two. i rode alone. you said, "The cinders are falling like snow." There is poetry in despair, and we sang with unrivaled beauty, bitter elegies of savagery and eloquence. of blue and grey. strange, we ran down desprate streets and carved our names in the flesh of the city. the sun has stagnated somewhere beyond the rim of the horizon and the darkness is a mystery of curves and lines. still, we lay under the emptiness and drifted slowly outward, and somewhere in the wilderness we found salvation scratched into the earth like a message
-
Afi- the little kid tlking during the piano after "but home is nowhere"

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Her last peice [12 Jan 2004|10:13pm]

What she tried to tell him, then she was gone.

You lied, i cried, everything we had died. Oh how i miss being with you.
How it teears me apart to see you around, not talking to me, having fun
with your friends, flirting with girls. I can tell your not worried about me,
your completly over me. Why cant i be strong like you are? Why cant
i just blow off our relationship like you have?You tried to teach me to
be strong, how to just have fun, but i forgot to remeber all the things
you told me. I beat my self up for being so stubborn. Now, now knowing
that you were what held me up, i dont know how to go on. I dont know
how to make my life normal again. I dont know to deal with everything
with out you or what to do anymore. Im still in love with you. Please tell
me what to do.

When she was most vulnerable, he gave her nothing and took all her hope.
She couldnt go on....

HE GAVE NOTHING

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ruthless... [12 Jan 2004|10:21pm]

[ mood | artistic ]

[ music | people who can't rap on making the band 2:P ]

well i finally got off my ass, quit whining and made myself a journal so i could join your lovely community:)
here's some lyrics i thought you might enjoy...

It All Turns Blue
Your heart shattered into pieces
and dashed down to the floor.
you hold your arms out to the sun
praying to not get burned
but you drown in the rain anyway
well i'm sorry to say

no matter what we try to do
it all turns blue for me and you
we'll never be the same again.

tempestuous oceans drained clear of remorse
tossed us around too long, my dear
so brazen, unafraid
but you hide from the sun and weep like a child
come into the moonlight and hold me one last time
and i'll let you know the awful truth

no matter what we try to do
it all turns blue for me and you
we'll never be the same again

the moonlight plays across your skin
white satin stained a different hue
i know you want to run away - tear down whatever we have left
but just hold me one more time
let everything rain onto me and save your breath for something else
so you won't have to drown
or remember

no matter what we try to do
it all turns blue for me and you
we'll never be the same...no never be the same again

taciturn moments conversations the same
skies in red and burgundy
lucid smiles soft with tears
oh this can't get any better.

no matter what we do
for me and you it's all written in blue
never the same
no never the same
it all turns blue
for me...and you.

Ruby-

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[12 Jan 2004|10:24pm]

[ mood | contemplative ]

[ music | the smiths--the boy with the thorn in his side ]

i've been thinking
about nothing in particular
but it's still eating me alive
don't waste words
i keep telling myself
wait until something comes to you...
what if nothing ever comes?
does that mean i cannot write?
what do i do when i feel empty
and alone
and i need something else?
you told me to think of you when i get sad
and you're all i have been thinking about since...

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[12 Jan 2004|10:51pm]

[ mood | anxious ]

[ music | the ataris--boys of summer ]

i told you. i want you to break my heart.
smash it into pieces and leave me to cry alone.
experience is the best teacher, you know.
take me somewhere i have never been
and then leave me there. alone. in pieces.
alone and in pieces. that pretty much sums up love, no?

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[12 Jan 2004|11:12pm]

[ mood | depressed ]

[ music | Brand New - The Showe scene ]

Jawbreaker - Accident Prone

What's the furthest place from here?
It hasn't been my day for a couple years.
What's a couple more?
And if I go, don't forget the one good thing I almost did.
I learned your name without words.
I used my eyes, not my hands.
What's the closest you can come to an almost total wreck and still walk away,
All limbs intact?
And when I go, you'll be there crying out, begging me.
I won't hear.
I'll just go fast into this night on broken legs.
A near miss or a close call?
I keep a room at the hospital.
I scratch my accidents into the wall.
I couldn't wait to breathe your breath.
I cut in line,
I bled to death.
I got to you, there was nothing left.
What's the meanest you can be to the one you claim to love
And still smile to your new found friends?
In the same confusing breath,
You pull away and draw me in.
I wanted you. You wanted more.
I built this life and now it's mine.

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[12 Jan 2004|11:33pm]

You could buy the sky, with just the color of your eyes.

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