[11 Jan 2004|12:06am] [ mood | okay ] [ music | the smiths ] last chance to loose your keys - brand new i cashed in all my chips tonight and combed my hair till it was just right. cause i've been thinking about you and me girl, and we got something going on. you told me you can't wait to see me and then you didn't even bother to even show up. this whole situation is typical, i should have seen it all along. it's girls like you that make me think i'm better off at home on a saturday night with all my doors locked up tight. i won't be thinking about you baby. you call me on the phone and you don't even want to talk. you're inches away and i never even get close. so leave your lipstick at home. don't pick up the phone. and don't bother to look in my direction. i should have seen it all along. its girls like you that make think i'm better off at home on a saturday night with all my doors locked up tight. i wont be thinking about you baby. forget everything you think you know about me. this isn't highschool. this isn't highschool. this isn't highschool. this isn't highschool. this isn't highschool. this isn't highschool. i just love brand new. not to mention that jesse lacey is very nice looking. goodnight moon. 2 comments|post comment

[11 Jan 2004|12:17am] [ mood | melancholy ] Something Corporate - "If I Die" A train crashed And everything slows down I was wishing I could get out of this town These dreams we've had Have never made you cry And I am not a twinkle in your eye But I've got to get out of here Cuz you drive me up the wall I've got to get out of here Cuz I can't stand to fall And If I die see you won't be so close to me And I won't be the one Who sticks around If I'm awake see you won't go to sleep, I promise And I won't be the one Who lets you down Tailgates, long talks And your superficial friends Shiny, silver Fords That lead us to dead ends And I said do you lick these salty wounds That you, yourself condone I sit, wait, and I'm all alone But I can't go home 'Cause you're my home If I die see you won't be so close to me And I won't be the one Who sticks around If I'm awake see you won't go to sleep, I promise And I won't be the one Who lets you down No, I won't let you down No, I won't let you down Tell me where you are tonight And is everything alright? Do you remember what I said, While he's sleeping in your bed? tell me now you Smile hard cuz i don't smile much so far And is he everything you need? Is he everything I couldn't be? Does he make everything match better? Bring you all the shiny weather that you want And is he everything everything I'm not And If I die You won't be so close to me And I won't be the one Who sticks around If I'm awake see you won't go to sleep, I promise And I won't be the one Who lets you down no, I won't let you down no, I won't let you down I won't let you down I won't let you down 1 comment|post comment

josh groban ~ to where you are [11 Jan 2004|12:32am] Who can say for certain Maybe you're still here I feel you all around me Your memories so clear Deep in the stillness I can hear you speak You're still an inspiration Can it be? That you are mine Forever love And you are watching over me from up above Fly me up to where you are Beyond the distant star I wish upon tonight To see you smile If only for awhile to know you're there A breath away's not far To where you are Are you gently sleeping Here inside my dream And isn't faith believing All power can't be seen As my heart holds you Just one beat away I cherish all you gave me everyday 'Cause you are mine Forever love Watching me from up above And I believe That angels breathe And that love will live on and never leave Fly me up To where you are Beyond the distant star I wish upon tonight To see you smile If only for awhile To know you're there A breath away's not far To where you are I know you're there A breath away's not far To where you are 2 comments|post comment

i will wander on [11 Jan 2004|12:34am] ..on a cobweb afternoon in a room full of emptiness by a freeway i confess i was lost in the pages of a book full of death reading how we'll die alone and if we're good we'll lay to rest anywhere we want to go in your house i long to be room by room patiently i'll wait for you there like a stone i'll wait for you there alone in my deathbed i will pray to the gods and the angels like a pagan to anyone who will take me to heaven to a place i recall i was there so long ago the sky was bruised the wine was bled and there you led me on in your house i long to be room by room patiently i'll wait for you there like a stone i'll wait for you there alone and on i read until the day was gone and i sat in regret of all the things i've done for all that i've blessed and all that i've wronged in dreams until my death i will wander on in your house i long to be room by room patiently i'll wait for you there like a stone i'll wait for you there alone alone.. audioslave ~ like a stone post comment

[11 Jan 2004|12:41am] I need help! I've been looking for the song with the quote that goes something like: "and I can't wait until the day we fall in love.." It's something like that..I've been looking through posts on here, and I went all the way back to December 10th and still haven't found it, but I know it's been posted before. Again, I don't think that's exactly how it goes because I haven't been able to find it..but if anyone knows who sings it, please tell me! 1 comment|post comment

why does this have to hurt so bad? [11 Jan 2004|01:05am] What meant so much to me then, now means so little, if it meant anything at all- I can't tell. I can conveince myself that I did, just as much as I pray that I didn't. But when it comes down to it, we both know who cared, I did. I do.. I always will.. And it's like the more we don't talk, the lonelier I feel. I've got everyone in the world by my side but none of that matters if you aren't here. The more I yell, the more I realize, I'm not myself without you. I want to work this out, I just want to make it right... but you won't even give me 5 minutes tonight. I just wish you'd talk to me post comment

[11 Jan 2004|01:24am] this is breaking my heart. post comment

cause that face you make reminds me of my life now [11 Jan 2004|01:34am] [ mood | amused ] [ music | a little modest mouse ] this part of the song just stuck... look at your face, when all i could see was myself looking back at me...reflection, and all i could do was think about sleeping next to you...only trying to find myself inside of you 'reflections' by atmosphere post comment

i cant stop listening to this song. [11 Jan 2004|01:34am] Something Corporate: Ruthless This is the only lonely picture waiting on my floor littering my shore this is the last true burning letter given to a girl written by a boy living in a world created to destroy but if i built you a city, would you let me would you tear it down? but there you go for the last time i finally know now what i should have known then that i could still be ruthless if you'll let me but there you go and i'm not done you're waving goodbye, but atleast youre having fun the rising tide will not let you forget me forget me this is the ghost that kneels before me raises on her tongue, a body full of oxygen it wont be the last time she'll ignore me the thinning of my skin, without the strength to go the winter's setting in, to cover you in snow but if i built you a city, would you let me would you tear it down? but there you go for the last time i finally know now what i should have known then that i could still be ruthless if you'll let me but there you go and i'm not done you're waving goodbye, but atleast youre having fun the rising tide will not let you forget me forget me forget me forget me, yeah ill raise towers and cloud them rivers and walk them oceans to drown in you won't make a sound but there you go for the last time i finally know now what i should have known then that i could still be ruthless if you'll let me but there you go and i'm not done you're waving goodbye, but atleast youre having fun the rising tide will not let you forget me forget me Sorry if like 85453486 other people have posted this before... but thats such a good song. I think I'm gonna post other ones too. =) 1 comment|post comment

yep, more songs. [11 Jan 2004|01:37am] Brand New: Jude Law and a Semester Abroad Whatever poisons in this bottle will leave me broken, sore and stiff But it's the genie at the bottom who I'm sucking at, he owes me one last wish So here's a present to let you know I still exist I hope the next boy that you kiss has something terribly contagious on his lips But I got a plan (I got a plan) To drink for forty days and forty nights A sip for every second-hand tick And every time you fed the line, “you mean so much to me” I'm without you Tell all the English boys you meet about the American boy back in the states The American boy you used to date who would do anything you say Tell all the English boys you meet about the American boy back in the states The American boy you used to date who would do anything you say And even if her plane crashes tonight she'll find some way to disappoint me, by not burning in the wreckage, or drowning at the bottom of the sea Jess, I still taste you, and thus reserve my right to hate you And all this empty space that you create does nothing for my flawless sense of style It's 8:45 (it's 8:45), the weather is getting better by the hour (rains all the time) I hope it rains there all the time And if you ever said you miss me then don't say you never lied I'm without you Tell all the English boys you meet about the American boy back in the states The American boy you used to date who would do anything you say Tell all the English boys you meet about the American boy back in the states The American boy you used to date who would do anything you say, who would do anything you say Never gonna get it right, you're never gonna get it [15x] Okay no more songs about you. After this one I am done. You're gone.[repeat untill end] Tell all the English boys you meet about the American boy back in the states The American boy you used to date who would do anything you say Tell all the English boys you meet about the American boy back in the states The American boy you used to date who would do anything you say --- Dashboard Confessional: Ghost of a Good Thing I guess it's luck, but it's the same Hard luck, you've been trying to tame Maybe it's love, but it's like you said, "Love is like a role that we play." But, I believe in you so much I could die for the words that you say But, I believe in you so much I could die from the words that you say But, you're chasin' the ghost of a good thing Haunting yourself as the real thing It's getting away from you again While you're chasin' ghosts I guess it's luck, but it's the same Hard luck, you've been trying to tame Maybe it's love, but it's like you said, "Love is like a role that we play." But, I believe in you so much I could die for the words that you say But, I believe in you so much I could die from the words that you say But, you're chasin' the ghost of a good thing Haunting yourself as the real thing It's getting away from you again While you're chasin' ghosts Just bend the pieces til they fit Like they were made for it But, they weren't meant for this No, they weren't meant for this Just bend the pieces til they fit Like they were made for it But, they weren't meant for this Chasin' the ghost of a good thing Haunting yourself as the real thing It's getting away, away, away, away from you again Chasin' the ghost of a good thing Haunting yourself as the real thing It's getting away from you again While you're chasin' ghosts --- Thrice: In Years to Come i want to take the bullet, the one aimed straight for your heart, i want to meet the wolves halfway, and let them tear me apart. but that's not the way they do it here. i want to lay on the tracks, feel hot steel screaming at me, expose the bones on my back, let me show you what i mean. yeah its a different kind of love, i want to climb barbed wire fences and warm our hands in blood. and this is my gift, is asking you to fix my ruined hands. and its a gift that keeps on giving, and its a gift that keeps on giving, and its a gift that keeps on giving, and right now its all i have to give. i want to lay on the tracks, feel hot steel screaming at me, expose the bones on my back, let me show you what i mean i want to lay on the tracks, feel hot steel screaming at me, expose the bones on my back, let me show you what i mean i want to write the perfect song, and play it just for you, while you are tangled up in sleep. i need you more than ill ever know until i stop breathing my lungs will take you for granted (i love that last part) --- Radiohead: Creep When you were here before Couldn't look you in the eye You're just like an angel Your skin makes me cry You float like a feather In a beautiful world I wish I was special You're so fucking special But I 'm a creep I 'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here I don't care if it hurts I want to have control I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul I want you to notice When I'm not around You're so fucking special I wish I was special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here She's running out again She's running out She run, run, run run Run Whatever makes you happy Whatever you want You're so fucking special I wish I was special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here I don't belong here --- Sixpence None The Richer: Don't Dream It's Over There is freedom within, there is freedom without Try to catch the deluge in a paper cup There's a battle ahead, many battles are lost But you'll never see the end of the road While you're traveling with me Hey now, hey now Don't dream it's over Hey now, hey now When the world comes in They come, they come To build a wall between us We know they won't win Now I'm towing my car, there's a hole in the roof My possessions are causing me suspicion but there's no proof In the paper today tales of war and of waste But you turn right over to the T.V. page Now I'm walking again to the beat of a drum And I'm counting the steps to the door of your heart Only shadows ahead barely clearing the roof Get to know the feeling of liberation and relief Hey now, hey now Don't dream it's over Hey now, hey now When the world comes in They come, they come To build a wall between us Don't ever let them win --- Thats it for now, longest entry ever. =) 9 comments|post comment

[11 Jan 2004|02:09am] [ mood | worried ] [ music | blink 182--i miss you ] its...times like these i think of you when it rains, every beat on the roof reminds me of you the drops are in rhythm with the drops of my heart you don't hear them any more than you hear me talking to you now you've never thought about me even less when its raining the water is an ocean that you don't even look out on why bother to ride the wave when you hate the view don't think this doesn't have an effect on me because everytime i see you i lose a little bit of myself i'm emptied of my soul and now, full of silence i still want to know why you can't hear me post comment

[11 Jan 2004|02:17am] [ music | bcr--i feel so ] it's kind of true what they say in love, you become so much of someone else you lose yourself.... it's harder when everyone else knows post comment

i have a weak spot for this song... [11 Jan 2004|02:23am] [ mood | weird ] [ music | last train by lost prophets ] 'still breathing' by stars hide fire today, these days i'm shattered, i'm better i feel as if i don't matter much i don't want to feel is this the end of me and i've got, i have this letter forever, unread i'm glad i never sent it, this is all of me you know i'd rather write than speak it's hard explaining when you're wrong it's hard forgiving when you're strong as i burn out and rot, as i burn out and rot this fire's burning down these walls this world's not meant for you and i'm still breathing my lung's bleeding i'm leaving now do we always have to end like this i'm still breathing air through collapsed lungs through collapsed lungs today, today i'm stronger, i'm bitter knowint that i don't belong to her i just want to feel took you to give me strength and i use, i have four letters, forever to form words that help me to forget her you know i only curse when i'm weak as i burn out and rot, as i burn out and rot this fire's burning down these walls this world's not meant for you and i'm still breathing my lungs bleeding i'm leaving now do we always have to end like this i'm still breathing air through collapsed lungs through collapsed lungs as time runs out, as time runs out as i burn out and rot, as i burn out and rot as i burn out and rot, as i burn out and i'm still breathing without you and i'm still bleeding without you i'm still breathing air through collapsed lungs through collapsed lungs cause i'm still breathing and i'm still breathing without you cause i'm still breathing and i'm still yours post comment

this world is better without you [11 Jan 2004|02:32am] [ mood | weird ] [ music | downtime by bayside ] 'an eye for an eye' by stars hide fire i sit here thinking remembering all of the i love yous well i'm taking them all back because these cold january nights leave me feeling hollow inside i bet you think it's funn now i'm sorry for every letting you into my life now all that's left is hate i turn to firends for strength i search for understanding i still search for something right and this sixteen hour drive leaves me feeling empty and numb inside this world is better without you an eye for an eye a deserving fate for you all of your bitter words and your lies mean nothing they mean nothing anymore 1 comment|post comment

The Juliana Theory - If I told you this was killing me would you stop? [11 Jan 2004|02:47am] [ mood | sad ] [ music | Brand New- The No Seatbelt Song ] watch your mouth hold your tongue boy because you're running out of breath running out of time before every careless word that you utter renders you utterly useless now you're drowning in your own saliva trying to speak yourself to the top of your empty world keep on talking just keep on rambling you've got your mouth full now listen here's the pleasant part you and i we fell apart why can't you make up your mind shut your mouth burn your bridges throw your words like an attack and stab me in the wait a second what's that i just heard nevermind it's obviously worthless you're standing on your soapbox yelling from the rooftops everything you say is a lie now listen here's the clever one who speaks before his thoughts are done why can't you make up your mind watch your mouth hold your tongue some things are better left unsaid now i hope you're pleased you let your pride stand tall it danced within your words right before your fall right before you why don't you, why don't you say that to my face, i've had ripped down torn down so many things, everything you, everytime you, every word you say, if i told you this was killing me, would you would you stop? 2 comments|post comment

[11 Jan 2004|03:01am] heaven's not a place that you go when you die, it's that moment in life when you actually feel alive. (so live for the moment) 5 comments|post comment

i love you more. [11 Jan 2004|09:23am] [ mood | nostalgic ] [ music | the beatles * in my life. ] hey all. im requesting. which i apoligize for, but its for a friend. shes in a situation where she feels trapped, because she's liked this guy for so long, and its still going nowhere. shes wanted a relationship with him for quite sometime, and it still hasn't happened. she really wants to let go, and move on, because shes starting to hang out with another guy that seems real nice, but she can't seem to do it. any songs kiddies? ;) but of all these friends and lovers there is no one, compares with you. and these memories lose their meaning, when i think of love as something new. but i know ill never lose affection. of people and things that went before i know ill often stop and think about them in my life, i love you more. <3 --in my life by the beatles. post comment

[11 Jan 2004|11:16am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Green Day- Blood Sex and Booze ] Not Emo... But I haven't listened to this song in a long time and Green Day always makes me think of my cousin. and I miss him. So yeah.. Green Day Blood, Sex and Booze post comment

[11 Jan 2004|11:26am] "The Ballad Of Sal Villanueva"- Taking back sunday It's not that i don't trust you i just know what you've been up to and this dial tone is agreeing with everything i've had in mind. and you've got your high as a kite tricks in the bag. so as his eyes move down past your shoulders and the shades start moving in the same direction don't worry, i won't say a thing. you can't blame a girl for sticking to what she knows. i hope he takes his time and i hope he keeps your eyes closed tight and i hope that when he leaves, you still smell him on your sheets because i can, i can. i hope he takes his time and i hope he keeps your eyes closed tight and i hope that when he leaves, you still smell him on your sheets because i can, i can. if i could get to sleep then, i guess you could stop pretending. because if i didn't think you loved him well then i wouldn't play along and you've got your high as a kite tricks in the bag. i hope he takes his time and i hope he keeps your eyes closed tight and i hope that when he leaves, you still smell him on your sheets because i can, i can. i hope he takes his time and i hope he keeps your eyes closed tight and i hope that when he leaves, you still smell him on your sheets because i can, i can. you're down for selling me out while i play dumb, but it's cool because i let you, you thought i'd never catch you, you said "we're only friends." yeah, real good friends, i bet. i bet. you're down for selling me out while i play dumb, but it's cool because i let you, you thought i'd never catch you, you said "we're only friends." yeah, real good friends, i bet. i bet. you're down for selling me out while i play dumb, but it's cool because i let you, you thought i'd never catch you, you said "we're only friends." yeah, real good friends, i bet. i bet. forget your legs around my hips. forget your hands pressed on my back. forget all the letters that i kept. this is another i won't send. forget your lips, your eyes, your thighs. forget our one last kiss goodbye. forget me staking out your house. forget ive got you figured out. forget your legs around my hips. forget your hands pressed on my back. forget all the letters that i kept. this is another i won't send post comment

Jack Off Jill -- Fear of Dying [11 Jan 2004|11:27am] I'm not afraid of standing still I'm just afraid of being bored I'm not afraid of speaking my mind I'm just afraid of being ignored I'm not afraid of feeling and I'm not afraid of trying I'm just afraid of losing And I am afraid of dying Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too Without you yes I do Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too Without you yes I... I'm not afraid of being sick I'm more afraid of being well I'm not afraid Put the g.u.n in my hand I'm just afraid it will hurt like (hurt like) hell I'm not afraid of screaming and I'm not afraid of crying I'm just afraid of f.o.r.g.e.t.t.i.n.g And I am afraid of dying Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too Without you yes I do Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too Without you yes I... Fear of Fear of Fear of Fear of I'm not afraid of looking ugly I couldn't care what they say I'm not afraid of happy endings I'm just afraid my life won't work that way I'm not afraid of forgiveness I absolve you everything I'm not afraid of lying... But I am afraid of dying Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too Without you yes I do Without you all I do is sit and think about you Without you yes I... 2 comments|post comment

[I wanna' be a big heartbreaker] [11 Jan 2004|11:53am] [ mood | cold ] [ music | Kill Hannah ] Mates Of State. Team Boo Ha Ha I can't tell what kind of life I've led today All that's known is what's debatable again Oh, I can't see where you are Where is the problem? Squared-off, all bother We're not to blame And I can't see the darker wood Squared-off, all bother Where is the problem? We're not to blame I can't tell what kind of life I've led today All that's known is what's debatable again And I imagine I will see you there You will have long flowers in your hair I imagine I will see you there This is the blood that we're made of So tell it like a chronicle Who's dancing all around? Let's give it to me, give it to me now We're dancing all around Let's give it to me, give it to me now And I imagine I will see you there You will have long flowers in your hair The telegram said: are you gonna call our way home? I imagine I will see you there Can't you hear the laughter in the air? The telegram said: are you gonna call our way home? And I imagine I will see you there I know it's stout but it's shallow I'm not aware The telegram said: who rejuvenated your eyes, boy? This is the blood that we're made of Go tell it like a chronicle Who's dancing all around? Let's give it to me, give it to me now We're dancing all around Let's give it to me, give it to me now This is the blood that we're made of Go tell it like a chronicle We're dancing all around Let's give it to me, give it to me now I love this song. Thank you to the person that found me the lyrics. :D I think you should all check out Kill Hannah. They're amazing. :) 6 comments|post comment

[11 Jan 2004|11:53am] [ mood | contemplative ] Yes... it's been done over and over again, but I don't care. It's like my favorite band and favorite song. Something Corporate - "Konstantine" I can't imagine all the people that you know and the places that you go when the lights are turned down low and I don't understand all the things you've seen but i'm slipping inbetween you and your big dreams it's always you in my big dreams and you tell me that it's over wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clover and your restless, and i'm naked you've gotta get out you can't stand to see me shaking no could you let me go? I didn't think so and you don't wanna be here in the future so you say the present's just a pleasent interruption to the past and you don't wanna look much closer cuz your afraid to find out all this hope you had sent into the sky by now had crashed and it did because of me and then you bring me home afraid to find out that you're alone and i'm sleeping in your living room we don't have much room to live I had these dreams that i learned to play guitar maybe cross the country become a rock star and there was hope in me that i could take you there but dammit you're so young well i don't think i care and if i hurt you then i'm sorry please don't think that this was easy then you bring me home cuz we both know what it's like to be alone and i'm dreaming in your living room we don't have much room to live and konstantine is walking down the stairs doesn't she look good standing in her underwear and i was thinking what i was thinking we've been drinking and it doesn't get me anywhere my Konstantine came walking down the stairs and all that i could do is touch her long blonde hair and i've been thinking it hurts me thinking that these nights when we were drinking no they never got us anywhere no this is because i can spell konfusion with a k and i like it it's to dying in another's arms and why I had to try it it's to jimmy eat world and those nights in my car when the first star you see may not be a star I'm not your star isn't that what you said what you thought this song meant and if this is what it takes just to lie in my mistakes and live with what i did to you and all the hell I put you through I always catch the clock it's 11:11 and now you want to talk it's not hard to dream you'll always be my konstantine konstantine, they'll never hurt you like i do no they'll never hurt you like i do no, no, no no no no no no this is to a girl who got into my head with all the pretty things she did hey you know you keep me up in bed this is to a girl who got into my head with all the fucked up things i did hey maybe baby you could keep me up in bed my Konstantine spin around me like a dream we played out on this movie screen and i said did you know i missed you? [x7] oh god i miss you and then you bring me home and we'll go to sleep, but this time, not alone, no no and you'll kiss me in your living room i know you'll miss me in your living room cuz these nights i think maybe that i'll miss you in my living room we don't have much room i said does anybody need that room? because we all need a little more room to live my Konstantine ______________________________________________________________________ Taking Back Sunday - "There's No 'I' In Team" Well I can't regret, can't you just forget it? I started something I couldn't finish And if we go down, we go down together best friends means, well best friends means And I've got a twenty-dollar bill that says you're up late night starting fist fights versus fences in your backyard Wearing your black eye like a badge of honor Soaking in sympathy from friends who never loved you nearly half as much as me Broken down in bars and bathrooms All I did was what I had to Don't believe me when I tell you it's just what anyone would do Take the time to talk about it Think a lot and live without it Don't believe me when I tell you it's something unforgivable...ohoh Well I can't regret, can't you just forget it? I started something I couldn't finish If we go down, we go down together best friends means, well best friends means You never knew well i never told you... Everything I know about breaking hearts I learned from you, it's true I've never done it with the style and grace you have But I've made long term plans based on these mistakes Broken down in bars and bathrooms All I did was what I had to Don't believe me when I tell you it's just what anyone would do Take the time to talk about it Think a lot and live without it Don't believe me when I tell you it's something unforgivable Is this what you call tact? I swear you're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back so let's end this call, and end this conversation there's nothing worse... (that's right he said, that's right he said it) I swear, you have no idea The jealousy that became me thinking (that's right he said) that you always had it way too easy Broken down in bars and bathrooms All I did was what I had to Don't believe me when I tell you it's just what anyone would do Take the time to talk about it Think a lot and live without it Don't believe me when I tell you it's something unforgivable Best friends means I pulled the trigger Best friends means you get what you deserve Best friends means I pulled the trigger Best friends means you get what you deserve Best friends means I pulled the trigger Best friends means you get what you deserve Best friends means I pulled the trigger Best friends means you get what you deserve Best friends means I pulled the trigger Best friends means you get what you deserve Best friend thinks I pulled the trigger!!! Best friend thinks you get what you deserve!!! ____________________________________________________________________________ Rufio - "Above Me" If I were to walk till time saw no end. If I were to climb till the air was too thin. I could not find a picture fit the frame. As perfect as you. As perfect as you. You showed me life and lived nothing less. Yet you're so above me. I'll take my time you memory is bliss. The angel above me. When I look at the stars they shine of your eyes. The sky it burns bright with your presence tonight. Yet your so above me and I cannot fly. To the angel above me I long to be with. With. Angel above me. To look at the mountains vast and great. Is one step above in seeing your face. To look at the stars for they lead the way. To the angel above. If I were to walk till time saw no end. If I were to climb till the air was too thin. I could not find a picture fit the frame. As perfect as you. As perfect as you. You showed me life and lived nothing less. Yet you're so above me. I'll take my time you memory is bliss. The angel above me. When I look at the stars they shine of your eyes. The sky it burns bright with your presence tonight. Yet your so above me and I cannot fly. To the angel above me I long to be with. With. Angel above me. 3 comments|post comment

good song. i <3 brody. [11 Jan 2004|12:41pm] [ mood | weird ] [ music | breathe you in [x] stabbing westward ] Beat your heart out [x] the distillers Baby you make my heart beat faster Baby you make my heart beat faster I know let alone to rust alone You’re making me I had to run the damage is done I give it up There nothing left take the rest You’re draining me Me I set it light it burns so bright Stab it out Stab it out Baby you make my heart beat faster Baby you make my heart beat faster I know, I know, I know I had to run the damage is done I give it up I had to go It got control You’re breaking me There’s nothing left so take the rest Stab it out Stab it out I set it light It burns so bright You’re draining me You make my heart beat faster Baby you make my heart beat faster I know, I know, that it’s true Let alone rust alone Let alone rust alone Let alone rust alone Baby you make my heart beat faster Baby you make my heart beat fast Baby you make my heart beat faster There’s nothing so take the rest There’s nothing so take the rest There’s nothing so take the rest There’s nothing so take the rest There’s nothing so take the rest Baby you make my heart beat faster Baby you make my heart beat faster Baby you make my heart beat faster Baby you make my heart beat faster 1 comment|post comment

Queen Of Pain by Alkaline Trio [11 Jan 2004|12:46pm] I love this song There's a fire forming, not too far from here Along the east coast maybe, it resides in you, my dear Worn out on our courtesy, we've made our curtain calls Like vampire bats deprived of blood, into the New York City that we crawl And you've got a funny way of showing off your bathoom surgery You said you were just cooling down from plans of leaving me There's something I should tell you, for we may not have much time I've never met arms like yours The stars at night are big and bright Deep in your eyes, Miss Vincent You told me once I made you smile But we both know damn well I didn't I'm not much of a jester, but I'd test poisoned food for you Your majesty, you're royal blue I'm royalty, my king of pain There's a hard rain falling, flooding your attic, it's clear Can't put out the fire that resides in you, my dear There's something I should tell you, for we may not have much time I've never seen scars like yours The stars at night are big and bright Deep in your eyes, Miss Vincent You told me once I made you smile But we both know damn well I didn't I'm not much of a jester, but I'd test poisoned food for you Your majesty, you're royal blue I'm royalty, my king of pain post comment

[11 Jan 2004|12:56pm] 5-Pie -x- Part Of Me What's it take to be with you, Girl the dreams that I've been through, The thought of carrying, your heart, The kiss that stopped before it start, And I may go to extremes..... Tonight Things aren't what they should be, yeah And I didn't think, That I would be, The one in love with you, I've spent my nights alone confused, and I didn't think, That you could be, So close yet far from me, You've tied my insides, making it hard-to-breath, I live in fear your near me now, Because it's hard to breathe when you're around, I think about you everyday, You've changed my life in every single way, And I may go to extremes, Tonight Things aren't what they should be, yeah And I didn't think, That I would be, The one in love with you, I've tried for nights confused, And I didn't think, That you could be, So close yet far from me, You've tied my insides, making it hard-to-breath, I didn't need, This part of me, To need a part of you, After the shit that I have been through. For you For you post comment

[11 Jan 2004|12:57pm] [ mood | ugly ] [ music | cold- ugly ] cold-ugly All the world loves things of beauty and intrigue, these two things I've never had one Born in this old skin, I'm too sick I can't win, I've lived with this damage too long My eyes can't behold it, I cannot control this, this feeling that's left in my heart I've never done no wrong, I don't deserve these bones, please burn up this sin when I'm gone And I said that this is ugly to me The world is ugly to me You are ugly to me And I am ugly to me I haven't become all I want to be I haven't become anything I need to be I haven't become all I want to be Suffocate with me I haven't become anything Suffer Why can't you look, why can't you look at me, see what I see Why can't you feel, why can't you feel like, me feel what I feel Why can't you hurt, why can't you hurt like me, taste the pain I feel Why must I die, why must I die for you It's the ugly truth, well it's ugly It's making me painless ------------ cold- insane Everyone around you suffocates, think I don't believe in God Every little pill that helps you think, makes my mind a social fault I can take a million fucking freaks, blow 'em up and make you pay All the plastic clowns have taken me, to the moon that wasn't grey I have gone insane and I'm the one to blame There's no one left but me and I'm not here All the plastic people live for me, but their hearts were made for doom Everyone around thinks I'm insane, but the path I chose was sore I can take a million fucking freaks, blow 'em up and make you pay All the plastic clowns have taken me, to the moon that wasn't grey Can you give back to God what brought you here Everyone around you suffocates, think I don't believe in God Everyone around you thinks I'm insane, but the drugs have made me grey post comment

falling [11 Jan 2004|01:18pm] right now a simple distraction is all i need. the stinging sensation in my left palm from digging into its flesh with my right. i do my best to fight it. pain never stopped these tears from falling so why do i still try it? post comment

[11 Jan 2004|01:57pm] [ mood | sleepy ] MATCHBOX 20 "Leave" It's amazing How you make your face just like a wall How you take your heart and turn it off How I turn my head and lose it all It's unnerving How just one move puts me by myself There you go just trusting someone else Now I know I put us both through hell I'm not saying there wasn't nothing wrong I just didn't think you'd ever get tired of me I'm now saying we ever had the right to hold on I just didn't wanna let it get away from me But if that's how it's gonna leave Straight out from underneath Then we'll see who's sorry now If that's how it's gonna stand, when You know you've been depending on The one you're leaving now The one you're leaving out It's aggravating How you threw me on and you tore me out How your good intentions turn to doubt The way you needed time to sort it out I'm not saying there wasn't nothing wrong I just didn't think you'd ever get tired of me I'm now saying we ever had the right to hold on I just didn't wanna let it get away from me But if that's how it's gonna leave Straight out from underneath Then we'll see who's sorry now If that's how it's gonna stand, when You know you've been depending on The one you're leaving now The one you're leaving out The one you're leaving now The one you're leaving out I'm not saying there wasn't nothing wrong I just didn't think you'd ever get tired of me But if that's how it's gonna leave Straight out from underneath Then we'll see who's sorry now If that's how it's gonna stand, when You know you've been depending on The one you're leaving now The one you're leaving out Tell me is that how it's going to end When you know you've been depending on The one you're leaving now And the one you're leaving out The one you're leaving now The one you're leaving out 2 comments|post comment

[11 Jan 2004|02:42pm] [ music | incubus-mexico ] here are some of my favorite copeland lyrics (its not the full song, just my favorite parts) they are so amazing i explain why i like them. i originally posten this in my livejournal..but i decided to put it in here too..i dont know if im right with the interpretations, but its what they mean to me.. california i miss the way you sing along so i cant hear your voice over the radio in my car but you know every word they say you knew just the right things to say distance ripped us farther and farther and farther away... maybe i fell to fast maybe i pushed you away now youre gone and im afraid that youre never coming back this way again.. you know i wont mind if you monopolize all of my time i wont say a thing at all, wont say a word.. just come back from california. ( i like this one, mostly because the music sounds really nice, hes saying he fell too fast and things didnt work out, and now shes gone and hes afraid shell never come back to him so its pretty painful. when i think of this song, i dont think of someone actually going to california, i think of them being so far out of your reach that it seems theyre far away..by distance i dont think he means the physical distance between the two of them then he says i dont mind spending all my time with you which is really sweet) coffee so many things i have to say ill stay up all night to hear about your day and if its not too late for coffee ill be at your place at ten we'll hit that all night diner and then we'll see theres a love that trandscends all that we've known of ourselves and ill wait for it to come... well its got to be strong to touch my heart through its shell but ill wait for it to come. (this one reminds me of jake-the stay up all night to hear about your day part, cuz wen i can, im up late with him and we talk all night about our day, and just everything.. the part i really love is when he says theres a love that trandscends...etc. cuz it gives me hope for love in the future, its makes me feel like it is worth it to wait because when it does come, it will be amazing, and will "trandscend all that we've known of ourselves".) when finally set free feel the pain teaching us how much more we can take, reminding us how far we've come let the pain burn away from our hearts, we have time to start all over again. well if you would shine your love down here and make our hearts as perfect as new i promise ill reflect right back at you (i like these words because they have a strong message, that pain is, in essence, good, because we learn from it, and we grow from it. i also agree that its never too late to start over.) brightest if you find yourself here on my side of town i pray that youd come to my door and talk to me like you dont know what we ever fought about cuz i dont remember anymore i just know that she warms my heart and knows what all my imperfections are and she said that i was the brightest little firefly in her jar (this one is so cute. i was really depressed when i first bought this cd, it was at a time when i was the lowest ive ever been, and that song made me feel SOO much better. i dont even know why really.. its just so cute, and in my oppinion, if you can find a person that knows all your imperfections and still thinks the world of you, thats wonderful, thats love.) testing the strong ones theres an angel by your hospital bed desperate to hear his name on your breath as he looks down your not making a sound open your eyes, look at me ill bring to you whatever you need and ill tell you im sorry that i cant take this pain away from you id put it on my own body if i knew how to i know that you say this is what you get for being a bad child but i know this will your reward in just a little while its testing the strong ones, scaring the beautiful ones its holding the loved ones, One last time... (this one is depressing because he loves this girl so much and hates so much to see her in pain that hed want to take the pain from her and put it on his own body if he could..can you imagine? and the last part is cool.. testing the strong ones. he makes a point that maybe pain is just testing our strength?) priceless i remember when id run to you from fields of white flowers your embrace is my air, how i needed you there and all of the world and all of its powers couldnt keep your love from me cuz i need you like the dragonflys wings need the wind like the orphan needs home once again like heaven needs more to come in i need you here like you've always been then I waved goodbye to you from fields of white flowers you were so proud of me i was too proud to see that all of the world and all of it's powers couldn't keep your love from me Taking for granted.. And all of her smiles Could not be reminded You got away And now I'm looking up to you From fields of white flowers You were so proud of me I'm so proud of you All of the world and All of it's power Couldn't keep your love from me (this is by far my favorite song by copeland. its so unbelievably touching..if someone you love has passed, definately listen to this song, it will help you see death from a different angle i think. nick madore told me it was about his aunt that died. in the beginning he says he remembers running to her from fields of white flowers, then he says he waved goodbye to her from fields of white flowers, signifying her death. he says he needs her with him, like shes always been. i think hes saying when she died he was too upset to see that she was still around him, and that theyd someday meet again because all of the world and all of its powers couldnt keep his love from her. then finally, when he realizes this, hes looking "up at her" from fields of white flowers. so nice. this one also sends a strong message that you shouldnt take for granted the people you love because now "shes got away".) she changes her mind she changes your mind when you see the joy in her eyes it makes you feel that she draws your eyes from all the things that made you numb it was your hello that kept me hanging on every word and your goodbye that keeps me listening for your voice around each corner (the first parts just about how much he likes this girl that makes all the bad things in life seem better,so nice. i really like the last part though, cuz i can relate. i think we all can. when your going through a tough break up, its really hard at first, and you miss the persons voice, at least i do...) Well thats all. I love lyrics. I get a rush when i hear good lyrics and good music, and i always interpret songs for their meanings. comment, let me know what you think.. 8 comments|post comment

[11 Jan 2004|03:32pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | white stripes ] can someone please give me a song about being really confused and sad??? thanks..you guys rock 1 comment|post comment

[11 Jan 2004|03:32pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | white stripes ] can someone please give me a song about being really confused and sad??? thanks..you guys rock post comment

[Unwanted, un-needed, you've always been mistreated. Hang on] [11 Jan 2004|03:42pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | Kill Hannah - "Unwanted" ] Kill Hannah - New Heart For Christmas Navy Pier at Christmas You can go At 3 A.M there will be no one The ferris wheel still turns As though its a popular attraction still And when this songs slowly play Through the old broken PA A new heart for Christmas A new heart for Christmas She needs a new heart for Christmas 'Cause you broke it all apart Put it back together again Strange holiday maniquins still move As though someone was watching besides me Their joints are rusty They chirp like inside There's something alive Oh no Somehow it strikes me I need a new heart for Christmas 'Cause you broke it all apart Put it back together again You hit me oh so hard Put me back together again A new heart for Christmas ---I adore them--- post comment

[11 Jan 2004|03:45pm] [ mood | lazy ] [ music | bright eyes - lover i don't have to love ] do you have a song that you just go back to when random tings happen? like if you are having a hard time making a decision or you have some kind of amazing revelation? well this is mine... it's just one of those that i could listen to every hour of every day of my life and never get sick of... especially the acoustic version. "Times Like These" -Foo Fighters- I am a one way motorway I'm the one that drives away then follows you back home I am a street light shining I'm a wild light blinding bright burning off alone it's times like these you learn to live again it's times like these you give and give again it's times like these you learn to love again it's times like these time and time again I am a new day rising I'm a brand new sky to hang the stars upon tonight I am a little divided do I stay or run away and leave it all behind? it's times like these you learn to live again it's times like these you give and give again it's times like these you learn to love again it's times like these time and time again i love it -nichole- 1 comment|post comment

[11 Jan 2004|04:34pm] she's laying on the floor, looking at the walls. their coverd in glow in the dark stars, the stars "they" hung up together. That person is gone now, and so is she. All she does is lay on the floor. Sometimes she would try to talk, but the words get caught in her thorat, and she begins to choke. As she looks around the room she sees the computer, they use to talk to each other on it. He would get on his mic and sing to her. In the middle of the song he would say "I love you". Her eyes drift down to the floor, they made out right there. She looks at her 6cd changer, he use to get so mad when he couldn't get it to play the cd that he wanted. His pictures are scatterd on the floor, she knows that in his room pictures of the perfect one are the only ones you'll see. But she doesn't realize...He's lyaing on the floor staring at the walls. Pictures of the perfect one are scatterd around. He's staring at the computer screen, with the mic in his hand. She isn't there to listen, but he whispers he loves her anyway. She's probably moved on to someone better, it's useless to even try he thinks to himself. But little does he know, she feels the same way. 7 comments|post comment

[11 Jan 2004|06:32pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | A Hole in the World // Thursday ] Hey sorry but I've got a quick request... Does anyone know any lyrics related to the following subjects: -being confused on whether you're in love or not -wondering what will come of current relationships -wondering why I fall head over heels for certain individuals Thanks much in advance <3 Liz 1 comment|post comment

[11 Jan 2004|06:37pm] [ music | brandnew ] Consider this a letter that I never sent. However inconsiderate it seems. And do you still consider me? 1 comment|post comment

My favorite Thursday song [11 Jan 2004|06:41pm] You told me on your birthday all the things that this place had done to you. And in the streets you walk. You hide your face because they don't believe that it's true. They say it doesn't happen that often. But it's happening right now. I'm writing you this letter to let you know I'm not alright. And in this city the streets are paved with hate And you cry yourself to sleep tonight. And say "no, there aren't enough love songs in the sky." You counted down the days till you could say "Bye-bye, city, bye-bye" You're walking down on Union You see the roads and know they're apart of you. They say it doesnt happen that often But it's happening right now. I'm writing you a second time. To let you know nothing here has changed. The streets are still paved with hate. So you can cry yourself to sleep tonight. Will you look back on this night As the day that ruined your life. Will you look back on these city streets and say, "Oh, God, where are you?" In these city streets I hide my face. I turn away when you look at me And every night when I try and sleep. I feel your hands all over my body. You streipped away the street signs and shot out all the stop lights. If you smashed away all the building what would you have left? 3 comments|post comment

brandnew - 70x7 [11 Jan 2004|06:48pm] Back in school they never taught us what we needed to know Like how to deal with despair or someone breaking your heart For twelve years I've held it all together but a night like this is begging to pull me apart I played it quiet left you deep in conversation I felt uncool and hung out around the kitchen I remember I kept thinking that I know you never would And now I know I want to kill you like only a best friend could Everyone's caught on to everything you do Everyone's caught on to... As if it happening wasn't enough I got to go and write a song just to remind myself how bad it sucked Ignore the sun, covers over my head Wrote a message on my pillow that says "Jesse, stay asleep in bed" So don't apologize -- I hope you choke and die Search your cell for something which to hang yourself They say you need to pray if you want to go to heaven but they don't tell you what to say when your whole life has gone to hell Everyone's caught on to everything you do Everyone's caught on to... (and I can't let you let me down again) Everyone's caught on to everything you do (and I can't let you let me down again) Everyone's caught on to... So is that what you call a getaway? Tell me what you got away with Cause I've seen more spine on jellyfish I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids Have another drink and drive yourself home I hope there's ice on all the roads And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt and again when your head goes through the windshield Is that what you call tact? You're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back So let's end this call and end this conversation And is that what you call a getaway? Tell me what you got away with Cause you left the frays from the ties you severed when you say "best friends" means friends forever Is that what you call a getaway? Tell me what you got away with Cause I've seen more spine on jellyfish I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids Have another drink and drive yourself home I hope there's ice on all the roads And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt and again when your head goes through the windshield (I can't let you let me down again) Everyone's caught on to everything you do (and I can't let you let me down again) Everyone's caught on to... (I can't let you let me down again) Everyone's caught on to everything you do (and I can't let you let me down again) Everyone's caught on to... YOU LET ME DOWN AGAIN 2 comments|post comment

theres oceans in between us, but thats not very far [11 Jan 2004|07:13pm] [ mood | fuck u ] [ music | :) ] Gotta leave town Got another appointment Spent all my rent Girl you know I enjoyed it Ain't gonna hang around till there's nobody dancing I don't wanna hold hands and talk about our little plans, alright! Cold hard bitch Just a kiss on the lips And I was on my knees I'm waiting, give me Cold hard bitch She was shakin' her hips That's all that I need Gonna check her out She's my latest attraction Gonna hang around Wanna get a reaction Gonna take her home cuz she's over romancing Don't wanna hold hands and talk about her plans alright! Cold hard bitch Just a kiss on the lips And I was on my knees I'm waiting give me Cold hard bitch She was shakin' her hips And I that was all that I need I'm waiting give me Cold hard bitch Just a kiss on the lips And I was on my knees Yeah I'm waiting Yeah I'm waiting Yeah I'm waiting Yeah I'm waiting Cold hard bitch Just a kiss on the lips And I was on my knees I'm waiting give me Cold hard bitch She was shakin' her hips And I was all that I need I'm waiting give me Cold hard bitch Just a kiss on the lips And I was on my knees I'm waiting give me jet--cold hard bitch post comment

today just hasnt been my day [11 Jan 2004|07:16pm] [ music | taking back sunday-you know how i do ] today just hasnt been my day.... the day is filled with hate hate like ive never hated before with anger anger crawling up and down my spine with passion passion heated by flames filled with yelling yelling like i have nothing to love and everything to despise with insults insults aimed at everyone but myself with disgust disgust that screams out a thousand names with rage rage pushing at my heart to get out filled with resentment resentment for being fake for so long with madness madness that invades my brain and eats away my soul with disdain disdain for all that i feel when i want to feel nothing at all ...today just hasnt been my day comments, id like to know what you think post comment

[11 Jan 2004|07:18pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Soco Amaretto Lime-Brand New ] Lipgloss and Letdown- A Static Lullaby blind to the answers, find yourself, walk for the moment, find the reason in yourself, theres a reason for you and i, take this time to find a meaning, a reason to sit back and measure the worst 6 years of my life, waiting for your legs to close on my best friends, last night i saw your life flash before my eyes, why did i laugh so hard baby? (you won't be back and i'm still laughing) i never meant to hurt you (but i did) i'm sorry that you cried so hard darling, i'll never hurt you again, take this time to find your tongue, a sorry excuse to stop your lies, the best 30 seconds of my life, my angel take your pills, my angel i sold your ring, and now i can't stop laughing, i didnt want it this way, i hope you're happy where you are and i'm glad to say i put you there, who's the one that's laughing now, i'm the one who's laughing now (now theres nothing left to say i hope you're feeling my embrace, and i can't sleep) you should have left me sleeping, you should have let me sleep... ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ex marks the spot- matchbook romance love is just another word for pain it's a broken record repeating the same thing when you want it it's not there when you have it you don't care when i lose it in the end... the heartbreak, the heartache is more than i wanted we gave up, we made up it's not like you cared deception, depression is all that i've got am i losing what's there and i've made up my mind i'd be better off alone love is just a waste of time and all the lonely nights and all the crushing scenes and all the pointless fights someone tell me what it means someone tell me why hearts break 'cuz sometimes i think this thing called love is another word for pain and i'm giving up on happy endings the one's that are only in movies where the guy gets the girl and everybody's happy i think that's the way it should be the heartbreak, the heartache is more than i wanted we gave up, we made up it's not like you cared deception, depression is all that i've got am i losing what's there and i've made up my mind i'd be better off alone love is just a waste of time and all the lonely nights and all the crushing scenes and all the pointless fights someone tell me what it means someone tell me why hearts break 'cuz sometimes i think this thing called love is another word for pain is another word for pain is another word for pain ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- she will be loved- maroon 5 Beauty queen of only eighteen She had some trouble with herself He was always there to help her She always belonged to someone else I drove for miles and miles And wound up at your door I've had you so many times but somehow I want more I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved She will be loved Tap on my window knock on my door I want to make you feel beautiful I know I tend to get insecure It doesn't matter anymore It's not always rainbows and butterflies It's compromise that moves us along My heart is full and my door's always open You can come anytime you want I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved She will be loved I know where you hide Alone in your car Know all of the things that make you who you are I know that goodbye means nothing at all Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls 2 comments|post comment

its ok cuz ill make up for all u dont do [11 Jan 2004|07:32pm] i read a comment somebody wrote, and this song was it, and just the first 3 lines fit exactly w/me right now, lol, so i thought it was awesome and here u go! goldfinger--you say u dont love me You say you don't love me Well that's alright with me cuz I'm in love with you And I wouldn't want you doing things you don't want to do Oh you know I've always wanted you to be in love with me And it took so long to realize the way things have to be I wanted to live in a dream that couldn't be real And I'm starting to understand now the way that you feel You say you don't You say you don't You say you don't love me Well that's alright with me 'cause I have got the time To wait in case someday you maybe change your mind I've decided not to make the same mistakes this time around As I'm tired of having heartaches I've been thinking and I've found I don't want to live in a dream I want something real And I think I understand now the way that you feel You say you don't You say you don't You say you don't You say you don't You say you don't You say you don't love me Well that's alright with me I'm not in love with you I just want us to do the things we both want to do Though I've got this special feeling I'd be wrong to call it love For the word entails a few things that I would be well rid of I've no need to live in a dream It's finally real And I hope you now understand this feeling I feel You say you don't You say you don't You say you don't love me You say you don't love me You say you don't love me 2 comments|post comment

the things i hate/love the most.. [11 Jan 2004|07:49pm] [ mood | dorky ] [ music | carolina and rams football game ] And I'm not so sure if I'm sure of anything anymore Well this is the last night (this is the last night) that you'll be keepin' secrets from me Just hit the lights before you leave you know, the million things you had to say sorry just, just might have found it's way in there somehow, someway But don't worry sweetie cause I already know And I'm not so sure if I'm sure of anything anymore Well this is the last night (this is the last night) that you'll be keepin' secrets from me And you're so guilty it's disgusting He's been sneakin underneath your sheets and your hands have been in places that they probably shouldn't go but don't worry sweetie cause I already know Regardless if my pictures they don't line your mirror Regardless you know that I'll still wait for your call Regardless if my pictures they don't line your mirror Regardless you know that I'll still wait for your call (this is, this is the last time i still wait for your call) Regardless if my pictures they don't line your mirror Regardless you know that I'll still wait for your call (honestly, honestly, honestly, honestly) taking back sunday 'the blue channel' 2 comments|post comment

more songs. this community's addictive. [11 Jan 2004|07:57pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | SoCo: Ruthless ] The Lyndsay Diaries: Mixtapes and Memories I promise, this won't be another song, about being alone but all I feel is regret and I can't find the nerve to pick up the telephone. I was thinking about how it drives me crazy just to feel your hand in mine, and how simple that is and I've thought about saying no to hope but I have this funny habit of putting pictures up on the wall of you and me. And I know that priorities never understand reality and time never lends itself to those who are waiting on love. But it's overdue that we should share this night and grace, your smile is the only thing that keeps me breathing. and I've thought about saying no to hope but I have this funny habit of putting pictures up on the wall of you and me, and you The hours pass by like minutes when I'm with you. The hours pass like minutes in the rain. So lets stand here in the rain, forever. and I've thought about saying no to hope but I have this funny habit of putting pictures up on the wall of you and me. Of you, and me...and you The Lyndsay Diaries: Dear Lyndsay, No Regrets Watered down emotions don't cater well to the dissident heart And staring glances only make a heart wander I think I'll throw these emotions to the wind and let them scatter, just let them scatter The good guy never wins Don't you see it's not me in your arms? So don't try and tell me differenly I'm not impartial to a sacrified romance Based on feelings floating in the breeze I'll reject the moon and the night altogether Listen to the music, just try to understand the afternoon And maybe I'll sit here for forever until I die And maybe the night will never come The good guy never wins Don't you see it's not me in your arms? So don't try and tell me differenly I'm not impartial to a sacrified romance Based on feelings floating in the breeze --- i dont know if you guys have heard of TLD or not.. but they rock anyway. =) --- Finch: Ender Here I am beside myself again I’m torn apart by words that you have said and all in all, I know we’re falling apart Where did you run to so far away And here we are to sing you a song And there you are asleep against the windowpane Just like always You said you like to hear the rain sometimes and all I can do is tell you the truth Oh my eyes will tell you the same And here we are to sing you a song And there you are asleep again And here we are to sing you a song And there you are asleep again Grasp our hands together, we feel we are one result (x4) And here we are to sing you a song And there you are asleep again Brand New: Mixtape (im surprised i havent seen this one posted yet..) got a twenty dollar bill That says no one's ever seen you without make-up. You're always made up. And I'm sick of your tattoos and the way you always criticize the Smiths. and Morrissey. And I know that you're a sucker for anything acoustic. But when I say let's keep in touch, I really mean I wish that you'd grow up. This is the first song for your mix tape. It's short just like your temper, somewhat golden like the afternoons We used to spend before you got too cool. I've got a twenty dollar bill says no one's ever seen you without make-up. You're always made up. And I'm sick of your tattoos And the way you don’t appreciate Brand New or me. And I know that you're a sucker for anything acoustic. But when I say let's keep in touch, I really mean I wish that you’d grow up This is the first song for your mix tape And it’s short just like your temper But somewhat golden like the afternoons We used to spend before you got too cool. Yeah, but I wish you were my shadow Bon Jovi: Runaway On the streets where you live girls talk about their social lives They`re made of lipstick, plastic and paint a touch of sable in their eyes All your life, all your life, all you`ve asked when's your daddy gonna talk to you she was living in an other world Tryin' to get her message through No-one heard a single word you said they should have seen it in your eyes What was going round your head Ooh, she's a little runaway Daddy's girl learned fast All those things he couldn't say Ooh she's a little runaway A different line every night, guaranteed to blow your mind I see you out on the streets Combing for a wild time So you sit home alone 'cause there's nothing left that you can do There's only pictures hung in the shadows Left there to look at you You know she likes the lights at night on the neon Broadway signs She don't really mind It's only love she hopes to find Ooh, she's a little runaway Daddy's girl learned fast All those things he couldn't say Ooh she's a little runaway No-one heard a single word you said They should have seen it in your eyes What was going round your head Ooh, she's a little runaway Daddy's girl learned fast All those things he couldn't say Ooh she's a little runaway Daddy's girl learned fast Now she works the night away thats all for now. 5 comments|post comment

[11 Jan 2004|08:32pm] Goldfinger-Countin the days So here I go and there you went...again Just another stupid thing that I done wrong. Locked up in my head (my head), knocked down, beaten, left for dead With all those brilliant things I should have said. I gotta get away, and find something to do 'Cause everything I hear, everything I see, reminds me of you. Still counting the days I've been without you 1, 2, 3, 4... Still counting the days that you've been gone. Day one, was no fun. Day two, I hated you. By day three I wish you'd come right back to me. Day four, five and six, well I guess you just don't give a shit. Day seven, this is hell. this is hell. I gotta get away, and find something to do. But everything I hear, everything I see, reminds me of you. Still counting the days I've been without you 1, 2, 3, 4... Still counting the days that you've been gone. Still counting the days since you left me. 1,2,3,4... Still counting the days since you've been gone. A thousand things I wanna say to you, but it's too late now. A thousand things I wanna say... A thousand things I wanna say to you, but it's too late now. A thousand things I wanna say... Still counting the days I've been without you. Still counting the days that you've been gone. Still counting the days I've been without you 1, 2, 3, 4... Still counting the days that you've been gone. Still counting the days since you left me 1, 2, 3, 4... Still counting the days that you've been gone. Gone... Gone... Gone... Gone... 1 comment|post comment

I still love you, even though it's over. How could you have let it end like this? [11 Jan 2004|08:36pm] [ mood | disappointed ] [ music | Story of the Year ] Story of the Year.:.Until The Day I Die As years go by I race the clock with you But if you died right now, you know that I'd die too I'd die too. You remind me of the times when I knew who I was still the second hand will catch us Like it always does.. We make the same mistakes I take the fall for you I hope you need this now Cause I know I still do... Until the day I die I'll spill my heart for you (For you) Until the day I die I'll spill my heart for you... Should I bite my tounge 'till blood soaks my shirt? We never fall apart. Tell me why these words so much? My hands around your throat and I think I hate you Still they say we never win Just like we always do. Just like we always do... I'd spill my heart. I'd spill my heart for you... My hands around your throat and I think I hate you. We made the same mistakes just like friends do... My hands around your throat and I think I hate you. We made the same mistakes. We made the same mistakes... 5 comments|post comment

[11 Jan 2004|08:44pm] "There are answers in music. Poems and music about our problems and siuations are good for us to hear - how other people react to the same problems and live through them and survive. This is all put in songs; I guess the history of the whole world is in songs and poems." - Willie Nelson. add me as a friend. aim sn__ it is felicia. post comment

[11 Jan 2004|08:57pm] [ music | The Offspring ] someone tell me what song it is that goes "I'm all you ever wanted. What all the boys have promised. Sorry I told. I just had to let you know." It might be Brand New, i dont know. thanks. <3 oh and for those who complained about me posting too many lyrics.. um, sry, i guess i get caught up in the moment. just dont read them. 2 comments|post comment

Sadie Hawkins Dance by Relient K [11 Jan 2004|09:34pm] [ music | Summertime - Mae ] All the girls in the bathroom talkin' who they gonna take to the Sadie Hawkins My ears are burnin but I kept on walkin smile on my face and an air guitar rockin Sadie Hawkins Dance in my khaki pants There's nothin better oh oh oh The girls ask the guys it's always a surprise There's nothin better baby do you like my sweater? Sittin in the back of my next class nappin gotta give a speech then bow to the clappin Told a funny joke got the whole class laughin think I got a tan from the light which I was baskin Sadie Hawkins Dance in my khaki pants There's nothin better oh oh oh The girls ask the guys it's always a surprise There's nothin better baby do you like my sweater? Scan the cafeteria for some good seating I found a good spot by the cheerleaders eating The quarterback asked me if I'd like a beating I said that's one thing I won't be needing And since I'm rather smart and cunning I took off down the next hall running Only to get stopped by a girl so stunning only to get stopped by a girl so stunning? She said, "You're smooth, and good with talkin. Go with me to the Sadie Hawkins" Sadie Hawkins Dance in my khaki pants There's nothin better oh oh oh The girls ask the guys it's always a surprise There's nothin better baby do you like my sweater? I heart this song.... it always brings back good memories... =) 4 comments|post comment

[11 Jan 2004|09:37pm] i always lie never try want to die want to cry --until i see you then i want to fly post comment

[11 Jan 2004|09:59pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | britney spears (no, really. im serious.) ] the closest thing to me is you but the further i get, the more i love you and hate myself if everything that happens to me, i do to myself then what am i doing? this is hardly what i would call luxurious self-loathing fills my every day to the point where my thoughts don't matter and my mind can't function but the more i get lost in you, the easier it is to lose myself please tell me you feel the same because i couldn't handle anything other than three words that mirror my own all i ever want is for you to take me home 2 comments|post comment

[11 Jan 2004|10:05pm] THE GET UP KIDS; I'LL CATCH YOU can you sleep as the sound hits your ears? one at a time an unspoken balance here unabridged for so many years that I should stare at receivers to receive her isn't fair don't worry I'll catch you don't worry I'll catch you don't ever worry your arms in mine any time wouldn't trade anything you're still my everything to my suprise before my eyes you arrive don't worry I'll catch you don't worry I'll catch you don't ever worry still breaking old habits, habits you pulled the wool over me and I can see everything everything remembering Jinx removing don't worry I'll catch you don't wory I'll catch you don't ever worry no need for reminding you're still all that matters to me... 2 comments|post comment

[11 Jan 2004|10:50pm] ahh i know I requst alot, i'm sorry guys. I'm starting to post songs though =] But I was wondering, do you have any songs about how you like someone and you finally realized they liked you too? or something along those lines.. because I have liked this kid since 2nd grade, and he finally told me that he has liked me since 4th grade, and we have been going out for the past 9 months.. well it's going to be 9 months tomorrow. So does anybody know any songs with that?? I posted this in lyricsnquotes_ to see if they could help too 2 comments|post comment

just give me a scene where the music is free [11 Jan 2004|11:28pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | radio by alk3 ] 'reinventing axl rose' by against me we want a band that plays loud and hard every night that doesn't care how many people are counted at the door that would travel one million miles and ask for nothing more than a plate of food and a place to rest they'd strike chords that cut like a knife it would mean so much more than tshirts or a ticket stub they'd stop at nothing short of a massacre everyone would leave with the memory that there was no place else in the world and this was where they always belonged we would dance like no one was watching with one fist in the air our arena just basements and bookstores across an underground america with this fire we could light just give me a scene where the music is free and the beer is not the life of the party there's no need to shit talk or impress cause honesty and emotion are not looked down upon and every promise that's made and bragged is meant if not kept we'd do it all because we have to not because we know why beyond a gender, race, and class we could find what really holds us back let's make everybody sing that they are the beginning and ending of everything that we all are stronger than everything they taught us that we should fear post comment

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