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My Chemical Romance - Headfirst For Haloes [27 Nov 2003|01:25am]
[ mood | apathetic ]
[ music | my chemical romance ]

Well let's go back to the middle of the day that starts it all.
I can't begin to let you know just what I'm feeling,
And now the red ones make me fly,
And the blue ones help me fall,
And I think I'll blow my brains against the ceiling,
And as the fragments of my skull begin to fall,
Fall on your tongue like pixie dust,
Just think happy thoughts and we'll fly home.
We'll fly home.
You and I,
We'll fly home.



Well now I'm back in the middle of the day that starts it all.
I can't begin to let you know just what I'm feeling,
And now the red ones make me fly,
And the blue ones help me fall,
And I think I'll blow my brains against the ceiling now.
We'll fly home.
You and I,
We'll fly home.

Now honestly, that's what I said to her.
What I said to her.

Think happy thoughts.

think happy thoughtsthink happy thoughts>think happy thoughtsthink happy thoughts>think happy thoughtsthink happy thoughts

.... new member to this community
that song somehow brings me up when i'm down

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i hate myself... [27 Nov 2003|01:29am]
[ mood | lethargic ]
[ music | i hate myself- to a husband at war ]

'to a husband at war'

things are here, and you're over there
and in between: land, sea, everything
i hope you're warm, and i hope you think of me,
and the way things used to be.
yesterday, a telegram said that you had died,
but i knew and i know that it was a lie.
i tried to laugh but went back to my room and cried
--i mean our room. i went back to our room and cried
retreat, and come back home.


'darren's roof'

i'm gonna shout until i'm hoarse,
drink until i can't see, laugh until i can't breathe,
up here we'll be taller than the city.
Shout at the night, raise a fist to life,
forget if your shoes are shined,
if only for just one night (with dolor).
and our hearts have all been beaten and bruised,
and we're all pretty confused,
and we always expect to lose;
i'll explain it all to you through alcohol and bad tattoos.
If i talk and i laugh too loud,
it's becuase i'm trying to forget that i'm sad,
because things can get pretty bad,
but i'd like to believe that somewhere i'll find
someone who's going nowhere and we'll go there TOGETHER


i hate myself, in my opnion, is the epitome of emo. these two songs from them really get me.. beautiful poetry put into music.. = music that can capture a soul..

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[27 Nov 2003|01:33am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Brand New-Sic Transit Gloria...Glory Fades ]

"So Much For Plan A" by 5 Days Ahead

I'm giving up. Never gave up on anything before in my life.
Congratulations. Because of you I'm believing love is a lie.
You tell a girl the truth, that you're falling for her
And she rips out your heart, and throws it on her shelf....
....And you never get it back!

[chorus]
It's too much for me (I'm giving up)
Too many times I've had to stitch up the wounds.
I'm taking myself off the field.
You'll never hear me say I love you.

I remember the time you were patiently waiting for me to kiss you.
And I was nervous cuz I didn't know what you would do. Would you....
Lean over and use me? Get what you wanted and dispose of me?
Or would love finally be real? And we'd live together happily....
....Fat chance!

Sometimes I still think about you. Remember those fun times we had.
And those holidays from hell you put me through, run constantly through my head.

Thank you for rejection left under my tree. My New Year's resolution is to never date another girl....
Another girl like you.... Never date another girl like you!
I'm throwing in the towel. I'm giving up.
Never again. You'll never hear me say I love you....
So much for plan A!

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[27 Nov 2003|01:40am]
[ mood | cynical ]

"One Day I'll Stop Breathing" by the Continuency Plan

Now that I've hit the bottom
You've taken everything from me
You never really listened
You'll never hear again from me
I've never been this down before
You've never understood
I've never been this down before
And I've never felt so good

Abandon ship, cause I'm going down
You can jump first, cause I'd rather drown
These restless nights, under this brilliant sky
Is it too late to ask for a kiss goodnight?

You're trying to remember
I'm dying to forget
You said this was forever
But those words I regret
What happens when I'm not around
Do you ever think of me?
Burn my heart onto the ground
Until there's nothing left of me

This plane's gonna crash straight into the ground
No one to stop me, now that you're not around
I can't turn back now, after what you have done
You stole my parachute, and I only had one

"I love you" never holds its meaning
When you look for greener pastures
You've got your memories; you've got your pictures
So have you found all your stupid answers?

One day I'll stop breathing
And one day you'll believe in me

Believe in me

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[27 Nov 2003|02:06am]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | Someting Corporate-Down ]

I'm so damn sick of crying over you...

Matchbook Romance-"My Eyes Burn"

My eyes burn from these tears
You think you'd learn over these years
Good things won't last forever

So what the hell am I suppose to do
You only wanted the things I couldn't give to you
And you had it all anyway

So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place

So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place

Tell me i'm wrong when I say
I can't expect you to stay forever with me
I live for that single moment

I take back everything i've said
You would those words on your lips
As if they meant anything anyway

Sometimes I feel I could drop off the face of the earth
It seems I do more harm than good
And I don't know if it's worth me loosing sleep over this

So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place

So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place

Tell me I'm wrong when I say it
I can't expect you to spend forever with me
I live for that single moment

So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place

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My life is so impossible... [27 Nov 2003|02:56am]
Do you like making out?
And long drives?
And blue eyes?
And girls that just don't quite fit in?


** Okay so I changed it around a bit.... but do you?
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[27 Nov 2003|04:26am]
so so what happens in your room
when you're all alone with me at home
going crazy over you
[x]
behind these bedroom walls
everynight i sing along with all her favorite songs
i sing until my voice is gone
until my lungs are bleeding
tell me you don't miss these brown eyes
and that you're not in love
[x]
i hate hate the way you look at me
where's the pills for that thing that you call
"sweepin' me off my feet"
it's girls like you that keep open graves
for boys like me
that keep themselves locked up for days
[x]
behind these bedroom walls
everynight i sing along with all her favorite songs
i sing until my voice is gone
until my lungs are bleeding
tell me you don't miss these brown eyes
and that you're not in love
[x]
take this stupid heart
i know it's all you ever want me for
and i hope you keep it close
so everyone knows that it's all because of you
that i'm dead to the world

[dead to the world / jamison paker ]
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a new cavity moved into my heart today... [27 Nov 2003|11:46am]
[ mood | hungry/hyper ]
[ music | what it is to burn - finch ]

happy turkey day to you all!

teenager - deftones

i climbed your arms
then you pulled away
a new cavity moved into
my heart today
the more she sings
the more it seems that
now i'm through
with the new you
now i'm through
with the new you
new you
I drove you home
then you moved away
new cavity moved into
my heart today
the more I scream
the more it seems
that i'm through
now i'm through
with the new you
now i'm through
with the new you
now i'm through
with the new you
new you

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we burn their gallows they erect, and cut the nooses they tie for our necks .. [27 Nov 2003|11:48am]
[ mood | pensive ]
[ music | Sic Transit Gloria .. Glory Fades ¤ Brand New ]

Am I correct to defend the fist that holds this pen?
It's ink that lies,
the pen, the page, the paper.
I live, I learn.
You will always take what i have earned.
And so aid my end while I believe I'm winning.

Our friends speak out in our defense.
Pay ten deaf ears for two months rent.
We burn their gallows they erect,
and cut the nooses they tie for our necks.

You constantly make it impossible to make conversation.
Keep us comatose but audible.
And I like it the farther i get out.
We pass it off but it's all on us.
Only common conversation,
it took everything i got.
And I like it the farther i get out.

Once said, always said.
I will hold the past over your head.
I'll speak my mind whenever i feel slighted.
I am hellbent on extracting all of my revenge.
Take heart, sweetheart, or I will take it from you.

We slip concealed back to the keep.
Concede to do the work for free.
We prey as wolves among the sheep and slit the necks of soldiers while they sleep.

You constantly make it impossible to make conversation.
Keep us comatose but audible.
And I like it the farther i get out.
We pass it off but it's all on us.
Only common conversation,
it took everything i got.
And I like it the farther i get out.

Good To Know That If I Ever Need Attention All I Have To Do Is Die ¤ Brand New

happy turkey day everyone!

<33333333333

lizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

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"The Tide"- The Spill Canvas [27 Nov 2003|11:54am]
[ mood | blah ]

And there’s three, count em three children playing on the beach
they were eager to learn, to be taught, and to teach
there’s veronica, she’s biting her lip as she watches the waves turn white at the tip
and there's faida radiating with joy and luckily she still can't stand the sight of a boy.
and lastly there’s dave, his hair dances in the wind and he’s wondering what love is and why it has to end
and he cant understand how everyone goes on breathing when true love ends
his mother whispers quietly "heavens not a place that you go when you die its that moment in life when you actually feel alive." so live for the moment and take this advice, live by every word, love is just a hoax so forget anything that you ever heard and live for the moment now.
and there’s three, count em three children growing on the beach
they were eager to learn, to be taught, and to teach
there’s veronica she’s licking her lips as she waits for her real first passionate kiss
and there’s faida she cant admit her jealousy of her sister veronica and how she’s so pretty
and lastly there’s dave who still sitting on the dock he ponders his life and he skips his rocks
and he wonders when his father will return but he’s not coming back
and he cant understand how everyone goes on breathing when true love ends
his mother whispers quietly "heavens not a place that you go when you die its that moment in life when you actually feel alive." so live for the moment and take this advice, live by every word, love is just a hoax so forget everything that you ever heard"
and there’s three, count em three children missing from the beach
they were eager to learn, to be taught, and to teach
but there’s something, they never lived past the age of 15 due to neglect
from their mother who was bed ridden by her ex-lover, their father
and she didn’t even notice or pay much attention as the tide came in and swept the three into the ocean
now all her advice it seems useless, well heavens not a place that you go when you die, it’s that moment in life when you touch your edge and feel alive. so live for the moment and take this advice, live by every word, loves completely real so forget anything that you’ve ever heard and live for the moment now.

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"i'll hold my eyes shut 'til you're not even there anymore" [27 Nov 2003|12:01pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

The Scaries-pushing me away

you laid against the door kept your distance

why is everything so hard
when there's nothing going wrong?

i don't know but if this is what you want
i'll live with that
and let everything just fall apart tonight

should we let it go? or is it already gone?

cause right now you're pushing me away
and i don't have the strength it takes to stay
i'm falling to the floor
will you walk away or will you catch me?
i'm so unsatisfied with my life
you're the only thing that even makes me feel alive anymore
if that scares you you should know i'm scared to death
you're not alone so take some comfort in that now

______________________________________________________

the Scaries-bleached

i'm letting go and falling on my face another dream just died then
your shadow fills the sky
and it's burning out my heart
and out my eyes like pouring bleach in opened scars

it's always fucking lonely
and everything is cold and empty
never gotten over the saddest thing you said


now you're gone
i'm hours in the wake of a fucking sad goodbye
then your shadow fills the sky
and it's burning out my heart
and out my eyes like pouring bleach in opened scars

it's always fucking lonely
and everything is cold and empty
i've never gotten over the saddest thing you ever said
it's ringing in my ears like silence


i've been falling down and drinking more
pretending i'm alright

sometimes life is just moments between cigarettes
when everything is wrong
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Happy Turkey day! [27 Nov 2003|12:30pm]
[ mood | hot ]
[ music | Dashboard Confessional- So Impossible ]

Hey, I was wondering if someone could give me the codes to like make words bold or make them move across the screen?..Thanks.

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[27 Nov 2003|12:49pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Nuffin' ]

Ellis Paul---Sweet Mistakes



Pop the cork, a champagne glass
Raise to the future, drink to the past
Thank the Lord for the friends he cast,
In the play he wrote for you.

And if you love the girl man, light up a torch
Blaze a trail to her front porch
Kiss her til your lips are scorched
Til the rain comes down on you

Bless your sweet mistakes,
That crumble you down to your knees.
That brought you to this place
Changing you by degrees...
When change was just what you needed...
What you needed...

So if you live your life in a three piece suit,
In a cocktail dress, or combat boots
You pick your path and you walk your truth
And the world will come round to you.

It's a long strange ride, I can't tell you why
But there's a place in your pocket where peace can abide
You pull it out, it's a compass, a guide
And it will put a little soul on you.

And in this wild blue world
There is a soul weavin' fine feelin' girl
But you've got to walk in paradise to find a pearl
If you only believe,
You'll get what you need... what you needed...

Conquer your fear and you'll master the game,
Life is always and never the same.
Use a little faith to light the flame ,
And I know you'll connect to you.

Pop the cork, a champagne glass
Raise to the future, drink to the past
Thank the Lord for the friends he cast,
In the play he wrote for you.

<3
Good freakin' song.

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I'm new, and here's me song.... [27 Nov 2003|12:49pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Nuffin' ]

Ellis Paul---Sweet Mistakes



Pop the cork, a champagne glass
Raise to the future, drink to the past
Thank the Lord for the friends he cast,
In the play he wrote for you.

And if you love the girl man, light up a torch < the best part of the song.
Blaze a trail to her front porch <
Kiss her til your lips are scorched <
Til the rain comes down on you <

Bless your sweet mistakes,
That crumble you down to your knees.
That brought you to this place
Changing you by degrees...
When change was just what you needed...
What you needed...

So if you live your life in a three piece suit,
In a cocktail dress, or combat boots
You pick your path and you walk your truth
And the world will come round to you.

It's a long strange ride, I can't tell you why
But there's a place in your pocket where peace can abide
You pull it out, it's a compass, a guide
And it will put a little soul on you.

And in this wild blue world
There is a soul weavin' fine feelin' girl
But you've got to walk in paradise to find a pearl
If you only believe,
You'll get what you need... what you needed...

Conquer your fear and you'll master the game,
Life is always and never the same.
Use a little faith to light the flame ,
And I know you'll connect to you.

Pop the cork, a champagne glass
Raise to the future, drink to the past
Thank the Lord for the friends he cast,
In the play he wrote for you.

<3
Good freakin' song.
-Amanda

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pink eyeliner day [27 Nov 2003|01:07pm]
[ mood | stay with me ]
[ music | "quit your life"-mxpx ]

love lost over pink eyeliner
he's not everything you ever expected
but he's beautiful in his own way
so many words and he's right here
love lost over pink eyeliner
please give me a chance

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[27 Nov 2003|03:41pm]
Alisha's Attic- The Incidentals

its just the little things, the incidentals like, you wouldnt even notice when you really turn me on.
its the little sparks that fly and then land like dynamite.
its just, its just the simple things, pure incidentals like, staying up till midnight, talking about absolutely nothing.
its the thought that it'll always be as wild as i expect it to be.
you know its lalalalala, when your dreams must of just swallowed you up and you dont want to be saved.
and i am crazy about you babe. you satisfy me in so many ways. so many ways. its just the little things, the incidentals like you wouldnt even notice when your really turning me on.
its the little sparks that fly and then land like dynamite.
its just the simple things, pure incidentals like, breathing on the back of my neck and making me feel weak inside.
its no matter how scared i am, i know i'll be safe tonight.
you know its lalalalala, when your dream must of just swallowed you up and you dont want to be saved.
and i am crazy about you babe. you satisfy me in so many ways. so many ways. so many ways, i cant count the ways.
its the thought that it will always be, as wild as i expect it to be.
the little things, the incidentals like you wouldnt even notice when your really turning me on.
its the little sparks that fly and then land like dynamite.
its those little sparks that fly and land like dynamite.

*This isn't really emo i guess, but i think it somes up all the little things in relationships that people on the outside dont see*
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[27 Nov 2003|03:47pm]
More Than Words// Extreme

saying ''i love you'' are not the words i want to hear from you.
its not not that i want you not to say it
but if you only knew how easy it would be to show me how you feel.
more than words is all you have to do to make it real.
then you wouldnt have to say that you love me, because i'd already know.
what you do if my heart was torn in two?
more than words to show you feel that your love for me is real.
what would you say, if i took those words away?
then you couldnt make things new, just by saying i love you.
more than words.
now that i've tried to talk to you and make you understand,
all you have to do is close your eyes and just reach out your hands,
and touch me, hold me close, dont ever let me go.
more than words is all i ever needed you to show.
then you wouldnt have to say that you love me,
because i'd already know.
what would you do if my heart was torn in two?
more than words to show you feel, that your love for me is real.
what would you say if i took those words away?
then you couldnt make things new, just by saying ''i love you''.
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I've been throwing up for you. . have you noticed? [27 Nov 2003|03:48pm]
[ mood | listless ]
[ music | You Will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will - Bright Eyes ]

. * . "I've Been Eating (For You)" - . * . - Bright Eyes . * .

So im just the medicine, you take when your sick.
You get well and thats it.
Im put back on the shelf in your mirror.
And it isnt exceptional the course of our fate.
See poeple love and they hate
And I guess its just our turn to hate.

Yeah you were just some song I wrote, a poem on a page.
A sculpture I made out of clay, desire was the fling.
But now your more of a basketball, boys just pass you around.
Bounce you hard on the ground.
And dribble, and we all get high fives.

And you think Im an asshole now, well your probobly right
but atleast im not blind to the fact, Ive been wishing for lies.
Still I hope you get everythin that you care to posess
And unbelievable sex with him, or anyone of my friends.

But just dont ask about my appetite
I didnt loose it tonight, its been gone half my life
Its just I, Ive been eatin for you.



* . * . *


I used to eat for my (ex) love, now i throw up to be loved.

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[27 Nov 2003|03:53pm]
I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH. EVERYONE MUST LOVE IT TOO.

Incubus// I Miss You
to see you when i wake up is a gift i didnt think could be real.
to know that you feel the same as i do, is a free-form utopian dream.
you do something to me that i can't explain.
so would i be out of line if i said, ''i miss you.''?
i see your picture, i smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine.
you have only been gone ten days but already i'm wasting away.
i know i'll see again, whether far or soon.
but i need you to know, that i care, and i miss you...
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not exactly emo..but my current feelings anyway.. [27 Nov 2003|04:30pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | "sexed up"--robbie williams ]

loose lips sunk ships
i'm getting to grips
with what you've said..
no it's not in my head
i'll lay on my bed
but i'm ok
why don't we talk about it ?
why do you always doubt that there could be a better way?
it doesn't make me wanna stay...


why don't we break up ?
there's nothing left to say
i've got my eyes shut, praying they won't stray
and we're not sexed up
that's what makes the difference today
i hope you blow away..

you say we're fatally flawed
well i'm easily bored, is that okay?
strike me off your list
make this the last kiss
i'll walk away

why don't we talk about it?
i'm only here
don't shout it
given time we'll forget
let's pretend we never met

screw you, i didn't like your taste
anyway, i chose you
and that's all gone to waste
it's saturday, i'll go out and find another you

why don't we
why don't we break up
there's nothing left to say
i've got my eyes shut
praying they won't stray
and we're not sexed up
that's what makes the difference today

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Not exactly emo but you have to love good old some Sheryl Crow [27 Nov 2003|04:44pm]
[ mood | full ]
[ music | -All Hail The Heartbreaker-The Spill Canvas- ]

The First Cut Is The Deepest :: Sheryl Crow


I would have given you all of my heart
But there's someone who's torn it apart
And he's taken just all that I have
But if you want I'll try to love again
Baby, I'll try to love again, but I know...

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to bein' lucky, he's cursed
When it comes to lovin' me, he's worse...

I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
And I'm sure gonna give you a try
If you want I'll try to love again, (try)
Baby, I'll try to love again, but I know...

Oohhh,
The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to bein' lucky, he's cursed
But when it comes to lovin' me, he's worse...

I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
But I'm sure gonna give you a try
Cuz if you want I'll try to love again
(try to love again, try to love again)
Baby, I'll try to love again but I know,

Oohhh
The first cut is the deepest
baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
When it comes to bein' lucky, he's cursed
When it comes to lovin' me, he's worse

Oohh, the first cut is the deepest
Baby I know (Baby I know)
The first cut is the deepest
Try to love again...



Happy Thanksgiving everyone!

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[27 Nov 2003|04:59pm]
"Where is my happy ending?
When will I stop pretending that everything's gonna be alright?
Where is my fairy tale ending?
When will I stop pretending that I won't be alone tonight?"
-- Never Say Forever

http://www.neversayforever.cjb.net/

Everyone should go look at that band's website, they have AMAZING lyrics, and awesome songs that you can download.

<33 Marie
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"put down the prozac and pick up the rat poison" [27 Nov 2003|05:30pm]
[ mood | cynical ]
[ music | Thrice-Kill Me Quickly ]

"Kill Me Quickly"

can we,
can we kill each other quickly?
quick enough so i won't feel it?
a shot of strobe light anesthia
and I'll be fine

as I begin to feel cold
my hands are shaking from fear,
white from clutching my pride,
red from cutting you,
and blue from telling lies.

'cause I'm sick of the stabbing,
I'm sick of the breaking,
I'm sick of the bleeding until we fall down,
sick of this circle of death that we dance through
again and again, just lay me in the ground.
let's fall asleep together,
hold me darling 'cause I'm scared,
and I can't do this alone.

but i need!
your heartbeat
to own me,
your cold lips to breathe,
a promise that, tomorrow
we'll wake up somewhere new.

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[27 Nov 2003|06:05pm]
i hate my life:(

Last night it came as a picture
With a good reason, a warning sign
This place is void of all passion
If you can imagine
it's easy if you try
Believe me I failed this effort
I wrote a reminder
this wasn't a vision
This time
where are you Houston
Is somebody out there
will somebody listen

Should I go back
should I go back
should I
I feel alone and tired
Should I go back
should I go back
should I

I hope I won't forget you

My head is made up of memories
Most of them useless delusions
This room is bored of rehearsal
And sick of the boundaries
I miss you so much
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there's nowhere to hide [27 Nov 2003|06:09pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Thursday-between rupture and rapture ]

:: You'd be cuter if i shot you in the face::
:: By CurlUpAndDie::

Drawing this box for you to recreate me into something i can never be.
disease turned these clouds a infinite light
and the winds a translucent glow.
it seemed so easy to quit everything to remember.
transmitted recordings of robot tracks to forget how everyone sounds.
tightly formed mechanical wings,
dwelling on how to save us all. never in control,
never really having a chance.

we're all useless with our eyeliner dripping in red.
we let it fester always knowing that it was coming
and i'm hearing things in my head.
i'm hearing things all wrong.
these arms failed to lift when my eyes forgot to open.
everything left offsetting through the dryed paint
that creates these butterfly wings,
twitching and teasing now.
standing here one year later with signs of red shining through a decade more.
among the morning light of bedroom walls deafeated to know the danger in this.
it's so easy to forget everything we swore we'd remember.
we're all useless.
if only i could keep the eyeliner from running
i'd drive these roads to kill my own kind.

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some help please [27 Nov 2003|06:57pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]
[ music | vandetta red ]

does anyone know who sings this song.here is the lyrics i remember "i find it kinda funny, i find it kinda sad, the dreams in which im dying are the best i ever had.thank you.

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[27 Nov 2003|07:38pm]
i have a situation..

you see, i've been going out with this guy for a little while. and its not the first time that we have been together. we were together for awhile last year, and at that time, things went well. we broke up for the summer, and when school started back up we realized that we still had feelings for eachother, and things started back up after that. things have been okay - minus some arguments. but it seems as if he doesnt care as much as he did last year. it seems like he likes the idea of us going out - but if we were to break up, maybe he wouldnt care as much as i would. i don't know. it just really seems to bother me.

any songs - quotes - anything for me to relate with and show him how he makes me feel?

thanks.

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dashboard [27 Nov 2003|07:49pm]
Again I Go Unnoticed
So quiet
another wasted night,
the television steals the conversation
exhale,
another wasted breath,
again it goes unnoticed.

Please tell me you're just feeling tired
cause if it's more than that I feel that I might break
out of touch, out of time.

Please send me anything but signals that are mixed
cause I can't read your rolling eyes
out of touch, are we out of time?

Close lipped
another goodnight kiss
is robbed of all it's passion,
your grip
another time, is slack
it leaves me feeling empty.

I'll wait until tomorrow
maybe you'll feel better then
maybe we'll be better then
so what's another day
when I can't bear these nights of thoughts
of going on without you
this mood of yours is temporary
it seems worth the wait
to see your smile again

out of the corner of your eye
won't be the only way you'll look at me then.


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[27 Nov 2003|08:49pm]
I'm not sure what the name of the song is, but i know it's by a band called spoon9 who have unfortunately split up :(



I sit and read, you every word
To try to find, some hidden message
To tell me why, you ran away
And left me here, to contemplate

Being without you, being without you
Being without you, being without you

You're on my mind, when I awake
Then I think of you, tillI sleep again
Then I dream of you, all through the night
I need you here, being by myside

Being without you, hurting without you
Dying without you, I am crying without you

Being without you, hurting without you
Feel like dying without you, I am crying without you

Being without you, being without you
Being without you, don't like being without you
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[27 Nov 2003|09:01pm]
heres a song a wrote...

Neverending thoughts filling my head
please dont listenn to the things they said
its not ture
i never ment to hurt you

you are all i want
maybey i thot u were sumthing your not
im giveing up
im cahseing after sumthing i can not get
and these sleppless nites are leaving my pillow all wet

your not worth the fight
if you want to get to know me then say sumthing
dont let me wonder why its not rite

for now i could care less
your games have hit me like bullets to the chest....

--its not as good as sum of my others, but i decided to post and see what you guys thot--
please comment and rate

thanx
X0x Valerie* x0X
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[27 Nov 2003|10:00pm]
can someone please give me the code thingy's to make fonts different colors, underlined, italic, bold and maraquee... i had them but i lost them... i'd be so very greatful.

thanks.
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yellowcard -- october nights [27 Nov 2003|10:12pm]
Warm October nights
You came and cuddled next to me
Our noses brushed so close
I wished it was our souls
Drifting off to sleep
I could hear the little snores you made
Watching eyes shut tight
Like doors to something sweeter where you rest

Tear me off a piece of blanket
Keep me warm and we can make it
< marquee >Here's my heart, I'll let you break it< /marquee >
Touched your skin and I can't take it

Light will creep in soon
And I still haven't slept a wink
I wish the sun would hide its head
So I could watch you dream some more
< i >I wanna watch you dream some more

I wanna watch you dream some more
I wanna watch you dream some more girl
I wanna watch you
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[27 Nov 2003|10:20pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

If I take one more step closer
Do you think I'll fall?
If I just walk right to the edge
Would you catch me when I fall?
Will you even be there at all?

If I'm in crying pain
Would you be my aid?
If I'm going insane
Would you be there everyday?
Or will you just look away?

Something in your voice says your intentions are right
But something in my heart says let him go tonight

If love is everything
Why do I feel like I'm nothing to you?

Your touch-I feel
Your voice-I hear
But I can't really hear your words
And I can't really feel your touch
I'm sorry for you-I need something more true
Is that asking too much?

Something about you tells me that you're swell
But I'm not doin' to well

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[27 Nov 2003|10:59pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]
[ music | anything slow and depressing. ]

guys-i need your help. my sister's boyfriend just committed suicide. she's devastated and i'm pretty shook up over it too. i didnt know him well, but we talked a lot and we had a lot in common. do any of you know any songs about someone you love committing suicide, or wanting them to come back, or missing them? anything along those lines would be so greatly appreciated. thanks in advance-times one million.
Love, danielle.

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[27 Nov 2003|11:42pm]
Sinking - The Cure

I am slowing down
As the years go by
I am sinking

So I trick myself
Like everybody else

The secrets I hide
Twist me inside
They make me weaker

So I trick myself
Like everybody else

I crouch in fear and wait
I'll never feel again...
If only I could remember
Anything at all.









-I get it.
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