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OK!! I, alison, am in love. *grins* Filled with sappiness, so if you feel like it, leave me some sappy love songs!!!
<3 thank you all in advance =)
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[26 Nov 2003|12:43am] |
a request was put in for another one of my writings so here goes..
Today is the same everybody’s foiled
my burden that I carry
are not burdens to the world
its not a secret, not anymore
you knew from the first day
I didn’t even realize your stare
though I wish I asked you sooner
before all my worried tears
it was hard enough to break me
and yet I’m still standing here
what makes the difference
one pain from another
or one choice of bad and good
why didn’t I go that path
when all the signs showed I should’ve
so I run, run from my soul
I’m not good enough for this strength anymore
I try so hard, but no sun shines through
just thick clouds, that my life has turned into
everyday is the same cold anger and rage outside the hurt
while being inside I just want warmth
they say we all share the same ways, the same pain
I guess in a way I see
but I try so hard to run from the rain
but in the end I’m just running from me
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| Taking Back Sunday ][ Head Club |
[26 Nov 2003|07:27am] |
Well it's getting colder and you're getting distant
and I just keep thinkin
that I never meant it to be like this(to be like this)
You know what comes next(so do I)
You’re begging for a way to gracefully bow out
and say goodnight
It's worse than you think
On your way home you should have known
you never listen to me
I’m only complaining to keep myself busy, sweetie
I’m only complaining to keep myself busy, sweetie
I can’t say I blame you
but I wish that I could
I’m sick of writing every song about you
Don't call my name out your window, I'm leaving
(I'm sick of writing every song about you)
Don't call my name out your window, I'm leaving
(I'm sick of writing every song about you)
Don't call my name out your window, I'm leaving
(I'm sick of writing every song about you)
Don't call my name out your window, I'm leaving
(I'm sick of writing every song about you)
Don't call my name out your window, I'm leaving
(I'm sick of writing every song about you)
Don't call my name out your window, I'm leaving
(I'm sick of writing every song about you)
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I was away for a while
But I'm hoping someday you'll forgive me
Though I don't deserve it
I'll cherish it well if you give me one of your new starts
Just one more last chance
I swear that I'll earn it
If you front me for now
I'm good for it I swear
I'm better now I swear
In earlier days, they'd persecute people
They'd carry them off, and hobble their legs
For lesser offenses, and how I have harmed you
And still you allow me to walk free of pain
Though I punish myself
I will never settle
The debts I've incured for scorning the face
Of absolute beauty, and measureless grace
And though I once mocked you
I'm dying to pay for it now
I'm dying to pay for it now
So hand me the rocks to help weigh me down
And tether my legs with a cord tightly bound
To the end of an anchor thrown into the sound
And test me to see if I will rise against the worst that it can get
I wasn't well for a while
I savored the things that I knew were sure to destroy me
And that seemed to hold me
That seemed to carry me where I couldn't go
On the strength of my own
Well, I should've known
That gets me nowhere
I've learned that now I swear
In earlier days, they'd persecute people
They'd carry them off, and hobble their legs
For lesser offenses, and how I have harmed you
And still you allow me to walk free of pain
Though I punish myself
I will never settle
The debts I've incured for scorning the face
Of absolute beauty, and measureless grace
And though I once mocked you
I'm dying to pay for it now
I'm dying to pay for it now, now, now
So hand me the rocks to help weigh me down
And tether my legs with a cord tightly bound
To then end of an anchor thrown into the sound
And test me to see if I will rise against the worst that it can get
Well, I wasn't sure that I could
Well, I wasn't sure that I could
Well, I wasn't sure that I could
But, I can
Dashboard Confessional = "The End of an Anchor"
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| Hey...new here! |
[26 Nov 2003|11:50am] |
Hey emo kids..I'm new here, and I got some lyrics for ya. If I post lyrics-they may not all be emo songs-but the lyrics sound pretty good to me.
Tsunami Bomb "In This Together"
Take a look around the room, eyes red from crying
No one knows what is true, then I see you
I can't even try to convey how safe I am
(When you're around me)
You donate your strength when I am broken
-that is just a verse from the song, if you'd like the whole song IM me: dop3 sick girrl
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[26 Nov 2003|12:57pm] |
Acceptance - Permanent
sometimes i go i keep losing track over again
all these promises wont turn golden
until you touch them
its permanent
nothing is permanent
its permanent
we'll be watching your back
following indicisions lasting for years
indecisions lasting for years
sometimes i go memories in my head are starting again
speak it fast don't move in slow
running through the country maybe they will find me
its permanent
nothing is permanent
its permanent
we'll be watching your back
be watching your back
following indicisions lasting for years
indecisions lasting for years
like a river in arizona dried up before you were born
it's starting up again (x3)
(we'll be watching your back)
it's starting up again (2x)
we'll be watching your back
its permanent
nothing is permanent
its permanent
we'll be watching your back
its permanent
nothing is permanent
its permanent
time is pushing us back
Acceptance - Bleeding Heart
She sends it home
In a paper bag
Says things change
Maybe its me
You can't fix me up
You can't fix me up
This bleeding heart
This bleeding heart
Found broken
My innocence
My innocence
This bleeding heart
Lay me down
It grows cold
Autums not the same without you
The colors fade
Beautiful to lifeless
You can't fix me up
You can't fix me up
This bleeding heart
This bleeding heart
Found broken
My innocence
My innocence
This bleeding heart
Lay me down
Waiting here for you
Say that now we're home
I write this knowing what to say to you
Crying
Crying
Today theres nothing else to say to you
Crying
Crying
This bleeding heart
This bleeding heart
Found broken
My innocence
My innocence
This bleeding heart
Lay me down
This bleeding heart
This bleeding heart
Found broken
Found broken
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Rough Draft by Yellowcard
Like a Saturday night I'll be gone
Like a Saturday night I'll be gone
Before you knew that I was there
So you wrote it down
I'm supposed to care
Even though it's never there
Sorry if I'm not prepared
Is it hard to see the things you substitute
For me and all my thoughts of you
It's eating me alive to leave you
Maybe it's childish and maybe it's wrong
But so is your blank stare in lieu of this song
Maybe it's childish and maybe it's wrong
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song
I'm breathing in your skin tonight
Quiet is my loudest cry
Wouldn't wanna wake the eyes that make me melt inside
And if it's healthier to leave you be
May a sickness come and set me free
Kill me while I still believe that you were meant for me
I'm finding my own words, my own little stage
My own epic drama, my own scripted page
I'll send you the rough draft, I'll seal it with tears
Maybe you'll read it and I'll reappear
From the start it was shaky and the characters rash,
A nice setting for heartache where emotions come last
All I have deep inside, to overcome this desire
Are friendly intentions and fairweather smiles
And I don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song
Like Saturday night I'll be gone
Like Saturday night I'll be gone
Like Saturday night I'll be gone
Like Saturday night I'll be gone before you knew that I was there
i love this song!
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[26 Nov 2003|01:39pm] |
vendetta red -- opiate summer
never mind me, i am just a moron in disguise, posing as the poet with the incandescent eyes. illuminate your features and much to my dismay you're putting on your jackets while i'm beggin you to stay. keep holding still, bit from the blade tore flesh from bone. alone, a long, long time ago, and where the ash will rest. i guess you'll never know because it's summer where you are. summer i'm in love.summer you were just a universe away. fulcrum equillibrium i'm balancing between. your wavering reflection and something i've never seen. utopia is only universal empathy. fastidious deliverance from our decadency. keep holding still. keep holding still. bit from the blade tore flesh from bone. alone, a long, long time ago, and where the ash will rest. i guess you'll never know because it's summer where you are. summer i'm in love.summer you were just a universe away
armor for sleep -- the wanderer's guild
I cannot speak when I want to, try my voice 'till it burns through the core of my own throat, speak until the demands gone. you should be downstairs with them
you're wasting your time again...Listen i'm fine now, Listen i'm fine now, Listen i'm fine now. i don't want to talk right now, thankyou for your concern. i could speak 'till the world ends to make up for all that i left out, i register with the Wanderers Guild and be a nomad with a million words. you should be downstairs with them, you're wasting your time again. Listen i'm fine now, Listen i'm fine now, Listen i'm fine now. i don't want to talk right now, thank you for your concern.
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did anyone see the last episode of the real world?
what dashboard confessional song was in it? do you know?
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[26 Nov 2003|02:05pm] |
Lying here, staring at my ceiling. Trying to empty my mind. Failing to release you. I turn on the radio loud. attempt to drown you out, as lyrics bring you back to me. “Don’t let me down.” I try moving around. Playing videos games I have long before mastered. I begin to feel you reach from behind me. Your hands softly hold my hips. The radio still playing loud. “Remind me not to ever act this way again.” Slowly I move to lace my fingers into yours. My fantasy soon devoured as I sit with my hands upon my own waist. My thoughts of you grow louder, draining the sound of my music. Making it a tiny hum. Everything comes together, I have failed to lose you, yet I have lost myself completely. I hope you are this easy to keep around in reality. You know I am, when it comes to you. If it were up to me we would be together for our entire lives. I turn the music down. I’m so tired of thinking. “I cant say I blame you, but I wish that I could.”
thats a poem i wrote containing lyrics from taking back sunday...
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| The Spill Canvas- The Tide |
[26 Nov 2003|02:16pm] |
And there's three, count 'em three
children playing on the beach
They were eager to learn,
to be taught and to teach
There's Veronica
She's biting her lip
as she watches the waves turn white at the tip
And there's Vada
Radiating with joy
and luckily she still can't stand the sight of a boy
And lastly there's Dade
His hair dances in the wind
and he's wondering what love is
And why it has to end
And he can't understand
how everyone goes on breathing when true love ends
His mother whispers quietly...
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax so forget anything that you have heard
and live for the moment now
And there's three, count 'em three
children growing on the beach
They were eager to learn,
to be taught and to teach
There's Veronica
She's licking her lips
as she waits for her real, first passionate kiss
And there's Vada
Can't admit her jealousy
of her sister Veronica, and how she's so pretty (and how she's so pretty)
Lastly there's Dade
Still sitting on the dock
Ponders his life, and he skips his rocks
And he wonders when his father will return
but he's not coming back
And he can't understand
how everyone goes on breathing when true love ends
His mother whispers quietly...
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax so forget everything that you have heard (forget everything)
And there's three, count 'em three
children missing from the beach
They were eager to learn,
to be taught and to teach
But the sad thing
is that they never lived passed the age of fifteen
due to neglect from their mother
Who was bed ridden by her ex-lover, their father
She didn't even notice, or pay much attention
as the tide came in and swept her three into the ocean
Now all her advice, it seems useless
No, heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you touch her and you feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love's completely real, so forget anything that you've heard
and live for the moment now
Great Acoustics
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I really love this song...
As Soon As Beauty Dies...-*-...Die Radio Die
Gazing across the room
I'll never forget when I laid my eyes on you.
And although I have to admit,
I wasn't hoping for this much.
I know I don't deserve you.
I hope you don't dig that deep.
Scratching the surface only creates scars.
I hope you don't dig that far.
You gave me so much
To win me over.
Love lies in your touch.
Beauty dies in the fire.
You gave me so much
To win me over.
Love lies in your touch.
Beauty dies in the fire.
Hope you like it as much as I do :o)
Love always...
-:-*Kristin*-:-
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Modest mouse- so much beauty in dirt
Out of breath and out of cash, find yourself watching M.A.S.H., every night
on the couch. Woman says let's take a drive down south, roll down the
windows and open our mouths taste where we are and play the music loud. Stop
the car, lay on the grass, the planets spin and we watch space pass.Walk a
direction, see where we get. I never knew nothin' so there's nothin' to
forget. Get real drunk and ride our bikes. There's so much beauty it could
make you cry. The rich get money but never what they want. Find ourselves a
new place to haunt. Climb up the fire escape do it 'til the ground looks far
away. Go night swimming, leave our clothes on the ground, when we get busted
we just stand there proud. It's the truth we all been wrong make it up and
let's move on. Playing cards we all get to act sly there's so much beauty it could make you cry.
[theres so much beauty it could make you cry]
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| death cab for cutie - tiny vessels |
[26 Nov 2003|03:44pm] |
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this is the moment that you know
that you told you loved her but you don't.
you touch her skin and then you think
that she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.
yeah, she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.
i spent two weeks in Silverlake
the California sun cascading down my face
there was a girl with light brown streaks
and she was beautiful but she didn't mean a thing to me.
yeah she was beautiful but she didn't mean a thing to me.
wanted to believe in all the words that i was speaking
as we moved together in the dark
and all the friends that i was telling
and all the playful misspellings
and every bite i gave you left a mark
tiny vessels oozed into your neck
and formed the bruises
that you said you didn't want to fade
but they did and so did i that day
all i see are dark grey clouds
in the distance moving closer with every hour
so when you ask "was something wrong?"
that i think "you're damn right there is but we can't talk about it now.
no, we can't talk about it now."
so one last touch and then you'll go
and we'll pretend that it meant something so much more
but it was vile, and it was cheap
and you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me
yeah you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me
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| The Luckiest -- Ben Folds |
[26 Nov 2003|03:51pm] |
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I don't get many things right the first time,
In fact, I am told that a lot.
But I know all the wrong turns, the stumbles and falls
Brought me here.
Now where was I before the day
I first saw your lovely face?
Now I see it everyday.
And I know
That I am,
I am,
I am, the luckiest.
What if I'd been born
Fifty years before you,
In a house, on street, where you live.
And what if I'd been outside
As you passed on your bike,
Would I know?
And in a wide sea of eyes,
I see one pair that I recognize.
And I know,
That I am,
I am,
I am, the luckiest.
I love you more than I have
Ever found a way to say to you.
Next door,
There's an old man,
Who lived to his nineties
Than one day, passed away, in his sleep.
And his wife, she stayed for a couple of days
Than passed away.
I'm sorry I know that's a
Strange way to tell you that I know
We belong
That I know
That I am,
I am,
I am, the luckiest.
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[26 Nov 2003|03:52pm] |
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Remembering the times that we spent together
I know how good it feels to be in your arms
I'm always so happy and filled up with laughter
When ever I'm with you I feel safe and warm...
Unsung Zeros "Louder Than Words"
We look eye to eye
And I'm swept away.
We don't have to talk,
We don't have to laugh at all
I just want you here with me
Rufio "One Slow Dance"
Heavens not a place that you go when you die
Its that moment in life when you actually feel alive.
So live for the moment and take this advice
Live by every word, live is just a hoax so forget anything that you ever heard...
And live for the moment now
The Spill Canvas "The Tide"
I'd like to introduce you to my heart
it's been dying to meet you
now that you both have met
I have someone to write home to
i see a sense of wonder deep inside your eyes
as we’re sparkling & twirling in the twilight
and in case you
and in case you were wondering, you are like a sunset to me
you’re all kinds of beautiful as you end my day
and you sweetly retire as stars chase you away
Spill Canvas "Sunsets and Carcrashes"
It’s been a bad day,
another bad day and all I want to do
is look at you and know i'm okay
Something Corporate "Bad Day"
The truth is you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleedin on your shirt
Taking Back Sunday "You're So Last Summer"
So, come to me wherever you are.
I will wait for you, tonight, alone in the dark
Tori Amos "Firefly"
So I say why don't you and I hold each other and fly to the moon
and straight on to heaven
Cause without you they're never ganna let me in
Chad Kroeger and Santana "Why Don't You & I?"
I can remember the taste of our first kiss.
I can't remember a time when I felt like this.
Bigwig "Moosh"
You’re so unbelievable,
I know this because
I can’t believe my eyes.
Your face leaves a space in my heart.
You’re an angel in disguise.
I can’t believe your eyes
Bebop and Rocksteady "Days Away"
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
Oasis "Wonderwall"
Place your hand in mine
I'll leave when I wanna
Blink 182 - Feeling This
Are you afraid of being alone?
'Cause I am
I'm lost without you
Blink 182 - ?
I'm staring at your picture
and dreaming that I could hold your hand
The Ataris - ?
Why does tonite, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i
matchbook romance "tiger lily"
to hold you now is a far cry
more than anything that i deserve.
i'm waiting to give you whatever the world may bring
i'd give you my life
but i dont own anything
A New Years Project "Further Seems Forever"
As we walk out to the street, the sun shines on your face
I feel your love inside, your breath...your lips i taste
And this is what i feel, and you are what is real
Visions of what was "Finding Westerly"
i want to steal your heart
i want to make it mine
and leave this all behind
and leave a legend of a love
i want to be the girl you need
when you're lost at sea
The halo friendlies "Run Away"
I believe in the sand beneath my toes
The beach gives a feeling, an earthy feeling
I believe in the faith that grows
And the four right chords that make me cry...
When I'm with you I feel like I could die
And that would be all right, all right
Third eye blind "Semi Charmed Kinda Life"
If you're missing I will run away
I will build a path to you
If you're missing I will run away
'Cause I find myself in you
Something Corporate "The Runaway"
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
As years go by
I race the clock with you
But if you died right now
You know that I'd die to
I'd die too
Story of the Year "Until The Day I Die"
It's only you, beautiful.
Or I don't want anyone.
If I can choose. It's only you.
Brand New "No Seatbelt Song"
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
Dide "White Flag"
I can smell your cologne from a mile away,
No one can breathe in your skin like i do.
A Static Lullaby "Song For A Broken Heart"
After all those nights you've kept me warm
I'd hold my breath just to hear you sleep
Tokyo Rose "I Love You Too"
so many more...anyone else have so more to add? i'm in love, cantcha tell? <3333 court
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[26 Nov 2003|04:24pm] |
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Passed out on the overpass
Sunday best and broken glass
Broken down from the bikes and bars
Suspended like spirits over speeding cars
You and me were kings over the parkway tonight
And tonight will go on forever while we
walk around this town like we own the streets
and stay awake through summer like we own the heat
Singing "everybody wake up(wake up)it's time to get down"
(everybody, everybody wake up its time to get down)
And when I pass the bottle back to Pete
on the overpass tonight, I bet we laugh
I'm gonna stay eighteen forever (cut me open)
So we can stay like this forever (sun poisoned)
And we'll never miss a party (this offer stands forever)
cause we keep them going constantly
And we'll never have to listen (new haircut)
to anyone about anything (new bracelet)
cause it's all been done and it's all been said (eyeliner)
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get (wait forever)
The hell out of this town
Find some conversation
The low fule lights been on for days
It doesn't mean anyhting
I've got another 500 nother 500 miles
before we shut this engine down,
we shut it down
I'm gonna stay eighteen forever (cut me open)
So we can stay like this forever (sun poisoned)
And we'll never miss a party (this offer stands forever)
cause we keep them going constantly
And we'll never have to listen (new haircut)
to anyone about anything (new bracelet)
cause it's all been done and it's all been said (eyeliner)
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get (wait forever)
(you're just jealous cause I'm young and in love)
Eighteen forever
(your stomachs filled up but you're starved for conversation)
So we can stay like this forever
(you're spending all your nights growing old in your bed)
And we'll never miss a party
(and your tearin up your photos cause you wanna forget... it's over)
cause we keep them going constantly
(you're just jealous cause I'm young and in love)
And we'll never have to listen
(your stomachs filled up but you're starved for conversation)
to anyone about anything cause it's all been done
(you're spending all your nights growing old in your bed)
and it's all been said
(and your tearin up your photos cause you wanna forget... it's over)
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get
Just jealous cause we're young and in love
You're just jealous cause we're young and in love
You're just jealous cause we're young and in love
You're just jealous cause we're young and in love
You're just jealous cause we're young and in love
You're just jealous cause we're young and in love
Soco Amaretto Lime ¤ Brand New
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[26 Nov 2003|05:09pm] |
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Recover-I'm Betting All I Got
"t's beyond me why you always second guess the things you're offering,
why won't you just take things as they are?
Is the reason rooted in your broken heart returned, ripped into pieces?
The weight of blame hanging from your head.
Would you be
the light by which I return?
Will my influence make up your mind or can you make it on your own?
"Cause I can't wait on you anymore.
Is there an answer lost inside your head beneath the lies and discontent?
I'm betting all I've got on what you have.
Would you be
the light by which I return?
To see your smiling face there helps me everytime I need it.
It's beyond me why you always second guess the things you're offering,
why won't you just take things as they are?
Would you be
the light by which I return?"
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Armor For Sleep_Being Your Walls
Pull your arms up around your kness
And hide out inside your room
Pretend you cant feel at all
Just realize that i know how you feel now
If all i am is distraction for you
then i cant complain
that you cant feel something for me
Take all you can find in me
Can you think back to when things worked?
When dreams were the days you lived?
When you never cried alone?
Just realize that i know how you feel now
If all i am is distraction for you
then i cant complain
that you cant feel something for me
Take all you can find in me
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"Small Brown Bike-Slow Time Suicide
just in time for me to put on a smile. ill laugh along with you. we can put on our own show too. they all stare at the queen not the goof. ill jump at the chance to chance my time with you. fell right on my face. caught staring into the sun. my eyes got burnt with my pride. my hearth". my eyes got burnt with my pride. my hearth"
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[26 Nov 2003|05:31pm] |
Student Rick- I'll Meet You Halway There
we'll pack out bags again. so long, farewell, goodbye my love, i'll see you there. the rain of july, i'll hold in my arms, and kiss your lips. so tell me why, why i cannot touch you, so far away. please dont cry, we'll cross that bridge together. just meet me there. i'm heading east back home, a thousand miles will steal your heart away from me. this tme will come again, we'll pack our bags, goodbye my love. i'll see you there. so tell me why, why i cannot touch you, so far away. please dont cry, we'll cross that bridge together. just meet me there. just meet me there.
Rufio- Tears
i sit and hear you sleep, i dont want to go. you're there beside me but you're so far away. i talk to you while you're asleep, you cant talk, you can hear everything. tears are feelings we can't say, tears mean that you're here, tears are misillusions, tears are more than tears. the pouring rain from my eyes, means too much to keep inside. i sit and watch you leave my life forever. i know you'll be gone so long. my last words i never said. i came to tell you i care, and nothing more. i can't say how i feel, so i cry. tears are feelings we can't say,tears mean that you're near. tears are more than tears. its the light behind a shadow, that sacred face behind the mask.
Mae- Soundtrack for our movie
I started to ache when I started to think of you.
Wondering how long it would take before I step into something new.
There's only so much I can fake.
There's only so much that I can prove.
Well, do it in a minute,
I could go play the fool for you.
Lights, camera, action.
I think I'm going for it this time.
There's something you should listen to.
Could I take you for a car ride?
This is the soundtrack for our movie.
Would you tell me when we get to the best part?
I'll play it for you.
Oh no, I think I've lost this one.
Can we try again?
Well I'm a wreck.
I really can't explain it but I,
I hear the music when I look at you.
Orchestrating the song to accommodate the moment.
Well, I'm so in love with you.
Are you looking for an answer?
Because I could really use a friend tonight.
We can make this last forever.
We don't have to fear the sunlight.
I'll take a chance and steal away this movie moment.
I'm in deep whenever I'm with you.
I'm directing the scene that has you and me forever.
We'll I'm so in love with...
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| Konstantine |
[26 Nov 2003|05:35pm] |
I can't imagine all the people that you know
and the places that you go
when the lights are turned down low
and I don't understand all the things you've seen
but i'm slipping inbetween
you and your big dreams
it's always you
in my big dreams
and you tell me that it's over
wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clovers
and your restless, and i'm naked
you've gotta get out
you can't stand to see me shaking
no
could you let me go?
I didn't think so
and you don't wanna be here in the future
so you say the present's just a pleasent interruption to the past
and you don't wanna look much closer
cuz your afraid to find out all this hope
you had sent into the sky by now had crashed
and it did
because of me
and then you bring me home
afraid to find out that you're alone
and i'm sleeping in your living room
but we don't have much room to live
I had these dreams that i learned to play guitar
maybe cross the country
become a rock star
and there was hope in me that i could take you there
but dammit you're so young
well i don't think i care
and if i hurt you
then i'm sorry
please don't think that this was easy
then you bring me home
cuz we both know what it's like to be alone
and i'm dreaming in your living room
but we don't have much room to live
and konstantine is walking down the stairs
doesn't she look good
standing in her underwear
and i was thinking
what i was thinking
we've been drinking and it doesn't get me anywhere
my Konstantine came walking down the stairs
and all that i could do is touch her long blonde hair
and i've been thinking
it hurts me thinking that these nights
when we were drinking no they never got us anywhere
no
this is because i can spell konfusion with a k
and i like it
it's to dying in another's arms and why I had to try it
it's to jimmy eat world and those nights in my car
when the first star you see may not be a star
I'm not your star
isn't that what you said
what you thought this song meant
and if this is what it takes
just to lie in my mistakes
and live with what i did to you
and all the hell I put you through
I always catch the clock
it's 11:11
and now you want to talk
it's not hard to dream
you'll always be my konstantine
konstantine, they'll never hurt you like i do
no they'll never hurt you like i do
no, no, no no no no no no
this is to a girl who got into my head
with all the pretty things she did
hey
you know
you keep me up in bed
this is to a girl who got into my head
with all the fucked up things i did
hey
maybe
baby
you could keep me up in bed
my Konstantine
spin around me like a dream we played out on this movie screen
and i said
did you know i missed you? [x7]
oh god i miss you
and then you bring me home
and we'll go to sleep, but this time, not alone, no no
and you'll kiss me in your living room
i know
you'll miss me in your living room
cuz these nights i think maybe that i'll miss you in my living room
we don't have much room
i said does anybody need that room?
because we all need a little more room
to live
my Konstantine
-Something Corporate.
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[26 Nov 2003|07:17pm] |
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The Great Decay- [cursive]
this is the bed that i have made
this is the grave where i will lay
these are the hands where i will bury my face
i dont believe in wasting time
searching for truth you never find
nobody moves we live in the great decay
all these ghost towns share a name
anywhere, usa
all these strangers look the same
day after day after day
this great decay, the great decay
from birth to the grave
and ive seen what it can do
and im afraid its got me to
cause i can feel it suck me in
cause i can feel im losing grip
day after day its static life
week after week is sacrificed
month after month you meditate
all of the years that waste away
this is the life that i embrace
this is the world that i create
falling into the great decay
give in give in give up
all these verses share a theme
we dont amount to anything
its the day after bloodsucking day
this great decay, this great decay
asleep in your grave
gorgeous song.
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Good Charlotte, not exactly what you call EMO (but then again, what exactly IS emo), but today I saw their music video and it made me cry so bad. I thought about this lyrics place, and how so many of my classmates are cutting themselves..and how so many people are trying to commit suicide. and it made me realize how low your life must be to get to that place where you feel like no one cares. but there's always someone who does, no matter how many times you go through the list of people you know, and conclude that yea..you're alone cuz you're definitely not..and i'm ganna stop babbling now. If you see the music video, I hope it affects you the way it has affected me..and if you're cutting or thinking about suicide ~ I hope it affects you so deeply that you sit back and realize...
"Wow, I am loved. They will miss me"
<33 always, ::court::
This world, this world is cold
But you don't, you don't have to go
You're feeling sad, and you're feeling lonely
And no one seems to care
Your mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bare
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go thru
So Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Your days you say they're way too l o n g
And your nights you can't sleep at all (hold on)
And you're not sure what you're waiting for
But you don't want to know more
And you're not sure what you're waiting for but you don't want to know more
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
So Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking you're one step closer
Don't stop searching it's not over...hold on
What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...what are you waiting for?
So Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking you're one step closer
Don't stop searching it's not over...hold on
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know...hold on
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| Underoath-A message for adrienne |
[26 Nov 2003|08:29pm] |
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im new to the community this is my first entry and this song is not really clasified as emo but it is emotional to me
I tried so hard to be her day, but the night has alrady taken me away.
Shedding Dreams under the Maple Tree, where I carved your name. Nothing left, not even time. Straight reads the line. His life had reached the end, wanting only to be loved by Adrienne. Letters explained his grief, but she would never read. His wrists would bleed, but she would never see. So he took his life at the age of 23 and she had always loved him, but he would never know, for she covered her love like stars cover the sky, hiding her heart, fearing what he would find inside. Years took her away, a widow she remained, holding him deep inside, wishing she too would die. Time favors no one and if we wait we too can fall in love a second too late.
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the cure- Lovesong (redone by tori amos... awesome cover) |
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whenever I'm alone with you,
you make me feel
Like I am home again
whenever I'm alone with you,
you make me feel like I am whole again
whenever I'm alone with you,
you make me feel
Like I am young again
whenever I'm alone with you,
you make me feel like I am fun again
However far away,
I will always love you,
However long I stay,
I will always love you,
Whatever words I say,
I will always love you,
I will always love you
Whenever I'm alone with you,
You make me feel like I am free again,
whenever I'm alone with you,
You make me feel like I am clean again
However far away,
I will always love you,
However long I stay,
I will always love you,
Whatever words I say,
I will always love you,
I will always love you
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| "If you still see me Please don't leave me Alone with the devils in my head." |
[26 Nov 2003|08:45pm] |
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Less Than Jake-The Science Of Selling Yourself Short
I've come to my senses that I've become senseless
I could give you lessons on how to ruin your friendships
Every last conviction I've smoked them all away
I've drank my frustrations, down the drain, out of the way
So I sit and wait and wonder, does anyone else feel like me
Someone so tired of their routines and disappearing self esteem
I'll sing along with every emergency
Just sing along "I'm the kingQUEEN of catastrophes"
I'm so far gone that deep down inside I think
It's fine by me,
I could be an expert on codependency
I could write the best book on underage tragedy
I've been spending my time at the local liquor store
I've been sleeping nightly on my best friend's kitchen floor
So I sit and wait and wonder does anyone else feel like me
I'm so overdoesed on apathy and burnt out on sympathy
I'll sing along with every emergency
Just sing along "I'm the kingQUEEN of catastrophes"
I'm so far gone that deep down inside I think
It's fine by me, I'm my own worst enemy
Let the meanings slip away
Lost my faith in another day
Self-deprecation seems okay
I never thought I'd make it anyway
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| story of the year - the unheard voice |
[26 Nov 2003|09:58pm] |
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these colored dreams that we have
will put everything in the backseat drive past you
so goodnight
these colored signs will be the death of all our dreams
you can't take all of my heart
but you can take your best shot
we are the unheard voice
a generation of what should be loud enough
so we are the unheard voice
a generation of what should be loud enough
and i know that are integrity is the grayest of the gray
say goodnight
the world is trying to silence all we say
you can't take all of my heart
but you can take your best shot
we are the unheard voice
a generation of what should be loud enough
so we are the unheard voice
a generation of what should be loud enough
these colored dreams
i hope we always have
and now we say goodnight
you can't take all of my heart
but you can take your best shot
we are the unheard voice
a generation of what should be loud enough
and we are the unheard voice
a generation should be loud enough
we are the unheard voice
ah, i adore this song
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[26 Nov 2003|11:09pm] |
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Radiohead-creep
when you were here before
couldnt look you in the eye
youre just like an angel
your skin makes me cry
you float like a feather
in a beautiful world
i wish i was special
youre so fucking special
i dont care if it hurts
i want to have control
i want a perfect body
i want a perfect soul
i want you to notice when im not around
youre so fucking special
i wish i was special
whatever makes you happy
whatever you want
youre so fucking special
i wish i was special
but im a creep
im a weirdo
what the hell am i doing here?
i dont belong here
excatly what im feeling like.... well, what i always feel like..
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| something corporate-when it goes down |
[26 Nov 2003|11:15pm] |
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When it all just fits
No more waiting up till midnight, to see if he comes home
And it sinks in
Through these holes in your old bed sheets
You might spend your life alone
And you don’t wanna be alone
No not alone
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When you think too much
And you came to another game, despondent and out of touch
And you reach so hard it makes you fall
Through these hands that let you go
They shouldn’t let you go at all
They shouldn’t let you go at all
No not at all
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I don’t know what it’s like to be you baby
But from the looks I don’t think I want to
I know I’ve been hanging on tight so maybe it just might mean I want you
Yeah babe I want you
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You know what I mean
When I say that I come from a place that hurts
You fit in my scene
You try to make everything work
You watch me turn green
I’d come down yeah but I might never land
You said you’d understand
But you don’t wanna be there, when it goes down
Again
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Staring at the ceiling
Gives me another feeling
About who you are
You know I was really thinking
I could be another Lincoln
If I got this far
If I got this far driving in my car
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And then I started holding on to things I couldn’t keep
And your wise ass called me faggot
But I feel more like a creep
And these things creep
I watch them creep
And I don’t get no sleep
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I don’t know what it’s like to take it slow
But from the feel, I don’t think I want to
No I don’t want to
and I know that it seems I’m letting go
But the things I know ,I know
would haunt you and I don’t want to haunt you
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You know what I mean
When I say that I come from a place that hurts
You fit in my scene
and you try to make everything work
You watch me turn green
I’d come down yeah but I might never land
You said you’d understand
But you don’t wanna be there, when it goes down
Again
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You know what I mean
When I say that I come from a place that hurts
You fit in my scene
and you try to make everything work
You watch me turn green
I’d come down yeah but I might never land
You said you’d understand
But you don’t wanna be there, when it goes down
Again
When it goes down again
-feeling that.
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| blink 182-miss you |
[26 Nov 2003|11:22pm] |
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Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
definatley go pick up their new album, its rad!
-jes
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[26 Nov 2003|11:26pm] |
speak to me
tell me something so typical
a lullaby or something miserable
that will keep me up at night
cross out my eyes
i know you planned it
you know i love you
and i can't stand it
we just lost control
(we just lost control)
lie to me
give me something worth living for
tell me a reason worth fighting for
give me anything, anything to keep me breathing
lie to me
give me something worth living for
tell me a reason worth fighting for
give me anything, anything to keep me breathing
go lie to me
tell me stories so beautiful
an epic of something so terrible
that it makes me weep
cross out these days
on the calendar
it hurts me so much
and im not quite sure
i care anymore
(i care anymore)
lie to me
give me something worth living for
tell me a reason worth fighting for
give me anything, anything to keep me breathing
lie to me
give me something worth living for
tell me a reason worth dying for
give me anything, anything to keep me breathing
anything to keep me breathing
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| The New Amsterdams -- Never Treat Others |
[26 Nov 2003|11:37pm] |
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you can run from the sorrow
and all that you lose is the chance to make peace with the path that you choose
little apple, i'm sure, is as small as you think
bitter reminder the drown is in the drink
i admit i regret that i'm needing you
i'm depressed, you're the mess, that i looked up to
i retract every word that i say
i swear, i'll never treat others
i sweat, i'll never treat others that way
maybe this isn't anything like it should be
you'd be humble and famous, it falls perfectly
i have made some decisions, choices you make
then i see, to my error, i've made a mistake
i admit, i regret, that i'm needing you
i'm depressed, you're the mess that i looked up to
i retract every word that i say
i swear i never treat others
i swear, i never treat others
i swear i will never treat others
don't open your mouth
don't worry about it
if i was in your place i'd never allow it
i admit, i regret, i'm needing you
i'm depressed, you're the mess that i looked up to
i retract every word that i say
i swear i never treat others
i swear, i never treat others that way.
I don't know if it's just me... It could be, but i'm pretty sure there are other people out there who get depressive on occasion... I know I do... and thats all I can really say... I mean, certian things just trigger it, and what can I do right? Just listen to music... that's all I know... and sometimes... sometimes the lyrics fit just perfectly...
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okay.. i haven't been online in a while but i just have to post about this.. one the 22nd i went to see piebald and taking back sunday.. everybody told me that taking back sunday was fucking amazing live but i didn't fully believe it.. it was so fucking amazing.. words can not even explain my joy.. i was on the balcony standing on a chair leaning over the railing screaming the words.. i still have no voice left.. adam is the sexiest singer ever.. mm i love the way he throws his hair around.. if you ever saw them live you'd understand where i'm coming from.. the whole show was amazing.. a few of my friends got kicked out for crowd surfing to piebald.. which i would have died to be able to do that.. and then they snuck back in with taking back sunday.. they were standing with the band.. lucky bastards.. i wish i was them.. i want to go back.. it was so amazing.. if anybody else was there tell me how much you enjoyed yourself.. because i had a fucking amazing time.. oh and by the way.. adam played your own disaster.. i almost died.. oh god i'm so in love with him!
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