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***Stay-Lisa Loeb*** [25 Nov 2003|12:22am]
You say
I only hear what I want to
And you say
I talk so all the time -so
And I thought what I felt was simple
And I thought that I don't belong
And now that I am leaving
Now I know that I did something wrong cause I missed you
Yeah , I missed you
And you say
I only hear what I want to
I don't listen hard
I don't pay attention to the distance that you're running or to
Anyone , anywhere
I don't understand if you really care
I'm only hearing negative , no no no-bad
So I turned the radio on I turned the radio up
And this woman was singing my song
The lover's in love and the other's run away
The lover is crying cause the other won't stay
And some of us hover when we weep for the other who
was dying
Since the day they were born well
Well this is not that
I think that I'm throwing but I'm thrown
And I thought I'd live forever but now I'm not so sure
You try to tell me that I'm clever but that won't take me anyhow
Or anywhere with you
And you said that I was naive
And I thought that I was strong
I thought "hey I can leave , I can leave "
But now I know that I was wrong cause I missed you
Yeah I missed you
You said "you caught me cause you want me
And one day I'll let you go"
You try to give away a keeper or keep me cause you're know
you're
just to scared to loose
And you say,
"stay "
You say
I only hear what I want to.
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what i wrote today.. [25 Nov 2003|12:25am]
something i wrote that i thought i should share..11/24-25/03

Today I sit around lonely
deciding what to do without you
white snow fills the ground
another moment lost in blue
and every day that passes
is a dream I knew wouldn’t come true

remember the days?
remember the fun?
I would give the snow
for just one more day of warm sun
whatever happened to yesterday
the life that was full of pain
it never ended in sunlight
it always poured down rain
whatever happened to tomorrow
those dreams we held on so
they got lost in the waves
of the waters in our souls
they drifted off into the sunset
it was sad to watch them go

this is just another road
on our road trip to the stars
I know we’ll find them one day
its so hard now it seems
the road that we stayed on
didn’t lead us to our dreams

comments welcome! :)
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Matchbook Romance [25 Nov 2003|12:26am]
[ mood | frustrated ]
[ music | Taking Back Sunday - The Blue Channel ]

Farewell To Friends

A pictures worth a thousand words
But not worth the words I need to hear
I miss you so much that it hurts
And tonight, I wish you were here with me
So I could make you see
The stars, they lay across the sky so perfectly
They remind me of
All the times, when we used to sit underneath them, those summer nights
And fall in love

Its not alright, it's our last night together
I won't give up, I can't let go, of you.
I can't let go of you.

And tonight, I close my eyes and dream that she
is still the one, laying there beside me
I'd walk a thousand miles
I'd swim across the sea
What do I have to do, please just tell me

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[25 Nov 2003|01:01am]
[ music | Boys Night Out ]

SubProfile: Click to Continue

If you click on the part that says "*she burns . . "
It will show you one of the best songs ever. ;)

[cross posting]

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"Could somebody show me the kind of affection that you only see in the movies, you know what I mean" [25 Nov 2003|02:10am]
[ mood | sad ]

The Spill Canvas-All Hail the Heartbreaker


I had the notion that you'd make me change my ways
My bad habits would be gone in a matter of days
I had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes
To a whole new world that had since been in disguise

But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
to everything you are

So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words

But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
just to forget your sweater so far


I had the notion that you'd make me forget the world
But your undecisive mind shows me that
you are "just another girlBOY"
I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real
What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams
maybe then you'd know how I feel

But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
to everything you are

So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
just to forget your sweater so far

I can honestly say
that I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
that cause my comatose to begin

I can honestly say
that I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
that cause my comatose to begin

I will sleep another day
I don't really need to anyway
What's the point when my dreams are infected
with words you used to say
I will breathe in a moment
As long as I keep my distance
I wouldn't want to go messing anything up

So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly

So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door

So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door

I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
I guess that's how this one's gonna go I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
You've got me down on my knees and I proclaim
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[25 Nov 2003|03:04am]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | NOFX-whops I OD'd ]

I wrote this the other day and just wanted ta know if said and done seems like a good title for it anyone with comments feel free to tell me whatcha think thanx..

"Said and Done"
I just want you to let me go
I can't stand how things are going anymore
Things so familiar
Now seem so far
Like were starting over
Like we never were
You used to be my falling star what happened?
Things just fell apart

The seasons changing
I'm rearranging things I've said and done
The leaves are falling down one me
Like your words they mean nothing once there dead and gone
After everything is said and done I just want to be left alone

My heart used to stop when you would kiss me
My eyes used to cry when we were apart
I layed in your arms
You took me in lost and broken
And fixed me with your heart so open
Now I'm broke worse than before
But it's pointless to be fixed anymore

I wanted to be with you always
But things you said can't be forgotten
You said you're sorry
And as I'm here I'm bleeding black
And things will not be able to go back
The way they were as I always knew them
I'ts just a dream a thought that's ruined

My sky is blank no stars or moon
No sun or clouds
No room for you
Just emptiness and pain for two

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[25 Nov 2003|10:19am]
[ mood | angry ]

Spitalfield // Fairweather Friend

And you'll choke on those words;
No one can swallow that much pride,
And my contentions all ring true.

Every word you said was a lie,

And I thought we were friends,
but you changed that in time.
You're too caught up in the trends,
With your ego on the line.

You played the role until I called you out,
And I really hope you listened.
I really hope you change things this time.
Don't feed me that line.
I'm waiting for something that you'll never give.
Never again.


And this music will end,
And you'll move on to the next dying trend.
You're my fairweather friend,

And the signals that you send get mixed too easily
Another day like this could be the end of me.

You played the role until I called you out,
And I really hope you listened.
I really hope you change things this time.
Don't feed me that line.
I'm waiting for something that you'll never give.
Never again....
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stop crying for me day [25 Nov 2003|01:11pm]
[ mood | ok ]
[ music | the pugs and kelly show ]

let's just say we both needed this
that you needed your time and i
needed my space
that we moved on without each
other and we replaced
let's just think of this as nothing
more than a simple hello
that i wanted you that you wanted
to go
let's just say we both needed this

my poem.hehe, anyone like.

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7 ways to kill yourself day [25 Nov 2003|01:14pm]
[ mood | pretty cool ]
[ music | the pugs and kelly show ]

let's just say we both needed this
that you needed your time and i
needed my space
that we moved on without each
other and we replaced
let's just think of this as nothing
more than a simple hello
that i wanted you that you wanted
to go
let's just say we both needed this


my poem.haha.sowwie. i'll shutup.

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sorry for posting 2 times [25 Nov 2003|01:20pm]
[ mood | huh ]

ok sowwie

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[25 Nov 2003|01:54pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | AAR ]

One boy, one girl, two hearts, their world
Time goes by, secrets rise
One more, sad song, tears shed, she's gone
She'd take it back, if she only could

All the perfect words they seem so wrong,
She's gone
You wish that you could learn to see,
The door is closed and you wish you could be

Alone with you, alone with me
What can I do, I cannot breathe
My heart is torn, for all to see
Alone with you, alone with me.

Best friend, worst thing, she's been, cheating
Friend deceives, she leaves
Last date. she cries, whispers, goodbye
She walks once more, out that door

All the perfect words they seem so wrong,
She's gone
You wish that you could learn to see,
The door is closed and you wish you could be

Alone with you, alone with me
What can I do, I cannot breathe
My heart is torn, for all to see
Alone with you, alone with me.

Please stay, don't go away
The hardest thing is letting go of you
Please stay, don't go away
The hardest thing is letting go of you
what can I do?

Alone with you, alone with me, what can I do?
I cannot breathe, alone with, alone with,
alone with you, alone with me, what can I do?
I cannot breathe, my heart is torn for all to see,
alone with you, alone with me

The All-American Rejects = "One More Sad Song"

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[25 Nov 2003|02:01pm]
[ mood | full ]

Still breathing -- Stars hide fire

today ((these days))
I'm shattered ((I'm better))
I feel as if I don't matter much ((I don't want to feel))
is this the end of me?
and I've got ((I have))
this letter ((forever))
unread, I'm glad I never sent it ((this is all of me))
you know I'd rather write than speak

it's hard explaining when you're wrong
it's hard forgiving when you're strong

as I burn out and rot, as I burn out and rot
this fire's burning down these walls
this world's not meant for you and...

I'm still breathing
my lung's bleeding
I'm leaving now
do we always have to end like this?
I'm still breathing
air through collapsed lungs
through collapsed lungs

today ((today))
I'm stronger ((I'm bitter))
knowing that I don't belong to her ((I just want to feel))
took you to give me strength
and I use ((I have))
four letters ((forever))
to form words that help me to forget her ((for you to find me))
you know I only curse when I'm weak

as I burn out and rot, as I burn out and rot
this fire's burning down these walls
this world's not meant for you and...

I'm still breathing
my lung's bleeding
I'm leaving now
do we always have to end like this?
I'm still breathing
air through collapsed lungs
through collapsed lungs

as time runs out, as time runs out
as I burn out and rot, as I burn out and rot
as I burn out and rot, as I burn out and rot
as I burn out and rot, as I burn out

((I'm still breathing
my lung's bleeding
I'm leaving now
Do we always have to end like this?))

and I'm still breathing without you
and I'm still bleeding without you

I'm still breathing
air through collapsed lungs
through collapsed lungs
cause I'm still breathing
and I'm still breathing without you
cause I'm still breathing
and I'm still yours

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[25 Nov 2003|03:20pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | Tokyo Rose- Katherine, please ]

Lovesick by On Broken Wings


Something different
Something new
When all I do is think of you
Starring at an empty wall
Cluttered with pictures of you so beautiful
I'll swallow one last eyeful
only to turn and fall (to my knees)

Something different
something new
when all I do is think of you
A subsudiary lookout point
Before I'm fining out on my own
Begging to fall asleep
It's innocent, I need you
Begging to fall asleep, lying here wasting winks
Wait on promises of better things

You left so much space
But I can't make a move since you said
Why are you breaking down
We're only breaking up
After all it's not like you loved me anyway
But if I did, would I even stand a chance
I don't know what love is
Or maybe this is love


< life is just so lonely at times > keep me alive. i need friends. please talk to me.. aim- lipglossdblack

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[25 Nov 2003|03:28pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]


You fill, my heart, with love
I want, you want, me not
It hurts so bad, to know that you're in love
To think of, her everyday and night
And know that, she'll never feel the same about me

I tried, not to, want you
My heart, blinds my, minds view
And maybe, if i was more tall
And darker and a little more handsome
You'd want me and this will be a love song instead

It hurts so bad, to know that you're in love
To think of, her every day and night
And know that, she'll never feel the same about you
And maybe if i was more tall
And darker and a little more handsome
You'd want me and this will be a love song instead
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Charlotte Martin [25 Nov 2003|03:51pm]
*~Love me cause you can and Not because you should~*



But I know how to dream
And don’t know where I stand
I’m willing to admit I try to hard
Stop playing with my heart
I’m waiting by the phone
Afraid to be myself
Afraid to be alone


But every time it rains
I know it’s good to be alive
Every time it rains
I know I’m trying to survive
And every time it rains
I’m gonna hide myself inside



I know it’s good to be alive
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... you were so young ... [25 Nov 2003|03:54pm]
[ mood | numb ]
[ music | Stephen ¤ Senses Fail ]

i'd like to thank everyone who recommended songs to me about my friend matty. i really appreciate it, this song really does help ease the pain. i thank you all <333

Goodbye! Goodbye Goodbye

November 10th , a cold dark night
You could feel that something wasn't right.
That night many hearts did cry
When we learned we had to say goodbye.

All embraced under one common song
the body is dead but life lives on.
All embraced under one common song
the body is dead but life lives on.

Good-bye Steven. Good-bye you friend. You were so young.

The Cars lined the streets, as it was coming to an end.
The sun shined so brightly the day we buried our friend.

All embraced under one common song
the body is dead but life lives on.
All embraced under one common song
the body is dead but life lives on.

Good-bye Steven Good-bye you friend. You were so young.
You were so young. Good-bye Steven.
Good-bye you friend. You were so young.

Losing in the fall, lost innocence came down
An 18 year old boy was buried in the ground.
A family's broken hearts, a friend's streaming tears.
The light lost in death, the living's growing fears.
Of Eternal darkness or is it spiritual light to come with terms with death on the darkest night.
A brother lost a brother, a friend lost a friend, a mother lost a son but Steven's soul will never end.

(You were so young)
(Good-bye)
A brother lost a brother, a friend lost a friend, a mother lost a son but Steven's soul will never end.

Stephen ¤ Senses Fail

RIP Matty <333

<3333333333333

lizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

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[25 Nov 2003|04:36pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | days away ]

Plain White Ts // A Lonely September

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
but you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
one thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
and I didn't mean to get so close
and share what we did
and I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
and you didn't mean to love me back
but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
but the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
you know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own

and I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
and I didn't mean to get so close
and share what we did
and I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
and you didn't mean to love me back

I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
but what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
but with all my inspiration gone
it's not getting me very far
I look around my room
and everything I see reminds me of you
oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove

well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
and I didn't mean to get so close
and share what we did
and I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
and you didn't mean to love me back
but I know you did

and I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
and I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
and I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
and you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
no, you didn't mean to love me back
but you did

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[25 Nov 2003|04:49pm]
City of blue tile.
Figure in Ceramics.
Where we reach out.
Grab for Porcelain.

But it's too fragile to hold.
And it shatters in our hands.
In time the seasons will seal these shards.
Into the slits that denote your wrists.

Death is the answer.
To calculations composed of motions that are the same.
And secret and different (secretly the same).
A missing alphabet with a message for us.

When people die.
They leave a piece of us with them.
And holes in clouds are minutes passing.
Rescind this line and several ties.
The skyline unfolds into explanation.

That sometimes words give up.
And silently walk off the edge the edge of the page.
And here the cry opens up and reveals the word inside.
The crack in the porcelain.

The silent line of sky - lit eyes show.
Death up there shine more brightly than lives down here.
Try and live.


Thursday- Porcelain
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...and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?... [25 Nov 2003|04:59pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | Nirvana - Polly ]

...From Autumn To Ashes...
...Short Stories With Tragic Endings...

Can any body tell me what band the girl who sings with fata in a couple songs is from please?

.........................................................................
Here you stand seething with guilt.
Silence only justifies this act of cowardice.
The look stapled on your face cries out for forgiveness,
the one thing that I cannot give

Did you ever see that one person
and the way they do these things
and it hurts you so much it's like choking choking

CHOKING

I can give you freedom from your guilt,
with a flick of my wrist onto yours.
I can give you peace of mind with a forced smile.
I can give you death with the look upon my face.

This is your freedom in a life of fallacy,
with no last kiss and no regrets;
you don't deserve good bye.
This is your freedom in a life of fallacy,
with no last kiss and no good bye.

Here you stand seething with guilt.
Silence only justifies this act of cowardice.
With a short story, the one you add to daily, you are the tragic loss.
No story book ending for this fairy tale of you.
Just the one composed with blood taken from your pen that you hold in your
lifeless hand.

Cry for you.
Shed tears. Mourn.
Wish the end.

Cry for you.
Shed tears. Mourn.
Wish the end.

Mourn wish the end (x3)

Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person,
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much it's like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
You let this one person come down on the most perfect moment.
And it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is a reminder
of what I'll never have..
I'll never have.. I'll never...
Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in..
standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.
But this table for one has become bearable.
I now take comfort in this, and for this, I cherish you.
Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much it's like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
And you let this one person come down.. come down. I cherish you.. I cherish
you.
Just say that you would do the same for me..
just say you would do the same me..
just say you would do the same...
just say you would do the same for me.
For as much as I love Autumn,
I'm giving myself to Ashes

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Litte by Something Corporate [25 Nov 2003|05:47pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Climbing out of the sky a man who could fly and a painting anyone could play.
It's a comic book crush that taught you to trust.
Staring out of the stands at a rock 'n' roll band
and a hero no one else could save, it was never much but it's all that you gave.

And I wonder if you wonder, or did your stars finally explode?
Did the thunder pull you underneath the haze?
I'm amazed, than I let go.

Little minds let little games burn big old dreams with little flames,
and you don't think I understand.
Little holes in parachutes won't leave you falling,
if they do, it's because you want to land.

Climbing out of his chair to fix the T.V. glare is a man
but no one knows he's there.
It's a Dramamine dream that kept them alive but lost.
She's got her plastic friends and a brand new Benz and she laughs,
"Hell, sometimes life ain't fair"
It's a comic book crush that got them nowhere.

These elevator doors are closing again you leave before I planned.
I taste you walking down the hall.
You left your perfume on the nightstand.

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[25 Nov 2003|05:51pm]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | new found glory - sucker ]

Id rather walk barefoot through broken glass than have you break my heart,
my questions itching for answers i've been wanting from the start
But i cant help feeling ive been left out in the cold,
when all i ever needed was someone i could hold
Buried under blankets, i'll hide and wait for sleep, coz when i close my eyes, its your face i keep seeing

Holding so tight my knuckles slowly turning white
bloodshot and broken, wearing a pale faced disguise,
turning to you brave faced and smiling, coz you, you're a sight for sore eyes
yeah, you are a sight for sore eyes

It all seems so shallow but i swear the waters deep, im being pulled under and i can barely breathe
Ive got so much to say, but the words are caught behind my teeth and i cant fight any harder for something that doesnt belong to me

Holding so tight my knuckles slowly turning white
bloodshot and broken, wearing a pale faced disguise,
Turning to you, said im fine but im lying, becoz you, you're a sight for sore eyes
yeah, you are a sight for sore eyes

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[25 Nov 2003|06:46pm]
this is realllllyyyy bothering me. does anyone know the song thats like "man your battle stations".. thats really all i know but please helpppp blahhhhhhh
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[25 Nov 2003|06:52pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | the used ]

:(
Taking Back Sunday -Bike Scene


I'll leave the lights down low
So she knows
I mean business
And maybe we could talk this over
Because i could be your best bet
Let alone your worst ex
Let alone your worst...

I wanna hate you so bad
But i can't stop this
Anymore than you can

So honestly
How could you say those things
When you know they dont mean anything?
And you know very well
That I cant keep my hands to myself
Hands to myself

I wanna hate you so bad
But I can't stop this
Anymore than you can

And this is all wrong, and it shows
The certain things I promised
Not to let you know, not to let you know
I never, never...

(girl)
I'll be singing while your keeping me up on the edge of my seat,
I'll be singing while your keeping me up on the edge...

You've got this silly way of keeping me on the edge of my seat
But you're only counting the clock against the train and I'm miserable,
and your just getting started
I'm miserable

(girl)
I'll be singing while you're keeping me up on the edge of my seat,
I'll be singing while you're keeping me up on the edge...

You've got me right where you want me
Let's never talk, let's never, let's never talk about this again
Because i didn't want it to mean that much to me
I didn't want it to mean that much to me
I didn't want it to mean that much to me anyway

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[25 Nov 2003|07:27pm]
standing on the edge of morning.
scent of sex & new found glory playing as she's pulling back her hair.
she drives away,
she's feeling worthless.
used again but nothings different.
she stayed the night but knows he doesn't care.
home by 3, deafening quiet.
the porch light's off,
yes.. they forgot it.
she'd cry herself to sleep but she don't dare.
then she wants to be a model..
she wants to hear she's beautiful,
she's beautiful.
dressed by dawn and out the door.
no light, she memorized the floor
so she could leave without being detected.
she works till 3,
it's uniform.
she dreams that he'll come by the store.
she prays for days.
the boys mean she's protected.
and she wants someone to see her..
s h e n e e d s t o h e a r s h e ' s b e a u t i f u l ,
she's beautiful.
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[25 Nov 2003|07:40pm]
[ mood | cranky ]
[ music | Reggie And The Full Effect- Girl, Why'd you run away? ]

shes drivin' oh so very fast
trying to get away from her past
i dont think she'll escape
so, girl, why'd you run away?
you look so afraid
is it of me?
you can't sit still for very long
i turned to look, but you were gone
i think that i'd stay some more
so, girl, why'd you run away?
you look so afraid
is it of me?
now that you're gone
i wonder what i could have said to you
i wish i knew
you promised me that
so, girl, why'd you run away?
you look so afraid
i hope that its not of me
shes drivin' oh so very fast
tryin to get away from her past
i dont think she'll escape
so girl, why'd you run away?
you look so afraid
is it of me?
so girl, why'd you run away?
you look so afraid
i hope that its not of me

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[25 Nov 2003|07:59pm]
The Tide
the spill canvas

And there's three, count 'em three
children playing on the beach
They were eager to learn,
to be taught and to teach

There's Veronica
She's biting her lip
as she watches the waves turn white at the tip
And there's Vada
Radiating with joy
and luckily she still can't stand the sight of a boy
And lastly there's Dade
His hair dances in the wind
and he's wondering what love is
And why it has to end

And he can't understand
how everyone goes on breathing when true love ends
His mother whispers quietly...
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax so forget anything that you have heard
and live for the moment now

And there's three, count 'em three
children growing on the beach
They were eager to learn,
to be taught and to teach

There's Veronica
She's licking her lips
as she waits for her real, first passionate kiss
And there's Vada
Can't admit her jealousy
of her sister Veronica, and how she's so pretty (and how she's so pretty)
Lastly there's Dade
Still sitting on the dock
Ponders his life, and he skips his rocks
And he wonders when his father will return
but he's not coming back

And he can't understand
how everyone goes on breathing when true love ends
His mother whispers quietly...
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax so forget everything that you have heard (forget everything)

And there's three, count 'em three
children missing from the beach
They were eager to learn,
to be taught and to teach

But the sad thing
is that they never lived passed the age of fifteen
due to neglect from their mother
Who was bed ridden by her ex-lover, their father
She didn't even notice, or pay much attention
as the tide came in and swept her three into the ocean
Now all her advice, it seems useless

No, heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you touch her and you feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love's completely real, so forget anything that you've heard
and live for the moment now
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blahness [25 Nov 2003|08:32pm]
[ music | it should be obvious ]

"Timberwolves At New Jersey"

Get up, get up
Come on, come on, lets go
There’s just a few things
I think that you should know
Those words at best
were worse than teenage poetry
Fragment ideas
and too many pronouns
Stop it, come on
You’re not making sense now
You can't make them want you
They're all just laughing

Literate and stylish (literate and stylish)
Kissable and quiet (kissable and quiet)
Well that's what girls dreams are made of
And that's all you need to know (and that’s all you need to know)
You have it or you don't (you have it or you)
You have it or you (don't)

You have it or you
You see how much time you're wastin?
You're coward of seperatin

Stop it, come on
you know I can’t help it
I got the mic
and you got the mosh pit
What will it take
to make you admit that you were wrong?
Was his demise so carefully constructed?
Well let's just say I got what I wanted
Cause in the end it’s always the same (you're still gone)
Lets go

Literate and stylish (literate and Stylish)
Kissable and quiet (kissable and quiet)
Well that's what girls dreams are made of
And that's all you need to know (and that’s all you need to know)
You have it or you don't (you have it or you)
You have it or you (don't) don't

This is me with the words on the tip of my tongue
And my eye through the scope
down the barrel of a gun (gun,gun)
Remind me not to ever act this way again
This is you trying hard to
make sure that you're seen
With a girl on your arm
and your heart on your sleeve
Remind me not to ever think of you again
This is me with the words
on the tip of my tongue
And my eye through the scope
down the barrel of a gun
Remind me not to ever act this way again (again)
again (again)

This is me with the words
on the tip of my tongue
And my eye on the scope
down the barrel of a gun
I'll never act this way again

Rest the weight (I know somethin that you don't know)
you've had your chance and folded
Don't hold your breath
because you'll only make things worse
Rest the weight (I know somethin that you don't know)
you've had your chance and folded
Don't hold your breath
because you'll only make things worse

(I know somethin that you don't know)
This is me with the words
(I know somethin that you don't know)
And you sure don’t
Hold your, hold your breath
(I know somethin that you don't know)
Because you'll only make things worse
Hold your breath
Because you'll only make things worse
Hold your breath
(I know somethin that you don't know)
because you'll only make things worse

Don't hold your breath because you’ll only make things worse!

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[25 Nov 2003|10:34pm]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | Yellowcard- Breathing ]

Yellowcard- Drifting <3


When I look into your eyes, I can see
Such a sad man in disguise
Waiting, wishing, dreaming, drifting from me
Hurts my heart to hear you cry
Waiting, wishing, dreaming, drifting from me

I don't know you anymore, wish I knew what's wrong
Can't we try to slam that door, start a brand new song

I know you're lonely and you cry, wondering why
I know it's lonely but if once, you could help me understand
What it takes to be a man
Look back on what you've said, and the life you've led
Is it what you dreamed when you were young like me.
Now it's time you took something back
just for the sake of your mind.
When I look into your eyes, I can see
Life has buried you alive
Waiting, wishing, dreaming, drifting from me
You can't breathe
Heart as big as ocean's wide
Waiting, wishing, dreaming, drifting from me



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hahaha wow i'm a loser.

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[25 Nov 2003|11:10pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | [Taking Back Sunday]-[Your So Last Summer] ]

She said
"don't, don't let it go to your head
Boys like you are a dime a dozen,
Boys like you are a dime a dozen"
She said
"you're a touch overrated,
you're a lush and I hate it
but these grass stains on my knees
they won't mean a thing"

And all I (all I)
Need to know (need to know)
Is that I'm somethin you'll be missin
(is that I'm somethin that you're missin)
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that...

I'd never lie to you
Unless I had to
I'll do what I got to
Unless I had to
I'll do what I got to, the truth
is you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleedin on your shirt

And all I (all I)
Need to know (need to know)
Is that I'm somethin you'll be missin
(is that I'm somethin that you're missin)
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that...

Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be last chance you get to drop my name
Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be last chance you get to drop my name

If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar

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[25 Nov 2003|11:35pm]
[ mood | sad ]

Faded away like the color in a blue sky at the end of the day.
Night falls and the search begins for something better than this.

A scream or a cry, the truth or a lie,
I'm not sure they will save us this time.
I don't wanna be around
when it all comes down to watch something beautiful die.

You said the only way was to run away.
You're sick of me so you just can't stick around to hear me pleading
(I'm pleading).
Does it show?
I'm pathetic, I know.
I just can't stand here and watch you go.
I'm running after you (I'm running after you).

Helpless, cause my hands are tied.
Eyelids pinned back so they're open wide.
In a theatre, all alone in the front row,
to watch something beautiful die.

What happened to the things we used to do?
You said it's all the same and that you needed a change.
You left without goodbye and now I'm wondering why.
But I don't think I want to know all the things that he does better
and how the past just doesn't matter.
You left me once but this time will be the last time.

Look for the feeling that we lost.
Where did you have it last?
Maybe if we retrace our steps.
But we can't find the path that led us here to where we stand.
Face to face to watch this bitter end.
Now something beautiful is dead.

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[25 Nov 2003|11:35pm]
[ mood | sad ]

Faded away like the color in a blue sky at the end of the day.
Night falls and the search begins for something better than this.

A scream or a cry, the truth or a lie,
I'm not sure they will save us this time.
I don't wanna be around
when it all comes down to watch something beautiful die.

You said the only way was to run away.
You're sick of me so you just can't stick around to hear me pleading
(I'm pleading).
Does it show?
I'm pathetic, I know.
I just can't stand here and watch you go.
I'm running after you (I'm running after you).

Helpless, cause my hands are tied.
Eyelids pinned back so they're open wide.
In a theatre, all alone in the front row,
to watch something beautiful die.

What happened to the things we used to do?
You said it's all the same and that you needed a change.
You left without goodbye and now I'm wondering why.
But I don't think I want to know all the things that she does better
and how the past just doesn't matter.
You left me once but this time will be the last time.

Look for the feeling that we lost.
Where did you have it last?
Maybe if we retrace our steps.
But we can't find the path that led us here to where we stand.
Face to face to watch this bitter end.
Now something beautiful is dead.

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[25 Nov 2003|11:50pm]
[ mood | Loved ]
[ music | Juliana theory-the closest thing ]

Ok,Well yeaaaaa I'm requesting some Stuff.Anyone have like a lot of songs on Really liking the person you like...and u want it to work out but ur not sure? or just on loving a person a lot or anything of that Sort! Thanks loads if u comment..

Feel free to IM me on aim if u want to waste time : CraziiXd0rkus
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