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[20 Nov 2003|07:10am]
Lip Gloss And Black - Atreyu

If I gave you pretty enough words.
could you paint a picture of us that works.
an emphasis on function rather than design.
aren't you tired cause I will carry you, on a broken back
and blown out knees, I have been where you are for a while..
Aren't you tired of being weak?
Such rage that you could scream. the stars right out of the sky
And destroy the prettiest starry night. every evening that I die.
I am exhumed just a little less human and a lot more bitter and cold. [x3]
I am exhumed.. just a little less human....
so much more bitter and cold....[repeating]
after all these images of pain, have cut right thru you,
I will kiss every scar, and weep you are not alone...
then I'll show you that place in my chest where my heart still tries to beat.
aren't you tired of being weak?
Such rage that you could scream. the stars right out of the sky
and destroy the prettiest starry night. every evening that I die
live love burn die
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[20 Nov 2003|12:04pm]
[December]
By: The Beautiful Mistake

she fell from grace
since her tragedy came true
since then she's been running
not knowing what to do

you fall away from me
you're always falling away
from the one you want to be
and the ones you love

december was a long year
still running from your pain
facades and walls, they find me
and i never felt the same
i'm riddled in these board games
but i'm bored with the game

you fall away from me
you're always falling away
from the one you want to be
and the one you love

you fall away from me
you're always falling away
from the one you want to be
and the one you love

and you fall
you fall
you fall away
fall away...
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[20 Nov 2003|01:36pm]
hey everyone.. i just wanted to share something i read recently and really enjoyed... it's an excerpt from something Andy Greenwald wrote... (he's one of the senior writers at Spin magazine)... anyway i just wanted to share b/c it made me smile...

"In short, everyone has their own emo. It's too contentious, too stylistically and generationally diverse to be a genre, too far-reaching to be a subculture. It is the sound of self making. Emo doesn't happen on the stage and it doesn't happen in the diary. It happens somewhere between the two. It is the act of reaching out towards something larger to better understand yourself. So, by rights, emo could be anything. Emo is seeking a tangible connection out of intangible things. It's the painting that you stare at because it makes you calm; its the book you read and re-read every year because it reminds you of childhood.

Emo is the music you carry with you--it's why your parents cry at The Big Chill and why your older sister tears up at Say Anything. Except in emo's case, we're talking about soundtracks to real life, not a movie."

so good. =)
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[20 Nov 2003|02:25pm]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | fenix*tx- tearjerker ]

I won't let you walk away from this now
I hope you know that everytime you try to forget
I'll scream it in your face till you know the meaning of love
Call it broken hearted anger and some broken hearted pain
Even if you tore my heart in to a thousand pieces it would still belong to you
You can turn your back on this but I'll be on the other side
Do you know how it feels to feel nothing at all?
There's not an inch of me that doesn't cry for you.
Every night I lie in a bed covered in the scent of us.
And it won't go away. Not ever.
Don't you understand this?
Do I have to say it again?
I won't let you walk away from this now.
I hope you know everytime you try to forget
I'll scream it I your face till you know the meaning of love.
You'll rely on every breath I breathe just like I did for you.

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[20 Nov 2003|02:40pm]
don't stray,
don't ever go away.
i should be much to smart for this,
you know it gets the better of me.
sometimes,
when you and i collide,
i fall in to an ocean of you
pull me out in time
dont let me drown...
let me down...
say its all because of you.
and here i go,
losing my control
i'm practicing your name so i can say it your face.
it doesnt seem right
to look you in the eye,
and let the things you mean to me
jumbling out my mouth.
indeed its time...
telling you why,
say its infinetly true.
say you'll stay
don't come and go
like you do.
sway my way
yeah i need to know all about you
and theres no cure
or no way to be sure
my everything's turned inside out,
instilling so much doubt.
it makes me so tired
i feel so uninspired.
my head is battling with my heart,
my logic has been torn apart.
and now it all turns sour.
come speak to me every afternoon.
say you'll stay,
dont come and go,
like you do.
sway my way
yeah i need to know all about you.
say you'll stay,
don't come and go,
like you do.
sway my way.
yeah i need to know all about you.
its all because of you.
its all because of you.
and now it all turns sour.
come speak to me every afternoon.
its time,
telling you why,
say its infinetly true.
say you'll stay,
don't come and go...
like you do.
sway my way...
i need to know all about you...
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[20 Nov 2003|02:47pm]
[ mood | wanting to get LOADED!!!!!!! ]
[ music | at school ]

I'm packed and I'm holding
I'm smiling, she's living, she's golden
She lives for me, says she lives for me
Ovation, her own motivation
She comes round and she goes down on me
And I make her smile, like a drug for you
Do ever what you wanna do, coming over you
Keep on smiling, what we go through
One stop to the rhythm that divides you
And I speak to you like the chorus to the verse
Chop another line like a coda with a curse
Come on like a freak show takes the stage
We give them the games we play, she said...
I want something else, to get me through this
Semi-charmed kinda life, baby, baby
I want something else, I'm not listening when you say good-bye
The sky was gold, it was rose
I was taking sips of it through my nose
And I wish I could get back there, someplace back there
Smiling in the pictures you would take
Doing crystal myth, will lift you up until you break
It won't stop, I won't come down
I keep stock with the tick-tock rhythm, I bump for the drop
And then I bumped up, I took the hit that I was given
Then I bumped again, then I bumped again
I said...
How do I get back there, to the place where I fell asleep inside you
How do I get myself back to the place where you said...
I want something else, to get me through this
Semi-charmed kinda life, baby, baby
I want something else, I'm not listening when you say good-bye

I believe in the sand beneath my toes
The beach gives a feeling, an earthy feeling
I believe in the faith that grows
AND THE FOUR RIGHT CHORDS COULD MAKE ME CRY
When I'm with YOU I feel like I could die
And that would be all right, all right

And when the plane came in, she said she was crashing
The velvet it rips in the city, we tripped on the urge to feel alive
Now I'm struggling to survive, those days you were wearing that velvet dress
You're the priestess, I must confess
Those little red panties they pass the test
Slide up around the belly, face down on the mattress
One
And you hold me, and we're broken
Still it's all that I wanna do, just a little now
Feel myself, head made of the ground
I'm scared, I'm not coming down
No, no
And I won't run for my life
She's got her jaws now, locked down in a smile
But nothing is all right, all right
And I want something else, to get me through this life
Baby, I want something else
Not listening when you say...
Good-bye, good-bye, good-bye
Good-bye
The sky was gold, it was rose
I was taking sips of it through my nose
And I wish I could get back there
Someplace back there, in the place we used to start
I want something else

semi-charmed life- third eye blind
i know this may seem not emoish and popish but its a great song my an awesome band with some really amazing lyrics. third eye blind's first cd is by far one of the best albums ive ever heard, check it out sometime.

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[20 Nov 2003|02:49pm]
[20 Below]
By: Hidden In Plain View

this puzzled look you stare to me says, "put me back together"
her heads down she waits so impatiently
"scattered in my heart, torn up and ripped up apart"
(its ripper apart)
you know i should have known the times shes looked at me
brace yourself.. she falls, gracefully
just wait and youll see youre everything I want
dont take this from me
just wait and youll see youre everything I want
dont take this from me.. now
Snow falls harder everyday
deeper... my heart slips away
no not this time
with the wind strong in my face I'm still
staggering through
closer to the ground then I will ever get to you
dirt deep beneath my finger nails scraping at the floor
digging through a world and searching for something more
And these cold winter nights without you next to me
it feels like 20 below
I've got frost bite on my heart
this pain and suffering are feelings that
you dont know

it feels like 20 below...
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It's all gone..[]]Local Band[[] [20 Nov 2003|02:52pm]
I don't know
what i've been doing all my life
do you still want me here in this fucking life of yours
you just seem(your never there) you don't want me here
is it so hard(why can't you see)...

you've got me fucking up my life
I want to say goodbye(it's over)
it's far to long for your useless sorry's...

don't
don't turn your back on me yet
it's not over with, now
you lie to me, you take charge of me(I don't want to see your face anymore)
you've put me through so much(I don't want to hear your vocie anymore)
it's not over yet(hopefully you'll hate me now)
hate me now...

you've got me fucking up my life
I want to say goodbye(it's over with now)
it's far to long for your useless sorry's(your gone)

now this is how I want my life
don't say you love me anymore
this song is just not only for you...
you, you fuckin, you fuckin messed up
I don't want your emo tears all over me anymore
let me go, don't come back

you've got me fuckin up my life
I'm going to say goodbye(your out of my life)
it's far to long for your useless sorry's(get away)
you've got me fuckin(messing up my life)up my life(it's goodbye)
I'm going(why won't you go away)to say goodbye(your not the one I want)
it's far to long for you(your reasons of loving me)useless sorry's(go away from me, I don't need you)

it's all gone and I'm glad(don't cry to me no more)
you weren't my only love like I said(who meant more to me)
you can save your sorrys(don't talk anymore)
this is all goodbye..
goodbye, goodbye..I'm leaving you now

it's all gone!

[[My friend wrote this song about his ex-gf, I don't think it's that great but he wants other peoples oppinions, so tell me what you think of it]]
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[20 Nov 2003|03:10pm]
DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL
a sharp hint of new tears

on the way home
this car hears confession
i think tonight i'll take the long way
and this weather
the wind outside is biting
its left me feeling tired and exposed
you've been asking me to bleed
it seems these kind of questions
they come to easy to you now
and your lack of shame comes naturally
i should not be suprised
i should have seen it sooner
expect me to apologise for things you've done wrong
while your reciting others
your holding on to nothing
and i wish that i was gone
cuz your not going anywhere.
and this damp air
its fighting my defroster.
my sides they reign victorious
and fog this tinted glass.
and its clouded
and so is my head
the hint of these new tears will show
but i try to choke them back.
but its useless
i'm useless against them
their beating me with tears
on the way home
this car hears confession
i think tonight i'll take the long way.

*this song is really nice. i dunno why i like it so much. i have all 3 albums and its still one of my favourites*

Stereofuse- Everything

i remember you
do you remember me too?
born on the 14th of july
the smell of roses made her cry
though you've gone away far from home
rest assured your not alone
because i would give everything that i own
i'd give you my heart, this skin and these bones.
the sun, the moon, the earth, the sky
and never even stop to wonder why.
i would do anything
i would give everything
to be your everything.
seems like such a long long time
since your body crossed my mind
but i think that you should know
it wasn't that i had to go.
because i would give everything that i own,
i'd give you my life and this heart made of stone..
the sun, the moon, the earth, the sky
the motorcycle that i like to ride.
i would do anything
i would give everything
to be your everything.
but if ever you should stay
just stay around and i will break
looking in your eyes i'm slipping through them like a tiny grain of sand.
i remember you
do you remember me too?
seems like such a long long time
since i held you near and called you mine.
for i would give everything that i own
i'd give you my heart and this skin and these bones.
the sun, the moon, the earth, the sky.
this brand car that you and i could drive.
i would do anything.
i would give EVERYTHING.
TO BE YOUR EVERYTHING.
EVERYTHING.

*this song is really lovely. i used to live in the US and i went back last summer to see all my friends, and my first boyfriend and me got together again. It reminds me of him and sittin in his car listening to it.*


NOTHING COMPARES TO YOU- sinead o'connor

It's been seven hours and fifteen days
since you took your love away
I go out every night and sleep all day
since you took your love away
since you've been gone I can do whatever I want
I can see whomever I choose
I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant
but nothing
I said nothing can take away these blues,

'cause nothing compares
nothing compares to you

It's been so lonely without you here
like a bird without a song
nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling
tell me baby where did I go wrong?
I could put my arms round every boy I see
but they'd only remind me of you
I went to the doctor guess what he told me
guess what he told me
he said girl you better try to have fun
no matter what you do
but he's a fool

'cause nothing compares
nothing compares to you

All the flowers that you planted mother
in the backyard
all died when you went away
I know that living with you, baby, was sometimes hard
but I'm willing to give it another try

nothing compares
nothing compares to you

*i think this is one of the best songs ever...i know its not really emo...but the lyrics are so true. when you lose someone and no matter what you are doing you can find something that reminds you of them again. even lying in your own bed makes you think of the time you were lying together talking about what you wanted to be when your older...:'( *
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on the beach i remind myself ... that holding hands is so powerless ... [20 Nov 2003|03:16pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]
[ music | Nightmares Win 6-0 ¤ A Static Lullaby ]

Take this for what it's worth
This song, my smile
Now take this for what it's worth
This song, my smile
Smile

I write to you from hell my song, leaving the foot against the gas
And the wall that must have said your name
Weaken me, for nothing you can say can stop this now
Would a noose replace his lips?
(Would a noose replace)

Can a song replace a broken heart?
Now can a song replace broken love?
No
On the beach, I remind myself
That holding hands is so powerless
Tonight, I don't even have the stars
To hold onto
(To hold onto)

Paint
Paint this red
Paint this red
Yeah, paint this red
Paint
I'll paint this red
I'll paint this red
Paint this red

Her picture will remain unbroken, she cries tonight,
"I fall in love"
(I fall in love)
Wipe each tear away
With sandpaper
Tonight, I'm not alone

And I just wanna get your fucking voice out of my head

Can a song replace a broken heart?
Now can a song replace broken love?
No

Fall within the paint
Won't you fall within the break?
Why won't you fall?
Why won't you fall
On the paint?

On the beach, I remind myself
That holding hands is so powerless
Tonight, I don't even have the stars
To hold onto
(To hold onto)

Can a song replace broken love?
Now can a song replace a broken heart?
No
No
No
No

A Song For A Broken Heart ¤ A Static Lullaby

not exactly from the "emo" genre .. but effective none the less.

<333333333333

lizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

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[20 Nov 2003|03:23pm]
Hey guys I already asked this but I got no replies...I was wondering if anyone knew a song about just falling in love with someone who you know you shouldn't, and/or being with someone who EVERYONE tells you to stay away from, and just not caring?? Thanx
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Something Corporate--If I die [20 Nov 2003|03:34pm]
[ mood | hopeless ]

A train crashed, and everything slows down.
Here's wishing I could get out of this town.
These dreams we've had, never made you cry
And I am not a twinkle in your eye.

I gotta get out of here, Cause you drive me up the wall
I gotta get out of here, Cause I can't stand to fall

And if I die, see you won't be so close to me
And I won't be the one who sticks around
If I'm awake, see you won't go to sleep, I promise
And I won't be the one to let you down.

Tailgates, long talks, and your superficial friends
Shiny, silver Fords, that lead us to dead ends

And I said do you lick these salty wounds
That you, yourself condone?
I sit, wait, and I am all alone
But I can't go home
'Cause you're my home.

And If I die, see you won't be so close to me
And I won't be the one who sticks around
If I'm awake, see you won't go to sleep, I promise
And I won't be the one to let you down
No, I won't let you down.

So tell me where you are tonight, and is everything alright
Do you remember what I said, while he's sleeping in your bed
I see you now, you smile hard, but I don't smile much so far
Is he everything you need, is he everything I couldn't be?
Does he make everything match better, bring you all the shiny weather that you want,
And is he everything,
Everything I'm not?

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Hot Rod Circuit -- At Nature's Mercy & Consumed By Laziness [20 Nov 2003|03:34pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

Two songs... apply right now... really.

At Nature's Mercy:

Hard not to get hooked...
Hooked on you.
Hard not to get hooked...
Hooked on you.

I think of all the trouble that we get into whenever I'm around you.
Nothing I can do.
All the secrets and mistakes
Yeah, that were made.
What else do I have to say?
I hate being without you.
Never going to leave your side 'cause I can't resist the crazy thing you do.
It's going to take a lot of your time and I hope someday I can give it back to you.

All the trouble that we get into.
Whenever I'm around you,
All the secrets and mistakes that we made.
What else do I have to say?
I hate being without you.
Never going to leave your side 'cause I can't resist the crazy thing you do.
It's going to take a lot of your time and I hope someday I can give it back to you.

Hard not to get hooked...
Hooked on you.
Hard not to get hooked...
Hooked on you.

I think of all the trouble that we get into whenever I'm around you.
Nothing I can do.
All the secrets and mistakes
Yeah, that were made.
What else do I have to say?
I hate being without you.
[x2]


Consumed By Laziness:

I let you slip through my fingers
Don't even know if I can remember
How I got here in the first place
My mind wanders off it's somewhere
Out in space
Laziness it consumes you
There's nothing you can say
There's nothing you can do.
Simply put I'm letting go
I've got my money on the wrong hand this time
Coast to coast been avoiding all your phone calls
Trying to figure out how I fucked it up this time
Without a penny in my pocket
There's nothing I can say
There's nothing I can do.

Bright eyes
I'm holding you close but you seem so far
Why should I try?
I know I'll never get that far.

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Something Corporate-- The Runaway [20 Nov 2003|03:52pm]
If you ran to the edge of the earth
I would catch you, and you would be safe
If you fell down a well I would bring you a rope
And take away the pain
All the pain, all the pain, that you hide from me every day

If you're missing I will run away
I will build a path to you
If you're missing I will run away
'Cause I find myself in you

If I woke up alone I won't stop til I find you
And you are with me
'Cause by now, I know you better than you know yourself
And I know what you really need


What you need, or I need, either way this is where you should be
Here with me, or I'll bleed, so much that you won't believe


You better not, you better not run.
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[20 Nov 2003|04:50pm]
Sifting through weathered photo albums looking for gloriously aged polaroids of places you have never been. A place to accept that you don't really exist. "Smile for the camera sweet heart, I really want to immortalize this
moment". But just remember the first step in forgetting is destroying all the evidence. With friends like you who needs subtext. THIS IS A 44. CALIBER LOVE LETTER STRAIGHT FROM MY HEART. Straight from my heart (deal with it).

Alexisonfire- 44. Caliber love letter
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do you want a song of glory? well i'm fucking screaming at you [20 Nov 2003|05:45pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | the used - a box full of sharp objects ]

the used get posted here all the time but it's usually like "blue and yellow" or "on my own" or maybe "the taste of ink". those are all great songs but this one is by far my favorite. not only from the cd, but it's one of my all time favorite songs. it just fucking rocks.



It's our time to shine through the down
Glorified by what is ours
We've fallen in love
It was the best idea I ever had

Today I fell and felt better
Just knowing this matters
I just feel stronger and sharper
Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful thing

Do you want a song of glory?
Well I'm fucking screaming at you
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Hello [20 Nov 2003|05:50pm]
[ mood | cynical ]
[ music | Looking back on today-the ataris ]

Im now to this community and i just want to say hi and i hate to start off this way but.....Does anybody know who sings this song(and the title), it goes like:
"You're the face before the cameras, the smile id like to earn, the closet thing to perfect, in a hollywood to burn.Your beaty is deeper than the eyes can see,the closest thing to perfect but the farthest thing from me"

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[20 Nov 2003|06:08pm]
Sorrow - Boxcar Racer

Because I need you more than you need me
Because I want you more
I know
Because we move too fucking fast
I think I really had to wish to make this last
I know
I'm sorry
Please forgive me
Believe me if you would
Because I cared way more
Because I really felt that you felt so much more
I know
I'm sorry
Please forgive me
Believe me if you would
I'm sorry
Please forgive me
Believe me if you could
I'm sorry
Please forgive me
Believe me if you would
I'm sorry
Please forgive me
Believe me if you could
Believe me if you could

riKki
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It’s never been harder to fall... [20 Nov 2003|06:26pm]
*The Mountain Range In My Living Room* :: The Early November

With this being said
Every petal's come off again
And fell to the floor
Every word again
It’s not like it ever meant
Everything we'd hoped
All these said
Every word again
It’s never been harder to fall
There’s nothing to grab and that's
All I want to hold onto
Just another sweep and it'll be fine
But this carpet's got hills and I
Can’t see this helping at all
Throw away what you say
Well then watch it all wash away
Will it wash ashore?
Who’d have thought it could float
Even grow enough to make its own
Way back alone
All these said
Every word again
It’s never been harder to fall
There’s nothing to grab and that's
All I want to hold onto
Just another sweep and it'll be fine
But this carpet's got hills and I
Can’t see this helping at all
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please just take me out of my misery [20 Nov 2003|06:29pm]
[ mood | cynical ]
[ music | Story of the Year-Until The Day I Die ]

"Until The Day I Die"

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you

As years go by
I race the clock with you
But if you died right now
You know that I'd die to
I'd die too

You remind me of the times
When I knew who I was (I was)
But still the second hand will catch us
Like it always does

We'll make the same mistakes
I'll take the fall for you
I hope you need this now
Cause I know I still do

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Should I bite my tongue?
Until blood soaks my shirt
We'll never fall apart
Tell me why this hurts so much
My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
But still we'll say, "remember when"
Just like we always do
Just like we always do

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Yeah I'd spill my heart!!!
Yeah I'd spill my heart for you!!!

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
Mistakes like friends do

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
Made the same mistakes

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
Until the day I die!!!

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[20 Nov 2003|06:49pm]
Anybody wanna add me + be friends? corny huh ;]
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[20 Nov 2003|06:53pm]
[ mood | gross ]
[ music | fiona apple ]

Cursive - Art Is Hard



Cut it out- your self-inflicted pain
is getting too routine
the crowds are catching on
to the self-inflicted song
Well, here we go again
the art of acting weak
Fall in love to fail
to boost your CD sales

(And that CD sells- yeah, what a hit)
You've got to repeat it
you gotta' sink to swim
If at fist you don't succeed
you gotta recreate your misery
'cause we all know art is hard
young artists have gotta starve

Try, and fail, and try again
the comforts of repetition
Keep churning out those hits
'til it's all the same old shit

Oh, a second verse!
Well, color me fatigued
I'm hiding in the leaves
in the CD jacket sleeves
tired of entertianing
some double-dipped meaning
a soft serve analogy
This drunken angry slur
in thirty-one flavors
You gotta' sink to swim
immerse yourself in rejection
regurgitate some sorry tale
about a boy who sells his love affairs
You gotta' fake the pain
you better make it sting

you're gonna' break a leg
when you get on stage
and they scream your name
"Oh, Cursive is so cool!"

You gotta sink to swim
impersonate greater persons
'cause we all know art is hard
when we don't know who we are




WANTED:some friends


=)

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[20 Nov 2003|07:04pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | straylight run... ]

and all our sins come back to haunt us in the end
to hang around and tap us on the shoulder
and smile
silent
it's all implied
"you'll die trying to live this down. you might as well forget it."
still, i'm convinced that wondering what if is the worst thing there is

so we bottled and shelved all our regrets
let them ferment and came back to our senses
drove back home and slept a few days
woke up and laughed at how stupid we used to be

all these lines fall short of what i had in mind
a failed attempt to capsulize a feeling
so i just try fail and try and try again
someday i swear i'm going to get it
because i'm convinced that giving in is the worst thing there is

so we bottled and shelved all our regrets
let them ferment and came back to our senses
drove back home and slept a few days
woke up and laughed at how stupid we used to be

we'll get over it
sad, strong, safe and sober
we'll move forward
and know where we went wrong
but "you can't go home again." x7

so we bottled and shelved all our regrets
let them ferment and came back to our senses
drove back home and slept a few days
woke up and laughed at how stupid we used to be
we'll get over it

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[20 Nov 2003|08:08pm]
okay. quick note: the acoustic version of you're so last summer by TBS has got to be one of the most beautiful pieces of music i've ever heard in my life. i'm not entirely sure why, but there's an uncertain beauty and a rediscovered appreciation hidden deep inside the song when you listen to it; well for any of my fellow tbs fans out there. : ) ..okay. have a good night kids.

love forever, JESSiE
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[20 Nov 2003|08:09pm]
[ mood | dorky ]
[ music | Cursive ~ Lament of Pretty Baby ]

Okay, here's Bright Eyes "The Calendar Hung Itself"... its kinda long so bare with me.

does he kiss your eyelids in the morning when you start to raise your head?
and does he sing to you incessantly from the splace between your bed and wall?
does he walk around all day at school with his feet inside your shoes?
looking down every few steps to pretend he walks with you.

oh does he know that place below your neck is your favorite to be touched.
and does he cry through broken senctences like "i love you far to much"?
does he lay awake listning to your breath?
worried you smoke to many cigarettes.

is he coughing now on a bathroom floor?
for every speck of tile, there's a thousand more
you won't ever see.
but most hold inside yourself eternally.

well i drug your ghost across the country, and we plotted out my death.
in every city, memories would whisper, "here is where you rest."
i was determinded in chicago but i dug my teeth into my knees,
and i settled for a telephone and sang into your machine...

"you are my sunchine, my only sunshine.
you are my sunshine, my only sunshine"

and i kissed a girl with a broken jaw that her father gave to her.
she had eyes bright enough to burn me; they reminded me of yours.
and in a story told, she was a little girl in a red-rough, sun bruised field,
and there were rows of ripe tomatoes where a secret was concealed.

and it rose like thunder, clapped under our hands.
and it strectched for centuries to a diary entry's end...
where i wrote:

"you make me happy when the skies are gray.
you make me happy when the skies are gray and gray and gray."

well the clock's heart it hangs inside its open chest
with hands strectched towards the calendar hanging itself.
but i will not weep for tose dying days.
for all the ones who have left there are a few that stayed.

and they found me here and pulled me
from the grass where i was laid.

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blink 182 >> i miss you [20 Nov 2003|08:10pm]
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
the shadow in the background of the morgue
the unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
we can live like Jack and Sally if we want
where you can always find me
we'll have Halloween on Christmas
and in the night we'll wish this never ends
we'll wish this never ends

I miss you, miss you
I miss you, miss you

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
this sick strange darkness
comes creeping on so haunting every time
and as I stared I counted
webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head I miss you, miss you
don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head I miss you, miss you

Don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head I miss you, miss you

Don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head I miss you, miss you
don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head I miss you, miss you

I miss you, miss you
I miss you, miss you
I miss you, miss you
I miss you, miss you


blink's new cd, definitely owns.
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[20 Nov 2003|08:13pm]
A modest promise-Nothing To Nothing

And I can't hold on to it with both my hands
I'm falling through it.
Somewhere inside me the wheels are turning
Fighting to put out the fires burning.

Watching it all fall down to a cinder,
Reaching for my chance.. bottom of the blender.

And my heart stops.

My eyes cannot focus, its moving too fast
I'm counting on this.
We fit so well like a gun in holster,
so far away; couldn't get much closer.

And my heart stops.

The ghost in the corner, is what you're becoming.
The feeling is mutual; nothing to nothing.

Nothing to nothing.
Nothing to nothing.
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I need new music, i get bored easily [20 Nov 2003|08:37pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | rapture ]

The Art Of American Football-funeral for a friend

"Shove- the momentum drags us under
Your constant disregard your constant aggravation
Tell me nothing but home truths and you show me starvation
On a black and white screen, this is your movie queen

Stop and think a second (tune in-tune out)
It's something more than nothing (drop in-drop out)
I see the way you lie to them (tune in-tune out)
All for the country you say (fuck them-fuck us)

Progress is the alternative to which we align
Hopeless intuition, raped between the lines
You tune in you tune out
Climbing a ladder fucked before we get out
You tune in you tune out
Climbing a ladder fucked before we get out

This system this lie"

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[20 Nov 2003|08:42pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | bright eyes ]

this song is a by a local band is south east Georgia. if you want to listen to some of their mp3's go to http://www.mp3.com/fullhearted. thanks.

riKki

Beside Me Forever - Fullhearted

And you say that everything's all right
But I'm here alone again tonight
And nobody knows the way I feel
Your lipstick stains the shirt
I wore out the other night

And nobody needs to know that
Lets keep this down all right?
And I'm waiting here for you patiently
But you won't come
Cause there's no one here but me
So when we leave tonight behind us
Remember that I told you that
Nobody knows the way I feel
So close your eyes and wonder
What's left in store for me
Cause I sit at home alone
Dreaming of how we were
Don't tell me bullshit stories
Please can we keep this real?
I told the truth to you
And hope you've done the same
And you say that everything's all right
But I'm here alone again tonight
So stay with me tonight I'll be here
I'm waiting for you to be right here
Beside me forever

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[20 Nov 2003|10:59pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | phantom planet- anthem ]

..its always hard to be honest with the ones you love the most..

112 -pleasure & pain... what can i say, im a open-minded person

Why Do You Make Me Feel This Way
Feeling Betrayed Feeling Pushed Away
Why Do You Make Me Feel So Bad
Feeling So Hurt Feeling So Sad
What Have I Done To Make You Turn
Feeling So Lost Im Feeling So Burned
If You Really Cared Youd Make A Change
So I Can Feel The Pleasures And Not The Pain
After All Ive Said
You Still Have It Set In Your Head
That You Dont Really Care About Me
Why Cant You Seem To Believe
That Im The Only One For You
I Gave All My Love To You
And After All Ive Done For You
You Never Seemed To Love Me The Way That I Love You
~Pleasure & Pain~

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brand new [20 Nov 2003|11:52pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows

We saw the western coast.
I saw the hospital.
Nursed the shoreline like a wound.
Reports of lover's trysts.
Were neither clear nor descript.
We kept it safe and slow.
The quiet things that no one ever knows.

Keep the blood in your head and keep your feet on the ground.
Today's the day it gets tired. Today's the day we drop out.
Gave up my body and bed. All for an empty hotel.
Wasted words on lowercases and capitals.

I contemplate the day we wed.
Your friends are boring me to death.
The veil is ruined in the rain.
But then you I could do without.
There's nothing new to talk about.
And though our kids are blessed, the parents let them shoulder all the blame.

Keep the blood in your head and keep your feet on the ground.
Today's the day it gets tired. Today's the day we drop out.
Gave up my body and bed. All for an empty hotel.
Wasted words on lowercases and capitals.

I lie for only you. And I lie well. Halleluh.

Keep the blood in your head and keep your feet on the ground.
Today's the day it gets tired. Today's
the day we drop out.
Gave up my body and bed. All for an empty hotel.
Wasted words on lowercases and capitals.

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