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[14 Nov 2003|12:34am] [ mood | awake ] Hey guys! This isnt emo at all, but the music and lyrics are beautiful.. hope u like them Honey and the Moon Don't know why I'm still afraid. If you weren't real I would make you up now. I wish that I could follow through. I know that your love is true and deep as the sea. But right now, everything you want is wrong. And right now, all you dreams are waking up. And right now, I wish I could follow you To the shores of freedom Where no one lives. Remember when we first met And everything was still a bet in love's game You would call, I'd call you back And then I'd leave a message on your answering machine But right now, everything is turning blue. And right now, the sun is trying to kill the moon. And right now, I wish I could follow you To the shores of freedom Where no one lives. Freedom. Run away tonight. Freedom. Run away. Run away tonight. We're made out of blood and rust Looking for someone to trust without a fight . I think that you came too soon; You're the honey and the moon that lights up my night. But right now, everything you want is wrong. And right now, all you dreams are waking up. And right now, I wish I could follow you To the shores of freedom Where no one lives. Freedom. Run away tonight. Freedom. Run away. Run away tonight. We got too much time to kill Like pigeons on my windowsill we hang around. Ever since I've been with you You hold me up all the time I'm falling down But right now, everything is turning blue. And right now, the sun is trying to kill the moon. And right now, I wish I could follow you To the shores of freedom Where no one lives. Freedom. Run away tonight. Freedom. Run away. Run away tonight. Freedom. Run away. Run away tonight. September Baby Your holiness is gone Sometimes love will make you sad Until you know where you belong You'll dream of what you never had I can feel the falling leaves Filling up my vacant mind When i fall onto my knees I pray you don't leave me behind Summertime is over I don't owe you nothing When you say your leaving I want you to hold on Summertime is over I don't owe you nothing I can see september sun Sinking in the autumn sky If you want me to be gone I've left already in my mind Summertime is over I don't owe you nothing When you say your leaving I want you to hold on Summertime is over I don't owe you nothing When you say your leaving I want you to hold on ~both by Joseph Arthur 1 comment|post comment

[14 Nov 2003|01:51am] and if i could be there i would. but i took my last breath yesterday. post comment

I love this song. [14 Nov 2003|08:25am] [ mood | calm ] [ music | The Lyndsay Diaries-Mixtapes and memories ] I promise this won't be another song about being alone but all I feel is regret and I can't find the nerve to pick up the telephone. I was thinking about how it drives me crazy just to feel your hand in mine, and how simple that is and I've thought about saying no to hope but I have this funny habit of putting pictures up on the wall of you and me. I know that priorities never understand reality and time never lends itself to those who are waiting on love. But it is overdue that we should share this night and Grace, your smile is the only thing that keeps me breathing. The hours pass by like minutes when I'm with you. The hours pass like minutes in the rain. So lets stand here in the rain forever. post comment

[14 Nov 2003|11:31am] :: silverstein / wish i could forget you :: You won't repeat this for the rest of the crowd. I know they will miss but you'll still feel proud. Say it's gold, say it's fine. The secrets out that you're mine. The television radiates as the clock ticks on and on and on: It's getting too late and it's time to move on. god bless silverstein. they're such an amazing band. 2 comments|post comment

[14 Nov 2003|11:35am] [ mood | sad ] Mae-This Time Is The Last Time Save yourself. Because the only thing that matters is that you get away from the pain and the thought of losing your mind. Don't blame yourself. *It was everyone around you who made you act this way.* There's the stage and your chance to watch it go down. Don't fake yourself into ever, ever thinking about yesterday. That was then, this is now. Don't call it undone. Don't take what you've been dealt. You can exit out the back and make your getaway before anyone can see the damage you have done. This time is the last time so be here, here now. This time is the last time. Somehow make it through. State your case. You've got everyone's attention. What can you say? Thanks or forget what you've been given. Take your place. Do you think that you deserve the best of everything? We don't get why you're here. Can you figure it out? This time is the last time so be here, here now. You've got to get away. Oh, I get lost in the thought of losing you. You've got to get away. I know it's a dream but it must be true. Wave now goodbye. It's the lesson that you've been given. You can always move on to better things. This time is the last time so be here, but be here now. This time is the last time somehow. This time is the last time so be here, but be here now. This time is the last time. Somehow make it through. 1 comment|post comment

cinderellas story [14 Nov 2003|11:36am] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | culver- bullet to the brain ] i'm lying on the kitchen floor in a pool of my own thoughts pressed into the filthy tiles staring at the clock i'm waiting for this dress to turn to rags im cutting thru these visions with the blunt side of the knife reflected in the pool of blood is the image of this life im waiting for these pearls to turn to stone let the clock strike twelve tonight prince charming youre mistaken im not worth the fight. let the clock strike twelve im spitting up these sayings with each pill ive swallowed down dulling out the pain of you and muting out the sound im waiting for this shoe to break in two let the clock strike twelve tonight prince charming youre mistaken im not worth the fight let the clock strike twelve 2 comments|post comment

..today is fire and she burns.. [14 Nov 2003|11:58am] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | [ brand new ] [ tatou ] ] Today's on fire The sky is bleeding above me, and I am blistered I walk these lines of blasphemy, every day And still: Like a bad star I'm falling faster down to her She's the only one who knows what it is to burn I feel diseased Is there no sympathy, for the sun The sky's still fire But I am safe in here, from the world outside So tell me What's the price to pay for glory Like a bad star I'm falling faster down to her She's the only one who knows what it is to burn Today is fire, and she burns Today is fire, and she burns She burns She burns She burns She burns She burns She burns Like a bad star I'm falling faster down to her She's the only one who knows what it is to burn [ finch ] [ what it is to burn ] definately my ALL TIME FAVORITE song... xoxo.rach 2 comments|post comment

Black Beard [14 Nov 2003|12:35pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | Feeling This -=- Blink-182 ] Rough nights and late talks with you, they have me wondering, sometimes from the fumes, but mostly from the wandering, you think that I, am some kind of idiot, and that I have no excuse for it. But YOU DONT MEAN NOTHING to ME YOU WANT SOMETHING FROM ME BUT I DONT HAVE ANYTHING FOR YOU AND ME ANYMORE You don't mean nothing, to everyone you think you do, but you don't mean nothing, and it's sad when think so too, but you don't mean nothing, and I wish that I could tell you, that you don't mean nothing, and this is how I fucked you.... Makeup and eyeliner all over the place, it has me crying, sometimes from the look on your face, but mostly from the lying, you'd think that I, deserve some sort of reason, and I think that I, need to understand your treason.. But YOU DONT MEAN NOTHING to ME YOU WANT SOMETHING FROM ME BUT I DONT HAVE ANYTHING FOR YOU AND ME ANYMORE You don't mean nothing, to everyone you think you do, but you don't mean nothing, and it's sad when think so too, but you don't mean nothing, and I wish that I could tell you, that you don't mean nothing, and this is how I fucked you.... So listen to my faults, and drown in my piety, you're so lost, and drunk in your sobriety, that you always put on me, I swear I think your piracy, is reasonable for everything including me. hey please give me some feedback if you want, I wrote this song, and I just want to know if it's good or not, what you all think...if I should take it to a demo or not, just let me know. 1 comment|post comment

i miss you - blink 182 [14 Nov 2003|12:38pm] [ mood | lonely ] Hello there, the angel from my nightmare The shadow in the background of the morgue The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley We can live like Jack and Sally if we want Where you can always find me We'll have Halloween on Christmas And in the night we'll wish this never ends We'll wish this never ends Don't waste your time on me you're already The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you) Don't waste your time on me you're already The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you) Where are you and I'm so sorry I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always This sick strange darkness Comes creeping on so haunting every time And as I stared I counted Webs from all the spiders Catching things and eating their insides Like indecision to call you and hear your voice of treason Will you come home and stop this pain tonight Stop this pain tonight Don't waste your time on me you're already The voice inside my head (miss you miss you) Don't waste your time on me you're already The voice inside my head (miss you miss you) Don't waste your time on me you're already The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you) Don't waste your time on me you're already The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you) 3 comments|post comment

.:.:lyrics:.:. [14 Nov 2003|01:21pm] [rise against] .:everchanging:. in the face of change is when she turned to me and said, "i'm not sure anymore..." and there amidst the waves and the cloudless skies that blanket the year before i watch my life wash ashore have you ever been a part of something that you thought would never end? and then of course it did have you ever felt the weight inside you pulling away inside your skin? and then something had to give now the lines are drawn is this feeling gone? the best parts of this have come and gone and now that is all this is with the reasons clear we'll spend another year without direction, full of fear but now things will be different there's nothing simple when it comes to you and i always something in this everchanging life and it probably always will now that time is getting harder to come by the same arguments are always on our mind we've killed this slowly fading light now something has kept me here too long and you can't leave me if i'm already gone make the same mistakes we're always hanging on break the promises we're always leaning on all this time spent waking up now i keep this line open to get this call from you as you speak the words that keep me coming back to you now this time it's all different now something has kept me here too long and now i'm gone... ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- [bright eyes] .:Something Vague:. Now and then it seems worse than it is, but mostly the view is accurate. You see your breath in the air while you climb up the stairs to that coffin you call your apartment. And you sink in your chair, brush the snow from your hair and drink the cold away. You are not really sure what you are doing this for but you need something to fill up the days. A few more hours. There is a dream in my brain that just won't go away. It has been stuck there since it came a few nights ago I'm standing on a bridge in the town where I lived as a kid with my mom and my brothers. And then the bridge disappears and I'm standing on air with nothing holding me. And I hang like a star, fucking glow in the dark, for all those starving eyes to see, like the ones we've wished on. But now I'm confused. Is this death really you? Do these dreams have any meaning? No. No, I think it is more like a ghost that has been following us both. Something vague that we are not seeing, something more like a feeling. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- [bright eyes] .:It's Cool, We Can Still Be Friends:. Yeah, you still kiss me, but it's just on the cheek Yeah, you still kiss me, but it's just on the cheek Yeah, you still kiss me sometimes, but it's just on the cheek You pull away so easily And I still call you, but I get your machine And I still call you, but I get your machine And if I'm lucky I guess, I get your roommate answering But you're at the bar, or at Gene's And we go to dinner, but you won't hold my hand We sit at the same table, but we don't play with our feet Yeah, we still go to dinner sometimes, but we don't sneak a kiss When the waitress turns around And we still watch movies, but we don't share the couch And we still rent movies, but we don't share the couch Yeah, we still watch movies sometimes, but you don't lay in my lap The plot is slow, take a nap And you even stay over, but now we stay in our clothes Yeah, you'll even sleep over, but now we stay in our clothes Yeah, you even sleep over sometimes, but we stay in our clothes I'm only there so that you're not alone And you say that I hurt you, in a voice like a prayer Yeah, you say that I've hurt you, and your voice is like a prayer Yeah, well maybe I hurt you sometimes, but let's contrast and compare Lift up your shirt, the wound isn't there I guess that your truth, is just the ghost of your lies I guess your kind of truth, is just the ghost of your lies Yeah, your kind of truth, darling, is just the ghost of your lies I see through them all the time So I'm pouring some whiskey, I'm gonna get drunk Yeah, I'm pouring myself some whiskey, I'm going to get really fucking drunk I'm pouring some whiskey right now, I'm going to get so, so drunk That I pass out, forget your face, by the time I wake up. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- [starting line] .:Saddest Girl Story:. So it's safe to say that we've been here before; Heart torn out, down for the count and still come back for more. This lesson is learned too well. Though, only unlearned by the time your wounds have healed. Have you had enough? I guess not because your lips are stuck to his. It's Time to say enough is enough, you would be so better off. You love him but tough because it's not coming back from him. You can't win. Stop expecting change, he's just a lost cause that you're waiting on. Take a look around, you could have anyone. So leave undeserving him. It only hurts at first. But then you will find someone to give you everything you want. Try not to go running back to him. So it goes unsaid that we've been here before. Lonely nights and endless fights and sleeping on the floor. And he's sorry, so the story goes. It's read and replayed and ends the same way Stop expecting change, he's just a lost cause that you're waiting on. Take a look around, you could have anyone. So leave undeserving him. Stop expecting change, he's just a lost cause that you're waiting on. Take a look around, you could have anyone. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ [the early november] .:Just Enough:. I know, that time moves faster when you're sleeping. And I know, it's not too good for me. Because when I wake up, I'm all alone. It's just enough for me to fall in love with you. And I wake up, time and time again, With nothing here for proof. If I have to wake up one more time, Without you and these ugly red eyes. I hate the bright blue sky, to greet me in the morning, Rather than your arms. It's just enough for me to fall in love with you. And I wake up, time and time again, With nothing of you forever. I need you to be with me, Dreams can only keep happy for so long. And I will wait, my love. I promise to do to right, For just one moment to be alone with you. I see us standing there, Holding something in our hands. I see an open door, I see us walking in. We're walking up the stairs, We're walking up the stairs, We're walking up the stairs, We're walking up the stairs, Into our room. Waking up can be so hard ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- [wakefield] .:In The End:. I've never met someone quite like you sorry for what I've done and put you through we were together that night when it all went wrong Heaven's coming she moves over and slides her hand in mine the wheel slips and we cross the double lines we were together that night when it all went wrong Heaven's coming we finally came to a stop on the other side you were still in the car so where was I somebody wake me up I swear I must be dreaming this cant be happening I feel her screaming in the end don't cry tonight and I know that it will be alright don't cry tonight you're still with me now I'm older, still lonely but you're by my side I cant help but get choked up break down and cry held your last breath in my hands but I let it go God forgive me in the end in the end don't cry tonight and I know that it will be alright don't cry tonight you're still with me don't cry tonight and I know that it will be alright don't cry tonight you're still with me you're still with me ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ [silverstein] .:Bleeds No More:. My heart bleeds no more; now, it's been turned to stone. You're stomach feels sick for someone else. I've broken both my legs falling for you. Drag me on the ground. Powerless I stand, tarnished blade, cutting through, pushed into my vein. Blood still stains my hands. Sharpening my sense of pain outside, my heart bleeds no more. My heart bleeds no more; now, it's been turned to stone. You're stomach feels sick for someone else. I've broken both my legs falling for you. Drag me on the ground. Killing everything off inside. Make sense of everything you tried to hide, hide from me. My heart bleeds no more; now, it's been turned to stone. My stomach feels sore from cutting up. I ruined all my sanctity for you. Smash me on the ground. I wanted to, convince myself there's nothing else to do. I wanted to. Provide you with proof of what you put me through. I wanted to. Pretend that I was you. "your the worst thing thats ever happend to me" "dieee" Killing everything off inside. Make sense of everything you tried to hide, hide from me. My heart bleeds no more; now, it's been turned to stone. You're stomach feels sick for someone else. I've broken both my legs falling for you. Smash me on the ground. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- [matchbook romance] .:Playing For Keeps:. It's so simple and complicated. The way you can crush me. No matter how much this hurts, this is through. I get as far as your door before i get caught. I make up excuses just to touch you and I can't stop, I can't stop. So are we playing for keeps. The days begin and they don't end for weeks. Leave me left out of anyting to do with you. Excuse me while I fall apart. Don't flatter yourself sweetheart. Let me take the wheel and I'll crash this car. Why do you have to make this so hard? You're so good at pretending everything is alright. You're as welcome as cancer, but my door is always unlocked. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- [matchbook romance] .:My Eyes Burn:. My eyes burn from these tears You think you'd learn over these years Good things won't last forever So what the hell am I suppose to do You only wanted the things I couldn't give to you And you had it all anyway So take take everything and leave me scrambling Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place So take take everything and leave me scrambling Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place Tell me i'm wrong when I say I can't expect you to stay forever with me I live for that single moment I take back everything i've said You would those words on your lips As if they meant anything anyway Sometimes I feel I could drop off the face of the earth It seems I do more harm than good And I don't know if it's worth me loosing sleep over this So take take everything and leave me scrambling Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place So take take everything and leave me scrambling Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place Tell me I'm wrong when I say it I can't expect you to spend forever with me I live for that single moment So take take everything and leave me scrambling Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- [brand new] .:The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows:. We saw the western coast. I saw the hospital. Nursed the shoreline like a wound. Reports of lover's trysts. Were neither clear nor descript. We kept it safe and slow. The quiet things that no one ever knows. Keep the blood in your head and keep your feet on the ground. Today's the day it gets tired. Today's the day we drop out. Gave up my body and bed. All for an empty hotel. Wasted words on lowercases and capitals. I contemplate the day we wed. Your friends are boring me to death. The veil is ruined in the rain. But then you I could do without. There's nothing new to talk about. And though our kids are blessed, the parents let them shoulder all the blame. Keep the blood in your head and keep your feet on the ground. Today's the day it gets tired. Today's the day we drop out. Gave up my body and bed. All for an empty hotel. Wasted words on lowercases and capitals. I lie for only you. And I lie well. Halleluh. Keep the blood in your head and keep your feet on the ground. Today's the day it gets tired. Today's the day we drop out. Gave up my body and bed. All for an empty hotel. Wasted words on lowercases and capitals. 3 comments|post comment

[14 Nov 2003|03:02pm] The Used Blue And Yellow and it's all in how you mix the two and it starts just where the light exists it's a feeling that you cannot miss and it burns a hole through everyone that feels it well your never gonna find it if your looking for it won't come your way well you'll never find it if your looking for it should've done something but I've done it enough by the way your hands were shaking rather waste some time with you and you never would have though in the end how amazing it feels just to live again it's a feeling that you cannot miss it burns a hole through everyone that feels it should've said something but I've said it enough by the way my words were faded rather waste some time with you post comment

[14 Nov 2003|04:22pm] hey, sorry for the request but.. do you know any songs about missing summer, or just summer. also any songs about being lonely and depressed all the time, anything like that would help alot, thanks 6 comments|post comment

[[::Yeah well maybe I hurt you sometimes but lets contrast and compare::]] [14 Nov 2003|04:25pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | set the stage-anatomy ] Never found our way out again cause to trace this blood trail is more than I can bear this is my spring I finally fixed the car floored out of here I’ll found out who my friends are the ones waiting tomorrow morning I pushed this away so hard this is my spring fixed the car today “I wish I were lighter, the weariness weighs too heavily on me.” This is my spring still cold enough for snow from planes tracing seams across the sky overhead seed the soil left to fallow for too long with pamphlets proclaiming “falls finally dead” the steering wheel never mine to turn now it turns on any tangent but around “that’s something you still have to learn” With the muffler my memory removed I’m spared the sound (so much like growing up falling becomes fallen and buried alive but buoyancy keeps it up survive, keeps it alive) birth of a mile-anatomy of a ghost post comment

left on an eastbound train.... [14 Nov 2003|04:38pm] i kno its not emo but well too bad. the lyrics are meaningful [Nickelback][Do This Anymore] Left on an eastbound train Gone first thing this morning Why is what's best for you Always the worst thing for me? When am I gonna learn? Why 'cause I'm tired of hating When will it be your turn? Why 'cause I'm tired of waiting No, I don't, I don't, no I don't No I don't find faith in your false feelings Not fooled by your misleadings Won't buy this line you're selling Tired of this lie you're telling I don't, I won't No I won't do this anymore I don't, I won't No I won't do this anymore ill finally post an emo song soon <3 i promise =) later kiddos `laur post comment

[14 Nov 2003|05:14pm] [ mood | blah ] Only two more days, until your birthday Yesterday was mine You'll be turning five I know what it's like, growing up without your father in your life So I pretend, I'm doing all I can And I hope someday you'll find it in your heart To understand Why I'm not around And forgive me for not being in your life I remember waiting For you to come Remember waiting For you to call Remember waiting there to find nothing at all I remember waiting For you to come Remember waiting For you to call Waiting there to find nothing at all maybe someday you really get to know me not just the letters read to you I pray I get the chance To make it up to you We got a lot of catching up to do So I pretend, I'm doing all I can And hope someday you'll find it in your heart To understand Why I'm not around And forgive me for not being in your life I remember waiting For you to come Remember waiting For you to call Remember waiting there to find nothing at all I remember waiting For you to come Remember waiting For you to call Waiting there to find nothing at all Forgive me! I'm so sorry! I will make it up to you.... Ataris-"The Saddest Song" post comment

..i never meant to leave you standing.. [14 Nov 2003|05:25pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | [ planes mistaken for stars ] [ standing still fast ] ] these words roll of my tongue like second nature. but i'm far from my womb, and you know i'm far from you. so when do i come back to you? was this already written or have i fallen so far: i can't tell the light from the dark. i thought you had me forever. but i'm sure you thought the same about me. and i'm sorry, so sorry. these dreams run through my head that frolic through some tube of my brain. i'm going insane, i've forgotten my name. so i'll use yours, like a dropped friend i wish i never left. i wish i never left you. i wish I never left you. i can't tell the light from the dark. i thought you had me forever. but i'm sure you thought the same about me. and i'm sorry, so sorry. winter's come early this year. like a bird in the rain, i've tortured my everything. the rain falls, and i never meant to leave you standing. [ dead poetic ] [tell myself goodbye ] xoxo.rach post comment

Minus the bear~Hey, wanna throw up? Get me naked [14 Nov 2003|05:41pm] [ mood | confused ] let's get the fuck out of here, it's like a congregation. from every drink's glass drips condensation. she's got her jacket on her back. we put our last drinks back and hit the first red light. no one moves; no one stands red-lip-sticks on her drink glass he's gone for three nights, come on he's gone for three nights, come on come on come on come on i got somewhere else to be 3 comments|post comment

Umm.. salutations [14 Nov 2003|07:12pm] I am new to this community, but I've seen it before. I wanted to share something I wrote and get some feedback on it. Thanks in advance. "horseshoes" by: Brandy when i met you i never knew one day you'd mean so much to me and i can't explain this unending pain lurking low within my body i always knew it'd come to be true that you would tear me apart i can't explain this unending pain deep inside of my heart i was close to being your everything i was close to having it all i was close enough to taste it but then again close only counts in horseshoes yeah, then again close only counts in horseshoes i know now i'll move on some how and learn to live each day without you somehow i'll learn to ignore the burn and know it's really all i can do and maybe i'm mad but it sure is sad that it kills me to see you in such pain but i cover my eyes and pretend it's no surprise but it feels like i'm dying all over again i was so close to having you i was so close to you being mine i was close enough to feel it even when i closed my eyes but then again close only counts yeah, it only counts in horseshoes *music* so close i could taste it so close i could feel it but still i feel i am so far away i was so close i could taste it, yeah so close i could feel it and still i am so far away still i am so far away close (only counts in horseshoes) close (only counts in horseshoes) i was close, we were close (only counts in horseshoes) to having it all once again wouldn't be that great *music* nothing can save me now close will never be enough i gotta move on somehow cause close is not enough i gotta learn to cope and live my life alone cause close only counts in horseshoes 2 comments|post comment

duh, I'm an idiot... [14 Nov 2003|07:28pm] I forgot that I revised my song and I wrote down the old version -.- Let's just excuse my momentary idiocy. Here's the latest version of it, and I like it a lot more, but I'd like someone besides a friend to tell me "I like it." They are supposed to say it, anyway. "horseshoes" by: Brandy when i met you i never knew one day you'd mean so much to me and i can't explain this unending pain lurking low within my body i always knew it'd come to be true that you would tear me apart i can't explain this unending pain deep inside of my heart i was close to being your everything i was close to having it all i was close enough to taste it even backed against the wall but then again close only counts in horseshoes yeah, then again close only counts in horseshoes i know now i'll live some how and learn to survive each day without you somehow i'll cope and live in false hope that your return is past due but i know it's late and there's a seal on our fate but it kills me to see you in such pain why do you hide how you feel inside it feels like i'm dying all over again i was so close to having you i was so close to you being mine i was close enough to feel it even when i closed my eyes but then again close only counts yeah, it only counts in horseshoes *music* so close i could taste it so close i could feel it but still i feel i am so far away i was so close i could taste it, yeah so close i could feel it and still i feel so far away still i am so far away close (only counts in horseshoes) close (only counts in horseshoes) i was close (only counts in horseshoes) we were close (only counts in horseshoes) to having it all once again... wouldn't that be great *music* nothing can save me now close will never be enough i gotta learn to live somehow cause close is not enough i gotta learn to cope and live my life alone because my heart is for only you and no one else would ever do so i am doomed to spend my days alone cause close only counts... in horseshoes 2 comments|post comment

[14 Nov 2003|07:54pm] lex...you devastate me...i miss you Beautiful - Sprung Monkey Falling down from a grey cloud, open wounds still bleeding Yesterday won't forget my name - tomorrow will never forgive me I never felt that i want too much I never said that i need too much But with the lack of the strength i need There i was almost giving up. But then i saw Beautiful. and it opened up my eyes When i found Beautiful it opened up my life Now i know Beautiful, and how things could be: You are my Beautiful - so beautiful to me. Laying down on a quiet night, hoping no one will find me I never thought i could feel so low - definition of empty I always knew that i felt too much I always heard that i cared too much But at the edge down upon my knees There I was almost giving up. But then i saw Beautiful. and it opened up my eyes When i found Beautiful it opened up my life Now i know Beautiful, and how things could be: You are my Beautiful - so beautiful to me. Yeah, you're so beautiful.... post comment

shalom. [14 Nov 2003|08:30pm] [ music | mae | embers and envelopes ] hey i'm new..just thought i'd start out with some bright eyes. enjoy <3 i dreamt of a fever one that would cure me of this cold, winter-set heart with heat to melt these frozen tears burned with reasons as to carry on into these twisted months i plunge without a light to follow but i swear that i would follow anything just get me out of here but you get six months to adapt and you get two more to leave town and in the event that you do adapt we still might not want you around but i fell for the promise of a life with a purpose but i know that that's impossible now and so i drink to stay warm and to kill selected memories cause i just can't think anymore about that or about her tonight and i give myself three days to feel better or else i swear i'll drive right off a fucking cliff because if i can't learn to make myself feel better how can i expect anyone else to give a shit? and i scream for the sunlight or a car to take me anywhere. just get me passed this dead and eternal snow cause i swear that i'm dying slowly, but it's happening and if the perfect spring is waiting somewhere just take me there just take me there just take me there and say and lie to me and say and lie to me and say it's gonna be alright it's gonna be alright it's gonna be alright it's gonna be alright it's gonna be alright it's gonna be alright it's gonna be alright it's gonna be alright it's gonna be alright ah just lovely. explains how i feel exactly. have a wonderful friday evening everyone. -rachel psst - i'm looking for some friends...leave a comment, it would be oh-so lovely. 1 comment|post comment

[14 Nov 2003|09:03pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | The Early November [fluxy] ] Switchfoot[dare you to move] Welcome to the planet Welcome to existence Everyone's here Everyone's here Everybody's watching you now Everybody waits for you now What happens next What happens next I dare you to move I dare you to move I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor I dare you to move I dare you to move Like today never happened Today never happened before Welcome to the fallout Welcome to resistance The tension is here Tension is here Between who you are and who you could be Between how it is and how it should be I dare you to move I dare you to move I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor I dare you to move I dare you to move Like today never happened Today never happened before Maybe redemption has stories to tell Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell Where can you run to escape from yourself Where you gonna go Where you gonna go Salvation is here I dare you to move I dare you to move I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor I dare you to move I dare you to move Like today never happened Today never happened Today never happened Today never happened before 3 comments|post comment

If only you knew half of what you pretend to [14 Nov 2003|10:09pm] [ mood | hopeless ] [ music | dead poetic -tell myself goodbey ] Poem I wrote...band asked me to make it into a hardcore song...im thinking about it By: Moi...abby beydoun..tada Dear Heartbreaker... You say were best frineds no matter what? Come on..love me like best friends could? You hurt me..ignore it...lie, say your sorry..you knew what you were doing...this was all a joke? is that it? They say everyone has a breaking point, ive reached mine...can you reach it twice?.."Dear friends...im sadly informing you im going to take my life, i didnt live...wheres my happy ending?" is that what you wanna hear, you stole my happy ending, give it back, let me love...why, why, WHY CANT I LOVE ANYONE BUT YOU, why do you smile..how do you sleep at night knowing your causing a heart to bleed, yes love, the blood is shed...the wrists are cut, the tears are flowing..all in the name of you. A mistake is that it?...oh hunny...i want to taste you, i never got the chance, you hurt me without a warning, just to hold you, why are you doing this, Im locked inside my mind, an empty place, locked in a corner...this is the end, my smile fades, my eyes close.dont bid high on love, it will break you down....break me -Sincerly Pain IM FUCKIN CRAZY...THIS IS WHATS GOING THROUGH MY MIND ALL AT ONCE...thank you to the guy who fucked my life 10 comments|post comment

anythings emo [14 Nov 2003|10:22pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | avenged sevenfold - desecrate through reverance ] emo is emotional... am i correct? well... in such a case, anything is emo... this is a freaking awesome song: AVENGED SEVENFOLD "Remenissions" With this ink in our skin we've sealed our fate, and the axe comes early (only naturally) So what does that matter? There's a bed of skeletons waiting for me, on the other side They're waiting for my next move (next fatal breath) Human lives to me seem so unreal, can't see through the fog (nothing past a grey wall) see past the stereotype Belief, structure built up in you. I'll tear you down and the one who created you If they didn't have One how would they act? If we didn't have hope how would we behave? Would they still feel remorse if they slaughtered innocent beings? Or is hope the only thing that keeps you sane? A good friend once told me we are our memory without it we equal nothing And all I can see is the place I wanna be Timeless my life was so free Leaves at my feet, blown to the ground their echoes are reaching my ears Nights coming fast, suns going down But keep away from me... keep away from me (it's hard, to keep me in this place, keep away from me) We may have created the beginning, mentally We may have created the beginning, physically To the end of our human existence... I see through you The fear that's in your eyes A good friend once told me we are our memory Without it we equal nothing And all I can see is the place I wanna be Timeless my life was so free Leaves at my feet, blown to the ground their echoes are reaching my ears Nights coming fast, suns going down - confused I don't know the answers but neither do you 13 comments|post comment

[14 Nov 2003|10:29pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | "Living without you" Weezer ] Just writing the lyrics doesn't do this song much justice. I've had it on repeat half the day. It's really awesome, music and words. Just wanted to share! BOWLING FOR SOUP "Where To Begin" Sail away, sail away with me I don't have a ship But we could get one easily Drift away, drift away with me On the raft we'll make of memories On an ocean we can call forever more {Pre chorus:} I want to find A piece of your mind I want to see Your make believe I don't want to try so hard I make it hard for you to breathe ::Chorus::LyricsCafe.com:: Jump into the ocean Living on a notion If you're caught up in the motion Back track and do it again And if you make it up I could never get enough Me and you together But you've gotta tell me where to begin Break away, break away from me No forget that, just sit here and look at me Summer's day Summer every day And we watch the sunset come back up And somehow know it never goes back down {Pre chorus} ::Chorus::LyricsCafe.com:: I've been saving up to buy more time with you You've been living it up with someone else And that's okay with me Because I know it and you know it too ::Chorus::LyricsCafe.com:: 2 comments|post comment

[[::i want someone to wake up for,the alarm clock will do for now::]] [14 Nov 2003|10:34pm] [ music | My favorite accident-motion city soundtrack ] MATCHBOOK ROMANCE LYRICS-Hollywood And Vine The sky looks like patchwork Stitched just enough so the sky won't fall on top of us It's Alright The city was covered in gold And made out of dreams Everything we wanted was within our reach tonight And we stood Tip-toed, eyes-glued at the scene and the realization that Everything was so clear, and plain to see This where I belong you can't take me I was fooling myself all along I'm never coming back, I'm never coming back I'm home And we drove, what felt like forever down this street and stopped at the edge of the earth It looks beautiful from here This is a place we dreamed of A place made up in our heads, we thought we'd never see But here I am Eyes blinded by painted smiles We lived a lifetime that night ----------------------------------- YELLOWCARD LYRICS-Cigarette Watching the days burning out like a cigarette, just a few drags to go. Built me up and broke me down somehow. Everything just seemed so clear to me, nothing left to know I'll love you right and I'll love you pure, right now How can you say, that it's too late To save us now And I would wait for you, if you would wait for me And I will wait for you, if you would wait for me Intoxicated the edge is serrated, so easily torn from the core I blushed the first time, but you blushed the last time my eyes in your mind regenerated these feelings of hatred, I long for your love evermore You built me up and you broke me down this time. 1 comment|post comment

Taylor Helton- "all just in my mind" [14 Nov 2003|10:55pm] [ mood | drained ] Now its time to come to clean Tell me what you think of me Should I come or should I stay cant believe a word you say I can see it in your eyes They covered all your lies Now its time for me to leave Because Im sick of your disesase The signs we both missed Never thought it would come to this I thought we were doing fine I guess it was all just in my mind So clear your thoughts And ill clear mine And we’ll leave this world behind Leave behind the torn down gates We shattered with the pains And we will never tell a soul of the lies that we both told well this is here’s the end so lets let the fun begin never thought it would come to this they’re the things that we both missed always thought we were doing fine I guess it was all just in my mind Yes you are the sign that we both missed I never thought it would come to this Always thought we were doing fine I guess it was all just in my mind post comment

Taylor Helton- "all just in my mind" [14 Nov 2003|10:55pm] [ mood | drained ] Now its time to come to clean Tell me what you think of me Should I come or should I stay cant believe a word you say I can see it in your eyes They covered all your lies Now its time for me to leave Because Im sick of your disesase The signs we both missed Never thought it would come to this I thought we were doing fine I guess it was all just in my mind So clear your thoughts And ill clear mine And we’ll leave this world behind Leave behind the torn down gates We shattered with the pains And we will never tell a soul of the lies that we both told well this is here’s the end so lets let the fun begin never thought it would come to this they’re the things that we both missed always thought we were doing fine I guess it was all just in my mind Yes you are the sign that we both missed I never thought it would come to this Always thought we were doing fine I guess it was all just in my mind post comment

[14 Nov 2003|11:13pm] Soundtrack For Our Movie by MAE I started to ache when I started to think of you. Wondering how long it would take before I step into something new. There's only so much I can fake. There's only so much that I can prove. Well, do it in a minute, I could go play the fool for you. Lights, camera, action. I think I'm going for it this time. There's something you should listen to. Could I take you for a car ride? This is the soundtrack for our movie. Would you tell me when we get to the best part? I'll play it for you. Oh no, I think I've lost this one. Can we try again? Well I'm a wreck. I really can't explain it but I, I hear the music when I look at you. Orchestrating the song to accommodate the moment. Well, I'm so in love with you. Are you looking for an answer? Because I could really use a friend tonight. We can make this last forever. We don't have to fear the sunlight. I'll take a chance and steal away this movie moment. I'm in deep whenever I'm with you. I'm directing the scene that has you and me forever. We'll I'm so in love with... 2 comments|post comment

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