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Poem I wrote...whoohoo [11 Nov 2003|12:08am]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | The early november-I want to hear yo sad ]

Is this what we call love?
-By Abby
The thought of you never leaves my head
Im going insane
I WISH I WAS DEAD.....
Dead...no more pain, no more suffering
No more shit from anyone
My bleeding wrists arent gonna fuckin get me anywhere
No one will read this, no one cares
No one understands, its a waste of time
Im a waste of time, waste of air, waste of emotions
Depression? Thats all i have..chokes me until I cant breathe from all this pain
Makes me think of ways to make it stop, but theres no way out
I want to close my eyes and let all the pain bleed away
As i fade into an endless rest
Lifeless ill lay......
Your love covers my body
My eyes cry no more
My lips say nothing
My heart broken
Your what ill die for, your all i wanted
Your what ill never have.....
Happiness


yes i know i jut posted..toodles

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Poem I wrote...whoohoo [11 Nov 2003|12:08am]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | The early november-I want to hear you sad ]

Is this what we call love?
-By Abby
The thought of you never leaves my head
Im going insane
I WISH I WAS DEAD.....
Dead...no more pain, no more suffering
No more shit from anyone
My bleeding wrists arent gonna fuckin get me anywhere
No one will read this, no one cares
No one understands, its a waste of time
Im a waste of time, waste of air, waste of emotions
Depression? Thats all i have..chokes me until I cant breathe from all this pain
Makes me think of ways to make it stop, but theres no way out
I want to close my eyes and let all the pain bleed away
As i fade into an endless rest
Lifeless ill lay......
Your love covers my body
My eyes cry no more
My lips say nothing
My heart broken
Your what ill die for, your all i wanted
Your what ill never have.....
Happiness


yes i know i jut posted..toodles

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Poem I wrote...whoohoo [11 Nov 2003|12:08am]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | The early november-I want to hear you sad ]

Is this what we call love?
-By Abby
The thought of you never leaves my head
Im going insane
I WISH I WAS DEAD.....
Dead...no more pain, no more suffering
No more shit from anyone
My bleeding wrists arent gonna fuckin get me anywhere
No one will read this, no one cares
No one understands, its a waste of time
Im a waste of time, waste of air, waste of emotions
Depression? Thats all i have..chokes me until I cant breathe from all this pain
Makes me think of ways to make it stop, but theres no way out
I want to close my eyes and let all the pain bleed away
As i fade into an endless rest
Lifeless ill lay......
Your love covers my body
My eyes cry no more
My lips say nothing
My heart broken
Your what ill die for, your all i wanted
Your what ill never have.....
Happiness


yes i know i jut posted..toodles

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steve soboslai >> just live [11 Nov 2003|12:33am]
Meeting and winning and losing and loving and praying to god that I come back to something you're gone, you're gone; and I know how the story goes I've been here before, I knew goodbye when I walked out the door, goodbye, I'm gone. So where does this leave me when I have to leave you. On the road ahead there's a new life instead the one I was just getting used to. Landscapes and signs and a few pictures to remind me I was wrongfully right. Thanks for the smile and wild nights while we laughed at the clock and didn't care about anything, lets just live. But that clock didn't stop it was running just fine and ironically I was so lost in time tonight, lets just live. he'll say clichés that I used to use on you, but I was always clever, I'd love you forever. And you know that now, and you wonder how I left, but I haven't even left yet.


he's from PUNCHLINE, gosh i love him.
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movie.. [11 Nov 2003|12:43am]
[ mood | horny ]
[ music | the movielife ]

"I get a kick every time I see you standing there before me. I get a kick though it's clear to me- you obviously don't adore me. I get no kick in a plane...flying too high with some guy in the sky is my idea of nothing to do.... yet i get a kick- out of you."

its from a movie but i cant think of which one.. any help??

thanks,
.candace.

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[11 Nov 2003|02:09am]
// "positive" by marry me jane //

I got your message couldn't call you back
I was busy gettin' you off my mind
I saw your girlfriend
I think she thinks I want you back
God you surely take your time

I don't wanna be in your fantasy
I wish you'd move to China or the moon

Positive
Capital P
Positive
You don't belong to me

I'm kinda scattered like the pieces of a puzzle
But our pieces never seem to fit

And I talk to the mirror looking deep into my eyes
But I only see this

I don't want to be in your diary
I didn't mean it when I wished you away

Positive
Capital P
Positive
You were meant for me


You're the reason the stars always shine and
I believed you when you said you'd always always be mine


I heard a rumor that you still talk about me makes me
Wanna cry and I like your girlfriend she could
Almost be my sister
Damn I wanna die

Don't wanna be in your fantasy
I wish you'd move to China or the moon

Positive
Capital P
Positive
You were meant for me
Positive
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* sorry but i need help. . [11 Nov 2003|08:01am]
does any1` know how to make words bold and underlined and scroll across the screen> comment in my journal or here :)
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[11 Nov 2003|10:12am]
[ mood | envious ]
[ music | cute without the "e" - taking back sunday ]

hey, sorry for this request, but i'm so angry i can't think...

what are some good angry i hate you songs for your significant other cheating on you?

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Call me bitter when I can't get warm, blame my shaking on the cold air [11 Nov 2003|11:29am]
[ mood | sick ]

I wrote this poem a few nights ago, and I'm thinking to myself, it could make a good song. Might need a little bit of work to make it more of a song, than a poem. I'd like to know what you guys think. Thanks.

Autumn Chill

All I want is a simple "are you alright?"
So I can say "of course not, I never am at night."
All I want are for these pills to play their numbing tricks,
To know that my heart is still something I can fix.
All I want is more than empty silence to talk to,
To turn to more than blades and sleep to feel alive and new.
All I want is to have hopes and know they're not too high,
To hear that I am beautiful and know that it's no lie.
All I want is to lean against this wall,
And know there is someone behind me, to catch me if I fall.

All I want is to know right where to start,
Not to fear turning every corner and breaking this heart.

All I want is to wake up to a message on my phone,
To have someone here tonight, and know I'm not alone.
All I want is to stop these heaving tears,
For someone to confess to all my let downs and my fears.
All I want is to steady this shaking in a long, loving embrace,
To dry these tears before they ever hit my pillow case.
All I want is to breathe with a guiding hand upon my back,
To soothe me to sleep amid this emotional attack.
All I want is not to turn to what has never failed me,
To know that you still care without the scars to see.

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Call me bitter when I can't get warm, blame my shaking on the cold air [11 Nov 2003|11:29am]
[ mood | sick ]

I wrote this poem a few nights ago, and I'm thinking to myself, it could make a good song. Might need a little bit of work to make it more of a song, than a poem. I'd like to know what you guys think. Thanks.

Autumn Chill

All I want is a simple "are you alright?"
So I can say "of course not, I never am at night."
All I want are for these pills to play their numbing tricks,
To know that my heart is still something I can fix.
All I want is more than empty silence to talk to,
To turn to more than blades and sleep to feel alive and new.
All I want is to have hopes and know they're not too high,
To hear that I am beautiful and know that it's no lie.
All I want is to lean against this wall,
And know there is someone behind me, to catch me if I fall.

All I want is to know right where to start,
Not to fear turning every corner and breaking this heart.

All I want is to wake up to a message on my phone,
To have someone here tonight, and know I'm not alone.
All I want is to stop these heaving tears,
For someone to confess to all my let downs and my fears.
All I want is to steady this shaking in a long, loving embrace,
To dry these tears before they ever hit my pillow case.
All I want is to breathe with a guiding hand upon my back,
To soothe me to sleep amid this emotional attack.
All I want is not to turn to what has never failed me,
To know that you still care without the scars to see.

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Remind me which side you should be on [11 Nov 2003|11:30am]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | Ben folds 5-brick ]

Bury me standing under your window with the cinder block in hand
Yeah cause no one will ever feel like this again
And if I could move I'm sure it would only be to crawl back to you
I must have dragged my guts a block... they were gone by the time we talked...

I want to hate you half as much as I hate myself
But you know that I could crush you with my voice

Stood on my roof and tried to see you forgetting about me
Hide the details I don't want to know a thing

I hate the way you say my name like it's something secret
My pen is the barrel of the gun. Remind me which side you should be on

I wish that I was as invisible as you make me feel.

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hmm?? [11 Nov 2003|11:34am]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | saves the day - sell my old clothes ]

"i'd punch you in the face if you weren't so beautiful"


Does anyone know what that is from?? thanks.

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[11 Nov 2003|12:08pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | Yellowcard[rocket] ]

Unsung Zeros [intermission]

If the world should end, and we both die tonight.
I'd have no more time to say the things I might.
Had I known that this last hour would come so soon.
I'd have spent the last year speaking just to you.
And they'd be awkward all the things I would have said.
And that's the reason they have not been spoken yet.
But they mean too much to let them go unheard.
Even if I cannot really find the words.

Everyone's moving
I'm standing still

I stand frozen, stooped in headlights and I watch.
As fate rolls up near and strikes me where I'm stopped.
So I look as all I've wished for fades away.
Because fear grabbed a hold and kept me stuck in place.
But now I swear to everyone I've broken free.
And most of all to you I vow to be
The best of everything which I know that I can.
Because now I'm sure I'll always understand.

Times never frozen
I will move on

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eventually, ill finally get it right [11 Nov 2003|12:33pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | Ataris-I Remember You ]

"I Remember You"

Woke up to the sound of pouring rain
The wind would whisper and I'd think of you
And all the tears you cried, that called my name
And when you needed me I came through

I paint a picture of the days gone by
When love went blind and you would make me see
I'd stare a lifetime into your eyes
So that I knew you were there for me
Time after time you were there for me

Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand
Love letters in the sand - I remember you
Through the sleepless nights and every endless day
I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you

We spend the summer with the top rolled down
Wished ever after would be like this
You said I love you babe, without a sound
I said I'd give my life for just one kiss
I'd live for your smile and die for your kiss

Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand
Love letters in the sand - I remember you
Through the sleepless nights and every endless day
I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you

We've had our share of hard times
But that's the price we paid
And through it all we kept the promise that we made
I swear you'll never be lonely

Woke up to the sound of pouring rain
Washed away a dream of you
But nothing else could ever take you away
'Cause you'll always be my dream come true
Oh my darling, I love you

Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand
Love letters in the sand - I remember you
Through the sleepless nights and every endless day
I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you

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another day goes by without you in my sight [11 Nov 2003|01:03pm]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | any taking back sunday songs ]

*does anyone know any good songs about missing love, being lonely, broken family, or remembering good times..leave me some comments please =)*

Christy

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[11 Nov 2003|01:24pm]
Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven’t missed you yet

Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don’t miss you yet

Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven’t missed you yet

Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Only when I stop to think
About you, I know
Only when you stop to think
About me, do you know

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
You hate everything about me
Why do you love me

I hate
You hate
I hate
You love me

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you


Three days Grace- "(I hate)Everything about you

I'm not that fond of "Three Days Grace", but I liked this song & it kinda suited my mood.
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[11 Nov 2003|01:52pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | alkaline trio ]

You're in the next room sleeping and I'm shouting out a song for you
I shouldn't wake you over the furnace, but I should swear to someone you'd have loved every note
So dream a good one tonight
I'll listen to the bad ones when they come
Get up in my ear 'till I hear every word
Every turn of your tongue, I will tighten my grip
No one could tell even if I fell 100 stories straight down, down, down
No one could tell even if I fell 100 stories down

I was getting bored with hurting myself
If you fall down enough, well soon enough, you will find hell
It can't be as… as pretty as we hoped it would be
It's not even warm here, not even ten degrees

This bed is too big to sleep in, and I'm dying just to feel you breath
You couldn't see across the ocean, but I was turning over 'till the vampires sleep
So dream a good one tonight
I'll listen to the bad ones when they come
Get up in my ear 'till I hear every word
Every turn of your tongue, I will tighten my grip
No one could tell even if I fell 100 stories straight down, down, down
No one could tell even if I fell 100 stories down

I was getting bored with hurting myself
If you fall down enough, well soon enough, you will find hell
It can't be as… as pretty as we hoped it would be
It's not even warm here, not even ten degrees

Dream a good one tonight
Dream a good one tonight
Dream a good one tonight
Dream a good one tonight

I was getting bored with hurting myself
So dream a good one tonight
I was getting bored with hurting myself
So dream a good one tonight
I was getting bored with hurting myself
So dream a good one tonight
I was getting bored with hurting myself

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[11 Nov 2003|01:55pm]
Marie
by The Closer I Get

Last night I pressed my forehead against the most western facing window in my home.
I squinted as hard as I could and looked out as far as I could see,
but there still wasn't you.
And you know my car still smells of you, I drive home from Phiadelphia wasted on your scent.

Dreaming of kissing on the interstate and passing out on power grids.
I'm sorry I'm not what you wanted.
I'm all I've got to give and I know sometimes its not enough,
but the more I think of you, the more I want it to be.


You know he picture you drew still hands on my wall
and the week you were here still dances on my bedroom floor.
I can't wait, spring will be here soon and the moon will glow a yellow shade of blue.
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The Early November ][ Baby Blue [11 Nov 2003|02:00pm]
It's a faster, growing greed
Flows through these leaves
I have, I try, I guess we'll be alright

I do try, I don't know why
For you brought me better nights
A beautiful, baby blue
Sky that's looking up at you
Now watch it fade away

But it's okay
We'll come around
When nights like this are never ending
I tried so hard to make this perfect
You and I somehow
We can't see eye to eye together
We always knew that you were better

I know you want it all
And you got me
Sorry I never was everything you ever dreamed
But kept at bay, for just in case that day

But it's okay
We'll come around
When nights like this are never ending
I tried so hard to make this perfect
You and I somehow
We can't see eye to eye together
We always knew that you were better

I don't want you to love me anymore

With my bags packed, I'm ready to go
But nothing's ever hurt so much for me
To let you go
To let you go

My bags packed, I'm ready to go
But nothing's ever hurt so much for me
To let you go
To let you go
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[11 Nov 2003|02:40pm]
Coheed and Cambria-Neverender

In savoring sleep, what do you mean i toss and turn everywhere?
I'll miss you when you're gone in pretending that you meant the world to me
With that you'd call me a liar and in the making mistake you'll rest incomplete

(i'll be home) in graver mistakes dear mom and dad, i write you in the letter that states
(i'll be moving on) when the new days begun forget your son when he's out on his own

When the hands read 7:30 and your night begins to sink in the short but faster fall
In the anxious but calm retort to mirror that frames your face baring the finest swell
When the day begins to break like the tears that run across your cheek
Stand straight and imagine you then in the things and the way they could have been
When the thoughts they race across your chin here in the neverend

(i'll be home) in graver mistakes dear mom and dad, i write you in the letter that states
(i'll be moving on) when the new days begun forget your son when he's out on his own

Point your gun in another direction now that you've cried yourself to sleep here in there after the fire

(before you walk home) when the days found figuring will he be home again
(signal loss and stereo) with wide open windows will she be waiting for
(the sounds surround the overpass) with severed arm placement when the day's dark, old and dead
(a dead man against you) we'll write her a letter in a long time passing by...

(i'll be home) in graver mistakes dear mom and dad, i write you in the letter that states
(i'll be moving on) when the new days begun forget your son when he's out on his own

Point your gun in another direction now that you've cried yourself to sleep here in there after the fire

I'll be home to say i love you and i'll be moving on


sigh.
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[11 Nov 2003|02:48pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | Plain White T's x A Lonely September ]

Hi everybody, I'm new here but I have been loving this site for awhile. I'll post lyrics later but right now I have a quick question please.. does anyone know the song that has the lyrics "and if you kept me here forever, you know i wouldn't mind" its really been bugging me. Thanks so much!

x Cadence

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[11 Nov 2003|03:08pm]
..::i'm a newbie to this 'community' how do you do::..

mood: lonely
music: taking back sunday- the things we'll never know

One more time in this game we play
Sorry that I couldn't make you stay
Placing pieces in the floor
Of all the things that we loved before

Like puddles, in the rain
Like puddles, we wash away

Hate me now so I can move on
Make it easier to see that you're gone
All the things they're gone too
Turn and changed into memories

Like puddles, in the rain
Like puddles, we wash away

New York City streets with friends by your side
Telling stories in words who've left us behind
All the things we'll never say
Leaving like puddles in the rain

Like puddles
in the rain

We wash away

Like puddles
in the rain

We wash away
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[11 Nov 2003|03:14pm]
If this makes the least bit of sense...does anybody know any songs that are about missing someone you can't have? Please commment...Spanx
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help... [11 Nov 2003|03:20pm]
[ mood | confused ]

hey i was wondering if anyone knew any lyrics about being confused about how you feel about someone..like you dont know if you still like them or not...or just anything with having mixed feelings about someone...thanks in advance..later

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kick ass song. [11 Nov 2003|03:31pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | the taste of ink x the used ]

Bleeds No More -- silverstein

My heart bleeds no more; now, it's been turned to stone. You're stomach feels sick for someone else. I've broken both my legs falling for you. Drag me on the ground. Powerless I stand, tarnished blade, cutting through, pushed into my vein. Blood still stains my hands. Sharpening my sense of pain outside, my heart bleeds no more. Killing everything off inside. Make sense of everything you tried to hide, hide from me. My heart bleeds no more; now, it's been turned to stone. My stomach feels sore from cutting up. I ruined all my sanctity for you. Smash me on the ground. I wanted to, convince myself there's nothing else to do. I wanted to. Provide you with proof of what you put me through. I wanted to. Pretend that I was you. Killing everything off inside. Make sense of everything you tried to hide, hide from me. My heart bleeds no more; now, it's been turned to stone. You're stomach feels sick for someone else. I've broken both my legs falling for you. Smash me on the ground.

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[11 Nov 2003|03:50pm]
I hate to do this, but i am in desperate need of some songs. so of course i have a Request,,, I have been having some major family problems. My dad has just confronted my mother about her affairs and control of our money. She has been using over 2000 dollars for hotels a month and my dad works his ASS off for that money. and she has had an affair with his brother, and 2 best friends. They have been married for almost 38 years (in Feb. it will be 38 years) and its realy hard on me. My dad is getting a place and im going to move in with him when he moves out, and theyre getting lawyers and stuff for a divorce, but for now im stuck here with my mom and dad together in the same house. and I need some songs to help me cope with this. Anything.. slow emo songs.. fast ones.. hard core... acoustic... ANYTHING that i could listen to and help me with this. Just please none on my dad or mom abandonign me.. (some on not being able to trust someone i shoudl be able to would also be great, but anything else is also needed. i am making a cd to listen to in my room over and over again to let out some of my feelings...)

thanks in advance. your help would be greatly appreciated. :-/

-brittany danielle [im such an idiot i posted this on my own journal haha and now i cant get it off]
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i dont have a name for it.... [11 Nov 2003|03:52pm]
she sits in her room all alone, no one is home. she sits in her room thinking about the day, and asking why things had to be this way. as she sits her eyes fill with tears,everything that was reality is now her fears. she has nothing to look foward to once she heard the news,her knife right there ready to use. as she picks up her only way out she wonders what the pain is all about. she clutches the knife in her fist as she beggans to destroy her wrist. this helps her she doesn't know how,as she cuts deeper the blood doesnt stop now. her eyes are bright red like the blood that rests on her bed she stops...that is it. her head rest on the pillow as it hit. her heart had just took its last beat as a single tear rests on her cold cheek

by:me
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[11 Nov 2003|04:26pm]
Bayside - Loveless Wrists

where..will i be?
when theres pain as far as eyes can see?
stand in line for days and nights
making up lost time
and this is how i feel

im going to cut these loveless wrists
my head sure hurts today..
take another 20 pills to try and make my troubles go away


i once felt strong
it wouldnt last for long
wrap my hands around my neck
kill myself again
cutmy arms with the
biggest knife that i can stand

why waste time
lifting my head
i'll keep it down
save face instead


i once felt strong
it wouldt last for long
wrap my hands around my neck
kill myself again
cut my arms with the
biggest knife that i can stand

It's more then i can stand
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[11 Nov 2003|05:04pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | jump on demand- spunge ]

"A Lonely September" by Plain White T's

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back/but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration goneit's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove

And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did

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[11 Nov 2003|05:40pm]
[ mood | reminiscent ]
[ music | Echo - Trapt ]

'Stories' - Trapt

I know Trapt aren't really emo, but I think the lyrics are really good anyways...enjoy

I found a line and then it grew
I found myself still thinking of you
I felt so empty and now I'm fine
But still it's burning when will you be mine

Too much of the same stories in our lives
I think it's time to change, don't you
Too much of the same stories in our lives
I think it's time for us to walk away from here
Stories in our lives, we keep them all inside

Now look at me still in your mind
Our memories so intertwined
Well you broke through and found your way
And so did I no need to stay

Too much of the same stories in our lives
I think it's time to change, don't you
Too much of the same stories in our lives
I think it's time for us to walk away from here

In the same old picture tried and true
We've been through that, let's look for something new

Do you remember lying on the beach so late at night
Do you remember running through the sprinklers that night
Do you remember all the songs that I have wrote for you
I remember the way you made me feel when I was with you
I remember the smile that always brought me back to you
That look in your eyes, I never thought that this would be untrue

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[11 Nov 2003|05:56pm]
THE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS LYRICS

"Too Far Gone"

I should warn you
Things you're feeling, aren't normal now.
Think you need me
It's not easy, let you go some how.

Now we're too far gone,
Hope is such a waste
Every breath you take you give
me the burdens bitter taste

You promise that you'd stay
You say you want to go
Your lips provide a shelter for the
things that i don't know

Please speak slowly
My heart is learning
Teach me heart-ache,
Stop this burning now.

Wishful thinking
Patience shrinking, bliss is far away
North is calling
Now I'm falling, at your feet please stay
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mmm, stuck in my head... [11 Nov 2003|05:56pm]
THE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS LYRICS

"Too Far Gone"

I should warn you
Things you're feeling, aren't normal now.
Think you need me
It's not easy, let you go some how.

Now we're too far gone,
Hope is such a waste
Every breath you take you give
me the burdens bitter taste

You promise that you'd stay
You say you want to go
Your lips provide a shelter for the
things that i don't know

Please speak slowly
My heart is learning
Teach me heart-ache,
Stop this burning now.


Wishful thinking
Patience shrinking, bliss is far away
North is calling
Now I'm falling, at your feet please stay
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Zao -- A Fall Farewell [11 Nov 2003|07:13pm]
If this is posted twice im sorry, my computer is being anal!
Okay, for all of you music fanatics out there, i know zao is not at all an emo band... very far from it in fact, but i feel as though this song qualifies. perhaps you wont see the meaning behind it unless you read into it, into the words. but heres a little help: this song was written after the singers brother died. im out ciao!

A Fall Farewell - Zao
in a time of quietness
i reflect on childhood memories
caught wisping through my mind
falling leaves create the stage
words spoken were not cherished
on the last day of our friendship
and those words were possibly the last
what were your thoughts as a dreaming child
i awaken to a nightmare
after a gentle nudge i find out you're gone
the machines that kept you alive were careless
did you ask Him to forgive you before you passed on
you slipped away into the ground..
you broke the vanity...
you brought the silence ...
(i hope you are with Jesus.)
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[11 Nov 2003|07:50pm]
Azure Ray "November"

So I'm waiting for this task to end,
so that lighter days can soon begin;
I'll be alone, but maybe more carefree,
Like a kite that floats so effortlessly;


I was afraid to be alone,
but now I'm scared that's how I like to be;

All these faces run the same,
how can there be so many personalities?

So many lifeless, empty hands,
so many hearts in great demand;
and now my sorrow seems so far away,
until I'm taken by these bolts of pain;

But I turn them off, and tuck them away,
until those rainy days that make them stay;
And then I'll cry so hard to these sad songs,
and the words still ring, once here, now gone;


And they echo through my head everyday,
and I don't they'll ever go away;
Just like thinking of your childhood home,
but we can't go back, we're on our own;


Ohh. . .

But I'm about to give this one more shot,
And find it in myself, I'll find it in myself;

So we're speeding towards that time of year,
to the day that marks that you're not here;
And I think I'll want to be alone,
so please understand that I don't answer the phone;

I'll just and stare at my deep blue walls,
until I can see nothing at all;
Only particles, some fast, some slow,
all my eyes can see is all I know;


Ohh. . .

But I'm about to give this one more shot,
And find it in myself, I'll find it in myself;

( Do, do, do, do-do-do ) (x3)
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[11 Nov 2003|08:15pm]
any songs about two best friends falling for each other? either that or about like.. feelings being involved with friends and now everythings fucked up. either one would help a lottttt. thanks kiddies
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[11 Nov 2003|08:36pm]
[Black Sea]
By: Starmarket

colors make me blind.
and leave me far behind.
hate to let you know.
usually let go.
one more time around.
i leave without a sound.
there is no black or white.
but you're my star tonight.
here's the deep black sea.
there is nothing left in me.
a sinking stone.
i think you killed me long ago.
there's a deep black sea.
somewhere inside of me.
slip into the fog.
where everything is locked.
you're voice from far away.
i can hear you say.
step into the light.
you're my star tonight.
and every time.
i pretend that i am blind.
and i just can't seem to see.
any reason to believe
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[11 Nov 2003|08:41pm]
[When the Light in My Heart is Out]
By: Starmarket

i would like to know you.
would you like that too.
how long will it last.
until you see me through.
summer ends and i know that my heart belongs here.
even though i promised not to let you come near.
when you look in my eyes and they're empty.
when my mouths speaking empty words.
when you feel there is nobody in here.
can you promise to disturb.
when i don't tell you how much i love you.
when the light in my heart is out.
when you sense there is no way to reach me.
can you promise to not doubt.
say you will believe me.
even when i won't.
that you will have faith even when i won't.
winter's here and i feel a spark burn within me.
maybe you can lead me out to where i can see.
four hours light.
this is not the time of year.
to feel very glad.
god help me cry.
it is what i need right now.
i don't wanna hide
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[11 Nov 2003|08:48pm]
[ mood | working ]

JIMMY EAT WORLD LYRICS

"If You Don't, Don't"

What's wrong baby, don't they treat you like they should?
Did you take 'em for it?
Every penny that you could?
We once walked out on the beach and once I almost touched your hand.
Oh how I dreamed to finally say such things then only to pretend.
Don't you know I'm thinkin', drivin' 405 past midnight.
You know I miss you.
Don't you know that I miss you?
Ninth and Ash on a Tuesday night.
I would write to you from a museum mile, toast to you:
your whisper, your smile.
Up the stairs at the Weatherford, a ghost each place I hide.
If you don't don't know, why would you say so?
Would you mean this please if it happens?
If you don't know, why would you say so?
Won't you get your story straight.
If you don't know, honey, why'd you just say so?
And I need this now more than I ever did.
If you don't well, honey, then you don't.
I left you waiting, at the least could we be friends?
Should have never started, ain't that the way it always ends?
On my life I'll try today, there's so much I've felt I should say, but.
Even if your heart would listen, doubt I could explain.
If you don't don't know, why'd you say so?
Would you mean this please if it happens?
If you don't know, why would you say so?
Won't you get your story straight.
If you don't know, honey, why'd you just say so?
Cause I need this now more than I ever did.
If you don't well, honey, then you don't.
So here we are now, a sip of wine a sip of water.
Someday maybe, maybe someday we'll be smarter.
And I'm sorry that I'm such a mess, I drank all my money could get and,
took everything you let me have and then I never loved you back.
If you don't don't know, why would you say so?
Would you mean the please if it happens?
If you don't know, why would you say so?
Won't you get your story straight?
If you don't know, honey, why'd you just say so?
Cause I need this now yeah need this, need this.
If you don't well, honey, then you don't
And if you don't well, honey, then you don't
If you don't know, honey, honey, then you don't.

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[11 Nov 2003|08:50pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

JIMMY EAT WORLD LYRICS

"Cautioners"

The time I would spend with pictures I would not send.
I watched you go from left to right.
I followed you all night across my blinds.
You'll change your mind come monday and turn your back on me.
You'll take your steps away with hesitance.
Take your steps away from me.
I'm making my peace, making it with distance.
Maybe that's a big mistake.
You know I'm thinking of you.
I miss you.
You'll change your mind come monday and turn your back on me.
You'll take your steps away with hesitance.
You'll take your steps away from me.
You'll change your mind come monday and turn your back on me.
Take your steps away with hesitance.
Take your steps away from me.

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SAFETY PINS NOT SO SAFE [11 Nov 2003|08:50pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | "Minority" By Green Day ]

Here I go I've done it again
Stuck myself and the pins
In situations so red felt

Here you go you're doing it again
Cleaning the stains off the wall
From the situations so red felt

One of these times maybe ill grab the sponge
But knowing me im so much more likely
To grab a paintbrush and cover it up

Safety pins how i don't know why they're called that
They're not so safe when they're embedded in your veins

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[11 Nov 2003|08:53pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Bright Eyes ]

Hey - someone put a song up here a few days ago called THE APOPLOGY LETTER. Could you post it again, please...i remember thinking it was just right...

Is this the Part? - One Dollar Short

We went out last night - didn't go as planned
Dropped you off around 12.
Car door slam, no look back (i said i was sorry...)
You didn't say goodnight
What have i done that was so wrong?

Is this the part when we say it's over?
Is this the part when we say goodbye?
I didn't mean to make you cry
I didn't mean to hurt you
Please believe me when i say...

Why can't we just go back to how things once were?
Why won't you return my calls?
Some words were said, the kind the hurt
A promise made, a promise broken
We have to work this out
What have i done that was so wrong?

Is this the part when we say its over?
Is this the part when we say goodbye?
Didn't mean to make you cry
Didn't mean to hurt you
Please believe me when i say i'm sorry
I'm sorry, so sorry

is this the part when we say? is this the part when we say?
is this the part when we say? is this the part when we say?

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SOMETHING CORPORATE LYRICS [11 Nov 2003|09:15pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | Awake-Finch ]

"Space"

Home, is this the quiet place that you should be alone?
Is this where the tortured and the troubled find their own?
I don't know, but I can tell this isn't you, your cover's blown
Oh no, don't you dare hang up that phone

Hey, give me space so I can breathe
Give me space so I can sleep
Give me space so you can drown in this with me

In this place
The lonely escapade in outer space
There's no antidote for irony you say
that you have, when you know that you don't
and you say, that you can, when you know that you won't

Hey, give me space but I can't breathe
Give me space but I can't sleep
Give me just one inch I swear that's all I'll need

These battered walls and TV screens
Sometimes they make me want to scream


"As You Sleep"

Close your eyes
And I will be swimming
Lullabies fill your room
And I will be singing
Singing to only you
Don't forget I'll hold your head
Watch the night sky fading red

But as you sleep
And no one is listening
I will lift you off your feet
And keep you from sinking
Don't you wake up yet
Cause soon I'll be leaving you
But you won't be leaving me

In the car
The radio leaves me searching for your star
A constellation of frustration
Driving Hard
Singing my thoughts back to me
Like watching heartache on TV

But as you sleep
And no one is listening
I will lift you off your feet
And keep you from sinking
Don't you wake up yet
Cause soon I'll be leaving you
But you won't be leaving me

Singing my thoughts back to me
Like watching heartache on TV

But as you sleep
And no one is listening
I will lift you off your feet
And keep you from sinking
Don't you wake up yet
Cause soon I'll be leaving you
Soon I'll be leaving you
But you won't be leaving me


"Down"

Let's get drunk
You can drive us to the harbor
Wish upon a star but
Do you know what stars are?
Balls of fire, burning up the black space
Falling from the landscape
Exploding in the face of God

Let's get crazy,
Talk about our big plans
Places that you're going
Places that I haven't been
Build my walls up
Concrete castle
Keep this kingdom free of hassle, yeah

Yeah
Yeah

But I hear sound echo in the emptiness
All around, but you can't change this loneliness
Look at what you've found, I'm falling down

Taste the saline rolling down your cheekbone
Tell me that you're alone, tell me on the telephone
Feel your heart it breaks within your chest now
Try to get some rest now, sleeps not coming easy for a while, child

Child, yeah

But I hear sound echo in the emptiness
All around, but you can't change this loneliness
Look at what you've found, I'm falling down
Down, down
Down, down

But I hear sound echo in the emptiness
All around, but you can't change this loneliness
Look at what you've found, I'm falling down
Look at what you've found, I'm falling down

"Only Ashes"

piece by piece, and bit by bit
i'll break this down for you, real slow
but i can't whisper all of this
and i can't seem to let this go

so i'll watch the matches, turn to ashes
i'll watch the matches, turn to ashes

i can tell its your turn, i smell the sulfur so clear
and fire's a beautiful sound
and the wings that you burn turn to ashes my dear
and ashes just fall to the ground
yeah we're only ashes

part by part and inch by inch
you'll have your mile when its through
incinerate whats left of this
and torch the part of me that's you

so i'll watch the matches, turn to ashes

i can tell it's your turn, i smell the sulfur so clear
and fire's a beautiful sound
and the wings that you burn turn to ashes my dear
and ashes just fall to the ground
yeah we're only ashes

i can tell it's your turn, i smell the sulfur so clear
and fire's a beautiful sound
and the wings that you burn turn to ashes my dear
and ashes just fall to the ground
yeah we're only ashes

"Me And The Moon"

It's a good year for a murder
she's begging to jesus, she's pulling the trigger
there's no tears, cause he's not here
she washes her hands, and she fixes the dinner
but soon they'll be coming to rush her away
no one's so sure if her crime had a reason

reasons like seasons
they constantly change
and the seasons of last year
like reasons have floated away
away with this spilt milk
away with this dirty dish water, away
seventeen years, and all that he gave was a daughter

"it's me and the moon," she says
i got no trouble with that
but i am a butterfly, you wouldn't let me die
"it's me and the moon," she says

and it's over, but it just started
the blood stained the carpet
her heart like a crystal
she's lucid and departed
a life left behind, she can find in her mind gone away

away with these nightmares
away with suburbia
shake down away
you marry a role and
you give up your soul til you break down

"it's me and the moon," she says
"i got no trouble with that, but i am a butterfly, you wouldn't let me die"
"it's me and the moon," she says

but what do you say we go for a ride?
what do you say we get high?
but i'm so tired of days that feel like the night

"it's me and the moon," she says
and i got no trouble with that, but i am a butterfly, you wouldn't let me die
i am a butterfly, i am a butterfly, i am a butterfly


"The Runaway"

if you ran to the end of the earth
i would catch you and you would be safe
if you fell down a well
i would bring you a rope and take all of your pain
all the pain, all the pain
that you hide from me everyday

if youre missing i will run away
i will build a path to you
if you're missing i will run away
cause i find myself in you

if i woke up alone i won't stop till i'll find you and you are with me
cause by now, i know you better than you know yourself
and i know what you really need
what you need, or i need
but either way this is where you should be
here with me, or ill bleed so much that you wont believe

if you're missing i will run away
i will build a path to you
if you're missing i will run away
cause i find myself in you

you better not, you better not run
you better not, you better not run

if you're missing i will run away
i will build a path to you
if you're missing i will run away
i will find you
i will find you
i will find you

"Ruthless"

This is the only lonely picture
Waiting on my floor littering my shore
This is the last true burning letter
Given to a girl
Written by a boy
Living in a world
Created to destroy

But if I built you a city
Would you let me?
Would you tear it down?

But there you go for the last time
I finally know now what I should have known then
But I could still be ruthless if you let me
But there you go when I'm not done
Waving goodbye well at least you're having fun
The rising tide will not let you forget me

This is your ghost that kneels before me
Razors on her tongue, a body full of oxygen
It wont be the last time she'll ignore me
Thinning in my skin
Without the strength, to go
Winter setting in
To cover you in snow

But if I built you a city, would you let me in?
Would you tear it down?

But there you go for the last time
I finally know what I should have known then
But I could still be ruthless if you let me
But there you go when I'm not done
Waving goodbye well at least you're having fun
the rising tide will not let you forget me

I'll raise towers and climb them
Rivers and walk them
Oceans to drown in
you won't make a sound in

But there you go for the last time
I finally know what I should have known then
But i could still be ruthless if you let me
But there you go when I'm not done
You're waving goodbye well at least you're having fun
The rising tide will not let you forget me
......Forget me


"She Paints Me Blue"

Tonight I watch the lights go out in your house
Wondering how I could get so deep
And you can still get to sleep
In vain I blame my trembling on the cold air
And I can't hide that I relied on you
Like yellow does on blue

And your my good feeling, I'm kneeling
Inside her room she paints me blue
And you are my reason for breathing
Inside her room she paints me blue

Atlanta started raining on me
And teenage love was underground
Tonight I break the surface
Atlanta started raining on me

And no young girl was claiming me
And naming me
And destiny gets nervous and

And your my good feeling, I'm kneeling
Inside her room she paints me blue
And you are my reason for breathing
Inside her room she paints me blue, again

And your my good feeling, I'm kneeling
Inside her room she paints me blue
And you are my reason for breathing
Inside her room she paints me blue, again

Atlanta started raining on me
on me
Atlanta started raining on me
on me

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[11 Nov 2003|09:24pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | thrice- where idols once stood ]

Nobody Takes Pictures Of The Drummer- Nora

Watched your lips move during that interview.
That voice wasn't yours.
Spitting poison that's not dangerous,
Throwing knives that are dull.

I read what you said in that interview.
Was that you?
Why didn't it hurt you when you cut yourself?
How come there's no blood coming from those wounds?


Just not that cool.
You're no hero.

What if you meant it?
We meant it when we sang along.
What the fuck did you think I was pointing my finger at?
My see-through-hero,
You can't block the bullets I'm going to shoot at you.

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::this song makes me cry:: [11 Nov 2003|09:44pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | SoCo-21 and invisable ]

I know I posted this but it's such a great song


"Me And The Moon"

It's a good year for a murder
she's begging to jesus, she's pulling the trigger
there's no tears, cause he's not here
she washes her hands, and she fixes the dinner
but soon they'll be coming to rush her away
no one's so sure if her crime had a reason

reasons like seasons
they constantly change
and the seasons of last year
like reasons have floated away
away with this spilt milk
away with this dirty dish water, away
seventeen years, and all that he gave was a daughter

"it's me and the moon," she says
i got no trouble with that
but i am a butterfly, you wouldn't let me die
"it's me and the moon," she says

and it's over, but it just started
the blood stained the carpet
her heart like a crystal
she's lucid and departed
a life left behind, she can find in her mind gone away

away with these nightmares
away with suburbia
shake down away
you marry a role and
you give up your soul til you break down

"it's me and the moon," she says
"i got no trouble with that, but i am a butterfly, you wouldn't let me die"
"it's me and the moon," she says

but what do you say we go for a ride?
what do you say we get high?
but i'm so tired of days that feel like the night

"it's me and the moon," she says
and i got no trouble with that, but i am a butterfly, you wouldn't let me die
i am a butterfly, i am a butterfly, i am a butterfly

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[[:: waiting, to find nothing at all::]] [11 Nov 2003|10:12pm]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | cheek to cheek-the starting line ]

:: anyone have a song about how they never thought they'd gt over someone but then met someone who makes you smile again??thanx::


[and i dare you to forget]

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[11 Nov 2003|11:08pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | Starting line:"decisions decisions" ]

Im in such a damn good mood right now and I fuckin love this song man starting line rocks...Yah baby!

"Decisions Decisions"

I cant wait for this to end
and leave tonight behind us
I'm unsettled letting go of you
and sleeping the night in silence

This letdown falls along with me
onto my bed while rolling over
So break my heart or break my fall
don't kiss him or cover all
the memories you had of me

the last time I saw you
you were standing by his side
the last time you saw me
was through your closed eyes as i'm waiting by the phone

He loves you
who loves you more?
To let you go

He loves you
who loves you more?
To let you go

I can wait until my heart mends
so I can finally go outside
and I tell myself, well Ken
It's better to have lost love
than to paint a smile and pretend

The last time I saw you
you were standing by his side
the last time you saw me
seated close as I waited by the phone

He loves you
who loves you more?
To let you go

He loves you
who loves you more?
To let you go

The last time I saw you
you were standing by his side
the last time you saw me
was in a crumpled photograph that missed the bin

He loves you
who loves you more?
To let you go

He loves you
who loves you more?
To let you go

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I want a lover i don't have to love...i want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't give a fuck [11 Nov 2003|11:25pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | bright eyes-lover i dont have to love ]

SOMETHING CORPORATE


"Punk Rock Princess"

Maybe when the room is empty, maybe when the bottles full,

maybe when the door gets broke down love can break in.


Maybe when I'm done with thinking, maybe you can think me whole,
maybe when I'm done with endings this can begin.


If you I could be myYOUR punk rock princess I YOU could be yourMY garage band king.
You could tell me why you just don't fit in and how you're 'gonna be something.

If I could be your first real heartache I would do it over again.
If youI could be myYOUR punk rock princess, I would be your heroine.

Maybe when your hair gets darker, maybe when your eyes get wide,
maybe when the walls are smaller there will be more space.
Maybe when I'm not so tired, maybe you could step inside,
maybe when I look for things that I can't replace.
I never though you'd last, I never dreamed you would.
You watch your life go past, you wonder if you should.
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[matchbook romance] [11 Nov 2003|11:39pm]
"Playing For Keeps"

It's so simple and complicated.
The way you can crush me.
No matter how much this hurts, this is through.
I get as far as your door before i get caught.
I make up excuses just to touch you and I can't stop, I can't stop.
So are we playing for keeps.
The days begin and they don't end for weeks.
Leave me left out of anyting to do with you.
Excuse me while I fall apart.
Don't flatter yourself sweetheart.
Let me take the wheel and I'll crash this car.
Why do you have to make this so hard?
You're so good at pretending everything is alright.
You're as welcome as cancer, but my door is always unlocked.
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:::Disorder- Joy Division::: [11 Nov 2003|11:41pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | Norma Jean ]

I've been waiting for a guide to come
and take me by the hand
Could these sensations make me feel
the pleasures of a normal man
New sensations bear the innocence -
leave them for another day
I've go the spirit, lose the feeling
take the shock away

It's getting faster, moving faster now,
it's getting out of hand
On the tenth floor, down the backstairs
into no-man's land
Lights are flashing,
cars are crashing,
getting frequent now
I've got the spirit, lose the feeling, let it
out somehow

What means to you,
what means to me -
and we will meet again
I'm watching you, I watch it all
I take no pity from friends
Who is right and who can tell,
and who gives a damn right now
Until the spirit, new sensation
takes hold - then you know
I've got the spirit, but lose the feeling
Feeling

I love this song sooo much just thought I'd post it!.... also if anyone knows any songs about being rejected by the oposite sex it would help me alot! Thanx so much!
-J.D.

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Bleed one more time for me [11 Nov 2003|11:46pm]
[ mood | listless ]
[ music | dead poetic-bliss tearing eyes ]

YOUR OWN DISASTER
-Taking Back Sunday-

just think of this and me
as just a few of the many things
to lie around,
to clutter up your shelves
and I wish you weren't worth the wait
cause there are some things
that I'd like to say to you

And I don't think that you know
what you've been missing
cause I don't think that you know
what you've been missing

and I dare you to forget
the marks you left across my neck
from those nights when we were both found at our best
now I could make this obvious and you,
you could deny me
all in one breath
you could shrug me off your shoulders

And I don't think that you know
what you've been missing
cause I don't think that you know
what you've been missing
And I don't think that you know
said I don't think that you know
said I don't think that you know
what you've been missing

hey lush, have fun
it's the weekend
hey lush, have fun
hey lush, have fun
it's the weekend
hey lush, have fun
(no I don't think that you know
what you've been missing)
hey lush, have fun
it's the weekend
(no I don't think that you know
what you've been missing)
hey lush, have fun
(no I don't think that you know
what you've been missing)
hey lush, have fun
it's the weekend
(no I don't think that you know
what you've been missing)
hey lush, have fun
[forget me, it's that simple]
(no I don't think that you know
what you've been missing)
hey lush, have fun
[forget me, it's that simple]
it's the weekend
(no I don't think that you know
what you've been missing)
[forget me it's that simple]
(no I don't think that you know
what you've been missing)
hey lush, have fun
[forget me it's that simple]
it's the weekend
[forget me it's that simple]
(no I don't think that you know
what you've been missing)
hey lush, have fun
[forget me it's that simple]
hey lush, have fun
[forget me it's that simple]
[just forget me it's that simple]
[just forget me it's that simple]
[just forget me it's that simple]
[just forget me it's that simple]
[just forget me it's that simple]
[just forget me it's that simple]

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[bright eyes] [11 Nov 2003|11:46pm]
heya everyone, i'm new to this community and wanted to say hi and post some lyrics that i can relate to at the moment. thanks and enjoy. i love bright eyes ^_^



No Lies, Just Love
It was in the march of the winter I turned seventeen
That I bought those pills
I thought I would need
And I wrote a letter to my family
Said it's not your fault
And you've been good to me
Just lately I've been feeling
Like I don't belong
Like the ground's not mine to walk upon
And I've heard that music
Echo through the house
Where my grandmother drank
By herself
And I sat watching a flower
As it was withering
I was embarrassed by its honesty
So I'd prefer to be remembered as a smiling face
Not this fucking wreck
That's taken its place

So please forgive what I have done
No you can't stay mad at the setting sun
Cause we all get tired, I mean eventually
There is nothing left to do but sleep

But spring came bearing sunlight
Those persuasive rays
So I gave myself a few more days
My salvation it came, quite suddenly
When Justin spoke very plainly
He said "Of course it's your decision,
But just so you know,
If you decide to leave,
Soon I will follow"

I wrote this for a baby
Who has yet to be born
My brother's first child
I hope that womb's not too warm
Cause it's cold out here
And it'll be quite a shock
To breathe this air
To discover loss
So I'd like to make some changes
Before you arive
So when your new eyes meet mine
They won't see no lies
Just love.
Just love.

I will be pure
No, no, I know i will be pure
Like snow, like gold
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[11 Nov 2003|11:53pm]


forget all the mistakes my love
they won't be made again
leave the photos in the drawer, my love
we no longer need them
we both know where we've been

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