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do you miss me miss misery? [09 Nov 2003|12:41am] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | tbs-your own disaster ] does anyone know of songs about being led on...or just having your emotions messed with and the pain of being hurt from that? thanks in advance. 4 comments|post comment

*request..sorry :\ [09 Nov 2003|09:56am] [ mood | invisible ] [ music | armor for sleep- dream to make believe ] Hey, i was wondering if anyone knows any good songs about feeling left out, or feeling like no one notices you? well thanks.. much love post comment

*request..sorry :\ [09 Nov 2003|09:56am] [ mood | invisible ] [ music | armor for sleep- dream to make believe ] Hey, i was wondering if anyone knows any good songs about feeling left out, or feeling like no one notices you? well thanks.. much love 1 comment|post comment

Taking Back Sunday ][ Bike Scene [09 Nov 2003|10:12am] I'll leave the lights down low so she knows I mean business And maybe we could talk this over Cause I could be your best bet Let alone your worst ex And let alone your worst... I wanna hate you so bad But I can't (but I can't) stop this anymore than you can So honestly, how could you say those things when you know they don't mean anything And you know very well that I can't keep my hands to myself, hands to myself I wanna hate you so bad But I can't (but I can't) stop this anymore than you can This is all wrong and it shows There's certain things I promised not to let you know, (I've got a silly way of keepin you up on the edge of my seat, I've got a silly way of keepin you up on the...) not to let you know I never let you, never let you, never... You've got this silly way of keeping me on the edge of my seat But you're only counting the clock against the train And I'm miserable, oh (I've got a silly way of keepin you up on the edge of my seat, I've got a silly way of keepin you up on the...) And you're just getting started I'm miserable, oh And you're just getting started You've got me right where you want me (let's never talk) Let's never talk, let's never, let's never talk about this again because... I didn't want it to mean that much to me I didn't want it to mean that much to me I didn't want it to mean that much to me I didn't want it to mean that much to me post comment

[09 Nov 2003|10:33am] [ mood | thirsty ] [ music | equal by six-The Apology Letter ] It’s been way too long since we’ve been alone, It’s been way too long that I've been on my own, I tried to hear your words, instead I gave these doubts ears, The truth won’t resonate because I’m caved in by fear. It’s when you see yourself ending this life of pain, You appear right back at the start, It’s when you see yourself ending your life of pain, That you appear, bloody and broken hearted. I’m sorry for these late night calls. I just wanted to hear your voice. Lull me to sleep and please numb my pain, Tell me you’re here and you love me again, My heart-filled efforts now seem unreal, I’ve destroyed every chance for you to see how I feel. And If I wished anymore than I do, I’d end up blowing my head off, Hoping to improve. But if I tried any harder, I’d end up killing myself, For the things I’ve put you through, I’m sorry for my breakdowns. There’re a thousand words in every single tear. I’m sorry for your downfalls, I’m sorry for these guilt trip phone calls, You’ve saved my life, you took away this knife, I love you, angel, I love you so. post comment

[09 Nov 2003|11:20am] [ mood | mellow ] [ music | IOU One Galaxy-the ataris ] i served out my detention and in the end i got an honorable mention in the movie of my life, starring you instead of me when the moonlight, hits your bright eyes i go blind and maybe next time i'll remember not to tell you something stupid like i'll never leave your side like the oldest movie i ever saw was the one we wrote together i said i hate you but i'd never change a thing i can be your John Cusack i burnt out my defensive now everything i say is taken as offensive honorable mention-fall out boy <333 Viv post comment

don't go... [09 Nov 2003|11:32am] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | Matchbox Romance: "Promise" ] "What would say if I asked you not to go To forget everyone, forget everything And start over with me Would you take my hand and never let me go Promise me you'll never let me go And now the stars aren't out tonight But, neither are we to look up at them Why does hello feel like good bye These memories can't replace These wishes I wish and Dreams I chase Take this broken heart and make it right I feel like I've lost everything when you're gone Left Remembering what it's like To have you here with me I thought you should know you're not making this easy I never thought I'd be the one to say "Please don't, please don't leave me" I feel like I've lost everything when you're gone Left Remembering what it's like To have you here with me I thought you should know you're not making this easy You're not making this easy Take my hand and never let me go Take my hand and never let me go Promise me You'll never let go, You'll never let go You'll never let go, You'll never let go Make this last forever I feel like I've lost everything when you're gone Left Remembering what it's like To have you here with me I thought you should know You're not making this easy, You're not making this easy You're not making this easy,You're not making this easy You're not making this easy, You're not making this easy So, I fall asleep tonight Cause that brings me closer to you." 1 comment|post comment

[09 Nov 2003|11:46am] [ music | brand new - am i wrong ] further seems forever - "the sound" If only I had an ocean to compliment the sky I'd pull it down and paint for you and never question why cause red would mean you loved me and blue would mean you cared but black my heart when i'm left alone to cold and killing stares this is the burning of a dream this is the burning of a dream the sound now turns to silence and i'll keep spinning around in the rain of my of my own tears as they fall into the bucket of your apologies while closing everyone elses eyes because your own are shut not to see the volume rise again Feels like im waiting in the last hiding place on earth hangman's noose tight around my neck but i'm saved for 10000 memories been washed ashore be swept again by forever and sailed away from you Now that the rain has ended so the sun...can shine thru me The sound now turns to silence but i'll keep spinning around naked in the rain of my own tears as they fall into the bucket of your apologies while closing everyone else’s eyes because your own are shut not to see the volume rise again. Only you could row my boat ashore If only you could set my fears at rest but until lack of sympathies regress I’m still waiting, I’m still waiting for your call. The sound now turns to silence but I'll keep spinning around naked in the rain of my own tears as they fall into the bucket of your apologies while closing everyone else’s eyes because your own are shut not to see the volume rise again. 1 comment|post comment

[09 Nov 2003|11:52am] I think you're a really neat person. and I think I want to spend some more times with you, cause you aren't boring and your phone skills are really rad. you call me up again. I think I really like you. you're in my thoughts all the time. I remember what you look like. I can picture us walking hand in hand and side by side. then I look into your grey-blue eyes. I like you an awful lot. saves theday >> i think i'll quit post comment

[09 Nov 2003|11:55am] 504 plan-fathead now that all this smoke is clearing, the plan has been destroyed and im back here, in puddles of what was my moon light the only thing that kept me safe from tears, and pictures of you race through my head, and now its time for me to go back home, in my head, im left alone. and now that we're over this hill, these arguements will all be gone again the eyes i love see through you, and telling me this bridge is broken, wont help me not to hurt when i see you and nothing will grow here again and now this is the end of something that made me smile lightning bolts inside, and tears are not enough to heal this, my heart will reconnect inside my mind, but in my chest theres hollow holes now, and never will i feel the same again, these empty holes have dried me out and now that we're over this hill, these arguements will all be gone again the eyes i love see through you, and telling me this bridge is broken, wont help me not to hurt when i see you and nothing will grow here again, take my heart and keep it with you ill never know another love again these days i spent with you are telling the story of a broken hearted kid and all my life ive never noticed the rotten taste of heart ache now i know what it is, and who its for post comment

BrandNew - Me vs. Maradona vs. Elvis [09 Nov 2003|12:27pm] With one or two I get used to the room. We go slow when we first make our moves. But five or six bring you out to the car. Number nine with my head on the bar. And it's sad, but true. Out of cash and I owe. I got you. Desperate desires and unadmirable plans. My tongue will taste the gin and malicious intent. Bring you back to the bar. Get you out of the cold. A sober straight face gets you out of your clothes. And they're scared that we know all the crimes they'll commit. Who they'll kiss before they get home. I will lie awake. Lie for fun and fake the way I hold you. Then you'll fall for every empty word I say. Barely conscious in the door where you stand. Your eyes are filing sleep while your mouth makes your demands. You laugh at every word, trying hard to be cute. I almost feel sorry for what I'm gonna do. And your hair smells of smoke. Who will cast the first stone? You can't sit or spend the night all alone. Brass buttons on your coat hold the cold in the shape of a heart that they cut out of stone. You're using all your looks that you've thrown from the start. If you let me have my way, I swear I'll tear you apart. Cause it's all you can be. You're a drunk and you're scared. It's ladies night. All the girls drink for free. I will lie awake. Lie for fun and fake the way I hold you. Then you'll fall for every empty word I say. post comment

Sorry, this has nothing to do with lyrics. [09 Nov 2003|12:29pm] [ mood | crappy ] People say you can really never get over your first love, is that true? My first love(of 11 months)just dumped me. I don't know what to think or do. I love him to death. 7 comments|post comment

[09 Nov 2003|12:59pm] [ mood | restless ] [ music | Cold "Suffocate" ] I'm not really a big fan of LFO. Their not anywhere close to emo and not really my type of music at all but this song isn't all that bad. It came on the radio and It was crazy how much its like my situation so I figured what the hell.... so here ya go. "Every other time" I said lets talk about it as she walked out on me and slamed the door but I just laugh about it cuz shes always playin those games C'mon (deep down) deep down i know she loves me but shes got a funny way of showin me how she cares (she cares) last night she did a donut on my lawn and drove out w/ her finger in the air Oh yeah Sometimes its black Sometimes its white Sometimes shes wrong Sometimes im right Sometimes we talk about it or we figure it out But then she just changed her mind Sometimes shes hot Sometimes im cold Sometimes my head wants to explode But when i think about it im so in love with her Every other time nananananananananana Every other time nananananananananana Every other time nananananananananana Every oth-every other time sometimes we sit around just the 2 of us on the park bench sometimes we swim around like 2 dolphins in the oceans of our hearts but then i think about the time that we broke up before the prom and u told everyone that I was gay "ok" sometimes I walk around the town for i was just to settle down but I take you back and u kick me down cuz thats the way uhhu uhhu I like it Sometimes its black Sometimes its white Sometimes shes wrong Sometimes im right Sometimes we talk about it or we figure it out But then she just changed her mind Sometimes shes hot Sometimes im cold Sometimes my head wants to explode But when i think about it im so in love with her Every other time nananananananananana yeah every other time nananananananananana Every other time nananananananananana Every oth-every other time Keep it up home girl don'tcha quit u know the way u scream is the ultimate And when I walk away just watch the clock n then i don't even get around the block and I say "let's talk about it" as she walks out on me and slams the door one day we'll laugh about it cuz we're always playin those games nananananananananana every oth-every other time sometimes its black sometimes its white sometimes shes wrong sometimes I'm right sometimes we talk about it or we figure it out but then she just changed her mind sometimes shes hot sometimes im cold sometimes my head wants to explode but when i think about it I'm so in love with her every other time nananananananananana yeah every other time nananananananananana every other time nananananananananana every oth-every other time keep it up home girl don'tcha quit u know the way u scream is the ultimate And when I walk away just watch the clock n then I don't even get around the block and i say "let's talk about it" as she walks out on me and slams the door one day we'll laugh about it cuz we're always playin those games nananananananananana Every oth-every other time Oh yeah Every other time 4 comments|post comment

no easy answer >> best friends [09 Nov 2003|01:27pm] Best friends don't rip each others hearts out Or give into temptation without putting up a fight I see through your exaggeration And all of your complications Its just wasting all of my time The sky is bright tonight And Im wishing that a star will come crashing down and rip right through your spine So I can hear you scream and I can watch you cry and I can see your tears fall through your dreadful eyes Still trying to erase these memories from my head So I can throw them back at you and make you remember those things you said Everybody sees through you, so don't tell me cause Im not believing a word you say The sky is bright tonight And Im wishing that a star will come crashing down and rip right through your spine So I can hear you scream and I can watch you cry and I can see your tears fall through your dreadful eyes Im trying to stay strong, Im trying to make you face the facts so I can prove you wrong Just remember that everything inside of you was once inside of me too Next time you say those words they don't mean anything ill scream at the top of my lungs in hope of shattering your dreams Whats the point of proving Whats the point of screaming out my feelings in this song for you Its like an infection Its like im bleeding down deep inside like an internal wound The sky is bright tonight And Im wishing that a star will come crashing down and rip right through your spine So I can hear you scream and I can watch you cry and I can see your tears fall through your dreadful eyes post comment

I <33 this song [09 Nov 2003|01:37pm] [ music | Mest-Drawing board ] "Hotel Room" [VERSE:] I'm all alone in this hotel room The fear inside of me is uncontrolable I hear the cops, see the sun the sky is blue And all I can think about is being with you Guess I'm all alone again [CHORUS:] So, do ya think you know the way I feel And do you think you feel the way I do Cause I am all alone, all my friends are home And soon I'll be there wishing I was here [VERSE:] Never once did I seem to care If I didn't have anybody near But now I do and I don't know what to say I feel lost in every possible way Guess I'm all alone again [CHORUS:] So, do ya think you know the way I feel And do you think you feel the way I do Cause I am all alone, all my friends are home And soon I'll be there wishing I was here Do ya think you know the way I feel And do you think you feel the way I do Cause I am all alone, all my friends are home And soon I'll be there wishing I was here Wishing I was here [BRIDGE:] Wanna call you but I know I can't call you Wanna see you but I know I can't see you Wanna touch you but I know I can't touch you Wanna be inside of you Wanna call you but I know I can't call you Wanna see you but I know I can't see you Wanna touch you but I know I can't touch you Wanna be inside of you, wanna be inside of you [CHORUS:] Do ya think you know the way I feel And do you think you feel the way I do Cause I am all alone, all my friends are home And soon I'll be there wishing I was here Do ya think you know the way I feel And do you think you feel the way I do Cause I am all alone, all my friends are home And soon I'll be there wishing I was here (Do you know the way I feel) Wishing I was here (Do you know the way I feel) Wishing I was here (Do you know the way I feel) Wishing I was here (Do you know the way I feel) Wishing I was here post comment

[09 Nov 2003|02:23pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | Yellocard.Breathing ] FallingDown now i can taste the war that ive been fighting start to fall but im still standing here behind the wall of dying faith i cant forget the fight thats growing stronger face to face with hopes of longer days to build on something we should save i stand alone im on my own my hands will bleed im holding on to what is gone whats left of me? im falling down but i should find my strength in this : a light that burns to reconnect my heart of what its meant to give walk fall stand again so i can... StoryOfTheYear aww tear* i love them! the one and truly only RacheL 1 comment|post comment

[09 Nov 2003|02:27pm] [ mood | indifferent ] I'm not usually one for emo music, but this song hit me. A few of my friends have been making me listen to this stuff, and I suppose its not too bad. "Cheek To Cheek" - Starting Line Bound to say something, eyes closed, It's cold, and I'm home I feel like nothing again, Pretending not to care, but I care, And I care, don't say another word Our time was worthless, but I tried We started over and over again, as we let go Held each other, held hands, Held standards and grudges That's when I let you know, I guess that goes to show Just what I've been going through, More nights of hugging my pillow, oh Replaying memories Sing this song for me; Tell me how you'll never leave my side And I'll meet you around 7, And I miss you already, goodbye to you. Time was worthless, but I tried We started over and over again, as we let go Held each other, held hands, held standards and grudges That's when I let you know, I guess that goes to show Sing this song for me; tell me how you'll never leave my side And I'll meet you around 7, and I miss you already, goodbye to you. And I tried so hard, And I've done my part, And not to mention most of all of yours Try and feel, Try and listen, Try and think of what you're missing, Try to look into my eyes. TRY Goodbye Sing this song for me; Tell me how you'll never leave my side And I'll meet you around 7, And I miss you already, goodbye to you. Last goodbye I'll ever say to you. You'll never leave my side. 1 comment|post comment

[09 Nov 2003|02:49pm] [ mood | listless ] // "hear you me" by jimmy eat world // There's no one in town I know You gave us some place to go. I never said thank you for that. I thought I might get one more chance. What would you think of me now, so lucky, so strong, so proud? I never said thank you for that, now I'll never have a chance. May angels lead you in. Hear you me my friends. On sleepless roads the sleepless go. May angels lead you in. So what would you think of me now, so lucky, so strong, so proud? I never said thank you for that, now I'll never have a chance. May angels lead you in. Hear you me my friends. On sleepless roads the sleepless go. May angels lead you in. May angels lead you in. May angels lead you in. And if you were with me tonight, I'd sing to you just one more time. A song for a heart so big, god wouldn't let it live. May angels lead you in. Hear you me my friends. On sleepless roads the sleepless go. May angels lead you in. May angels lead you in. Hear you me my friends. On sleepless roads the sleepless go. May angels lead you in. May angels lead you in. 4 comments|post comment

[09 Nov 2003|02:58pm] hey if u like emo join my community http://www.blurty.com/users/x_emo_core_x post comment

question [09 Nov 2003|03:12pm] Hey guys. I have this really awesome boyfriend, ive only been with him for about a month and 5 days, but i definitely think im in love with him. I was wondering if ya'll knew any really sweet lyrics I could send to him to make him feel good, guys itd help if u answered this one because I dont know what makes guys feel loved! Also, give me your thoughts on if you think it's possible for me to love him this quick, because im almost 100% sure i do! thanks ya'll 4 comments|post comment

[09 Nov 2003|03:26pm] Anyone wanna talk on aim? xtearmyheartxx Isn't it strange that the stars don't shine no more now since you're gone? 2 comments|post comment

[09 Nov 2003|03:37pm] You remind me of a song I used to love 1 comment|post comment

please help ! [09 Nov 2003|03:43pm] Alright everyone im looking for lyrics for a song about wanting someone who it seems youl never be able to have.it seems i look and i look but i dont seem to find anything good or just right so if you could help me id love you forever. Brytt 2 comments|post comment

[09 Nov 2003|04:45pm] I just like the song, and the lyrics are great<3 SAVAGE GARDEN - CRASH & BURN When you feel all alone And the world has turned its back on you Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore Let me be the one you call If you jump I'll break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn You're not alone When you feel all alone And a loyal friend is hard to find You're caught in a one way street With the monsters in your head When hopes and dreams are far away and You feel like you can't face the day Let me be the one you call If you jump I'll break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn You're not alone And there has always been heartache and pain And when it's over you'll breathe again You'll breath again When you feel all alone And the world has turned its back on you Give me a moment please To tame your wild wild heart Let me be the one you call If you jump I'll break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn You're not alone post comment

[09 Nov 2003|05:15pm] [ mood | guilty ] you're lookin' quite sharp, sugar. you've got some teeth on that stare. you've got them tattered blue-jeans on. and done that thing with your hair. and this bed could use a secret and these pounding hearts could keep it. if you could, then i could, i swear. :chorus: 'cause you turned me on, i'd like to know if you were trying. turned me on and angel we are so gone. and by tonight the earch bursts open. and by tonight we shed this clothing. and by tonight you'll see me from the angle that you missed (angle that you missed). nothing exists but this. you're lookin high strung sugar. why dont you sink a little bit? into the sea of sweat our skin can spit. it was good to keep me guessing 'cause you know i hate attention. but can we get down to it? :chorus: 1 comment|post comment

[09 Nov 2003|05:17pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | The End ] ... I've been up all night long Couting days that all went wrong I open my bedroom window I wish this pain was gone There are no useful drugs To escape from feeling numb I remember an amazing birthday I remember when i was young.. ... [ the end with you ] *boxcar racer post comment

[09 Nov 2003|05:17pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | The End With You - Boxcar Racer ] ... I've been up all night long Couting days that all went wrong I open my bedroom window I wish this pain was gone There are no useful drugs To escape from feeling numb I remember an amazing birthday I remember when i was young.. ... [ the end with you ] *boxcar racer 1 comment|post comment

you're just somebody that i used to know [09 Nov 2003|05:24pm] [ mood | apathetic ] [ music | ElliotSmith::MissMisery ] Splintered piece of glass falls, in the seat, gets caught These broken windows, open locks, reminders of the youth we lost In trying so hard to look away from you we followed white lines to the sunset I crash my car everyday the same way Time to let this pass (the time it takes, the time it takes to let go) Time runs through our veins. (it starts and stops and starts and stops again) We don't stand a chance in this threadbare time (the time it takes, the time it takes to let go) Time to let this pass (the time it takes, the time it takes to let go) Staring at the setting sun No reason to come back again The twilight world in blue and white The needle and the damage done I don't want to feel this way forever A dead letter marked return to sender The broken watch you gave me turns into a compass It's two hands still point to the same time 12:03, our last goodbye So push the seats back a little further I can see the headlights coming So push the seats back a little further Roll the windows down and take a breath I can see the headlights coming They paint the world in red and broken glass Time to let this pass (the time it takes, the time it takes to let go) Time runs through our veins. (it starts and stops and starts and stops again) We don't stand a chance in this threadbare time (the time it takes, the time it takes to let go) Time to let this pass (the time it takes, the time it takes to let go) Staring at the setting sun No reason to come back again The twilight world in blue and white The needle and the damage done I don't want to feel this way forever A dead letter marked return to sender The spinning hubcaps set the tempo, for the music of the broken window The Cameras on and the cameras click We open up the lens and kiss the... Staring at the setting sun No reason to come back again The twilight world in blue and white The needle and the damage done I don't want to feel this way forever The lights are on and the cameras click We open up the lens (to broken glass!) Staring at the setting sun (Understanding!) No reason to come back again (In a Crash!) The twilight world in blue and white (In a Car Crash!) The needle and the damage done (I'll Never Understand!) I don't want to feel this way forever (Understanding!) (In a Car Crash!)A dead letter marked return to sender (In a Car Crash!) In a Crash! i decided to post that because this summer i was in a quad accident, because my friend pulled out on the quad in front of an 18 wheeler, heh isnt that splendid? 3 comments|post comment

[09 Nov 2003|05:27pm] Bright Eyes - Lover I Don't Have To Love I picked you out Of a crowd and talked to you Said I liked your shoes You said, "Thanks, can I follow you?" So it's up the stairs And out of view, no prying eyes I poured some wine I asked your name, you asked the time Now it's two o'clock The club is closed and we are up the block Your hands are on me Pressing hard against your jeans Your tongue in my mouth Trying to keep the words from coming out You didn't care to know Who else may have been you before I want a lover I don't have to love I want a girl who's too sad to give a fuck Where's the kid with the chemicals? I thought he said to meet him here But I'm not sure I've got the money If you've got the time You said, "It feels good" I said "I'll give it a try" Then my mind went dark We both forgot where your car was parked Let's just take the train I'll meet up with the band in the morning Bad actors with bad habits Some sad singers, they just play tragic And the phone's ringing And the van's leaving Let's just keep touching Let's just keep, keep singing I want a lover I don't have to love I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk And where's the kid with the chemicals? I got a hunger and I can't seem to get full I need some meaning I can memorize The kind I have always seems to slip my mind But you, but you... You write such pretty words But life's no storybook Love's an excuse to get hurt And to hurt "Do you like to hurt?" "I do, I do!" Then hurt me Then hurt me Then hurt me 3 comments|post comment

im breaking in two over you [09 Nov 2003|05:43pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | a movie script ending-deathcab for cutie ] love is just another word for pain it's a broken record repeating the same thing when you want it it's not there when you have it you don't care when i lose it in the end... the heartbreak, the heartache is more than i wanted we gave up, we made up it's not like you cared deception, depression is all that i've got am i losing what's there and i've made up my mind i'd be better off alone love is just a waste of time and all the lonely nights and all the crushing scenes and all the pointless fights someone tell me what it means someone tell me why hearts break 'cuz sometimes i think this thing called love is another word for pain and i'm giving up on happy endings the one's that are only in movies where the guy gets the girl and everybody's happy i think that's the way it should be the heartbreak, the heartache is more than i wanted we gave up, we made up it's not like you cared deception, depression is all that i've got am i losing what's there and i've made up my mind i'd be better off alone love is just a waste of time and all the lonely nights and all the crushing scenes and all the pointless fights someone tell me what it means someone tell me why hearts break 'cuz sometimes i think this thing called love is another word for pain is another word for pain is another word for pain ex marks the spot- matchbook romance 5 comments|post comment

[09 Nov 2003|05:59pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | ace troubleshooter - 2:00 your time ] (maybe not exactly emo, but beautiful nonetheless) // "believe me" by mesh stl // How long has it been since we spoke this way? Has it come to this, and can you say It's all my fault when I been sittin' 'round here Trying to fade All along we both still held The pictures of a better day So sorry you say Your sorry isn't good enough She's crying, she's crying now She's reaching for the only thing That never lets her down And all this time has come to pass And still it seems the same I take steps toward you but you walk away From the words that I can't speak to you When you act insane And I want to, and I need to But I just don't feel the same I don't feel the same She's crying, she's crying now She's reaching for the only thing That never lets her down She's crying, she's crying now She's reaching for the only thing That never lets her down I can't explain a single thing that you say Why don't you Believe me Believe me Believe me Believe me She's crying, she's crying now She's reaching for the only thing That never lets her down She's crying, she's crying now She's reaching for the only thing That never lets her down post comment

the end of the innocence [09 Nov 2003|06:21pm] Soo this may not be emo but i must say this has to be some of the most beautiful lyrics i have ever seen. Don Henley (from the Eagles) and Dan Fogelberg are pure genuises...yeah and i cant even spell that word. I don't know if i shall get yelled at for posting these but it is amazing the beauty i find in them so i thought i would share. The Heart Of The Matter-Don Henley I got the call today, I didn't wanna hear But I knew that it would come An old, true friend of ours was talkin' on the phone She said you found someone... And I thought of all the bad luck, and the Troubles we went through And how I lost me, and you lost you What are all these voices outside love's open door Make us throw off our contentment and beg for something more? I'm learning to live without you now But I miss you sometimes The more I know, the less I understand All the things I thought I knew, I'm learning again I've been trying to get down, to the heart of the matter But my will gets weak and my thoughts seem to scatter But I think its about forgivness Forgivness Even if, even if, you don't love me anymore These times are so uncertain theres a yearning undefined ...people filled with rage We all need a tenderness How can love survive at such a graceless age? The trust and self-assurance that I lead to happiness They're the very things we kill, I guess Pride and competition cannot fill these empty arms And the work I put between us doesn't keep me warm THere are people in your life who've come and gone They let you down and hurt your pride Better put it all behind you; life goes on You keep carryin' that anger, it'll eat you up inside I'm learning to live without you now But I miss you, baby The more I know, The less i understand All the things i thought i'd figured out I have to learn again I've been trying to get down, to the Heart of the Matter But my will gets weak And my thoughts seem to scatter But I think it's about forgivness... Forgivness Even if, even if, you don't love me Sketches-Dan Fogelberg a. Summer Late in the summer When the cottonwood dies The fields are on fire With green bottleflies And I'm seeing relfections Of me in your eyes ANd why did you leave Last summer? Now, the seasons are changing From summer to fall And I've still got that picture Hung on my wall And there's too much forgotten ANd too much recalled And why did you leave At all? b. Winter Standing beside you Mid-winter day Hearts beating close Together. Wishing that we'd found Someway to make That moment last Forever. Standing silent --laughing-- Breathing steam Gazing down into a freezing stream... I saw the face of a child. I saw the face of a child. I hope you read this and enjoy it. it is soo beautiful. Please comment and let me know!! Love Riley 2 comments|post comment

wishing you could notice me [09 Nov 2003|06:54pm] [ mood | jealous ] [ music | kind of perfect-armor for sleep ] can i just be something somewhere in your room but you wont notice maybe ill be paper or books thrown on your floor move me when you want to ill lay where you put me in your VCR if i become a cassete or on top of your computer if thats where i would fit then so be it but things cant be perfect all the time that i know sometimes we just have to let some things go i will not say one word ill just hang around i wont annoy you at all when you move out ill stay until im thrown away but then it wont matter things cant be perfect all the time that i know sometimes we just have to let some things go because things cant be perfect all the time that i know sometimes we just have to let somethings go i promise to stop now to stop now i promse to stop now to stop now but things cant be perfect all the time that i know sometimes we just have to let some things go things cant be perfect all the time that i know sometimes we just have to let some things go letting go is my life ill be on my way kind of perfect - armor for sleep post comment

[09 Nov 2003|07:16pm] When you were here before, couldn't look you in the eye. You're just like an angel, your skin makes me cry. You float like a feather, in a beautiful world I wish I was special, you're so fucking special. But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo. What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here. I don't care if it hurts, I want to have control. I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul. I want you to notice, when I'm not around. You're so fucking special, I wish I was special. But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo. What the hell am I doing here?. I don't belong here She's running out the door, she's running, she run, run, run, run, run. Whatever makes you happy, whatever you want. You're so fucking special, I wish I was special, but I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo. What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here, I don't belong here. Radiohead-"creep" 3 comments|post comment

[09 Nov 2003|07:53pm] [ mood | good ] [ music | Slow Comin Day - A part of me died ] Hey. I just joined, and this is exactly what I've been looking for! I find reading lyrics and then downloading the songs are THE best therapy to cope with my depression, which i struggle with from time to time. So anyways, here's my first lyric. Jimmy Eat World - My Sundown I see it around me, i see it in everything I could be so much more than this I said my goodbye's, this is my sundown I'm gonna be so much more than this. With one hand high you'll show them your progress You'll take your time, but no one cares No one cares. I need you to show me the way from crazy I wanna be so much more than this Good, goodbye, lovely time Good, goodbye, tinsel shine Good, goodbye, i'll be fine Good, goodbye, good, goodnight. post comment

The Starting Line [09 Nov 2003|07:57pm] "Hold On" Her life was more than mine, Like a proud shooting star into the night, She crashed through the airwaves and ripped like a knife. It was a bad disease; her searching was over, over. Hold on to the light that guides you, Hold on to the air that cools you, Hold on, hold on to me Her mind steadfast through time, Her family stood by trying hard not to cry, With patience and virtue, kept strong through the night, oh. She never fell to her knees, her searching was over, over. Hold on to the light that guides you, Hold on to the air that cools you, Hold on, hold on to me Hold on to the light that guides you, Hold on to the air that cools you, Hold on, hold on to me And then my eyes stretched out, As I saw her hand slip away Hold on to the light that guides you, Hold on to the air that cools you, Hold on, hold on to me Hold on to the light that guides you, Hold on to the air that cools you, Hold on, hold on to me this song makes me cry.. :'( 1 comment|post comment

[09 Nov 2003|08:19pm] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | The Starting Line - Playing Favorites ] Can anyone recommend a few good songs to me? I mainy listen to bands like: The Starting Line, Juliana Theory, The Used, Taking Back Sunday, Spitalfield, Fall Out Boy, Unwritten Law, Trapt, Brand New, Count the Stars, Closure, Dashboard, Evanescence, Matchbook Romance, Mest, NFG, and stuff like that. If you know any good songs by either other artists that you think someone who listens to these bands would like or just good songs from the above artists...let me know. Thanks =) 2 comments|post comment

far from you, far from me [09 Nov 2003|09:10pm] [ mood | lost ] [ music | All That's Left: "Please Don't" ] "Don't bat your eyes for anyone else That's all I asked of you that night before you went away from me The one you left out here alone. Don't be surprised when I show up at three am to collect My socks and my underwear that I mistakenly left the night before Never thought I could be something that I'm not, with or without you And even though I tried to be something else it got me far from you Don't be so shocked when you come out to find your boyfriends tires Withered, flattened, emptied just like my heart deflated by your hand Don't be so pissed when you wake up to my obscene phone calls The rocks against your window pounding like my heart against my chest Never thought I could be something that I'm not, with or without you And even though I tried to be something else it got me far from you Never thought I could Be something that I'm not Even though I tried It's harder than I thought Don't bat your eyes for anyone else That's all you had to do for me instead you chose the road The one that would take you far from me" post comment

"Strange infatuation...ur slipping slowly from my reach.u never see the lonely me.W/O u Im nothing" [09 Nov 2003|09:11pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | lit-miserable ] PLACEBO -English Summer Rain Always stays the same, nothing ever changes, English summer rain seems to last for ages. Always stays the same, nothing ever changes, English summer rain seems to last for ages. I'm in the basement, you're in the sky, I'm in the basement baby, drop on by. I'm in the basement, you're in the sky, I'm in the basement baby, drop on by. Always stays the same, nothing ever changes, English summer rain seems to last for ages. Always stays the same, nothing ever changes, English summer rain seems to last for ages. I'm in the basement, you're in the sky, I'm in the basement baby, drop on by. I'm in the basement, you're in the sky, I'm in the basement baby, drop on by. Hold your breath and count to ten, And fall apart and start again, Hold your breath and count to ten, Start again, start again...,/i> Hold your breath and count your step, And fall apart and start again, Start again... (x13) Always stays the same, nothing ever changes, English summer rain seems to last for ages. Always stays the same, nothing ever changes, English summer rain seems to last for ages. Hold your breath and count to ten, And fall apart and start again, hold your breath and count to ten, Start again, start again... Hold your breath and count to ten, And fall apart and start again, Old your breath and count to ten, And start again, and start again, Start again... Placebo-Plasticine Beauty lies inside the eye of another youthful dream That doesn't sell it's soul for self-esteem That's not plasticine Beauty lies inside desire and every wayward heart redeemed That doesn't sell it's soul for self-esteem That's not plasticine Don't forget to be the way you are The only thing you can rely on is that you can't rely on anything Don't go and sell your soul for self-esteem Don't be plasticine Don't forget to be the way you are (x4) And don't forget to be the way you are (x4) The way you are... post comment

YellowCard ][ Way Away [09 Nov 2003|09:12pm] I think I'm breaking out I'm going to leave you now Theres nothing for me here, it's all the same And even though I know That everything might go Go downhill from here, I'm not afraid Way away away from here I'll be Way away away so you can see How it feels to be alone and not believe (Feels to be alone and not believe) Feels to be alone and not believe anything You can't stop me now You can't hold me down You can't keep me here, I'm on my way I've made it this far now And I'm not burning out No matter what you say, I'm not afraid Way away away from here I'll be Way away away so you can see How it feels to be alone and not believe (Feels to be alone and not believe) Feels to be alone and not believe anything Letting out the noise inside of me (Letting out the noise inside of me) Every window pane is shattering (Every window pane is shattering) Cutting up my words before I speak (Cutting up my words) This is how it feels to not believe Letting out the noise inside of me (Letting out the noise inside of me) Every window pane is shattering (Every window pane is shattering) Cutting up my words before I speak (Cutting up my words) This is how it feels to not believe Way away away from here I'll be Way away away so you can see How it feels to be alone and not believe (feels to be alone and not believe) Feels to be alone and not believe anything 2 comments|post comment

[09 Nov 2003|09:57pm] ok so this is my first time here and i was wondering if this sounds ok?.... you make me feel so good you make me feel like shit you tell me the sweetest things you talk a bunch of crap you are soo cute then we hang out you say i'm every thing you have ever wish for then i see you making out with her when will you make up your mind? you say you like me and want to be with me you tell her the same you want to have a relationship but you also want her you have to make up your mind i don't want to leave my heart out here on a line you know how i feel about you and you tell me how you do if you really mean the things you say then why are you having such a hard time? i dont want to be your little toy i want to be yours an you to be mine once you find out what you want to do i'll still be here waiting for you but don't take to long because by then my heart will be gone 2 comments|post comment

[09 Nov 2003|10:00pm] Anyone know any songs about falling for a good friend, hooking up with them one night, and then REALLY regretting it? 1 comment|post comment

im long awaiting the day that i know for a fact that im alright [09 Nov 2003|10:14pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | Story of the Year-Until the Day I Die ] "Until The Day I Die" Until the day I die I'll spill my heart for you, for you Until the day I die I'll spill my heart for you As years go by I race the clock with you But if you died right now You know that I'd die to I'd die too You remind me of the times When I knew who I was (I was) But still the second hand will catch us Like it always does We'll make the same mistakes I'll take the fall for you I hope you need this now Cause I know I still do Until the day I die (Until the day I die) I'll spill my heart for you Until the day I die (Until the day I die) I'll spill my heart for you Should I bite my tongue? Until blood soaks my shirt We'll never fall apart Tell me why this hurts so much My hands are at your throat And I think I hate you But still we'll say, "remember when" Just like we always do Just like we always do Until the day I die (Until the day I die) I'll spill my heart for you Until the day I die (Until the day I die) I'll spill my heart for you Yeah I'd spill my heart!!! Yeah I'd spill my heart for you!!! My hands are at your throat And I think I hate you We made the same mistakes Mistakes like friends do My hands are at your throat And I think I hate you We made the same mistakes Made the same mistakes Until the day I die I'll spill my heart for you, for you Until the day I die (Until the day I die) I'll spill my heart for you, for you Until the day I die (Until the day I die) I'll spill my heart for you Until the day I die (Until the day I die) Until the day I die!!! 2 comments|post comment

[09 Nov 2003|10:30pm] What do you do, When the world turns its back on you? How do you deal, When the one you love hates you? What do you feel, When your heart is heavy as stone? How do you live, When everything in life goes wrong? post comment

falling for a friend. . . [09 Nov 2003|11:14pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | plain white t's - radios in heaven ] unsung zeros >> you'll never know who she is i haven't quite recovered from being your friend it takes so much out of me cause i want you more but then i realize we're not meant to be not even in the least but i've fallen for you anyway i'm wishing you could see your face your eyes please tell me you love me tonight because right now that would mean more than anything your lips form words that make my heart beat so fast that i'm sure in two short words you are my everything maybe one day down the road you'll know you were my crush but knowing that would seperate us and mess our friendship up so now i'll sit here in the shadows while others come and go feeling all these things for you and wishing you could know... great song. i know we've all been there before. ...will you be my friend? 1 comment|post comment

[09 Nov 2003|11:22pm] I can feel the world up on my back I got sixteen people breathin down my neck And it’s kinda to keep your head afloat When the rain won't stop And your face is soaked But I’m alright, alright But I'm alright, alright So just hang on, cause I wont be long Just sing that song to me Goes I'm in love with you in love with me Cause I'm in love with you in love with me And I can feel your breath up on my neck One last caress I'm a nervous wreck And it’s kinda hard to keep your head afloat When the rain won’t stop And your face is soaked But I'm alright, alright I'm alright, alright So just hang on, cause I wont be long Just sing that song to me Goes I'm in love with you in love with me Cause I'm in love with you in love with me I'm alright, alright I'm alright, alright So just hang on, cause I wont be long Just sing that song to me Goes I'm in love with you in love with me Cause I'm in love with you in love with me Cause I'm in love with you in love with me now Yeah I'm in love with you in love with me post comment

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