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The night is young, I am alone [08 Nov 2003|12:09am] [ mood | crushed ] I know you guys hate requests, but music is my life, and I'm stuck here with all my oldies. Don't get me wrong, these favorites of mine are good, but they're not helping as much as they should. So, if anyone knows of any lonely songs, or more specifically, missing someone, not wanting to be with them but not wanting to see that they've moved on and are wrapped around someone else all the time? Thank you so much in advance, for any of you who comment. 5 comments|post comment

Now I dread seeing the one person I used to race to meet [08 Nov 2003|01:36am] [ mood | rejected ] [ music | D.C.=the sharp hint of new tears ] Not quite emo, but acoustic, and it's what I wish I could say. Unloco:Texas Sometimes I lie awake in bed, Thinking about the things you said. So lost for words, so lost to tell you how I feel. So terrified of changing what I thought was real. It's too bad you're gone It's too bad you're not alone And I know that you couldn't see That it's just too bad that you're gone And not here with me Standing here, trying to make some sense of this There's nothing between, still I can feel your awkwardness You're so lost for words, So you just tell me I'm just your friend There must be one reason, Only one reason in the end Cause it's, It's too bad you're gone It's too bad you're not alone And I know that you couldn't see That it's just too bad that you're gone And not here with me So why are you pulling away? It must be from things that I say. And I'm thinking you're thinking of him, So why do I even care at all? Oh, must life go on like this? 5 comments|post comment

armor for sleep- being your walls [08 Nov 2003|08:20am] Pull your arms up around your knees And hide out inside your room Pretend you can't feel at all Just realize that I know how you feel now If all I am is distraction for you then I can't complain that you can't feel something for me Take all you can, find in me Can you think back to when things worked When dreams were the days you lived When you never cried alone Just realize that I know how you feel now If all I am is just distraction for you then I can't complain that you can't feel something for me Take all you can, find in me I know how (know how) You feel now (you feel now) If all I am is just distraction for you, then I can't complain that you can't feel something for me Take all you can, find in me 2 comments|post comment

[08 Nov 2003|09:09am] :: Cubicals - My Chemical Romance :: It's the tearing sound of love-notes Casting out the gray stained windows And the view outside is sterile But I'm only two cubes down I'll photocopy all the things that we could be If you took the time to notice me But you can't now, I don't blame you And it's not your fault that no one ever does [Chorus] But you don't work here anymore Its just a vacant 3 by 4 And they might fill your place A temporary stand-in for your face It happens all the time And I can't help but think I'll die alone So I'll spend my time with strangers A condition that is terminal In this water-cooler romance And its coming to a close We could be in the park and dancing by a tree Kicking over blades we see Or a dark beach with a black view As pin-pricks in the velvet break our fall [Chorus] I know you don't work here anymore, I know you don't work here anymore I know you don't work here anymore, I know you don't work here anymore I know you don't work here anymore, I know you don't work here anymore Sometimes I think I'll die alone, sometimes I think I'll die alone Sometimes I think I'll die alone, live and breathe and die alone Sometimes I think I'll die alone, sometimes I think I'll die alone Sometimes I think I'll die alone, I'd think I'd love to die alone I think I'd love to die alone I just had this song stuck in my head. Wee. 2 comments|post comment

..forget everything you know about me.. [08 Nov 2003|10:32am] [ mood | excited ] [ music | brand new.seventy times 7 ] I cashed in all my chips tonight and combed my hair till it was just right. Cause I've been thinking about you and me girl, and we got something going on. You told me you can't wait to see me and then you didn't bother to even show up. This whole situation is incredibly typical, I should have seen it all along. It's girls like you that make me think I'm better off at home on a Saturday night with all my doors locked up tight. I won't be thinking about you baby. You call me on the phone, and you don't even want to talk. You're staring at me from across the room then turn your back when I walk up. We got inches away, and I never even got close. So leave your lipstick at home. Don't pick up the phone. Don't bother to look in my direction. I should have seen it all along. It's girls like you that make me think I'm better off home on a Saturday night with all my doors locked up tight. I won't be thinking about you, baby. Forget everything you think you know about me. This isn't highschool This isn't highschool This isn't highschool This isn't highschool "last chance to lose your keys" -brand new i'm seeing them tonight :) yay.. xoxo.rach 1 comment|post comment

[08 Nov 2003|10:48am] Hey fellow members! I am new here and i would really be gratefull if you could sugguest some really good emo songs ! If u could find the time i would appericate it alots <3 thank u 3 comments|post comment

[08 Nov 2003|11:14am] [ mood | confused ] [ music | "Konstantine" Something Corporate ] "Raspberry Water" The Rocking Horse Winner when you called me on the line when i heard you say i still remember that memorable simple phrase you said that night it's work to find you plain and simple a genuine virtue it's not that you got that night it's the sparkle in your eyes a song about you sweet memories of you and when you hear this will it make you turn around i know you feel i'm running through and spinning around you and when i hear this will it make me turn around i know i felt it running through and spinning around us the second time around this song's not supposed to be sad it's just that i'm missing you along with every last taste from your glass sense that i knew there's something missing this song about you it's not what you got that night it's the sparkle in your eyes a song about you sweet memories of you and when you hear this will it make you turn around i know you feel it running through and spinning around you and when i hear this will it make me turn around i know i feel it running through and spinning around us (2x) i'll do anything i'll give everything a song of integrity share me with you (2x) post comment

everything's so blurry... [08 Nov 2003|11:28am] [ mood | blurry ] [ music | puddle of mudd - blurry ] not emo but this is how i feel rigt now everything's so blurry and everyone's so fake and everybody's empty and everything is so messed up pre-occupied without you I cannot live at all My whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl you could be my someone you could be my scene you know that i'll protect you from all of the obscene I wonder what you're doing imagine where you are there's oceans in between us but that's not very far can you take it all away can you take it all away well ya shoved it in my face this pain you gave to me Can you take it all away can you take it all away well ya shoved it my face everyone is changing there's no one left that's real to make up your own ending and let me know just how you feel cause I am lost without you I cannot live at all my whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl you could be my someone you could be my scene you know that i will save you from all of the unclean I wonder what you're doing I wonder where you are There's oceans in between us but that's not very far nobody told me what you thought nobody told me what to say everyone showed you where to turn told you when to runaway nobody told you where to hide nobody told you what to say everyone showed you where to turn showed you when to runaway this pain you gave to me You take it all You take it all away This pain you gave to me You take it all away This pain you gave to me Take it all away This pain you gave to me 1 comment|post comment

The Early November - Open Eyes [08 Nov 2003|12:17pm] Here we are today You look so beautiful I wonder what you dream So graceful in what you say It's all I need to hear your voice everyday I wish never to wake up from this dream i'm in right now Here I am watching clouds from your bedroom window As we're laying here And I wake up today Still smiling in the air Wish dreams could be so great I think today I'll try and kiss you on your cheek I hope you'll let me go I know you're the one It's all I want to hear you say your mine Talk about and take you there you will see the one true thing, Places that you've never been places that your gonna be, I will be the one person to open your eyes ...In Love With Me... I wish never to wake up from this dream I'm in right now Here I am watching clouds from your bedroom window As we're laying here It's so much fun It's so much fun To be in love To be in love It's so much fun Cause I'm in love with you 1 comment|post comment

[08 Nov 2003|01:05pm] Story Of The Year-[Swallow The Knife] So our open wounds will bleed Until our veins run dry Now we have to take this thorn and tear it from our side Agitated at the fault line Still agreed to disagree You're connected to the heart But tonight we'll set you free So swallow the knife Carve the way for your pride Now our hands are tied The problems lie within So we pray for the night to start over again Even now as I write this down All pretensions disappear Now our impulses will bite at the ankles of our fear Words are spoken Words are Broken down So lets make this night be our best mistake So lets take the time to wipe the blood away Now our hands are tied and our world is caving post comment

[08 Nov 2003|01:08pm] [ mood | rejected ] can anyone give me any songs to listen to about when a guy you like, already has someone else. i really need to listen to those kind of songs at the moment. please help! 1 comment|post comment

[08 Nov 2003|01:26pm] i am thinking it's a sign that the freckles in our eyes are mirror images &when we kiss they're perfectly aligned &i have to speculate that God himself did make us into corresponding shapes like puzzle pieces from the clay true, it may seem like a stretch, but it's thoughts like this that catch my troubled head when you're away when i am missing you to death when you are out there on the road for several weeks of shows &when you scan the radio, i hope this song will guide you home they won't see us waving from such great heights, "come down now" they'll say but everything looks perfect from far away, "come down now" but we'll stay... i tried my best to leave this all on your machine but the persistent beat it sounded thin upon listening that frankly will not fly. you will hear the shrillest highs &lowest lows with the windows down when this is guiding you home. 4 comments|post comment

unsung zeros >> nothing at all [08 Nov 2003|01:30pm] black night a fitting situation to match this black heart that I have your sad eyes they match with it's frustration it's stone dry and it wont' beat again burn burn burned are the bridges so we speak now over spaces that we cannot cross and I'm gripping so tightly onto the night time cause day light means everything is lost the morning's here and you are gone but the whole world doesn't stop' it just keeps moving on and on as I walk in place dreaming of your face watching real life slip away and leaving me a hollow waste how could it all go wrong how could so much add up to be nothing at all Caught now between two ways of thinking one in my head one in my heart it's so hard to turn off all these feelings if they keep pulling I'll be ripped apart now I know some is much better than nothing but that won't fix the gapping hole in my chest and coming to terms I know it's the answer but that hurts the worst even when it's for the best the morning's here and you are gone but the whole world doesn't stop' it just keeps moving on and on as I walk in place dreaming of your face watching real life slip away and leaving me a hollow waste how could it all go wrong how could so much add up to be nothing at all I spend time think things through as it snows and seasons change and in the end I know that life it will go on but memories still flood back into dark night sometimes I need you tonight the morning's here and you are gone but the whole world doesn't stop' it just keeps moving on and on now I walk in place dreaming of your face watching real life slip away and leaving me a hollow waste how could it all go wrong how could so much add up to be nothing at all so much can't mean nothing at all post comment

[08 Nov 2003|02:00pm] Yellowcard ][ Drifting When I look into your eyes, I can see such a sad man in disguise waiting, wishing, dreaming, drifting from me Hurts my heart to hear you cry Waiting, wishing, dreaming, drifting from me I don't know you anymore, wish I knew what's wrong Can't we try to slam that door, start a brand new song I know you're lonely and you cry, wondering why I know it's lonely but if once, you could help me understand what it takes to be a man Look back on what you've said, and the life you've led Is it what you dreamed when you were young like me Now it's time you took something back just for the sake of your mind When I look into your eyes, I can see life has buried you alive Waiting, wishing, dreaming, drifting from me. You can't breathe Heart as big as ocean's wide Waiting, wishing, dreaming, drifting from me 3 comments|post comment

Bright Eyes [08 Nov 2003|02:00pm] No Lies, Just Love It was in the march of the winter I turned 17 that I bought those things I thought I would need and I wrote a letter to my family said it's not your fault and you've been good to me just lately I've been feeling like I don't belong like the ground's not mine to walk upon and I've heard that music echo through the house where my grandmother drank by herself and I sat watching a flower as it was withering I was embarrased by it's honesty so I'd prefer to be remembered as a smiling face not this fucking wreck that's taken it's place so please forgive what I have done no you can't stay mad at the setting sun we all get tired I mean eventually there's nothing left to do but sleep but spring came bearing sunlight those persuasive rays so I gave myself a few more days my salvation it came, quite suddenly when Justin spoke very plainly he said "Of course it's your decision, but just so you know, if you decide to leave, soon I will follow" I wrote this for a baby who has yet to be born my brother's first child I hope that womb's not too warm cause it's cold out here and it'll be quite a shock to breathe this air to discover loss so I'd like to make some changes before you arive so when your new eyes meet mine they won't see no lies just love. just love. 2 comments|post comment

A very good song i enjoy a little to much. [08 Nov 2003|02:09pm] [ mood | relieved ] [ music | true love-onelinedrawing ] Grandaddy-AM 180 "Don't change your name Keep it the same For fear I may lose you again I know you won't It's just that I am unorganised And I want to find you when Something good happens If you come down We'll go to town I haven't been there for years But I'd be fine Wasting our time Not doing anything here Just doing nothing We'll sit for days And talk about things Important to us like whatever We'll defuse bombs Walk marathons And take home whatever together Whatever together" post comment

A very good song i enjoy a little to much. [08 Nov 2003|02:09pm] [ mood | relieved ] [ music | true love-onelinedrawing ] Grandaddy-AM 180 "Don't change your name Keep it the same For fear I may lose you again I know you won't It's just that I am unorganised And I want to find you when Something good happens If you come down We'll go to town I haven't been there for years But I'd be fine Wasting our time Not doing anything here Just doing nothing We'll sit for days And talk about things Important to us like whatever We'll defuse bombs Walk marathons And take home whatever together Whatever together" 3 comments|post comment

yup.. [08 Nov 2003|02:19pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | The Get Up Kids x Ill Catch You ] this is kinda gay.. I guess. I dunno if its a song or poem or whatever. its just feelings I have about a friend Im loosing to her fake boyfriend. your shadows cast across the room your eyes are blank with emptiness your smile so fake that it hurts why cant you see, that we all see? we know youre just pretending youve somehow become corrupted Ive lost my hold on you Why cant you just see? youve stabbed me in the back one too many times and I still saw it coming but I love you more than you think I love you more than he could ever imagine so why cant you just see? your face changes with the seasons it has become something I dont know. post comment

August Winterman-Dead Poetic [08 Nov 2003|02:47pm] [ mood | emo-ish ] [ music | "vengeance" - scars of tomorrow ] And If I could teach the world to be.. I'd teach them all to be something just like me. Frustrated, bitter, depressing. Perfect - As if my wings were like yours But I'm falling down. And if you could hold your tongue long enough.. You'd see that all I am is love, but I don't like me. I despise me. Perfect - As if my wings were like yours But I'm falling down. Perfect - As if my wings were like yours But I'm falling down. It's a disease they'll never have a cure for. You're the only way to dry my eyes. It's a disease, they'll never have a cure. But I'm the on whose wrong. I'm the one who cries. It's a disease, they'll never have a cure for. It's a disease, they'll never have a cure. But I'm the on whose wrong. I'm the one who cries. I cry - I despise me. post comment

Drowning Lessons- My Chemical Romance [08 Nov 2003|02:49pm] Without a sound I took her down and dressed in red and blue I squeezed Imaginary wedding gown That you can't wear in front of me A kiss goodbye, your twisted shell As rice grains and roses fall at your feet Lets say goodbye, the hundreth time And then tomorrow we'll do it again I dragged her down I put her out And back there I left her where no one could see And lifeless cold into this well I stared as this moment was held for me A kiss goodbye, your twisted shell As rice grains and roses fall at your feet Lets say goodbye, the hundreth time And then tomorrow we'll do it again I never thought it'd be this way Just me and you, we're here alone And if you stay, all I'm asking for is A thousand bodies piled up I never thought would be enough To show you just what I've been thinking And I'll keep on making more Just to prove that I adore Every inch of sanity All I'm asking for is, all I'm asking for is These hands stained red From the times that I've killed you and then We can wash down this engagement ring With poison and kerosene We'll laugh as we die And we'll celebrate the end of things With cheap champagne Without, without a sound And I wish you away post comment

Kiss it goodbye- Beloved [08 Nov 2003|02:49pm] The voices die in the distance The crying is faint The same fate overtakes them The sound rings in the midst Better days will lie in wait So i'll endure this till you take me away Holding close to your hands never slipping through your grip The road is getting longer and I don't know if i can make it But I'll hold hoping to get stronger all the while Calling out, let it pass Let it drown with the water Freedom from this place is found in you, it's found in you I'll be home soon with the letter in my left hand I'll be home soon cause i'm coming home to you Chasing the wind The light that you lead is only a shadow now But it's bright enough for me to lead you out So i'll take this until it fades Until it falls Until it breaks And i'll kiss it goodbye I'll kiss life goodbye This world goodbye I'll be home soon I will be home soon post comment

[08 Nov 2003|03:14pm] [ mood | strange ] [ music | Bright Eyes- No lies, just love... ] It was in the march of the winter I turned seventeen That I bought those pills I thought I would need And I wrote a letter to my family Said it's not your fault And you've been good to me Just lately I've been feeling Like I don't belong Like the ground's not mine to walk upon And I've heard that music Echo through the house Where my grandmother drank By herself And I sat watching a flower As it was withering I was embarrassed by its honesty So I'd prefer to be remembered as a smiling face Not this fucking wreck That's taken its place So please forgive what I have done No you can't stay mad at the setting sun Cause we all get tired, I mean eventually There is nothing left to do but sleep But spring came bearing sunlight Those persuasive rays So I gave myself a few more days My salvation it came, quite suddenly When Justin spoke very plainly He said "Of course it's your decision, But just so you know, If you decide to leave, Soon I will follow" I wrote this for a baby Who has yet to be born My brother's first child I hope that womb's not too warm Cause it's cold out here And it'll be quite a shock To breathe this air To discover loss So I'd like to make some changes Before you arive So when your new eyes meet mine They won't see no lies Just love. Just love. I will be pure No, no, I know i will be pure Like snow, like gold post comment

[08 Nov 2003|03:14pm] [ mood | strange ] [ music | Bright Eyes- No lies, just love... ] It was in the march of the winter I turned seventeen That I bought those pills I thought I would need And I wrote a letter to my family Said it's not your fault And you've been good to me Just lately I've been feeling Like I don't belong Like the ground's not mine to walk upon And I've heard that music Echo through the house Where my grandmother drank By herself And I sat watching a flower As it was withering I was embarrassed by its honesty So I'd prefer to be remembered as a smiling face Not this fucking wreck That's taken its place So please forgive what I have done No you can't stay mad at the setting sun Cause we all get tired, I mean eventually There is nothing left to do but sleep But spring came bearing sunlight Those persuasive rays So I gave myself a few more days My salvation it came, quite suddenly When Justin spoke very plainly He said "Of course it's your decision, But just so you know, If you decide to leave, Soon I will follow" I wrote this for a baby Who has yet to be born My brother's first child I hope that womb's not too warm Cause it's cold out here And it'll be quite a shock To breathe this air To discover loss So I'd like to make some changes Before you arive So when your new eyes meet mine They won't see no lies Just love. Just love. I will be pure No, no, I know i will be pure Like snow, like gold post comment

i'm falling down... [08 Nov 2003|04:02pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | Something Corporate: "Down" ] "Let's get drunk You can drive us to the harbor Wish upon a star but Do you know what stars are? Balls of fire, burning up the black space Falling from the landscape Exploding in the face of God Let's get crazy, Talk about our big plans Places that you're going Places that I haven't been Build my walls up Concrete castle Keep this kingdom free of hassle, yeah Yeah Yeah But I need some echo in the emptiness All I want, but you can't change this loneliness Look at what you've found, I'm falling down Taste the saline rolling down your cheekbone Tell me that you're alone, tell me on the telephone Feel your heart it breaks within your chest now Try to get some rest now, sleeps not coming easy for a while, child Child, yeah But I need some echo in the emptiness All I want, but you can't change this loneliness Look at what you've found, I'm falling down Down, down Down, down But I need some echo in the emptiness All I want, but you can't change this loneliness Look at what you've found, I'm falling down Look at what you've found, I'm falling down" does anyone know how to make things bold? thanks 2 comments|post comment

[08 Nov 2003|04:37pm] :: Heart In The Hand Of The Matter - And You Will Know Us By The Trail Of The Dead :: Ride the apocalypse Coming through the city side Fallen angel no need to hide All bodies collide and fate decides Where vengance hits Where our love will fit I can't find your face I can't see a trace In a world coming to a close I'm so damned I can't win With my heart in my hands again Take your hurt A muse of sin With my heart in my hands again And this is where it began Shot through a shattered lens And there is virtue in lonliness In vacant lots and florescent malls In one room coffins and crowded halls There is nothing to be done We have lost all control I walk in the shadows of your tortured realm I'm so damned I can't win With my heart in my hands again Take your hurt A muse of sin Passing glance forgotten Reason to doubt So pry your eyes From a film that never ends I'm so damned I can't win With my heart in my hands again Ride the apocalypse Coming through the city side There is nowhere to hide Ride the apocalypse Fallen angel no need to hide nevertheless... 1 comment|post comment

[08 Nov 2003|04:58pm] matchbox romance -tiger lily we drive tonight, and you are by my side. We're talking about our lives, like we've known each other forever. the time flies by, with the sound of your voice. its close to paradise, with the end surely near. if i could only stop the car and hold onto you, and never let go... i'll never let go. as we round the corner to your house you turned to me and said, "i'll be going through withdrawl of you for this one night we have spent." and, i want to speak these words but i guess i'll just bite my tongue, and accept "someday, somehow" as the words that we'll hang from. and i... don't want to speak these words. cause i, don't want to make things anyworse. why does tonite, have to end? why don't we hit restart, and pause it at our favorite parts. we'll skip the goodbyes. if i had it my way, i'd turn the car around and runaway, just you and i. and i... don't want to speak these words. cause i, don't want to make things anyworse. such an amazing song. I should have pressed rewind. I'm most definatly going through a withdrawl of him. post comment

[08 Nov 2003|05:49pm] [ music | estrella-blurred ] Hey im new, uh yeah, ill start it off with some good tunes Alexisonfire-44.Caliber Love Letter Sifting through weathered photo albums looking for gloriously aged polaroids of places you have never been. A place to accept that you don’t really exist. "Smile for the camera sweet heart, I really want to immortalize this moment" but just remember the first step in forgetting is destroying all the evidence. with friends like you who needs subtext. this is a 44. Caliber love Letter Straight from my heart 2 comments|post comment

to bad you broke my heart, and on such a lovely night [08 Nov 2003|06:01pm] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | mest-chance of a lifetime ] "Chance Of A Lifetime" The end of the world's in front of me Hard to believe all I see It comes so close but pulls away To let me stay another day [Chorus] It's one chance in your lifetime But it won't be the last time It seems theres always the next hill to climb And you know there's a lifetime The things that I see never end Trickin' my mind to just pretend I understand what's happening When others doubt you still believe [Chorus] Changing what I once thought Letting go of what I once fought There's a life that you need to find All that surfaced has changed my mind The end of the world's in front of me Hard to believe all I've seen [Chorus] post comment

~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~ [08 Nov 2003|06:32pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | ___________ ] This vacation's useless These white pills aren’t kind I've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive I missed the grinded concrete where we sat past 8 or 9 and slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights I've given a lot of thought to the nights we used to have The days have come and gone Our lives went by so fast I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor Where I laid and told you but you swear you loved me more Do you care if I don't know what to say? Will you sleep tonight will you think of me? Will I shake this off...pretend its all okay? That there's someone out there who feels just like me There is Those notes you wrote me I've kept them all I've given a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall With every single letter in every single word There will be a hidden message About a boy that loves a girl Do you care if I don't know what to say? Will you sleep tonight will you think of me? Will I shake this off...pretend its all okay? That there's someone out there who feels just like me There is Do you care if I don't know what to say? Will you sleep tonight will you think of me? Will I shake this off...pretend its all okay? That there's someone out there who feels just like me... Do you care if I don't know what to say? Will you sleep tonight will you think of me? Will I shake this off...pretend its all okay? That there's someone out there who feels just like me There is... --Box Car Racer--There Is-- (i can really relate to this song right now....) 2 comments|post comment

[08 Nov 2003|07:27pm] Senses fail - Bloody Romance Life, is floating fast away But I look, your head is turned away From the moment you left I knew that something wasn't right But the feeling inside has kept me up all night You and me are like one heartbeat Well you and me are like one heartbeat So slice, open my viens And let, the romance bleed away From the moment you left I knew that something wasn't right But the feeling inside has kept me up all night You and me are like one heartbeat Back into what I thought i knew These words inside tell me what to do My heart held, in the palm of your hand (Forget my name) Now i know the way to go this place inside my demented my mind (Forget my name) You saw me bleeding on teh bathroom floor (Forget my name) This time in silence this time i win 1 comment|post comment

Because I really felt that you felt so much more... [08 Nov 2003|08:05pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | -The Ivy League-June Spirit- ] Hey guys! *waves* I'm new! Yes, so I'll just post now... Sorrow::Boxcar Racer Because I need you more than you need me Because I want you more I know Because we moved too fucking fast I think I really had to wish to make this last I know I'm sorry please forgive me, believe me if you would Because I cared way more Because I really felt that you felt so much more I know I'm sorry please forgive me, believe me if you would I'm sorry please forgive me, believe me if you could I'm sorry please forgive me, believe me if you would I'm sorry please forgive me, believe me if you could believe me if you could 1 comment|post comment

[08 Nov 2003|08:24pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | slick shoes - angel ] hey there! i'm a new member and thought i'd introduce myself with lyrics to my favorite song at the moment... // "paper rocks scissors" by jamison parker // don't look at me now she said with eyes that i can hardly take 'cuz im stuck with a smile that doesnt fit me anymore she said who wants a life that's filled with semesters and useless knowledge and wasted credits you can stay here tonight or maybe forever and no one has to know 'cuz i wont let you go and i cant wait to write you a letter for everyday that i cant bear you can fill these moments with words like forever but you gotta swear don't forget to remember me she said with a smile that screams of tears and not another word gunna spend my nights either sleepless or dreaming about you she said who wants a life of lost adolescense thats filled wtih regrets and anti-depressants ive said it before and you know that i meant it youre all i want to know and i wont let that go and i cant wait to write you a letter for everyday that i cant bear you can fill these moments with words like forever but you gotta swear don't forget to remember me let's just hope that nothing happens wait forever not for me life-long problems and last kisses; all you ever gave to me and i cant wait to write you a letter for everyday that i cant bear you can fill these moments with words like forever but you gotta swear don't forget to remember me don't forget to remember me... 4 comments|post comment

hidden in plain view- 20 below [08 Nov 2003|08:49pm] [ mood | lovin this band ] [ music | hidden in plain view ] this puzzled look you stare to me says, "put me back together" her heads down she waits so impatiently "scattered in my heart, torn up and ripped up apart" (its ripper apart) you know i should have known the times shes looked at me brace yourself.. she falls, gracefully just wait and youll see youre everything I want dont take this from me just wait and youll see youre everything I want dont take this from me.. now Snow falls harder everyday deeper... my heart slips away no not this time with the wind strong in my face I'm still staggering through closer to the ground then I will ever get to you dirt deep beneath my finger nails scraping at the floor digging through a world and searching for something more And these cold winter nights with out you next to me it feels like 20 below I've got frost bite on my heart this pain and suffering are feelings that you dont know it feels like 20 below... 2 comments|post comment

Farthest from Emo.... [08 Nov 2003|08:56pm] [ music | [Ra]-Do you call my Name? ] Some people seem to think they always know what's best for you Their little minds try to create a world to keep you still The bolt is thrown, the cage is locked You saw this, don't you lie At first you cry and then you hate those people stole your will... Do as you are told and maybe then we'll let you out You might be dead and cold, you might be full of doubt Don't try to escape cuz you don't have nowhere to go If nothing is your fate... there's no scenario No nothing Do you call my name Do you stain my brain My eyes are blurry and I can't see you anymore Do you call my name Do you breed my pain My heart is bloody and I can't take it anymore So you just sit there, stuck, afraid to risk reality Afraid to cause yourself more pain, to face insanity But nothing ventured, nothing gained You see... your fear's your cage You beg for help but you're alone, stuck in a helpless rage Do as you are told and maybe then we'll let you out You might be dead and cold, you might be full of doubt Don't try to escape cuz you don't have nowhere to go If nothing is your fate... there's no scenario (it's me.... I see, please... let me out I'm petrified) Do as you are told and maybe then we'll let you out You might be dead and cold, you might be full of doubt Don't try to escape cuz you don't have nowhere to go If nothing is your fate... there's no scenario (C'mon) Do you call my name Do you stain my brain My eyes are blurry and I can't see you anymore Do you call my name Do you breed my pain My heart is bloody and I can't take it anymore [2x] 1 comment|post comment

[08 Nov 2003|09:15pm] Note to self: I miss you terribly. This is what we call a tragedy. post comment

i'm sorry, but i miss you [08 Nov 2003|09:25pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | Jets to Brazil: "Perfecting Loneliness" ] "I'm a long list with no time. Sunset panic on the street, sugar and lightbulbs, the milk of kindness is behind us now. With all those stones in your coat, did you think I wouldn't know? The teat leaves of trashed streets, dirty needlesand sweets. Zero to heaven in seven, a lifetime, a nanosecond. All the sand in your glass is going by so fast. The radio is playing our tune. I love it, could you turn it down? The thought of you crying in my room; I miss you, could you come around sometime? When the nigh comes down, the world becomes a room under the microscope with a labcoat and glue. I'm fixing this hole with everything I knew. The music is making my head split. I love it, could you turn it off? The thought of you is tearing me in two. I miss you, could you come around sometime? Sometime? This list is what went right; your name is written twice. We live like astronauts and our missions never cross. The stakes are high, we're standing by. There used to be a hundred ways to put my arms around you; Everyone one seemed new, natural and true, perfecting lonliness 'til nothing's holding us. Consider Earth: we could be the first." post comment

[08 Nov 2003|09:26pm] It was a big mistake to let me have my way in the first place. It was a big mistake to let me memorize your face. post comment

[08 Nov 2003|09:38pm] hi...im new to this community..i just want 2 say hello 2 everyone n im going 2 post some lyrics 2 a song i really like by yellowcard n its exactly how i feel at the moment..i hope it hasnt been posted 2 many time already...if it has im sorry...ill also be postin some of writin periodically...when i do that..i would really love some comments..thanks Yellowcard- Breathing Eyes are feeling heavy but they never seem to close The fan blades on the ceiling spin but the air is never cold And even though you are next to me I still feel so alone I just can't give you anything for you to call your own And I can feel you breathing And it's keeping me awake Can you feel it beating? My heart's sinking like a weight Something I've been keeping locked away behind my lips I can feel it breaking free with each and every kiss I couldn't bear to hurt you but it's all so different now Things that I was sure of, they have filled me up with doubt And I can feel you breathing And it's keeping me awake Can you feel it beating? My heart's sinking like a weight I can feel you breathing It's keeping me awake Could you stop my heart? It's always beating. Sinking like a weight How am I supposed to feel about the things I've done? I don't know if I should stay or turn around and run I know that I hurt you, things will never be the same The only love I ever knew, I threw it all away And I can feel you breathing And it's keeping me awake Can you feel it beating? My heart's sinking like a weight I can feel you breathing It's keeping me awake Could you stop my heart? It's always beating. Sinking like a weight 4 comments|post comment

[08 Nov 2003|10:00pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | Bent "Matchbox Twenty" ] Adelayda "Tonight" Do you remember all the things you said to me? You made em sound so simple but they're just not that easy And you swear that I could be someone Hold you for all time Baby, not tonight... And I tried to tell you now that I can't find those words And I tried to show you how that it's pain you don't deserve And you're sitting there and asking You can come inside Baby, not tonight... And take a look at what we become A tragedy but I can't find my love And the star had left so long ago And I know this isn't right This's the last time I'll be kissing you... So good night. Good night. This is gonna hurt me much more than it hurts you A sad ol cliche is slowly turning true You can tell me something's wrong and ask Can we talk a while? Baby, not tonight... And take a look at what we become A tragedy but I can't find my love And the star had left so long ago And I know this isn't right This's the last time I'll be kissing you... So good night. Good night. We're driving home and you can see this in my eyes You're starting to tear up, you see straight through my disguise And we're meaning so much closer Holdin' on so tight It's the last time I'll be kissing you... So good night. Good night. Good night... Good night...yeah, oh yeah Oh yeah... Oh...yeah... 4 comments|post comment

[08 Nov 2003|10:05pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | Bent "Matchbox Twenty" ] Adelayda "Tonight" Do you remember all the things you said to me? You made em sound so simple but they're just not that easy And you swear that I could be someone To hold you for all time Baby, not tonight... And I tried to tell you now that I can't find those words And I tried to show you how but that's pain you don't deserve And you're sitting there and asking If you can come inside Baby, not tonight... And take a look at what we've become A tragedy but I can't find that love And what we started with had left so long ago And I know this isn't right This's the last time I'll be kissing you... So good night. Good night. This is gonna hurt me much more than it hurts you A sad ol cliche is slowly turning true You can tell theres something's wrong and ask Can we talk a while? Baby, not tonight... And take a look at what we become A tragedy but I can't find that love And what we started with had left so long ago And I know this isn't right This's the last time I'll be kissing you... So good night. Good night. We're driving home and you can see this in my eyes Yours start to tear up, you see straight through my disguise And you're leaning so much closer Holdin' on so tight It's the last time I'll be kissing you... So good night. Good night. Good night... Good night...yeah, oh yeah Oh yeah... Oh...yeah... 1 comment|post comment

Am I Wrong - Brand New [08 Nov 2003|10:06pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | Thursday - A Hole in the World(acoustic) ] Well i talk Too much To myself And i turn my back on my faith It's like glass When we break I wish no one in my place and i've seen you don't need their seeds when their dirt goes in deep and i'm lost in sleep i can't stay in this place i can't stand when the room turns round on my fate you give no guarantees there's no promise i can keep i can't stand i can't see my way i feel blind on my feet i can't stay too long am i wrong? goodbye, lay the blame on luck goodbye, lay the blame on luck goodbye, lay the blame on luck goodbye, lay the blame on luck goodbye, lay the blame on luck goodbye, lay the blame on luck i'm so tired of my mood and sleep comes with a knife, fork and a spoon you're so pale in your face you let life get in your way and i've seen you don't need their seeds when their dirt goes in deep and i'm lost in sleep am i wrong? goodbye, lay the blame on luck goodbye, lay the blame on luck goodbye, lay the blame on luck goodbye, lay the blame on luck i love that song! sorry, i'm on a Brand New kick right now... but can you really blame me? sorry that i havent posted in like a week... lol i know none of you even noticed... i changed my icon too. you guys like? ok, sorry, i'm going to do you all a favor and shut up now... but seriously.... everyone should download this song.. :] post comment

[08 Nov 2003|10:17pm] Crystal clear I see the rose is frail, the thorns hid easily in its beauty, as I go to grasp it in my hand My heart is torn beating from my chest Let me be captivated, by your beauty Then let me fall from your grace, unto my broken knees Close my eyes so tightly, the tears are welling up You aren't worth the waste, of the salt or the water Watching the sun play in your hair I couldn't really care, care any less about you Fuck all your false beauty, it was transparent just like your smile - liar Your thorns caress my flesh, crimson drops on a snowy field - liar I have seen you retrogress, I watched what you've become - liar Please take your eyes off of me, it's funny how fast blue eyes fade gray - liar Let me be captivated, by your beauty Then let me fall from your grace, unto my broken knees Close my eyes so tightly, the tears are welling up You aren't worth the waste, of the salt or the water And you are deceit Just wither away, real beauty is forever in you. Just wither away, real beauty is forever in you. Just wither away, real beauty is forever in you. Just wither away, real beauty is forever in you. "Tulips Are Better" by Atreyu 2 comments|post comment

[08 Nov 2003|10:31pm] [ mood | gloomy ] [ music | ****** ] Sometimes I wish I was brave I wish I was stronger I wish I could feel no pain I wish I was young I wish I was shy I wish I was honest I wish I was you not I 'Cause I feel so mad I feel so angry I feel so callused So lost, confused, again I feel so cheap So used, unfaithful Let's start over Let's start over Sometimes I wish I was smart I wish I made cures for How people are I wish I had power I wish I could lead I wish I could change the world For you and me 'Cause I feel so mad I feel so angry I feel so callused So lost, confused, again I feel so cheap So used, unfaithful Let's start over Let's start over 'Cause I feel so mad I feel so angry I feel so callused So lost, confused, again I feel so cheap So used, unfaithful Let's start over Let's start over I feel so mad I feel so angry I feel so callused So lost, confused, again I feel so cheap So used, unfaithful Let's start over..Let's start over..Let's start over..Let's start over..Let's start over.. --Box Car Racer--I Feel So-- 2 comments|post comment

[08 Nov 2003|11:15pm] [Nerdy] By: Poison the Well Why do your eyes paralyze me What makes me feel this way Just carry me away with silence and heartbeats As rapid thinking about your embrace and how it makes me feel I just want to feel this way forever Sleep on portraits painted as perfect as you Why have I been given the chance to fly When I'm not with you I feel lesser alone I remember your face / imprinted on angels Your voice as beautiful / as the sounds of waves crashing against my heart Time slows down when you look at me I'm infatuated with this / infatuated with you It's so hard for me to understand why I hadn't found you before don't dull away hold my hand 3 comments|post comment

[08 Nov 2003|11:23pm] i just went to the movies with the kid i've been in love with for over a year. everything is so perfect. please any songs about perfectness (??) or being so in love and just kjgjkdfhgkj. :D thanks in advance. Don't you know you are my everything? And don't you know you make my heart sing? You've turned my world inside out. Now I know what life's about and it's you I can't live without. But I'll try to just get by for now. And I'll walk on by for now.-stetch armstrong- for now 7 comments|post comment

[08 Nov 2003|11:41pm] "One Slowdance" You're standing there alone And so am I But I want you here By my side Your smile at me Is everything The staring game That song of love. I look you in the eyes I try to read you thoughts I ask you to go with me To a far off place. Oh. I look you in the eyes I try to read you thoughts I ask you to go with me To a far off place. You and me dancing the night away You can feel my heart beating so hard. We look eye to eye And I'm swept away. On a moonlit walk on the beach Watching the sunrise for the first time I'm in a trance From that one slowdance. You're standing there alone And so am I But I want you there By my side Your smile at me Is everything The staring game That song of love. I look you in the eyes I try to read your thoughts I ask you to go with me To a far off place. Oh. I look you in the eyes I try to read your thoughts I ask you to go with me To a far off place. You and me dancing the night away You can feel my heart beating so hard. We look eye to eye And I'm swept away. On a moonlit walk on the beach Watching the sunrise for the first time I'm in a trance From that one slowdance. We don't have to talk, We don't have to laugh at all I just want you here with me We don't have to talk, We don't have to laugh at all I just want to be You and me You and me dancing the night away You can feel my hearting beating so hard We look eye to eye And I'm swept away. On a moonlit walk on the beach Watching the sunrise for the first time I'm in a trance From that one slowdance. 2 comments|post comment

you're gone [08 Nov 2003|11:45pm] [ mood | lost ] [ music | Finding Westerly: "Dream is Over" ] "I woke up today, rolled out of my bed The sound of your voice, is still ringing in my head Cause I can't seem, to put the past behind In my dreams you'll still be mine As you see her face, As you feel the pain As I watch you go, into the game again As you see her face, As you feel the pain I know you will not last, I know you will not stay I know you'll run away The hardest part, is letting you go With things you still say, when you call me on the phone I dont know why, you have to play these games Make up your mind it's killing me As you see her face, As you feel the pain As I watch you go, into the game again As you see her face, As you feel the pain I know you will not last, I know you will not stay I know you'll run away It's over, you left me, I guess that dreams are never made I gave you, my heart and, you went and threw it all away My soul and, self-respect, have all been tossed now down the drain The names and, the games have, cause me to never be the same Im trying, so hard now, to be the way you want me to Even though, out you go, to do whatever you want to do I want this, so badly, so much you'll never even know This is my, last goodbye.... As you see her face, As you feel the As I watch you go, into the game again As you see her face, As you feel the pain I know you will not last, I know you will not stay I know you'll run away" 3 comments|post comment

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