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[04 Nov 2003|02:53am]


Keep calling his name
Keep calling perhaps he'll hear you
Keep calling his name
Maybe now he's not the one

The one who’s exiled form the world of you and me
The one who can't be reached the one who's lost at sea
The one whose social skills have gone to atrophy
The one who drifts apart the one who's lost at sea
The one who’s lost at sea.

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[04 Nov 2003|07:55am]
[ music | Backseat driver-She lives in pictures ]

she carries herself with a quiet grace
that compliments her pretty face yeah
she exposes the feelings deep inside
her empathy can't be disguised yeah, yeah
in retrospect it all seemed so perfect
like nothing was wrong
all the pain and tears dissapear
as i go along
she lives in pictures in gilded frames
my memory and reality aren't the same
the time that's passed has caused discrepency
in pictures you're always smiling back at me yeah
she lives in pictures that don't show the pain

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[04 Nov 2003|10:05am]
Anywhere With You
Saves the Day

I know i can't come near you
Every time i do
I get shaken inside and the sun in my eyes
I'll stay away

I'd rather be here
than anywhere with you
Whoo

I'd be dancing with your ghost
Toasting note to note
So here's to the passing
of all that could be
between you and me

I'd rather be here
than anywhere with you
Whoo

I know i can not see you
even if i wanted to
'cause your light is the light of ten sunsets
There go my eyes and burned blue and opened wide

I'd rather be here
than anywhere with you
Whoo

I'd rather be here
than anywhere with you
Whoo
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straylight run-Existensialism On Prom Night [04 Nov 2003|10:07am]
[ mood | moody ]
[ music | Strayligh run-a slow decent ]

When the sun came up
We were sleeping in.
Sunk inside our blankets
Sprawled across the bed
And we were dreaming.

There were moments when
When i know it and
The world revolves around us.

And we're keeping it
Keep it all going
This delicate balance
Vulnerable, all i know is

sing like you think no ones listening
you would kill for this
just a little bit
just a little bit
you would kill for this


sing like you think no ones listening
you would kill for this
just a little bit
just a little bit
you would...

sing me something soft
sad and delicate
or loud and out of key
sing me anything

we're glad for what we got
done with what we lost
out whole lives laid out
right in front of us

sing like you think no one's listening
you would kill for this
just a little bit
just a little bit
you would, you would

sing like you think no one's listening
you would kill for this
just a little bit
just a little bit
you would...


sing me something soft
sad and delicate
or loud and out of key
sing me anything

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[04 Nov 2003|12:14pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | The Early November [fluxy] ]

Breaking Pangaea [worst part]

I wanted to tell you what it was
But I was afraid
I wanted to tell you it was love
But I was ashamed
I wanted to know
I wanted to see
I wanted the same as anyone
But all that you love
And all that you need
Is more than could come from anyone

And the worst part is having no idea
The worst part is having no idea she said to me

I wanted to tell her everything
But then it was gone as soon as it came
How did it change
What did you see
And did I just get it wrong

Cause the worst part is having no idea
The worst part is having no idea

And I don’t know what to tell you
cause I don’t know what you think
if it means a thing to you
then I hope that you come through
because the worst part is having no idea

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For nick [04 Nov 2003|01:24pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | the used buried myself alive ]

Splintered piece of glass falls in the seat of gets caught
These broken windows, open locks, reminders of the youth we lost
In trying so hard to look away from you
we followed white lines to the sunset
I crash my car everyday the same way

Time to let this pass
(the time it takes, the time it takes to let go)
Time runs through our veins
(it starts and stops and starts and stops again)
We don't stand a chance in this threadbare time
(the time it takes, the time it takes to let go)
Time to let this pass
(the time it takes, the time it takes to let go)

Staring at the setting sun
No reason to come back again
The twilight world in blue and white
The needle and the damage done

I don't want to feel this way forever
A dead letter marked return to sender

The broken watch you gave me turns into a compass
It's hands still point to the same time 12:03, our last goodbye

So push the seats back a little further
I can see the headlights coming
So push the seats back a little further
Roll the windows down and take a breath
I can see the headlights coming
They paint the world in red and broken glass

Time to let this pass
(the time it takes, the time it takes to let go)
Time runs through our veins.
(it starts and stops and starts and stops again)
We don't stand a chance in this threadbare time
(the time it takes, the time it takes to let go)
Time to let this pass
(the time it takes, the time it takes to let go)

Staring at the setting sun
No reason to come back again
The twilight world in blue and white
The needle and the damage done

I don't want to feel this way forever
A dead letter marked return to sender

The spinning hubcaps set the tempo for the music of a broken window
the cameras on and the cameras click
we open up the lens and cant stop

Staring at the setting sun
No reason to come back again
The twilight world in blue and white
The needle and the damage done

I don't want to feel this way forever
the lights are on and the cameras click
we open up the lens to broken glass

Staring at the setting sun
No reason to come back again
The twilight world in blue and white
The needle and the damage done

i don't want to feel this way for every
a dead letter marked return to sender

(I'll never understand
Understanding in a car crash)



thursday-Understanding In A Car Crash


I had to post this song my good friend and ex-boyfriend nick mentioned it to me the other night its a good song
check out his band the sunset betrayl they are on tour and playing shows

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[04 Nov 2003|01:35pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | "Silhouettes" by smile empty soul ]

"All my problems" By Smile Empty Soul

by now
i should have been somwhere
or gone to school, or fixed my hair
back down
tell it to someone else
who gives a shit and needs your help

cos i found
what i needed
and i don't need you to tell me how you feel
and if i fall
you are not the one that has to cope and deal

all my problems are for me

my god
look at his tattoos and those earrings
he could never get
a good job
go home and beat your kids
so they don't turn out as bad as me

cos i found
what i needed
and i don't need you to tell me how you feel
and if i fall
you are not the one that has to cope and deal

all my problems are for me
i don't need your eyes to see
i will be what i will be

stop coming around cause you bother me
stupid mutherfucker pull your head out your ass and see
what don't you get, was i stuttering
i don't need to take your shit get away from me

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..please tell me you're just feeling tired.. [04 Nov 2003|01:40pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | story of the year.until the day i die ]

dashboard.again i go unnoticed

So quiet
Another wasted night,
The television steals the conversation
Exhale,
Another wasted breath,
Again it goes unnoticed.

Please tell me you're just feeling tired
Cause if it's more than that I feeel that I might break

Out of touch, out of time.
Please send me anything but signals that are mixed
Casue I can't read your rolling eyes
Out of touch, are we out of time?

Close lipped
Another goodnight kiss
Is robbed of all it's passion,
Your grip
Another time, is slack
It leaves me feeling empty.

I'll wait until tomorrow
Maybe you'll feel better then
Maybe we'll be better then
So what's another day
When I can't bear these nights of thoughts
Of going on without you

This mood of yours is temporary
It seems worth the wait
To see your smile again
Out of the corner of your eye
Won't be the only way you'll look at me then.

xoxo.rach

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The Starting Line - A Goodnight's Sleep [04 Nov 2003|01:42pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | Mustard Plug - Everything Girl ]

a better slumber
was in your arms
spent tangled up in you
a sudden mourning
crashed in the room
with an uninvited sudden change in you

what can i say?
wheres that girl from last night
whos slept on that side
and looks just like you do?

you can sleep in your own bed tonight
sleep away a silent pain
that's screaming out my name
you can sleep in your own bed tonight
i hope for your sake you dont wake up
as broken as i am

for a lack of better
words to say
all i said was goodnight
once again
in self defense i wont sleep a wink
to prevent dreaming of you

you can sleep in your own bed tonight
sleep away a silent pain
that's screaming out my name
you can sleep in your own bed tonight
i hope for your sake you dont wake up as broken as i am

sleep in your own bed tonight
i kno some day you will wake up as lonely as i am
cause fate works both ways
cause fate works both ways
cause fate works both ways
so sleep in your own bed

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[04 Nov 2003|02:45pm]
[Amanda's Poem About Unicorns]
By: Feeling Left Out

imagining you being asleep
lids embracing beautiful brown eyes

wake you from your dreams
i yearn for you to look at me
i become stained with memories and
pictures and thoughts of you

i revel in your soothing touch
you flow through me, and i beg
not to escape. permeating my pores
whetting my appetite for more

lend me your soul and show me what you see
let me feel what you feel
reveal your secrets to me
guide me through the deepest corners
of your body and soul

my fingers touch the back of your neck, your cheeks, and i swear, even the
moonlight does not have skin this soft.

the snap of your laughter
the bite of your wit

you are mind soaring
you speak to me in dreams
and follow me like shadows

so to hell with heaven
you're here for now and that's all
i need that's all.
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[04 Nov 2003|02:53pm]
[ mood | blah ]

say anything-thoughts on a liberal education system

I’ve been waiting for years for this to end
But now you’re gone and
I don’t know where I am.
Put my head in the books I burn for you
They’ll revive me.
That’s what they’ll do
I’ll silence you
With sex and drugs and education

Murder you
In mind and heart for all you put me through
This is my last song for you
I will not be your number two.

And I ate poison growth with my new friends
And it was awkward
To watch the colors bend

As I laid on the ground and drooled and sighed
I thought of you, love,
And how hard I tried
To silence you with sex and drugs and education
Murder you in mind and heart for all you put me
This is my last song for you
I will not be your number two.
I’ll silence you with sex and drugs and education
Murder you
In mind and heart for all you put me through
This is my last song for you ooh
This is my last song for you ooh
This is my last song for you
Baby I won’t be your number two

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[04 Nov 2003|03:05pm]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | A.F.I- The Leaving Song ]

Something i wrote...like it??

Just one more time come on you n me
No more distractions can't you please just be happy with me
No i guess never you've never been happy with me
Pushing you towards something, you just turn the other cheek
Why couldn't you just listen to me " your killing me, all ur lies are suffocating me!"
Why won't your lies just stop can't you see how much you hurt me
Remember that night you told me you loved me that wasnt just a dream
You just let these words escape into me
So then i start believing
It's so hard to let go of something I never had
So hard to say goodbye when there was no greeting
Its at times likes these when i realize your kiss had no meaning
Its true your kiss meant everything to me and in your head you were just toying with me

It's about something that just happened recently so..yea

-Tink-

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.:Guernica:. [04 Nov 2003|03:25pm]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | vampires will never hurt you ]

Ever since I was young your word is the word that always won.
Worry and wake the ones you love.
A phone call I'd rather not receive.
Please use my body while I sleep.
My lungs are fresh and yours to keep,
Kept clean and they will let you breathe.

Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
I am the watch you always wear but you forget to wind.

Nobody plans to be half a world away at times like these,
so I sat alone and waited out the night.
The best part of what has happened was the part I must have missed.
So I'm asking you to shine it on and stick around.

I'm not writing my goodbyes.
I submit no excuse.
If this is what I have to do I owe you every day I wake.
If I could I would shrink myself and sink through your skin to your blood cells
and remove whatever makes you hurt but I am too weak to be your cure.

Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
I am the watch you always wear but you forget to wind.

Nobody plans to be half a world away at times like these,
so I sat alone and waited out the night.
The best part of what has happened was the part I must have missed.
So I'm asking you to shine it on and stick around.

I'm not writing my goodbyes.
I'm not letting you check out.
You will beat this starting now and you will always be around.
I'm there to monitor your breathing
I will watch you while you're sleeping.
I will keep you safe and sound.
Does anybody remember back when you were very young.
Did you ever think that you would be this blessed?

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need some lyrics [04 Nov 2003|04:09pm]
I have some "father/dad" problems, and im looking for some songs that have to do with having dad problems, any ideas???
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[04 Nov 2003|04:39pm]
i really need help

can someone tell me some good songs or quotes about..
1. being confused
2. being depressed
3.figuring out how much someone means 2 u....and no there not dead ;)

<3! thanks so much!
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Armor For Sleep-Kind Of Perfect [04 Nov 2003|04:51pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | Armor for Sleep-Raindrops ]

Can I just be something...
somewhere in your room...
that you won't notice...
maybe I'll be paper...
or books thrown on your floor...
move me when you want to...
I'll live where you put me...
in your vcr...
if I become a cassetee...
or on top of your computer...
if that's where I would fit...
then so be it...

but things can't be perfect...
all the time...
that I know...
sometimes you just have to let some things go...

I will not speak one word...
I'll just hang around...
I won't annoy you at all...
when you move out I'll stay...
until I'm thrown away...
but then it won't matter...

but things can't be perfect...
all the time...
that I know...
sometimes you just have to let some things go...


I promise I'll stop now

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[04 Nov 2003|05:35pm]
Matchbook Romance - "Promise"

What would you say if I asked you not to go
To forget everyone forget everything and start over with me
Would you take my hand and never let me go
Promise me you'll never let me go
And now the stars aren't out tonight but neither are we to look up at them
Why does hello feel like goodbye?

These memories can't replace these wishes I wish and dreams I chase


Take this broken heart and make it right
I feel like I've lost
    everything
when your gone
Left remembering what its like
To have you here with me
I thought you should know
Your not making this easy
I never thought I'd be the one to say
    "Please don't, please don't leave me"

Take my hand and never let me go
Take my hand and never let me go
Promise me You'll never let go

Make this last forever


make this last forever make this last forever make this last forever make this last forever make this last forever make this last forever make this last forever make this last forever make this last forever make this last forever make this last forever make this last forever make this last forever make this last forever make this last forever make this last forever make this last forever make this last forever make this last forever make this last forever make this last forever make this last forever make this last forever make this last forever make this last forever make this last forever make this last forever
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..the reason i bleed.. [04 Nov 2003|05:39pm]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | atreyu.lipgloss and black ]

you say you'd never hurt me
but the knife is in my spine
i was stabbed by the one that i call mine


but i can be a good lover when i wanna be
and i won't forgive until i hear a sincere apology
i won't be broken til you break me
i won't be complete until you make me

i look up at the stars and ask to save me
but they're crying too
at the thought of losing you


but i can be a good lover when i wanna be
and i won't forgive until i hear a sincere apology
i won't be broken til you break me
i won't be complete until you make me

you close your eyes and just walk away
you make it easy for youself
only you, no one else


but...

i can be a good lover when i wanna be
and i won't forgive until i hear a sincere apology
i won't be broken til you break me
i won't be complete until you make me

so...

i tired to be a good lover but you wouldn't let me
i tried to forgive but there was no apology
i didn't wanna be broken but you broke me
i wanted to be complete but you didn't make me

can't you see?
you're the reason i bleed



just a song i wrote..i have some of the guitar parts for it, but not all yet. comments very much welcomed.

xoxo.rach

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$400 for "stressed"? anybody? ash for 400. [04 Nov 2003|06:35pm]
[ mood | stressed ]
[ music | Mineral ]

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH school sucks. stress doesn't work. i feel like the only thing that calms me down is music. Is that pathetic or awesome? eh who knows. its just the way it is. im listening to Mineral right now, its kinda depressing but it totally just makes me think about other things. i wish i had someone to feel this way about me... but dont we all?!


*she stepped out into the morning air to watch the cars go by and let the sun dry her hair. i wanted to tell her how beautiful she was but i just stared. i sat behind the wheel and watched the raindrops as they gathered on the windshield and raced down into the humming motor and she folded up her fears like paper airplanes and lost them in the trees.and i know i dont deserve this: the capacity to feel. (to laugh and to cry and to praise). for that i live and breathe and wake each day clean is nothing less than your grace (in awkward and glorious movement).(if i could)*mineral

*ash

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dashboard- so long sweet summer [04 Nov 2003|07:37pm]
So long sweet summer
I stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays
So long sweet summer
I fell into you
Now you’re gracefully falling away

Hey thanks
Thanks for that summer
It’s cold where you’re going
I hope that your heart’s always warm
I gave you the best
I gave you the best that I had
You passed on the letters and passed on the best that I had

So long sweet summer
I stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays
So long sweet summer
I fell into you
Now you’re gracefully falling away

I hate the winter in Lexington
I hate the winter in Lexington
Lexington
Lexington
Lexington
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[04 Nov 2003|08:30pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | rough draft-yellowcard ]

this is a reallllyyy good song..

one eight seven-senses fail

It's so nice sitting very still,
in a room where no one else can feel the pain that breaks my heart each day, I'm not ok.
Sunlight shining through my window, let's me know that I'm still alive
Why did I ever let you inside my heart? I'm such a fool.
Paint my face in shades of blood and grey and take a seat right next to me
Well I should've known that you were a killer.
But now I'm dead.

A gaping hole, shot through my heart
A lost connection from your poison dart
Shot from your tounge to end my life.
You're blowing at the fire to light your strife.

You'll never know.
The hardest thing about dying is, knowing you'll never see the light of day.

A gaping hole shot...(shot through my heart)
A lost connection from your poison dart.
My head now spins and my ears bleed gold.
I try so fucking hard, but I can't fit your mold.

You ripped my heart out, you tore my eyes out, now you're gonna pay
I'll stab you one time.
I'll eat your heart out so you feel my pain.
Don't you know that I always see you in all of my dreams?
I wanna kill you. I wanna kill you. Now i'm insane.

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[04 Nov 2003|09:01pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | kyds vs columbus demo ]

this is a song i wrote. it's supposed to tell a story - no choruses or anything like that, and it's written in sentence form. it's not emo; it's about a murder. i tried something new so i just wanted to know what you think. it has no title at the moment but if you can think of one please reply.

It all took place on a night just like this. The ground was silent yet utterly chaotic, covered with brilliant leaves. An abstract mixture such as this was sure to cause a commotion - and it did. The campers went into the tents one by one for a good night’s sleep. The children first, soon followed by the elders. Everyone is friends for one last night. At least six can be counted but it‘s hard to tell with the tattered remains. This is the way a horror movie starts. You don’t want to see how it ends. Trust me. The next scene is the climax as the glowing crescent moon casts a slight shadows of the tree branches onto the nylon material. It may be thick enough for warmth but not for protection. A subtle buzz can be heard off in the distance. It slightly resembles the hiss of a defective television set. Only one head is awoken at first but thinks nothing of it. The sound grows louder and then it happens. "At least they went off while sleeping," you say. But no, they were awoken at the last moment by the unbearable sound. Now they’ll go back to sleep, but they won’t get back up this time. They were supposed to live until they were old and gray as they catch the early bird special but so much for that. Everyone must pay for one person’s bad deed; ironically, that's the one that survives. One that can’t live with that burden and screams, "Take me too!" A request that will not be granted immediately for it is futile. Allow that one to suffer a little longer. Wait until they’re unstable, unaware, and unprepared. Then, and only then, will that one pay.

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ahhhh! *cries* [04 Nov 2003|10:03pm]
i do not believe i've ever "requested" a song. so i'll be stubborn for one day, since i am in no mood to find songs on my own. um, situation >> ex boyfriend, lives too far, we broke up, says he loves me, when he get his liscense maybe he'll ask me out again, or we can be together. blah how nice, eh? i'm confused =[ any songs/quotes/lyrics.. whatever doesn't matter, but anything about what i just said, are perfecto. thanks kiddos. i needed that.

-amy
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[04 Nov 2003|10:09pm]
It's hopeless now
It seems that there's nothing left
I don't care anymore, this failure that surrounds me I accept
Because I can't be all the things I want to without you
And it won't help to watch you smile without me
And begging to hold on,
I desperately try to remove memories of moments
that I thought you were happy
And I pretend not to care
I hope you're miserable without me
But that's not love nor true
You could not be better off now

I'm waiting for the day when I'd forget you
But I don't know if its right to hate this through
When you're the only one I see who truly keeps me here
But all you've left me is alone
And I miss you now
When all I can do is wish it wasn't this way, wish it wasn't too late
So is it wrong to ask for a second chance?
To prove my regret
To make up for the world
It's hopeless now, so hopeless to forget that there's no one here for me
Because I can't be all the things I want to without
And I'm waiting for the day when I'd be with you
Forever it will be, a dream that's always short of true
When you're the only one I see, who truly keeps me here
But all you've left me is alone
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[04 Nov 2003|10:25pm]
[Not Today, Not Tomorrow]
By: Ariel Kill Him

Tonight we’ll move the world if you want to.
My voice sounds like a thousand echoes.
Spinning on the words you left with me.
Thank you for the beauty you wear (and put inside me) so endlessly.
And you where are you gonna be when all the faces hits the ground.
And I, I will not be here to see the illusions rewind the time.
I love the way you laugh in melodies as if we were wings on the light air.
And everything is so gorgeous.
But I can’t stay here not today, not tomorrow.
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[[::will it be okay?::]] [04 Nov 2003|10:56pm]
[ mood | distant ]
[ music | south park ]

it might not be emo but i like it

boxcar racer-there is

This vacation's useless
These white pills aren't kind
I've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive
I miss the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9
And slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights
I've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have
The days have come and gone
Our lives went by so fast
I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor
Where i laid and told you, but you sweared you loved me more

Do you care if i don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
Will i shake this off pretend its all okay
That there someone out there who feels just like me
There is

Those notes you wrote me
I've kept them all
I've given a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall
With every single letter in every single word
There will be a hidden message about a boy that
loves a girl

Do you care if i don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay
that There's someone out there who feels just like me
There is

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The Ataris - A Beautiful Mistake [04 Nov 2003|10:59pm]
[ mood | guilty ]

Maybe I'm not ready for this, and you know it.
Maybe I'm too scared to tell you what I'm really thinking
It's not fair to stay together because of regrets we might have.
I don't want to fall asleep alone, but do I want to wake up with you?
I'm only trying to be completely honest.

So I guess this is the ending or a beautiful mistake.
And if we both agree that we shouldn't be together why does it hurt so much?
I feel like I lost my closest friend.
I don't want to fall asleep alone, but do I want to wake up with you?
I hope you're happy and completely lonely.

There I am standing all alone on Sydney Harbor Bridge.
And you know I would jump into the fucking ocean if it meant I was truly capable of being satisfied.
Well I ever be?
Did I just give up the best thing I ever had?

I don't want to fall asleep alone, but do I want to wake up with you?
I hope you're happy and completely lonely.
I don't want to fall asleep alone, but do I want to wake up with you?
I'm only trying to be completely honest.


i just broke up with my girlfriend...the song fits perfectly.

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[04 Nov 2003|11:18pm]
just saw a static lullaby last night. can we say ORGASMIC?! here's the last song they played, which i love so very much. enjoi.

a static lullaby - the shooting star that destroyed us all

A star up in the sky
A Poem to the dead
Let this mistake
Bring a vivid crystal to her eyes
So drain out my lungs
Before the fluid brings a choke
I can not inhale the sparkle of your voice

A star up in the sky
A poem to the dead
Let this mistake
Bring a vivid crystal to her eyes
So drain out my lungs
Before the fluid brings a choke
I can not inhale the sparkle of your voice

Let me walk on high wire of rusty nails
While barefoot shedding the flesh of our existance

I don't want anybody to fall

A star up in the sky
A poem to the dead
Let this mistake
Bring a vivid crystal to her eyes
So drain out my lungs
Before the fluid brings a choke
I can not inhale the sparkle of your voice

Now's it time
Now's it time

The more I try
The more I lose
But today
Will you remember me ?

But today
Will you remember me ?
But today
Your eyes

Your eyes
They shine
Your eyes

Your eyes
They shine
Your eyes

Your eyes
They shine
Your eyes

Your eyes
They shine
Your eyes

Your eyes

Your eyes
They shine
Your eyes

Walking home
Street lights go out

Walking home
Street lights go out

A star up in the sky
A poem to the dead
Let this mistake
Bring a vivid crystal to her eyes
So drain out my lungs
Before the fluid brings a choke
I can not inhale the sparkle of your voice
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i die in deadly pain and misery [04 Nov 2003|11:24pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]
[ music | Acceptance-Torn Inside ]

"Torn Inside"

I can't speak,
I'm lost for words,
I can't hear,
the silence burns a whole inside of me,
that I can't fill for the life of me.
I can't see,
I'm blinded by the things you say to me are lies.
I can't feel, feel you near,
and that's because you were never here.
What am I supposed to do?
How am I supposed to feel?
I put my trust in you,
but life can change.
You lied to me,
you let me down,
you turned this smile into a frown
and now you're the only reason why, I find it hard to sleep at night.
I'm feeling sad, feeling blue,
I think of the past times spent with you
and now there's nothing left to say,
so I just turn my head away.

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is it you? is it me? is it us? or is it trust..? [04 Nov 2003|11:56pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | Trust - Adema ]

Hey all, this song means a lot to me.. it's sort of an inside secret between me and an ex who i seem to be falling for again.. so i thought i'd post it! enjoy <3 oh, i'm really sorry for asking.. but i know that everyone here has very good taste in music, so i was wondering what are some other good Adema songs? I have Trust, Close Friends and The Way You Like It. thanks a ton!

[ Trust - - Adema ]


[Let me breathe]
[Let me breathe]

I can't even think right now
Something's got me feeling guilty
Hurt you slowly but so surely
I don't know why, love you so much
I can't feel because I'm lost
Not too much matters no more
Is it you? Is it me? Is it us? Or is it trust?
Or is it trust..?

Pushing into what I want
Because I am so goddamn selfish
Left you hanging, stopped relating
I don't know why, love you so much
I can't feel because I'm lost
Not too much matters no more
Is it you? Is it me? Is it us? Or is it trust?

I'm so alone
Empty and lost
It's easier to let you go
Time will erode
The shame and the fault
It's easier to let you go

[Is it you? is it me?]
It's easier to let you go
[Let me breathe]

[Let me breathe]

I can't feel because I'm lost
Not too much matters no more
Is it you? is it me? is it us? or is it trust?
Or is it trust?
Or is it trust?

I'm so alone
[Or is it trust?]
Empty and lost
[Or is it trust?]
It's easier to let you go
[Or is it trust?]
Time will erode
[Or is it trust?]
The shame and the fault
[Or is it trust?]
It's easier to let you go
[Or is it trust?]

Let me breathe

[Breathe]
[Breathe]
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