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[13 Sep 2003|12:34am] [ mood | blah ] [ music | brand new- the boy who blocked his own shot ] i'm new. =) comment me if you'd like.. if it makes you less sad, i'll move out of the state. you can keep to yourself, i'll keep out of your way. and if it makes you less sad, i'll take your pictures all down. every picture you paint, i will paint myself out. it's as cold as a tomb, and it's dark in your room..when i sneak to your bed to pour salt in your wounds. so call it quits or get a grip. said you wanted a solution, you just wanted to be missed. call me a safe bet, i'm betting i'm not. i'm glad that you can forgive, i'm only hoping as time goes..you can forget. 1 comment|post comment

[13 Sep 2003|01:03am] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | Allister- Jacob Thinks I'm Gay. ] leave it all, the fights and all. summers getting colder drive all night to hold you tight, back to california. days went by, we waited and i guess we're getting older. we couldn't win in the end. you're gone.. i'm miles away turning out your lights ten differant ways i could end this night.. i can't do this anymore, i won't feel you anymore.. how long i'll wait just to say goodbye. --sugarcult, back to california. i won't forget the day that i found God in a kitchen knife and on my arm.. so paint the pale white floor with my red life. -senses fail, angela baker and my obsession with fire. shaking on the outside, because i want a feeling inside. my chest is fcking hurting, and my stomachs fcking burning. i laugh when you are crying, and sadly inside you're dying. because you gave up way too early, your fcking pain is so deserving. -mest, until i met you. if any one else is looking for lyrics to relate to how you feel or w/e i would recomend looking at.. Brand New, Senses Fail, Yellowcard, or Taking Back Sunday. ..sorry for the long post. hope you like the lyrics.. post comment

[13 Sep 2003|01:17am] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Blink 182- Adam's Song (Acoustic) ] time to meet some people in this thing.. leave comments if you'd like my screen name or something. =) are you afraid of being _alone ? 'cause i am..i'm lost without you. are you afraid of leaving tonight 'cause i am..i'm lost without you. i'll leave my room open 'till __ sunrise.. for _y o u * 6 comments|post comment

::song:: [13 Sep 2003|06:56am] [ mood | nervous ] [ music | I am the Killer-Thursday ] "These Walls"-Trapt Something missing Left behind Search in circles Every time I try I've been here before I've seen you before I can't escape walking through these halls Hard to find a place where there are no walls And no lines begging me to cross Only straight ahead better move along Like Clockwork I commit the crime I pretend to be everything they like I've been here before I've seen you before And I trade everything for this And I trade everything for this Why do I read the writing on the wall Why do I read the writing on the wall I won't lose my place in line I've been here too long and I've spent to much time I won't lose my place in line I've been here too long and I've spent too much time post comment

THe Long Blade [13 Sep 2003|09:14am] [ mood | Send me your heart ] [ music | KILL YOUR SELF EMO ] *** I dont know if bother you people with all my songs if you guys hate them ill stop posting please comment again this is my song from my heart and my mind im just one more sad EMO boyasking for a girl to love a boy form a small town. LEXI dont be afriad to love you what makes it home that ill always come back to *** My heart breaks into a million pieces but i still give you all my undying love it shines through the hills above it fills up the sky & the angels fall from the heavens they crash towards the ground and the earth spins on your axis the streets our dim but the light shines on Exit 12 above your house My heart was meant to dye its oka because i get by with this hole as long as your ok then im ok cant take this for so much long so would i be out of line if i could write you a song The radio reminds me of you and the TV has so few channels to watch remember when we watched that sweet movie on my couch we kissed till the the day fell and the stars overcame adversity our town call us together and i would give you the city lights Is it a sin to live in the past does the sun give up without fight to be cast aside my home life is an ever slow suicide but ive never been good at it the thought if never seeing your eyes engulfs my thoughts My heart was meant to dye its oka because i get by with this hole as long as you ok then im ok cant take this for so much long so would i be out of line if i could write you a song Dont be afraid dont mad cause me being sad is enough for us both one more day and this heart breaks so please dont be sad dont take the balde your blood drips down your face and i detest oh please just one more kiss oh just one more so i die happy, please just come back to me. 2 comments|post comment

[13 Sep 2003|09:25am] MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE LYRICS "Our Lady Of Sorrows" We could be perfect one last night And look like star-crossed lovers when we fight And we can settle this affair If you would shed your yellow take my hand And then we'll solve the mystery of laceration gravity This riddle of revenge please understand it has to be this way and [Chorus] Stand up fucking tall Don't let them see your back Take my fucking hand and never be afraid again We've only got once chance to put this at in end and cross the patron saint of switchblade fights You said we're not celebrities, we spark and fade, they die by threes I'll make you understand and you can trade me for an apparition [Chorus] Trust, you said Who put the words in your head Oh how wrong we were to think That immortality meant never dying [Chorus] 1 comment|post comment

[13 Sep 2003|09:26am] [ music | (local band<3) dead poetic- bliss tearing eyes ] cause you bleed all the time the pieces of a broken heart are wasted time. and i can’t forgive myself for all the things i’ve done but you, you do. bleed one more time for me cause my heart is filled with loneliness and this world is filled with loneliness bleed one more time for me cause the struggles of this world are blistering blistering your cells run through my veins the times you lifted a dead man that’s me again. and i can’t forgive myself for all the things i’ve done but you, you do. bleed one more time for me cause my heart is filled with loneliness and this world is filled with loneliness bleed one more time for me cause the struggles of this world are blistering blistering post comment

[13 Sep 2003|09:27am] MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE LYRICS "Drowning Lessons" Without a sound I took her down and dressed in red and blue I squeezed Imaginary wedding gown That you can't wear in front of me A kiss goodbye, your twisted shell As rice grains and roses fall at your feet Lets say goodbye, the hundreth time And then tomorrow we'll do it again I dragged her down I put her out And back there I left her where no one could see And lifeless cold into this well I stared as this moment was held for me A kiss goodbye, your twisted shell As rice grains and roses fall at your feet Lets say goodbye, the hundreth time And then tomorrow we'll do it again I never thought it'd be this way Just me and you, we're here alone And if you stay, all I'm asking for is A thousand bodies piled up I never thought would be enough To show you just what I've been thinking And I'll keep on making more Just to prove that I adore Every inch of sanity All I'm asking for is, all I'm asking for is These hands stained red From the times that I've killed you and then We can wash down this engagement ring With poison and kerosene We'll laugh as we die And we'll celebrate the end of things With cheap champagne Without, without a sound And I wish you away 7 comments|post comment

[13 Sep 2003|10:26am] [ music | ........ ] fata- take her to the music store you break my heart into a 1000 pieces and you say its because i deserve better emotionless grey skies bleed somber dreams of sorrow blackened unseen heart tears a virgins godlike innocence from its palace paint sarcastic smiles upon new wounds tears of misery stain scar filled minds hatred new like tomorrow flows from bitter memories purity now embraced by sinful ideals while lifeless tomb rests weary with prowling peering eyes silence falls upon deaf ears covered by night alone in thought, shaking biting tongues of lead at unfit moments screaming disbelief with no faith in sight and her disgust has no borders no limits to strive for she bends and breaks to rules set by the weak she's finally seen she's a beautiful girl with a smile so grand she could stop all the world stolen her skin she sews her mouth shut nothing to him, her screams just die out as she cries out her voice dies out as she cries out her voice dies out love once inside her heart lay in my hands so beautiful, she cries, so beautiful was it asked for was it implied? what could have been done inside her mind dies post comment

[13 Sep 2003|10:32am] [ music | thursday- signals over the air ] this is what you see when you look in my direction and contest its course it's drawn tight like wires this is how it feels calling out, but no one even hears signals that were sent over the air. over the air. over the air. over the air. when you say my name. i want to slate it from your lips hide like whispers in the rain when you say when you say my name when you say it i want to stomp it in your lungs and collect all of your blood to put in the radio is this how it feels when you don't even fit into your own skin and it's getting tighter everyday i'm getting smaller if i keep holding my breath im going to disappear when you say my name. i want to slate it from your lips hide like whispers in the rain when you say when you say my name when you say it i want to stomp it in your lungs and collect all of your blood to put in the radio there's nowhere to hide they stole the love from our lives and put the sex on the radio there's nowhere to hide they stole the love from our lives and put the sex on... If i keep holding my breath all of this will fade away If you keep driving we'll be lying in the rain changing the shape folding like an envelope to keep each other in shattered glass broken lock and mascara gets washed away by windsheild wiper blades stay stay when you say when you say my name when you say my name i wanna slate it from your lip hide like whispers in the rain when you say when you say my name my name i want to stomp it in your lungs and collect all of your blood to put in the radio there's nowhere to hide they stole the love from our lives and put the sex on the radio there's nowhere to hide they stole the love from our lives and put the sex on the radio yeah that's where we hide the love and lives and sex on the radio 4 comments|post comment

[13 Sep 2003|11:33am] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | motion city soundtrack-my favorite accident ] come back, please don't leave me now. i'll be acll thatyou need in life because i can't live with out you and i know all that you need i could give you everything when you're so far you'll forget about me.. -The Early Novemeber, come back. collect calls to home..tell that that i've realized that everyone who lives will someday die and die alone. --who else then my boys..brand new. 8) [i will play my game beneathe the spin light] 2 comments|post comment

IM NOT OKAY. [13 Sep 2003|11:43am] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | brand new-sic transit glory, glory fades ] well if you wanted honesty,thats all you had to say i never want to let you down go or have you go its better off this way. for all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend toook.. remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor? i'm not okay. i'm not okay, you wear me out. what will it take to show it that its not the life it seems? i told you time and time again, you sing the words but don't know what it means to be a joke, and look: another line without a hook. i held you close as we both shook. for the last time, take a good hard look. i'm not okay, i'm okay you wear me out. forget about the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took you said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed. im okay, i'm okay now. but you really need to listen to me, i mean this--i'm okay. (trust me) i'm not okay. i'm not okay, i'm not oh-fcking-kay -my chemical romance..their great you should listen to them if you don't already 4 comments|post comment

[13 Sep 2003|12:02pm] [ mood | cheerful ] it's three in the morning and i stayed up all night drowning in my words writing about you time seems to standstill since the day you left me a revolving door slamming this time so slowly you're running out you're running fast now we were just kids back then two years of my life traded for an ending like this like a love movie without a goodbye kiss why was it me with all sincerity which car drove us to drove us to this road this road of broken promises first it was broken glass that fell down from the sky so fast it hit us then she promised but it happened again a new found glory >> standstill post comment

i thought i wanted this.. [13 Sep 2003|12:36pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | senses fail- one eight seven ] sunligh shining through my window lets me know that i am still alive.. so by the looks of it, no one likes hearing requests..but i only have ONE...does anyone have any lyrics because i am so confused--i got asked out, but i said no becos i wanted to be single..then im walking down the halls seeing people holdin hands or having their arms around someone..and i want that too. =(..so please comment some songs?..thank the hardest thing about dying is known you'll never see the light of day 1 comment|post comment

new member [13 Sep 2003|01:03pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | your having the time of my life-jets to brazil ] new member here. heres a really good song that i like and its called cat heaven by jets to brazil. In the dream that awakened me, You had come and taken me To a sea of stars. The cat stood in the flowers two ears above. And the ground that was under me Was holding me so wonderfully On a bed of leaves And you were here with me and we were free. Everything we saw Was beautiful and strong, And I knew we belonged. Then the birds came and carried us To the sky and married us on a bed of stars, Where I was always yours And you were mine. And in the long back eternity, I love you so perfectly In the words of clouds, Like a bird sings to his flowers and I was heard. Everything I saw Was everything I'd want, And this world had just begun to live. Don't wake me up, I can't wake up from this. Everyone was forgiven; Made hopeful; Made living; Made winning, Tonight. So, Captain, please consider me. Let the boats deliver me. When I close my eyes, Drive, captain, drive. It's time. For everything to be perfect, For everything to stop hurting, Tonight. Don't wake me up. 1 comment|post comment

[13 Sep 2003|01:14pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | "Every Night's Another Story"-e11 ] hey guys...sry i havnt posted in..for..ever. ive been buisy as all hell wiht shcool work and soccer and that good old hsit...so..i need a song! or 2~! ...about anniversary..i dont care how long the annivversary is..i just need a good song about an anniversary...prtefferably sung by a guy about a girl...cuz its me(girl) and my girlfirend...so..yeah..please..im begging you..its so important!! ok so song! this might not be qualified as 'emo' but oh wel, its been stuck in my head and its going on here now Song_Let's Face It Artist_The Mighty Mighty Bosstones Album_Let's Face It It's so hard to face that in this day and age Somebody's race could trigger somebody's rage. And somebody's preference can drive some total stranger To make somebody, somehow feel the wrath of their anger. Why were we put here? What for? We're unsure. We sure weren't put here to hate Be racist, be sexist, be bigots, be sure We won't stand for your hate. Why so cut and dry? A simple concept missed. Give tolerance a try, this confusion still exists. Ignorant mongers, no area's gray. Couldn't be any wronger in this age and day. Now how far have we come? How come there are still some who won't let some march To the beat of a different drum? To face it, it's so hard, you must be on your guard. It's not okay and you're not free to be a different way. Let's try to erase it, it's time that we face it. If we don't, then who will? Shame on us. Let's try to erase it, it's time that we face it. Let's face it, the time is upon us. 1 comment|post comment

Great Song [13 Sep 2003|01:14pm] ALL THAT'S LEFT LYRICS "When You Think Outloud" Hoping I am not the anchor keeping you in port, The hardest part of setting sail is just getting the first foot on the ship. If leaving me makes being you easy then go, oh no let me take it back. No one could ever be my someone once told me I was CRAZY for being a fool. No one could ever be my someone once told me I was CRAZY for being a fool. Here I go counting seconds until I complain again. Hoping I am not just comfort keeping you around. A person keeping you away from him or her, here or there but... If leaving me makes being you easy then go, oh no let me take it back. No one could ever be my someone once told me I was CRAZY for being a fool. No one could ever be my someone once told me I was CRAZY for being a fool. Here I go counting seconds until I complain again. No one could ever be my someone once told me I was CRAZY for being a fool. No one could ever be my someone once told me I was CRAZY for being a fool. **by the way im new. post comment

IN HONOR OF ME GOING TO SEE CAVE IN TONIGHT.... [13 Sep 2003|01:27pm] ...And YES, they are playing material off of Beyond Hypothermia. JEALOUS BITCHEZZZZ. cave in - Juggernaut Old places fade hard, and no matter how long you row upstream The water still makes waves that carry the rest of us away You are what you weep, from your head down to the sleet Fell, tripped up the stairs to the place void in all hints of home Watch with your heart, run with your gut ever so careful not to lose the fragile beauties of motivation A whir of warning winds signal back to birth. Watch with your heart, run with your gut, ever so careful not to lose your mold "They laughed all to the intrusive music, they danced hard enough to wake from a fiction-based nap, they killed me when I couldn't be a source of entertainment, strung like a puppet to every degree of debt. in social contribution by the migraine." Our fight keeps using a voice that needs rekindling I promised wet weather to myself From the moment I set foot into my own autopsy Past all the summer, beyond the urine-stenched conglomerates of those without a set of eyes to make contact with "There is but the utter of all necessaries, pushing ones that brimming light through the dregs of apartment life. A necessity that leaves me short of breathe in the end. Watch with your heart, run with your gut Primate winds blow me back to old bloodstreams post comment

[13 Sep 2003|02:08pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | no music..senses fail movie. ] you ripped my heart out now you're gonna pay i'll stab you one time i'll eat your heart out so you feel my pain 3 comments|post comment

[13 Sep 2003|03:08pm] Things weren't going so great anymore.. Me and my boyfriend broke up for 2 days and realized it was the worst mistake- so were together again. We've been together for a year- and lately it seems like somehow he enjoys cutting me down- everytime i try and talk to him about it he says "its all in your head." things have changed... any songs for this? 1 comment|post comment

[13 Sep 2003|04:26pm] what are some songs that really take your breath away? 5 comments|post comment

[13 Sep 2003|04:39pm] [ music | Brand New Seventy Time 7 ] Back in school they never taught us what we needed to know Like how to deal with despair or someone breakin your heart For twelve years I've held it all together but a night like this is beggin to pull me apart I played it quiet left you deep in conversation I felt uncool and hung out around the kitchen I remember I kept thinking that I know you never would And now I know I want to kill you like only a best friend could Everyone's caught on to everything you do Everyone's caught on to... As if it happening wasn't enough I got to go and write a song just to remind myself how bad it sucked Ignore the sun, covers over my head Wrote a message on my pillow that says "Jesse, stay asleep in bed" Don't apologize (I hope you choke and die!) Search your cell for something which to hang yourself They say you need to pray if you want to go to heaven But they don't tell you what to say when your whole life has gone to Hell! Everyone's caught on to everything you do Everyone's caught on to... (and I can't let you let me down again) Everyone's caught on to everything you do (and I can't let you let me down again) Everyone's caught on to... So is that what you call a getaway? Tell me what you got away with Cause I've seen more spine on jellyfish I've seen more guts on eleven-year-old kids Have another drink and drive yourself home I hope there's ice on all the roads And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt and again when your head goes through the windshield Is that what you call tact? You're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back So let's end this call and end this conversation And is that what you call a getaway? Tell me what you got away with Cause you left the frays from the ties you severed when you say "best friends" means friends forever Is that what you call a getaway?!! Tell me what you got away with!! Cause I've seen more spine on jellyfish!! I've seen more guts on eleven-year-old kids!! Have another drink and drive yourself home!! I hope there's ice on all the roads!! And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt then when your head goes through the windshield!! (I can't let you let me down again) Everyone's caught on to everything you do (and I can't let you let me down again) Everyone's caught on to... (I can't let you let me down again) Everyone's caught on to everything you do (and I can't let you let me down again) Everyone's caught on to... 4 comments|post comment

[13 Sep 2003|04:42pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | [Straylight Run] its for the best ] New. Just wanted to say hi for now... 4 comments|post comment

[13 Sep 2003|04:43pm] [ mood | irritated ] [ music | dashboard confessional- Morning Calls ] "Morning Calls" by Dashboard Confessional Morning calls for pain relief A line above the step beneath The worst that you could do And the best that you could hope for Is hardly the best Tepid water chase the pills With turpentine and chamomile And don't get cheap with the wine You need to be up all of the time Shield your eyes, conceal your lies. Don't blink, everyone's watching. They'll think you're up to something. They need for you to be everything that they cannot be themselves. This somewhat the way i feel right now. I'm upset and irritated, just not feeling the best today. 1 comment|post comment

heh [13 Sep 2003|05:36pm] KEEPSAKE LYRICS "Sweet White Lies" Drowning in my pool of sorrows Can you imagine what I see? The wrath of all of these emotions That you place inside of me [x2] Memories fade away And pictures of a happy yesterday Are nothing more than sweet, white, lies..... If I've said it once, I've said it a thousand times But our hearts decide what they want to hear Never before has something so bad felt so good And though we know we're killing our tomorrow We must live for today For this moment when time stops and we only know of each other Each kiss is a kiss of false hope But it's ok! Maybe I enjoy this pain If I live for this moment I'll have eternal memories And never again doubt That you and I are real These feelings, so strong, so wrong post comment

this is a .44 caliber love letter straight from my heart [13 Sep 2003|07:01pm] [ mood | sad ] alexisonfire-a dagger through the heart of st. angelis plaid skirts that hide scars walk in single file. ties that restrict blood to the brain. passing notes in math class freedom were the scars of your desire. it's a coming of age story, conflicting impulses, cuts seem to bend the sky. i've read this book before. anxious eyes stare out of warped glass waiting for the 3 o'clock bell. i'm trying hard to forget that cold october day when love challenged freedom to a fist fight. freedom looked victorious, but no one was prepared for what would happen on the baseball diamond when love reached beneath her plaid jumper, pulled out a switch blade and drove it.. directly through the heart of st. angelis. any notion of self government was left bleeding on the pitcher's mound. i'm on an alexisonfire kick. what can i say? 1 comment|post comment

oo3 x lyrics [13 Sep 2003|07:42pm] [ music | konstantine x something corporate ] hey there..i need help. well, actually i need lyrics. parker theory - compromise tragik - a moving song *i'm unsure of the title/artist of the last one, but SOME of the lyrics are this:* Every breath, one step closer to spending forever Forever as in me and you, side by side. When I'm gone, you know I'm yours When You're gone, I know You're Mine Hand in hand, we're together, hold me tight Kiss me once more, and you'll make it alright 1 comment|post comment

[13 Sep 2003|08:48pm] Im looking for lyrics for my friend that involve a guy breaking up with you because you weren't pretty or popular enough, then a few years down the road the girl becomes beautiful and he wants her back. thanks loves<3 3 comments|post comment

[13 Sep 2003|08:55pm] [ mood | blah ] Band_Unsung Zeros Song_Louder Than Words Album_Moments From Mourning Penned this one last because it was the hardest Yet it meant the most to me at the same time Feelings are tough to explain when what i feel is bigger than any word that i can find So i wrote you this song To tell you i love you But I know that thats much less than you deserve It's all so much less Then these feelings i'm feeling I hope my actions speak louder than words Call me whenever, and i will come running I'm ready and waiting for ever for you I'll give you my whole heart To hold as your keepsake If you should ever need proof Remembering the times that we spent together I know how good it feels to be in your arms Im always so happy and filled up with laughter when ever i'm with you i feel safe and warm this song means so much to me..its so good...enjoy... 5 comments|post comment

I didn't mean to love you [13 Sep 2003|09:08pm] [ mood | emo ] [ music | allister - x-girlfriend ] You waste your time always looking at me Don't you know you're never gonna get the opportinuty to see The other side of me Yeah yeah yeah Now you got me, you caught me by suprise But I'll never question what I feel inside All I know is that! I didn't mean I didn't mean to love you Love you You waste your time always looking at me Don't you know you're never gonna get the opportunity to see The other side of me Yeah yeah yeah Now I'm sorry that I didn't see before All I wanted was to be your friend and nothing more So fuck you! I didn't mean I didn't mean to love you Love you You waste your time always looking at me Don't you know you're never gonna get the opportunity to see The other side of me Yeah yeah yeah Now you got me, you caught me by suprise But I'll never question what I feel inside You fucking bitch! I didnt mean I didnt mean to love you Love you 3 comments|post comment

[13 Sep 2003|09:17pm] i need lyrics...for ANY tribe 8 song..its important! 1 comment|post comment

two questions. [13 Sep 2003|09:52pm] Hi loves :] I was wondering if anyone knows any good songs about #1descovering something about yourself thats beautiful, for example= you used to not like yourself and now you have come to accept who you are and are finding that everyone is beautiful in their own way.. #2Being completely in love, and just wanted to tell someone how in love you are with them, how they mean everything to you, a long song that will completely take your breath away, or any amazing love songs.. thank you so much :] 6 comments|post comment

[13 Sep 2003|10:02pm] say anything-by tonight You're looking quite sharp, sugar. You've got some teeth on that stare. You've got them tattered blue jeans on. You've done that thing with your hair. This bed could use a secret and these pounding hearts could keep it. If you could, i could, i swear. You turned me on and i'd like to know if you were trying. Angel we are so gone. By tonight, the earth bursts open, we shed this clothing And you'll see my from the angle that you missed. You're looking high strung sugar. Why don't you sink a little bit? Into the sea of sweat our skin can spit. It was good to keep me guessing because you know i hate attention But can we get down to it? Can we get down to it? Nothing exists but this. post comment

[13 Sep 2003|10:12pm] autumns monologue -fata oh, why cant i be what you need? a new improved version of me but im nothing so good, no im nothing just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs of violence of love and of sorrow i beg for just one more tomorrow where you hold me down, fold me in, deep, deep, deep in the heart of your sins id break in two for you id break in two and each piece of me dies only you can give the breath of life but you dont see me, you dont here im pinned between darkness and light bleached and blinded by these nights where im tossing and tortured till dawn by you, visions of you, then your gone the shock bleeds the red from my face when i hear someones taken my place how could love be so thoughtless, so cruel? when all, all that i did was for you id break in two for you id break in two and each piece of me dies but only you can give the breath of life but you dont see me, you dont id break in two over you i would break in two for you now you see me, now you dont now you need me, now you dont the fiction we live- fata (in response to AM) you might be just what i need no, i would not change a thing been dreamin of this so long but we only exist in this song the thing is im not worth the sorrow and if you come and meet me tomorrow i will hold you down, fold you in deep, deep, deep in the fiction we live i break in two for you i break in two, and if a piece of you dies autumn, i will bring you back to life of course i see you, i do post comment

[13 Sep 2003|10:49pm] [ music | oasis--wonderball ] I'm new ::waves::: I ♥ this song. Reminds me of my situation--Long distance relationships are bitches Dashboard Confessional--Living in Your Letters I'm always assuming the worst, but you're going on none the less & there's nothing to cusion your heart led fall. Letters from further away keep pulling me close to home. And there's something to cushion my callous sighs. And I know that you hope for longer good-byes embracing for forever and falling in your eyes. Pouring over photographs. I'm living in your letters. Breathe deeply from this envelope it smells like you & I can't be without that scent. It's filling me with all you mean to me. Continually failing these trials but you stand by me nonetheless & you won't let me sink though I'm beggin you. Phone calls from further away & messages on my machine, but I don't ever tell you this distance seems terrible. There is no need to test my heart, with useless space. These roads go on forever & so do you and I. So I'll hit the pavement it's gotta be better than waiting & pushing you far away cause I'm scared. So I'll take my chances & head on my way up there. Cause turning to you is like falling in love when you're ten. 3 comments|post comment

New [13 Sep 2003|10:56pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | Afi::Silver/and/Cold ] +Hey, I'm new here, just joined a few minutes ago+ I like this song by AFI, so i thought i'd put down the lyrics. I... I came here by day, but I left here in darkness And found you, found you on the way And now, it is silver and silent, it is silver and cold You, in somber resplendence, I hold Your sins into me Oh, my beautiful one Your sins into me As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer And I'll beg for forgiveness (Your sins into me) Your sins into me Oh, my beautiful one Light, like the flutter of wings, feel your hollow voice rushing into me As you're longing to sing So I... I will paint you in silver, I will wrap you in cold I will lift up your voice as I sink Your sins into me Oh, my beautiful one, now Your sins into me As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer And I'll beg for forgiveness (Your sins into me) Your sins into me Cold in life's throws, I'll fall asleep for you Cold in life's throws, I only ask you turn away Cold in life's throws, I'll fall asleep for you Cold in life's throws, I only ask you turn As they seep... into me, oh, my beautiful one, now Your sins into me Oh, my beautiful one Your sins into me As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer And I'll beg for forgiveness (Your sins into me) Your sins into me... oh Your sins into me Oh, my beautiful one, now Your sins into me As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer And I'll beg for forgiveness (Your sins into me) Your sins into... (Your sins into me) Your sins into me Oh, my beautiful one post comment

[13 Sep 2003|11:22pm] ACCEPTANCE = HOLD ON Now I know that it's the same. Different people, different days. It won't change. Do you find security? Knowing you have broken me. Like a pastime. Hold on and you'll find, What you're eventually looking for. Is popularity your quest? Is this game the perfect test? Do we all? Do we alter? What we are. Who we honor. Playing with people's hearts? I find myself, alone again. I don't want to find myself alone again. Hold on. post comment

[13 Sep 2003|11:24pm] ACCEPTANCE = BLACK AND WHITE Another day in my life, another day, I'm insecure, how I'm portrayed in this world. Maybe it's my skin, I know that it's not my mind, that's brought on this social attack. And now I know, what you see isn't what's inside of me. And now I know what you think isn't based upon my mind. So analyze our hate, find out where it is based, maybe you will see it's not me. The world has spit you out and you don't have a reason why. See we're not that different after all. post comment

[13 Sep 2003|11:26pm] SILVERSTEIN = LAST DAYS OF SUMMER The bright light beams from her eyes like broken glass. Or a broken heart, who would have guessed? You'd leave me here. Beneath my eyes I feel the tears, I hold back. I won't leave this way again. As my legs start to shake, I feel nothing. I wanted you, I needed you, but you weren't there for me this time. I won't leave this way again. You that I loved, that I needed. You weren't there. Not this time. What can I do? I was supposed to love you. What can I do? I won't leave. What can I do? I was supposed to love you. I cannot feel. Last breath I feel, warm air intake. The last summer's day, last one I take. I won't leave this way. Lost it all for you. When the shadows beam, misery remains. I won't leave this time. 1 comment|post comment

[13 Sep 2003|11:53pm] This isn't lyrics... Its something that I just wrote.. And I wanted some feed back from it, to hear waht people who don't know me, and don't have strong feelings towards me think about my writing, so there it is. Tear it apart, or love it. Please just comment! :) ( Simple Minded Poetry ) 1 comment|post comment

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