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[05 Aug 2008|12:01am] |
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how is everyone's night
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[05 Aug 2008|12:05am] |
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and if ever you come near, i'll hold up high a mirror. lord, i could never show you anything as beautiful as you!
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[05 Aug 2008|12:17am] |
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jsyk sara looks like mel d. srry sara i did not tell you this in person
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[05 Aug 2008|12:17am] |
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rest assured that you're beautiful with the trigger pulled
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[05 Aug 2008|12:19am] |
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i'm bored. and can't sleep. do my journal.
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[05 Aug 2008|12:22am] |
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i am doing this
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[05 Aug 2008|12:22am] |
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to get all of the gifs
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[05 Aug 2008|12:22am] |
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off of the page
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[05 Aug 2008|12:22am] |
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because theyre making my internet slow
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[05 Aug 2008|12:22am] |
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and theyre probably making yours slow too
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[05 Aug 2008|12:22am] |
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and i feel bad
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[05 Aug 2008|12:22am] |
one pill will get me through the day
but I take two anyway
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[05 Aug 2008|12:27am] |
I'm scared because I think I trust you,
And I'm beginning to realize just how much I care...
I care so much about you,
It's just that I don't want to set myself up for heartbreak again...
Please be true, and tell me all that I can do
to make you happy (I want to make you happy)...
Oh you, you don't know what you do to me,
But we could live so happily...
Please let this be real,
Tell me how you feel...
Just say, "I'm yours"
And fill my heart with laughter...
Just say, "You're mine"
And we'll live happily ever after...
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[05 Aug 2008|12:27am] |
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The tell tale hints of acquiescence lighter eyes when she comes over it's obvious they’re lying. She likes to smoke some drugs and screw and leave she always tries, but she roles over to pretend that she hates goodbyes. But you can’t care if you’re not breathing and hell well she’s leaving, it’s the only thing that’s left that gets you high. The aftermath commonly quietly arcane eludes to closure, suggests the title waves that smell of smoke and sex that’s suffocating what she said and she can’t come sober. She can’t come so clear headed maybe next time. Maybe next time she’ll insist on another fix, but it’s alright and she’s worse than I and she pretends that she hates goodbyes.
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[05 Aug 2008|12:31am] |
i've left pieces of my heart here and there.
and now, there's almost barely enough to stay alive.
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[05 Aug 2008|12:34am] |
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"when the worst case scenario finally comes true, clinging to hope is all you've got."
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[05 Aug 2008|12:35am] |
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A human being is part of a whole, called by us the 'Universe', a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings, as something separated from the rest - a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circles of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty.
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[05 Aug 2008|12:36am] |
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The air tears at my skin, robbing my veins of the life I had hoped to have. You killed a part of me tonight and left the frozen air to finish the job. Now I realize the cowardice you kept behind your bloodshot eyes and awkward frame was calling the shots. And I was left depleted grinning like a retard who thought you were there when you'd retreated.
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[05 Aug 2008|12:37am] |
I wanted to hate you, but I can't.
I'm counting on you to find me when you're through counting...
Everyday, I'm still here hiding baby,
Everyday, come out and find me, baby.
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[05 Aug 2008|12:38am] |
I swear, if I could take this knife out of my back, I would, I would
but between the loss of blood and the loss of my trust in you
I don't think it'd do any good
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[05 Aug 2008|12:39am] |
We've got to get off this merry-go-round,
And finish this at the start
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[05 Aug 2008|12:39am] |
I want you back.
Here in my arms, free from harm,
I'll be everything you need...
And I deserve the chance for you to remember me,
Remember who I am.
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[05 Aug 2008|12:43am] |
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Today has been cluttered with.. broken teeth and filthy stitches and a conscience that won't shut up.
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[05 Aug 2008|12:44am] |
I crash into your world,
Something new I can feel.
Without knowing what to expect,
And not looking back on what I left for you.
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[05 Aug 2008|12:44am] |
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this is easy as lovers go, so don't complicate it by hesitating.
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[05 Aug 2008|12:45am] |
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the one thing that I'll never get is how you turned out like all the rest
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[05 Aug 2008|12:47am] |
the world has turned and left me here.
just where i was before you appeared.
and in your place an empty space
has filled the void behind my face
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[05 Aug 2008|12:48am] |
Every night to me is halloween, Like an ancient Scene, Like in horror dreams
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[05 Aug 2008|12:48am] |
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i just made love with your sweet memory, one thousand times in my head.
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[05 Aug 2008|12:49am] |
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The first time I saw a body bend that way I realized that we're more beautiful dead than alive. Then with bloodied flesh removed, your rib cage ripped away and I saw why they say beauty comes from the inside
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[05 Aug 2008|12:51am] |
Damn you for going away,
Why couldn't you just stay?
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[05 Aug 2008|12:52am] |
"If you shoot someone in the head with a .45 every time you kill somebody, it becomes like your fingerprint, see? But if you strangle one, stab another, one you cut up, one you don't, then the police don't know what to do. They think you're 4 different people. What they really like, what makes their job so much easier, is pattern. What they call a modus operandi. That's Latin. Bet you didn't know any Latin, did ya Otis?"
"Big Fuckin Deal."
"What?"
"Nothing."
"It's like a trail of shit, Otis. It's like the blood droppings from a deer you shot, and all they gotta do is follow those droppings, and pretty soon, they're gonna find their deer."
"Why don't you use a gun?"
"You can use a gun. I'm not saying you can't use a gun. Just don't use the same gun twice."
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[05 Aug 2008|12:55am] |
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save me from this love affair with broken hearts
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[05 Aug 2008|12:57am] |
you remain turned away.
turning further every day.
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[05 Aug 2008|12:58am] |
so, pass another round around for the kids
who have nothing left to lose
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[05 Aug 2008|01:03am] |
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"i was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. what is broken is broken -- and i'd rather remember it as it was at its best, than mend it and see the broken pieces as long as i lived."
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[05 Aug 2008|01:06am] |
i'm sorry that i loved you,
i'm sorry that i cared.
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[05 Aug 2008|01:08am] |
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if the world froze over and everybody died and you and i were the only ones alive, i'd say, "i'm sorry you made it, it's more then you deserve." don't try to make it better, you'll only make it worse.
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[05 Aug 2008|01:10am] |
stuck a pin in your backbone. spoke it down from there. all i ever wanted was to be your spine. lost your friction and you slid for a mile. overdone, overdrive, overlive, override.
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[05 Aug 2008|01:10am] |
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i was just a crutch for your loneliness, your heart was never really there.
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[05 Aug 2008|01:13am] |
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i'm sorry that i wasted so much of my time, time i could have spent with someone else would have meant, less of you and all your lies.
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[05 Aug 2008|01:14am] |
Twenty-five days without love,
Why don't you tell me why you're so far away from me?
I'm used to being with you every single day,
And now you're millions of miles away...
You're miles away...
I miss you, I miss your love,
I miss your face, your eyes, your hands, your touch.
I never thought that missing you would hurt so much.
You're miles away...
Just look at the stars tonight, baby,
And I'll look at them, too.
So that way I'll be looking at the exact same stars as you
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[05 Aug 2008|01:26am] |
the quiet can scrape all the calm from your bones, but maybe it should. maybe we need to be hollowed to get up and grow, & stop fucking around, to kick off our braces and start straightening out. let's sift through the static to find a simpler sound
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[05 Aug 2008|01:32am] |
no more songs about you, after this one i am done.
why are you gone?
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[05 Aug 2008|01:33am] |
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight.
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[05 Aug 2008|01:38am] |
Let me be the one who never leaves
you all alone
I hold my breath and lose the feeling
that I'm on my own
Hold me too tight, stay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you
Baby all the time
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[05 Aug 2008|01:38am] |
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i'll hold you closer and tell you i love you, but it won't matter in the end. it's obvious you're leaving soon, just another heart to mend.
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[05 Aug 2008|01:40am] |
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what happens when you're still in love but time rips you apart. is there ever an answer for when love is not enough? when the world must move on, who decided that i'd be that tough.
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[05 Aug 2008|01:46am] |
I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world.
I wish my smile was your favorite kind of smile.
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[05 Aug 2008|01:47am] |
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but one of these days i'm bound to choke and we could share a kiss but i feel like i can't go through with this and i bet we could build a home but i know the right thing for me to do is to leave you alone
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[05 Aug 2008|01:49am] |
3 A.M. when my phone ring, beggin' me to come by, I was right around the corner..
I know I could've said no but I ain't stop, told me "come in, the doors unlocked for you".
My intuition, I should, have listened to it,
my girl, yo, she'd be pissed if she knew about this visit...
She had a tank top on, I took her tank top off, but should've stopped, STOP!..
But she ain't let me, kissed me soft and gently.. she tempt me.
Right then I stopped thinkin' consequences...
Guess I must have lost my mind for a minute. listen.
Girl you know that I love.
Girl I love you.
With her that was lust..
Shouldn't have happened
I know I messed up...
One phone call started this whole thing now...
look at the damage.. damage..
look at the damage..
obviously this is about you camille.
backstabber.
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[05 Aug 2008|03:15am] |
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is anyone up? :( i really need to talk.
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[05 Aug 2008|09:46am] |
and i'm alive
but i don't need a witness
to know that i've survived
i'm not looking for forgiveness
yeah, i just need light
i need light in the dark as i search for resolution
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[05 Aug 2008|10:55am] |
Baby please, you don't have to explain the reasons
This is me, I know your mind can change like the seasons
When your friends start to trip
And you're loosin your grip
And you cant find your way back home
When your world falls apart
And you're lost in the dark
And you know that you're all alone
When you just can deal, and you need something real
Someone that'll always come through
Who ya gonna run to?
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[05 Aug 2008|11:00am] |
It took too long for you to call back
and normally I would just forget that
except for the fact it was my birthday
my stupid birthday!
Who would forget that!?
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[05 Aug 2008|11:13am] |
In a sense we're the same,
struggling to save face.
It's a question of scope:
how far you're willing to go
to make rights of your wrongs,
despite the risk involved.
It's a question of faith,
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[05 Aug 2008|11:14am] |
When you are the one, the one that lies close to me.
Whispers "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly.
That there's no place else I could be but here in your arms.
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[05 Aug 2008|11:14am] |
There's a myth we must've made
One we're spreading every day
In every dying dream we grieve
The humming hole we fight & feed
It's the loving lives we long for
Heaven bound & glory be
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[05 Aug 2008|11:23am] |
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A good man doesn't drink
And I've been drinking alone
So what does that make me?
My hands they always shake
And no one's calling my phone
So what does that make me?
Because I'm selfish enough
to wanna get better
But I'm backwards enough
not to take any steps to get there
And when you realize it's a pattern
And not a phase
It's what you've become
And it's what you will stay
That's ballgame
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[05 Aug 2008|11:25am] |
it's the same dollar draft,
the same whiskey words,
the same hanging heart,
and the same old scorched earth.
we're further and further
away from the truth.
i wanna stop it.
i wanna stop it.
i wanna stop it.
but it's the only life i know how to live
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[05 Aug 2008|11:25am] |
What's up Mary?Mary Jane
Since I have met ya girl you ruined my brain
You stole my heart , right from the start
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[05 Aug 2008|11:26am] |
"Well either way i realize that my shits about as small as it could be, but that makes me feel worse for even feeling this bad in the first place."
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[05 Aug 2008|11:39am] |
I do wanna love you,
and I do wanna try.
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[05 Aug 2008|11:45am] |
The sound of the ocean has kept me awake, and the fire in the sky hasn't come out to play.
I remember that moment like the back of my hand as I lost my way in the stars.
And it's time that is seeming to push me away. And it's time that is forcing all of us to stay.
Is it wrong that I'm happier here? When I'm not I seem to disappear.
I could stay in these eyes forever. And I hope not to be found.
I could stay in these eyes forever.
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[05 Aug 2008|11:56am] |
I was nauseous and tingly all over.
I was either in love or I had smallpox.
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[05 Aug 2008|11:57am] |
it’s the species disappearing, all the birds fly south
in a january heat wave and a pulsing crowd
it’s an african militia, kids with sub machines
it’s a conflict diamond on your bride to be
it’s the dispossessed lining up every gate
it’s the facts worth facing, faced way too late
it’s the mission of modernity, go get what’s yours’
til there’s nothing leftover to get no more
& it’s not what were owed but it’s what we’ve earned
& it’s closer than we realized that it's time now, to burn
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[05 Aug 2008|12:05pm] |
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I wanted you to fight for me. I wanted you to say there was no one else you could ever be with, and that you'd rather be alone than without me.
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[05 Aug 2008|12:51pm] |
Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time
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[05 Aug 2008|12:53pm] |
my heart was caught in a landslide
& now it feels for you only, for you only
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[05 Aug 2008|01:00pm] |
Wake up, my love
Never thought you'd make me, break me
Now I'm up from below
Such a brilliant star you are
And will your love keep burning baby?
Burn a hole right through my eyes
You saw that short times feel like no time
And I thought you ought to know
I'm so far gone now I've been running on empty
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[05 Aug 2008|01:17pm] |
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you can do what you want to whenever you want to. you can do what you want to, there's no one to stop you
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[05 Aug 2008|01:23pm] |
i was consumed with proving you were a liar, but what good would that do? we both know the truth, we were there and we lived it. but then we kept rewriting and revising it, rehashing and repeating. it was bad for us both. and i was passive aggressive,
i'm sorry, i was anxious to let it all go.
you're no one else's problem but you sure are mine.
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[05 Aug 2008|01:29pm] |
and every coughing car
and every coiled snake
and every shrieking star
and every burning stake
dissolved to atmosphere
all of everything, erased
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[05 Aug 2008|01:34pm] |
I don't walk right, not like I used to
There's a jump in my step as I rush to see you
I could be happy here as long as you're near to me
As long as you're close to me
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[05 Aug 2008|01:34pm] |
hi i will be in new york
tomorrow - sunday, tuesday - friday, and then like.. idk then i'm going to virginia and then i'm going back to new york till sept 15th then i'm going to london then im going to school
SO
IDK
GRACE? KATE? NIKKI YOU CAN DRIVE I'LL PAY GAS
pls come play with me cause i'll be all alone
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[05 Aug 2008|01:36pm] |
I might not be leaving
Oh so soon
Began the night believing
I loved you in the moonlight
So, for tonight
I'll stay here with you
Yes, for tonight
I'll lay here with you
But when the sun
Hits your eyes
Through your window
There'll be nothing you can do
I could've treated you better
Better than this
Well, I'm gone, this song's your letter
Can't stay in one place
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[05 Aug 2008|01:39pm] |
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She wants something that lasts a guy who wont lose interest fast And always has something to say But she's a fool cause she has this longing for him but she's scared to tell him and find out what he'll say He has a rule that he can never seem too interested Cause he's scared that she might feel the same way
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[05 Aug 2008|01:41pm] |
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If that's the way you feel, there's no easy way out
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[05 Aug 2008|01:43pm] |
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ron is lonely, goose. obviously harry doesnt want to be his friend anymore :(
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[05 Aug 2008|01:44pm] |
i close up my mouth
When you're around now
Suffocating in doubt
I can't make a sound
In your sun drenched world
I always wanted to be
The one you looked to
For the answers in me
I'm the one who took you
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[05 Aug 2008|01:47pm] |
you're Nina Simone
When you talk on the phone.
You sing to me
And I'm truly
No longer alone.
You're Mary Cassatt
When people tell you you're not.
You're like a child.
All the while
I need you a lot.
And these photographs keep me alive.
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[05 Aug 2008|01:49pm] |
I could have lost myself
In rough blue waters in your eyes
And I miss you still
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[05 Aug 2008|01:53pm] |
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my heart will wear you out.
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[05 Aug 2008|01:55pm] |
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ugh i'm trying to upload my pictures from last night onto facebook but it wont work and it only got half of them and the little upload box is open and it said it was done but then it just started up again and there are still no other half!! idk im annoyed the end
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[05 Aug 2008|01:58pm] |
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let's say the storm, like most, will pass. let's sing a song for relief at last. let's say that only time will tell if i'm really over being overwhelmed.
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[05 Aug 2008|02:10pm] |
all i ever wanted was to be your spine
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[05 Aug 2008|02:11pm] |
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i do this from time to time where i can never say the things i mean. from time to time, i do this from time to time where i like to watch you as you sleep, from time to time, i do this from time to time where i like to think of you with me.
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[05 Aug 2008|02:42pm] |
i betcha man can't do it like that
he can't work the middle cause his dick too little
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[05 Aug 2008|02:45pm] |
last night i fell in love without you.
the stars at night aren't as big and bright as you make them out to be.
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[05 Aug 2008|02:53pm] |
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all this time and everything's changed but i still feel the same. all good things eventually end and get washed down the drain. what a disaster it would be if you discovered that i cared little too much.
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[05 Aug 2008|02:54pm] |
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what a poo day.
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[05 Aug 2008|03:19pm] |
No matter what they say,
Don't believe a word.
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[05 Aug 2008|03:23pm] |
You looked my way and said,
"You frustrate me."
Like you're thinking of lines and times
When you and I were you and me.
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[05 Aug 2008|03:25pm] |
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We seldom remember love.
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[05 Aug 2008|03:33pm] |
I'm destroying my mind,
tryin' to understand how
with little to no effort you have me eating
out of the palms of your hands.
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[05 Aug 2008|03:33pm] |
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sometimes i sleep, sometimes it's not for days. and the people i meet always go their separate ways. sometimes you tell the day by the bottle that you drink, and times when you're alone all you do is think. i'm a cowboy, on a steel horse i ride, i'm wanted dead or alive. i'm a cowboy, wanted dead or alive.
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[05 Aug 2008|03:36pm] |
Well I wrote your name and burned it
To see the color of the flame
And it burned out the whole spectrum
As if you were everything
Mine just burned gold
A normal flame
I am not anything
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[05 Aug 2008|03:43pm] |
Because I don't believe the truth
And I don't believe in you
Because I've finally figured out
Your world is ending
By the way,
I'm alive again
And your words mean nothing now.
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[05 Aug 2008|03:51pm] |
If you'd be my breath,
There's nothing I wouldn't give.
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[05 Aug 2008|03:51pm] |
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Take me, take me back to your bed. I love you so much that it hurts my head. Say "I don't mind you under my skin. I let the bad parts in, the bad parts in." Well when we were made we were set apart. But life is a test and I get bad marks. Now some saint got the job of writing down my sins. The storm is coming, the storm is coming in.
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[05 Aug 2008|03:58pm] |
Sometimes I think that if love didn't exist, maybe hate wouldn't either, and maybe neither would jealousy or anger or obsession, but I don't think I could ever stop loving Molly, no matter how heavy the sadness gets. I don't think that people love other people because it feels good, because loving Molly hurt more than anything I had ever experienced. I think people love because it's almost like that's what we're meant for. People live to love, and everything is a result of that love. Without love, we'd have no skyscrapers or lemon meringue pie, which I love, or cure-all drugs or dictionaries or elevators, which I don't love, or gold pocket watches or postcards or scrapbooks or telephones. Without love, we'd be lost.
So maybe it's worth the pain.
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[05 Aug 2008|04:03pm] |
no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do
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[05 Aug 2008|04:03pm] |
But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over..
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[05 Aug 2008|04:06pm] |
Its like I've waited my whole life
for this one night it's gonna be me you and
the dance floor cause
Cause we've only got one life
Double your pleasure
Double your fun
and dance forever
Forever on the dance floor
It's a long way down
It's so high of the ground
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[05 Aug 2008|04:10pm] |
i've never felt this way before everything that I do,
reminds me of you and the clothes you left,
they lie on my floor and they smell just like you,
i love the things that you do
lyrics about adoring/loving/swooning/needing someone?
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[05 Aug 2008|04:10pm] |
They say good things must come to an end
But I'm optimistic about being friends
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[05 Aug 2008|04:18pm] |
I hear in my mind all these voices,
I hear in my mind all these words,
I hear in my mind all this music,
And it breaks my heart.
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[05 Aug 2008|04:18pm] |
I wonder if you'd miss me
When I'm gone
It's come to this, release me
I'll leave before the dawn
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[05 Aug 2008|04:18pm] |
But I look at you, warm in your dream
While your mobile dances above
And I think to myself
It's a beautiful night
And I know everything
Is gonna be alright
Yes now I know
It'll be alright
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[05 Aug 2008|04:22pm] |
so when you're sorry, and one day you will be, i wish you all the best. i hope that you drop softly and it dont end too badly, and your raging head can finally rest. and you could be honest & rescue yourself, but ill walk my own way ill go where you wont go you wont put me through hell, cause now i see through you
believe what you need to. go haunt someone else
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[05 Aug 2008|04:23pm] |
I'm still an asshole, playing with candles,
Blowing out wishes, blowing out dreams.
Just sitting here and trying to decipher
What's written in Braille upon my skin.
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[05 Aug 2008|04:23pm] |
Somewhere tonight a heart is breaking
somewhere two hearts are beating as one
For every heart that is aching
Somewhere somebody is ready for love
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[05 Aug 2008|04:25pm] |
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Why is it so hard to love you.
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[05 Aug 2008|04:26pm] |
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You greedy little bastard.
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[05 Aug 2008|04:33pm] |
Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
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[05 Aug 2008|04:38pm] |
Come back,
please don't leave me now. I'll be all that you need.
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[05 Aug 2008|04:41pm] |
Forgotten but not gone
you drink it off your mind.
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[05 Aug 2008|04:43pm] |
I'll go back if you ask.
I'll go back if you ask me.
ded.
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[05 Aug 2008|04:47pm] |
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ALIVE!
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[05 Aug 2008|04:58pm] |
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sara you forgot to tell them all i said no to booze. twice.
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[05 Aug 2008|05:01pm] |
t's just that all this weight from la-la-livin's been catching fire in my hands.
well, fuck this town son,
i wanna make 'em crawl again
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[05 Aug 2008|05:08pm] |
just close your eyes
you'll never see me crashing down
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[05 Aug 2008|05:10pm] |
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you could mean the world to me, nothing less throughout eternity, you're the end of the world to me, a beautiful contradiction possessing me, I can give you no more than all the love I have, take it with you wherever your heart shall lead you.
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[05 Aug 2008|05:13pm] |
I see a blank notebook page and it's my life and there is nothing I can think to write.
I fear the thought of not sensing a thing.
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[05 Aug 2008|05:17pm] |
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So, tell me is it right to feel like we're only getting smaller?
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[05 Aug 2008|05:22pm] |
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This is what you call love?
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[05 Aug 2008|05:25pm] |
I could never love
your eyes have changed
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[05 Aug 2008|05:34pm] |
and the virgin's a mother
the role doesn't fit
she's out of character
but she stumbles through her lines
with a little wine
and the men they don't love her
lucid, she's smart enough to know this
and they all hope the whore
is the wife
i think they're just praying
that fuck yes we can act like this
and one day we'll be saved
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[05 Aug 2008|05:50pm] |
you're not next to me
there goes another day
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[05 Aug 2008|05:52pm] |
i'm gonna start posting more
starting tonight :)
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[05 Aug 2008|06:39pm] |
tell all of my friends, i don't have too many, just some rain-coated lovers' puny brothers. dallow, spicer, pinkie, cubitt, rush to danger wind up nowhere. patric doonan, raised to wait.
i'm tired again, i've tried again
& now my heart is full
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[05 Aug 2008|06:45pm] |
some men here, they have a special interest in your career. they wanna help you to grow and then siphon all your dough. why don't you find out for yourself? then you'll see the glass hidden in the grass. you'll never believe me, so, why don't you find out for yourself? sick down to my heart, that's just the way it goes
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[05 Aug 2008|06:55pm] |
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I want you to know that I miss you, I miss you so.
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[05 Aug 2008|06:55pm] |
"cause even if it breaks your heart to be just friends, if you really care about someone.. you'll take the hit."
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[05 Aug 2008|07:03pm] |
it should've been me.
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[05 Aug 2008|07:05pm] |
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You did everything to me I did to you.This is the last song that your getting cause we’re through. The only thing left perfect was states we put between us. Cause you know I'm always writing you postcards telling you how good it feels not to have you here
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[05 Aug 2008|07:24pm] |
cause i can hardly see what's in front of me these days
and those days, too.
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[05 Aug 2008|07:27pm] |
nothing is ever as good as it was
and what's good for your soul
will be bad on your nerves
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[05 Aug 2008|07:38pm] |
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Doctor I don't know what I'm gonna do. I need this song to be shouted out and to be heard by everyone. It's like each word and every chord refuses to be ignored. This is bigger than me but with no hands and even less skill I don't know how it ever will come out. Doctor I think it's her I hear, it's always been. But if this pain can be arranged in such a way to bring out beauty... then, well, who am I to stop it? I'll bring her back and I won't stop until it's done. Until this nightmare's undone. I need her.
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[05 Aug 2008|07:42pm] |
So if death's the answer, then the question is the trigger and I'm just the firing pin.
Yeah I'm just a messenger.
So if death's the answer, then the question is the trigger and I'm just the firing pin.
And I'm just a messenger doomed to detonate on delivery
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[05 Aug 2008|07:44pm] |
I'm sinkin like a stone in the sea
I'm burning like a bridge from your body
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[05 Aug 2008|07:44pm] |
Get set, get ready for anything.
Even if the earth quakes, we'll grit our teeth, and stand until our bones break.
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[05 Aug 2008|07:47pm] |
It's a new dawn.
It's a new day.
It's a new life for me.
And I'm feeling good.
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[05 Aug 2008|07:51pm] |
i know that you hate the way i work so long. i know you hate the way i wrote this song. i stayed up 'til the break of dawn. but love is not a compromise. it’s something like the rising of the sun... although you’ve seen it a thousand times, you can’t explain it. call my name and i will sing for you, a song so good you’ll doubt i wrote it. and i will dance for you, i won’t step on your toes. and i will laugh for you. you’ll have no choice, you’ll have to say “i need you.”
but 'til then...
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[05 Aug 2008|07:55pm] |
i am going to see backstreet boys in concert ok
it will be amazing~
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[05 Aug 2008|07:55pm] |
what was that? i can't hear you through all of this fashion.
not so much a lyric but kinda funny.
I'M NEW.
usually a bystander and now i want to post. booyaa
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[05 Aug 2008|07:59pm] |
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No, you don't know the one who dreams of you at night and longs to kiss your lips and longs to hold you tight. Oh I'm just a friend, that's all I've ever been 'cause you don't know me.
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[05 Aug 2008|08:02pm] |
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The more I see you, the more I want you, somehow this feeling just grows and grows. With every sigh I become more mad about you, more lost without you, and so it goes. Can you imagine how much I'll love you the more I see you as years go by? I know the only one for me can only be you. My arms won't free you and my heart won't try.
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[05 Aug 2008|08:07pm] |
yeah, you can call me or text me whenever you want.
yes, ill have my phone.
but no, that doesn't mean i'll be waiting around anymore.
because i refuse to wait around for your attention.
so give me what you want but i wont try too hard for you.
because i know there are a million different kinds of you and i don't know why i need to be getting hung up on just this one.
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[05 Aug 2008|08:10pm] |
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I know your image of me is what I hope to be. I've treated you unkindly, but girl can't you see, there's no one more important to me. So darling can't you please see through me, 'cause we're alone now and I'm singing my song for you. You taught me precious secrets, the truth with holding nothing. You came out in front, and I was hiding. Oh, but now I'm so much better so if my words don't come together listen to the melody 'cause my love is in there hiding. I love you in a place where there is no space or time. I love you for my life, you are a friend of mine. And when my life is over, remember when we were together and we were alone and I was singing my song for you. And when my life is over, remember when we were together we were alone, and I was singing my song for you.
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[05 Aug 2008|08:11pm] |
Another lonely night in Amersterdam
And stars are coming out in waves
I miss my Miss America in Park Hotel
And I'm too stoned to call it a day
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[05 Aug 2008|08:14pm] |
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if you are ever lonely again, just call my name.
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[05 Aug 2008|08:18pm] |
There's no one in town I know
You gave us some place to go.
I never said thank you for that.
I thought I might get one more chance.
What would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
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[05 Aug 2008|08:21pm] |
she said "boy, you're a crash that hasn't happened yet. and i'm the concrete, just
happy we met. i can't move, i'm in love."
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[05 Aug 2008|08:24pm] |
you've got terrible vision if you don't see
that i'm in love with you
and how that means everything.
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[05 Aug 2008|08:25pm] |
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oh shitttt, i just dropped $550 at ikea on stuff for school :|
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[05 Aug 2008|08:26pm] |
i fly like paper, get high like planes
if you catch me on the border i've got visas in my name.
pirate skulls and bones
sticks and stones and weed and bongs.
running when we hit 'em
lethal poison through their systems.
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[05 Aug 2008|08:29pm] |
yours is the first face that i saw
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[05 Aug 2008|08:34pm] |
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take back and rewind this tape or erase it black and you'll never think of him
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[05 Aug 2008|08:40pm] |
she said "why can't you just hold me?"
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[05 Aug 2008|08:44pm] |
Funny,
How I use to think that dreams come true,
Somebody please tell me that I'm still asleep.
And this will go away.
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[05 Aug 2008|08:45pm] |
"The thing about growing up with Fred and George is that
you sort of start thinking anything thing is possible if you've got enough nerve "
=D
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[05 Aug 2008|08:47pm] |
bored walking on the boardwalk, new jersey shore. if i come to new york, can i sleep on your floor?
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[05 Aug 2008|08:47pm] |
okayyy i was only on for a bit i know.
but i'm going away again to smoke with jared
and watch batman.
i love my life, tbh. =D
DO MY JOURNAL Y/Y?
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[05 Aug 2008|08:51pm] |
“Tell me one last thing,” said Harry. “Is this real? Or has this been happening inside my head?”
“Of course it is happening inside your head, Harry, but why on earth should that mean that it is not real?”
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[05 Aug 2008|09:01pm] |
All we ever wanted was
Love and love and happy afternoons
Watching TV from your room
While you're laying in my arms
And I know It's not fair to me
To see this love walk right by me
Every day, will we ever meet the right way
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[05 Aug 2008|09:08pm] |
it ain't no use in callin' out my name, gal
like you never did before
it ain't no use in callin' out my name, gal
i can't hear you anymore
i'm a-thinkin' and a-wonderin'
all the way down the road
i once loved a woman, a child i'm told
i gave her my heart, but she wanted my soul
don't think twice, it's alright
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[05 Aug 2008|09:13pm] |
i miss the sound of your voice, and i miss the rush of your skin, and i miss the still of the silence as you breathe out and i breathe in. if i could walk on water, if i could tell you what's next, i'd make you believe. i'd make you forget.
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[05 Aug 2008|09:14pm] |
If three words could heal you
I'd only speak two..
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[05 Aug 2008|09:16pm] |
Now I'll write "I love you" down the same number of times
you said it to me;
and then i'll shove all the pages down your throat
so you can use them on the next
girl who thinks you're her world.
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[05 Aug 2008|09:31pm] |
"All the stars up in the sky
And the leaves in the trees
All the broken bits that make you jump up
And grassy bits in between
All the matter in the world is how much I like you."
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[05 Aug 2008|09:32pm] |
this new season i am starting over, and that means forgetting everything about you. this is goodbye. i'm not answering my phone tonight. i won't let you use me anymore. i won't let you just string me along anymore.
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[05 Aug 2008|09:37pm] |
maybe you could come and comfort me. and all the wan, hip, full lipped lovers are locked against one another, and i waiver, uncomfortable in my skin. wait here for me. i'll be back for more and you'll see.
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[05 Aug 2008|09:38pm] |
i met a new one and he looks just like you
he gives me everything that you didn't want to
and maybe i don't need saving after all
he sticks in my ribs almost better than you did
and maybe i'm tired or maybe he glows
i wonder if you're still defending
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[05 Aug 2008|09:39pm] |
so take a bow
cause you've taken everything else.
you played the part
and like a star you played it so well
take a bow
cause this scene is coming to an end
i gave you love
and all you gave me was pretend
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[05 Aug 2008|09:40pm] |
And the truth is
I miss you
Yeah the truth is
I miss you so
And I'm tired
I should not have let you go
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[05 Aug 2008|09:42pm] |
i laid back down, wrapped myself up in the sheet. and i must have looked like a ghost 'cause something frightened me. and since then i've been so good at vanishing.
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[05 Aug 2008|09:43pm] |
i've been better than this before. i know you've seen me be, so maybe you could come and comfort me.
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[05 Aug 2008|09:45pm] |
i can almost see the sky when i need to close my eyes. you're the only thing that's worth holding on to.
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[05 Aug 2008|09:49pm] |
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I dragged your ghost across the country and we plotted out my death. In every city, memories would whisper, "Here is where you rest"
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[05 Aug 2008|09:50pm] |
Where are we? What the hell is going on?
The dust has only just begun to form,
Crop circles in the carpet, sinking, feeling.
Spin me round again and rub my eyes.
This can't be happening.
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[05 Aug 2008|09:55pm] |
But as close as I come to you
It's not the same.
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[05 Aug 2008|09:55pm] |
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you try so hard to find a rhythm in your heartbeat, the less you know, the more you want to try to justify the secrets of your lifetime, in the end he'll come for us. so take care of you and i'll take care of me, we're just lonely hearts looking for melodies.
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[05 Aug 2008|09:59pm] |
But I feel everything that you're afraid to feel.
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[05 Aug 2008|09:59pm] |
You say exactly how you feel about her
I wonder, could you ever think of me that way
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[05 Aug 2008|09:59pm] |
we'd open your window, stay in your bed all day 'til the street lights came on. so what happened to bulletproof weeks in your arms? what happened to singing cheap radio songs? what happened to thinking the world was flat? what happened to that?
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[05 Aug 2008|10:01pm] |
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et de quel côté est dieu? du côté des ostensoirs, ou bien, du côté de ceux qui le prient matin et soir? ce jésus que l'on adore a-t-il toujours préféré les rois mages avec leur or à nous autres pauvres bergers?
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[05 Aug 2008|10:04pm] |
fall back into sneaking, i can't help but thinking, you are how i ought to spend my time.
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[05 Aug 2008|10:04pm] |
Cause I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up
I got to fold 'cause these hands are too shaky to hold
Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love
And I went crazy again today, looking for a strand to climb
Looking for a little hope
Baby said he couldn't stay, wouldn't put his lips to mine,
And a fail to kiss is a fail to cope
I said, 'Honey, I don't feel so good, don't feel justified
Come on put a little love here in my void,' he said
'It's all in your head,' and I said, 'So's everything'
But he didn't get it
I thought he was a man
But he was just a little boy
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[05 Aug 2008|10:04pm] |
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l'une pour le ciel et l'autre pour l'enfer. l'une pour le miel et l'autre pour l'amer. l'une à laquelle j'ai fait tous les serments et l'autre avec laquelle je les démens.
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[05 Aug 2008|10:05pm] |
we play like kids in summertime,
under the blankets at night.
everything forgotten when you're in sight;
don't you see their envy?
let's go get lost in the woods for awhile,
and hope that they never find where we hide.
forget the world, we'll be just fine.
just run away with me.
hi :)
i'm kali & i've been a lurker here for awhile :|
but i finally decided to jooiiiin. :)
how are you guys tonightt?
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[05 Aug 2008|10:07pm] |
Make your smile sweet to see
Don't you take this away
I'm still wanting my face on your cheek
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[05 Aug 2008|10:07pm] |
yes, i sleep alone, which is fine.
but soon, i'll need you. i won't last like this for long.
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[05 Aug 2008|10:09pm] |
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i wonder when i wander home if i will be fit to drink alone. sleep with my memories, pictures, apologies. for every minute yesterday, regret reminds me anyway. if i remember anything, i will make mistakes again.
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[05 Aug 2008|10:13pm] |
And this is the room one afternoon
I knew I could love you
And from above you how I sank into your soul
Into that secret place where no one dares to go
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[05 Aug 2008|10:13pm] |
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how ironic it all seems because i remember you telling me about other lovers running out of words to say to each other, and how beautiful you thought it was, and i agreed that would never happen to you and me. so here we sit in silence, searching our heads for common ground. we've rehashed the past and beaten it down, left us with nothing, no present, no future.
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