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[18 Jul 2008|12:07am] |
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wish there was something i could say or do. i can resist anything but temptation from you. but i'd rather walk alone than chase you around. i'd rather fall myself than let you drag me down.
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[18 Jul 2008|12:15am] |
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The only way to heal your heart is to keeping loving ’till one loves you.
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[18 Jul 2008|12:24am] |
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He asked me, "How’s it feeling?" and I said "It’s barely sore." But he saw my eyes so dark and blank, and that practiced smile on my face. He said, "There’s one more thing to do and I think it might cure you. Write down every single way you loved the one that you knew, then love yourself in that same way and in no time you’ll be brand new."
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[18 Jul 2008|12:28am] |
I didn’t know you moved on to another heart
While I was picking mine up with its broken parts
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[18 Jul 2008|12:32am] |
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The truth hurts, but denial's what will kill you.
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[18 Jul 2008|12:32am] |
And all the nights I still can’t sleep
I curl up in the sheets
between the creases where you used to be.
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[18 Jul 2008|12:40am] |
You’re the part of the moon that blends into the blackness,
even though we know it’s really still there.
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[18 Jul 2008|12:41am] |
And I won’t cry if you can’t love me like the way it used to feel.
We had our summer on long island, now there’s wounds that never heal.
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[18 Jul 2008|12:43am] |
Which of the bold faced lies will we use?
'I hope that you're happy, you really deserve it,
this will be the best for us both in the end.'
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[18 Jul 2008|12:43am] |
i srsly love the "police blotter" of our paper (it was most ~exciting when i got in it)
4:45am-Police cited _______ for underage drinking, public drunkenness, and disturbing the peace at UPMC Presby HOSPITAL
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[18 Jul 2008|12:48am] |
please come dive in puddles with me.
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[18 Jul 2008|12:55am] |
and the hardest thing that i've done is laying down with someone. and the idiots in detroit, well, they've all gone sour.
everyone lies.
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[18 Jul 2008|12:58am] |
get me to 300!
please and ty
goodnight everyone ty for listening to me rant and stuff :]
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[18 Jul 2008|01:00am] |
this is love, isn't it? when you notice someone's absence and hate that absence more than anything?
more, even, than you love his presence?
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[18 Jul 2008|01:02am] |
I ain’t never been this broken, I’ve got nothing left to give.
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[18 Jul 2008|01:03am] |
Whatever it is you need, I pray I am.
With my fingertips I trace on your bare skin,
All of the things I’d like to say but can not speak.
"You mean everything," they’re not quite words enough,
to tell you all the things that you’ve become for me.
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| lyric tattoo? |
[18 Jul 2008|01:06am] |
so i am getting one of these three lyrics sets tattooed around my wrist
help me choose, they are all from the same song
1)
It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word you can light up the dark
xxxxxxxxxx
2)
The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me
xxxxxxxx
3)
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all
xxxx
or if i cant choose im simply going to do - You say it best when you say nothing at all
thanks so much
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[18 Jul 2008|01:07am] |
there's a tough word on your crossword.
there's a bed bug nipping a finger.
there's a swallow, there's a calm.
here's a hand to lay on your open palm today.
as on we go drowning, down we go away.
and darling, we go drowning, down we go away, away.
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[18 Jul 2008|01:08am] |
i can feel you're watching in the night.
all alone with me and we're waiting for the sunlight
when i feel cold, you warm me.
and when i feel i can't go on, you come and hold me.
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[18 Jul 2008|01:19am] |
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i'm gonna love you until i die. until the day of my death to my very last breath, i'm gonna love you when no ones left.
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[18 Jul 2008|01:23am] |
just wait, don't go.
we're gonna see if this bad boy can fly
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[18 Jul 2008|01:37am] |
when i fly solo, i fly so high
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[18 Jul 2008|01:40am] |
I was praying that you and me might end up together.
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert,
But I'm holding you closer than most,
'Cause you are my heaven.
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[18 Jul 2008|01:42am] |
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You got that heroin love
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[18 Jul 2008|01:42am] |
I don't wanna waste the weekend,
If you don't love me, pretend
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[18 Jul 2008|01:44am] |
Still I can't let you be,
Most nights I hardly sleep.
Don't take what you don't need from me.
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[18 Jul 2008|01:51am] |
Watching you watching me,
a fine way to fall asleep.
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[18 Jul 2008|01:58am] |
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all that I know about us is that beautiful things never last.
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[18 Jul 2008|02:01am] |
I wish I could call you
But there isn’t a number for where you’ve gone now
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[18 Jul 2008|02:06am] |
I know that the bridges that I’ve burned
Along the way
Have left me with these walls and these scars
That won’t go away
And opening up has always been the hardest thing
Until you came
So lay here beside me just hold me and don’t let go
This feelin’ I’m feelin’ is somethin’ I’ve never known
And I just can’t take my eyes off you
And I just can’t take my eyes off you
I love when you tell me that I’m pretty
When I just wake up
And I love how you tease me when I’m moody
But it’s never too much
I’m falling fast but the truth is I’m not scared at all
You climbed my walls
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[18 Jul 2008|02:12am] |
if you could forgive me, for being so brash.
you, you could hit me or whip me.
oh, i'd savor each lash.
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[18 Jul 2008|02:15am] |
turn the lights off,
Pick me up and carry me away from this.
I don't want you to love me, i don't want you to love me just like they did.
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[18 Jul 2008|02:18am] |
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why does it begin by touching the edge of her skin?
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[18 Jul 2008|02:18am] |
And I would have stayed up with you all night,
had I known how to save a life.
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[18 Jul 2008|02:19am] |
i will bring a mirror, so silver, so exact,
so precise and so pristine, a perfect pane of glass.
i will set the mirror up to face the blackened sky
you will see your beauty every moment that you rise.
a boy needs to dedicate lyrics like this to me.
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[18 Jul 2008|02:21am] |
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MIGHT AS WELL GIVE ME A KISS IF WE KEEP TOUCHING LIKE THIS
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[18 Jul 2008|02:31am] |
i have saved every piece of paper
like grocery lists and note cards
to-do lists and race scores
so just in case you change your mind
and come back, i've kept everything safe.
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[18 Jul 2008|02:40am] |
I don't need you to say you will stay with me baby forever
I don't need you to tell me your heart and your soul are all mine
Its okay with me you can smile and say nothin, whatever
I see you smiling honey, I'll be doin fine
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[18 Jul 2008|02:42am] |
Now you're in my heart
We'll never be apart
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[18 Jul 2008|02:43am] |
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i can be anyone anything i promise i can be what you need
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[18 Jul 2008|02:43am] |
And maybe when your heart and soul are burning
You might see
That every time I'm talking with you
It's always over too soon
That everyday feels so incomplete
Till you walk into the room
♥
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[18 Jul 2008|02:45am] |
this isn't working out for you and me.
the truth is i'm too tired to play pretend.
this is goodbye, this is the end.
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[18 Jul 2008|04:09am] |
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oh man, the dark knight... wow
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[18 Jul 2008|08:08am] |
i know i could say we're through
and tell myself i'm over you,
but i just can't live a lie
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[18 Jul 2008|08:36am] |
knew i could never hold that boy, he was born to see the world. all i got is a picture he mailed me, barefoot in the snow white sand, a bag of sea shells in his hand. he finally found a paradise it seems on the coast of somewhere beautiful. trade winds blowin' through his hair, sunlight dancin' on the water and i wish i was there. don't know how i'm gonna find him. all i know so far; he's on the coast of somewhere beautiful, runnin' with my heart
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[18 Jul 2008|09:05am] |
LEAVING TODAY. BEST FRIEND FOR THE WEEKEND.
KENNY AND KEITH TOMORROW < 333
ILYA. JOUNRAL PLEASE! < 33333
BE BACK SUNDAY OK
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[18 Jul 2008|10:09am] |
It's hard to breathe when you're choking yourself
It's hard to see through eyes misleading
Though I swear I've been here before
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[18 Jul 2008|10:16am] |
I'll paint this town red, with your murder.
This will be worth all my waiting
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[18 Jul 2008|11:12am] |
Meet me in the place
Where we first met eyes
I will show you how
How I feel inside
You give me butterflies
When I look into your eyes
I know there's no end
So I wrote you this song tonight
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| Just an announcement |
[18 Jul 2008|11:19am] |
THE DARK KNIGHT
IS FUCKING
FLAWLESS.
IT'S BRILLIANT.
IT'S GORGEOUS.
IT IS .ASKLJFDAKSJFDKOAHSDFN
SOMETHING THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE
HAS YET TO DISCOVER.
jsyak.
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[18 Jul 2008|11:19am] |
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Come clean. Why are you awake while I'm asleep? The space between the folds within the sheets are valleys you won't cross to get to me.
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[18 Jul 2008|11:20am] |
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Key chain dangles out of the door as the last scene is played out between you and me, and you ask me to leave. And I want you to say, "This can get better." And I know myself; I can do better. And I want to say, "This can get better, better than it's been." 'Cause it feels like it's a movie about losing, only this time it's us, and we're counting on a surprise ending, only this time it never does come.
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[18 Jul 2008|11:26am] |
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Talk is getting serious about the future and all my big plans, but like love lost in Los Angeles, it comes and goes with the latest of trends. What used to be a lucrative business has just gone to shit, with the collapse of the meaning itself. Now I'm just another stray dog on the boulevard, with the last of the boomtown whores. Don't tell me in your little tone, "I hate to say I told you so." Could you just let it go?
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[18 Jul 2008|11:32am] |
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my parents decided to go out of town on the eve of my 18th birthday... zing!
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[18 Jul 2008|11:46am] |
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I feel like I’ve lost my mind, but somehow still won the war, and now I’m standing at the party where everything’s gone wrong, and like a Vegan zombie, I was into grains not bombs. I wish you were here when the snow fell down like lead.
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[18 Jul 2008|11:49am] |
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Well, I've been thinking things, thinking things that I just hope aren't true, like maybe you don't choose punk rock because punk rock chooses you.
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[18 Jul 2008|11:54am] |
Is it really true?
Could you save yourself for
someone who loves you for you?
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[18 Jul 2008|11:58am] |
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So if you aren't dead, then you might as well be dancing, and if you aren't dancing, then you might as well be dead. I'm waiting for the show to end in rioting. Oh, yeah, to show us life is struggle, so we're fighting or we're dying. And my politics of dancing is the only cause worth fighting for, 'cause after the revolution, every intersection will be a dance floor. One thing about rock and roll, is that it's freedom.
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[18 Jul 2008|12:00pm] |
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The two drunk kids, trying to figure out which way was home, they got lost as they were taking off each other's clothes.
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[18 Jul 2008|12:00pm] |
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And true love, well, that never can die, but I wish that it could because then so could I. I don't know if I am a ghost, 'cause there's nobody left to ask.
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[18 Jul 2008|12:01pm] |
Out here on the ledge,
I'm not far away from stepping off.
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[18 Jul 2008|12:01pm] |
I don't believe in cops, bosses, or politicians. Some call that anarchism, I call it
having a fucking heart that beats. I do believe in freedom and never giving up home. I met this madness they're calling a war. I do what I got to to feel able to breathe, and if you quit your job, well, you can do a little breathing with me. 'Cause a punk rock song wont ever change the world, but I can tell you about a couple that changed me, so tonight we're gonna fuck shit up.
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[18 Jul 2008|12:07pm] |
Just because I'm hurting
doesn't mean I'm hurt,
doesn't mean I didn't get what I deserve.
No better and no worse.
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[18 Jul 2008|12:08pm] |
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This is a love song to the rubble we've been building and to everything broken, or breaking, or falling apart, like we are. And well, I don't think that it's ever gonna end, the way things devour each other again and again, but I'm praying for something more, lying down on the kitchen floor, or maybe for the end of the world. I'm not really sure, 'cause it seems that all that's left, to save people like us, to save people like us. This is a love song to every junkie plottin' revolution and to the mutants who live in the ruins just waiting to strike in the night. And we'll struggle, can only run on desperation. While our livers are rotting, there's banks to be robbing. It's all just empty talk 'till then but I'm praying for something more, laying down on the kitchen floor, or maybe for the end of the world. Well, I'm not really sure, but it seems that's all that's left, to save people like us, to save people like us.
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[18 Jul 2008|12:09pm] |
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Everyday I sit here waiting, everyday just seems so long.
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[18 Jul 2008|12:11pm] |
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We're kids building models of a world that we might wanna live in, and sorting feelings in our stomach - is this liberation or starvation? But have we made it anywhere at all if the dishes are never done? If we can't live without dishwashers, how could we live without cops? And so you're asking me, "Who does the dishes after the revolution?" Well, we do our own dishes now, we'll do our own dishes then, and it's always the ones who don't who ask that fucking question. Well, I don't believe in God, but I'm also not an Atheist, because the universe is chaos, but chaos picks favorites. And lately I've been thinking about how I love Jesus, because Jesus was a dirty, homeless, hippie, peace-activist. And he said, "Drop out and find God" to anybody who would listen, while turning water into space bags with lowlives and anarchists.
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[18 Jul 2008|12:13pm] |
she said call me 212-margarita 'cause i'm green and i'm misleading and i've had too much tequila.
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[18 Jul 2008|12:14pm] |
and now i'm calling 612-bloody-mary 'cause she's nice and she's spicy and she's my only sure shot at recovery.
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[18 Jul 2008|12:14pm] |
if everyday was glowing like a perfect day in summer, youd never know rain if it was always the same. we need a bitter taste of fallin' hard and feelin' bad, to know when its right to walk in the light. sometimes you pull me back, back from the edge. and i, i rescue you back from the dead. we got lost along the way, but we got here in the end and i know, it was worth waiting for...
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[18 Jul 2008|12:16pm] |
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I thought my heart was bulletproof and now i'm dancing on the roof, and everybody knows i'm into you.
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[18 Jul 2008|12:16pm] |
for all of this
i'm better off without you
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[18 Jul 2008|12:18pm] |
i can never hold on too long.
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[18 Jul 2008|12:21pm] |
he said take a hit. hold your breath and i'll dunk your head. then when you wake up again, you'll be high as hell and born again.
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[18 Jul 2008|12:22pm] |
and if you send a raid out, a raid on me. well tell me that it takes two to come and rescue me. you can take it on the road, you can take it over high, you could bring it down to make it on your own, youve been takin' it hard, you should take it slow.
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[18 Jul 2008|12:23pm] |
oh sarah, dont you know that theres something, theres something to being alone.
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[18 Jul 2008|12:23pm] |
she put her mouth around a difficult question. she said lord what do you recommend to a real sweet girl who's made some not sweet friends? lord what would you prescribe to a real soft girl who's having real hard times?
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[18 Jul 2008|12:26pm] |
i need lyrics or quotes about missing the way things used to me. feeling alone and missing people who used to make you feel happy and safe. losing the person you used to always rely on.
thanks, appreciate anything.
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[18 Jul 2008|12:36pm] |
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Well, I've been working on becoming what I am in this bus terminal bathroom, and these days I dream like I live; off trash and scammed greyhound passes. Why don't I take a shower, you wonder. I guess what I can't smell I just can't remember, so I'm doing my best to smell just like this basement forever. "Well, isn't hitchhiking dead?" they all ask. Not as long as I'm still broke and breathing. And if they don't cut this thumb off my dead fist, then they can't even stop me by burying me. There ain't nothing like singing your heart out to nobody as you fall asleep by the side of the road. You know, I've never felt quite as free, or quite as alone.
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[18 Jul 2008|12:41pm] |
when you take it all away is it enough to take you everywhere you wish you could be? falling on your knees, meeting kings after queens.
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[18 Jul 2008|12:41pm] |
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But it seems like only yesterday I cut off all my hair and washed the makeup off, try to let my skin breathe. And months go by like minutes in romantic comedies. There’s a guy over there and he is waving a gun in my direction and all y’all smile and say, ”Just Goddamn do what he says,” and all I can think is that behind closed doors and broken noses, he’s doing exactly the same thing to you he’s just done to me, and minutes go by like hours when I’ve forgotten how to breathe. And I am from the wayward son with absolutely zero potential, oh, and it’s coupled with the best of intent. You talk about forever like it’s a sentence that escapes you like thunder, as if we were both set in stone by someone else’s plans.
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[18 Jul 2008|12:44pm] |
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I hang a heavy-ass heart when it’s raining. I like the water on my skin. And if you could be reborn, I would be born again.
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[18 Jul 2008|12:47pm] |
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So if it's all the same, then I'll pass out tonight still hating punk rock, but in love with you and the kitchen floor that you let me sleep on. There's whiskey in my bottle, and you know there's enough for you. I'll join you in that grave you're digging if there's room enough for two. Where there's no risk of death, life is just the logistics of breath.
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[18 Jul 2008|01:00pm] |
well, I've been feeling cold
since September.
Ain't that just the winter?
Ain't that just the weather?
I'm picking up the habit
to keep me warm,
'cause you call this a season,
I call it a snowstorm.
And I know that
everyone's waiting on drugs,
and I'm just waitin' on you,
waitin' on drugs.
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[18 Jul 2008|01:02pm] |
I can't believe that bastard won this morning. It's the kind of night for vodka and forties! Who's ready for the war tonight? Who's ready for the war tonight? I'm running on caffeine and nicotine and amphetamines. I hope more stimulants are on the way, 'cause who doesn't have a drug problem these days? I can't believe that bastard won this morning. It's the kind of night for vodka and forties! And I'm sniffin' those pills hard tonight!
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[18 Jul 2008|01:04pm] |
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And just because I'm an anarchist doesn't mean that I won't burn a black flag. While you're wishing for utopia, I just hope the cops don't search my paper bag. You look out over the on-ramp and all you can do is sigh. I can see that the interstate and the litter make you wanna die. But the way that the morning sun hits the gasoline rising over concrete; well, it just seems so beautiful to me. You're fighting for a globe covered again in fields and forests. I'm thinking of a world without bricks and it just seems so boring. But keep your thumb out and we'll make Burlington by 7:30. You wish the world was clean, but I'm in love with the way it's dirty.
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[18 Jul 2008|01:06pm] |
This is what you get,
I made you smile.
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[18 Jul 2008|01:08pm] |
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i rly hate that my layout shows up fucking blue on ie and i'm at work and can't make a new one :[
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[18 Jul 2008|01:09pm] |
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This one's for every friend who got taken off the streets so the upper class could sleep. I'll miss the spraypaint and slashed tires. Because tonight, I can't smell the pigs around the corner on the shortness of your breath, and tonight I can't taste the whiskey from across the room in the stumbling of your steps.
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[18 Jul 2008|01:13pm] |
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purple heart pumps sorrow through my veins.
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[18 Jul 2008|01:17pm] |
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if you can't leave it be, might as well make it bleed.
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[18 Jul 2008|01:30pm] |
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wow, it is HOT outside. holy crap.
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[18 Jul 2008|01:49pm] |
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a train crashed and everything slows down. i was wishing icould get out of this town. these dreams we've had have never made you cry and i am not a twinkle in your eye.
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[18 Jul 2008|01:58pm] |
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i poured my booze all down the kitchen drain and watch my bad habits get flushed away. i thought that would keep my head on straight and all my pain would be in yesterday, but its true. i'm still blue. but i finally know what to do. i must quit, i must quit you.
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[18 Jul 2008|01:58pm] |
'Cause I don't know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cause she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood
See I thought love was black and white
That it was wrong or it was right
But you ain't leaving without a fight
And I think I am just as torn inside
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[18 Jul 2008|02:00pm] |
The more you push through broken glass, the thicker it becomes.
And the more you turn on broken worlds, the sooner you will need
a gun.
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[18 Jul 2008|02:02pm] |
Don't say what you're about to say.
Believe me, you are my fate.
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[18 Jul 2008|02:04pm] |
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lol at work everyone makes mixes to share music and it's my day and we are listening to wrock and they hate me ok i find it ~amusing.
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[18 Jul 2008|02:06pm] |
It's not my fault
It can't be my fault
That you speak to me the way you do
Now I'm split in two
I'm half me and half you
But I hate us both, don't you?
No of course you don't, of course you don't
You say life is peachy without me
Of course you don't, of course you don't
You say life is peachy without me
It's not your fault
It can't be your fault
That I let you crawl inside my head
Cause you know my places
And you know that face
But I hate this taste, don't you?
No of course you don't, of course you don't
You say life is peachy without me
Of course you don't, of course you don't
You say life is peachy without me
Un-grip me
Un-learn me
Un-grip me
It's no-ones fault
It's nobody's fault
That I fell on you and you on me
That's what humans do
Then they pass on through
But I think we can't, don't you?
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[18 Jul 2008|02:11pm] |
everytime i see your eyes
lifts me up and makes me high
and i know i'll be alright
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[18 Jul 2008|02:12pm] |
you say your hurting is over.
it feels like you're back from the dead.
but still i can't believe it's over,
and i can't get your sight, your scent from my head.
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[18 Jul 2008|02:13pm] |
So the floodgates open but nothing comes out
I'm feeling no relief in my head, just doubt
But my heart keeps telling me 'hold your ground
You'll never learn a thing if you bail out now'
And I'm lonely again tonight
I can feel it like a knot in my side
They keep saying this is part of the ride
But I'm not getting stronger
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[18 Jul 2008|02:15pm] |
It's the passion and heart, it's the look in your eyes.
Like nothing else matters in the world.
Feeling so good, I'm free as a bird.
I hope you feel the same way too.
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[18 Jul 2008|02:15pm] |
Your warm whispers
Out of the dark they carry my heart
Your warm whispers
Into the dawn they carry me through
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[18 Jul 2008|02:16pm] |
looking for perfect, surrounded by artificial.
you're the closest thing to real i've seen.
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[18 Jul 2008|02:17pm] |
And I want nothing more to do with all
the things you've made me think I am
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[18 Jul 2008|02:19pm] |
sometimes i love you, more than you'll ever know. other times you get on my nerves,
that's just reality. no, it can't always be kisses, hugs, and beautiful words.
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[18 Jul 2008|02:21pm] |
You were everything for a little while
But I broke it I broke it I broke it I broke it didn't I?
You were everything for a little while
But I broke it I broke it I broke it I broke it didn't I?
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[18 Jul 2008|02:31pm] |
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pull me in, don't let me drown. this will not be easy, you'll have to hold me down. tie me up, don't let me run. because another day without you is another lifeless one.
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[18 Jul 2008|02:36pm] |
this time i won't try to reach you.
you're already too far gone.
slipped past and i didn't notice,
did we ever sing the same song?
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[18 Jul 2008|02:39pm] |
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absent minded thoughts and now you're a stranger.
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[18 Jul 2008|02:41pm] |
she said that i'm not the one that she thinks about and she said it stopped being fun. i just bring her down.
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[18 Jul 2008|02:43pm] |
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i never let on, that i was on a sinking ship, i never let on that i was down.
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[18 Jul 2008|03:24pm] |
"I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible, and how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends. You still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood, and how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new, and you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade."
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[18 Jul 2008|03:42pm] |
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and you walked for miles down the shores of california to the coast of mexico, where you could hide and no one had to know.
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[18 Jul 2008|05:06pm] |
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i didn't think you could pull a stunt like that.
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[18 Jul 2008|05:55pm] |
Will we make a mark this time?
Will we always say we tried?
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[18 Jul 2008|05:55pm] |
you're the one that i want to
wake up next to
and just get lost
in your beautiful blue eyes
please never ever leave me
just stay right here
always by my side
asdfdsfsdaf;ijdsfoijasdoijq@$@#
:((((((
FUCKIN BASTARD
sry.
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[18 Jul 2008|06:02pm] |
I make up excuses just to touch you
and I can't stop, I can't stop.
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[18 Jul 2008|06:04pm] |
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hiii :) i know i haven't been around in forever... i'm going to myrtle beach tomorrow though, and i was lurking and saw people talking about sending postcards and i was wondering if anyone wanted one? i love sending them. just comment in my journal with your name and address. i can keep the comments screened so no one comes and stalks you. k.
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[18 Jul 2008|06:13pm] |
we all want to hold in the everlasting gaze
enchanted in the rapture of his sentimental sway.
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[18 Jul 2008|06:16pm] |
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"i'm somebody now, harry. everybody likes me. soon, millions of people will see me and they'll all like me. i'll tell them about you, and your father, how good he was to us. remember? it's a reason to get up in the morning. it's a reason to lose weight, to fit in the red dress. it's a reason to smile. it makes tomorrow alright. what have i got, harry? hmm? why should i even make the bed, or wash the dishes? i do them, but why should i? i'm alone. your father's gone. you're gone. i got no one to care for."
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[18 Jul 2008|06:18pm] |
"you got friends, ma."
"ah, it's not the same. they don't need me."
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[18 Jul 2008|06:38pm] |
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"i suck with words, but sometimes words aren't the thing. love isn't about words, it's about what you do... and what i did, running away, it was stupid. we both know love is a big, scary, evil concept. but if you feel it, it's gonna follow you around like a hungry dog. i didn't mean to say that love is a dog... i just mean i'm not going anywhere. i love you. if love beats us up, let's just beat it up right back. we can do this. if you're ready to make the jump, i'll be right there to catch you."
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[18 Jul 2008|07:05pm] |
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i've broken both my legs falling for you.
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[18 Jul 2008|07:07pm] |
from under the covers
he thought you whispered
you want more
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[18 Jul 2008|07:19pm] |
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people think if you love someone hard enough, everything is going to work out.. well people are wrong
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[18 Jul 2008|07:19pm] |
From one place to another
Not one word to each other
We're in the same spot
We're miles apart
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[18 Jul 2008|07:27pm] |
So I tell myself that it's alright, I understand
That we've had enough between us, we can still be friends
Then I picture you, wandering through your day to day
All the things you see, all the words you say
And so, to you and me, I have a drinkalone.
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[18 Jul 2008|07:39pm] |
did you forget how much
you once loved me?
and if you want something back
all the things that got cracked
when i felt like you lied to me
and all the million mistakes
and the kicks in the face
but i don't want you to die in me
so when you say what you want
that you need what you got
don't forget to be kind to me
i don't want you to die in me
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[18 Jul 2008|08:06pm] |
Waste all your time with me
I know I'm a mess right now
Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.
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[18 Jul 2008|08:07pm] |
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and for the first time, i'm telling you how much i need and bleed for your every move and waking sound.
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[18 Jul 2008|08:15pm] |
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twenty days at sea, my skin is blistered from the heat. i can beg and i can plead but what i get is never what i need. this is the part where i'll admit, i'm getting what i deserve.
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[18 Jul 2008|08:17pm] |
my secret soul,
i know he's seen it.
he says, come here, baby,
and kiss me like you mean it.
he calls me baby,
says kiss me like you mean it.
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[18 Jul 2008|08:51pm] |
i've become stained from memories and pictures and these thoughts of you.
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[18 Jul 2008|08:52pm] |
i'm just asking for honestly now.
i need a reason to keep you away,
a reason to keep you at arm's length.
i never should have let you back in.
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[18 Jul 2008|08:54pm] |
i hate myself for letting it get this far, once again. i could have prevented this harm, but living in sin keeps us warm, keeps me warm.
similar situation happened last year, should have been fair warning to keep you at arm's length.
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[18 Jul 2008|08:56pm] |
i'll pretend i don't know that you're there.
i'll just wait for you to say hello.
you take your time to respond to me,
seems like you're keeping busy lately.
so i'll sign off without saying goodbye.
i hope it hurts to watch me go.
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[18 Jul 2008|09:06pm] |
too far away to turn back and give you that kiss that i was waiting for you to ask for and that you deserved if only for having lips like that. if you made one gesture, sat a little closer, touched my arm, or looked at me for longer than what's appropriate, i would been all over you. i guess my vibe was not as powerful as i had thought it was.
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[18 Jul 2008|09:08pm] |
we've been spoiled, but not equivalent to food.
more like too much of a good thing always goes bad.
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[18 Jul 2008|09:13pm] |
you've seen me when i'm at my worst,
and i'm sorry that's been most of the time.
but i need you more than i need this air.
i'll only breathe if you let me.
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[18 Jul 2008|09:21pm] |
i'd like to introduce you to my eyes.
they've been dying to meet you.
now that you both have met,
i have something to dive into.
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[18 Jul 2008|09:24pm] |
what do i do when every song i hear reminds me of you?
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[18 Jul 2008|09:26pm] |
you're running free at record speed
my legs are crushed, and my arms, they bleed.
inside of me turns like a washing a machine
while outside i form a smoke screen.
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[18 Jul 2008|09:29pm] |
what if i died?
would it make any difference now?
i know i'll feel better in the morning,
but this is how i feel right now.
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[18 Jul 2008|09:30pm] |
i'm wandering the lower east side
where all the streets have stories.
my feet play the role of a folk singer,
strummin' the streets like guitar strings.
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[18 Jul 2008|09:31pm] |
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she says, "it's pretty, but you hate yourself. i can hear it clear as day."
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[18 Jul 2008|09:31pm] |
it's a sin that i can't touch your neck or bring your lips to mine. right now you've lost your value. losing faith, you're falling from the pedestal that i've held oh so high for you.
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[18 Jul 2008|09:33pm] |
i finally seem to catch my breath around you, but whenever you leave, i can't seem to breathe 'til i see you again. think of nothing to do, and we'll do it. take off your shoes and rest your head. dig into my pillow to capture your scent so i can breathe once you've left.
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