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[09 Jul 2008|12:00am] |
i have the ~hottest date on thursday guis.
named delilah
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[09 Jul 2008|12:12am] |
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i can't stop playing gin rummy on aol games. i'm an old lady.
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[09 Jul 2008|12:25am] |
I would have left you with heart shaped bruises
to show how much i really cared.
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[09 Jul 2008|12:25am] |
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just a heads up, i just deleted facebook so i think i will be posting 10x more than i was before. :O
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[09 Jul 2008|12:30am] |
future husband
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[09 Jul 2008|12:30am] |
Yeah the spotlight shines upon you
And how could anybody deny you?
I came here with a load
And it feels so much lighter now I met you
And honey you should know
That I could never go on without you
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[09 Jul 2008|12:55am] |
This is just the tip of the iceberg,
No bone in my body tells me I deserve her.
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[09 Jul 2008|01:09am] |
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The confusion and fear, that’s there to remind you that somewhere out there is something better. And that 'something' is worth fighting for.
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[09 Jul 2008|01:42am] |
Can you tell that love denied me?
I need someone to revive me.
If you give me a reason,
I'll be with you through the seasons
And we'll shed off our skin like trees do with leaves.
We'll glide together down on winter breeze
And rest in the earth, intertwined at the roots,
Until we have grown into one, me and you.
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[09 Jul 2008|01:54am] |
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Well, maybe I forgot a couple things, it doesn't mean I don't remember how it feels when you're lying naked next to me.
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[09 Jul 2008|01:56am] |
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Hey, something's different in my world today.
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[09 Jul 2008|01:57am] |
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She likes to think she'll get him in the end.
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[09 Jul 2008|02:00am] |
And I don't know how you do it,
Making love out of nothing at all.
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[09 Jul 2008|07:58am] |
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we can live like jack and sally, if we want.
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[09 Jul 2008|08:06am] |
my heart's on an auction
it goes out to the highest bid
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[09 Jul 2008|08:23am] |
why the hell am i up this early?
i need you here tonight, just like the ocean needs the waves.
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[09 Jul 2008|08:54am] |
i know i know i know. i shouldn't love a boy who toys so casually with other people's feelings, specifially mine, but it's not like my mind has the ability to overrule my heart - and the other parts of my anatomy. the problem, says my sister, kelly, is not that i can't get over him - it's that i refuse to.
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[09 Jul 2008|09:06am] |
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it's your god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved, loved.
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[09 Jul 2008|11:16am] |
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i could use a fresh beginning too, all of my regrets are nothing new.
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[09 Jul 2008|11:19am] |
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i know all the steps up to your door, but i don't wanna go there anymore.
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[09 Jul 2008|11:21am] |
i had no illusions about love anymore, it came, it went, it left casualties or it didn’t.
people weren’t meant to be together forever, regardless of what the songs say.
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[09 Jul 2008|12:46pm] |
If I could, I would do all of this again,
Travel back in time with you to where this all began.
We could hide inside ourselves and leave the world behind
And make believe there's something left to find.
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[09 Jul 2008|12:50pm] |
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Love, like a river, will create a new path whenever it meets an obstacle.
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[09 Jul 2008|12:51pm] |
Can you love the dawn and hate the day?
I do.
"Addicted to the beginnings of relationships,"
as I've been told, and told, and told.
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[09 Jul 2008|01:49pm] |
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i can't see no one else, it's you by yourself; in spite of the crowd.
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[09 Jul 2008|02:04pm] |
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"the important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. learn to let go of the past, and recognize that every day won't be sunny. and when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair, remember, it's only in the black of night that you see the stars."
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[09 Jul 2008|02:15pm] |
"what do you do when he stops loving you? well you cry a little, then you wait for the sun to come up. it always does."
:(
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[09 Jul 2008|02:29pm] |
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idk i love dogma so much i just watched it for the millionth time and idk ben affleck is so qt in it
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[09 Jul 2008|02:56pm] |
Oh no,
She's at the bottom of that bottle
She's only one more swallow
From being, oh, so hollow
Bravo, she's at the bottom of that bottle
She's only one more swallow
From being, oh, so hollow
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[09 Jul 2008|03:01pm] |
"I don't want you to date other people. It may not be enough for you, but I'm trying here, so I don't want you to date anybody but me. That's it. Except, I'm scared as hell to want you, but here I am, wanting you anyway. And fear means I have something to lose, right? And I don't want to lose you."
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[09 Jul 2008|03:02pm] |
and i knew you, the good and the bad. the days i recall being wonderful. and I lost you because i held it back. please tell me that everything will work out fine
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[09 Jul 2008|03:04pm] |
i'm still learning how to trust, it's so hard to open upand I'd do anything for us. i'm still learning how to trust
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[09 Jul 2008|03:08pm] |
No his mind is not for rent
To any god or government
Always hopeful, yet discontent
He knows changes aren't permanent
But change is
What you say about his company
Is what you say about society
Catch the witness, catch the wit
Catch the spirit, catch the spit
Rush Concert Tonight ! :D
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[09 Jul 2008|03:08pm] |
I didn't know the girl, but I knew her family.
All their lives were shattered in a nightmare of brutality.
They try to carry on, try to bear the agony.
Try to hold some faith in the goodness of humanity.
As the years went by, we drifted apart,
When I heard that she was gone
I felt a shadow cross my heart
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[09 Jul 2008|03:20pm] |
idk guys.
what are some good songs for ringtones?
You can take your love away
but don't you ever leave me alone.
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[09 Jul 2008|03:29pm] |
I cannot refuse your eyes
Please don't look at me tonight
My heart beats fast, I know you're there
I pretend like I don't care
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[09 Jul 2008|04:22pm] |
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guys. can anyone fix my itunes? =(((
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[09 Jul 2008|04:41pm] |
hokay, so.
because i want it v badly now (thanks melissa lol),
anyone have hakuna matata that they could sendspace me?
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[09 Jul 2008|04:50pm] |
problem freeeeeeeeeeeeee
philosophyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
hakuna matataaaaaaaaa =)
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[09 Jul 2008|04:54pm] |
let me be the one who calls you baby all the time
surely, you can take some comfort knowing that you're mine
just hold me tight
lay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you baby all the time
i've found my place in the world
could stare at your face for the rest of my days
now i can breathe, turn my insides out and
smother me
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[09 Jul 2008|05:06pm] |
And there she is, everything you ever wanted
And here I am, everything you need
And there she, is everything you ever wanted
And here I am, more than she’ll ever be
More than you’ll ever need.
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[09 Jul 2008|05:13pm] |
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fuckk i want to find out where i'm living next year but i lost my student id number thingie so i cant log in and find out and i'm dying what if i get the bad creepy hall that my brother said everyone is crack addict and a guy wnet around pooping in random places bc he was afraid of toilets??? i am so scared I WANT TO KNOW why did no one reply to my help i lost my number emails? i want the old harry potter looking one!! ahhh!!! thats where all the rich landed boys live!! i want to marry them!!
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[09 Jul 2008|05:21pm] |
Here's to fireworks and fireflies
And sharing looks and making eyes
The kind that lead to laughs and sighs
When spread across a summer sky
What's so wrong with sing-alongs
To melodies from July songs?
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[09 Jul 2008|05:28pm] |
OK GUIS SRSLY.
are there any short-term ways of doing dreads?
WITHOUT HAVING TO SHAVE MY HEAD AFTER.
idn like that idea ok
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[09 Jul 2008|05:31pm] |
STEPH ARE YOU STILL HERE?
stop hiding.
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[09 Jul 2008|05:42pm] |
also ok.
we made homemade raspberry cucumber lemonade yesterday.
it is delish. jsyak
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[09 Jul 2008|05:46pm] |
I bruise like a peach, I mumble when I speak.
I'm in the gutter looking at the stars.
I've always been in love with you.
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[09 Jul 2008|05:50pm] |
all the stars up in the sky, and the leaves in the trees, all the broken bits that make you jump up, and grassy bits in between, all the matter in the world is how much i like you
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[09 Jul 2008|05:52pm] |
for fear of living in regret
i've changed since from when we first met
hiiiiiii
how is everyone?
i just got unlimited texting so i'm rlyrly excited.
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[09 Jul 2008|05:58pm] |
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This is when you start to shake. This is when you start to stutter. This is when you say I love you. This is when you swear it was only for each other.
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[09 Jul 2008|05:59pm] |
i am playing with ringtones.
i will return ... eventually lol
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[09 Jul 2008|06:13pm] |
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I'm reaching for the phone to call at 7:03. And on your machine I slur a plea for you to come home. But I know it's too late I should have given you a reason to stay, given you a reason to stay.
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[09 Jul 2008|06:16pm] |
You insist on explaining the obvious when it's pointless. And I'm heartless for saying what's really on our minds. Your words go to rhythm, while mine go to rhyme. You were never good with syllables and half heartfelt lines.
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[09 Jul 2008|06:22pm] |
maybe, it's the only way we can finally stand on our own.
you know, to hurt each other so much that we have no choice but to let go,
maybe otherwise we never would.
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[09 Jul 2008|06:29pm] |
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The phone call ended in such a way that I wasn't sure just what to say. Who to call, how to feel.. & won't someone tell me, Is this even real? Oh, I'm such a mess. I'm such a wreck, oh.
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[09 Jul 2008|06:32pm] |
and when we meet, which i'm sure we will;
all that was then, will be there still.
i'll let it pass and hold my tongue ,
and you will think that i've moved on.
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[09 Jul 2008|06:32pm] |
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Empty hallways, you can't get to me. Open doorways, but you're still searching for your keys. And I can't open the ears for which I sing. So I'll just pass along, and baby, you'll start to hear me.
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[09 Jul 2008|06:34pm] |
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pushin' you away each time i pull up that old bar stool, drowning you in every drop i drink, tellin' you to go to hell but i'm talkin' to myself, cause you're not around to hear what i think. i'm trying to teach my heart to hate you, but it ain't workin' right, now the truth is, i'm only drinkn' me lonely tonight
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[09 Jul 2008|06:34pm] |
spent all day at the mall with my credit card. yes, i'm going to be kicking myself when i get the bill. but i had fun :) i'm now dying my hair lighter. and i got myself a new camera :)
and i want Chinese food so bad
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[09 Jul 2008|06:35pm] |
PEOPLE SAY HE'S ONLY IN MY HEAD,
it's gonna take time, but i'll forget.
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[09 Jul 2008|06:36pm] |
"But I scream,
'Fuck the world, Man.
I'm too young for this'."
-Lil Wayne
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[09 Jul 2008|06:39pm] |
found you grieving in the grass
the sky bled water colored blue
you seemed so simple, sure and sad
so I sat down to grieve with you
you raised your hand to shield your eyes
i shifted left to block the sun
you crossed your legs and cleared your throat
i waited for you words to come
but they slept soundly in your chest
they never made it past your tongue
so we sat silently and still
and thought about the things we'd done
and all the people that we loved
and all the people that we wronged
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[09 Jul 2008|06:40pm] |
when rivers turn to roads and lovers become friends,
hush, hush, hush - this is where it ends.
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[09 Jul 2008|06:42pm] |
Do you remember our first subway ride?
Our last swim on the east coast?
I remember your warm smile in the sun,
The daydreaming boy without a shirt on.
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[09 Jul 2008|06:43pm] |
i hope you remember me when you’re homesick and need a change. i miss your purple hair, i miss the way you taste. i know you’ll come back someday, on a bed of nails i wait. i’m praying that you don’t burn out or fade away.
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[09 Jul 2008|06:50pm] |
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i've had my first shit fit over being a giant since i was like 15 :[ and idk why rly
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[09 Jul 2008|06:51pm] |
i knitted you a hat of blue and gold
to keep your ears warm
from the Binghamton cold.
it was my first one and it was too small
it didn't fit you at all,
but you wore it just the same.
i remember the first time we danced
i remember tunneling through the snow like ants
what i don't recall is why i said
i simply can't sleep in this tiny bed with you, anymore.
I should tell you that you were my
first love.
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[09 Jul 2008|06:53pm] |
whitney:
you need to let him fall down and pick himself back up.
lauren:
yeah, but i've seen him fall, and he falls hard.
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[09 Jul 2008|06:57pm] |
and when you find everthing you looked for,
i hope your life leads you back to my door,
ohh but if it don't,
stay beautiful.
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[09 Jul 2008|07:23pm] |
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If you think to yourself "What should I do now?" Then take the baton, girl, you better run with it. There is no point in standing in the past cause it's over and done with. I took a book and went into the forest. I climbed the hill, I wanted to look down on you. But all I saw was twenty miles of wilderness so I went home.
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[09 Jul 2008|07:28pm] |
Okay, so I love how my friend is like, "Let me call you back in a minute."
And its an hour later.
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[09 Jul 2008|08:00pm] |
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some random guy left me a comment on facebook: "o sorry to hear about your break up, do u still have feelings for your exboyfriend", how awkward.
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[09 Jul 2008|08:04pm] |
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Just like my chest, my ears are proud
The collision is such an ugly sound!
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[09 Jul 2008|08:09pm] |
She loves music but she hates my band
Loves Prince she's his biggest fan
She's not big on holding hands
But that's alright cause I've still got her
She keeps up on current affairs
PRADA IS WHAT SHE WEARS
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[09 Jul 2008|08:18pm] |
it's a common misconception.
to wanna get the best of a worse situation.
falling back on unpredictable scenarios.
will get you nowhere so turn up your stereo.
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[09 Jul 2008|08:26pm] |
and we can laugh all we want,
know it's your favorite.
and i'll stare at you all i can,
cause you...you're my favorite.
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[09 Jul 2008|08:30pm] |
Sing like you think no one's listening
You would kill for this
[Just a little bit]
[Just a little bit]
You would, you would...
Sing me something soft,
Sad and delicate,
Or loud and out of key
Sing me anything!
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[09 Jul 2008|08:33pm] |
last night i was sure that i was with a 10
then this morning when i saw those kankles,
i had to think again
oh, i will not be ashamed [ be ashamed ]
to walk the crowded streets alone
in yesterday's outfit and cologne
oh, how i'll push through the day
in my tiny ruffled mini skirt
and some guy's extra large t-shirt
oh, i will not be ashamed
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[09 Jul 2008|08:53pm] |
i wanna love like johnny & june
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[09 Jul 2008|09:23pm] |
you're built from distraction
so brilliantly dull
idk, has anyone played less talk more rokk on expert? its fucking intennnseeee
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[09 Jul 2008|09:25pm] |
go ahead, make yourself comfortable, darling
i got a proposition for you;
there's a room available inside of my heart,
and i hope it will be taken by you.
you can bring whatever you wanna bring, baby,
each and every one of your friends
and if you want a dog, or a big bullfrog,
hell, i got room for them.
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[09 Jul 2008|09:27pm] |
I don't want to survive
I want to live.
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[09 Jul 2008|09:28pm] |
you cause in me an impossible craving,
no way that it will be denied
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[09 Jul 2008|09:30pm] |
i made a wish on a million of the stars,
registered your name on a few.
that way, if you ever forget who you are,
you can look up and see a picture of you.
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[09 Jul 2008|09:37pm] |
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"the difference between physical attraction and love is the ability to see the same person at their best and at their worst and still desire them without one false step."
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[09 Jul 2008|09:46pm] |
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"This is love, isn't it? When you notice someone's absence and hate that absence more than anything? More, even, than you love his presence?"
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[09 Jul 2008|10:00pm] |
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"the Velveteen Rabbit was about how little kids get one toy that they love more than all the others, and even when its fur has been rubbed off, and it's gone saggy with bits missing, the little child still thinks it's the most beautiful toy in the world, and can't bear to be parted from it. That's how it works, when people really love each other."
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[09 Jul 2008|10:03pm] |
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"Maybe the wolf has finally arrived. You can't live off your soul. You can't pay the rent with your soul. Try it some time."
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[09 Jul 2008|10:05pm] |
"You've lived with me all these years. Do you know why?"
"I'm not sure. People just settle into things, like jobs.People just settle into things."
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[09 Jul 2008|10:06pm] |
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"They kill people by the millions in wars and give out medals for it. Half the people in this world are gonna starve to death while we sit around and watch it on TV."
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[09 Jul 2008|10:07pm] |
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"Love is a form of prejudice. You love what you need, you love what makes you feel good, you love what is convenient. How can you say you love one person when there are ten thousand people in the world that you would love more if you ever met them? But you'll never meet them."
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[09 Jul 2008|10:08pm] |
Someday you will get the best of me. Oh someday, probably when I'm old and grey.
I'm lying in my bed and I will soon be put to rest now.
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[09 Jul 2008|10:09pm] |
"I've told you to stop phoning."
"Shut up. It's my way of letting myself down easy."
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[09 Jul 2008|10:12pm] |
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"Three a.m. drunks, all over America, were staring at the walls, having finally given it up. You didn't have to be a drunk to get hurt, to be zeroed out by a woman; but you could get hurt and become a drunk. You might think for a while, especially when you were young, that luck was with you, and sometimes it was. But there were all manner of averages and laws working that you knew nothing about, even as you imagined things were going well. Some night, some hot summer Thursday night, you became the drunk, you were out there alone in a cheap rented room, and no matter how many times you'd been out there before, it was no help, it was even worse because you had got to thinking you wouldn't have to face it again. All you could do was light another cigarette, pour another drink, check the peeling walls for lips and eyes. What men and women did to each other was beyond comprehension."
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[09 Jul 2008|10:12pm] |
Late afternoon, another day is nearly done
A darker grey is breaking through a lighter one
hi :)
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[09 Jul 2008|10:15pm] |
"He said you lacked ambition."
"He was right."
"Really?"
"My only ambition is not to be anything at all; it seems the most sensible thing."
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[09 Jul 2008|10:17pm] |
"It's just...shit, I don't know. Things, you know. I can't seem to get into anything. I can't seem to get started. Everything's locked up. All the cards are taken."
"Fuck, that's standard. Life's a one-sided game. But you're only 27, maybe you'll luck into something, somehow."
"What were you doing when you were my age?"
"Worse off than you. I used to lay out in the dark at night, drunk, on the street, hoping somebody would run me over.No luck."
"You couldn't think of another way?"
"That's one of the hardest things, figuring out what your first move should be."
"Yeah. Things seem so useless."
"We murdered God's son. Do you think that Bastard is going to forgive us? I may be crazy, but I know He's not!"
"You sit there in your torn bathrobe and you're drunk half the time, but you're saner than anybody I know."
"Hey, I like that. Do you know a lot of people?"
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[09 Jul 2008|10:22pm] |
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"Life's as kind as you let it be."
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[09 Jul 2008|10:22pm] |
"'Cheers!' she said, lifting her glass.
'Cheers,' I said, lifting mine.
We clicked glasses, then drank them off
as the ambulance backed out,
turned south, siren on.
It just wasn't our turn yet."
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[09 Jul 2008|10:24pm] |
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Yeah, don't degrade yourself the way that I do cause you don't depend upon all the shit that I use to make my moods improve.
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[09 Jul 2008|10:29pm] |
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kay so .. i hate askiing for lyrics , cus idk it gets annoying . but i need lyrics on like , bright lights/hollywood/partying/drinking type thing .. really anyyyy that would fit something like that . pls and ty ? ily ♥
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[09 Jul 2008|10:31pm] |
for nobody else, gave me a thrill
with all your faults, i love you still.
it had to be you, wonderful you
it had to be you.
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[09 Jul 2008|10:35pm] |
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"i do desire we be better strangers"
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[09 Jul 2008|10:42pm] |
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there's gotta be a way that's better then just getting by.
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[09 Jul 2008|10:51pm] |
if you're not
WASTED;
the night is
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[09 Jul 2008|11:06pm] |
Why are you so far away? she said. Why won't you ever know that i'm in love with you, that i'm in love with you.
i sometimes accidentally post my lyrics in comments.
i am a failure.
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[09 Jul 2008|11:18pm] |
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you try to hit me just to hurt me but you leave me feeling dirty cause you can't understand.
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[09 Jul 2008|11:30pm] |
You are the reoccurring kind.
You never really leave my mind.
Are you the love of my lifetime?
Cause there have been times I have had my doubts.
We were just kids when I first kissed you in the attic of my parents house,
and I wish we were there now.
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[09 Jul 2008|11:41pm] |
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we'd meet up at night pretty late by the falls. talked too fast without regret with headlights and stars, it was brighter than the daylight.
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[09 Jul 2008|11:53pm] |
when they ask you how you want it,
will your clear heart bear down upon it?
will they notice the scars that run up your side,
will they care about the wars
that you fought in the night?
will there be room in their bed
for how terribly frightened you become
when you finally arrive?
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