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[03 Jul 2008|12:05am]
put up or shut up
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[03 Jul 2008|12:07am]
I wish real love was like the kind of love in movies.
maybe it is?....i just haven't experienced that yet.
anyone wanna give me something to look forward to and tell me it is?
thanks. [=
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[03 Jul 2008|12:08am]

cook me in your breakfast,
and put me on your plate
'cause you know i taste great.
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[03 Jul 2008|12:10am]

the light from the street fills my room it's amazing to be alive, to see. the words that you said still resonate and blur up all the lines inside my head.
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[03 Jul 2008|12:12am]
listen up sweetie
we all know that you're a

beautiful girl in this horrible world
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[03 Jul 2008|12:21am]



He sang as if he knew me,
in all my dark despair
and then he looked right through me as if I wasn't there.
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[03 Jul 2008|12:23am]

i feel so far away from everything i had.
finding the key to my heart.
who holds the key to my heart?
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[03 Jul 2008|12:25am]
i'm getting a tattoo. i need a really good short quote or words or a phrase.
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[03 Jul 2008|12:27am]



The alcoholic is the last true hopeless romantic.
Stumbling and smelling of stale gasoline,
making James Dean speeches to an empty room.
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[03 Jul 2008|12:37am]

So if I had this all my way,
honey you won't ever know.
I'd be there through every night and day,

promise you won't ever go.
I won't hold back from you this time,
baby I've got you on my mind.
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[03 Jul 2008|12:40am]



You're so vain,
you probably think this song is about you.
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[03 Jul 2008|12:43am]


i hope you're has happy, as you're pretending.


so, my boyfriend and i broke up, he broke up with me since he feels like i've changed which i have.
i wrote him a letter, and gave him a brownie today, but he still is undecisive. i told him that i'd prove to him how much i love him, by showing him. since, i never used to show it enough. i know that he needs space, and i'll give him that. but, the next time i see him, i want to do something special, i just don't know what.

any ideas?/advice.

thanks so much. :)
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[03 Jul 2008|12:51am]




I can't live,
if living is without you.
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[03 Jul 2008|01:03am]


There used to be a greying tower alone on the sea, you became the light on the dark side of me.
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[03 Jul 2008|01:21am]
this is probably a long shot but.....

does anyone have tiny dancer by elton john as a ringtone they could send to me via text?
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hii i'm new. [: [03 Jul 2008|03:00am]
There's one thing I want to say, so I'll be brave.
You were what I wanted,
I gave what I gave.
I'm not sorry I met you,
I'm not sorry it's over,
I'm not sorry there's nothing to save.
I'm not sorry there's nothing to save ..
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[03 Jul 2008|03:22am]
And all of the time you thought I was sad
I was trying to remember your name...
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[03 Jul 2008|03:22am]
It's nothing but time and a face that you lose
I chose to feel it, and you couldn't choose
I'll write you a postcard, I'll send you the news
From a house down the road from real love...
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[03 Jul 2008|03:24am]
Live through this, and you won't look back...
Live through this, and you won't look back...
Live through this, and you won't look back...
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[03 Jul 2008|09:34am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Hi, everyone :)
my name is nikki and i'm new, but i've kinda creeped on here before and i must say the quotes and lyrics on here have helped me out through alot, so just wanted to say thank you :)




there is a place i go when i'm alone
do anything i want, be anyone i wanna be
but it is always us i see
and i cannot believe i'm falling

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[03 Jul 2008|09:57am]
baby, you get me high.
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[03 Jul 2008|10:06am]
I've got a lot to say, if you will let me
It's always hard, when you're around me
But here right now, there's interest in your eyes
So hear me out, and hear this the first time
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[03 Jul 2008|10:13am]
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
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[03 Jul 2008|10:26am]
goodbye to you.
goodbye to
everything that I knew.
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[03 Jul 2008|10:29am]
I want you but I'm not giving in this time.
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[03 Jul 2008|10:31am]
this may never start,
we could fall apart.
Can I be your memory ?
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[03 Jul 2008|10:35am]
Does she love you? that's worth knowing
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[03 Jul 2008|10:43am]
And I'll say that you're not the one,
And I'll turn my back,
If you promise that you'll say there is nothing left,
that there is no trust between us.
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[03 Jul 2008|10:45am]
Don't ever tell me you're lonely.
Don't ever tell me you need me.

And I'll say that I wont miss you.
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[03 Jul 2008|10:47am]
Cause baby, you weren't the first, or the last, or the worst

We could sit around and cry
But frankly, you're not worth it anymore
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[03 Jul 2008|11:22am]
lyrics or quotes about love?

anything about the intense, incredible love.. like the notebook style..

thx
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[03 Jul 2008|11:23am]
It started off "Hey cutie, where ya from?"
And then it turned in,
"Oh no, what have I done?"
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[03 Jul 2008|11:27am]

in fact, not a single minute
passes without you in it
your voice, your touch, memories of your love
are with me all of the time

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[03 Jul 2008|11:36am]
i've got your picture that you gave to me and it's signed with love, just like it used to be. the only thing different, the only thing new is i've got your picture, she's got you.
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[03 Jul 2008|11:39am]
i don't wanna see you or feel you
i don't wanna look into your eyes
i don't wanna touch you or miss you
i just wanna love your memory tonight
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[03 Jul 2008|11:46am]
[ mood | blank ]



Pouring over photographs
I'm living in your letters
Breath deeply from this envelope, it smells like you
And I can't be without that scent, it's filling me
With all you mean to me
To me

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[03 Jul 2008|11:47am]
romeo, romeo, romeo
come dance with me
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[03 Jul 2008|11:48am]
i know what i feel and you feel it too. i dream of the first kiss and who'll make the first move.
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[03 Jul 2008|11:51am]
i swear to fucking god i have grown. kill me.
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[03 Jul 2008|11:54am]
She told me she thinks country musics hokey.
She said "You can't dance to it, and all the songs are sad."
I cocked my eyebrow and said "You must be joking!"
"Ain't no excuse for having taste that bad."
Then I asked her if she'd heard of Alan Jackson.
And she said "Didn't he sing that song called 'Where Were You?'"
I said "Yeah, but girl, that man's a livin' legend."
And she said "Really? I thought he was new."

She don't like to play my kinda music.
She's never heard of David Allan Coe.
She can't get enough of Whitney Houston.
And I'm thinking "Lord, that's all i need to know."

So when the night was over i walked her to her door.
And i bid that girl an overdue farewell.
And without a good night kiss i jumped back in my truck.
Turned on some Hank and cranked it loud as hell.
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[03 Jul 2008|12:04pm]
and it isn't my place to say leave him and run,
that no love is worth all the damage he's done.
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[03 Jul 2008|12:25pm]
idk if you'll see this buuuut:
Happy Birthday, Nic!!!
Ily :)
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[03 Jul 2008|12:37pm]
happy birthday
nic and cindy!
=]
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[03 Jul 2008|12:43pm]
Has anyone read the book The Persimmon Tree ?
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lmao i have to get this out of my head ok [03 Jul 2008|12:48pm]
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to,
cry if i want to.


every time i have a birthday this song is stuck in my head lmao.
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[03 Jul 2008|12:52pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

i work in a few hours :)

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[03 Jul 2008|01:06pm]
I called you up to see if maybe we could hang out. and I told you I was nervous and feeling lonely. but I bit my lip and you said, "yes". and I thought of how beautiful the night would be. and I thought maybe we could drive around talking about your town. or we could just stay at home and I could win you over acting cool. just like real romance.
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[03 Jul 2008|01:21pm]
I remember time,
I remember days slid into years,
Building lifetimes, thinking you'd be here.
But tomorrow and today,
Well they misunderstood.
And you went along your way,
I think you're gone for good.

You are the sun gone down,
You are the sky.
You are the moon rushed round,
You are goodbye.
You are good, goodbye.
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[03 Jul 2008|01:24pm]
Why does my heart always beat before yours does? After a while you can make yourself believe in almost anything, so I'm making myself believe in you.
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[03 Jul 2008|01:50pm]
you know what i mean when i say i come from a place that hurts.
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[03 Jul 2008|02:13pm]

I've always admitted that
I'm ruled by my passions.

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[03 Jul 2008|02:19pm]
swallow my doubt, turn it inside out
find nothin' but faith in nothing
wanna put my tender heart in a blender
watch it spin around to a beautiful oblivion
rendezvous then i'm through with you
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[03 Jul 2008|02:32pm]
pull me under your weather patterns,
your cold fronts and the rain don't matter,
'cause the sun burns when i need it.
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[03 Jul 2008|02:34pm]
everyday for the rest of my life I will search for moments full of you, but let's hope tomorrow won't cave in 'cause I'm looking for someone to change me
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[03 Jul 2008|02:37pm]
'you know he's only hanging on for you,'
that's what the night nurse said.
my voice and heart were breaking
as i crawled up in his bed and said,
'you can let go now, daddy.'
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[03 Jul 2008|02:40pm]
well, i got wasted and she got mad.
she called me names and she called her dad.
well, he got crazy and i did too.
see, he wondered what i did to you.
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[03 Jul 2008|02:48pm]


take it from me, you're my dirty disease
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[03 Jul 2008|02:54pm]

Don’t stress, don’t stress, don’t stress

Just tell him to the left left left
Don’t stress, don’t stress, don’t stress

Cause we gone, and we gone, and we gone
No stress, no stress, no stress

Girl you deserve nothing but the best

No stress, no stress, no stress

Girl you need to tell him

That I’m leavin’ never lookin' back again

You found somebody who does it better than he can

No more making you cry, no more them gray skies
Girl we flying on the G5 G5
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[03 Jul 2008|02:58pm]

My human instinct, I can love unconditionally.
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[03 Jul 2008|03:02pm]


So ironic that a heart made by man, when broken is easily fixed.
But a human hurt can last a lifetime.
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[03 Jul 2008|03:02pm]

let's have a nice clean cut,
like a bag we buy and divvy up
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[03 Jul 2008|03:12pm]


hello, it's me again. a whole lot's changed since i left and, i don't know, i guess i felt like checking in. surprise; you let it ring. well it's your turn to leave me hanging. i don't care. i know you love it when you see me call
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[03 Jul 2008|03:13pm]


i wonder who you're loving now.
i'm guessing we wont work things out. you know what they say, you can't have it so you want it back. i'm way past that, believe me. if you could be in my life like you've been on my mind, it'd be so easy.
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[03 Jul 2008|03:16pm]


come back to my heart tonight, i don't care. come back tonight
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[03 Jul 2008|03:27pm]
does all time low have a song that has to do with turning pictures over or something? =/
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[03 Jul 2008|03:34pm]
sometimes there's nothing left to gather and that's exactly the point we're at now.
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[03 Jul 2008|03:37pm]


i took the polaroid down in my room. i'm pretty sure you have a new girlfriend. it's not as if i don't like you,
it just makes me sad whenever i see it.
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[03 Jul 2008|03:41pm]











june until may, second to second.
lied even while you held my hand.
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[03 Jul 2008|03:42pm]
the mirror is cloudy, i loved you the most. you threw out the pieces, did things we didnt understand.




he doesnt want her but he just wont let her go.
she started breaking but she still wont let it show.
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[03 Jul 2008|03:57pm]
well it's been almost a year to the moment
when i finally realized it was over
and i knew that love wasn't good enough
of a reason for me to stay.
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[03 Jul 2008|03:58pm]

your last kiss goodbye put water in these eyes. i’m dying for you
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[03 Jul 2008|04:04pm]
This isn't the way we planned
I wasn't supposed to forget your taste
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[03 Jul 2008|04:04pm]
when it comes to heartaches, lord, i've had enough.
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[03 Jul 2008|04:05pm]
and i wish i would have had the nerve to ask you to stay.
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[03 Jul 2008|04:09pm]
"mama says boys tell you they love you sometimes because their bodies are confused."
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[03 Jul 2008|04:12pm]
"my heart didn't break into a thousand pieces after he left. instead, i realized all the things he didn't do. he didn't want to hear my stories. he didn't ask me questions. he didn't smile when i was talking to him. he didn't hug me out of the blue to make me feel good. his hugs were always a preamble to something else and after he was gone, i wondered if he ever knew me at all."
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[03 Jul 2008|04:19pm]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tQEagnSkRiU
...... wut?
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[03 Jul 2008|04:20pm]
so far i like working at wendy's!
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[03 Jul 2008|04:29pm]
maybe it wasn't good enough, but i gave you all that i could.
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[03 Jul 2008|04:32pm]

there's a pretty young thing in front of you
& she's real pretty, and she's real into you
and then she's sleeping inside of you
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[03 Jul 2008|04:33pm]

and you're bad news,
i don't care i like you
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[03 Jul 2008|04:34pm]

& i wept much, we all do. i thought
i might die alone, but i had never,
never, never, never met you
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[03 Jul 2008|04:38pm]

but he's distant, and you found him
on the phone pleading, saying,
"baby, i love you & i'll leave her
and i'm coming out to california"
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[03 Jul 2008|04:43pm]
baaaaaaaaack
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[03 Jul 2008|04:52pm]
And I ran off and ran on to something
That I swore was everything but beautiful
I only say that word for you
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[03 Jul 2008|04:53pm]
And hallelujah to the one in our bones
And hallelujah to the one that we love
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[03 Jul 2008|04:54pm]
Now that you're home won't you rescue me?
I've been trying so hard to be good again
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[03 Jul 2008|05:06pm]
i'm honestly considering going to sleep for the night right now.. i haven't been feeling the best lately. my stomach is just crazy.
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[03 Jul 2008|05:19pm]

i thought i knew what love was.
what did i know?
those days are gone forever.
i should just let them go
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[03 Jul 2008|05:23pm]
i won't ask you to give up on the things that seem to keep you gone, but i can be gone too.
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[03 Jul 2008|05:25pm]
i think i could last at least a week
without someone to hold me
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[03 Jul 2008|05:28pm]
it won't be long,
'til i belong to you.
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[03 Jul 2008|05:35pm]
i still hope that you will miss me when i'm gone.
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[03 Jul 2008|05:39pm]




i’ve died a thousand times since you left me.
stared down the barrel of a thousand loaded guns.
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[03 Jul 2008|05:51pm]
i made a wish on a million of the stars,
registered your name on a few.
that way if you ever forget who you are,
you can look up and see a picture of you
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[03 Jul 2008|06:04pm]
What I want is someone smart enough to tell me I’m wrong
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[03 Jul 2008|06:04pm]
I'll be living off your phone calls
in your letters and your postcards
Every single word is like a secret wish come true
Who cares if were apart for the big days
It's the small ones that made me fall in love with you
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[03 Jul 2008|06:14pm]
i h8 waking up from a nap and feeling worse than before.
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[03 Jul 2008|06:36pm]

salutations, el

complain time:
i am hungry and annoyed bc it is 7:36 am in japan but that is NO EXCUSE my bff should be awake and talking to me but she is not. :(

how are you all if anyone is here
are you here?
am i alone
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[03 Jul 2008|06:58pm]
i'm coming down,
bring me up ..
take it off,

let's jus touch
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[03 Jul 2008|07:00pm]
and oh, you have the same effect
i know i'll just keep coming back
some mistakes are too much fun
TO ONLY MAKE ONCE
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[03 Jul 2008|07:06pm]
and i know everything about you,
i don't wanna live without you.
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[03 Jul 2008|07:10pm]
i hate the 4th of july.
i hope it pours tonight/tomorrow.
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[03 Jul 2008|07:17pm]
I've had an adventure, not a hard life
Don't worry mum
I would have been bored otherwise
I would have turned to drugs
Would have turned to love
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[03 Jul 2008|07:21pm]
It's nice to see you in my dreams
We dance all night
When I wake up
I know you'll be gone
And that's alright
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[03 Jul 2008|07:23pm]
I could worry I could never really feel alright
I can say your name out loud, I know it feels alright
I know that you have seen the best of me
I know that you can love the rest, so let it be
I know that you have seen the darker side of things
I know that you can give me what I want
I want wings so I can fly away
Still be part of what's real
What's near, what's far
You're a superstar.
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[03 Jul 2008|07:32pm]
And so, to you and me, I have a drink alone.
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[03 Jul 2008|08:00pm]

he starts with her back cause that's what he sees
when she's breaking his heart she still fucks like a tease
release to the sky, look him straight in the eye
and tell him that now, that you wish he would die
you'll never touch him again so get what you can
leaving him empty just because he's a man
so good when it ends, they'll never be friends
one more night, that's all they can spend
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[03 Jul 2008|08:02pm]

going, coming
thought i heard a knock
who's there, no one
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[03 Jul 2008|08:05pm]

i remember back in the day
and all the memories i made with you
and the smile on your face
and everything that we've been through
and i was always scared and amazed
that someone could love me the way that you do
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[03 Jul 2008|08:13pm]

i saw your headlights in the window
my face was pressed against the glass
i waited for years for you to return before i learned that you were never coming back

i'm gonna close my eyes before i start to scream

i'm dwelling on things i've never noticed
you won't save yourself, you'll never save me
i only stumbled once for a moment, it was over
i think i'll close my eyes before i start to scream

you said today's the day goodbye just won't wait
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[03 Jul 2008|08:24pm]
dESIREE JAWNNN: IF GOD WAS BEING A BITCH
letsmakeaa SCENE: JESUS YOU'RE BEING A BITCH
dESIREE JAWNNN: ID LET HIM KNOW



lollll :]
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[03 Jul 2008|08:38pm]
No one told me how bad I need you
But I somehow arrived at that conclusion all by myself
And I want all you have to offer
So I'll offer myself and I'll just give until there's nothing else
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[03 Jul 2008|08:40pm]

If home is where the heart is then my home is where you are. But it's getting oh so hard to spend these days without my heart
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[03 Jul 2008|09:20pm]
i said, "ramblin' boy,
why don't you settle down?
boston ain't your kind of town,
there ain't no gold,
and there ain't nobody like me.

i'm the number one fan,
of the man from tennessee."
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[03 Jul 2008|09:25pm]
I don't want to be around when your coming down.




I don't want to be around when you hit the ground.
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[03 Jul 2008|09:26pm]
i can't blame anyone but me,
this reckless fool i've come to be.
my tired excuses just don't fit,
it don't look good from where i sit.
i've tried to change without much luck,
i reached the point where i get stuck.
i hit the streets and the fireworks start,
it's open season on my heart.
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[03 Jul 2008|09:33pm]
when i get to sleep i'll dream
again of canopies and grapes
and wake shaking from the knowledge
that the mattress holds your shape
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[03 Jul 2008|09:58pm]

And if you leave
Take me along, anywhere is ok
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[03 Jul 2008|10:04pm]
i was country when country wasn't cool.
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[03 Jul 2008|10:04pm]
i can't imagine it any other way,
a world without you is only wasted space.
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[03 Jul 2008|10:06pm]
i'll be your shoulder when you need someone to lean on,
be your shelter,
when you need someone to see you through,
i'll be there to carry you,
i'll be there.
i'll be the rock that will be strong for you,
the one that will hold on to you.
when you feel that rain falling down,
when there's nobody else around,
i'll be.
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[03 Jul 2008|10:06pm]
right now;
he's probably slow dancing with a bleach blonde tramp
and she's probably gettin' frisky.

right now;
he's probably buying her sme fruity little drink
cuz she can't shoot whiskey
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[03 Jul 2008|10:08pm]





And if I could be inside her light I might just find I'd be alright
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[03 Jul 2008|10:08pm]
I need you
I need you here
I need you now
I need security somehow
I need you
Like you would not believe
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[03 Jul 2008|10:09pm]
i'm just sittin' out here
watching airplanes..
take off, and fly,
trying to figure out which one you might be on,
and why you don't love me anymore
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[03 Jul 2008|10:09pm]





Tonight I made a wish and I sure hope that it comes true
cause it's been too long without you

It's been too long
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[03 Jul 2008|10:10pm]
The gals with umbrellars,
Are always out with fellers,
In the rain or the blazing sun.
But a man never trifles,
With gals who carry rifles,
Oh you can't get a man with a gun.
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[03 Jul 2008|10:11pm]
And even though I left you far behind
I always thought that you'd come here to find me

Come find me
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[03 Jul 2008|10:11pm]
talkin' bout "girl i love you,
you're the one,"
this just looks like a re-run..
please,

what else is on?
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[03 Jul 2008|10:12pm]

"when you stopped believing in god, did you stop believing in good and evil?"
"no. but i stopped believing there was a power of good and a power of evil that were outside us. and i came to believe that good and evil are names for what people do, not for what they are. all we can say is that this is a good deed, because it helps someone, or that's an evil one, because it hurts them. people are too complicated to have simple labels."
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[03 Jul 2008|10:12pm]
But you don't need my pictures on your wall
You say you need no one
And you don't need my secret midnight call

I guess you need no one
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[03 Jul 2008|10:13pm]
I drink to stay warm, and to kill selected memories.
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[03 Jul 2008|10:14pm]
i hope you don't mind if i fall asleep on your shoulder,
turn out the lights,
and let the night begin.
i hope it's alright if you're still mine when we're older,
cause i won't spend another day wondering,

what might have been.
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[03 Jul 2008|10:16pm]

Tell me did you sail across the sun?
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated?

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar?

And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there?
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[03 Jul 2008|10:17pm]
I always know I'm not enough to even make you think.
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[03 Jul 2008|10:17pm]
so go ahead and take a picture,
and hang it up so you can tear me down.
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[03 Jul 2008|10:18pm]
from her lips, i heard her say,
can i have you?
caught up on what to say, i said,

you do
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[03 Jul 2008|10:19pm]
When I pull myself together again
I'm gonna give myself to you
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[03 Jul 2008|10:22pm]
"i'll never fall in love," he swears,
as he runs his fingers through his hair,<.small>
i'm laughing,
cause i hope he's wrong.
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[03 Jul 2008|10:22pm]
and all my friends say,
i stared shootin' doubles when you walked in
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[03 Jul 2008|10:26pm]
I just poured my heart out
there's bits of it on the floor
And I take what's left of it and rinse it under cold water
And call him up for more

And I say "baby, yes I feel stupid to call you, but I'm lonely
and I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me
and I thought maybe if I kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too
"


He said, I'm sorry
so sorry
I'm sorry
so sorry
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[03 Jul 2008|10:27pm]

i was spending my days with my demons, they had taken up inside of my heart. they were trying to keep me entertained, they were tearing me apart
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[03 Jul 2008|10:29pm]

Do you think of me
early in the morning
late in the evening
back in that summertime when
you were mine you see.

you made me so crazy
shocked and amazed me
you were my tear to cry
my lullaby to sing
now I wanna be, I gotta be your girl
I just wanna be, I gotta be your girl.



Oh, and I'm really new here and I feel stupid for asking...but can someone tell me how to make a memory? I went to the link on the toolbar where it says memories but it isn't showing me where I can make one. Thank youuu!!!
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[03 Jul 2008|10:29pm]
what's the difference between gossip and scandal? so glad you asked. anyone can commit a minor indescretion and generate a days worth of buzz, but in order to birth a true scandal it requires the right person to be in the wrong place. take one It Girl on a pedestal, and a crowd eager to see her fall, and give them the means to knock her down.
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[03 Jul 2008|10:30pm]

i wanna see it when you find out what comets, stars and moons are all about, i wanna see their faces turn to backs of heads and slowly get smaller, i wanna see it now. i want specifics on the general idea, i wanna think what i should know, i want you to do me what to show. i wanna see movies of my dreams
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[03 Jul 2008|10:32pm]
one month from tomorrow, jesse lacey and i will be copulating. HOW EXCITING!
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[03 Jul 2008|10:32pm]
I'm sorry about the phone call and needing you.
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[03 Jul 2008|10:37pm]
blah.
i feel so... enormous.
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[03 Jul 2008|10:37pm]

i wish i had a single thought the least bit legitimate enough to open up my mouth and spit accuracy, it’s getting easy. in this act i’ll disguise those dead eyes, lay flat the tongue, let the supplement slide down, everything is fine. and my brain is cloudy, leveled out, the pill dissolved. it’s flushing out everything i care about and not replacing it with anything substantial. so i’m on my hands and knees, like a martyr calling out his final plea. the executioner looks exactly like me, it’s me. well, it’s getting easy
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[03 Jul 2008|10:39pm]
She never lets me in
only tell me where's she's been
when she's had too much to drink

I say that I don't care, I just run my hands
through her dark hair then I pray to God
you gotta help me fly away

And just:
Let her cry; if the tears fall down like rain
Let her sing; if it eases all her pain
Let her go; let her walk right out on me
And if the sun comes up tomorrow
Let her be; let her be.
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[03 Jul 2008|10:40pm]

all of you! you think there's someone just gonna drop money on you? money they could use? well, there ain't people like that. there's just people like me.
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[03 Jul 2008|10:42pm]

long ago, men went to sea and women waited for them, standing on the edge of the water, scanning the dark horizon for the tiny ship. now i wait for henry. he vanishes unwillingly, without warning. i wait for him. each moment i wait feels like a year, an eternity. each moment is slow and transparent as glass. through each moment i can see infinite moments lined up, waiting. why has he gone where i can not follow?
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[03 Jul 2008|10:44pm]
this is me wishing you
into the worst situations
I'm the kind of kid
that can't let anything go
but you wouldn't know a good thing
if it came up and slit your throat
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[03 Jul 2008|10:45pm]

one of the pittfalls of childhood is that one doesnt have to understand something to feel it. by the time the mind is able to comprehend what has happened, the wounds of the heart are already too deep
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[03 Jul 2008|10:53pm]
letsmakeaa SCENE: idk name sad songs.
letsmakeaa SCENE: lol
letsmakeaa SCENE: since youtube fails at having some things make her cry
dESIREE JAWNNN: snap ya fingers - lil jon
letsmakeaa SCENE: lmfao this is not sad
dESIREE JAWNNN: ya it is
dESIREE JAWNNN: YOU CAN DO IT ALL BY YO SELF
dESIREE JAWNNN: its about being alone heaven
letsmakeaa SCENE: lfmao


yay for bestfriends
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[03 Jul 2008|10:53pm]
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