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[27 Jun 2008|12:00am] |
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i wanna hate you so bad but i can't stop this anymore than you can
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[27 Jun 2008|12:21am] |
i've become stained from memories and pictures and these thoughts of you.
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[27 Jun 2008|12:21am] |
lend me your soul
show me what you see
let me feel what you feel
reveal your secrets to me
guide me through the deepest
corners of your body and soul
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[27 Jun 2008|12:23am] |
my fingers touch the back of your neck, your cheeks, and i swear, even the moonlight does not have skin this soft.
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[27 Jun 2008|12:25am] |
to hell with heaven. you're here for now, and that's all i need.
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[27 Jun 2008|12:26am] |
i'm just asking for honestly now.
i need a reason to keep you away,
a reason to keep you at arm's length.
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[27 Jun 2008|12:27am] |
you take your time to respond to me
seems like you're keeping busy lately
so i'll sign off without saying goodbye
i hope it hurts to watch me go
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[27 Jun 2008|12:29am] |
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journal?
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[27 Jun 2008|12:29am] |
i'd like to introduce you to my eyes.
they've been dying to meet you.
now that you both have met,
i have something to dive into.
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[27 Jun 2008|12:32am] |
i've let go of the past even before you asked to ensure this ship sails smoothly. you can be the wind and guide this ship to a safer place than this.
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[27 Jun 2008|12:33am] |
i'd like to introduce you to my lips.
they've been dying to meet you.
now that you both have met,
i have something to hold onto.
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[27 Jun 2008|12:34am] |
i won't ever see you again. i guess it's for the best because i never want to see you with him.
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[27 Jun 2008|12:36am] |
what do i do when every song
i hear reminds me of you?
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[27 Jun 2008|12:37am] |
inside of me turns like a washing a machine
while outside i form a smoke screen
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[27 Jun 2008|12:41am] |
the rain is knocking at my window, source of company. what if i died? would it make any difference now? i know i'll feel better in the morning, but this is how i feel now.
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[27 Jun 2008|12:46am] |
i'm wandering the lower east side
where all the streets have stories.
my feet play the role of a folk singer,
strummin' the streets like guitar strings.
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[27 Jun 2008|12:53am] |
do your feet burn from walking on
those bridges that you've burned?
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[27 Jun 2008|12:55am] |
i'm pouring my heart through these telephone wires. i'm getting the notion that you've become tired.
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[27 Jun 2008|12:59am] |
she takes just like a woman,
and she makes love just like a woman,
and she aches just like a woman,
but she breaks just like a little girl.
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[27 Jun 2008|08:29am] |
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so.. i'm an embarrassment.
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[27 Jun 2008|10:27am] |
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morning.
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[27 Jun 2008|10:47am] |
Then Peter knelt beside her and found his button. You remember she had put it on a chain that she wore round her neck.
"See," he said, "the arrow struck against this. It is the kiss I gave her. It has saved her life."
"I remember kisses," Slightly interposed quickly, "let me see it. Aye, that's a kiss."
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[27 Jun 2008|10:52am] |
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And I'm concerned it's driving me mad to get so close to something I can never have.
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[27 Jun 2008|10:54am] |
I never wanted to say goodbye.
I'd throw myself to the sea
if god promised you were inside.
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[27 Jun 2008|10:56am] |
'Cause when you're not breathing,
I beg for one more breath with you.
When you're silent,
I hang on to every word.
And there are no regrets with this love.
Rewind to any moment you like.
Sit back, remember.
I will always sit back with you.
Oh, how cool you wished to be.
We were both so nervous,
But at peace,
And the same time knowing this was right.
The time I moved in closely
for what you weren't expecting.
Think on this,
But don't miss.
Don't long for the past,
Long for what comes next.
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[27 Jun 2008|10:59am] |
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I will stay if you let me stay, and I'll go if you let go, but I won't go far away because you're my only home. I will hide what you want hidden and I'll roam if you say roam, but I'd just as soon you didn't because you're my only home. When you cancel dinner plans, when you cross the street and you don't take my hand, when you make impossible demands, I wish I didn't understand.
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[27 Jun 2008|11:02am] |
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To hold you now, it is a far cry more than anything that I deserve. I'm waiting to give you whatever the world may bring. I'd give you my life, 'cause I don't own anything. It seemed like the bottom was all that I had, until now. I'd give you my life, if you'd give me yours somehow.
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[27 Jun 2008|11:04am] |
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Clear as a bell are the short breaths that you take when you're distracted, same as the way that you roll your eyes when I've asked too many stupid questions. My faith in zeros and ones to host our romance rests on the hope you gave that I've some claim to your heart. I wouldn't mind, but you are my only hope.
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[27 Jun 2008|11:08am] |
Alright, I'll quit being annoying and posting entirely too much right after this.
If I can't be with you,
I would rather have a different face.
And if I can't be near you,
I would rather be adrift in space.
And if the gods desert us now,
I'll turn this chapel into flames.
And if someone tries to hurt you,
I would put myself in your place.
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[27 Jun 2008|11:18am] |
But you swore you loved me more..
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[27 Jun 2008|11:35am] |
"You are so queer," he said, frankly puzzled, "and Tiger Lily is just the same. There is something she wants to be to me, but she says it is not my mother."
"No, indeed, it is not," Wendy replied with frightful emphasis. Now we know why she was prejudiced against the redskins.
"Then what is it?"
"It isn't for a lady to tell."
"Oh, very well," Peter said, a little nettled. "Perhaps Tinker Bell will tell me."
"Oh yes, Tinker Bell will tell you," Wendy retorted scornfully. "She is an abandoned little creature."
Here Tink, who was in her bedroom, eavesdropping, squeaked out something impudent.
"She says she glories in being abandoned," Peter interpreted. He had a sudden idea. "Perhaps Tink wants to be my mother?"
"You silly ass!" cried Tinker Bell in a passion. She had said it so often that Wendy needed no translation.
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[27 Jun 2008|11:57am] |
You took your coat off and stood in the rain,
You're always crazy like that.
And I watched from my window,
Always felt I was outside looking in on you.
You're always the mysterious one with
Dark eyes and careless hair,
You were fashionably sensitive
But too cool to care.
You stood in my doorway, with nothing to say
Besides some comment on the weather.
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[27 Jun 2008|11:58am] |
You're always brilliant in the morning,
Smoking your cigarettes and talking over coffee.
Your philosophies on art, Baroque moved you.
You loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved ones
As I clumsily strummed my guitar.
You'd teach me of honest things
Things that were daring, things that were clean
Things that knew what an honest dollar did mean
So I hid my soiled hands behind my back
Somewhere along the line I must've gone off track with you
Well, excuse me, guess I've mistaken you for somebody else,
Somebody who gave a damn,
Somebody more like myself.
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[27 Jun 2008|12:11pm] |
And you want him, and you need him
But you act like he's not there
Yeah, you know that you're hollow
And something's missing here
So you push and you pull ,the hole in your soul
But you can't make the hunger disappear.
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[27 Jun 2008|12:29pm] |
Okay, guys. My bf is dying his hair right now, and that makes me v jealous ok
bc i have been waiting for like, 4 months to dye mine bc i didn't want to spend the money ok.
but since he is, i am like, fuck it ok i am going to dye my hair.
now, what i WANTED to do was dye it choc. brown with neon green in it ok.
but that involves buying both the brown and the green, since he's out of it.
and i don't want to do that. so i'm going to just buy the base color.
give me suggestions. i am pairing it with bright ass blue ok.
SO QUICK GIVE ME COMBINATIONS WITH BLUE THAT ARE AWESOME
and would also not make me look stupid lol
( pick-a-tyure )
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[27 Jun 2008|12:48pm] |
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aww i want to dye my hair nowww.
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[27 Jun 2008|12:53pm] |
I know I'm never on here..
but I really need some advice, relationship advice, and I know everyone here on blurty is pretty good with that..
so.. my screen name is radio clashh x
and msn is saraisstellar@hotmail.com
thanks. (:
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[27 Jun 2008|12:55pm] |
help, i have done it again
i have been here many times before
hurt myself again today
and the worst part is
there's no one else to blame
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[27 Jun 2008|12:56pm] |
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she never mess with entertainers cause they always leave.
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[27 Jun 2008|01:01pm] |
all this hair dyeing business has made me want to make some changes toooo lol
idk, i don't rly have the time to dye my hair now but i rly want a new piercing/tattoo
probably a piercing bc i don't have the $$ for tattoo right now
i want something kind of unusual - i am bored w/ the ones i have
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[27 Jun 2008|01:03pm] |
so that's everyone's decision? lol black?
i was thinking blonde bc black scares me and blonde is easier to fix.
what do you think? it would look horrible on me wouldn't it?
idk, the idea of blonde with my complexion is frightening to me.
but that's why i want to do it lol
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[27 Jun 2008|01:05pm] |
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If I had to leave tonight, would you come with me?
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[27 Jun 2008|01:12pm] |
HI SEXY I AM SEEING YOU IN LIKE SIX HOURS. :D :D
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[27 Jun 2008|01:16pm] |
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Oh and since we're on the subject of hair colors haha, I am now confused whether I want electric blue or purple. Damn it.
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[27 Jun 2008|01:22pm] |
i'm only fooling myself.
k, i need lyrics.. like..
i wish i knew how you felt
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[27 Jun 2008|01:25pm] |
He's alive, but feels absolutely nothing.
So, is he?
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[27 Jun 2008|01:30pm] |
OK EVERYONE GO HERE:
CLICK
and tell me what blonde i should get for MY HEAD. (below) OK
DO IT NOW PLS&TY lol
( pick-a-tyure )
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[27 Jun 2008|01:35pm] |
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...My aunt just walked into my house and sat down in the living room with me and completely crashed my Project Runway party with myself. =[
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[27 Jun 2008|01:43pm] |
questionn: if you're out of state, like, roaming, on your cell phone, does it cost more to text as well as talking on the phone, or is it just talking on the phone? I'd still be in the country, butt, idk
I'll be your doctor, I'll be your cure.
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[27 Jun 2008|02:01pm] |
ok i have decided on medium natural blonde ok.
with electric blue.
the blonde is number 8 on the page that i linked to below a few posts ok
opinions?
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[27 Jun 2008|02:03pm] |
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Sometimes, though not often, he had dreams, and they were more painful than the dreams of other boys. For hours he could not be separated from these dreams, though he wailed piteously in them. They had to do, I think, with the riddle of his existence. At such times it had been Wendy's custom to take him out of bed and sit with him on her lap, soothing him in dear ways of her own invention, and when he crew calmer to put him back to bed before he quite woke up, so that he should not know of the indignity to which she had subjected him.
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[27 Jun 2008|02:10pm] |
idnw to pack. at alllll. :l or do laundry. or any other stuff i should be doing right now.
if your stomach feels weak
then my work here is done.
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[27 Jun 2008|02:12pm] |
in an attempt to idk, make small talk....
the guy in front of me at the liquor store bought 18 bottles of wine.
idk idk.
but i got free baileys!
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[27 Jun 2008|02:15pm] |
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no excuse to be so callous
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[27 Jun 2008|02:16pm] |
i broke someone's heart
too bad that it happened to be
my own
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[27 Jun 2008|02:21pm] |
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lying's what she always did and always will
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[27 Jun 2008|02:23pm] |
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every night when I try and sleep I feel your hands all over my body
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[27 Jun 2008|02:26pm] |
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don't forget to breathe
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[27 Jun 2008|02:28pm] |
since I replaced the I in live with an O
I can't remember who you are
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[27 Jun 2008|02:31pm] |
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so hold me close or I might disappear this time
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[27 Jun 2008|02:32pm] |
the future's uncertain
and the end is always near
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[27 Jun 2008|02:35pm] |
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you know our love's not unconditional
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[27 Jun 2008|02:37pm] |
Please someone help me take away my loneliness.
Please someone fill me take away my emptiness.
Please someone touch me take away my longing
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[27 Jun 2008|02:40pm] |
hold me tight,
tell me i'm the only one
and then i might
never be the lonely one.
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[27 Jun 2008|02:42pm] |
So I hear that if you go into a state store on your birthday (21st) they'll give you free shit?
and since my 21st birthday is this coming Thursday I was wondering if it is true lol.
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[27 Jun 2008|02:45pm] |
Could've been a night like any other
One of us has to drive
One of us gets to think
I'll force a laugh to break the silence
It's gonna get harder still
Before it gets easy
You can't keep safe what wants to break
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[27 Jun 2008|02:47pm] |
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I wonder what it is you could have seen in me.
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[27 Jun 2008|02:48pm] |
My life is yours in your gifted hands.
Confetti rainfall in a quiet street.
These things I've found are special now
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[27 Jun 2008|02:53pm] |
isn't it funny how the roads just pass us by
isn't it crazy how we never get it right
time is wasted on money and money wasted on lust
treat her like a lady and she'll never get enough
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[27 Jun 2008|03:06pm] |
i'll take my chances on truck stops and state lines.
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[27 Jun 2008|03:10pm] |
ok srsly wtf is with all the lame porn shit that has been all over blurty?
anyone else notice this?
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[27 Jun 2008|03:34pm] |
I am trying to wash my huge comforter that is on my bed ok and it washed just fine but IT WILL NOT DRY IN THE DRYER idk like i keep putting it in there and stopping it like every 10 minutes to untangle it and all that and it like still will not dry like 3 hrs later. idk this is pointless and ik you all do not care but this is v frustrating to me lol
also i am hungry and would like suggestions pls
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[27 Jun 2008|03:49pm] |
there is someone singing opera outside of my apartment jsyak.
i should throw vegetables
y/n?
lmao
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[27 Jun 2008|03:56pm] |
I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I've been crying for you
Dying for you all this time
I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I'm not gonna lose you tonight
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[27 Jun 2008|03:57pm] |
ok, that was all lmao.
i'm leaving for the weekend
bye all, have good weekends!
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[27 Jun 2008|04:00pm] |
Memories of you burn in my mind
Try not to think of you all of the time
Hurts so bad, my heart ripped from my chest
Of all the girls I know, you were the best
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[27 Jun 2008|04:01pm] |
baby oil = miracle
that is all
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[27 Jun 2008|04:06pm] |
I think I am going to try to seduce my bf when he gets back from errands.
y/n?
i wanted to wait until HE tried to seduce me
bc of all the me feeling ignored shit but idk.
i'm horny lmao
and i havent gotten any in like... more than 2 weeks or something. =/
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[27 Jun 2008|04:18pm] |
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~fail
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[27 Jun 2008|04:29pm] |
He wants me to go dye my hair with him now since he got my stuff.
go topless & wearing his favorite of my underpants.
y/n?
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[27 Jun 2008|04:40pm] |
i am going to make him help me bleach my hair.
while i am topless ok.
LOVE
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[27 Jun 2008|04:40pm] |
if my heart had wings,
i would fly to you and lie.
beside you as you dream,
if my heart had wings.
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[27 Jun 2008|04:42pm] |
idk but my mom just said
"we're going to look at dick's."
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[27 Jun 2008|04:54pm] |
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ok i am runnig to the grocery store and then making/eating dinner i will be back later if anyone cares lol :)
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[27 Jun 2008|05:07pm] |
I will carry you through the hurricane waters
And I'll remember you in the blue skies
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[27 Jun 2008|05:08pm] |
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"Do you still need proof that I'm always waiting for you?" she asked, leaning obediently back in her chair; her voice was neither tender nor pleading, but bright and mocking. "Why is it that most women would never admit that, but you do?" "Because they're never sure they ought to be wanted. I am."
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[27 Jun 2008|05:22pm] |
Okay, so I told him I need to bleach my hair first,
so that the blonde dye actually takes.
And he said I won't need to bc the blonde should have stripper in it.
So, bc i always trust him, I listened.
and now it is not working.
bah. i win.
but it is a crappy win lol
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[27 Jun 2008|05:42pm] |
casey
what color is your mom helping you dye your hair?
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[27 Jun 2008|05:50pm] |
could this be out of line
to say you're the only one
breaking me down like this
you're the only one
i would take a shot on
keep me hanging on
so contagiously
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[27 Jun 2008|05:53pm] |
my blonde dye is called
butternut
ok lmfao
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[27 Jun 2008|05:54pm] |
he's got a decent voice
he's got that crooked smile
hold on you haven't heard the best yet;
he writes good story lines
he's got those honest eyes.
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[27 Jun 2008|05:54pm] |
ok my company is coming over now so i need to go rinse my hair and put on some clothes lmfao.
byyeeee girls! i will be back later tonight/tomorrow to post pictures ok lol
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[27 Jun 2008|06:43pm] |
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dying my hair :)
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[27 Jun 2008|06:55pm] |
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ok wtf everyone is busy dyeing their hair and i am bored lol
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[27 Jun 2008|06:56pm] |
people think dreams aren't real just because they aren't made of matter, of particles. dreams are real. but they are made of viewpoints, of images, of memories and puns and lost hopes.
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[27 Jun 2008|07:02pm] |
If I could walk a straight mile
And could write it down in shorthand, I could show you
If you want me to
And if I had an hourglass
I'd save the grains of time I spent with you
That's what I'd do
But I remember
You always said it could be great
And I knew it could be
Well there's a way you look at things
That no one needs to know but you
And you'd shout it with me
Like every time the leaves would fall
You promised me that they'd be back again
And I believed in you
i need some crazy shenanigans to lol @ ok
someone has to have something crazy that has happened to them today!
i am bored. so i guess i could actually like, post LYRICS or something but yeah
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[27 Jun 2008|07:03pm] |
it soared, a bird, it held its flight, a swift pure cry, soar silver orb it leaped serene, speeding, sustained, to come, don't spin it out too long long breath he breath long life, soaring high, high resplendent, aflame, crowned, high in the effulgence symbolistic, high, of the ethereal bosom, high, of the high vast irradiation everywhere all soaring all around about the all, the endlessnessnessness...
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[27 Jun 2008|07:06pm] |
Friday night, I just got back
Had my eyes shut, was dreaming 'bout the past
I thought about you while the radio played
I shoulda got loaded, some reason I stayed
I started drifting to a different place
I realized I was falling off the face of the world
And there was nothing there to bring you back
'Cause you're a million miles away
A million miles away
And there's nothing there to bring you back today
I took a ride way downtown
The streets were empty, there was no one around
I went to places that we used to go
Seen all the faces that we used to know
I'm at the wrong end of the looking-glass
I tried to hold onto the hand of the past and then you
And there's nothing there to bring you back
:(
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[27 Jun 2008|07:09pm] |
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I KISSED A GIRL
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[27 Jun 2008|07:29pm] |
it's the first day of the future
and all i want is you.
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[27 Jun 2008|07:37pm] |
This is goodbye
After months of careful planning
I can finally leave this dried up town behind
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[27 Jun 2008|07:39pm] |
When the day breaks after nightfall
I will be there, you know I will
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[27 Jun 2008|07:46pm] |
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ladies is pimps too.
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[27 Jun 2008|07:47pm] |
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All our young lives we search for someone to love. Someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance to a song of heartbreak and hope. All the while wondering if somewhere, somehow, there's someone perfect who might be searching for us.
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[27 Jun 2008|07:57pm] |
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I don't shine if you don't shine.
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[27 Jun 2008|07:58pm] |
I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines.
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way
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[27 Jun 2008|08:18pm] |
all i'm asking for is love,
but you never seem to have enough.
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[27 Jun 2008|08:19pm] |
Songs about "girl power"
lmao
like about not needing a guy or being better now that he's gone... anything like that...
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[27 Jun 2008|08:22pm] |
eternity will never be enough for me
and eternally will live our infallible love
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[27 Jun 2008|08:48pm] |
Yeah, we were young and dumb,
but it still was fun.
and I guess these things just tend to fall apart.
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[27 Jun 2008|08:51pm] |
Do you want to fall apart?
I can't stop if you can't start.
Do you want to fall apart?
Well, I could if you can try and fix what I've undone
'Cause I hate what I've become.
You know me.
Or you think you do.
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[27 Jun 2008|08:59pm] |
- I am anti-life, the beast of judgment. I am the dark at the end of everything. The end of universes, gods, worlds... of everything. And what will you be then, Dreamlord?
- I am hope
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[27 Jun 2008|09:04pm] |
hey guys pls do my journal!
ty :)
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[27 Jun 2008|09:07pm] |
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Nikki I can not stop laughing ok
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[27 Jun 2008|09:18pm] |
the more boys i meet,
the more i love my dog.
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[27 Jun 2008|09:32pm] |
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I can't let go of what's killing me.
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[27 Jun 2008|09:34pm] |
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You don't recover from a night like this.
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[27 Jun 2008|09:35pm] |
she had a need to feel the thunder,
to chase the lightning from the sky;
to watch a storm with all it's wonder,
written in her lovers eyes.
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[27 Jun 2008|09:35pm] |
I guess that it's typical
To cling to memories you'll never get back again,
And to sort through old photographs
Of a summer long ago, or a friend you used to know.
And there below his frozen face,
Where you wrote the name and that ancient date
And you can't believe that he’s really gone
And all that's left is a fucking song.
:( :(
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[27 Jun 2008|09:41pm] |
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head, I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
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[27 Jun 2008|09:43pm] |
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You washed away the best of me
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[27 Jun 2008|09:44pm] |
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone
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[27 Jun 2008|09:46pm] |
Fingertips have memories,
Mine can't forget the curves of your body
idk? journal?
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[27 Jun 2008|09:46pm] |
Doesn't matter what you do
It's what you did that's hurting you
All I needed was the truth
Now I'm gone
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[27 Jun 2008|10:02pm] |
i wish to feel smaller under your sheets.
i wish for the whole truth every time you speak.
i'm thinkin' about how you care half
as much for me while i watch you
arrive, smoke cigarettes, sleep.
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[27 Jun 2008|10:09pm] |
okay..
so my best friends dad was in a wreck last night & might be paralyzed...
and her boyfriend is fighting with her over stupid shit...
why are guys so fucking dumb?
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[27 Jun 2008|10:26pm] |
at night i talk to a boy on a phone
and he reminded me of home
so i told him that i miss him so
and i wonder if he even knows
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[27 Jun 2008|10:27pm] |
"but, in a way,
we're just closer being friends."
"you are? good. you are."
"we are, and if not,
there's always the boomerangs."
"the boomerangs?
"yeah. you know the kind. you throw them out there into the world and they always come back to you."
"yeah, that's right."
"he bought us each one, and we promised never to throw them away. so no matter what happened, if we needed to, or wanted to, then we could still end up together."
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[27 Jun 2008|10:44pm] |
If I fall along the way
Pick me up and dust me off
And if I get too tired to make it
Be my breath so I can walk
If I need some other love
Give me more than I can stand
And when my smile gets old and faded
Wait around I'll smile again
Shouldn't be so complicated
Just hold me and then
Just hold me again
Can you help me I'm bent
I'm so scared that I'll never
Get put back together
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[27 Jun 2008|10:46pm] |
and when we lined up for meds, allison asked if my boyfriend had visited and i almost started bawling right there. but laura punched my shoulder and said, "relax, kid. that's what this place is. we're all being stood up by someone."
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[27 Jun 2008|10:46pm] |
She said "I don't know if I've ever been good enough.
I'm a little bit rusty, and I think my head is caving in.
And I don't know if I've ever been really loved
by a hand that's touched me, and I feel like something's gonna give.
And I'm a little bit angry."
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[27 Jun 2008|10:52pm] |
"I know you probably think I'm a horrid bitch from the planet Schizophrenia, but I'm honestly not trying to mess with your head. I'm just messing with my own head and I seem to have dragged you along for the ride. I think you're nice to me and that scares the fuck out of me. Because when a guy's a jerk or an asshole, it's easier because you know exactly where you stand. Since trust isn't an option, you don't have to get all freaked out about maybe having to trust him. Right now I am thinking about ten things at the same time, and at least four of those things have to do with you"
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[27 Jun 2008|10:53pm] |
I can't forgive
Can't forget
Can't give in
What went wrong
Cause you said this was right
You fucked up my life
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[27 Jun 2008|10:54pm] |
do you want to make it into more of a fight?
is this yelling what love's all about?
:(
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[27 Jun 2008|10:58pm] |
Sometimes I walk alone at night when everybody else is sleeping.
I think of him and then I'm happy with the company I'm keeping.
The city goes to bed, and I can live inside my head.
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[27 Jun 2008|11:06pm] |
Kick off your stilettos
And fuck me in the backseat
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[27 Jun 2008|11:08pm] |
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you're so slick with that sarcastic slew or phrases like 'i thought you knew', while keeping me in hot pursuit
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[27 Jun 2008|11:12pm] |
Its crazy to think that an hour ago all things were great
But we stand here both proud both wrong and right
Throwing cheap shots in this stubborn fight
And our lives are so intertwined in one
But we're just so stuck in this moment it's clear that were coming undone
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[27 Jun 2008|11:18pm] |
...
my friend just killed himself this morning,.. could someone pls give me some lyrics/songs that might be conforting..bc nothing is working :/
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[27 Jun 2008|11:19pm] |
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goodnight to anyone who is still here!
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[27 Jun 2008|11:20pm] |
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These nights I get high just from breathing. When I lie here with you I'm sure that I'm real, like that firework over the freeway. I could stay here all day but that's not how you feel
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[27 Jun 2008|11:22pm] |
You and I got something.
But it's all and then it's nothing.
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[27 Jun 2008|11:29pm] |
I hope you think of me
Hope you wonder where I sleep at night
Cause I feel like I'm inside out
You got me upside down
Maybe I was holding on too tight
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[27 Jun 2008|11:30pm] |
Our love is a bed of nails
Love hurts good on a bed of nails
I'll lay you down and when all else fails
I'll drive you like hammer on the bed of nails
First we're gonna kiss
Then we're gonna say
Dirty little words
Only lovers say
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[27 Jun 2008|11:31pm] |
Regardless if my pictures don't line your mirror, regardless, you know that I'll still wait for your call
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[27 Jun 2008|11:36pm] |
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Cause you're beautiful...just not on the inside.
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[27 Jun 2008|11:37pm] |
I am pure
I am true
I am all over you
I am laugh
I am smile
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[27 Jun 2008|11:38pm] |
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because i've been feeling sentimental for days gone by... all those summers singing, drinking, laughing, wasting our time. remember all those songs and the way we smiled in those basements made of music? but now i've got to crawl to get anywhere at all. i'm not as strong as i thought. so when i'm lost in a crowd, i hope that you'll pick me out. oh, how i, i long to be found
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