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[25 Jun 2008|12:16am] |
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what a bizarre night.
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[25 Jun 2008|12:20am] |
heading to bed - finally!
ty all for making me smile tonight i hope you all sleep well
and smile, ok? all of you!
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[25 Jun 2008|12:33am] |
I'm wide awake and you're still my dream
Baby, I'm not crazy
Well, there's a dull sweetness in this life of ours pretty as graffiti
And I'm dancing without any music on but you're the only one that sees me, hey....
Baby, I'm not crazy
I just love the way you look at me
lyrics about someone leaving without saying goodbye?
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[25 Jun 2008|12:36am] |
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God is empty, just like me.
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[25 Jun 2008|12:48am] |
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There was a brilliant light, but we are far more radiant. And it is in this light we are lost, the scent of summer in our hair.
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[25 Jun 2008|12:52am] |
And so remains these twisted days,
I spend time by myself and attempt to make this failing heart continue to beat.
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[25 Jun 2008|12:53am] |
Please tell me you're for real.
as the night fades away I'm dreaming of you.
Please tell me you feel something because what I feel is ecstacy.
The stars align for you and I tonight. I need you in my life.
So hold on to me because I don't want to lose you.
I don't want to become a memory.
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[25 Jun 2008|12:55am] |
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I love our habits.
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[25 Jun 2008|12:56am] |
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I never thought you'd be one to make me shine brighter than the sun.
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[25 Jun 2008|12:57am] |
Pretty green eyes,
you'll never have to be alone
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[25 Jun 2008|12:57am] |
Maybe you'd be kidnapped by pirates,
And they would take you to their hideout
As pirates often do.
But I'd find the secret map,
And I would vigilante-bushwhack through the jungles of Peru
Just to save you.
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[25 Jun 2008|01:28am] |
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ALSO GOODNIGHT< 33
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[25 Jun 2008|09:56am] |
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I will hold on to you if you'll hold on to me. I will hold on to you, but you can't hold on to anything. Maybe tomorrow you will feel more at home, if you haven't lost your soul to the alcohol and pills you stole. Maybe tomorrow you will wind up brain dead, out tripping with some friends. I can't believe all the drugs you did. While I'm alone in this dank cellar hall, I know it ain't your fault, but I'm still alone with all my faults.
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[25 Jun 2008|10:09am] |
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If you want to dance on your birthday, that's okay. I'll find another time, when things are quiet. And if you don't like talking to strangers, that's all right. We're gonna be familiar pretty soon. And if you think drugs ruin lives, well, of that you're probably right. Yeah, drugs have ruined me. They'll ruin you, too. So, let's find the quickest way to get you from Atlanta. If proposing is what it takes, that's what i'll do. Marriage is a tool to have them track us down, but I don't think I would mind if I were with you. And if you don't like to smoke, I'll try to quit the habit, but you're gonna have to be my backbone. And if you want to drink, then I will drink to addiction, and I promise not to kiss you 'til I'm sober. If you say that we can move away, then I'd suggest the forest and have you draw up the perfect cottage. So, let's not go crazy, but I think we should take this chance. We're not going; it's not a set path, but if you move or blink, I'll take it as a sign, because I think that you are great and I sure could use the balance.
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[25 Jun 2008|10:14am] |
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The amtrak came and took your youth away that day. Your friends didn't see you off; they didn't think that you could leave. Now you're rolling on the tracks, away from this sunken city of banker's greed and politics, the things we sang about. You've got no money, just hope in your heart that things might be different when you step out of the train, and the doors that open will lead to a new start. Maybe it won't be the shire or a castle in Britain, but it could still support a dream, and maybe that's all that we need.
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[25 Jun 2008|10:16am] |
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The best days of my life were spent marching next to you with protest on our tongues, our hearts. We were defiant youth. When we became nameless and walked in the same shoes, nothing could ever stop us then. And most have lost that vision of realizing our dream, but it's something I can't lose sight of; it shines so damn brightly. These are the days that meant something to me. The best days of my life were spent screaming on the stage, lost within the music, but surrounded by my friends, connecting in a language that speaks right from the soul and transcending love in levels I had never known. Well, the shows slowed down and the lights went out so no one could see, but the music still plays loudly, and those are the days that meant something to me.
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[25 Jun 2008|10:20am] |
well, those nights, they became routine
and we learned what drugs could do to our bodies.
when i got scared because things were changing,
you appeared on my porch and you took me away.
your eyes were full of tears and i was worried,
so i followed you without further instruction.
our silence led us deep into all those trees,
where you laid with me until i could finally sleep.
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[25 Jun 2008|10:43am] |
but you can't say
that things will be better
once you leave.
and you can't say
that no one will miss you
when you're gone.
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[25 Jun 2008|10:44am] |
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Oh, there was a time when our voices mattered, but now they're all stuck in our throats. So, let's take a drink and try to remember more than just, "the way it used to be." Sing one more time with me. 'Cause we are a far cry from where we need to be, but that doesn't mean we're lost. Just follow the pieces of that hope you've scattered to help you find your way back home.
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[25 Jun 2008|10:45am] |
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i just fractured my ankle on the last 2 steps of my staircase. after standing at the top debating whether i should grab my phone from up there or not. i decided no. this, TEN MINUTES after my boyfriend leaves for work.
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[25 Jun 2008|11:08am] |
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"It's like every morning I wake up and I fail!"
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[25 Jun 2008|11:08am] |
happy bday,
k8
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[25 Jun 2008|11:11am] |
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"I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of Chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy."
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[25 Jun 2008|11:28am] |
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I'd rather listen to the wheels against the wet road, focus on your energy and get real stoned. When we get thirsty we'll go to 7-11 like Elliot Smith in St. Ides heaven. You'll touch my body with those calloused hands and I'll forget who I am. I forget who I am with you. Then you'll go home to your girlfriend, you'll go home to your girlfriend. I'll go home to my dead-end, I'll go home to my dead-end, I'll go home to my dead-end, I'll go home to my dead-end street where you and I never meet.
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[25 Jun 2008|11:31am] |
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I found the note that you left by the bed, and for one long year it stayed stuck in my head. It said, very simple, it said, very plain, "Don't hold onto me, dear, and don't ever change."
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[25 Jun 2008|11:34am] |
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Ran into your friend three days ago. He said, "How are you doing?" I said, "Taking it slow, but I can't figure out and I don't seem to know if he knew he was leaving when he picked up to go."
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[25 Jun 2008|11:39am] |
you just want somebody
listening to what you say.
it doesn't matter who you are.
is there anybody out there who
is lost and hurt and lonely too?
are they bleeding all your colors into one?
and if you come undone, as if you've been
run through, some catapult, it fired you,
you wonder if your chance will ever come
or if you're stuck in square one.
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[25 Jun 2008|11:42am] |
happy birthday, kate♥.
miss you like crazy!
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[25 Jun 2008|11:43am] |
summer comes, yeah, as loud as hope
and takes your breath away.
winter takes what the summer had to say.
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[25 Jun 2008|11:45am] |
"Take me again," she said, thinking of him,
"to the pond with the swans and the swimming."
Far from this room, the familiar perfume,
how it left her aware she was naked.
The lesson she learned when her memory
serves is to marvel with love at sunset.
And walking away at the dark end of the day
she will measure and break like a habit.
Oh, how the rain sounds as loud as a lover's words.
And now and again she's afraid when the sun returns.
"Take me again," she said, thinking of him.
"I don't care for this careful behavior."
A brush through her hair, children kissing upstairs,
keeps her up with her want for her savior.
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[25 Jun 2008|11:48am] |
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It's been a month, two weeks, and five days since the last time I was allowed to kiss your face, and it's been so strange, sleeping all the way on the right side of the bed. It's been a month, two weeks, and five days since the last time I was allowed to hear you say, "I love you, baby," and I'll be waiting on the right side of the bed.
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[25 Jun 2008|11:51am] |
Sleep now, moon.
I'll watch over her
while the sun is up.
And you'll have her
eyes again, soon.
It's a glorious day.
And my heart is
tired again, and
I am starved for
her attention.
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[25 Jun 2008|11:59am] |
Si, si!
Birthday wishes, kate!
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[25 Jun 2008|12:04pm] |
In rememberance of George Carlin:
Fine. Like the people who die have nothing better to do than run the heavenly branch of the make a wish foundation.
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[25 Jun 2008|12:21pm] |
happy birthday kate!
even though i already told you on facebook!
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[25 Jun 2008|01:21pm] |
does she know just how to whisper in your ear the way i do? does she catch your eyes from a distance standing in a crowded room?
how many times must i sing my soul to you
before you realize the trials you put me through?
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[25 Jun 2008|01:23pm] |
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hbd kate =]
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[25 Jun 2008|01:23pm] |
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I'm falling back in love with the letter you wrote
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[25 Jun 2008|01:51pm] |
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Dance epidemic tonight!
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[25 Jun 2008|01:52pm] |
it's a new day, but it all feels old.
it's a good life, that's what I'm told.
but everyday it all just feels the same.
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[25 Jun 2008|01:53pm] |
You got a reaction
You got a reaction, didn't you?
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[25 Jun 2008|01:56pm] |
I'm a cloud, and you're an aeroplane
and i can feel it when you pass by me
i guess its cool that i can make shapes,
but i really kinda envy your speed
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[25 Jun 2008|01:58pm] |
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Your hand on mine, I hear the words "If only love had found us first..."
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[25 Jun 2008|02:00pm] |
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Am I not yours?
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[25 Jun 2008|02:00pm] |
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress.
Oh, kiss me.
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[25 Jun 2008|02:00pm] |
you're so cute when you're slurring your speech
but they're closing the bar, and they want us to leave
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[25 Jun 2008|02:01pm] |
But fuck it I love you even if
I'm gonna feel like shit
By the time I get to you
Now the sky is turning blue
The stars they disappear
One by one as the daylights nears
And yes you're in my head
But that doesn't make you here
And I've lost all my friends
But you're the one I miss the most
And now I'm almost there
Yeah I'm almost to the coast
And if I had any notion
Of how I'm gonna drive my car across
the Atlantic Ocean,
I'd be fucking set.
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[25 Jun 2008|02:35pm] |
Don't know why I'm still afraid
If you weren't real, I would make you up
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[25 Jun 2008|02:35pm] |
I picture you in the sun wondering what went wrong
And falling down on your knees asking for sympathy
And being caught in between all you wish for and all you seem
And trying to find anything you can feel that you can believe in
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[25 Jun 2008|02:38pm] |
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"Do you still need proof that I'm always waiting for you?" she asked, leaning obediently back in her chair; her voice was neither tender nor pleading, but bright and mocking. "Why is it that most women would never admit that, but you do?" "Because they're never sure they ought to be wanted. I am."
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[25 Jun 2008|02:44pm] |
Now let me in, back where we begin
And let me hold you like the way I used to do
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[25 Jun 2008|02:48pm] |
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The beginning of that techno "This I Promise You" song is replaying over and over in my head. dj;alksdjas =[ Haha.
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[25 Jun 2008|03:04pm] |
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ok band like the spill canvas =
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[25 Jun 2008|04:27pm] |
I need to run far away
Can't go back to that place
Like she told me
I'm just a big disgrace
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[25 Jun 2008|04:30pm] |
I'm so lost
I'm barely here
I wish I could explain myself
But words escape me
It's too late
To save me
You're too late
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[25 Jun 2008|04:44pm] |
You never started loving me so you could never quit
I could rule this fuckin world and you'd still think I'm shit
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[25 Jun 2008|04:52pm] |
Memories have left you broken
And the scars have never healed
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[25 Jun 2008|04:58pm] |
I've always been the kind of girl that hid my face.
So afraid to tell the world what I've got to say.
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[25 Jun 2008|04:59pm] |
Move me up through the darkest clouds
Till I've lost in the sun every shadow of doubt
There is no better find than to find myself with you
In a fog you are all I see
I'm inviting you closer with each time I breathe
Surrender has somehow become so beautiful
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[25 Jun 2008|05:24pm] |
i'm only a woman of flesh and bone.
and i wept much, we all do,
i thought i might die alone.
but i had never, never met you
so baby, be good to me.
i got nothing to give you, you see,
except everything,
all the good and the bad.
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[25 Jun 2008|05:46pm] |
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sing a birthday, sing it like it's going to be your last day, like it's hallelujah. don't just let it pass on through you.
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[25 Jun 2008|06:34pm] |
i wanna cry like the rain, cry like the rain,
shine like the sun on a beautiful morning,
sing to the heavens like a church bell ringing,
fight with the devil and go down swinging,
fly like a bird, roll like a stone,
love like i ain't afraid to be alone.
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[25 Jun 2008|07:11pm] |
i'm sorry i let you down
i'm broken like a promise
i'm shattered like a dream
i'm broken with all my pieces scattered 'round for you to see
i'm broken like record
i sing the same old song
i'm broken like the heart of a woman that's run away from love too long
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[25 Jun 2008|07:13pm] |
im rly annoyed guys. i just watched becoming jane and i like. vaguely remember sometime this year or last year watching a movie like that in theatres that was like .. that era, and kind of romace-y? but like idk idr what it was lmfao its annoying. what are some good serious looove movies to watch
also have you seen hannibal rising? was it good? i am only rly considering watching it bcuz gaspard ulliel is such a cutie but lmfao idk if i should bother.
Too young to have a boyfriend,
too old to be alone,
you'll sneak him in your bedroom when no one is home.
He'll make you feel rewarded,
so best and self-assured,
you never had a prom date,
now you know it's a cure.
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[25 Jun 2008|07:13pm] |
you can be my black kate moss tonight~
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[25 Jun 2008|07:36pm] |
i wonder, how am i supposed to feel
when you're not here?
cause i burned every bridge i ever built
when you were here
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[25 Jun 2008|07:37pm] |
pain, make your way to me, to me
and i'll always be just so inviting
if i ever start to think straight
this heart will start a riot in me
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[25 Jun 2008|07:39pm] |
you made yourself a bed
at the bottom of the blackest hole
and you'll sleep until may and you'll say
that you don't want to see the sun anymore
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[25 Jun 2008|07:43pm] |
I've gone for too long
Living like I'm not alive
So I'm gonna start over tonight
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[25 Jun 2008|08:32pm] |
Now all I need is just to hear a song I know.
I wanna always feel like part of this was mine.
I wanna fall in love tonight.
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[25 Jun 2008|09:30pm] |
this is the first day of the future
and all i want is you
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[25 Jun 2008|09:33pm] |
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it's like i've been waiting my whole life for this one night.
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[25 Jun 2008|09:33pm] |
I over estimated your emotions again
How easily we can fool ourselves
and see things that just aren't there
Tangle up our emotions until it seems that people truly care
It's been out of my hands now for so long
and there's nothing I could have done
And jealousy's an emotion that I'll have to learn to overcome
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[25 Jun 2008|09:34pm] |
Distance and silence, how do they make you feel?
Well, they hurt me.
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[25 Jun 2008|09:36pm] |
You're no longer someone I'll remember
but someone I'll regret.
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[25 Jun 2008|09:37pm] |
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I'm sure that you regret me now.
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[25 Jun 2008|09:39pm] |
And here I stand king of the mountain, all alone,
surrounded by pain that I brought on myself
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[25 Jun 2008|09:42pm] |
I still read your letter, and all that bullshit makes me sick.
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[25 Jun 2008|09:42pm] |
I was the one that pushed you off the pedestal I put you on
And with my arms still outstretched I watched you fall
And break apart like glass on the highway.
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[25 Jun 2008|09:45pm] |
but I'll hold you through the pain
In the end it's just you with your memories and your scars
Fall on me if you ever forget how beautiful you are
I believe in your words and your eyes
and when you speak of your dreams
I realize that I will envy whoever you give your heart to
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[25 Jun 2008|09:49pm] |
and you know that accidents can happen,
and it's okay,
we all fall off the wagon sometimes.
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[25 Jun 2008|09:49pm] |
But you left the door so wide open that I was sure you'd come back in
And now the only time I can hold you is in my mind
And that doesn't seem to fill me up inside
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[25 Jun 2008|09:52pm] |
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When I first placed my hands on these diaries, scraps of paper, there were notes and scribbles and all kinds of shit. A lot of feelings came bubbling up, but mostly this one - How the hell am I still alive?
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[25 Jun 2008|09:57pm] |
give yourself a chance
nothin's gonna hold you back
everything you want is right there waiting
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[25 Jun 2008|09:57pm] |
je desire avoir moins peur de la vie que de la mort
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[25 Jun 2008|09:57pm] |
you try to breathe, you try to save it,
but it marks your skin, until they break it,
well could you call when
they're taking all that you left for me
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[25 Jun 2008|09:59pm] |
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let the summer rain bring you rest and shame and love
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[25 Jun 2008|10:00pm] |
i wish i could love and be loved in big cities
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[25 Jun 2008|10:01pm] |
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has anyone here ever been to a modest mouse concert? i am going in a few days and i want to know what the crowds are like bc i am afraaaid. :(
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[25 Jun 2008|10:04pm] |
"i get confused. i remember everything. i remember too much. and… some of it's made up, and… some of it can't be quantified, and… there's secrets… and…"
"it's okay."
"but i understand. you gave up everything you had to find me. you found me broken. it's hard for you. you gave up everything you had"
"mei-mei. everything i have is right here"
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[25 Jun 2008|10:13pm] |
eu desejo igualdade social
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[25 Jun 2008|10:19pm] |
i wish religion were not an issue
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[25 Jun 2008|10:24pm] |
can't you see how much i need you right now?
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[25 Jun 2008|10:26pm] |
i wish i could live in the moment and forget the past and the future
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[25 Jun 2008|10:57pm] |
if i were suddenly naked here as i sit? i am not. across the sands of all the world, followed by the sun's flaming sword, to the west, trekking to evening lands. she trudges, schlepps, trains, drags, trascines her load. a tide westering, moondrawn, in her wake. tides, myriad-islanded, within her, blood no mine, oinopa ponton, a wine dark sea. behold the handmaid of the moon. in sleep the wet sign calls her hour, bids her rise. bridebed, childbed, bed of death, ghostcandled. omnis caro ad te veniet. he comes, pale vampire, through storm his eyes, his bat sails blodying the sea, mouth to her mouth's kiss.
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[25 Jun 2008|11:07pm] |
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Some folks say smokin herb is a crime, if they catch you smokin, they're bound to drop the dime, insefferable, informer, crazy fools, wait with their fingers crossed for you to break the rules.
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[25 Jun 2008|11:18pm] |
If you hold me, I might find it safe
If you hold me, I just might cling to you
If you hold me, I'll be no good on my own
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[25 Jun 2008|11:21pm] |
I'm so tired I don't even know which side of the fighting I'm on
And if I wanted no part of it, you d say I was doing something wrong
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[25 Jun 2008|11:31pm] |
your arms, like towers,
tower over me
cause we are broken
what must we do to
restore our innocence?
seeing them august 23 :)
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[25 Jun 2008|11:32pm] |
I went down, I fell, I fell so fast
Dropping like the grains in an hourglass
Never say forever cause nothing lasts
Dancing with the bones of my buried past.
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[25 Jun 2008|11:35pm] |
Echoes and silence
Patience and grace
All of these moments,
I'll never replace.
No fear of my heart;
Absence of faith.
All I want is to be home.
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[25 Jun 2008|11:41pm] |
'Cause I'm still waiting
Every night I bring you all my broken pieces
But you just put them on your shelf
Tell me why you put this wall between us,
And keep your reasons to yourself.
I'm trying to find a place inside your heart
but it's hard to start a fire without a spark
If you want to be the man that rocks me to my knees,
Baby just make me believe.
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[25 Jun 2008|11:42pm] |
So please forgive what I have done
No you can't stay mad at the setting sun
Cause we all get tired, I mean eventually
There is nothing left to do but sleep
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[25 Jun 2008|11:47pm] |
If you could be God's worst enemy or nothing -
which would you choose?
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[25 Jun 2008|11:48pm] |
I'm happy watching you dance your legs down to your knees. I'm happy watching you be inflactuated with love.
my boyfriends moving to montreal in 2 weeks then touring with the new band in the states and i am :(. lyrics about something of the sort, i need anything. i dont know how to feel. idk, i'm excited and nervous and scared all at the same time.
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[25 Jun 2008|11:51pm] |
They say that luck can get you anywhere
But for me its just a thorn in my side
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[25 Jun 2008|11:51pm] |
One soul passes through the other,
frail as smoke
and utterly ignorant of the way it took.
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[25 Jun 2008|11:52pm] |
Still I'm choking on the words I should've said 1000 times.
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[25 Jun 2008|11:56pm] |
idk i can't think of any lyrics but i feel like posting.
and also, i had my last exam for the semester today. physics.
and i think i may have failed. and if i did i might be getting kicked out of my uni course.
fun times.
so now i'm just trying to make the most of this holiday time before our results are released lol.
and its raining, and i love rain, so that is cheering me up. yay for winter.
idk clearly i havent had any proper sleep in awhile sry.
you should all wake up, i hate time zones.
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[25 Jun 2008|11:59pm] |
everything was beautiful & nothing hurt
but honey, i'm not who you think i am, and so you'll be to me who must obliquely run "thy firmness makes my circle just, and makes me end where i begun" there's nothing wrong as i'll be somewhere singing all along
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