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[13 Jun 2008|12:27am] |
His mates found out, he feels a fool
They saw her on the bus to school,
Should that really make any difference?
What would her dad say if he knew?
She's on her knees he's 22
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[13 Jun 2008|12:28am] |
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We're electric. We're a testament.
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[13 Jun 2008|12:32am] |
watch the sunrise
say your goodbyes..
off we go.
some conversation
no contemplation
hit the road.
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[13 Jun 2008|12:33am] |
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"Do you still need proof that I'm always waiting for you?" she asked, leaning obediently back in her chair; her voice was neither tender nor pleading, but bright and mocking. "Why is it that most women would never admit that, but you do?" "Because they're never sure they ought to be wanted. I am."
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[13 Jun 2008|12:34am] |
i wish i knew how to live
to live other than this
to know other than this
to be other than this
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[13 Jun 2008|12:36am] |
my parachute didn't open
and when my backup failed,
my pixie dust prevailed
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[13 Jun 2008|12:37am] |
what do you do when your lifes a disaster
and you're moving faster
and it's getting harder to breathe?
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[13 Jun 2008|12:38am] |
i was told you were depressed
by a little bird that was severely hurt
as it did not notice my window
it just flew wherever the wind blows.
as it convulsed on the pavement
...it whispered, "i am hated."
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[13 Jun 2008|12:40am] |
you call me up
when you're done with her
but you tell me that's just dumb
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[13 Jun 2008|12:46am] |
How do I get back there..
to the place where I fell asleep inside you?
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[13 Jun 2008|12:48am] |
Figure 8 is 2 times 4
4 times 4 is 2 times 8
If you skate upon thin ice,
you'd be wise if you thought twice,
before you made another single move.
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[13 Jun 2008|12:51am] |
i've been
sittin',
waitin',
wishin'
you believed in superstition
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[13 Jun 2008|12:54am] |
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she's not a girl who misses much.
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[13 Jun 2008|12:54am] |
i need a fix because i'm going down
down to the pits where i left my town
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[13 Jun 2008|12:56am] |
car overheats
jump out of my seat
on the side of a highway, baby
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[13 Jun 2008|01:02am] |
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the whole world it loves you, if you're a chic chameleon. intersecting circles, she could hang with anyone. but when conducting business, she would lie about where she's from, saying life is how it is, not how it was
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[13 Jun 2008|01:49am] |
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there are places i remember, all my life though some have changed. some forever, not for better some have gone and some remain. all these places have their moments, with lovers and friends i can still recall. some are dead and some are living, in my life i've loved them all.
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[13 Jun 2008|02:58am] |
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play me a song, it's been too long since i've heard you sing.
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[13 Jun 2008|06:08am] |
hiii ladies ♥
so my parents surprised me with a weekend getaway/vakay type thing. so i wont be here =( but ILY ALL AND HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND!! ♥ =)
and ps. do mah journallll ; )
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[13 Jun 2008|08:20am] |
i pretended that i didn't notice
a little tear that fell when i said
i was going.
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[13 Jun 2008|08:54am] |
don't touch the positive with a negetive end.
cause after all of the sparks you're left alone in the dark.
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[13 Jun 2008|09:12am] |
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'A relationship, I think, is like a shark. You know? It has to constantly move forward or it dies. And I think what we got on our hands is a dead shark.'
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[13 Jun 2008|09:15am] |
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"I, I thought of that old joke, y'know, the, this.. this guy goes to a psychiatrist and says, 'Doc, uh, my brother's crazy; he thinks he's a chicken.' And, uh, the doctor says, 'Well, why don't you turn him in?' The guy says, 'I would, but I need the eggs.' Well, I guess that's pretty much now how I feel about relationships; y'know, they're totally irrational, and crazy, and absurd, and.. but, uh, I guess we keep goin' through it because, uh, most of us.. need the eggs."
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[13 Jun 2008|10:18am] |
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i'm freezing!
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[13 Jun 2008|11:10am] |
i can't explain why i'm acting this way,
i can't control it.
so i go with it.
i'm just a girl ,
i won't be changing the world,
and boy you know that
i'mnotperfect.
but i'm perfect
foryouu♥
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[13 Jun 2008|11:13am] |
THE FASTER YOU RISE,
the harder you fall.
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[13 Jun 2008|11:14am] |
it's often said,
no matter what the truth,
people see what they want to see.
some people might take step back
and realize they were looking at the same big picture all along.
some people might see that
their lies have finally caught up with them.
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[13 Jun 2008|11:17am] |
sometimes
in an effort to spread the most outrageous rumors,
we look over the very thing that's even more scandelous-
THE TRUTH.
and the only thing more shocking than the truth
are the lies people tell to cover it up.
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[13 Jun 2008|11:20am] |
REVENGE.
we hear it's best served cold.
WHO'S HUNGRY?
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[13 Jun 2008|12:25pm] |
my feet are stuck here
against the pavement, i wanna break free
i wanna make it.
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[13 Jun 2008|12:38pm] |
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But I could tell that everything moves like the spring when you come around.
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[13 Jun 2008|12:39pm] |
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And darling if you're listening, I'm dying right now... but you don't know. And she sits outside to light her cigarette and she takes off her clothes. She says to me, "I'm dying inside, so take me home. Take me home to where I lie in gardens, to where I sleep with dolphins, to where I wake up and I'm weightless with you."
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[13 Jun 2008|12:41pm] |
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i'm desperately praying that this storm will knock out power at work again
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[13 Jun 2008|12:45pm] |
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Maybe I'm just selfish. Maybe I should realize why I'm not the sparkle in your eyes. Maybe I'll quit drinking. Maybe I'll quit all my thinking and shut up and just take you home.
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[13 Jun 2008|12:46pm] |
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oh hay everyone. i never come here anymore.
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[13 Jun 2008|12:52pm] |
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fuck you and your differences.
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[13 Jun 2008|01:22pm] |
you've been hanging on
for too long
don't you know
that everything is not alright
this is goodbye.
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[13 Jun 2008|01:52pm] |
I lost my patience
but i found it on the floor.
hayyyy everyone.
what is up?
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[13 Jun 2008|02:20pm] |
And I just know that she warms my heart
And knows what all my imperfections are
And she says that I am the brightest little firefly in her jar
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[13 Jun 2008|03:24pm] |
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hawwwwwwwt out.
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[13 Jun 2008|04:05pm] |
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You're the whole world and you barely know so.
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[13 Jun 2008|04:05pm] |
I say yes when I ought to say no
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[13 Jun 2008|04:11pm] |
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You smile and say the world, it doesn't fit with you.
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[13 Jun 2008|04:19pm] |
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So with this kiss I'll wash away all regret
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[13 Jun 2008|04:24pm] |
you play those tricks,
you make a fool out of me.
what is everyone doing on a friday afternoon that is so important that they are not on EL?
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[13 Jun 2008|04:58pm] |
OMG EL STOP BEING DEAD.
=[
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[13 Jun 2008|05:29pm] |
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idk, but I rly hate sketchy old guys who ttly check me out and don't hide it at all.
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[13 Jun 2008|05:35pm] |
you're such a beautiful stalker.
yay for people being on EL!
idk, i am feeling v lonely today.
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[13 Jun 2008|05:49pm] |
something catastrophic
something more than what you think
something i don't want
ooh hayy guis.
do my journal, y/y?
pls.
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[13 Jun 2008|06:12pm] |
It was you and I
but mostly me.
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[13 Jun 2008|06:18pm] |
ok i rly wish my period would just come already
i haven't been able to stop eating for like 4 days
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[13 Jun 2008|06:36pm] |
if you wanna get down,
wrap me up in plastic
'cause i'm feeling pornographic, now.
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[13 Jun 2008|07:23pm] |
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hours pass, hours pass, she still counts the minutes that i am not there. i swear i didn't mean for it to feel like this.
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[13 Jun 2008|08:18pm] |
OK QUESTION.
does anyone know the name of that computer game where you like, crossbreed animals.
like, zebra-shark.. or random things?
i used to have it, but i forgot.
:(.
ty.
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[13 Jun 2008|08:28pm] |
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soo it's hardcore thunderstorming outside..but there's no rain? wtf?
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[13 Jun 2008|08:30pm] |
Yes, the sea just parted.
Rip it up and get exhausted.
Seize that epochal demand.
One faucet knob, wash the other hand.
It's no use talkin' it out, walkin' it off.
status check, chewin' the pill, swimmin' the slop.
Had guestlisted all the best.
Of course, he burned out like the rest of them.
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[13 Jun 2008|08:32pm] |
this town is colder now, i think it's sick of us
it's time to make our move, i'm shakin off the rust
i've got my heart set on anywhere but here
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[13 Jun 2008|08:32pm] |
Now you're the new prize on the mantel,
and it cuts to be cute.
That's what I told you.
Now I'm dependent on the memories.
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[13 Jun 2008|08:33pm] |
there now, steady love
so few come and don't go
will you, won't you, be the one i'll always know
when i'm losing my control,
the city spins around
you're the only one who knows, you slow it down
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[13 Jun 2008|08:35pm] |
i'm trying i'm trying i'm trying i'm trying i can't
you're a thief and a witch but i love you to death
you steal my heart and curse under your breath
but the one thing that i can most willingly prove
that when you are gone i'll be fine without you
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[13 Jun 2008|08:37pm] |
come on love run with me
get the hell out of this town
so we can get a better feel for each other
i'll take you back to when you
remembered how you used to
just live your life a little for me
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[13 Jun 2008|08:39pm] |
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I had a dream about you. It made me oversleep. I opened my eyes and begged to go back, back up there to where you are, where you float above us all. Or did you fall? I wanna ask you how you stay here in the same place, 'cause you've been here in the same place for so long. I wanna ask you why you don't enjoy your birthdays. Do I sometimes catch you dreaming of something new? Or is it just a big game? You found a safe place, now you're scared to leave. Are you stuck in this town, or are you seeing something we all miss?
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[13 Jun 2008|08:40pm] |
come on babe,
let's show them how it's done
we'll be overdramatic
like they do in hollywood
hand in hand, lip on lip
oh sweetie
just press against the brick
we'll kiss like it's our last
and love like it's our first
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[13 Jun 2008|08:41pm] |
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I wanna tell you that I love the way you're carefree, or at least I think you're carefree. I'm not sure. I wanna tell you that I love it when you open up. Yeah, the few times that you've opened up to me. Well, maybe I'm not perfect, but imperfection is what I like about you.
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[13 Jun 2008|08:41pm] |
so, i just went swimming and the water was like 39-40 and i couldn't breathe.. lol.
bad idea.
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[13 Jun 2008|08:42pm] |
I wake up in a fit.
Words cannot describe the ache.
I’ve let it all collapse.
Is there nothing I can take
To give me that old rush?
Up or down, it’s all the same.
The pills don’t fix a thing,
But at least they are something to blame.
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[13 Jun 2008|08:44pm] |
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You traded your clean reputation for something unsure; a pharmacy full of sensations. You'll always want more. Never come down, scared of the ground, and do you feel so damn sick of this god forsaken lot, waiting for something that never shows up? And cocaine haunts your dreams. Nothing that you strive for is as simple as it seems. And you try hard to keep clean, but it's always catching up to you. There's little in between, I know. You live on the edge of despair, clinging to memories, praying they'll always be there. Nothing is new, nothing to do. He said, "Hey, girl, you look pretty cute with those sleep deprived eyes." A sex-scented compliment hidden beneath a disguise. Safe now, at last, to hide from the past, but don't you feel so damn sick of these unforgiving flings?
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[13 Jun 2008|08:50pm] |
I'm sitting on cold tiles.
A song just came on that was playing
When you last wanted me,
When we were only smiles,
And smoke was entwined with our bodies
And everything I'd be.
Oh, was anything you ever told me true?
'Cause I wasted so many hours
On the mystery of you.
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[13 Jun 2008|08:51pm] |
i'm holding back. but you're the words that weren't enough,
you remind me of a song i used to love.
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[13 Jun 2008|09:30pm] |
you're different &
i'm distant.
add it up &
it makes no difference.
hayyy. =]
i felt like sharing this ok so if you dont want to see it, don't open it, yeah?
( the photobooth picture from yesterday )
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[13 Jun 2008|10:18pm] |
okay i enjoy sims music videos on youtube a little too much.
idk
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[13 Jun 2008|10:34pm] |
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lol i bought a six pack at a seedy bar and the bartender looked at my fake and said "you're much prettier than this girl" then sold me the beer
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[13 Jun 2008|10:56pm] |
YESYESYESYESYES.
THEY MADE AN "I Love the New Millenium" SHOW ON VH1 YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
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[13 Jun 2008|11:05pm] |
hold on hold on keep holding on to me
I will love you from the bottom
no one holds you better than me
hold on hold on doing the best we can
I will love you on your birthday
I will love you better than them
it's my birthday in an hour :)
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[13 Jun 2008|11:16pm] |
vindicated,
i am selfish, i am wrong
i am right, i swear i'm right
swear i knew it all along
and i am flawed
but i am cleaning up so well
i am seeing in me now the things
you swore you saw yourself
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[13 Jun 2008|11:19pm] |
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49 hours and 46 minutes, but who's counting? I just thought I'd let you know, I filled my head with your voice.
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[13 Jun 2008|11:23pm] |
i want so badly to believe
that there is truth
that love is real
and i want life in every word
to the extent that's absurd
i know you're wise beyond your years
but do you ever get the feeling
that your perfect verse is just a lie
you tell yourself to help you get by
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[13 Jun 2008|11:24pm] |
ok fuck the rain everyone is drinking alone on their respective porches arguing about who should have people over bc no one wants to leave their houses
idk random thought, at other people's school do a lot of people live off campus? like we have an entire neighborhood of probably like 30 streets of just students
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[13 Jun 2008|11:25pm] |
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I know where you're from, but where do you belong?
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[13 Jun 2008|11:34pm] |
"Are you going to be okay?"
"Yeah. This is a weird feeling."
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[13 Jun 2008|11:57pm] |
if you want to go, then you can just go.
but just know, i'll never stop loving you.
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[13 Jun 2008|11:58pm] |
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"“When was the last time you wanted to say it all to the right person? To have it all come out right, to surprise yourself at how together you could be. When was the last time you ever met someone who made you want to give it all to them? I mean give yourself to them. Where you couldn't express yourself enough - like you wanted to cut off one of your arms to be understood. That's it - you would cut your head off to have someone understand you. You know how pointless that one is. You know how many times you've smashed yourself to bits on the rocks.”
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