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[08 Jun 2008|02:41am] |
and it's been ten days without you in my reach,
and the only time i've touched you is in my sleep.
but time has changed nothing at all
you're still the only one that feels like home.
i've tried cutting the ropes and
i let you go but you're still the only one that feels like home.
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[08 Jun 2008|02:52am] |
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i could never be the one that you want. don't ask.
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[08 Jun 2008|02:54am] |
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i'm still carrying a little hope that maybe things could be different now.
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[08 Jun 2008|09:46am] |
there is nothing left to prove
no use to deny this simple truth
can’t find the reason to keep holding on
now that the love is gone
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[08 Jun 2008|09:48am] |
you are the music
you are the reason I believe
you are the seasons
you are the blessings i've forseen
you are the answer
like the fires of passion burnin deep
you are inspiration
running like a million rivers over me
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[08 Jun 2008|09:58am] |
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I'm sorry for all the times I forgot to imply something in between the lines. And I'm sorry if my heart breaking ruined your day
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[08 Jun 2008|10:22am] |
and then you've ask me just to leave you,
to set out on my own and get what i needed.
you want me to find what i've already had.
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[08 Jun 2008|10:24am] |
Find me in my field of grass,
mother nature's son.
Swaying daisies sing a lazy song
beneath the sun.
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[08 Jun 2008|10:26am] |
Who knows how long I've loved you,
You know I love you still.
Will I wait a lonley lifetime?
If you want me to I will.
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[08 Jun 2008|10:29am] |
Christian wants the pain of the scab,
but they all want the scar.
How every mouth sings of what it's without,
so we all sing of love.
And how it ain't one dog who's good
at fucking and denying who he's thinking of.
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[08 Jun 2008|10:32am] |
Darkness falls and you're making
your trailways beneath my skin.
Claws out with a shotgun stare that burns
holes in the wind. And the moon's jumping
through my window, down into my soul.
It lights the path that you're taking as I'm
losing all thought control. Laying on the ground,
and you're coming around.
Oh, I don't want no part of this, don't bother this.
I said it over and over.
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[08 Jun 2008|10:42am] |
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Empty hallways, you can't get to me. Open doorways, but you're still searching for your keys. And I can't open the ears for which I sing. So I'll just pass along, and baby, you'll start to hear me.
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[08 Jun 2008|11:02am] |
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and i thought what i felt was simple.
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[08 Jun 2008|11:08am] |
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How can you say you miss my love when you never needed it?
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[08 Jun 2008|11:11am] |
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I ran away from you, that's all i ever do. And when I heard you call to come back to me, and though I should stay, I don't have the stomach to.
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[08 Jun 2008|12:04pm] |
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graduation todayy guyss!! (: & ):
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[08 Jun 2008|12:09pm] |
No, no, no.
Work today is just so not happening.
ajfd;lkajsd; ahhh.
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[08 Jun 2008|12:21pm] |
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Sometimes pain becomes such a big part of your life that you expect it to always be there. Cause you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't. But then one day you feel something else, something that feels wrong only cause it's so unfamiliar. and in that moment, you realize you're happy.
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[08 Jun 2008|01:38pm] |
sometimes you're further than the moon.
sometimes you're closer than my skin.
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[08 Jun 2008|01:41pm] |
"look, we both know life is short. too short to waste a single second with anyone who doesn't appreciate and value you."
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[08 Jun 2008|01:54pm] |
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there's nothing worse than losing you
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[08 Jun 2008|01:55pm] |
i'm a lot like you, so please, hello, i'm here, i'm waiting. i think i'd be good for you and you'd be good for me
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[08 Jun 2008|02:08pm] |
if you wanna be with me,
you gotta keep it real.
tell me what's goin' on,
tell me how you feel.
'cause boy i know you want me,
just as much as i want you.
so come and get my love,
it's all here for you.
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[08 Jun 2008|02:13pm] |
Not a million fights
Could make me hate you
You're invincible
Yeah, It's true
It's in your eyes
Where I find peace
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[08 Jun 2008|02:15pm] |
is it broken?
can we work it out?
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[08 Jun 2008|02:39pm] |
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is there a hole in your heart, or am I mistaken?
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[08 Jun 2008|02:48pm] |
i fucking hate girls.
well, most of them. like damn.
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[08 Jun 2008|02:49pm] |
last night i fell in love without you.
i waved goodbye to that heart of mine beating solo on your lawn.
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[08 Jun 2008|02:58pm] |
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first i cried for him and then i cried for me, haunted by the ghost of the girl i used to be. but the rocks with holes are warm in my hands and i buried my toes in the hot hot sand and the silver pink pony kisses me and says, "you've come a long, long way and you deserve to be really happy"
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[08 Jun 2008|03:14pm] |
she's your new york city
i'm your Albany.
she's your polite silence
i'm the song you sing
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[08 Jun 2008|03:16pm] |
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i keep your heart on my bedstand while i sleep alone.
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[08 Jun 2008|03:28pm] |
it's nothing but time and a face that you lose, i chose to feel it and you couldn't choose.
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[08 Jun 2008|03:31pm] |
there's one thing i want to say, so i'll be brave.
you were what i wanted. i gave what i gave.
i'm not sorry i met you. i'm not sorry it's over.
i'm not sorry there's nothing to save.
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[08 Jun 2008|03:33pm] |
how can you ask for me to stay
when all you ever do is go? just go.
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[08 Jun 2008|03:35pm] |
i'll wait up all night just to see you move.
and for the past few days
i've been doing my best to move on
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[08 Jun 2008|03:36pm] |
don't know what i'm waiting for, it takes all that i have just to move along.
it takes all that i have
it takes all that i have
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[08 Jun 2008|03:37pm] |
so many nights spent with you in the beginning
it takes a while getting used to having nothing.
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[08 Jun 2008|04:15pm] |
Open skies over me
I am waiting patiently
I'll wait for a sign
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[08 Jun 2008|04:16pm] |
I'd cut your name in my heart
We'll destroy this world for you
I know you want me to feel your pain
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[08 Jun 2008|04:22pm] |
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i'm too lazy to pack :(
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[08 Jun 2008|04:24pm] |
I think I'm drowning
Asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell
That you've created
You're something beautiful
A contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction
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[08 Jun 2008|05:43pm] |
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Hello
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[08 Jun 2008|05:51pm] |
i break in two over you.
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[08 Jun 2008|06:13pm] |
hey canadians;
how far are you from Canada's Wonderland?
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[08 Jun 2008|06:20pm] |
i’m sorry for letting you down.
i’m sorry for everything about me that hurts you.
i think about what you said on the phone...
if i die alone. it’s my own fault.
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[08 Jun 2008|06:21pm] |
you can call me selish, but i only want your love.
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[08 Jun 2008|06:26pm] |
you know that you're my best friend
that kind of love will never run out
you know more about me than i know
things i'd never dream of showing
but i can't change the way i'm feeling
and i'm not asking for miles of room
just a little time to fill my tank up
before i run on back to you
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[08 Jun 2008|06:41pm] |
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it's only right that you should play the way you feel it. but listen carefully to the sound of your loneliness. like a heartbeat, it drives you mad. in the stillness of remembering what you had and what you lost.
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[08 Jun 2008|06:49pm] |
saw this morning,
you were crying..WHEN AGAIN YOU MAY HAVE CHANGED YOUR MIND.
and i have lots of hurting,
but i'm showin' everything is fine.
GO AHEAD AND CARRY ON WITH YOUR LIFE,
i got a lot of work ahead to straighten out mine.
i'm taking my records,
you can keep lastnights wine
AND PRETTY SOON YOU'LL BE FEELING FINE.
i gotta go, my car is blocking the drive
AN EXCUSE I WILL USE FOR THE LAST TIME..
SIGNED,
feeling fine♥
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[08 Jun 2008|06:49pm] |
who are you now?
who are you now?
this shit is so played out.
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[08 Jun 2008|06:53pm] |
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please show me something that can shake my bones.
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[08 Jun 2008|06:57pm] |
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my hands are cold from holding on to hope.
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[08 Jun 2008|07:02pm] |
oh these little rejections how they add up quickly.
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[08 Jun 2008|07:03pm] |
i can feel so unsexy for someone so beautiful.
so unloved for someone so fine.
i can feel so boring for someone so interesting.
so ignorant for someone of sound mind.
oh these little protections how they fail to serve me.
one forgotten phone call and i'm deflated.
oh these little defenses how they fail to comfort me,
your hand pulling away and i'm devastated.
when will you stop leaving baby?
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[08 Jun 2008|07:08pm] |
She pulled you in, and she bit your lip, and she made you hers. She looked deep into you as you lay together in the quiet grasp of dusk and summer.
Manager: Holly, what the fuck is wrong with you?
Me: I'm hung over...
Manager & coworker: HAHAHAHA AWWW HOLLY'S FIRST HANGOVER AWWWWWWW.
Me: Hate you all.
Coworker: (in the back of the store when I was putting my stuff down) Hey do you want some Gatorade? It's really good for hangovers.
Me: YES YES TY.
Coworker: (as I take this huge ass gulp) It's spiked.
AND IT WAS. AHHHH. I WANTED TO PUKE. XD
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[08 Jun 2008|07:17pm] |
If you're ever lonely, you know I'm lonely too,
And I'll stay lonely until I'm again with you.
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[08 Jun 2008|07:17pm] |
i miss you, far away for far too long.
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[08 Jun 2008|07:18pm] |
I guess I'm looking for the right way to do this
I guess I'm looking for the right things to call pretty
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[08 Jun 2008|07:22pm] |
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But nothing is as beautiful as when he believes in me.
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[08 Jun 2008|07:23pm] |
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o hay i graduated :)
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[08 Jun 2008|07:24pm] |
m o
m o r
m o r n i n g
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[08 Jun 2008|07:28pm] |
I am tempermental,
Like a heart without a home.
I am sentimental,
But you don't know me at all.
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[08 Jun 2008|07:30pm] |
i'll give anything, but i won't give up.
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[08 Jun 2008|07:36pm] |
bleh tornato warning.
do my journal ;)
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[08 Jun 2008|07:58pm] |
Then one day we'll find
when we're looking back at this time
Wondering how we've come so far from this
When we close our eyes
What's this life anyway
What's it to you and me
What are we doing here
Who are we supposed to be
I'll take a better world
I'll take anything
I'll take our little world now
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[08 Jun 2008|08:04pm] |
and out of everyone I've met, it's you I can't forget
and there was a time my heart was aching
yes there was the day I swore it was breaking
under a lucky star, our love was born, brand new.
Lyrics about not wanting to still feel something for someone/why cant i stop/best friends, wanting to be more/wanting to be enough for someone
all cliches, I know.
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[08 Jun 2008|08:05pm] |
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wooo for tornado warnings..
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[08 Jun 2008|08:16pm] |
Hi, I'm Rowdy and I'm new =)
You say I did this to myself, but babe we both know that's not fair.
I may have tied the noose, but you kicked the fucking chair.
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[08 Jun 2008|08:21pm] |
uggh i wish i could just curl up into a ball and disappear.
:(
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[08 Jun 2008|08:24pm] |
you set up a secret triangle
and in another woman’s home
with intent to mangle
took her husband for a ride
in the middle of the night
it went farther than you anticipated
You meant no harm
just out for amusement
now she’s left him with such a mess of pieces
his anger’s quickly rising
don’t stick around to see her meet it
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[08 Jun 2008|08:27pm] |
he grabs my wrists
as my fingers turn into angry fists
and i whisper,
why can't you love me,
i'll change for you, i'll play the part
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[08 Jun 2008|08:27pm] |
what’s the matter with you that makes you settle
for another’s point of view when yours would do better?
did you really think deceit would make an honest lover
of the one that you seek but always push farther?
when did you decide to please forever
and always brush aside your secret pleasures?
did you think your dreams were best as buried treasure
waiting so deep with lies to uncover?
love, lust, nasty habits
make us who we are
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[08 Jun 2008|08:32pm] |
moon,
someone said that you're a piece of paper,
a piece of paper just pasted on the sky.
moon,
i've a hunch that you're a giant ball of rock,
a million miles from me
and all the people in my town.
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[08 Jun 2008|08:35pm] |
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i would like to be known exclusively as buffy from now on. ty.
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[08 Jun 2008|09:00pm] |
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She likened it to a childhood crush, such strong almost obsessive feelings, but more, it had depth. She felt attracted to everything about him, the way he talked, the way he dressed, the words he used, his apparent innocence. Yet he was filled with a deep knowledge of wise insights. He always said the right things, even whe she didn't want to hear them. The darkness lifted and she could suddenly see beyond. When he breezed into the room, he brought clarity and brightness with him. He was walking hope and she could tell that things for her be... not fantastic or wonderful or happily ever after, but that they could be okay. And that was enough
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[08 Jun 2008|09:01pm] |
yes, of course i miss you and miss you bad
but i also felt this way when i was still with you
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[08 Jun 2008|09:19pm] |
Last night I got served a little too much of that poison baby
Last night I did things I'm not proud of
And I got a little crazy
Last night I met a guy on the dance floor
And I let him call me baby
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[08 Jun 2008|09:24pm] |
And I will never see the sky the same way and
I will learn to say good-bye to yesterday and
I will never cease to fly if held down and
I will always reach too high cause I've seen, cause I've seen, twilight
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[08 Jun 2008|09:33pm] |
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i just finished a pint of ben and jerrys in under 15 minutes =/ surely this cannot be good
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[08 Jun 2008|10:01pm] |
there are very many ways i would like to
break the spell you've cast upon me,
cause all the time i sacrifice myself to
make you want me, has made you haunt me
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[08 Jun 2008|10:09pm] |
i can't fix a car
but i can fix a flat
i could fix a lot of things,
but i'd rather not get into that.
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[08 Jun 2008|10:11pm] |
here's a song for you, lovely,
remember that it is for you
only, for you only.
my heart was caught in a landslide.
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[08 Jun 2008|10:13pm] |
here i am, and i'll take my time,
here i am, and i'll wait in line always, always.
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[08 Jun 2008|10:13pm] |
okay i have like six mosquito bites and that is not cool with me
:[
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[08 Jun 2008|10:27pm] |
I would swallow my doubt, turn it inside out
find nothing but faith in nothing
want to put my tender heart in a blender
watch it spin around to a beautiful oblivion
rendezvous then I'm through with you.
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[08 Jun 2008|10:30pm] |
i will settle down with the first one who swoons me.
i am the queen of comparison.
so i will fuck you on my floor, in my room, at my door.
we'll stain the sheets or wave our flag.
but i know we'll never have what i once had with him.
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[08 Jun 2008|10:33pm] |
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good evening el. :)
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[08 Jun 2008|10:34pm] |
For it was not into my ear you whispered,
but into my heart..
It was not my lips you kissed,
but my soul..
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[08 Jun 2008|10:39pm] |
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I rock too fast for love.
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[08 Jun 2008|10:41pm] |
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Sometimes love don't feel like it should.
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[08 Jun 2008|10:43pm] |
There's three in the hall from those pictures in the closet, two in the bedroom from that night I lost it, and one deep inside me determined to stay. They don't get any bigger, but they don't go away.
Holes, in and around me.
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[08 Jun 2008|10:47pm] |
Cause when push comes to shove,
You taste what you’re made of.
You might bend til you break
Cause it’s all you can take,
On your knees you look up,
Decide you’ve had enough.
You get mad, you get strong,
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand.
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[08 Jun 2008|10:48pm] |
you need a little push to shove test your love.
will that person burn for you?
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[08 Jun 2008|10:49pm] |
and it's okay if you have to go away..
oh, just remember the telephone works both ways.
and if I never ever hear them ring,
if nothing else I'll think the bells inside
have finally found you someone else and that's okay
cause I'll remember everything you sang
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[08 Jun 2008|10:58pm] |
We've had our share of hard times,
But that's the price we paid.
And through it all, we kept the promise that we made,
I swear you'll never be lonely.
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[08 Jun 2008|11:06pm] |
and your eyes light up
when we talk about the past
god, I miss those songs we used to sing
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[08 Jun 2008|11:07pm] |
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And she combed your hair and she kissed your teeth, and she made you better than you've been before. And she told you bad things you wished you could change in the lazy summer, but you have already lost, when you only have barely enough of her to hang on.
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[08 Jun 2008|11:08pm] |
MEMPHIS.
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[08 Jun 2008|11:08pm] |
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You're always all done up just to be used.
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[08 Jun 2008|11:08pm] |
So why after the all of everything that came and went
I care enough to still be singing
Of the bitter end and broken eras
I told you I don't but
I am only trying to be the best with my intent to cure
The rest is sure to lay me ease
The plural hurts of the words of reverse psychology
That's easier said, easier than done
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[08 Jun 2008|11:10pm] |
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And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time.
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[08 Jun 2008|11:11pm] |
Damn, I should be so lucky
Even only 24 hours under your touch
You know I need you so much
I cannot wait to call you
And tell you that I landed somewhere
And hand you a square of the airport
And walk you through the maze of the map
That im gazing at
Gracefully unnamed and feeling guilty for the luck
And the look that you gave me
You make me somebody
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[08 Jun 2008|11:16pm] |
And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
It takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished
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[08 Jun 2008|11:19pm] |
Then someone will say,
"What is lost can never be saved."
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[08 Jun 2008|11:20pm] |
Keep on keeping it real
Cause it keeps getting easier indeed
He's the reason that I'm laughing
Even if there's no one else
He said, you've got to love yourself
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[08 Jun 2008|11:20pm] |
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STEAK N' SHAKE IN T MINUS 40 MINUTES. WOOOOOOO!
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[08 Jun 2008|11:28pm] |
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All I ever wanted was someone to knock me back to the bliss of ignorance.
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[08 Jun 2008|11:32pm] |
but the truth is you'll never need more, you'll never need more, you'll never need more than this.
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[08 Jun 2008|11:39pm] |
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time never had a chance to heal your heart.
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