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[29 May 2008|12:03am] |
my hands are searching for you
my arms are outstretched towards you
i feel you on my fingertips
my tongue dances behind my lips for you
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[29 May 2008|12:17am] |
we used to be the best of friends
we flirted, but no more
sometimes we'd drop each other hints
that we would both ignore
but now we're not the best of friends
we said we'd always be
there was a night i should've kissed you
that blame belongs to me
cause you got a girlfriend, got a life
i guess she took my place
i started speaking to you less and less
'til you were just another face
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[29 May 2008|12:22am] |
Liv needs loans for un colegio
and she needs them now ok
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[29 May 2008|12:23am] |
and once again that rising sun is droppin' on down
and once again, you my friend, are nowhere to be found.
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[29 May 2008|12:24am] |
That old wooden dock was warm on our backs
T-shirt for pillow and just like that
He kissed me like he meant forever
And we were too damn young to know any better
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[29 May 2008|12:25am] |
You know the way to keep me on my toes
I, I, I will be fine -
Just say you'll stay forever mine
'Til we fall asleep tonight
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[29 May 2008|12:26am] |
somebody find me a boyfriend
....and loans for college
....and sleeping pills bc i cant sleep ok
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[29 May 2008|12:32am] |
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Then you hang up the phone and feel badly for upsetting things, and crawl back into bed to dream of a time when you're heart was open wide, and you loved things just because.
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[29 May 2008|12:34am] |
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The speed of the sound of a girl falling down to a place from where she can't be retrieved: what if I am stuck down here for good?
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[29 May 2008|12:39am] |
Is the view, is it better on the west coast?
Are the sunsets as breath-taking
As the surreal words that pass through your lips?
You are my escape.
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[29 May 2008|12:39am] |
So why can you read me like the back of your hand?
I have tried with everything in me not to feel this way,
To grow up and realize your faults.
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[29 May 2008|12:46am] |
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It seems to me that I wake up and sleep, look in the mirror and have no idea what happened in between.
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[29 May 2008|12:56am] |
Didn't we almost have it all
When love was all we had worth giving?
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[29 May 2008|01:00am] |
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I often wonder if I'll ever finish all I've started, and the answer I have found is no. No, I will never finish all that I have started because life is about doing, the process, and not the result. Life is about doing whether you want to or not.
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[29 May 2008|01:02am] |
Organized crime comes in more forms than one,
And your god is no exception.
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[29 May 2008|01:16am] |
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Hold me and tell me we'll burn like stars, we'll burn as we fall, watch as city lights dance towards us.
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[29 May 2008|01:28am] |
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i fly like paper, get high like planes. if you catch me at the border, i got visas in my name.
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[29 May 2008|01:49am] |
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shazam tipsy!
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[29 May 2008|01:59am] |
and tell me sugar, did you know
that I've been feeling you and I would like to feel some more
so come on over here so you can get to know
you better we together o boy did I mention
that a heart like yours is hard to find
a heart like yours needs a heart like mine
so if my heart is the heart for you boy, then say so
cause a man like you needs everything
a man like you needs a woman like me
so if this woman is the woman for you boy, then say so
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[29 May 2008|07:37am] |
Be so kind as let him know that i'm dealing with this badly
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[29 May 2008|07:38am] |
when you go, i will forever everything about you
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[29 May 2008|07:41am] |
my heart is on my sleeve. wear it like a bruise or blackeye, my badge, my witness. that means that i believed every single lie you saidcause every pain of glass that your pebbles tap negates the pains i went through to avoid you and every little pat on the shoulder for attention fails to mention i still hate you
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[29 May 2008|07:46am] |
wish that i was as invisible as you make me feel
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[29 May 2008|08:07am] |
and then I'd say I know it's tough when you break up after 7 months. and yeah I know you really liked him and it just don't seem fair but all I can say is pain like that is fast and it's rare
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[29 May 2008|09:42am] |
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some melodies are best left undone.
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[29 May 2008|09:49am] |
new kids on the block had a bunch of hits.
chinese food makes me sick.
and i think it's fly when girls stop by
for the summer, for the summer.
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[29 May 2008|10:07am] |
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you be the patient, i'll be the surgeon just like first grade on the playground all day.
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[29 May 2008|10:08am] |
i run from pain, i run from prejudice, i run from pessimists.
will i run today?
i run my life, or is it running me?
run from my past, i run too fast or too slow it seems.
when lies become the truth, that's why i run to you.
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[29 May 2008|10:15am] |
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there ain't nothin' more dangerous than a country girl tradin' her halo for horns.
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[29 May 2008|10:26am] |
Safe in the light that surrounds me
Free of the fear and the pain
My questioning mind
Has helped me to find
The meaning in my life again
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[29 May 2008|10:27am] |
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hey, do the journal
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[29 May 2008|10:28am] |
Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never been this way before
All you can do is try to know who your friends are
As you head off to the war
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[29 May 2008|10:50am] |
love and let love,
a new genesis for my claim to consciousness
when all is lost,
that’s when you start finding what you want
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[29 May 2008|10:52am] |
so tell me what you’re thinking baby as our lips begin to touch
cause i got one thought inside my mind.
It says, “I love you so much.”
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[29 May 2008|12:28pm] |
I hope you come down with something they can't diagnose, don't have the cure for.
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[29 May 2008|12:55pm] |
I'm choking right along with the words in my throat
I'm falling back in love with the letter you wrote
And I think that I was wrong, but I guess I don't know
I figure that I'll wait until you tell me so
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[29 May 2008|01:40pm] |
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Does anyone know of a website that i can upload music to and proceed to make playlists that i can put on things like myspace, here, and blogger?
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[29 May 2008|02:30pm] |
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but the words that you said you can never take back, and i'm warning you now, when you realize you made a mistake. i'll be sure to kick you while you're down
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[29 May 2008|02:34pm] |
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don't stay, forget our memories.
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[29 May 2008|02:35pm] |
it is so easy to see dysfunction between you and me, we must free up these tired souls before the sadness kills us both.
el, stop being dead :(
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[29 May 2008|02:37pm] |
i tried and tried to let you know.
i love you but i'm letting go,
it may not last but i don't know
i just don't know.
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[29 May 2008|02:38pm] |
Like Romeo and Juliet,
we're dying in the end.
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[29 May 2008|02:42pm] |
the distance between us makes it so hard to stay, nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe. it hurts but it may be the only way.
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[29 May 2008|02:55pm] |
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a bed that's warm with memories can heal us temporarily.
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[29 May 2008|03:36pm] |
You said I always sang too loud to sing you a love song. Well I save my soft voice for the things I really mean. You always said I had a hard time saying what's on my mind. Well, here it goes:
I hate you for what you've done to me.
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[29 May 2008|03:47pm] |
does anyone listen to 1997???
I WAS AT THEIR SHOW LAST NIGHT
THEY FREAKING PULLED ME AND MY BEST FRIEND ON STAGE.
WE SHARED THE MIC WITH KEVIN! omg. i'm freaking out. lmao
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[29 May 2008|03:52pm] |
you make me wanna lala
in the kitchen, on the floor.
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[29 May 2008|04:30pm] |
come close to me, in my arms you'll be safe.
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[29 May 2008|04:34pm] |
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you're dancing for me now and i can tell by the look in your eyes, you're dancing for me now and i will tell you that i don't mind. you're dancing for me now and your graceful hips are so eloquent. you're dancing for me now and you must, you must be god sent.
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[29 May 2008|04:35pm] |
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you tell that you need me, then you go and cut me down.
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[29 May 2008|04:37pm] |
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i'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you. i need you like a heart needs a beat but it's nothing new.
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[29 May 2008|04:41pm] |
i know i can be cruel,
i say a lot of things i don't mean
and i'm not always in the mood to give you
what you need. but i come close.
you gotta love me love me love me or leave me.
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[29 May 2008|04:44pm] |
do what you want
but there's no one in this world
who would die for you,
there's only me.
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[29 May 2008|04:45pm] |
You always wear that "not-so-serious" face.
Im always stuck with my hands around your waist.
And I cant quite think of a better way to have it.
I think its safe to say that you’re like a new bad habit.
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[29 May 2008|04:46pm] |
And if you never came around anymore, where’d you think i'd be?
I’d be sitting on this curb wondering what happened to you and me.
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[29 May 2008|04:46pm] |
i still remember everything.
every mistake, every apology.
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[29 May 2008|04:48pm] |
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i'll say it straight and plain. i know i've made mistakes. i've always been afraid. i've always been afraid.
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[29 May 2008|04:49pm] |
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try to understand, there's an old mistake that fools will make, and i am the king of them, pushing everything that's good away.
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[29 May 2008|04:51pm] |
in your darkest hours, well i love you still.
i have and i always will.
and you are changing now
you are part of me somehow,
and i will never be alone.
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[29 May 2008|04:56pm] |
I miss you
I miss being overwhelmed by you
And I need rescue
I think I'm fading away
But I keep thinking that you'll wake me up with a whisper in my ear
I keep hoping that you'll sneak in my room
So I wait and I wait
And I run old scenes through my tired head
Of the days we laid by the school and said forever
Was that the best I'll ever be
I miss you
I miss talking all night long with you
And I need this to find a way to your home
My love can you hear me
Have I been hoping loud enough, wishing hard enough
Can you see me when I'm asleep all alone - alone
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[29 May 2008|05:01pm] |
I won't be anyones excuse to cry.
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[29 May 2008|05:02pm] |
'Cause you're just damage control
for a walking corpse like me - like you
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[29 May 2008|05:04pm] |
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I'd rather run away than give this love a chance.
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[29 May 2008|05:05pm] |
"I'm doing the best, i'm doing the best that i can."
"no, you're not. you're just like the rest, just like the rest of them."
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[29 May 2008|05:07pm] |
i can only blame myself
you can only blame me.
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[29 May 2008|05:08pm] |
when we first made love,
i knew that you were mine.
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[29 May 2008|05:09pm] |
and i could write a song
a hundred miles long
well, that's where i belong
and you belong with me.
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[29 May 2008|05:11pm] |
i don't think watching all of these horror movies in a row is very healthy for my brain
o well
onward! only like 10 more to go
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[29 May 2008|05:13pm] |
i spend enough sleepless nights in this bed to
know this isn't just all in my head.
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[29 May 2008|05:22pm] |
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you're as good as dead to me.
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[29 May 2008|05:23pm] |
you are my four leaf clover.
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[29 May 2008|05:24pm] |
You've got my hands to hold,
you've got my arms when the world gets too cold.
Wherever in life you want to go, you've got my hands.
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[29 May 2008|05:27pm] |
i will always find you
because i still want to love you
i still feel the same tonight
i'm still dreaming of you
still want to try.
i'm barely keeping it together.
this hurt is harder than your heart
how could you say that it was over?
it didn't even start.
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[29 May 2008|05:33pm] |
tell me who would want me now?
you've taken part of who i am.
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[29 May 2008|05:38pm] |
we know enough to know we're both to blame,
it's like you're leaving but you don't know the way.
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[29 May 2008|05:38pm] |
got a friend who talks to Jesus
to heal her broken heart
she's holding onto pieces
she's never even thought of letting go
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[29 May 2008|05:45pm] |
with one hand on my heart
the other covering my eyes
i must confess i am the lie
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[29 May 2008|05:47pm] |
what i feel for you is more than love
you turn me on
you turn me off
you come in warm and leave me shaking
why is it so hard to fall in love?
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[29 May 2008|05:47pm] |
so i say, i can't believe myself, i'm wishing to be anyone else.
and i'm feeling like all this hell might change something good in the end
and i, oh i just can't find a reason why,
why you intentionally say goodbye.
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[29 May 2008|05:54pm] |
a broken heart just keeps on breaking
we don't have much time to get this right
i've waited here a 100 years
with my lovers heart beat
you better get your kiss before its midnight
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[29 May 2008|06:00pm] |
It's never easy to understand
why memories hold our hand
but people let go
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[29 May 2008|06:07pm] |
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you know that i was hurt that day, you know i never meant to say that i don't need you because you know i need you. i'm tired of the rain, i'm telling lies to make you stay just one more day.
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[29 May 2008|06:31pm] |
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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[29 May 2008|06:45pm] |
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tell me about those nights you stayed away, tell me about those days you hated me, tell me how you'd rather die alone than being stuck here with me.
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[29 May 2008|06:49pm] |
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Do you remember the times we would give up on each other and get back together, then we were finally married in 1949. We drove the yellow convertible on our honeymoon. Do you remember? I do.
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[29 May 2008|07:15pm] |
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does anyone know how long abc takes to put up the most recent episode of lost online?
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[29 May 2008|07:27pm] |
WHAT TEH HELL DES
PREGGOO!!!
congrats
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[29 May 2008|08:31pm] |
"on the outside, i wore the illusion that i was over it and that the end of the marriage was best for us both. but that charade was all smoke and mirrors and empty words. being brokenhearted is like having broken ribs. on the outside it looks like nothing's wrong, but every breath hurts."
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[29 May 2008|08:37pm] |
Don't let him tell you that you are worthless
because you mean something to me
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[29 May 2008|08:37pm] |
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"now, defeating kryptonite and getting over a broken heart is incredibly tough. It's also wildly empowering. But the even bigger victory is finally living your own life again without the constant presence of heartache. I've stood where you're standing now, broken to the point that I couldn't get past the idea that my life wasn't turning out the way I'd planned."
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[29 May 2008|08:41pm] |
To think you had me fooled,
just swear to me, just promise me anything
this isn't happening
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[29 May 2008|08:41pm] |
So please stop your crying, your makeup is running
and it even hurts for me to watch
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[29 May 2008|08:42pm] |
Just please go home,
I have nothing left to say to you.
you cried but you'll never see me crying
you tried but you'll never see me trying
you've gone too far across the line this time.
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[29 May 2008|08:46pm] |
when I die will you close my casket?
make it glass so I can see who cared.
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[29 May 2008|08:47pm] |
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DES WHY AREN'T YOU POSTING. UGHHH
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[29 May 2008|08:49pm] |
Hold it in, hold it in
these words are better left unsaid
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[29 May 2008|08:53pm] |
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idk i think i have a crush on patrick bateman
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[29 May 2008|09:04pm] |
You sit there in your heartache
Waiting on some beautiful boy to
To save you from your old ways
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[29 May 2008|09:07pm] |
i hope you don't mind if I fall asleep on your shoulder
now, turn out the lights and let the night begin
i hope it's alright if you're still mine when we're older,
cause i won't spend another day wondering what might have been
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[29 May 2008|09:08pm] |
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screw you des. I wish I was pregnant.
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[29 May 2008|09:26pm] |
i think you should name it leonardo or michelangelo
or mb donatello or raphael.
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[29 May 2008|09:42pm] |
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lets take a drive tonight, lets chase the dreams alright, lets get away from here, lets forget all your fears.
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[29 May 2008|09:53pm] |
let's get crazy
talk about our big plans
places that you're going.
places that i haven't been...
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[29 May 2008|09:57pm] |
I am unbreakable but it looks like I could sometime soon
And you are unreachable about as possible as me touching the moon.
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[29 May 2008|09:57pm] |
love me or leave me or rip me apart.
this is the voice that i was given and
if you don't like it take a long walk
off of the shortest pier you can find.
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[29 May 2008|10:09pm] |
'Cause you are not alone
I'm always there with you
And we'll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
'Cause when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you're not lost
When your worlds crashing down
And you can't bear the thought
I said, babe, you're not lost.
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[29 May 2008|10:15pm] |
omg des if you have a bb you won't have time for us anymore.
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[29 May 2008|10:34pm] |
guys.. we all know that this will be me in 10 years
i'm just sayin
you all know its the truth
its me~
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[29 May 2008|11:11pm] |
`Cause when I'm with you these days
You feel a million miles away.
Connection's not so strong;
What's going on, what's going on?
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[29 May 2008|11:20pm] |
~bf. lmao
camille! where are you?
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[29 May 2008|11:27pm] |
I've got your picture that you gave to me
And it's signed "with love," just like it used to be
The only thing different, the only thing new
I've got your picture, she's got you
I've got the records that we used to share
And they still sound the same as when you were here
The only thing different, the only thing new,
I've got the records, she's got you
I've got your memory, or has it got me?
I really don't know, but I know it won't let me be
I've got your class ring; that proved you cared
And it still looks the same as when you gave it dear
The only thing different, the only thing new
I've got these little things, she's got you
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[29 May 2008|11:41pm] |
look right past me,
act like we are strangers.
i don't care about it anymore.
just as long as you don't
come crawling back to me
when you're all lonely.
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[29 May 2008|11:45pm] |
seems like everybody's leaving me now
but i'm leaving soon anyhow
the room is cold without your things around
alone, i don't know what to do with myself
they say the hardest part is keeping in town
i say the hardest part is watching you drown
can you take me back there again?
i want that feeling again
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[29 May 2008|11:48pm] |
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but you mean more, mean more to me than any color i can see.
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[29 May 2008|11:53pm] |
seems like everything is changing right now
will you still feel the same come tomorrow?
i've got this photograph of you and me
and you've got that same crooked smile on your face
we should have died inside that photograph
before you were going away for awhile
can you take me back there again?
i want that feeling again
can i make you alright again?
can it just be the way it was back then, back then?
it's been quite awhile
i'll leave you a message to see how you've been
seems like every time i call you are out
are you ever coming back again?
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[29 May 2008|11:56pm] |
You should all wake up and post, because I need a distraction from my homework before it puts me to sleep. KGo.
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