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[26 May 2008|12:02am] |
they weren't cows inside. they were waiting to be, but they forgot. now they see the sky and they remember what they are.
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[26 May 2008|12:25am] |
and even though i'm angry i can still say
i know my heart will break the day
when you pull out and drive away.
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[26 May 2008|12:27am] |
my mom only lets pple drink here if they are staying here and my bf was like rly fucked out of his head and he stumbled to the front of my house to sleep and now he's gone and driving and
alskdjflasdkjfldsjaflsajdfklaj
*bf=best friend btw
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[26 May 2008|01:39am] |
dude
wtf i suck at lflip cup
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[26 May 2008|09:32am] |
is everyone sleeping in or something?
rawr.
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[26 May 2008|10:20am] |
Good Morning El :]
Happy Memorial Day!
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[26 May 2008|10:38am] |
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'It's like he is driving a car, and I just wanna be in the passenger seat, but he's locked the door and I have to hold onto the bumper.You know, I'm not even asking for him to open the door for me, just leave it unlocked and say come in, but no he didnt do that, so I'm hanging on to the bumper and life goes on and the car goes on and I get really badly bruised and am hitting potholes and it hurts, I mean it hurts and yesterday I had to let go of the bumper because it hurts too much'
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[26 May 2008|10:57am] |
But not understand how you think I'm rejecting you
when I'm not rejecting you and wonder
how you could think I'd ever reject you
and wonder who you are
but I accept you anyway
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[26 May 2008|11:00am] |
and everyone i know has got a reason to say
put the past away
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[26 May 2008|11:06am] |
your so good at stretching the truth
into a sugar covered lie
everyone takes a bite
i have been dining with the enemy
it was a wolf in sheeps clothing
but now its clear to me
ive had enough of your games
if your not trembling you better be
cuz were gunno be the end of you
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[26 May 2008|11:07am] |
you say,
" i can convince anyone, anything"
still you spin a web of
lies, fear, lust, pride, greed and shame
you said no one,
oh you said no one escapes the pain
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[26 May 2008|11:14am] |
i always believed in you
i always loved you
and this is so difficult for the both of us
i know we tried so hard, there's just no hope for us
well it's more than a shame that we lost to this game
all my walking, talking, sleeping, breathing
nothing will ever be the same
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[26 May 2008|11:15am] |
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"Why do you think I had to learn to act so independant? I get mad too easily, and I hog the covers, and my second toe is longer than my big one. My hair has it's own zipcode. Plus I get certifiably crazy when I've got PMS. You don't love someone cuz they're perfect, you love them in spite of the fact that they're not."
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[26 May 2008|11:52am] |
just look me in the eye, this is do or die.
i will stay in love until you say enough,
there is no giving in or giving up in love
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[26 May 2008|12:07pm] |
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It's a curious thought, but it's only when you see people looking ridiculous that you realize just how much you love them.
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[26 May 2008|12:22pm] |
though tonight she's made me sad,
I still love her.
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[26 May 2008|12:25pm] |
i see you leaning, you're bound to fall
i don't wanna be that mistake.
i'm just a dreamer, nothing more
you should know it before it gets to late
because goodbyes are like a roulette wheel
you never know where they are gonna land
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[26 May 2008|12:28pm] |
You've already won me over in spite of me
Don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
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[26 May 2008|12:31pm] |
you can't sleep, you can't eat
there's no doubt, you're in deep
your throat is tight, you can't breathe
another kiss is all you need
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[26 May 2008|12:33pm] |
don't go chasin' waterfalls
please stick to the rivers, and the lakes
that you're used too.
i know that you're gonna have it your way or nothing at all
but i think you're moving to fast.
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[26 May 2008|01:06pm] |
look me in the eye and tell me
you dont find me attractive
look me in the heart and tell me
you wont go
look me in the eye and promise
no love is like our love
look me in the heart and unbreak broken
it wont happen
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[26 May 2008|01:27pm] |
you're my daydream
does that make you homesick for me?
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[26 May 2008|01:38pm] |
i watch the sky coming down to bury me and
i can't stop this crawling out of my skin
i know that you see yourself flying in
out of the sky
coming down to carry me
but i won't come out
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[26 May 2008|01:40pm] |
Just to put your mind at ease.
You don't owe me anything;
You paid me well in memories.
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[26 May 2008|01:43pm] |
it ain't often i take time to answer calls on the request line,
but this one says that we're his best last chance.
so all you people in radio land, turn it up loud, loud as you can,
help to carry these words of a desperate man.
do you believe in love and that we were meant to be?
two words can free us, so repeat them after me,
"i do" from a boy in love to a girl called tennessee.
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[26 May 2008|01:45pm] |
she swears all is fair in love and war
she said if you wanna be a dog,
i'll treat you like a dog
your sleeping on the porch
no one slams a door like a woman scorned
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[26 May 2008|01:53pm] |
oh fuck
i had the most amazing prom/camping weekend in the world. :)
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[26 May 2008|01:55pm] |
Your legacy is like poetry,
But your mouth is like a magazine.
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[26 May 2008|02:10pm] |
You swim like you're on fire.
Live like your last day and drink like it's water.
There's no tomorrow, and you think no one can hear you.
Raise your hands to be called on;
you know all the answers.
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[26 May 2008|02:29pm] |
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i am so goddamn bored.
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[26 May 2008|02:54pm] |
you grabbed your keys and closed the door
on the life that you didn't wanna live anymore
It's infectious yet poetic
you have fallen apart
Don't fade away, I won't turn the page
Don't fade away...
Tell me what you want, tell me what you need
I'll do anything just to make you breathe
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[26 May 2008|02:56pm] |
You bring out the best in me
when its not the best for you
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[26 May 2008|03:01pm] |
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oic my roommate has malaria
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[26 May 2008|03:02pm] |
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you don't laugh the way you used to.
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[26 May 2008|03:06pm] |
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i never thought i would fight so hard to find my way, but i gotta believe that it will be okay.
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[26 May 2008|03:08pm] |
you kill me, you build me up just
to watch me break.
i know what i should do
but i just cant walk away.
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[26 May 2008|03:10pm] |
how come we're so messed up?
maybe i'm not enough
maybe i'm just too much.
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[26 May 2008|03:26pm] |
This is just the tip of the iceberg,
No bone in my body tells me I deserve her.
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[26 May 2008|03:29pm] |
let's show the world you're
my boy and i'm your girl.
because it's not fair to love you in chains
it's not fair to love you in chains
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[26 May 2008|03:51pm] |
and on a swing, you push me hard
so i'll come back to where you are
and you know i'm never far
no decisions, nothing hard
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[26 May 2008|04:29pm] |
lay your head in my lap
let the sound of my laugh
comfort you now here in the cold
your face gets wet
as the drink slips from my hand
the faster i drive
the harder i cry
don't worry, i'll get us there
and i look down at you
you look up at me
we're a real fucked up family
we make it home this place is a mess
the smell of cologne
mixed with all that we own
not much, i must confess
i hold your hand as you slip from me
as i watch your breath,
i say to myself
one day this will all end
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[26 May 2008|04:31pm] |
but i know you're right
as i begin to pack
without raising your eyes
i hear you sigh
"oh, you'll be back"
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[26 May 2008|04:36pm] |
I call it love insanity, I call it my reality
She mine, mine all mine
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[26 May 2008|04:38pm] |
You got your demons and your ways of life
You could pull the trigger and
You'd end the strike
You got your demons and your fancy wine
It would go down easy if you'd spend the night
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[26 May 2008|04:47pm] |
in comment :)
prom picture.
(ps. i need to get a better one but no one has uploaded any yet)
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[26 May 2008|05:13pm] |
and it's bad news, i don't blame you
i do the same thing, i get lonely too
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[26 May 2008|05:24pm] |
la la la i hate studying for exams
=[
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[26 May 2008|05:34pm] |
but now those days have passed,
and they're not coming back.
it's a shame cause that's all that I had.
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[26 May 2008|06:43pm] |
and i will be there
standing in your shadow
knowing that you once were mine
all mine,
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[26 May 2008|07:00pm] |
i just finished my short story!
everyone be happy for me!
lol
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[26 May 2008|07:03pm] |
they say our feet
were meant for dirt
i disagree
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[26 May 2008|07:06pm] |
sarcasms my bff: PEPPER PEPPER YUM YUM BURN AHH GLUG GLUG
sarcasms my bff: AHHHH SPIZCAYYYY
disastrophe bby: ....o.o
sarcasms my bff: ahahahah
disastrophe bby: YOU'RE WEIRDDD
sarcasms my bff: SPICAAAAYYY
sarcasms my bff: HAHAH SPICY CHIPOTLE
disastrophe bby: WHAT ARE YOU ON?
sarcasms my bff: LIFFFFFE
sarcasms my bff: AND A LITTLE BIT OF JACK
sarcasms my bff: AHAHAH THIS IS SO GOOD BUT IT IS SPICAAAYY
disastrophe bby: .....
sarcasms my bff: MY MOUTH IT IS LIKE MAD AT ME YOU KNOW
disastrophe bby: ARE YOU EATING KFC?
sarcasms my bff: BUT IT IS SO GOOOD
sarcasms my bff: NO I AM EATING UMMM PEPPER WASABI JELLY STUFF
sarcasms my bff: ON CRACKERS
disastrophe bby: O.O
sarcasms my bff: OH HOW DUMB
sarcasms my bff: IT IS JUST ADVERTISING
sarcasms my bff: AND I THOUGHT IT WAS ABOUT DONUTS
sarcasms my bff: THEY LIEDD
sarcasms my bff: THIS BILBOARD SAYS ILIKEDONUTS.COM DO YOU? AND I WAS LIKE OKAY WTF IS THAT SO I WENT TO THE WEBSITE AND ITS SO DUMMB
disastrophe bby: ....HAHAHAH.
sarcasms my bff: ALSOALSOALOS
sarcasms my bff: THIS MILK IS GROOOOSS
sarcasms my bff: YOU KNOW
sarcasms my bff: did you konw gross means money!
disastrophe bby: REALLY?
sarcasms my bff: YES
disastrophe bby: hahah omg. you said you had jack, i so missed that
sarcasms my bff: ahhh zoey keeps asking me if im ready and i am liek I AM READY FOR YOU TOSHUT THE FUCK UP, IF TAHTS WHAT YOURE ASKIN
disastrophe bby: Maybe you should take it off your site o.O
sarcasms my bff: THAT WOULD REQUIRE EVFFORT
sarcasms my bff: HERICULEAN EFFORT
sarcasms my bff: AHH MY FIRST OF MANY WEEKS WITHOUT GOSIP GIRL I AM HAVING WITHDRAWL AHHH
disastrophe bby: .....
disastrophe bby: you scare me.
my friends are fucking dumbbb
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[26 May 2008|07:12pm] |
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lol. i love how i'm sick so my entire family (like my WHOLE extended family) goes to see iron man, and leaves me to bbysit. :(
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[26 May 2008|07:12pm] |
God only knows what I would say to you.
You'd hear just some scattered parts of words I'd mumble to you,
Of words I'd mumble to you.
I thought that at first it would be good for me.
I've come to find out that I just lost my feelings,
I've lost all feeling.
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[26 May 2008|07:19pm] |
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miley cyrus' brother is one of the lead singers in metro station?
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[26 May 2008|07:21pm] |
I'm talking to you
But you're not listening
I don't know what to do
My heart is blistering
Writing this song
Tell me I'm not wrong
I close up my mouth
When you're around now
Suffocating in doubt
I can't make a sound
In your sundrenched world
I always wanted to be
The one you looked to
For the answers in me
I'm the one who took you
To your sundrenched world
I'm talking to you
But you're not listening
I don't know what to do
My heart is blistering
Writing this song
Tell me I belong
It's all been said
Once before
We fucked around
On your bedroom floor
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[26 May 2008|07:25pm] |
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but I die without you.
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[26 May 2008|07:28pm] |
I need you a lot.
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[26 May 2008|07:31pm] |
If you let me,
I'll show the world to you.
Yes, if you let me,
I'll know just what to do.
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[26 May 2008|07:36pm] |
Listen to the words that you say
It's getting harder to stay
when I need you
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[26 May 2008|07:47pm] |
does anyone know where i can find band tshirts that arent super expensive?
please and thank you!
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[26 May 2008|07:49pm] |
now walkin home on those streets
the river winds move my feet
subway steam, like silhouettes in dreams
they stood by me, just like moonbeams
look out the window, down upon that street
and gone like midnight was that man
but i see his six strings laid against that wall
and all his things, they all look so small
i got my fingers crossed on a shooting star
just like me, just moved on
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[26 May 2008|08:21pm] |
Trying hard to speak and
Fighting with my weak hand
Driven to distraction
So part of the plan
When something is broken
And you try to fix it
Trying to repair it
Any way you can
I'm diving off the deep end
You become my best friend
I wanna love you
But I don't know if I can
I know something is broken
And I'm trying to fix it
Trying to repair it
Any way I can
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[26 May 2008|08:30pm] |
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sooo i'm suposed to go on a date tonight but idk he's weird, i just ignored his call. idk what to do.
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[26 May 2008|08:47pm] |
but now you know
How rough it is to let me go
And there's regret that you feel
About the choice you've made
You'll just have to deal
Before it goes away
You ask me how i feel
And here's what i'll say that
I'm doing fine, just fine
I'm doing fine
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[26 May 2008|08:49pm] |
You demand to be chased for your love.
My desperate heart is far too weak to run for you this long.
But you don't care at all.
There's nothing I can do to draw you close to me.
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[26 May 2008|09:10pm] |
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say what you need to say
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[26 May 2008|09:19pm] |
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so sick of secondhand lovers carving names on my chest.
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[26 May 2008|09:27pm] |
"ask me anything"
i sifted through my questions for the most vital. "why do you do it?" i said. "i still dont understand how you can work so hard to resist what you ... are. please dont misunderstand, of course i'm glad that you do. i just don't see why you would bother in the first place."
he hesitated before answering. "thats a good question, and you are not the first to ask it. the others - the majority of our kind who are quite content with our lot - they, too, wonder at how he live. but you see, just because we've been ... dealt a certain hand ... it doesn't mean that we can't choose to rise above - to conquer the boundaries of a destiny none of us wanted. to try to retain whatever essential humanity we can"
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[26 May 2008|09:29pm] |
Do you remember our first subway ride,
Our last swim on the east coast?
I remember your warm smile in the sun,
The daydreaming boy without a shirt on.
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[26 May 2008|09:30pm] |
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Now the season's changing, there's madness in the air, but it seems like only yesterday I cut off all my hair and washed the make-up off, try to let my skin breathe. Months go by like minutes in romantic comedies. There’s a guy over there and he is waving a gun in my direction, and all y’all smile and say, ”Just Goddamn do what he says,” and all I can think, is that behind closed doors and broken noses, he’s doing exactly the same thing to you he’s just done to me, and minutes go by like hours when I’ve forgotten how to breathe.
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[26 May 2008|09:32pm] |
oh no, here comes that sun again.
and that means another day
without you my friend.
and it hurts me to look into
the mirror at myself.
and it hurts even more to
have to be with somebody else.
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[26 May 2008|09:33pm] |
I hang a heavy-ass heart
when it’s raining.
I like the water on my skin.
And if you could be reborn,
I would be born again.
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[26 May 2008|09:34pm] |
and it's so hard to do and so easy to say.
but sometimes, sometimes,
you just have to walk away.
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[26 May 2008|09:34pm] |
i know i'm one of those pple who use the word irony wrong
so if someone had committed suicide and out of anyone in the world they were chosen to bring back to life
is that ironic?
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[26 May 2008|09:35pm] |
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And your heart might be broken, but it’s only your heart. It was nothing but muscle and blood from the start. So put on your clothes, choke back the tears, ‘cause no one is listening, no one is listening.
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[26 May 2008|09:35pm] |
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with so many people to love in my life, why do i worry about one?
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[26 May 2008|09:37pm] |
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they say if you love somebody than you have got to set them free, but i would rather be locked to you than live in this pain and misery. they say time will make all this go away, but it's time that has taken my tomorrows and turned them into yesterdays, and once again that rising sun is droppin' on down and once again, you my friend, are nowhere to be found.
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[26 May 2008|09:38pm] |
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Now I realize I'd give anything I have to walk a day in my old shoes, wondering what my first smoke would be like, my first fuck, my next fuck up, or the next band that would change my life.
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[26 May 2008|09:39pm] |
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When the music hits, I start to lose my mind. I’ll be here all night. I’m so tired of being sick and I am sick of being poor. Man, I ain’t even got a head left to go head to head anymore. You are drumming up a posse of my old worst enemies. It seems I’m always more afraid of all the other guys than they are of me. But if you hold me close, I think I’ll be alright. I’ll be here all night.
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[26 May 2008|09:42pm] |
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faces in disguise...
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[26 May 2008|09:43pm] |
With your heart on your sleeve,
I could let you go
if you let me breathe.
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[26 May 2008|09:45pm] |
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I don’t wanna be on your mind no more. No, I don’t wanna be your light. I don’t wanna be on your mind no more. No, I don’t wanna be your light. I’m lookin’ for a message like a shot in the dark, but you’re ridin’ on the fence and it’s breakin’ my heart. I don’t wanna be on your mind no more. No, I don’t wanna be your light.
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[26 May 2008|09:48pm] |
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I can still feel the lump on the side of my head where, struck with remorse, I tried to beat myself to death. And I can’t pick up my guitar without trying to make you love me again. You’re a million miles away. I burned your picture weeks ago. Now every single day’s spent cold and boneless, home alone, waiting by the phone. I got a full head every morning, I got a clear head every night. My only friends are Heinekens. The days are none too bright, and I've been waiting for the light.
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[26 May 2008|09:48pm] |
Im bad news, baby.
Im gonna break your heart.
I burn my bridges daily
before any others cross.
Im bad news, baby.
I'm not the girl you want.
The only boy I'll ever love
is trapped inside a song.
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[26 May 2008|09:53pm] |
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There’s a hole in my head where the pictures of you have gone and, try as I might, I cannot shake the feeling that my life is a joke gone wrong. Play guitar, stop singing along. There’s a mighty fine line between a love affair and a car crash. There’s a great divide between you and I these days.
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[26 May 2008|09:57pm] |
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You are everything in the world to me, and several other things that sound poetic when you whisper them. And I cannot seem to get you off my mind. I have never been good at drawing lines. “It’s just a small incision,” you said. “You can eat around the part of me that you can’t stand.” I’ve got umbrellas on the brain, I’ve got you for the rain, and I will take these broken wings and learn to fly to heaven.
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[26 May 2008|09:58pm] |
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You are trouble, and you have a way of catching up to me no matter what company I keep. I am spreading wings, gonna leave for a while. You can be whatever, I don’t mind, you’ll be far away. These days, I’m smiling all the time, but I’m only smiling ‘cause I’ve finally realized I’m better off alone. I cried every day since you died, and the mattress still smells like you tonight. Annalee, you were the best part of my life. Annalee, you were the color and the light.
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[26 May 2008|10:00pm] |
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what the hell am i going to do without monday night wildfire :[
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[26 May 2008|10:00pm] |
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though my fingers may break, i just can't let you go.
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[26 May 2008|10:00pm] |
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Christina Catastrophe: :]
Christina Catastrophe: Your going to have to deal with me for the next 85 years, you know this, correct?
The Z Man: of course and i wouldnt have it any other way
Christina Catastrophe: Awhhh.
The Z Man: well its true. =]
- This made me so happy.
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[26 May 2008|10:00pm] |
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There’s no magic in the air tonight, and I am almost past the point of letting go. I thought that you should know, I woke up this morning and placed my seven thousandth bet that I’ll find a way, I’ll find a way to make you smile.
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[26 May 2008|10:04pm] |
i am about to watch temple of doom and there is a preview for crystal skull right before it and the best thing about it is the children of dune music at the beginning
it is majestic
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[26 May 2008|10:08pm] |
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i stopped caring, i lost all interest and i stopped wearing these plastic smiles. i'll wash my hands clean. i'll forget that you forgot about me.
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[26 May 2008|10:09pm] |
you're everything, you're everything
heartbeats slowing, pains are growing
does she love you? that's worth knowing.
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[26 May 2008|10:12pm] |
for this JOB I might get, I have to make a "map" of my life
including key people
&this is kinna driving me crazyy
cause I think some certain people are key in my life
but I know im not key in their life
if they had to make a map
IM NUTSO !!!
Starlit, im already losing it
when you left an hour ago
but i miss you i just cant hide it
ill wait for you
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[26 May 2008|10:20pm] |
I told myself I wont miss you.
but I remember
what it feels like beside you
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[26 May 2008|10:21pm] |
it's too late.
don't you know?
it's been too late for a long time.
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[26 May 2008|10:29pm] |
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you know you're not the only one who has a lot to overcome and when the time has come, then you move on because you've been crying for too long. sometimes life is so unkind, but change is never a waste of time.
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[26 May 2008|10:32pm] |
you're so sick of my face but i'm still waiting around on you. and i know that you won't show. sometimes we all just need something to believe, something so much more than you; something so much more than me.
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[26 May 2008|10:35pm] |
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you lie right to my face and expect me to believe it, you said you would rather walk away than let me fall to pieces.
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[26 May 2008|10:35pm] |
"what i've found through stupidity and what i know from my trusted pockets of reason -- is darkness doesn't symbolize hopelessness. darkness is the anticipation of approaching light. morning follows night. winter into spring."
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[26 May 2008|11:11pm] |
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hi :)
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