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[12 May 2008|12:01am]
I never dreamed when I was letting you go that
I would wake up and miss you this much

I guess you get used to somebody

I guess you get used to being loved
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[12 May 2008|12:03am]
i'm working on the floor of our majestic tree fort. you know, the one where we live away from everyone else. if we're gonna keep them out, we should find a taller tree. move to the top where no one can see. we'll need thicker walls and a permanent guard. but now, it's your turn to watch, and it's my turn to sleep.

then it hit me. this whole time, i've been asleep, and you were never even next to me. it was just a dream. so i'll stay asleep and meet you in dreams,
if you'd let me.
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[12 May 2008|12:04am]
I know it won't be easy but I've got a plan
I'm gonna miss your touch
But I know I must forget about us
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[12 May 2008|12:09am]
The reasons that I can't stay don't have a thing to do with being in love
And I understand that loving a man shouldn't have to be this rough

You ain't the only one who feels like this world left you far behind

I don't know why you gotta be angry all the time
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[12 May 2008|12:11am]
I want to be another body part you need.
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[12 May 2008|12:11am]
baby, i just need you here tonight. i'm all caught up, and it seems i'm stuck on you. maybe this is just a phase that i'll get through because it's true that i do tend to lose my mind sometimes. but i didn't plan on losing you.
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[12 May 2008|12:12am]
the guy who put his hands on you has got nothing to do with me. and the bruises that you feel will heal. and i hope you come around, cause we're missing you. you used to speak so easy, now you're afaid to talk to me. it's like walking with the wounded.
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[12 May 2008|12:13am]
I just had to call you, i had to hear your voice
And tell you i still love you,
we still have a choice
You're sewn into the fabric, the pieces of my life
And i just can't remember why we said goodbye

Everything i do
leads back to you
I know i just can't let us go
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[12 May 2008|12:16am]
there's so much i didn't see
when you were not around me
so many words that you said were contradictions
and how could you have said you love me
when there were all those things i couldn't see?

well, i knew that there was something up with you.
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[12 May 2008|12:21am]
when we meet, which i'm sure we will, all that was there will be there still. i'll let it pass and hold my tongue, and you will think that i've moved on.
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[12 May 2008|12:27am]
we danced in the moonlight at midnight
we pressed against back doors and wood floors
and you never faked it
and frequently, we ignored our love
but we could never mistake it
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[12 May 2008|12:30am]
it was in the back of a taxi when you told me you loved me and that i wasn't alone.
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[12 May 2008|12:41am]
this year's love had better last
heaven knows it's high time
i've been waiting on my own too long
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[12 May 2008|12:42am]
i put on an argyle sweater and put on a smile
i don't know how to do this
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[12 May 2008|12:51am]
i've never lit a match with intent to start a fire, but recently the flames are getting out of control.
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[12 May 2008|01:36am]
With your babies breath, breath symphonies, come on sweet catastrophe.
Maybe this time I can follow through, I can feel complete, stop paying dues.
Stop the rain from falling keep my oceans calm this time I know nothing's wrong.
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[12 May 2008|02:02am]
You know concrete colored buildings all grow stale,
You say as I look up dreaming.
I know better than to include the both of us
But I can't sleep when you're gone
And you say what's another day.
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[12 May 2008|02:15am]
I'll be the end of everyone who's ever entered your life and taken pieces of it.
I'll give you enough time to regain your composure to reconstruct a heart that's torn
apart from over-exposure.
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[12 May 2008|03:43am]
"you know what i'm looking forward to the most when i meet you? it's not the sex, it's not the making out. it's being able to look you in the eyes when you tell me you love me."
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[12 May 2008|08:48am]
"i can't see anything that i don't like about you."

"but you will! but you will. you know, you will think of things. and i'll get bored with you and feel trapped, because that's what happens with me."
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[12 May 2008|09:43am]



i wanna break into your heart to see why you want us apart
oh, i'm scared to death to find out what you think of me
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[12 May 2008|09:43am]

I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real.
What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams maybe then you'd know how I feel, but that day will most likely never come for me and it's just my luck to end up getting stuck to everything you are
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[12 May 2008|09:45am]


you know you have hit rock bottom when you are mumbling the words to all his favorite songs.
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[12 May 2008|09:46am]



and sometimes we don't say a thing
just listen to the crickets sing
everything i need is right here by my side
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[12 May 2008|09:47am]



check the phone, just in case
go to bed, dream of you.
yeah. that's what i'm doing these days
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[12 May 2008|09:48am]



i know i could say we're through
and tell myself i'm over you
but even if i made a vow

a promise not to miss you now
and try to hide the truth inside
i'd fail cause i, i just can't live a lie
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[12 May 2008|09:49am]



pound my knuckles hard against the floor
my head against the wall.

but i did this to myself
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[12 May 2008|09:50am]
~ded



breakfast
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[12 May 2008|09:51am]
i pull off your jeans, and you spill jack and coke in my collar. i melt like a witch and scream, "i'm so sorry for everything!"
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[12 May 2008|10:00am]
omfg i do not want to work 11-10 and i have to get out of bed bc my ride is going to leave me
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[12 May 2008|10:04am]
somebody said they might have seen you where the ocean meets the land, so i've been out here all night lookin' for your footprints in the sand. did you hear the ocean singing? baby, did you sing along? as you danced over the water to some old forgotten song. were you even here at all?
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[12 May 2008|11:03am]
"you could have been bethany matthews, delia hopkins, cleopatra - it wouldn't matter. and if you'd grown up with a thousand lemon trees in the middle of the desert, with a cactus instead of a christmas tree and a pet armadillo... well, then, i would have gone to law school at arizona state, i guess. i would have defended illegal aliens crossing the border. but we still would have wound up together, dee. no matter what kind of life i had, you'd be at the end of it."
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ok [12 May 2008|11:06am]
how sexy is ben bailey? srsly.
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[12 May 2008|11:08am]
Please tell me you're just feeling tired, cause if it's more than that I might break.
Out of touch, out of time.
Please send me anything but signals that are mixed,
cause I can't read your rolling eyes. Out of touch, are we out of time?
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[12 May 2008|11:19am]
deanna could you sendspace me that metro station song in your aim profile by chanceeee?:)


NVMD IT IS ON MUSICSHARE TY
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[12 May 2008|11:29am]
I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head,
where I would impress you with every single word I said.
It would come out insightfult, or brave, or smooth, or charming.
And you'd want to call me and I would be there everytime you need me.
I'd be there every time.
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[12 May 2008|11:40am]
i'm watching ps. i love you
and omg i've never cried more in one movie
in my life. i cant stop bawling every 5 minutes. its soo sad.
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[12 May 2008|12:08pm]
i'll never open up my heart
it wasn't made for you
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[12 May 2008|12:27pm]
ty storm. you knocked out my power for like an hour =(
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[12 May 2008|12:37pm]
Songs about LUST or sex? =)

Your tongue is wet with a top secret passion
I hope I am the cause of it
I'll navigate this unsturdy vessel
Filled with a soft sea of pillows and blankets

And I fight the urge to explore
The vastness of your curves I adore
You know I, I hate you
No, I hate you more
You know I, I love you
No, I love you more
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[12 May 2008|12:47pm]
tomorrow is my last day of high school EVER
-happy dance-
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anyone from jersey [12 May 2008|01:21pm]
surf taco for lunch? y/n?
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[12 May 2008|01:31pm]

i wish i could love, and be loved, in big cities
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[12 May 2008|01:47pm]
I've been searching a long time
for someone exactly like you
I've been traveling all around the world
waiting for you to come through.

Someone like you makes it
all worth while

Someone like you keeps
me satisfied.
Someone exactly
like you.
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[12 May 2008|01:50pm]
I'm gonna free fall out into nothing, gonna leave this world for a while.
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[12 May 2008|01:51pm]

twelve o'clock. along the reaches of the street held in a lunar synthesis, whispering lunar incantations dissolve the floors of memory and all its clear relations, its divisions and precisions, every street lamp that i pass beats like a fatalistic drum, and through the spaces of the dark midnight shakes the memory as a madman shakes a dead geranium
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[12 May 2008|01:54pm]
Oh no I can’t let you go,
my little girl

because you’re holding up my world,
So I need you
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[12 May 2008|01:56pm]



if you don't want to talk about it,
that's okay with me,
but i can't pretend i don't know you're hurting
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[12 May 2008|01:57pm]
And all these little things in life they all create this haze
There’s too many things to get done, and I’m running out of days
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[12 May 2008|01:59pm]

"but its hard, really. owning up to what you did, no, it wasn't that. owning up was easy. the hard part was saying the part that came after you admitted you fucked up. the actual two words. "i'm sorry." two tiny little words, but i swear, they'll tear you up like hyenas. i swear."
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[12 May 2008|01:59pm]
Those little things you say
When words mean so much

You never back down
And they all shy away
You always listen to me

And what do I get to get me through these sleepless nights?
And what do I have to hold when no one’s there to hold me tight
And what do I see?
the only thing that gets me through this is what I feel and I feel you
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[12 May 2008|02:00pm]

and it was me & you
and this whole town underwater
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[12 May 2008|02:01pm]
I'm trying hard to breathe now but there's no air in my lungs
There's no one here to talk to and the pain inside is making me numb
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[12 May 2008|02:04pm]

i can't leave you. but you're constantly leaving me. you walk away when you want, you come back when you want. not everyone, not your other friends, but you leave me. so, i'm asking you, if you don't see a future with us. please... please just end it. because i'm in it.

put me out of my misery.
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[12 May 2008|02:07pm]



forget about being honest.
forget about being passionate.
wear that smile like you feel it,
even when you don't.
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[12 May 2008|02:08pm]


please don't worry,
i am doing fine.
you're much too busy
to even find the time.
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[12 May 2008|02:08pm]

take it or leave it she said, leave it at best.
i don't believe in no coincidences
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[12 May 2008|02:09pm]

i could not recall a more perfect fall
cause when i looked up into your eyes
it didn't hurt at all
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[12 May 2008|02:10pm]
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love

And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done

It gets hard but it wont take away my love
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[12 May 2008|02:11pm]





I'm always in the haze of a car crash.
The orange airbag dust covers everything
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[12 May 2008|02:11pm]

did you ever notice that there is always that particular line in that certain song that always stands out in that certain way and reminds you of that one person?
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[12 May 2008|02:11pm]
She says, I got something to say
She knows what she says will change everything
She's laid through so many sleepless nights

She’s crying, she’s crying, she’s crying
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[12 May 2008|02:11pm]
k, for english i have to pick a song that i feel represents or portrays teenagers (positivily or negatively) or has a message for teenagers. any idea?
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[12 May 2008|02:13pm]
I don't know why I gave you my heart
Cause sometimes it feels so wrong
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[12 May 2008|02:13pm]






A long way from from a firework daze
But i still like to burn, burn, burn
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[12 May 2008|02:14pm]



i don't love him.
i don't know that i ever have or ever will.
but when i'm with him,
i can't seem to remember that...
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[12 May 2008|02:15pm]








I wanna be able to eat spaghetti bolognaise,
and not feel bad about it for days and days and days.
In the magazines they talk about weight loss,
If I buy those jeans I can look like
Kate Moss,
Oh no it's not the life I chose,
but I guess that's the way that things go.
Oh Jesus Christ almighty,
Do I feel alright? No not slightly.
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[12 May 2008|02:16pm]
And nevermind the pain
you've put me through


Cause every little thing you say
And every little thing you do
It makes me doubt all of this
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[12 May 2008|02:17pm]
One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting

And you're not something I deserve
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[12 May 2008|02:19pm]
As you turned to walk away
I saw another look in your eye
And even though it hurt like it did

I couldn't let this be your goodbye.

You say that you're sorry
And you say now that it hurts you the same
Is there something here to believe

Or is it just another part of the game?
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[12 May 2008|02:25pm]
And everything I have in this world
and all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.

Just as long as I have you,
right here by me.
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[12 May 2008|02:27pm]
Turn the lights on
pick me up and carry me away from this
I don't want you to love me. I don't want you to love me,
just like they did.


AHH! i'm seeing them next wednesday :)
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[12 May 2008|02:28pm]

"i don't want to be here," you said.
it seems like i almost always have
that effect on everyone.
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[12 May 2008|02:31pm]
This is the story of a girl
Who's pretty face she hid from the world

and while she looks so sad and lonely there

I absolutely love her
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[12 May 2008|02:35pm]
If i am
only here to watch you as you suffer,
I will let you down.
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[12 May 2008|02:35pm]
"why are you doing this?" she spoke, as if not expecting a response. her voice penetrated the still air of our speechless drive, so suddenly that my heart had jumped. "i'm not doing anything," i said, but i didn't even believe that myself. "this is what's best, for me, for you, for us," or maybe just for me i thought, as a tear formed in the pit of her eye. the music poured through the speakers and we were losing ourselves in the cadence. she looked down momentarily and closed her eyes for a bit longer than a standard blink. then she was crying. then she was shouting. then i was shouting, now pouring confessions, having no answers, or solutions,
we barely even knew the questions.
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[12 May 2008|02:43pm]










i want to make something clear.
i don't think i would have been
better off without you.
you are not what went wrong with anything.
you were what saved me and
i want to thank you for that.
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[12 May 2008|02:45pm]
we had a mutual friend and he said,
"you've been talking again,
i'm not responsible for your life falling apart."
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[12 May 2008|02:47pm]
"So now, alone or not, you've got to walk ahead. Thing to remember is if we're all alone, then we're all together in that too."
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[12 May 2008|02:50pm]
p.s
I will always love you.
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[12 May 2008|02:53pm]
"This is my one and only life, and it is a great and terrible and short and endless thing, and none of us come out of it alive"
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[12 May 2008|02:55pm]
well, i swear you spilled into my room last night,
oh, covering me in sheets so tight
that i didn't move,
i just laid around 'til the early afternoon
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[12 May 2008|02:57pm]
'Cause waking up in your arms
Is not the way it used to be
When we were young and in love
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[12 May 2008|03:00pm]
so let me get this straight
you want out
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[12 May 2008|03:04pm]
Jenny.
come here.
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[12 May 2008|03:04pm]
Breathe in, breathe out,
Move on and break down,

If everyone goes away, i will stay.
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[12 May 2008|03:06pm]
Tonight I will sit next to you
to see if you act like we're through

to make you laugh is all I want

I'll hold you while tears fill our eyes
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[12 May 2008|03:08pm]
The silence scares us more than leaving could
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[12 May 2008|03:09pm]
All you need is a modest house in a modest neighborhood
In a modest town where honest people dwell
Making the cleanest energy for the greenest plants to grow
Richest soil that is drenched with the freshest rain
Then you should sit in your backyard
Watch clouds peak over the tallest mountain tops

Cuz they unveil honest opinions about the stars
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[12 May 2008|03:10pm]



you're waiting for someone to put you together.
you're waiting for someone to push you away.
there's always another wound to discover.
there's always something more you wish he'd say.
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[12 May 2008|03:21pm]



i know i promised you forever,
is there no stronger word i can use to
reassure you when the storm is raging outside?
you're my safest place to hide.
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[12 May 2008|03:29pm]




if it feels to good to be true,
then it probably is.
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[12 May 2008|03:34pm]

if for one minute you think you're better than a sixteen year old girl in a green day t-shirt, you are sorely mistaken. remember the first time you went to a show and saw your favorite band. you wore their shirt, and sang every word. you didn't know anything about scene politics, haircuts, or what was cool. all you knew was that this music made you feel different from anyone you shared a locker with. someone finally understood you.
this is what music is about.
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[12 May 2008|03:36pm]




once something dies,
you can't make it live.
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[12 May 2008|03:36pm]
love makes you do the wacky
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[12 May 2008|03:38pm]
i don't know who i'm kidding,
imagining you care...
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[12 May 2008|03:38pm]
no more sleepless midnights,
no more thinking i might,
get in the car, drive my broken heart,
down your street and cry.
i'm so much stronger.
baby, i'm no longer holding on,
holding on like before.
i'm not singing sad songs anymore.
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[12 May 2008|03:40pm]

sometimes i find myself running from love, i want to push anyone away who tries, because honestly, i'd feel horrible if anyone had to deal with the fucked up mess i am. to be with me would be a chore, maybe at first they wouldn't see it; maybe they wouldn't want to. but i am nothing great, i am no prodigy of humanity, i'm just a fucked up girl with a lot of heart, no direction and barely any stability. so for anyone who wants to try, i'll deny you and deny you again until you finally cease. i'm saving you a tremendous burden, trust me "please don't love me," is all you'll hear from me. i'm better off alone, i've been so good at it, how could i stop now? "please don't love me," i'm really telling you to never leave me alone.
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[12 May 2008|03:45pm]










i was a loner until there were no friends left.
and before someone offered me drugs,
you know i was straightedge.
and everyone's quit till you offer them a cigarette.
before we learn our lessons,
let's see how bad things can get.
and i'll drink myself to death,
or at least i'll drink myself to sleep.
chainsmoke my way through the gaps in between
my aspirations and my apathy.
as we drive past the last exit to home, i am waving goodbye.
and i might be sleeping in the ditch tonight,
but it's alright,
because whiskey is my kind of lullaby.
i was sober all morning until i woke up this afternoon.
and before someone offered me a job,
i was gonna get one soon.
and everyone in this town sleeps
till the calendar collides with june.
before the booze wears off,
let's take another shot or two.

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[12 May 2008|03:51pm]
yes, i'm well aware that you have called.
and to tell you the truth,
i'm a little surprised by it all.
'cause you're the one who chose this,
with everything that you did.
so now it’s your turn to fall,
i'm gonna watch you fall and...
how does it feel?
knowing that what i felt was real,
but still you gave me the run around.
just to watch my face hit the ground, hit the ground,
and how do you sleep?
knowing you took everything i believed in,
and shot it all to hell.
i can't forgive and forget but despite the fact,
i think i'm taking it well,
baby, tell me how does it feel?
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[12 May 2008|03:55pm]
there's a line of fire in the sand
that we drew to keep the world from getting in
every time that we'd reach out,
we wind up burned
and that's a lesson that don’t take too long to learn
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[12 May 2008|04:03pm]
The 21st. comes so soon every month
An anniversary of not being strong enough

You're much too co-dependent
A shrink is recommended


Your father tells you to try to be responsible

Your mother loves you, but not the way she did before

Your brother's torn to pieces
But no one knows the reasons


He loves the winter, but it smells too much like memories
The ornament she gave him still hangs from his Christmas tree
A jingle bell will glisten
That's when she loved to kiss him


So say farewell to all the little things she would say and do
The morning, sleepy eyed girl waves goodbye to you

You're much to co-dependent
A shrink is recommended

Yeah...

But yeah, who are the people you hang around with?
Who are the ones you're gonna call?

When you feel like ending it all?
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[12 May 2008|04:14pm]
And I'm still asleep but I can hear the piano
When you make breakfast after 10
And I smell the coffee on your fingers
I still smell the perfume in the bed
The crushed linen roses on everything

And you're still inside my head


You gotta make her know how it feels to miss you
Let her know you're swapping sides

You're not the one with all the problems
You're the one with all the pride

So just pick your head up boy, and
Walk away
Walk the coolest walk that you know

Cause in a month or two she'll call you

You gotta hang up the phone
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[12 May 2008|04:17pm]
If what you're seeing is an open book,
that's great 'cause I'm an open book.

But I'm real shy.
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[12 May 2008|04:19pm]
I'm leaving you here my darling,
to search for a better and easy way out.
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[12 May 2008|04:34pm]
i wanna hold your haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand.
=]
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[12 May 2008|04:41pm]
baby's good to me, you know she's happy as can be.
you know she said so.
I'm in love with her and i feel fineeeeeeee.
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[12 May 2008|05:00pm]
i'm so lucky to have had the chance to love this much.
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[12 May 2008|05:02pm]
she could've cried,
but she didn't have time.
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[12 May 2008|05:14pm]
and the voice said,
neighbor, there's a million reasons
why you should be glad in all four seasons.
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[12 May 2008|05:24pm]
i'll make some coffee,
put on some eyeliner,
i think i'll find that things are fine,
and they're gonna get much finer.
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[12 May 2008|05:29pm]

In a bullet proof vest
With the windows all closed
I'll be doing my best
I'll see you soon
In a telescope lens
And when all you want is friends
I'll see you soon
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[12 May 2008|05:37pm]







he and i had something beautiful
but so dysfunctional, it couldn't last
i loved him so but i let him go
because i knew he'd never love me back.
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[12 May 2008|05:38pm]
i've got all these good intentions. i just don't have the time.
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[12 May 2008|05:40pm]





this is no place for me.
such hard faces in smoke
the smell lingers in my clothes,
it's a bad night to be alone
but that's the way it goes.
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[12 May 2008|05:44pm]
So I've been doing environmental research for the past three hours and thought this was a really interesting fact: "“the population has grown more since 1950 than it did during the previous four million years”
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[12 May 2008|05:45pm]
I was leaving but I'm coming back
Since your heart should be with mine
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[12 May 2008|05:50pm]
cause i'm proud of my life and the things that i have done, proud of myself and the loner i've become, you're free to whine it will not get you far. i do just fine with my car and my guitar.
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[12 May 2008|05:51pm]
"Don't tell me you still fancy yourself a princess? Child, look around you! Or better yet, look in the mirror."

"I am a princess. All girls are. Even if they live in tiny old attics. Even if they dress in rags, even if they aren't pretty, or smart, or young. They're still princesses. All of us. Didn't your father ever tell you that? Didn't he?"
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[12 May 2008|05:57pm]
Someone who thought
They're the only one that mattered
While my heart got shattered like romantic roadkill
My heart is all splattered your ego got fatter
And I hope that you're flattered
Cause you broke this down
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[12 May 2008|06:16pm]
it's scary outside D:
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[12 May 2008|06:23pm]
it's beginning to get to me
that i know more of the stars and sea
than i do of what's in your head
barely touching in our cold bed
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[12 May 2008|06:35pm]
nikki i have we are the champions lolol
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[12 May 2008|06:55pm]
gahh prom is soo stressful!
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[12 May 2008|07:44pm]
I've wasted more time dreaming than living.
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[12 May 2008|07:46pm]






So don't tell me cause I already know that
nothing in the world would mean a single thing,
unless you are here with me and I've shared it with you.
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[12 May 2008|07:46pm]
DES
Time Machine
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[12 May 2008|07:48pm]
I'm so in love with you
I just don't know what I should do
I'll do nothing, I'll just dream
I never seem to get it right
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[12 May 2008|07:49pm]
there is no trace of a healing.
your falling tears ignite this selfish feeling.
it keeps me warm to know you're not content.
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[12 May 2008|07:51pm]
These words are coming out slowly and I mean it when I say I need you
this war won't end
you keep your heart where I can barely reach it and yet it's right in front of me
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[12 May 2008|07:52pm]
But I can't control myself,
You're making such a fool of me,
Now I've decided we're just friends.
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[12 May 2008|07:53pm]
Why don't you use your knives,
Continue to stick them in my face
Leave them to be our memories
That I plan to lose
Just like I lost you
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[12 May 2008|07:54pm]
What if tomorrow never comes
How will I know you loved me?
I just need something to live for
So I'll never die again.
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[12 May 2008|07:54pm]
lmaolmao
I made a purse out of kool-aid jammers! :]
http://i34.photobucket.com/albums/d104/punkroxprincess/heaven009.jpg
lolll
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[12 May 2008|07:55pm]
why can't I take back all the time that I wasted on you
and use on friends that won't bring me down
because every time it seems the same way
and I know that they're there for me and they hate to see I'm ruined
so give me one good reason why you're still in love
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[12 May 2008|07:57pm]
i can't stop crying over us having to put my dog to sleep. we had her for fifteen years. this house is so empty without her :(
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[12 May 2008|08:09pm]

last night i was sure that i was with a 10
then this morning when i saw those kankles,
i had to think again
oh, i will not be ashamed [ be ashamed ]
to walk the crowded streets alone
in yesterday's outfit and cologne
oh, how i'll push through the day
in my tiny ruffled mini skirt

and some guy's extra large t-shirt
oh, i will not be ashamed
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[12 May 2008|08:11pm]
"I was just on this wild ride where I thought that I was in love enough for the both of us."
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[12 May 2008|08:11pm]
you are the earth beneath my feet
you are my gravity
cause lately i've been tired and inunspired
cause lately i've been tired, oh so tired
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[12 May 2008|08:19pm]
Ignoring what we've felt,
Overlooking what we've done,
No awkward silences, no hiding any truths
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[12 May 2008|08:19pm]
nikki when you get all those songs together will you post a zip in music_share or at least a link to all of them bc i can't download them now but i really want them for my grad party. pls and ty.
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[12 May 2008|08:22pm]
meet me in outerspace
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[12 May 2008|08:22pm]
She loves me, she loves me not.
He repeated to himself over and over.
These petals decide what's next for you and I...
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[12 May 2008|08:22pm]
all i see are dark grey clouds in the distance, moving closer with every hour. so when you ask, "is something wrong?" i think, "you're damn right there is, but we can't talk about it now."
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[12 May 2008|08:23pm]
Your cold pale skin and tainted purple lips
Let me embrace you with this kiss
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[12 May 2008|08:23pm]
And I'm high enough from all the waiting
To ride a wave on your inhaling
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[12 May 2008|08:25pm]

what makes your heart beat faster?
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[12 May 2008|08:26pm]
Don't let this die, we may never fall in love again
It's hard but worth the wait when it's over
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[12 May 2008|08:30pm]
as if i would care for someone other than you...
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[12 May 2008|08:32pm]
Nothing is perfect, but it has to be someday
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[12 May 2008|08:34pm]

baby

you make my heart beat faster.

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[12 May 2008|08:41pm]
OMGGGG STUPID COMMERCIALS I HATE YOU !
how good is this episode so far. i hope that hoe gets a smack down!
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