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[05 May 2008|12:20am] |
Ain't it just a bitch?
What a pain, well it's all a crying shame.
What left to do but complain?
Better find someone to blame
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[05 May 2008|05:37am] |
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my curly hair and a voting booth. confessingly, this is the first time i've loved you. and god, i mean it. god, i mean it. i hope that i mean it.
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[05 May 2008|08:21am] |
sometimes I wonder who he's picturing
when he looks at me and smiles.
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[05 May 2008|08:23am] |
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hai guis im in the library hiding from my friends :'(
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[05 May 2008|08:42am] |
cause you will never find nobody like me
one day you're gonna see
shoulda never let me go
cause i loved you so
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[05 May 2008|08:44am] |
ugh. time for classes.
journal pls while i'm gone?
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[05 May 2008|08:54am] |
Blotch the face, blood vessels
Broken heart and canvas skin
Write it all out you won’t ever quite describe it
Loaned to father for weekends and given back without the interest
Trivialize memories, dumb it down to make it fit
Syllables, grammatical, read and rewrite for the reader
All the bitter nights in my room alone
They won’t know all my secret problems
Or the love that overcame us both
An untold twenty-two year story
So it’s one tale and then another, I was saying earlier
A Guarded head shapes the face and heart
So loss ain’t bad
I’m trading processing for sleep
So it don’t seem sad that I’m losing you
When are you coming home?
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[05 May 2008|09:33am] |
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The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source of all true art and science. He to whom this emotion is a stranger, who can no longer pause to wonder and stand rapt in awe, is as good as dead: his eyes are closed.
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[05 May 2008|09:36am] |
eyes that long to see you, ears that listen to hear you, lips that yearn to kiss you, a heart that beats to love you, arms that ache to hold you, hands that need to touch you, a body that lives to fulfill you, a spirit that dies without you.
That's, that's ... love.
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[05 May 2008|10:06am] |
And then you'll rain down upon all of their blasphemies,
creeping catastrophes always awaiting you.
Baiting and blathering, all that you've gathered
will crumble together around you again.
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[05 May 2008|10:10am] |
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Move to the other coast 3,000 miles away and then I'll sing so you know I'm making my way across these purple moutain majesties, torch in hand ready to burn these amber waves of distain.
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[05 May 2008|10:19am] |
Please, oh please believe
In anyone but me
I'm somewhere in between
Oh, who I am and who I want to be
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[05 May 2008|10:23am] |
This is a city for not sleeping,
and the clocks are set by feel.
At this moment from where I sit,
none of it seems real.
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[05 May 2008|10:25am] |
you came and saved me tonight
defending all my life
now im content with my breathe
cuz im alive
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[05 May 2008|10:26am] |
i am unraveling unbearably empty
and if this ground gives way
i just hope that you catch me
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[05 May 2008|10:26am] |
If i told you things i did before
told you how i used to be
would you go along with someone like me
if you knew my story word for word
had all of my history
would you go along with someone like me?
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[05 May 2008|10:27am] |
i would like to thank you
for showing me a part of myself
that i have never seen
yea, we were young and dumb
but it was still fun
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[05 May 2008|10:31am] |
Everything I said last night when we were in the car
Telling you I knew I knew I knew that we would make it far
Everyone in this town will see
Someone like you could be with someone like me
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[05 May 2008|10:34am] |
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can anybody find me somebody to love?
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[05 May 2008|10:35am] |
i will sleep another day
i dont really need to anyway
whats the point when my dreams are infected
with words you used to say
i will breathe in a moment
as long as i keep my distance
i wouldnt want to go messing anything up
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[05 May 2008|11:21am] |
well you done done me and you bet i felt it
i tried to be chill but you're so hot that i melted
i fell right thru the cracks
and now im tryin to get back
before the cool done run out
i'll be givin it my bestest
nothings goin to stop me
but divine intervention
i reckon its again my turn
to win some or learn some
i wont hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, im yours
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[05 May 2008|11:22am] |
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i want you to know that i'm not giving up
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[05 May 2008|11:23am] |
look into your heart and you'll find
love love love
listen to the music of the moment
maybe sing with me
a la peaceful melody
its your god forsaken right to be
loved love loved love loved
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[05 May 2008|11:23am] |
no please, dont complicate
our time is short
this is our fate
im yours
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[05 May 2008|11:24am] |
I color the sky with you
I let you choose the blue.
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[05 May 2008|12:48pm] |
This is another late night that I'll never get back.
It reminds me of those warm summer nights.
I was drunk on time, or the lack thereof.
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[05 May 2008|12:54pm] |
as i lay me down tonight,
i close my eyes
what a beautiful sight.
sleeping to dream about you,
and i'm so damn tired
of having to live without you.
but i, i don't mind.
i'm sleeping to dream about you
and i'm so tired.
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[05 May 2008|01:03pm] |
Tangled heartstrings and the sky singed pink.
There is no tomorrow or the day after.
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[05 May 2008|01:31pm] |
"Tell me who he is, tell me who he is."
"Shut up."
"It kills you, doesn't it?"
"Shut up."
"Let it out!"
"Shut up!"
"Tell me who he is, so I don't feel alone!"
"He's the only one I ever loved,
and he doesn't want me anymore!
Do you feel better?"
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[05 May 2008|01:44pm] |
Please take me out of my body
Up through the palm trees
To smell california in sweet hypocrisy
Float in my senses, surround my body
I wake my nose to smell that ocean burn
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[05 May 2008|01:46pm] |
This is what I get for wanting more.
For wanting more.
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[05 May 2008|01:52pm] |
Yesterday, around 4am, I thought about you for a minute or two,
I know it's no good.
I feel so lonely sleeping without you.
How come your arms are not around me?
I said i'm the one, the one to hold you.
But I guess she said that, too.
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[05 May 2008|01:59pm] |
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"We loved each other. That was never the question. It's just that we couldn't figure out how to stop making each other desperately, shriekingly, soul-punishingly miserable."
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[05 May 2008|02:04pm] |
"Do you know what they say? They say you're a whore. Once they've all sampled you,
they'll toss you aside like a used rag. The men you love don't want you. Your father doesn't want you. Professor Dunbar. Everybody knows that you hide outside his house. It must be torturous running after
a man who doesn't care about you....Who's in love with someone else, who hates you. He hates you! And it hurts! ....He doesn't want me. He doesn't sleep with me. He..."
:'[
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[05 May 2008|02:10pm] |
call me on the phone,
but you don't even wanna talk.
staring at me from across the room,
but turn your back when i walk up.
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[05 May 2008|02:19pm] |
a switch got hit somewhere back in my mind. just then i realized there what i have to do, because i couldn't stand to look at you across another crowded room and know that you would not be mine
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[05 May 2008|02:45pm] |
When it seems like the world around you's breaking. And it feels like there's no one else around you. And it's quiet. There's a silence in the darkness. And it sounds like the carnival is over. As you walk, in the crowded empty spaces.And you stare at the emptiness around you, you wanna go to the city and the bright lights get away from the sinners that surround you. Cause I will be there. And you will be there. We'll find each other in the dark. And you will see. And I'll see you too. cause we'll be together in the dark.
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[05 May 2008|03:17pm] |
i am a prisoner in the sunlight
you are my cellmate in the darkness
there's a box full of mix tapes
with titles you came up with
they can show us where we came from
but not how to get back there
listening to the songs can't heal my broken fingers
it's just weight for the anchor to keep your ship here
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[05 May 2008|03:19pm] |
Nobody wanna see us together. But it don't matter no. 'Cause I got you babe. 'Cause we gonna fight. Oh yes we gonna fight. Believe we gonna fight. We gonna fight fight for our right to love. Nobody wanna see us together Nobody thought we'd last forever. I feel 'em hopin' and prayin'. Things between us don't get better. Men steady comin' after you. Women steady comin' after me. Seem like everybody wanna go for self and don't wanna respect boundaries. Tellin' you all those lies just to get on your side. But I must admit there was a couple secrets I held inside. But just know that I tried to always apologize. a nd I'ma have you first always in my heart. Got every right to wanna leave. Got every right to wanna go. Got every right to hit the road. And never talk to me no more. You don't even have to call. Even check for me at all.Because the way I been actin' lately has been off the wall especially toward you.
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[05 May 2008|03:25pm] |
don't you know you're the one that makes me smile? baby look into my eyes. oh can't you see what i feel? you are everything i need.
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[05 May 2008|03:31pm] |
let everybody see that i love you and you love me. i kiss your lips and close my eyes. take you away to paradise.
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[05 May 2008|04:40pm] |
breathe hope in me.
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[05 May 2008|05:12pm] |
i’m putting this night down to bed
cause i was sitting at the bar
hoping you’re walk in the door
that says killian’s red
cause i left you a note that said
come on out and we’ll both get
right off of our heads
and float up off the chair
we’ll go on vacation tonight
under a sun of neon light
and i almost love this town
when i’m by your side
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[05 May 2008|05:30pm] |
but you don't love me,
no, you don't love me anymore.
and i know as soon as you walk out that door
train's a comin', river's runnin'
train's a comin', river's runnin'
pain's a comin', tears are runnin'.
yeah that's kind of the way i'm feelin',
knowin' i couldn't stop your leavin'.
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[05 May 2008|05:52pm] |
you're gonna miss this,
you're gonna want this back.
you're gonna wish these days
hadn't gone by so fast.
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[05 May 2008|06:14pm] |
and underneath your ribs
they'll find a heart-shaped locket
an old photograph
of you in daddy's arms
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[05 May 2008|06:21pm] |
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all i wanna do is make love to youuuuuu
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[05 May 2008|06:23pm] |
try to understand
i'm still mesmerized and mystified with you
but its no simple plan
cuz i dont even know what to feel or do
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[05 May 2008|06:28pm] |
Goddamn you half-Japanese girls
Do it to me every time
Oh, the redhead said you shred the cello
And I'm jello, baby
You won't talk, won't look, won't think of me
I'm the epitome of Public Enemy
Why you wanna go and do me like that?
Come down on the street and dance with me
I'm a lot like you so please
Hello, I'm here, I'm waiting
I think I'd be good for you
And you'd be good for me
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[05 May 2008|06:31pm] |
Words cant express,
the impact you've made on me,
In my entire life.
And all i can say is that I love you,
For everything it serves out.
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[05 May 2008|06:35pm] |
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I'm losing touch, and it's obvious.
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[05 May 2008|06:38pm] |
Here's to the fast times; the times we felt alive;
to all the nights that we forgot to get back home.
Stay seventeen,
the party scene has got the best of me and you,
we've got to let this go...
Drink up last call before the sunrise sets the scene,
of empty bottles, heavy hearts,
the memories of broken dreams...
We were so tired yet so alive,
wrapped up in lies like sheets of another one night stand
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[05 May 2008|06:42pm] |
catch my breath pick myself up off the floor
one more drink, a nervous breakdown, then another war
oh, you can never get too low when youre so damn high
on the blessed hellride
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[05 May 2008|06:48pm] |
I really want you to sigh,
never in tune just sigh.
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[05 May 2008|06:48pm] |
OH SHIT, shake that ass while moving like a gyp-sy,
stop, whoa, back it up now let me see ya hips SWING!
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[05 May 2008|06:52pm] |
So you buried all your lover's clothes
and burned the letters lover wrote,
but it doesn't make it any better.
Does it make it any better?
And the plaster dented from your fist
in the hall where you had your first kiss
reminds you that the memories will fade.
So this is strange,
our sidestepping has come to be a brilliant dance
where nobody leads at all,
where nobody leads at all.
And the picture frames are facing down
and the ringing from this empty sound
is deafening and keeping you from sleep.
And breathing is a foreign task
and thinking's just too much to ask
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[05 May 2008|06:53pm] |
well, i've been down so goddamn long.
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[05 May 2008|06:55pm] |
I wish there was something inside me,
to keep you beside me.
And say,
what you really feel.
You know i need,
something that's real.
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[05 May 2008|06:56pm] |
Oh, love me, love me, love me, love me, love me, love me, love me, love me.
I'll be anybody you want me to be.
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[05 May 2008|06:57pm] |
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Did my heart love until now cause i feel as though i've never seen beauty till this night. i'm forever, yeah, i'm forever yours. you're wearing your skin like it's too tight. and after all; with that takes some pride be the one that she installs. and after all; we were infinite for a moment. yes, that one girl here that we'll be there by her conscious. in a world where every girl wants to be a model. what's wrong babe? did daddy not give you enough attention?
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[05 May 2008|06:58pm] |
Every day, every day
You save my life
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[05 May 2008|07:00pm] |
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Come on love run with me, get the hell out of this town so we can get a better feel for each other.
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[05 May 2008|07:00pm] |
And it's still so hard to be who you are,
so you play this part,
the show goes on.
You've come this far with a broken heart,
yeah you've come this far,
and you've broken.
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[05 May 2008|07:03pm] |
i never wanted anything the way that i want you
but my words don't seem to matter
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[05 May 2008|07:05pm] |
I am afraid right now
I don't wanna let you down
And I am the one who can't be saved
The only thing I say
I am afraid right now
What if I can't get out?
What if I don't want to be saved?
This is me afraid
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[05 May 2008|07:06pm] |
Give me an hour,
I'll give you your dream
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[05 May 2008|07:06pm] |
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I got a letter from the army. So I think that I'll enlist. I'm not brave or proud of nothing. I just want to kill something.
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[05 May 2008|07:07pm] |
Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there?
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[05 May 2008|07:09pm] |
well it's so hard to be a friend
and be in love this way
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[05 May 2008|07:09pm] |
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I never left you in a sandstorm. I never left you for a second at all. You're still chasing him.
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[05 May 2008|07:09pm] |
when i fly solo
i fly so high
don't touch me now
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[05 May 2008|07:12pm] |
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I stapled my finger today. =/ I never rly thought it actually was possible.
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[05 May 2008|07:13pm] |
skip the elevator,
head straight toward the stairs,
lipstick shades on pillowcases,
loving lasts together here.
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[05 May 2008|07:16pm] |
you say that love is blind
well I say open up your eyes
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[05 May 2008|07:16pm] |
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I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now.
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[05 May 2008|07:19pm] |
Then I see you standing there
wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
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[05 May 2008|07:19pm] |
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I miss you more than you know, but I know time makes you move on.
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[05 May 2008|07:21pm] |
So just give me one good reason
Tell me why I should stay
'Cause I don't wanna waste another moment
in saying things we never meant to say
And I Take it just a little bit
I hold my breath and count to ten
I've been waiting for a chance to let you in
If I just breathe
Let it fill the space between
I'll know everything is alright
Breathe
Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
If I just breathe
Well it's all so overrated
In not saying how you feel
So you end up watching chances fade
And wondering what's real
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[05 May 2008|07:22pm] |
I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying
And your hands they shake with goodbyes
And I'll take you back if you'd have me
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[05 May 2008|07:25pm] |
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She whispers to me, I was meant to be free, this life that we built is deadly. She crawls from my bed, runs a comb 'cross her head. She crawls to the train and drives herself home.
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[05 May 2008|07:28pm] |
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crying to the mulan soundtrack atm? wtf lmfao :(
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[05 May 2008|07:28pm] |
And I don't know
This could break my heart or save me
Nothings real
Until you let go completely
So here I go with all my thoughts I've been saving
So here I go with all my fears weighing on me
Three months and I'm still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
But I know it's never really over
And I don't know
I could crash and burn but maybe
At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me
So I won't worry about my timing, I want to get it right
No comparing, second guessing, no not this time
Three months and I'm still breathing
Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in but I know
It's never really over
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[05 May 2008|07:30pm] |
It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
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[05 May 2008|07:33pm] |
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wipe that smile off your fucking face
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[05 May 2008|07:33pm] |
In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun...
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed
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[05 May 2008|07:35pm] |
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head
I miss you, I miss you
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[05 May 2008|07:40pm] |
all your friends seem like enemies,
when you're broken down and empty.
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[05 May 2008|07:44pm] |
If you just realize what I just realized,
then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.
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[05 May 2008|07:44pm] |
my options for tonight:
fireball - gin
help!?
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[05 May 2008|07:46pm] |
I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I’m sure
There’s no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours
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[05 May 2008|07:50pm] |
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you may feel alone when you're falling asleep, and everytime tears roll down your cheeks. but i know your heart belongs to someone you've yet to meet. someday you will be loved. you'll be loved, you'll be loved, like you never have known. the memories of me will seem more like bad dreams. just a series of blurs, like i never occurred. someday you will be loved.
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[05 May 2008|07:50pm] |
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i feel like somethings really wrong. i just feel off, my head is pounding.. the back of my neck hurts. i feel really dizzy!
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[05 May 2008|07:56pm] |
don't you miss the rush of falling in love at the wrong time?
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[05 May 2008|07:57pm] |
this might sound crazy;
but I don't know how to let you go.
it's hard to keep on fighting
when all you know is losing.
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[05 May 2008|07:59pm] |
bye bye, beautiful
don't bother to write
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[05 May 2008|07:59pm] |
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i woke up to my cold sheets and the smell of new jersey. when do i get to wake up to you?
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[05 May 2008|08:00pm] |
and i'll be here by the ocean
just waiting for proof that there's sunsets & silhouette dreams
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[05 May 2008|08:02pm] |
Have you even been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life. You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' or 'how very perceptive' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.
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[05 May 2008|08:04pm] |
it seems the only blessin' i have left to my name is not knowin' what we could have been, or what we should have been.
:/
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[05 May 2008|08:06pm] |
"i'm confessing that i don't know if i'm ready for this."
"what is 'this'?"
being open. being hurt. liking. not being liked.
seeing the flicker on. seeing the flicker off.
leaping. falling. crashing.
"Norah, i don't know if i'm ready for Norah."
"there's no such thing as ready. there's only willing"
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[05 May 2008|08:07pm] |
my heart literally aches, that shit is not made up; it hurts for an unexpected, brief time warp of suddenly wanting and longing and believing, but then not having.
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[05 May 2008|08:07pm] |
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well, if this is love, then it's hard to say, with your notes and your books and your reaching away.
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[05 May 2008|08:08pm] |
it started off "hey cutie, where ya from?"
and then it turned into "oh no, what have i done?!"
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[05 May 2008|08:09pm] |
Life is the ability to feel so happy, you think your insides are going to explode. It's being so upset or disappointed, you feel as if your stomach just dropped ten feet out of place. It's running so hard, you can barely breathe. It's the feeling of panic when you know you've been caught doing something wrong. It's having that sudden rush before you kiss someone you care about. It's opening your eyes and feeling them sting because you spent the whole night crying. It's letting people go because new ones come in, and all the while realizing that life doesn't have a purpose unless you let it.
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[05 May 2008|08:10pm] |
suddenly, between sheeds and eyelids
i am reminded why i don't do this
i fall in love far too quickly
i never want him to forget me
when you're gone, will you call?
will you write?
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[05 May 2008|08:11pm] |
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breathe in tight, this is going to hurt
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[05 May 2008|08:11pm] |
i'm always here
i've walked you home
then headed for my own
until, again, i'm needed
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[05 May 2008|08:11pm] |
I said, "I've got to be honest,
I've been waiting for you all of my life."
For so long I thought I was asylum bound,
But just seeing you makes me think twice.
And being with you here makes me sane.
I fear I'll go crazy if you leave my side.
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[05 May 2008|08:13pm] |
'Cause it's a guilty pleasure
Deciding whether you were ever mine or not
But the truth's apparent
That you weren't ever mine to start
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[05 May 2008|08:15pm] |
What will it take to make you understand that I
I'm not lying when I say I need you
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[05 May 2008|08:15pm] |
12 more days of school left! :]
I can't wait to graduate.
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[05 May 2008|08:16pm] |
So make me promises, girl, the kind I know you can't keep
And while I'm losing my mind, I hope you're home finding sleep.
But you and I both know that that's not the case
Because the look on your face gives all your secrets away.
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[05 May 2008|08:17pm] |
Chaos Inject tear it out
Massive Defect rip it apart
Plastic Messiah tear it out
Create Desire eat the heart
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[05 May 2008|08:17pm] |
tick tock
you're not a clock,
you're a time bomb, baby
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[05 May 2008|08:20pm] |
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~journal ♥
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[05 May 2008|08:21pm] |
And I am walking out in the rain, and I am listening to the low moan of the dial tone again, and I am getting nowhere with you and I can't let it go, and I can't get through.
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[05 May 2008|08:23pm] |
so let's make a list of who we need
it's not much, if anything
let's make a list of who we need
and we'll throw it away
cause we don't need anyone
no, we don't need anyone.
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[05 May 2008|08:23pm] |
I don't blame you for questioning why people fall in love.
It's all the things you were taught to run from.
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[05 May 2008|08:24pm] |
So carve your apologies in your wrists
Let the guilt drip from your fingertips
I'm on to you, we're on to you
Now wrap this excuse around your neck
And I'll kick the chair out from your legs
I'm on to you, we're on to you
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[05 May 2008|08:26pm] |
letsmakeaa SCENE: http://www.usa-flowers.com/nosegay.htm
letsmakeaa SCENE: i want one of those but A LOT CHEAPER for mine ok
hardcorecorey: a gay nose?
letsmakeaa SCENE: ......?
letsmakeaa SCENE: no go to the site
letsmakeaa SCENE: lmao
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[05 May 2008|08:28pm] |
But tonight I'll wait until I know you're fast asleep
to poison you with memories of you and me
I pray you die slowly so I can be the last thing you see
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[05 May 2008|08:29pm] |
it's funny, i like me best with a broken heart
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[05 May 2008|08:31pm] |
I've learned that no matter how badly your heart is broken, the world won't stop for you
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[05 May 2008|08:32pm] |
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Just drop an acid tab in grandma's tea
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[05 May 2008|08:32pm] |
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lost in this moment.
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[05 May 2008|08:33pm] |
Grace's amazing hands, they're ugly,
They're bruised by the blows that I have blown.
She knows well I don't deserve her,
But she laughs and says, "That's the way love goes."
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[05 May 2008|08:34pm] |
It's nine o'clock on a saturday, the regular crowd shuffles in. There's an old man sitting next to me, making love to his tonic and gin. He says, "Son, can you play me a memory, I'm not really sure how it goes but it's sad and it's sweet and I knew it, sing us a song, you're the piano man, sing us a song tonight."
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[05 May 2008|08:35pm] |
Please forgive me
If I act a little strange
For I know not what I do.
Feels like lightning running through my veins
Every time I look at you
Every time I look at you
Help me out here
All my words are falling short
And there's so much I want to say
Want to tell you just how good it feels
When you look at me that way
When you look at me that way
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[05 May 2008|08:36pm] |
Is anyone worried about the food shortage?
idk whats really going on with that but the grocery store is practically empty :\
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[05 May 2008|08:36pm] |
It's starting to make sense,
She's covered in finger prints
From her lips to her hips
All I wanted was one more kiss
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[05 May 2008|08:36pm] |
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i remember how you held me the night my father died.
i didn't have to tell you, i just broke down and cried.
you're sewn into the fabric, the pieces of my life,
and i just can't remember why we said goodbye.
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[05 May 2008|08:40pm] |
And every time I think of him it makes me sick
And I don't wanna know just what happened then
In the van right in front of my house
That's where you sold me out,
You didn't have a clue
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[05 May 2008|08:41pm] |
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crying can't carry you back to me.
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[05 May 2008|08:42pm] |
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journal? maybe possibly?
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[05 May 2008|08:42pm] |
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she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind.
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[05 May 2008|08:43pm] |
When I get back home I know that you'll be gone.
with all the memories of me you had
locked here in this box.
And I'll start to think of everything we had.
I was always there for you
I asked for nothing in return I swear, I swear.
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[05 May 2008|08:45pm] |
How can I say I love you back,
You never made me happy.
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[05 May 2008|08:46pm] |
Pretend it's not forever,
I'll pull myself together
I'll say that I'll forget her,
I'll breathe.
And I'll say she never hurt me,
And look at it as learning,
And laugh about the good and the bad.
Because I won't live forever
We don't belong together,
I know I'll feel better,
One day when I can make it through.
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[05 May 2008|08:46pm] |
leave me out with the waste
this is not what i do
it's the wrong kind of place
to be thinking of you
it's the wrong time
for somebody new
it's a small crime
and i've got no excuse
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[05 May 2008|08:46pm] |
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i can't believe i spoke to you that way
and i'm trying to forget the words i heard you say.
how our two hearts are holding this much hate and blame,
i don't know, i don't know, but i know i can't remember,
no, i don't know the reason why we ever started fighthing anymore.
if we could just lose the temper, find a way to be more tender,
our love is just too strong to ignore, and that's worth fighting for.
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[05 May 2008|08:50pm] |
when i was nineteen i thew my stuff in the car,
headed up to the rockies, got a job at this bar
selling beer to the locals, just barely getting by
on the tips from the rich kids there on daddy's dime.
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[05 May 2008|08:52pm] |
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I want to make a car that runs on water ok.
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[05 May 2008|08:52pm] |
sometimes i wish that i was a cold beer
i'd rest assured that you would hold me near
i'd be guaranteed to be just what you need
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[05 May 2008|08:52pm] |
Putting up a losing fight
I'll never see this end tonight
The thought of just one dream it consumes me
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[05 May 2008|08:59pm] |
the memories are bittersweet;
the taste you leave is still stuck in my mouth
i want to touch you, want to breathe you
say, "fuck you, i don't need you - get out right now"
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[05 May 2008|09:04pm] |
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what i am to you, you do not need.
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[05 May 2008|09:06pm] |
when i watch you, i wanna do you
right where you're standing
right on the foyer,
on this dark day
right in plain view.
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[05 May 2008|09:08pm] |
we might kiss when we are alone
when nobody's watching, we might take it home
we might make out when nobody's there
it's not that we're scared
it's just that it's delicate
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[05 May 2008|09:10pm] |
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holy fucking shit @ gossip girl
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[05 May 2008|09:11pm] |
hallelujah ripped through my veins
i heard the hammer drop, my blood in the rain
hallelujah came like a train
when all is lost, all is left to gain
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