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[15 Apr 2008|12:00am]
night! :]
nikki feel better plz :[

love you all
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[15 Apr 2008|12:01am]

haven't had a dream in a long time. see, the life i've had can make a good man bad
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[15 Apr 2008|12:02am]
don't be a fool,
make it easier
and learn to say when
signal if you can't say 'no more.'
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[15 Apr 2008|12:05am]

a good man doesn't drink, but i've been drinking alone. so what does that make me?
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[15 Apr 2008|12:06am]
It makes you think about the life you've led,
The shit you’ve done, the things you've said,
And its grounding, grounding.

I’ve been feeling 3 feet tall this month, hardly indestructible,
But the snow melts and the rhythm still goes on.


An angel got his wings and we'll hold our heads up,
Knowing that he’s fine.

We’d all be lucky to have a love like that in a lifetime.

Friends stay side by side.
In life and death you’ve always stole my heart.

You’ll always mean so much to me, it’s hard to believe this.


These nights in vans,
These nights in bars,

Don’t mean a thing with empty hearts,
with empty hearts.
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[15 Apr 2008|12:08am]
you are in coffee and everything i've ever loved.
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[15 Apr 2008|12:08am]
You can't save me from myself
You can't save her
You're lucky if you save yourself
Do yourself a favor
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[15 Apr 2008|12:09am]


the pleasure part, the after shock, the moment that it takes the fall apart. the time we have, the task at hand, the love it takes to destroy a man. the ecstasy, the being free, that big black cloud over you and me. and after that the upward fall, and worry angels after all.
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[15 Apr 2008|12:12am]
They never tell you truth is subjective
They only tell you not to lie

They never tell you there's strength in vulnerability

They only tell you not to cry

But I've been living underground
Sleeping on the way
And finding something else to say
Is like walking on the freeway

They never tell you you don't need to be ashamed
They only tell you to deny
So is it true that only good girls go to heaven?
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[15 Apr 2008|12:14am]
I've seen it all before
Just one little lie

But the difference is this

It meant the world to me
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[15 Apr 2008|12:16am]
And the more I've been thinking
The more I know I'm living alone
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[15 Apr 2008|12:18am]
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should

Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous

No one knew me, no one knew me

Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson

Look right through me, look right through me
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[15 Apr 2008|12:24am]
This years love had better last
Heaven knows it's high time
And I've been waiting on my own too long

But when you hold me like you do
It feels so right

I start to forget
How my heart gets torn
When that hurt gets thrown

Feeling like you can't go on

Turning circles when time again
It cuts like a knife oh yeah

If you love me got to know for sure

Cos it takes something more this time
Than sweet sweet lies

Before I open up my arms and fall

Losing all control

Every dream inside my soul
And when you kiss me
On that midnight street
Sweep me off my feet
Singing ain't this life so sweet


This years love had better last
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[15 Apr 2008|12:26am]
I am covered in skin
No one gets to come in
Pull me out from inside
I am folded, and unfolded, and unfolding

I am colorblind
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[15 Apr 2008|12:37am]
The hardest things to say are the words that mean the most
So I'll bite my tongue till it bleeds and I doubt you'll even know
The easiest things to fake are feelings to fool someone else

And I've been tricked for so long by you that I spent these last few months in my own hell
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[15 Apr 2008|12:39am]
When I said that I needed some time
I didn't expect you to quit
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[15 Apr 2008|12:42am]
But the words that you said
You can never take back and

I'm warning you now
When you realize you made a mistake
I'll be sure to kick you while you're down
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[15 Apr 2008|12:47am]
You've got magic inside your finger tips
its leaking out all over my skin
every time that i get close to you
you're making me weak with the way you
look through those eyes


And all i see is your face
all i need is your touch

wake me up with your lips
come at me from up above
yeah,
oh i need you

I remember the way that you move
your dancing easily through my dreams

its hitting me harder and harder with all your smiles
you are crazy gentle in the way you kiss
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[15 Apr 2008|07:55am]
morning girls :]
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[15 Apr 2008|08:14am]
morning story : kinda boring )
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[15 Apr 2008|08:16am]
I'd cheat destiny just to be near you.
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up.
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up
giving up on love.
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[15 Apr 2008|08:39am]
"Do you yourself honestly believe that when my brain is in that basin, my mind will be able to function exactly as it is doing at present? Do you believe that I will be able to think and reason as I can now? And will the power of memory remain?"
"I don't see why not," he answered. "It's the same brain. It's alive. It's undamaged. In fact, it's completely untouched. We haven't even opened the dura. The big difference, of course, would be that we've severed every single nerve that leads into it - except for the one optic nerve - and this means that your thinking would no longer be influenced by your senses.
You'd be living in an extraordinarily pure and detached world. Nothing to bother you at all, not even pain. You couldn't possibly feel pain because there wouldn't be any nerves to feel it with. In a way, it would be an almost perfect situation. No worries or fears or pains or hunger or thirst. Not even any desires. Just your memories and your thoughts, and if the remaining eye happened to function, then you could read books as well. It all sounds rather pleasant to me."
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[15 Apr 2008|09:12am]

MORNIN! : )
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[15 Apr 2008|09:17am]
do you believe you're missing out?
that everything good is happening somewhere else
but with nobody in your bed,
the night is hard to get through.

and I will die all alone
and when I arrive I won't know anyone
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[15 Apr 2008|09:21am]
i've lived my life inside
daydream lives, imaginary friends
that always knew
one day i'd leave for good.
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[15 Apr 2008|09:22am]
now she has grown up, and you can't take it back. a lullaby won't change my mind, and i won't ever go back to that. i will stay true to this belief that we've changed for the best through this.
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[15 Apr 2008|09:23am]
separate the ones who know you from the ones who couldn't bother to see you for all that you are.
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[15 Apr 2008|09:28am]
so when you see me falling backwards
down the wall that says i'm still alive,
well, don't be cautious
when i'm cautiously approaching on the other side
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[15 Apr 2008|10:28am]
My faith in you could move these mountains I am driving through.
It's times like these when I wish I could teleport to you, cause then we wouldn't have an issue.
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[15 Apr 2008|10:40am]
blahhhhHhhHH
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[15 Apr 2008|11:30am]
There'll be days like this my Mama said
And then she said someone will look at me
like I'm looking at you one day.
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[15 Apr 2008|11:39am]
I want so badly to believe
That there is truth, that love is real
And I want life in every word
To the extent that it's absurd
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[15 Apr 2008|11:41am]
I'll be your winter coat
Buttoned and zipped straight to the throat
With the collar up so you won't catch cold
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[15 Apr 2008|11:43am]
No not much I'm not willing to do
I cannot be without you
I need you.
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[15 Apr 2008|11:45am]
Open my window, oh..
I'm ready to live with this
And you walk by my window, oh..
You give me something to miss
White legs to the touch
Why do you hurt me so much
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[15 Apr 2008|11:47am]
I'm Feelin rough. I'm Feelin raw. I'm in the prime of my life. I'll move to Paris, shoot some heroin and fuck with the stars. You man the island and the cocaine and the elegant cars. This is our decision to live fast and die young. We've got the vision, now let's have some fun. Yeah it's overwhelming, but what else can we do? Get jobs in offices and wake up for the morning commute? Forget about our mothers and our friends. We were fated to pretend. I'll miss the playgrounds and the animals and digging up worms. I'll miss the comfort of my mother and the weight of the world. I'll miss my sister, miss my father, miss my dog and my home. Yeah I'll miss the boredom and the freedom and the time spent alone. But there is really nothing, nothing we can do.
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[15 Apr 2008|11:52am]
Hey Angel,
I think your halo has a screw loose.
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[15 Apr 2008|11:54am]
i'm no quitter but im tired of fightin'
baby i love you. don't wanna lose you. don't make me let you go. took such a long time for me to find you.

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[15 Apr 2008|12:08pm]
my god does no one love you?
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[15 Apr 2008|12:10pm]

I'm pale as a pile of bones
You hope for your babies
and this is how they grow
With batters knocked over
The teeth bite the shoulder
Watching the gray sky
that's acting like a good guy
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[15 Apr 2008|12:11pm]
i supply my own divine morality.
i try everything in shades of grey.
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[15 Apr 2008|12:13pm]
We are the pretty petty thieves,
And you're standing on our street
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[15 Apr 2008|12:42pm]
favorite books?
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[15 Apr 2008|12:47pm]
haha
YES IF YOU DIDNT CATCH IT LAST NIGHT I AM NOW LEAVING FOR SCOTLAND AND WILL RETURN IN ONE WEEKS TIME
ILYASM GOODBYE

:)
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[15 Apr 2008|01:21pm]
I was walking with my momma one day
When she warned me what people say
Live your life until love is found
Or love's gonna get you down.
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[15 Apr 2008|01:24pm]
it is a very beautiful day
therefore, i am happy
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[15 Apr 2008|01:31pm]
we were too wasted to close the window, friends and family looking into my only hiding place: the rhythm of a stranger's skin. infidel to die for what i am doing, will happen in the morning when the mirror won't recognize me. he holds a certain gesture when we're lovin' to ask each other, "do you want it? do you want me?" i want it. it is you. you are where i want to be.
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[15 Apr 2008|01:36pm]
just because it hurts don't mean that it's love.
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[15 Apr 2008|02:17pm]










though it was a while ago, i still can recall
that moment so ready, and waiting to fall
can you take me back in time, remembering when
you captured my heart, over and over again
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[15 Apr 2008|02:26pm]
i, i am not into the idea of living without you. and i, i am not into the idea of being without you.
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[15 Apr 2008|02:45pm]
the closest thing to me at heart is the furthest thing away to touch, and all these undeservers take for granted what we deserve so much.
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[15 Apr 2008|02:46pm]
then there's your girlfriend
she opens her legs and
gives your life meaning

is that what you love her for?
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[15 Apr 2008|02:48pm]
favorite minus the bear songs?
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[15 Apr 2008|02:52pm]
I wont wait for you forever, while you run around like JFK.
We watched that poor girl waste the best years of her life.
And I?ll be damned if I am going out, I will not go out that way.
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[15 Apr 2008|02:53pm]
you could change me
You could steal me
You could turn all the lights on
And show me the real me
Then maybe, if I'm lucky
You'll offer me protection
You could even heal me
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[15 Apr 2008|02:54pm]
I've been making shows of trading blows
just hoping no one knows
That i've been going through the motions
walking through the part.
Nothing seems to penetrate my heart
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[15 Apr 2008|02:55pm]
hearts need a mind
like a clock needs the time
like white needs black
if you leave, i hope you need to come back
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[15 Apr 2008|02:56pm]



i’ve got to stop coming around here
you never seem to know what’s best for me
at least not when i want you to
not when i want you to
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[15 Apr 2008|02:56pm]
"I admire addicts. In a world where everybody is waiting for some blind, random disaster or some sudden disease, the addict has the comfort of knowing what will most likely wait for him down the road. He's taken some control over his ultimate fate, and his addiction keeps the cause of his death from being a total surprise .In a way, being an addict is very proactive. A good addiction takes the guesswork out of death. There is such a thing as planning your getaway."
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[15 Apr 2008|02:56pm]
So Im taking away all of the love
I ever gave to you
I think you should've known
It was only ever on a loan
And I'm running away
I found myself a hiding place
Ive been uncomfortable looking in your eyes
They always see right through my face
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[15 Apr 2008|03:03pm]
i feel you in my heart
and i don't even know you
and now we're saying
bye, bye, bye
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[15 Apr 2008|03:10pm]
i want to kiss you on the mouth and tell you i'm your biggest fan.
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[15 Apr 2008|03:26pm]
him: question!!
me: yeah..
him: i heard you were fat now?
me: ..um what?
him: yeah, someone said you gained alot of weight and i was like no way!
me: idk..
him: it'd be a shame for someone as cute as you to fall apart.
me: lol. who said that?
him: not telling, but he was like "you should see lindsay she's huge now" and i was like "what? pregnant?" and he was like "no biggg"


.. not like i already had high self esteem lately, thanks for making it lower.
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[15 Apr 2008|03:55pm]
i've got no place in my heart for a criminal like you to dwell, in this endeavor, make this last forever. i'm just delirious, you can't be serious. you're so infamous for leaving me a mess.
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[15 Apr 2008|03:56pm]
she gets what she wants
and she breaks what she gets
get out while you can
or she'll tear you to pieces
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[15 Apr 2008|03:58pm]
she said, "i'll love you forever, or find something better. it's all just the same as when we sleep together." we wake up with headaches, and trouble remembering what went wrong.
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[15 Apr 2008|03:59pm]
i pull off your jeans, and you spill jack and coke in my collar. i melt like a witch and scream, "i'm so sorry for everything."
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[15 Apr 2008|04:02pm]
if not for you, i know i'd tear this place to the ground.
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[15 Apr 2008|04:06pm]
i know i make you cry
and i know sometimes you wanna die
but do you really feel alive without me?
if so, be free
if not, leave him for me
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[15 Apr 2008|04:06pm]
reply to single m, my name is caroline. cell phone number here, call if you have the time. 28 and bored, grieving over loss, sorry to be heavy, but heavy is the cost.
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[15 Apr 2008|04:12pm]


and april showers bring may flowers.
and i hope that june brings you,
so you can break my heart by mid july.
and i'm looking forward to october,
when i know you'll let me down all over.
it's all you ever do.
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[15 Apr 2008|04:14pm]
i thought once that i saw you,
i thought that you saw me
i guess we'll never meet now,
it wasn't meant to be
it wasn't meant to be.
i was sure you saw me
but it wasn't meant to be.
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[15 Apr 2008|04:18pm]
she's the beat of my heart
she's the shot of a gun
she'll be the end of me and maybe everyone
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[15 Apr 2008|04:25pm]
i am listening to punk goes crunk
and the cover of "umbrella" especially makes me happy :]
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[15 Apr 2008|04:28pm]
you drop a coin into the sea, and shout out,
"please come back to me."
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[15 Apr 2008|04:32pm]
passing bells and sculpted angels,
cold and monumental,
seems for you the wrong companions
you were warm and gentle.
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[15 Apr 2008|04:33pm]
Reaching out into the distance
Searching for spirits of the past
Just a trace of your existence to grasp
And if somehow I could recapture
All of the memories
And bring them to life
Lord knows I would
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[15 Apr 2008|04:35pm]



now everything is imaginary,
especially what you love.
you left another message, said it's done,
it's done.
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[15 Apr 2008|04:36pm]
I come in here and I sit in silence and hear the echoes of who we used to be. And so I wish for patience, and grace, and strength to just let him be happy. Mostly I pray for the strength to not make his life worse because of what I want. That's the toughest part, letting go, you know? That's the part of grace that really sucks.
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[15 Apr 2008|04:38pm]
Make a wish and place it in your heart. Anything you want, everything you want. Do you have it? Good. Now believe it can come true. You never know where the next miracle is going to come from. The next smile, the next wish come true. But if you believe that it's right around the corner, and you open up your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it, you just might get the thing you're wishing for. The world is full of magic. You just have to believe in it. So make your wish. Do you have it? Good. Now believe in it, with all of your heart.
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[15 Apr 2008|04:42pm]
i am jealousy.
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[15 Apr 2008|04:43pm]











i sold you these words and i gave you my heart. it's yours. because honey if yours stops, then mine stops, and everything else stops. you better stop wasting your time around my dreams. and baby if you stay, well then i'll stay, and everything else stays the same.
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[15 Apr 2008|04:44pm]
i want you to notice when im not around
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[15 Apr 2008|04:46pm]
there's never hope.
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[15 Apr 2008|04:49pm]


i don't want to need at all. the walls start breathing my minds unweaving, maybe it's best you leave me alone.
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[15 Apr 2008|04:50pm]
she cries herself to sleep
my dear, there's no need to weep
this story's always been told
you've got a heart of perfection
when you walk into a room
everyone's eyes fixed on you
everyone wants you, but nobody can have you
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[15 Apr 2008|04:50pm]
'You're defending him,' he said slowly.
'No. I'm forgiving him. I'm trying to, anyway. There's a difference.'
'He doesn't deserve forgiveness,' Paul said, surprised at his bitterness, still.
'Maybe not,' his mother said. 'But you and I and Phoebe, we have a choice. To bitter and angry, or try to move on. It's the hardest thing for me, letting go of all that righteous anger. I'm still struggling.
But that's what I want to do.'
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[15 Apr 2008|04:53pm]
the sun is gone the nights are long and i am left while the tears fall. did you think that i would cry on the phone? do you know what it feels like.. being alone?
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[15 Apr 2008|04:56pm]
sometimes i swear, i don't know if i'm comin' or goin', but you always say something without even knowin' that i'm hangin' on to your words with all of my might and it's alright, yeah, i'm alright for one more night.
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[15 Apr 2008|05:00pm]
Deanna. jsyk. i'm only reading your posts. cause they're the only ones that make sense to me atm.
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[15 Apr 2008|05:07pm]


i don't regret alot of things, but i sure as hell regret you.
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[15 Apr 2008|05:12pm]
bathroom stalls and backseats
roadside motels is where they’ll meet
will they ever learn?
clothes hit the floor before you blink
her naked heart begins to sink

forget her name with one more drink
will they ever learn?
he’s gone before the morning
and he's gone before the morning
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[15 Apr 2008|05:24pm]
so did the thought cross your mind that there is something more to life than bedsheets and blankets full of lies?
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[15 Apr 2008|05:45pm]
what ringtone should i get?
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[15 Apr 2008|06:02pm]
I won't wait for, I won't wait for, I won't wait for you.
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[15 Apr 2008|06:06pm]
I'm starting to believe the ocean's much like you
'Cause it gives and it takes away.
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[15 Apr 2008|06:09pm]
There's no promise of safety with these secondhand wings
But I'm willing to find out what impossible means.
I'll climb through the heavens on feathers and dreams
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[15 Apr 2008|06:17pm]
i've got this loneliness that's so relentless.
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[15 Apr 2008|06:29pm]
she makes me free,
here between the day and the twilight,
i don't wanna go to sleep tonight.
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[15 Apr 2008|06:41pm]

if I fell in love with you
Would you promise to be true
And help me understand
Cause I've been in love before
And I found that love was more
Than just holding hands

If I give my heart to you
I must be sure
From the very start
That you would love me more than her
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[15 Apr 2008|06:55pm]
under one umbrella,
just talking and joking.
and i knew that i'd love you
for as long as you'd let me,
and i haven't caught my breath
since the moment that we met
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[15 Apr 2008|07:02pm]


Just another girl with a dream in her heart
Wanna make a new start with a fire inside of her
She had to go
She couldn't stay around, everybody let her down
Stole the light and the life and the child inside of her
She's so alone
Running for the train
Take her far away from everything she knows
And the way they make her feel
She leaves today
Never look back never lose track already strong
She's seen too much at seventeen
The past will fade with the future that she craves
Carolyna you travel so far
Trying to escape the pain, start again where you are
Carolyna you keep following your star
Nobody said you're beautiful, you're beautiful the way you are
Finally you're free where you long to be
But it won't take long till hits reality
The streets are cold
Big, bad city gonna eat you up
Hard to survive, hard to keep your sanity
Still feeling low
But she's never going home
Carolyna you travel so far...
She tries to rest
All she needs is a warm caress
All she wants is happiness
Carolyna you travel so far...
So beautiful the way you are
So beautiful the way you are
Carolyna you travel so far...
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[15 Apr 2008|07:05pm]
I hang on every verb, every dirty word
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[15 Apr 2008|07:10pm]
Boys speak in rhythm and girls in code
Boys speak in rhythm and girls just lie.
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[15 Apr 2008|07:11pm]
I might as well be loving air.
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[15 Apr 2008|07:14pm]
I wish to feel smaller under your hands, though you seem satisfied as you slip mine down your pants.
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[15 Apr 2008|07:19pm]
all we want is a head-rush, all we want is to get out of our skin for a while.
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[15 Apr 2008|07:20pm]
lyrics about:
-eyes that see everything
-gluttony and overindulgence with partying / lavish parties
-long island (besides montauk - bayside)
-vanity
-unrequited love
-greed
-moral / social decay
?
please and thankyouu.
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[15 Apr 2008|07:25pm]
we don't live, we just scratch on day-to-day with nothing but matchbooks and sarcasm in our pockets, and all we are waiting for is for something worth waiting for.
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[15 Apr 2008|07:29pm]
The bed I'm lying in is getting colder,
Wish I never would've said it's over,
And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older.
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[15 Apr 2008|07:29pm]
It's so much better when everyone is in. Are you in?
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[15 Apr 2008|07:31pm]
loving is so easy. figure it out
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[15 Apr 2008|07:34pm]
the only reason you're still alive is because someone has decided to let you live.
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[15 Apr 2008|07:36pm]
do I ever cross your mind,
In the warm sunshine,
she's from the city of angels,
like Betty Davis, James Dean,
and Gable, never know
what she means to me.
I fell for the girl that's on TV.
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[15 Apr 2008|07:37pm]
you are more than the sum of what you consume,
desire is not an occupation.
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[15 Apr 2008|07:38pm]
let's stop this and start over.
let's go out,
let's keep going.
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[15 Apr 2008|07:39pm]
if you knew i was dying, would it change you?
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[15 Apr 2008|07:39pm]
this is your life, this is your fucking life.
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[15 Apr 2008|07:41pm]
someone is  writing down your mistakes,
someone is documenting your downfall.
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[15 Apr 2008|07:43pm]
its just one of those days...
again.
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[15 Apr 2008|07:44pm]
Do you ever wake up to realize
that your life is meaningless?
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[15 Apr 2008|07:45pm]
and when the night falls in around me,
I don't think I'll make it through.
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[15 Apr 2008|07:46pm]
lol@my 2 yr old niece just pulling me down the street in a wagon.
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[15 Apr 2008|07:46pm]
jsyak i got $2.99 pants today ok
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[15 Apr 2008|07:47pm]

I bruise like a peach,
I mumble when I speak,
I'm in the gutter looking at the stars,
I've always been in love with you.
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[15 Apr 2008|07:49pm]
I could be your baby blue jeans
With the holes in the knees
In the bottom of the top drawer
I could be your little beauty queen
Just a little outta reach
Or the girl livin next door
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[15 Apr 2008|07:50pm]
I'm just a teenage dirtbag, baby.
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[15 Apr 2008|07:55pm]
I settled for a telephone and sang into your machine. You are my sunshine, my only sunshine. You are my sunshine, my only sunshine. And I kissed a girl with a broken jaw that her father gave to her. She had eyes bright enough to burn me. They reminded me of yours.
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[15 Apr 2008|08:00pm]
the sun shines sometimes
just for you.
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[15 Apr 2008|08:02pm]
She said, "for worse or better will you stay with me?"
But he said "no, there's too many girls I've never seen."
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[15 Apr 2008|08:07pm]

and everytime i see you, i still hear trumpets
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[15 Apr 2008|08:08pm]
You say that this town is getting you down
But maybe your frown's getting this town down
One thing I learnt from falling in love
It's not where you are, it's who you're there with
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[15 Apr 2008|08:09pm]
Mother don't tell me friends are the ones that I lose
'Cause they'd bleed before you
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[15 Apr 2008|08:14pm]

quit playin games with my heart
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[15 Apr 2008|08:15pm]

And I ran off, and
ran on to something
That I swore was
everything but beautiful
I only say that word
for you
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[15 Apr 2008|08:15pm]
'Cause to be here now without you
Well, my life's so incomplete
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[15 Apr 2008|08:17pm]
Summer goes and we have grown
We have our friends, live on our own
Still I'm not the girl you want me to be
Say gravity can bend the time,
Funny, I always liked your mind
But this whole thing is crushing me
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[15 Apr 2008|08:21pm]
Birds can fly so high
And they can shit on your head
Yeah they can almost fly into your eye
And make you feel so scared
But when you look at them
And you see that they are beautiful
That's how I feel about you
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[15 Apr 2008|08:22pm]
lyrics that say,

you're my whole life, i dont want to live without you?

i dont know how to live without you?

we were SUPPOSED to spend the rest of our lives together, what happened?
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[15 Apr 2008|08:36pm]
bahbahbah. (L)
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[15 Apr 2008|08:49pm]
sometimes i think i need a 'you' intervention.
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[15 Apr 2008|09:03pm]
oh. hey.
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[15 Apr 2008|09:03pm]
do my journal and be number 169.
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[15 Apr 2008|09:04pm]

You make my body scream
An avalanche of steam
And so it seems,
I'll have my way with you
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[15 Apr 2008|09:05pm]

how can i find peace of mind when you keep coming back again? it's not okay for you to play this game of see-saw with my head
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[15 Apr 2008|09:21pm]
due to you all sucking, the nomations will not be tonight b/c only 12 people voted. there are more than 12 people here!
http://www.blurty.com/~el_awards

ok goin to sleep bai
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[15 Apr 2008|09:22pm]
i carved your name across my eyelids.
you pray for rain, i pray for blindness.
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[15 Apr 2008|09:23pm]
it's hard for me imagining flaws in this design.
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[15 Apr 2008|09:23pm]
Don't analyze me. There's no apparent link between the day he said he'd leave and my reocurring dreams and how I just can't sleep.
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[15 Apr 2008|09:26pm]
knives don't have your back.
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[15 Apr 2008|09:27pm]
Some memories are like disease. They can inflame your misery, they will infect your melody, they haunt me.
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[15 Apr 2008|09:31pm]
When I fall, don't forget me.
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[15 Apr 2008|09:41pm]
Time an' time again I gotta turn back round an' tell dese hoes
Dat I'm the H-N-I-C, bitch dats just the way it goes
I be on dat shit dat have you on it I don't want no mo
At dis time I'll need all my freak hoes to get down on the flo'
If you came to rep yo set break dat nigga I let 'em kno'
If it's jail I get for stompin' hatas to sleep, fuck it I go
Freak I'll be off in yo sheets straight geeked swervin' down yo street
In a stolen Bonneville wit 23's on the feet
Collection while he do brown, back in town to do re-bag
Give me face, I love the sound
Slap the taste they hit the ground
Back in the A
Hooked up, clicked up wit sum people dat don't play
On dat Kryptonite stay
So high we might fly awwwaaayyy
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[15 Apr 2008|09:43pm]
Talk like it's going out of fashion,
she talks to me with her eyes.
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[15 Apr 2008|09:44pm]
Gator Boots, with the pimped out Gucci suit
Ain't got no job, but I stay sharp
Can't pay my rent, cause all my money's spent
but thats ok, cause im still fly
got a quarter tank gas in my new E-class
But that's alright cause i'm gon' ride
got everything in my moma's name
but im hood rich da dada dada da