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[14 Apr 2008|12:02am]
did you pass out nights wondering
why you never saw it coming?
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[14 Apr 2008|12:09am]
Everything has fallen to pieces.
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[14 Apr 2008|12:13am]
I think relationships can be defined by big moments that don't happen, or by the little ones that do.
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[14 Apr 2008|12:14am]
i am making good use out of my temporary ~insomnia~
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[14 Apr 2008|12:19am]
I picture you in the sun, wondering what went wrong, and falling down on your knees asking for sympathy. And being caught in between all you wish for and all you seen, and trying to find anything you can feel that you can believe in.
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[14 Apr 2008|12:40am]
Don't know why I'm still afraid
If you weren't real I would make you up
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[14 Apr 2008|02:00am]
so did the thought cross your mind that there is something more to life, than bedsheets and blankets full of lies? won't ever learn.
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[14 Apr 2008|03:33am]
Nero's fingertips, like a noose around the neck,
nimbly dancing until rubble is all that's left.
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[14 Apr 2008|03:37am]
Don't you look at her
Don't even say a word
You had your chance and you sold it secondhand
Repressed and overdressed
Brand a scarlet letter on your chest
Here's where second best overtakes the rest
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[14 Apr 2008|03:41am]
When you burn in hell they remind you
Of all the things you've screwed up in your life
I'll be one of them, if you're inclined to
Turn away from the ever glowing light
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[14 Apr 2008|03:48am]
All I want to do is be mended by you
I don't want to be confused, I just want to find you
All I want to kill is that which keeps me ill
Underwhelmed and unfulfilled
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[14 Apr 2008|03:55am]
I'm not complaining that it's raining,
I'm just saying that I'd like it a lot
More than you think,
if the sun would come out and sing with me.
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[14 Apr 2008|03:57am]
I don’t love you I'm just passing the time
You could love me if I knew how to lie
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[14 Apr 2008|03:59am]
Some people say I want you for your money,
but I just want you for your body.
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[14 Apr 2008|04:08am]
The worst is over
you can have the best of me
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[14 Apr 2008|04:11am]
I'd rather be here...
then anywhere with you
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[14 Apr 2008|04:17am]
we tried so hard to understand...
we held the world out in our hand and you ran

away!
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[14 Apr 2008|05:05am]
morningggg.
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[14 Apr 2008|06:31am]
kjhgfddfjlbfcdtyg
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[14 Apr 2008|06:52am]

i'm not in love
i just want to be touched
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[14 Apr 2008|08:18am]
But maybe when you smile
It means you’d stay awhile

good morning
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[14 Apr 2008|08:22am]
So don’t keep me up till the dawn
With words that’ll keep leading me on
I know much better than to wait for an answer from you
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[14 Apr 2008|09:12am]
scheduling was this morning. at 5:30. and i could only get into one class. awesome.


edit: the engineering faculty is AMAZING. they over-rid every class and i got the best sched ever =]]]
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[14 Apr 2008|09:23am]
i just got this really weird feeling it was christmas then i was like wtf why am i thinking this? ahah.

I'm pouring some whiskey right now,
I'm going to get so, so drunk
That I pass out, forget your
face, by the time I wake up.
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[14 Apr 2008|11:05am]
And I don't care if you don't love me
And I don't care if you won't change
I could live inside these shadows that I cast on you
If it meant that you would stay
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[14 Apr 2008|11:07am]
And I've waited here for hours, hoping that you'd call
And my dialing finger's tired, and your machine is full
And I've taken 18 showers just to pass the time
And that fucking phone just rang, but it wasn't you on the line.
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[14 Apr 2008|11:17am]
I'll never need anyone like I need you.
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[14 Apr 2008|11:33am]



In the car, the radio leaves me searching for your star
A constellation of frustration driving hard
Singing my thoughts back to me, and Watching heartache on TV.

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[14 Apr 2008|11:36am]
Well, I'm willing to break myself
To shake this hell from everything I touch
I'm willing to bleed for days more reds and grays
So you don't hurt so much
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[14 Apr 2008|11:41am]
Everything you are I'm tearing through
Everything you want I'm wanting too
I gave you more than I thought I could ever do
But I will never break you down
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[14 Apr 2008|11:45am]
And the weight is waiting, oh
Feel the world so real and strong
She goes and now she knows she'll never be afraid
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[14 Apr 2008|11:47am]
With all that was left within me
Until we tore in two
Now wings and rings and there's so many
Waiting here for you
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[14 Apr 2008|11:53am]
Poor little misunderstood baby
Noone likes a sad face
But I can't remember life without him
I think I did have good days
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[14 Apr 2008|11:56am]
Don't leave me
Please believe me
Baby there is
I can explain
Please love me
Please need me
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[14 Apr 2008|12:00pm]
and you, you change, cause I hardly ever see you
when it rains, oh when it rains
could you call me please?
and make my day
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[14 Apr 2008|12:10pm]
My mind is always with you
And in the depths of destruction
There is but one golden rule
Looking out over my window
Save yourself first, you silly fool
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[14 Apr 2008|12:15pm]
And I'm not a failure, I swear
I wish you could see it from over there
I've got a lot over here without you
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[14 Apr 2008|12:22pm]
Is there trouble between you and I?
Did my heart break enough?
Did it break enough this time?
Here's to all the pretty words
We will never speak
Here's to all the pretty girls
You're going to meet
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[14 Apr 2008|12:41pm]
never use a song you like as your alarm clock. it just came on and i cringed. omg why am i not in the library.
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[14 Apr 2008|01:16pm]
By love we'll beat back the pain we've found
You know I mean to tell you
All the things I've been thinking deep inside
My friend, with each moment
The more I love you
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[14 Apr 2008|01:30pm]

Are you Shadows? YES.
Are you the same as Lyra’s Dust? YES.
And is that dark matter? YES.
Dark matter is conscious? EVIDENTLY
The mind that is answering these questions isn’t human, is it? NO. BUT HUMANS HAVE ALWAYS KNOWN US.
Us? There’s more than one of you? UNCOUNTABLE BILLIONS.
But what are you? ANGELS.
Angels are creatures of Shadow matter? Of Dust? STRUCTURES. COMPLEXIFICATIONS. YES.
And Shadow matter is what we have called spirit? FROM WHAT WE ARE, SPIRIT; FROM WHAT WE DO, MATTER. MATTER AND SPIRIT ARE ONE.
And did you intervene in human evolution? YES.
But why? VENGEANCE.
Vengeance for-oh! Rebel angels! After the war in Heaven--Satan and the Garden of Eden—but it isn’t true, is it? Is that what you- FIND THE GIRL AND THE BOY. WASTE NO MORE TIME.
But why? YOU MUST PLAY THE SERPENT.
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[14 Apr 2008|01:48pm]

its almost comforting to know
we'll all be free someday
i think i heard 'em say that scars,
they fade.

we all fade.
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[14 Apr 2008|01:48pm]
Fingers trace your every outline
Paint a picture with my hands
Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm
Change the weather still together when it ends
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[14 Apr 2008|01:50pm]
do you remember when we met?
that's the day
i knew you were my pet.
i wanna tell you
how much
i love you.
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[14 Apr 2008|01:50pm]
Like a flower
Waiting to bloom
Like a lightbulb
In a dark room
Im just sittin here waiting for you
To come on home and turn me on
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[14 Apr 2008|01:55pm]

then out of nowhere you put me right back there.
you rip my heart right out,
you rip my heart right out.
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[14 Apr 2008|01:56pm]
Wakin up too early
Maybe we could sleep in
Makin banana pancakes
Pretend like its the weekend now
We could pretend that all the time
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[14 Apr 2008|01:59pm]

Tonight I watch the lights go out in your house.
wondering how i could get so deep,
and you could still get sleep.
and then i blame my trembling on the cold air.
BUT I CAN'T HIDE THAT I'VE RELIED ON YOU,
like yellow does on blue.
AND YOU'RE MY GOOD FEELING.
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[14 Apr 2008|02:28pm]
i love all the soco lyrics ♥
kudos to EL
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[14 Apr 2008|02:35pm]
This could be a dumb question, and also very simple, but i can't figure it out, someone help!! PLS!!

How do i make the font different colors when i post (shyface)
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[14 Apr 2008|02:39pm]
All the lonely people
Where do they all come from?
All the lonely people
Where do they all belong?
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[14 Apr 2008|02:40pm]
don't make it bad, take a sad song and it make it better
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[14 Apr 2008|02:45pm]
omg i had the most epic zombie apocalypses dream. ~life complete (until the actual zapocolypse that is)
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[14 Apr 2008|02:50pm]
Well I'm thinking of the worst things
That I could say to you
But a promise doesn't mean a thing, anymore
And this never will be right with me
And now you're trying desperately
But I'm tongue tied and terrified of what I'll say


he's awesome.the end
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[14 Apr 2008|03:27pm]
http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=_______lux&itemid=452
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[14 Apr 2008|03:28pm]
hello
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[14 Apr 2008|03:34pm]


http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=changingskies&itemid=777

:)
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[14 Apr 2008|04:16pm]
was cryin' when i met you
now i'm tryin' to forget you
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[14 Apr 2008|04:24pm]
josie's on a vacation far away
come around and talk it over
so many things that i wanna say
you know, i like my boys a little bit older

i just wanna use your love tonight
i don't wanna lose your love tonight
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[14 Apr 2008|04:27pm]











i don't want to get over you. i guess i could take a sleeping pill and sleep at will, and not have to go through what i go through. i guess i should take prozac, right, and just smile all night at somebody new somebody not too bright, but sweet and kind, who would try to get you off my mind. i could leave this agony behind, which is just what i'd do if i wanted to, but i don't want to get over you.
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[14 Apr 2008|04:41pm]
i've been uncomfortable lookin' in your eyes
they always see right through my face
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[14 Apr 2008|04:46pm]
Do I try too hard to make you smile,
To make us smile?
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[14 Apr 2008|04:47pm]
i'm burning like a bridge for your body.
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[14 Apr 2008|04:52pm]
come on, holly, would you turn me on?
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[14 Apr 2008|04:55pm]
Cause i need you like the dragonfly's wings need the wind like the orphan needs home once again like heaven needs more to come in
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[14 Apr 2008|04:55pm]
i was watching demolition man
talking dirty to a fan who likes my band
when i took a chance and called you up
you said you'd visit, but you just don't give a fuck
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[14 Apr 2008|04:58pm]
cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl boy it's not you, it's me
i gotta, gotta figure out what I need


i hate pointless homework..especially for classes i don't even get credits for
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[14 Apr 2008|05:00pm]
i dare you to give me one reason to stay
and maybe i won't go away
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[14 Apr 2008|05:10pm]
this is not about love,
because i am not in love.
in fact, i can't stop falling out.
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[14 Apr 2008|05:17pm]
OKAY.
I AM GOING NOW TO GET MY CAMERA WHICH I HAVE BEEN OBSESSING OVER FOR GOD KNOWS HOW LONG SO YOU ALL CAN BREATHE EASY CAUSE I'M NOT GOING TO RANT ABOUT IT ANYMORE. =]


Try not to have too much sex while I'm gone okay ty.
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[14 Apr 2008|05:17pm]
Tonight i'll stand in the light, so you can count how many tears fall from my eyes. this time i'll be alright, my heart can't get any worse.
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[14 Apr 2008|05:24pm]
I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real
What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams
Maybe then you'd know how I feel
But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are
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[14 Apr 2008|05:29pm]










cup your mouth to compress the sound
skinny-dipping with the kids from a nearby town
everything that i said was true
as the flashes blinded us in the photobooth

i lost track and then those words were said
you took the wheel and you steered us into my bed
soon we woke and i walked you home
and it was pretty clear that it was hardly love
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[14 Apr 2008|05:31pm]
Can he listen, no he wont.
that's all she wrote
he'll be dead before the daylight shines.
but the thoughts and prayers of a million strong
might keep this fool from dying.
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[14 Apr 2008|05:39pm]
You've wasted time, wasted time
As life's shadow grows so tall

Its another busted knuckle
Its a fight you'll never win
And now you bow your head in shame


For a sin no one forgives
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[14 Apr 2008|05:39pm]

i hate packing.
salutations el~
how are you?
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[14 Apr 2008|05:42pm]
closed legs don't get fed, go out there and make my bread
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[14 Apr 2008|05:44pm]
People fear death more than pain.
It's strange that they fear death.
Life hurts a lot more than death.
At the point of death, the pain is over.
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[14 Apr 2008|05:47pm]
i cannot pretend that i felt any regret
cause each broken heart will eventually mend
as the blood runs red down the needle and thread
someday, you will be loved
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[14 Apr 2008|05:48pm]
on the back of a motor bike, with your arms outstretched trying to take flight, leaving everything behind. but even at our swiftest speed, we couldn't break from the concrete in the city where we still reside. and i have learned that even landlocked lovers yearn for the sea like navy men, cause now we say goodnight from our own separate sides, like brothers on a hotel bed.
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[14 Apr 2008|05:50pm]
please shut the fuck up, i'm begging you to fly this for me. i'm here for you to use, broken and bruised. do you understand?
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[14 Apr 2008|05:51pm]
It's how I feel about love,
That it's not worth it
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[14 Apr 2008|05:54pm]
guys, i need help.
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[14 Apr 2008|05:54pm]
deanna. ty for posting the best lyrics. ok.
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[14 Apr 2008|05:54pm]


i wanted to believe in all the words that i was speaking as we moved together in the dark
and all the friends that i was telling
all the playful misspellings
and every bite i gave you left a mark


tiny vessels oozed into your neck
and formed the bruises
that you said you didn't want to fade
but they did, and so did i that day
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[14 Apr 2008|05:56pm]
home's face: how it ages when you're away
spring blooms and you find the love that's true
but you don't know what now to do
cause the chase is all you know

and she stopped running months ago


aww fuck, i'm gonna cry.
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[14 Apr 2008|05:57pm]
can you guys help me find a cartoon/comic of a guy getting his dick cut off.. or hurt really bad?
please and thank you
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[14 Apr 2008|06:03pm]
songs to cry to? i'm making a playlist.
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[14 Apr 2008|06:04pm]

for the rest of my life, i'm gonna search
for someone just like you
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[14 Apr 2008|06:04pm]
I believe there's meaning
No I believe there's nothing
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[14 Apr 2008|06:07pm]
And I see no bravery,
No bravery in your eyes anymore.


Only sadness.
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[14 Apr 2008|06:08pm]
john elder robison, lol
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[14 Apr 2008|06:09pm]
i've lost all my friends, but you're the one i miss the most.
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[14 Apr 2008|06:09pm]
soon the sun will rise
that's when the romance dies
and i'm just tired of running around
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[14 Apr 2008|06:09pm]
haha so it has come to my attention that i had a really stupid conversation with my ex last night bc i was high
...fail
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[14 Apr 2008|06:10pm]
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
'Cause I'll just make the same mistake again.
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[14 Apr 2008|06:10pm]
I lost my beat in a sea of shapes and sounds and I lost my mind in the color of your eyes. Bury me? Bury you beneath our first kiss and in those twisted dreams is where you'll find me choking on all of the things I should have said to you, I should have done to you.
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[14 Apr 2008|06:12pm]
How I wish I would save my soul.


I'm so cold from fear.
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[14 Apr 2008|06:13pm]
You get me out of the rain,
You get me out of my clothes.
You hope I don't make a sound,
You hope that nobody knows.
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[14 Apr 2008|06:13pm]
ok i think i am goin to sleep~ bye
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[14 Apr 2008|06:13pm]
This image you believe is exactly what it seems. This machine you see is me. I'm all wrapped up in pretty.
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[14 Apr 2008|06:14pm]


thanks for all you've done,
i've missed you for so long,
i can't believe you're gone.
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[14 Apr 2008|06:17pm]
ATTENTION PLEASE:
i need new music bc whenever i am in a plane i get sick of whatever i have and blah blah blah. so yeah give me song suggestions! and if you REALLY want to be great you could upload them too ;)

tyvm!
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[14 Apr 2008|06:19pm]
others conquered love, but i ran.
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[14 Apr 2008|06:20pm]
Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you?






'Cause I wouldn't believe you if you said the same to me.
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[14 Apr 2008|06:24pm]
sometimes i get so still it makes me dizzy.
i end my solo moonlight dance and bow out gracefully.
sometimes i still let you play the prophet in my head,
as i play back the words you said.
so in my mind i can go back in time and tell you, you were wrong.
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[14 Apr 2008|06:25pm]


This is the result of the mess that you?ve made
Turn around now look who?s laughing in your face
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fyi [14 Apr 2008|06:26pm]
taronda was in my dream last night,

we were sitting at a cafeteria table.
and that is all i remember.
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[14 Apr 2008|06:30pm]
It's what kills me slowly
you kill me slowly with the way
I know you won't come back
I regret everything I said
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[14 Apr 2008|06:40pm]
you can be so persuasive,
when you say it's more than a day trip.
and convince me, i'm condescending,
when i ask, "will this be ending?"
how quickly lust can pretend it's love.
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[14 Apr 2008|06:40pm]


I didn't know what I would find
When I went looking for a reason, I know
I didn't read between the lines
And, baby, I've got nowhere to go
I tried to take the road less traveled by
But nothing seems to work the first few times
Am I right?
So how can I ever try to be better?
Nobody ever lets me in
I can still see you, this ain't the best view
On the outside looking in
I've been a lot of lonely places
I've never been on the outside
You saw me there, but never knew
I would give it all up to be
A part of this, a part of you
And now it's all too late so you see
You could've helped if you had wanted to
But no one notices until it's too
Late to do anything
So how can I ever try to be better?
Nobody ever lets me in
I can still see you, this ain't the best view
On the outside looking in
I've been a lot of lonely places
I've never been on the outside
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[14 Apr 2008|06:41pm]
all i can can do right now is
get on my knees a pray:
maybe she'll get lonely.
maybe she'll turn that wheel around,
maybe she'll miss me before
she hits the edge of town.
'cause i love her, i need her,
i can't live without her.
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[14 Apr 2008|06:43pm]


This house is haunted
It's so pathetic
It makes no sense at all.
I'm ripe with things to say
The words rot and fall away.
If a stupid poem could fix this home
I'd read it every day.
So here's your holiday
Hope you enjoy it this time
You gave it all away
It was mine
So when you're dead and gone
Will you remember this night, twenty years now lost.
It's not right
Their anger hurts my ears
Been running strong for seven years
Rather than fix the problems, they never solve them
It makes no sense at all
I see them every day
We get along so why can't they?
If this is what he wants and this is what
she wants
Then why is there so much pain?
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[14 Apr 2008|06:45pm]


if it wasn't for daterape i'd never get laid.
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[14 Apr 2008|06:47pm]
she wants to know, does everyone feel this way when it rains in the summertime? she wants to know, does everyone feel this way when you're sure that he's gone forever?
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[14 Apr 2008|06:48pm]
And all our sins come back to haunt us in the end to hang around and tap us on the shoulder and smile silent. It's all implied, you'll die trying to live this down, you might as well forget it. Still I'm convinced, wondering "what if" is the worst thing there is.
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[14 Apr 2008|06:53pm]


Tonight I watch the lights go out in your house
Wondering how I could get so deep
And you could still get to sleep
In vain I blame my trembling on the cold air
And I can't hide that I relied on you
Like yellow does on blue
And your my good feeling, I'm kneeling
Inside her room she paints me blue
And you are my reason for breathing
Inside her room she paints me blue
Atlanta started raining on me
And teenage love was underground
Tonight I break the surface
Atlanta started raining on me
But no young girl was claiming me
And naming me
And destiny get nervous and
And your my good feeling, I'm kneeling
Inside her room she paints me blue
And you are my reason for breathing
Inside her room she paints me blue, again.
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[14 Apr 2008|06:54pm]
Can you understand my meaning hidden in the roses around my eyes? I want you to know how much it means to have you in my life. Your love brings me close again in this instance this single moment, when our worlds collide, the wire of eternity twists around us.
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[14 Apr 2008|06:55pm]
if i had to walk the world, i'd make you fall for me. i promise you, i promise you i will.
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[14 Apr 2008|06:55pm]


If I live to be a hundred
And never see the seven wonders
That'll be alright
If I don't make it to the big leagues
If I never win a Grammy
I'm gonna be just fine
Cause I know exactly who I am
I am Rosemary's granddaughter
The spitting image of my father
And when the day is done my momma's still my biggest fan
Sometimes I'm clueless and I'm clumsy
But I've got friends that love me
And they know just where I stand
It's all a part of me
And that's who I am
So when I make a big mistake
And when I fall flat on my face
I know I'll be alright
Should my tender heart be broken
I will cry those teardrops knowing
I will be just fine
Cause nothing changes who I am
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[14 Apr 2008|06:56pm]
But where were you that night? When I was... When I was calling for the answer that you probably shouldn't know. When it feels like flames surrounding me here. When you were calling with your questions, and all I needed was to know.
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[14 Apr 2008|06:56pm]


You say your every day,
Is a bad dream that keeps repeatin',
Maybe you should have thought about that when you were cheating
How do you like that furnice room
The bed, the chair, the table?
The tv picture comes and goes,
Too bad you don't have cable.
How do you like that paper plate?
And those pork and beans your eatin'
Maybe you should have thought about that when you were cheating
How do you like that beat up car?
I think it's fair we traded
Your pickup truck is running fine
It's a cozy ride for datin'
Yes I've been out a time or two
And found the comfort I've been needin'
Maybe you should have thought about that when you were cheating
You made your bed and you're out of mine,
You lie awake and I sleep just fine,
You've done your sowing, now you can do the reapin'
Maybe you should have thought about that when you were cheating
Now what became of what's-her-name
After she spent all your money?
Did she leave you just like you left me?
Well sometimes life is funny
Yes I'll be glad to take you back
Just as soon as I stop breathing
Maybe you should have thought about that.
Ohhhh maybe you should have thought about that.
Maybe you should have thought about that when you were cheating
When you were cheating
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[14 Apr 2008|06:57pm]
You said love it, or leave it
But I believe in change.
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[14 Apr 2008|07:02pm]
and these tragic nights and afternoons wreak disaster. and i can still feel you as if you were in the room.
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[14 Apr 2008|07:04pm]
Has anyone ever seen Brown Sugar?

becuase i'm lovinggg it right now :]
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[14 Apr 2008|07:07pm]
it's vengous worth my tolerance and i could be careless

but i promise you'll feel everything.

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[14 Apr 2008|07:07pm]
You move me like I got new feet.
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[14 Apr 2008|07:13pm]

but there is not enough time,
there is no, no song i could sing
& there is no combination of words
i could say, but i will still tell you
one thing - we're better together
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[14 Apr 2008|07:14pm]
It was not the intention, but we let it all go. Well, it messed up the function and sure fucked up the flow. I hardly have people that I needed to know because you're the people that I wanted to know.
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[14 Apr 2008|07:15pm]
I want to know what's going on in that pretty little head of yours
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[14 Apr 2008|07:15pm]
sometimes, people are like god, and they really don't exist. unless you aim for my heart, you will always miss.
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[14 Apr 2008|07:16pm]
i put on an argyle sweater and put on a smile
i don't know how to do this
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[14 Apr 2008|07:16pm]
i pull off your jeans, and you spill jack and coke in my collar. i melt like a witch and scream, "i'm so sorry for everything."
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[14 Apr 2008|07:17pm]
if your stomach feels weak, then my work here is done.
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[14 Apr 2008|07:17pm]
i made a mistake in my life today
everything i love gets lost in drawers
i want to start over, i want to be winning
way out of sync from the beginning

i wanna hurry home to you
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[14 Apr 2008|07:18pm]
so i let herr lickk the wrapperrrr.
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[14 Apr 2008|07:18pm]
i will call you in three weeks -
maybe then you'll have some more to say
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[14 Apr 2008|07:18pm]
Tried to make me go to rehab
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[14 Apr 2008|07:19pm]

I look around me,
And I want you to be there
'Cause I miss the things that we shared.
Look around you.
It's empty, and you're sad
'Cause you miss the love that we had.
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[14 Apr 2008|07:19pm]

there is this book he lent to me something
like seven months ago, i'm gonna
burn it in the street, be so kind as to
let him know that i'm dealing with this badly,
and could he please get back to me?
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[14 Apr 2008|07:21pm]
you know i dreamed about you
for twenty-nine years before i saw you
you know i dreamed about you
i missed you for twenty-nine years
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[14 Apr 2008|07:21pm]
Youre not 18 anymore.
Five years should have been enough time for you to grow up and get over it.
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[14 Apr 2008|07:22pm]
she says, "i'll love you forever, or find something better. it's all just the same as when we sleep together."
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[14 Apr 2008|07:23pm]
That's the way it is with life, some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance. But even the most beautiful days have their sunsets.
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[14 Apr 2008|07:23pm]
am i alone in this?
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[14 Apr 2008|07:24pm]

i still somehow think that we'd get on
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[14 Apr 2008|07:24pm]
i know im a mess he don't wanna clean up
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[14 Apr 2008|07:25pm]
the closest thing to me at heart
is the furthest thing away to touch
and all these undeservers take for granted
what we deserve so much
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[14 Apr 2008|07:27pm]
i will no longer keep this within me.
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[14 Apr 2008|07:28pm]

Do you remember
In December
How we swore we'd never change
Even though you're leaving
That our feelings
Would always stay the same
I wish we could be laughing
Instead I'm standing here asking
Do we have to end this now
Can we make it last somehow
We both know what we've gotta say, not today
Cause I don't wanna leave this way
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[14 Apr 2008|07:28pm]


without you one night alone, it's like a year without you baby. do you have a heart of stone. without you, can't stop the hurt inside.


do my journall!
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[14 Apr 2008|07:29pm]










he wrote his name with a heart on the back of a postcard, right beside the "p.s." which read: "please dont think this is malicious, but ever since you left me, i am a mess. you made me happiest, and now i'm lonely, cause there was only you."
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[14 Apr 2008|07:31pm]

Drops of Jupiter in her hair. She acts like summer and walks like rain.
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[14 Apr 2008|07:32pm]
i'm not saying she's my last
i'm just saying that she could have been
it doesn't matter how rough these hands get
it doesn't matter, cause i'm not her man
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[14 Apr 2008|07:32pm]
cause maybe it's not the end for you and i.
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[14 Apr 2008|07:32pm]
For you, I'll stay alive.
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[14 Apr 2008|07:33pm]
i'm not looking for a lover
all those lovers are liars

i'd never lie to you
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[14 Apr 2008|07:36pm]
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you
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