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[12 Apr 2008|12:04am]
they make love like two solar flares, caring like they really care that they're gonna make it
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[12 Apr 2008|12:12am]
it's okay if this world had a billion saviors, because there's so many things to be saved.
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[12 Apr 2008|12:13am]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLY :]
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[12 Apr 2008|12:15am]
and honestly I miss you,
and I hope that you're missing me
'cause I could use your lips on me
and a little bit of dramamine
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[12 Apr 2008|12:17am]
and my fingers, they are blisters
and my eyes, they are bullet holes
but my heart's still beating,
guess I'm pretty lucky
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[12 Apr 2008|12:19am]
you got your finger on the trigger,
though you never want to fight
put your belly up
and aim for the sky
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[12 Apr 2008|12:20am]

i wish that i could make you see, how do i make you see without it all you're lovely. i'm listening to what they say feeling less and less okay, but it's the same old story

how do i fix my head?
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[12 Apr 2008|12:20am]
may your lives be long,
and may your wishes all be simple
and may your hearts stay strong.
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[12 Apr 2008|12:26am]

again last night i had that strange dream, where everything was exactly how it seemed. no concerns about the world getting warmer. people thought that they were just being rewarded for treating others as they'd like to be treated, for obeying stop signs and curing diseases, for mailing letters with the address of the sender.


now we can swim any day in november
don't wake me i plan on sleeping in
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[12 Apr 2008|01:08am]
i am high.
that is all.
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[12 Apr 2008|03:28am]
Lyrics on rape please?
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[12 Apr 2008|10:50am]

butter on a summer day when i hear your name
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[12 Apr 2008|11:10am]
If you want to hold on to the first girl that you meet, or if you want to settle down and plant roses at my feet, go ahead, go ahead, go ahead. I wish you would.
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[12 Apr 2008|11:10am]
I used to think if I could realize I'd die, then I would be a lot nicer. Used to believe in a lot more, now I just see straight ahead. That's not to say I don't have good times, but as for my days, I spend them waiting.
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[12 Apr 2008|11:11am]
i want to go out for sushi for the first time ever. anyone have any favorites? idk what to order.
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[12 Apr 2008|11:12am]
It's just, my heart gets rejected by my veins. And sometimes, planes, they smash up in the sky. And sometimes, lonely hearts, they just get lonelier.
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[12 Apr 2008|11:14am]
When you're dead
In hospitals and freeways,
When you're dead
In resting homes and clinics,
When you're dead,
It must be nice to finish.
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[12 Apr 2008|11:15am]
I think I must have known you in another life. I think our rocking chairs used to rock together all night.
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[12 Apr 2008|11:19am]
what about the plans that you left behind?
the little white house by the railway line,
the one we picked out,
we even put the payment down.
what about the promise that you made,
to stay with me till your dying day?
said you'd never go away,
are they just things that people say?
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[12 Apr 2008|11:23am]
darling, I need a place to stay.
does your pocket have any space?
send me into bed and under the sheets.
and I heard somewhere
that our lips want to meet.
and I'll make you a coat out of rain.
I made it with the hell in my veins.

the words that I should have said
go in the back of my head.

you can leave if you want,
just leave your little hands with me.
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[12 Apr 2008|11:24am]
i had a barbeque stain on my white tee shirt
she was killing me in that miniskirt
skippin' rocks on the river by the railroad tracks
she had a suntan line and red lipstick
i worked so hard for that first kiss
and a heart don't forget something like that
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[12 Apr 2008|11:29am]
like a baker loves dough
like a philosipher loves to know
like a comic loves laughs
like a toldler loves a bubble bath
so do i love you
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[12 Apr 2008|11:34am]
I'm tired of waiting.
I'm tired of being a poor cliche and misunderstood.
This tune it can fade in cause I can't think anymore.
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[12 Apr 2008|11:41am]
There's nothing you can make that can't be made.
No one you can save that can't be saved.
Nothing you can do but you can learn how to be in time
It's easy.
All you need is love, all you need is love.
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[12 Apr 2008|11:48am]

baby, don't be sad in my opinion you weren't half bad.
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[12 Apr 2008|11:50am]
I HAVE BUILT A TREEHOUSE
I HAVE BUILT A TREEHOUSE
NOBODY CAN SEE US
IT'S A YOU AND ME HOUSE
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[12 Apr 2008|12:02pm]


i don't ever wanna feel like i did that day, take me to the place i love take me all the way.
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[12 Apr 2008|12:16pm]

hey, you're crazy bitch! but you fuck so good im on top of it.
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[12 Apr 2008|12:17pm]

sing my song, puff all night long. as i take hits from the bong.
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[12 Apr 2008|12:22pm]
i've been climbing rocks and stones
been collecting broken bones
i've been swimming across the lakes
just to find this perfect place
i got lost into the woods
i've been covered up in mud
i've been going through a lot
just to find this perfect spot
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[12 Apr 2008|12:29pm]
im jealous of your cigarette and all the things you do with it. im jealous of your cigarette and the pleasure that you get from it, and not me.
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[12 Apr 2008|12:43pm]

guess that i was afraid that if you rode away
you might not roll back my direction real soon
well, i was crazy about you then
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lmao wtf? [12 Apr 2008|01:02pm]
lolol, point? )
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[12 Apr 2008|01:08pm]
I hope it's nice out where you all are :]

how is everyone's weekend going?
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[12 Apr 2008|01:46pm]
Close your eyes and I'll kiss you,
Tomorrow I'll miss you,
And remember, I'll always be true.



HELLO EMOLEERICKS.
TODAY IS A GOOD DAY, FINALLY. =]
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[12 Apr 2008|01:47pm]

You're still the only one that feels like home.
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[12 Apr 2008|01:53pm]
Lighting fireworks in parking lots,
Illuminate the blackest night
Cherry Cokes under this moonlit summer sky.
2015 Riverside, it's time to say goodbye.
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[12 Apr 2008|01:56pm]
So surround me, I need anything
And you, you're everything.
I want to live like I did before all this hit
To sleep in your arms, to think,
We'll never fall apart.
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[12 Apr 2008|01:58pm]
When I wake up to see the sunrise in your eyes,
I'll know I've made it home.
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[12 Apr 2008|01:58pm]
You sit there in your heartache, waiting on some beautiful boy to save you from your old ways.
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[12 Apr 2008|02:04pm]
sup playas
miss me?

;]
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[12 Apr 2008|02:06pm]


sometimes the TV is like a lover,
singing softly as you fall asleep.
you wake up in the morning and it's still there,
adding up the things you'll never be.
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[12 Apr 2008|02:08pm]
I hate rhode island.
it was sunny and nice as fuck out ten minutes ago, now it's thundering. what the hell?

Die young and save yourself..
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[12 Apr 2008|02:21pm]



and i will always think of you as someone that i love
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[12 Apr 2008|02:22pm]

how could i know?
everything you said were lies about
devotion and desire
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[12 Apr 2008|02:32pm]
Many rivers to cross,
but I can't seem to find my way over.
Wandering, I'm lost as I travel along
the white cliffs of dover.
Many rivers to cross and it's
only my will that keeps me alive.
I've been licked, washed up for years
and I merely survive because of my pride.
And this loneliness won't leave me alone.
It's such a drag to be on your own.
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[12 Apr 2008|02:33pm]
HOLLY I NEED TO ASK YOU SOMETHING.

are you on aim? lmao
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[12 Apr 2008|02:36pm]
When the truth is
I miss you
Yeah the truth is
That I miss you so
And I’m tired
I should not have let you go


Good afternoon!
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[12 Apr 2008|02:45pm]
lol @ everyone coming out from lurking because a guy posted
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[12 Apr 2008|02:51pm]
skin and bones, blood and teeth, well this is essentially who we are. hair and clothes, the company we keep.. well this regrettably who we are to others.
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[12 Apr 2008|02:53pm]

i thought i'd write, i thought i'd let you know
that the year since you've been gone
i've finally let you go
and i hope you find some time to drop a note,
but if you won't, then you won't
and i will consider you gone
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[12 Apr 2008|02:54pm]
so why did i kiss him so hard
late last friday night?
and keep on letting him change all my plans
i might be so sick in the head
i need to be bled dry to quit,

or i really used to love him,
i sure hope that's it.
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[12 Apr 2008|02:54pm]
if it makes you less sad, i'll move out of the state. you can keep to yourself, i'll keep out of your way. and if it makes you less sad, i'll take your pictures all down. every picture you paint, i will paint myself out. it's cold as a tomb, and it's dark in your room, when i sneak to your bed to pour salt in your wounds. so call it quits or get a grip. you say you wanted a solution, you just wanted to be missed.
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[12 Apr 2008|02:58pm]
GUYS I'M BORED.



i don't believe i failed you
are your lies still coming true?
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[12 Apr 2008|03:02pm]
i listen to my same old cd's, new order and morrissey. but you already know that cause you used to ride me. i thought i'd be singing a different tune by now but this song about you keeps coming out.
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[12 Apr 2008|03:03pm]

i know it's not my place to tell you what you're doing wrong
sometimes i think about your face and there's times i don't think of you at all

tell me you need me and i will stay
you believe me and i will wait
that you would come back for me everytime i fall
in your heart there's just no place
there's no room to make a mistake
and with one wrong turn you will never make it home
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[12 Apr 2008|03:03pm]
after waiting, fighting patiently on my knees
all the other stuff tired itself out first,
not me.
and in its wake appeared the touch and call
of a different breed
one who set to get me wise,
and got me there,
and then got me.
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[12 Apr 2008|03:10pm]
a boy on EL?
lies!



also, which icon is better?

or
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[12 Apr 2008|03:13pm]

i'm a sucker for a good lie,
the way you say you understand,
how you always talk of catching me
but never open up your hands
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[12 Apr 2008|03:14pm]
nobody plans to be half a world away at times like these, so i sat alone and waited out the night. the best part of what has happened was the part i must have missed. so i'm asking you to shine it on and stick around. i'm not writing my goodbyes.
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[12 Apr 2008|03:16pm]



you're not gold to me,
i was wrong, you're not gold to me and
there'll be centuries left when you're gone
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[12 Apr 2008|03:18pm]

baby, every cloud has a silver lining
baby, every dog really has its day
and it matters to me to see you smiling
why don't we blow all your cares away?
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[12 Apr 2008|03:24pm]

light up your face, baby.
let's get going.
i wanna see a change in those weary eyes.
we'll have some fun,
take a boat out rowing.
why ever should life be so serious?
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[12 Apr 2008|03:28pm]
i know that it’s brief, there’s not nearly enough in one night to have seen what you had in your hand was much more than the gold that i let go to grab.
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[12 Apr 2008|03:29pm]


i'll try to be what you want to see
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[12 Apr 2008|03:34pm]

i was the fool beside you for too long.
the things about you that would
drive me wild still drive me wild,
but now in a different way.
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[12 Apr 2008|03:37pm]

and the song said "let's be happy"
i was happy
it never made me happy before
and the song said "don't be lonely"
it makes me lonely
i hear it and i'm lonely more and more
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[12 Apr 2008|03:38pm]
my journal is deaddd =[
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[12 Apr 2008|03:42pm]
And i know that it's not a party
if it happens every night
pretending there's glamour and candelabra
when you're drinking by candlelight
what does it take to get a drink in this place?
what does it take, how long must i wait?
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[12 Apr 2008|03:44pm]
i just had to call you, i had to hear your voice,
and tell you i still love you, we still have a choice.
you're sewn into the fabric, the pieces of my life,
and i just can't remember why we said goodbye.
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[12 Apr 2008|03:44pm]
Old teenage hopes are alive and at your door,
left you with nothing but they want some more...





So I have the cutest story ever. =) )
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[12 Apr 2008|03:45pm]
i'd swim across lake michigan, i'd sell my shoes, i'd give my body to be back again in the rest of the room..
to be alone with you
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[12 Apr 2008|03:46pm]
happy birthday, annie :)
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[12 Apr 2008|03:47pm]
No matter which way you go
No matter which way you stay
You're out of my mind, out of my mind
Out of my mind, out of my mind
I was walking with a ghost
I said please, please don't insist
I was walking with a ghost
I said please, please don't insist
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[12 Apr 2008|03:52pm]

i say the right things but act the wrong way. i like it right here, but i cannot stay. i watch the tv, forget what i'm told. well i am too young, and they are too old. i'll make it you see i 'm ever so pleased. pretend to be nice so i can be mean. i missed the last bus, i take the next train. i try, but you see it's hard to explain
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[12 Apr 2008|03:53pm]
oh yes, happy birthday, anniee (:
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[12 Apr 2008|04:00pm]
nothing hurts like nothing at all.
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[12 Apr 2008|04:09pm]
http://www.blurty.com/~el_awards
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[12 Apr 2008|04:32pm]
Any lyrics about the start of a potential relationship
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[12 Apr 2008|05:02pm]
I never saw anything before you
I never saw anything but you.
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[12 Apr 2008|05:02pm]

tell me that you'll open your eyes.
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[12 Apr 2008|05:08pm]
Do my journal!
please. =)
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[12 Apr 2008|05:08pm]
Lost my heart in a bottle of wine
I mourned and then I cried
I'm living on moon light
It's nice to see you in my dreams, we dance all night
When I wake up I know you'll be gone & that's alright
'Cause i have mourned & I have cried...
I've got no reason to stay.
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[12 Apr 2008|05:09pm]

if you're callin bout my heart,
it's still yours
i should've listened to it a little more
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[12 Apr 2008|05:25pm]
im in love with def leppard.
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[12 Apr 2008|05:29pm]



I'm outa luck, outa love
Gotta photograph, picture of
Passion killer, you're too much
You're the only one I wanna touch
I see your face every time I dream
On every page, every magazine
So wild so free so far from me
You're all I want, my fantasy

Oh, look what you've done to this rock 'n' roll clown
Oh Oh, look what you've done

Photograph - I don't want your
Photograph - I don't need your
Photograph - All I've got is a photograph
But it's not enough

I'd be your lover, if you were there
Put your hurt on me, if you dare
Such a woman, you got style
You make every man feel like a child
You got some kinda hold on me
You're all wrapped up in mystery
So wild so free so far from me
You're all I want, my fantasy
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[12 Apr 2008|05:33pm]

baby let the moment take your heart away.
have you ever needed someone so bad, have you ever wanted someone you just couldn't have. did you ever try so hard that your world just fell apart.


do my journal, i wanna hear from some people!
i wanna get to 1000
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[12 Apr 2008|05:40pm]
please shut the fuck up, i'm begging you to fly this for me. i'm here for you to use, broken and bruised. do you understand? it's only you, beautiful, or i don't want anyone.
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[12 Apr 2008|05:45pm]
Hold me closer tiny dancer..
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[12 Apr 2008|05:48pm]
they can't know what we've done. our whole world will come undone.
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[12 Apr 2008|05:50pm]
i may not be pure, but i'm not all that toxic.
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[12 Apr 2008|05:52pm]
all time low/rocket summer/forever the sickest kids tomorrow hollerrr
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[12 Apr 2008|05:55pm]
give me your eyes. i need sunshine.
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[12 Apr 2008|05:58pm]
i need new music.
anything sad would please me today.
tyvm.
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[12 Apr 2008|05:59pm]
punk goes crunk = epic.
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[12 Apr 2008|06:02pm]
you don't know me
you don't wear my chains
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[12 Apr 2008|06:03pm]
holy crap. i see it's not dead here tonight :)
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[12 Apr 2008|06:10pm]
did you heart break enough, did it break enough this time?
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[12 Apr 2008|06:15pm]
Going through my closet the other day
Found an old yearbook, flipped right to the page
Of that senior trip down there on that Panama strip
We all started yelling when we smelled the beach
Just couldn't wait to try our fake ids
We only had a few days, and a whole lot of memories to make
Oh man we were livin, didn't waste one minute
We talked and drank and danced and said goodbye

We laughed until we cried
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[12 Apr 2008|06:17pm]
You shine so bright its insane,
you put the sun to shame.
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[12 Apr 2008|06:18pm]
i was your silver lining, but now i'm gold.
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[12 Apr 2008|06:18pm]
I won’t live to see another day
I swear its true
Because a girl boy like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

i love how my bf and i just got into a fight..and we're leaving in like 5 minutes to go on a date.
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[12 Apr 2008|06:20pm]
Let me wrap my thighs
all around your waist
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[12 Apr 2008|06:23pm]
gimme your number, i'll call you up. you act like your pussy don't interrupt. i don't have no problem with you fucking me, but i have a little problem with you not fucking me.
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[12 Apr 2008|06:26pm]
I’ll always see your face
The corner of your smile
And all the little things that no one will ever know
Like it was yesterday, won’t ever fade away
Goodbye is just a word that I will never say

You will never be forgotten
A million days could pass us by
But what is time but just a dream

Oh I still feel you here with me

You’re more than a memory
Oh you will never be forgotten


I can‘t hold your hand
Or look into your eyes
And when I talk to you
It just echoes in my mind
But If hearts are made of dust
And if we fell from the stars
I look up tonight and know just where you are
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[12 Apr 2008|06:29pm]
I'll stand by you.
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[12 Apr 2008|06:31pm]


it's like that thank you very much fuck you very much. everyone in his life would mistake it as love. fuck the what happend i got stuck.
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[12 Apr 2008|06:32pm]
there's money on the table that says your cheap shots won't be able to break bones. i've yet to break a sweat.
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[12 Apr 2008|06:33pm]


do i sound mad? well i guess im a little pissed. every action has a point, five points make a fist. you close them you swing them, it hurts when it hits. and the truth can be a bitch! but if the boot fits. i got an idea, you should get a tattoo that says 'warning' that's all just the 'warning' so the potential victim can take a left and save breath, and avoid being sobar and upset in the morning, i wanna scream fuck you lucy! but the problem is i love you lucy. so instead ima finish my drink and have another, while you think about how you used to be my lover. and everyone in his life would mistake it as love.
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[12 Apr 2008|06:37pm]
can't pay my rent, cause all my money's spent
but that's okay, cause i'm still fly
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[12 Apr 2008|06:37pm]
lyrics about missing someone?
i already checked the list.
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[12 Apr 2008|06:41pm]

and thank god
my thoughts don't come true
blackened out cityscapes
would be all that surrounds you
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[12 Apr 2008|06:43pm]
teacher needs to see me after school. i think of all the education that i missed, but then my homework was never quite like this. got it bad, got it bad, got it bad.. im hot for teacher. i got it bad, sooo bad.
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[12 Apr 2008|06:44pm]
they call her feisty
but a lover's gotta fight, right?
dreams of dreamers
pass each other in the night
strip tease and spelling bees
well, i wanna take a bite
whispers cross my worries
says it's gonna be alright
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[12 Apr 2008|06:48pm]
did you never call?
i waited for your call
waited for you to call out
and make me whole
now who's the master?
and who's the pawn?
help me god
i don't wanna play along
pay me no mind
like i wasn't there at all
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[12 Apr 2008|06:49pm]
the closest thing to me at heart
is the furthest thing away to touch
and all these undeservers take for granted
what we deserve so much
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[12 Apr 2008|06:49pm]

pour me another so i can forget you now.


What's on your paste? lol.
mine is. "[A]sнιεч" :S I guess my sister was on my computer.
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[12 Apr 2008|06:52pm]
do you have to lie all the time?
such a drag to play along
take a picture, do i have to smile?
could you find another to prey upon?
maze placed in front of me
in the midst of the straightaway
do you wanna get away from me?
mangle the truth and send me to bed
it's a life in shambles
but it rambles and rolls right along
head down, bite the tongue

hitch a ride on another song
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[12 Apr 2008|06:56pm]

thunderous sparks from the dark of the stadiums, the music and medicine you needed for comforting. so make all your fat, fleshy fingers to moving, and pluck all your silly strings. and bend all your notes for me.

soft, silly music is meaningful, magical


the movements were beautiful
, all in your ovaries
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[12 Apr 2008|07:06pm]
But I put her car in park and never let her cry alone.
I listen to her heart beat because it's playin' my favorite song.
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[12 Apr 2008|07:12pm]



i stay high, but on-point like an arrow.
street nigga baby, i'm in love with the gravel,
money gives me life like the man with the gavel.
i'm strapped at home, i'm strapped when i travel.
i pop my trunk and make the bitches spread like cattle.
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[12 Apr 2008|07:15pm]
journal!! im really bored tonight :(
lurkers toooo!

http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=changingskies&itemid=777
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[12 Apr 2008|07:19pm]
http://youtube.com/watch?v=C4AyZ4RPjVc

lol. love them.
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[12 Apr 2008|07:19pm]



i feel like i could sleep til june
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[12 Apr 2008|07:53pm]
I can't shake this little feeling
I'll never get anything right
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[12 Apr 2008|07:53pm]

the earth looks better from a star that's right above from where you are. he didn't mean to make you cry with sparks that ring and bullets fly on empty rings around your heart. the world just screams and falls apart
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[12 Apr 2008|07:55pm]

in my dreams you're alive and you're crying as your mouth moves in mine, soft and sweet. rings of flowers around your eyes and i'll love you or the rest of your life. brother, see, we are one and the same & you left with your head filled with flames, & you watched as your brains fell out through your teeth, push the pieces in place make your smile sweet to see, don't you take this away. i'm still wanting my face on your cheek.

and when we break, we'll wait for our miracle. god is a place where some holy spectacle lies. and when we break, we'll wait for our miracle, god is a place you will wait for the rest of your life
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[12 Apr 2008|07:57pm]
You are the smell before rain
You are the blood in my veins
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[12 Apr 2008|07:57pm]
We got inches away
And I never even got close
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[12 Apr 2008|08:02pm]

sara i approve of all this brand new posting btw~
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[12 Apr 2008|08:10pm]
you guys can add mac users on aol right? cause its like called aim
but anywayyys
add me pleasee

brawnylee@mac.com
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[12 Apr 2008|08:18pm]

oh young sailor do see you what your captain sees? love is nothing more than an action. what an ocean, what a world, on the big blue seas you can change it all if you want to
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[12 Apr 2008|08:20pm]
I need the smell of summer,
I need its noises in my ears.
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[12 Apr 2008|08:24pm]

i know you're busy, but please won't you come visit me?
you are an aimless ghost; you haunt your bag of bones. the wolf messed with your vision. he is sitting in your kitchen, while you sleep tonight. he will eat you young, and you will act surprised.
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[12 Apr 2008|08:28pm]
There's not enough time in the day for her to do everything she wants, but that time in every sense, is her own. She tells me she's happy. I know she's free.
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[12 Apr 2008|08:30pm]


you're still the only one that feels like home.
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[12 Apr 2008|08:30pm]

i swear to the heavens ill forget the past, just tell me that you need me back. have you ever seen a man so shattered as that man you refuse again to write back? i just need you, my river i just need you, my love. you are looking east with the heaviest heart that i can ever recall seeing. time is not the answer that you wanted to hear but time is what your going to get. have you ever seen a love burn brighter than this mans love that you are looking at? love, come and save me, from the burning, from the drowning
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HEY! I'm christina and i'm actually going to start posting regularly [12 Apr 2008|08:31pm]
jersey just got colder.
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HEY! I'm christina and i'm actually going to start posting regularly [12 Apr 2008|08:31pm]
jersey just got colder.
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[12 Apr 2008|08:33pm]

sure. i got a secret. more than one. don't seem like i'd tell them to you, now, do it? anyone off dyton colony knows better than to talk to strangers. you're talking loud enough for the both of us, ain't ya? i've met a dozen like you. skipped off home early. minor graft jobs here and there. spent some time in the lockdown, but less than you claim. and you're what? a petty thief with delusions of standing? sad little king of a sad little hill.
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[12 Apr 2008|08:34pm]

right away great captain, i'll go where you want me to. don't make it much harder than what i have gone through. if you've got your systems ill tear down these walls, you haven't seen devils till you've felt them all. you've got to be strong ill take it back, if you let me on a highway you know, i will do my best to meet you there
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[12 Apr 2008|08:43pm]
guys. i cant even get through reading a page of lyrics without like 374 more being posted.








i am pleased.
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[12 Apr 2008|08:44pm]
i forgot to tell you all about myself i think thats standard procedure haha

im 20 im from south jersey 20 minutes from philly
i start cosmetology school in septemper.
i come off as a generally happy person even if im not always.
and ive been lurking for awhile.. i have been posting occassionally
because my computer has been fucked up

how is everyone today?
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[12 Apr 2008|08:45pm]

out of gas, out of road, out of car. i don't know how i'm going to go and i had a drink the other day, opinions were like kittens i was giving them away. i had a drink the other day, i had a lot to say and i said: "you will come down soon, too"
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[12 Apr 2008|08:47pm]
i thought romance was dead in jersey
but it just moved to a different city
and if the nights get to cold for you in philly
ive got some warm hands to cure your

cold heart.

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[12 Apr 2008|08:48pm]

i will wait under the tow like lions do. oh my god, what am i doing here? and i walk this ship of golden brown you sit back covered up sounds that don't come from my lips, you know they don't come from my lips. and you can try to break the silence while you making love with violence to my flesh and blood a traitor, oh my flesh and blood are traitors to you now.

oh my god, what am i doing here?
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[12 Apr 2008|08:48pm]

my heart is yours to fill or burst
to break or bury
to wear as jewelery
whatever you prefer
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[12 Apr 2008|08:49pm]

i'm still living with your goodbye
and you're just going on with your life
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[12 Apr 2008|08:51pm]

if life's not beautiful without the pain, well, i'd just rather never ever even see beauty again. well, as life gets longer, awful feels softer, and it feels pretty soft to me
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[12 Apr 2008|08:53pm]

they don't love you like i love you
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[12 Apr 2008|08:53pm]
let me free, leave me be
i dont want to fall
another moment into your gravity

i stand so tall just like i'm suppose to be
but your on to me, and all over me.
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[12 Apr 2008|08:54pm]

long ago, men went to sea, and women waited for them, standing on the edge of the water, scanning the horizon for the tiny ship. now i wait for henry. he vanishes unwillingly, without warning. i wait for him. each moment that i wait feels like a year, an eternity. each moment is as slow and transparent as glass. through each moment i can see infinite moments lined up, waiting. why has he gone where I cannot follow?
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[12 Apr 2008|08:55pm]


you came and saved me tonight
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[12 Apr 2008|08:58pm]

jesus christ


thats a pretty face.


the kind that makes me
think that i can change.
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[12 Apr 2008|08:59pm]

in reality, however, every ego, so far from being a unity is in the highest degree a manifold world, a constellated heaven, a chaos of forms, of states and stages, of inheritances and potentialities. it appears to be a necessity as imperative as eating and breathing for everyone to be forced to regard this chaos as a unity and to speak of his ego as though it were a one-fold and clearly detached and fixed phenomenon. even the best of us share the delusion
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[12 Apr 2008|09:00pm]

sometimes the sun shines just for you