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[10 Apr 2008|08:33am] |
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due to my ridiculous cramps, i will be home all day.
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[10 Apr 2008|08:51am] |
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oh girls; HI!
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[10 Apr 2008|08:52am] |
i just wanna use your love tonight
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[10 Apr 2008|08:53am] |
can i get a little zip zip lookie lookie?
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[10 Apr 2008|08:58am] |
you know you've hit rock bottom
when you're mumbling the words
to all his favorite songs
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[10 Apr 2008|09:02am] |
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i love how i have no thursday classes, but i still get up and go to a random calc class for more calc fun. [freak] kbye girls. be back around 11 < 3
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[10 Apr 2008|09:38am] |
moon,
someone said that you're a bright spot,
a spotlight, bright spot,
beaming in my eye.
moon,
ain't it true though
that you're just a reflector for
a light that's gleaming off
a mammoth burning globe of fire.
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[10 Apr 2008|09:44am] |
i have to pick either a poem or song lyrics - a paragraph - and write about it ...
what song would you chose to write about?
or poem.....
thanks :)
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[10 Apr 2008|09:56am] |
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must have died in the place where she first said i love you
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[10 Apr 2008|10:01am] |
ENGLISH IS AMUSING TODAY JSYAK.
hi nikki!
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[10 Apr 2008|10:13am] |
#^()&%$#
my parents cat just pooped on my new dress :(
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[10 Apr 2008|10:14am] |
also, jsyak, ESP RACHEL bc she's the only one who really cares
DIERKS TONIGHT
+LUKE
+icky bucky
but
DIERKS
LUKE
love it.
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[10 Apr 2008|10:57am] |
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someone give me 200 dollars pls
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[10 Apr 2008|12:19pm] |
my friends tell me it's spring,
my window shows the same.
without you here, the seasons pass me by
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[10 Apr 2008|12:32pm] |
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I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS WEATHER, jsyak.
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[10 Apr 2008|12:32pm] |
time doesn't wait for anyone
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[10 Apr 2008|02:34pm] |
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guis. i don't think my roommate shaves her ~pits.
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[10 Apr 2008|02:35pm] |
sound the alarm inside,
give me some time to hide
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[10 Apr 2008|02:39pm] |
i wasn't always a monster,
i was a saint
now forgotten, so addicted to bad ideas
and the blood that runs
from the palms and the eyes and the throat
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[10 Apr 2008|02:40pm] |
we have to take our clothes off
to have a good time
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[10 Apr 2008|02:42pm] |
because i can, because no one stop me
because it makes up
for things i lost.
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[10 Apr 2008|02:43pm] |
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also, she has a specified shaving day. idgi.
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[10 Apr 2008|02:45pm] |
no one's ever looking where they're going
no one's ever stepping aside
doing foolish things just to see
what change would bring.
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[10 Apr 2008|02:49pm] |
girls just wanna have fun
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[10 Apr 2008|02:50pm] |
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okay. its calc hmwk time. bye girls. well. bye kate ♥
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[10 Apr 2008|02:52pm] |
and hallelujah
to the one in our bones,
and hallelujah
to the one we love.
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[10 Apr 2008|03:15pm] |
Well she was precious like a flower. She grew wild, wild but innocent. A perfect prayer in a desperate hour. She was everything beautiful and different. Stupid boy...you can't fence that in. Stupid boy...it's like holdin' back the wind. She laid her heart and soul right in your hands, and you stole her every dream and crushed her plans. She never even knew she had a choice. And that's what happens when the only voice she hears is telling her she can't. Stupid boy. Stupid boy. So what made you think you could take her life and just push it, push it around? I guess to build yourself up so high you had to take her and break her down.
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[10 Apr 2008|03:20pm] |
She wasn't born anorexic, but nowadays she suffers, staring at these half-naked stars on magazine covers. feeling pressured by the public. She only weighs 90 pounds but still sucks in her stomach. On the inside she's dieing, lying to herself, thinking, "5 more pounds won't jeopardize my health." One day she might just collapse, she can't avoid it too many sleepless nights spent bent over a toilet, spewing vomit, like she was an alcoholic. Praying to a God she never believed in to stop it. Hasn't eaten in weeks, drinks water by the heaps. Now she looks like the skeleton she sees in her closet. So close to death she can taste it, body looks wasted. Hates life, hates you, hates the way she looks naked. Now she's feeling drowsy, lousy, thinking She's staring at her belly, she's so scared to touch it, imagining the feeling when it kicks inside her stomach. Too late for safe sex, should have used a latex. She can't afford a baby on minimum wage paychecks. Her waistline climbs by inches, cause she traded in the morning workouts for morning sickness. Feeling nauseous, sleeps on a mat because she's cautious. Give life or take life, that's her only options. Only if she had a magic wand, she'd go back to that night and put her clothes back on. But she can't change time, or what's growing inside. How could she love something that's barely alive? Her body's aching, shaking, from sweaty palms, and cold sweat. Mentally exhausting like phone sex. No regrets, life or death, it's high stakes. Cause right or wrong, it's only her choice to make.
"What's so wrong with me that you can't love me? What is wrong with me? I do everything for you. I, I, I make myself look good, I go to the gym. I, I eat like a fucking rabbit. I don't, I don't know what else to do. Tell me. What it is I have to do to make you love me?"
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[10 Apr 2008|03:27pm] |
i am sitting on the drillfield
& i am listening to the treehouse song
& i am watching shirtless boys playing soccer
& it is all just very fab
how is everyone? : )
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[10 Apr 2008|03:27pm] |
well you're not awake, but you haven't been sleeping. and you hate god, but you don't believe in him. and you're not scared, but you still got your eyes closed.
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[10 Apr 2008|03:29pm] |
in this country filled with
islands of disappointment,
we seek family,
we find auguries and they say
stop your crying,
keep on driving
things will be better in california.
you like to play it safe,
but you want what you paid for,
i can't stand california.
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[10 Apr 2008|03:31pm] |
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she wants a better body. and some supermodel moves. cause in her head she's always been the ugly one.
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[10 Apr 2008|03:38pm] |
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tbh if you guys don't do this we won't be able to post it on tuesday
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[10 Apr 2008|03:47pm] |
he met her at a night club,
she couldn't keep the beat
she wore her grandma's prom dress,
raccoon slippers on her feet.
he took a shot of something strong
to make him feel less weak,
and so the story goes
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[10 Apr 2008|03:51pm] |
the problem will find them
sooner or later you have to hit something.
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[10 Apr 2008|03:53pm] |
no, you don't love me,
don't you say that you do
'cause you can't
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[10 Apr 2008|03:53pm] |
somday we'll know why samson loved delilah
someday we'll go dancing on the moon.
ps. i fucking miss you guys.
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[10 Apr 2008|03:54pm] |
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quit lurking and post plz >:(
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[10 Apr 2008|03:56pm] |
in a sunset park,
we moved through the crowd.
i kissed your lips,
there was no one around,
there was no one around.
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[10 Apr 2008|03:57pm] |
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i've never missed a stranger before.
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[10 Apr 2008|03:58pm] |
you were the blue of the sky
you came after the storm
you were the switch on the wall
in the dark of the hall
i'm still fumbling for
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[10 Apr 2008|03:59pm] |
if i could ask God just one question,
why arent you here with me tonight ?
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[10 Apr 2008|04:00pm] |
and we never should have said that,
in september,
we shouldn't go away but stay together.
tell me the way to be with you.
tell me exactly what to do.
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[10 Apr 2008|04:00pm] |
One night to be confused
one night to speed up truth
we had a promise made
four hands and then away
both under influence
we had divine sense
to know what to say
Mind is a razor blade
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[10 Apr 2008|04:00pm] |
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Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed. This world you must've crossed. You said, you don't know me, you don't even care. She said, you don't know me, you don't wear my chains. She said I think I'll go to Boston, I think I'll start a new life, I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name, I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather. I think that I'm just tired. I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind. I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset. I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice.
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[10 Apr 2008|04:04pm] |
Yours is the first face that i saw,
i think i was blind before i met you.
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[10 Apr 2008|04:06pm] |
Into your heart I'll beat again
sweet like candy to my soul
sweet you rock and sweet you roll
Lost for you, I'm so lost for you
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[10 Apr 2008|04:08pm] |
you bleed for me, i'll bleed for you
i caught you walking through walls
drowned with applause
from the world that makes me crazy
we are, we are the shaken
we are the monsters
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[10 Apr 2008|04:09pm] |
Cause people love and they hate,
And I guess it's just our turn to hate.
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[10 Apr 2008|04:13pm] |
We're glad for what we've got,
Done with what we've lost.
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[10 Apr 2008|04:14pm] |
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hey guys i am building a treehouse for my senior project and i thought you all should know~
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[10 Apr 2008|04:16pm] |
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my hair looks like an exploded poodle =[
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[10 Apr 2008|04:17pm] |
Your voice in my head makes me feel so alone. Soon the sun will rise that's when the romance dies. And I'm just tired of running around. But fuck it I love you even if I'm gonna feel like shit by the time I get to you. Now the sky is turning blue. The stars they disappear. One by one as the daylights nears. And yes you're in my head but that doesn't make you here. And I've lost all my friends, but you're the one I miss the most.
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[10 Apr 2008|04:18pm] |
beauty queen of only eighteen,
she had some trouble with herself
he was always there to help her,
she always belonged to someone else
i drove for miles and miles
and wound up at your door
i've had you so many times
but somehow, i want more.
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[10 Apr 2008|04:22pm] |
Well, i know what you're doing
I see it all too clear.
I only taste the saline
when i kiss away your tears.
You really had me going, wishing on a star
but the blackholes that surround you
are heavier by far
I believed in your confusion,
that you were so completely torn.
well, it must have been that yesterday
was the day that I was born.
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[10 Apr 2008|04:22pm] |
My hands are searching for you. My arms are outstretched towards you. I feel you on my fingertips. My tongue dances behind my lips for you. I can feel you all around me. Thickening the air I'm breathing. My hands float up above me. And you whisper you love me and I begin to fade into our secret place. The music makes me sway. Take my hand I give it to you. Now you own me. All I am. You said you would never leave me. I believe you. I believe.
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[10 Apr 2008|04:23pm] |
and when the day was dawning,
i figured i had already lost from the start.
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[10 Apr 2008|04:26pm] |
i saw you on my phone on a contact list that isn't up to date. would have changed it with more time that i require to rid my mind of all the freckles on your face.
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[10 Apr 2008|04:28pm] |
You were the only face I'd ever known. I was the light from the lamp on the floor and only as bright as you wanted me to be. Well I am no gentleman, I can be a prick. And I do regret more than I admit. I sat with you drink for drink. Take the pain out of loving and love won't exist. It was the only place I'd ever known. Turned off the light on my way out the door. I will be watching wherever you go through the eyes of a fly on the wall.
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[10 Apr 2008|04:33pm] |
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall,
lift you up and fly away with you into the night
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[10 Apr 2008|04:38pm] |
But they were over the edge of the abyss. They were rising. And if they flew higher, Lord Asriel would fall, and Metatron would escape.
“Marisa! Marisa!”
The cry was torn from Lord Asriel, and with the snow leopard beside her, with a roaring in her ears, Lyra’s mother stood and found her footing and leapt with all her heart, to hurl herself against the angel and her daemon and her dying love, and seize those beating wings, and bear them all down together into the abyss.
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[10 Apr 2008|04:43pm] |
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it's me and the moon, she says.
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[10 Apr 2008|04:44pm] |
drag me out into the cold rain.
let it hover over me.
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[10 Apr 2008|04:51pm] |
OMG WTF WHY DID I TAKE SO MANY PICTURES.
AJSD;FLKAJSDLKSD
/nevergettingthesecutout.
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[10 Apr 2008|04:55pm] |
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i can't complain, it seems that i've got everything i need and i just can't explain why things aren't right.
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[10 Apr 2008|04:56pm] |
We break ourselves down and build ourselves up with disappointment, so fragile we are.
I'm showing you guys the interesting ones because, well, I've got no one else to show them to. XD
( I guess this means I get good luck. XD )
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[10 Apr 2008|05:00pm] |
So you know how much I need you, but you never even see me,
do you?
( Lalalalala... )
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[10 Apr 2008|05:08pm] |
Every cup of coffee, every song,
Just reminds me of you and me.
Every naked body, every late night movie
Everything just reminds me of you and me.
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[10 Apr 2008|05:09pm] |
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You've got the eyes of a stranger.
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[10 Apr 2008|05:20pm] |
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So I let go of the ratio of things said to things heard, and I leave you to your garden and the beauty you preferred. And I wonder what of this will have meaning for you, when you've left it all behind. I guess I'll even wonder if you meant it at the time.
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[10 Apr 2008|05:23pm] |
I've had a little bit to drink,
And it's making me think
That I can jump ship and swim,
That the ocean will hold me,
That there's got to be more than this boat I'm in.
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[10 Apr 2008|05:36pm] |
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songs you listen to when you've had a bad day?
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[10 Apr 2008|06:27pm] |
'cause they're songs about me,
song about lovin' and livin'.
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[10 Apr 2008|06:48pm] |
saw the boy that makes my heart fall out my butt in shoprite. he invited me to his frat party tonight. neither of us want relationships right now, but he still makes me =D GO OR NOT?
ps i also dont drink or anything. so he'll be pretty effed up. and ill be sober. clearly.
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[10 Apr 2008|07:14pm] |
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We'll live on front porches and swing life away.
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[10 Apr 2008|07:46pm] |
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wait is delilah rly building a treehouse?
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[10 Apr 2008|07:56pm] |
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If I could only have you near to breathe a sigh or two, I would be happy just to hold the hands I love
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[10 Apr 2008|08:05pm] |
vigo mortesson is in town and went through my friend's line a whole foods.
rape pls.
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[10 Apr 2008|08:16pm] |
guys if i dont get to build my treehouse do you understand how angry i shall be
:(
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[10 Apr 2008|08:31pm] |
Now I can hardly even recall
What came before this
Letters left on pillows
Messages left on phones
Postcards in the mail
When we sent them
Cobwebs all collected
Paintings on the walls
Lounging around all day
In a hot pink chenille housecoat
And the secrets that I whispered
In your ear while you were sleeping
You can call to mind when you're
Out in the world without me
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[10 Apr 2008|08:38pm] |
i told him i was going to betray you, and betray lyra, and he believed me because i was corrupt and full of wickedness; he looked so deep i felt sure he’d see the truth. but i lied too well. i was lying with every nerve and fiber and everything i’d ever done…i wanted him to find no good in me, and he didn’t. there is none. but i love lyra. where did this love come from? i don’t know; it came to me like a thief in the night, and now i love her so much my heart is bursting with it. all i could hope was that my crimes were so monstrous that the love was no bigger than a mustard seed in the shadow of them, and i wished i’d committed even greater ones to hide it more deeply still…but the mustard seed had taken root and was growing, and the little green shoot was splitting my heart wide open, and i was so afraid he’d see
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[10 Apr 2008|08:45pm] |
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Wanna go get high? Mercury is parked outside. Wanna take me to the parking lot of the old high school? And it's like you said. I would've turned up dead in the car
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[10 Apr 2008|08:53pm] |
You're Sylvia Plath
As you drift from the bath.
I hand you a robe
And so it goes,
The moment'll pass.
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[10 Apr 2008|09:07pm] |
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fail
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[10 Apr 2008|09:08pm] |
okay, wtf at my computer just randomly not having microsoft word anymore?
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[10 Apr 2008|09:11pm] |
My wisdom teeth are comming in on the top and bottom on one side of my mouth, and might i just say OWWW =[ it hurts realllyyy badddd.
You threw the spark that lit the candle
that set us all on fire and sent a flame down my east coast.
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[10 Apr 2008|09:14pm] |
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I love waking up to your laugh
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[10 Apr 2008|09:17pm] |
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Don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet, and don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are. I couldn't help it. It's all your fault
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[10 Apr 2008|09:23pm] |
let me embrace you with this kiss
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[10 Apr 2008|09:32pm] |
set me free
leave me be
i dont want to fall another moment
into your gravity.
but your on to me
and all over me.
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[10 Apr 2008|09:41pm] |
okay i need two topics to write about for my italian journal
i can write about anything i want
and each one has to be a page long
help :(
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[10 Apr 2008|09:48pm] |
favorite songs atm?
and fave mute math songs too, if any?
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[10 Apr 2008|10:02pm] |
Don't believe this science fiction, tale of beauty and perfection. You are more than ordinary it's time to take this blindfold off your eyes.
HEY I successfully administered an IV catheter today :)
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[10 Apr 2008|10:18pm] |
Why must we always try to look like someone else?
She can't see, and I can't believe she's falling.
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[10 Apr 2008|10:22pm] |
were gonna make sure the world survives.
there ain't no justice theres just us.
whatever happened to the meaning of "in God we trust"?
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Hey guys !!
I'm doing a presentation next week on Gangs and gang violence.
do yous know any killer songs i can play for it?
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[10 Apr 2008|10:23pm] |
what happened to the Isaac Hayes, and the Curtis Mayfields, and all the Marvin Gayes -- man we really need'em today.
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| i carry your heart-ee cummings |
[10 Apr 2008|10:42pm] |
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
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[10 Apr 2008|10:45pm] |
no one in the world ever gets what they want,
and that is beautiful.
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[10 Apr 2008|10:50pm] |
'Cause when you're gone
All the colors fade
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[10 Apr 2008|10:52pm] |
ONE MORE WEEK AND I'M A SENIOR.
I AM SO FUCKING OLD GOD.
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[10 Apr 2008|11:17pm] |
Hoping for the best
Just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines
Unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know
You never loved me
Why can't I feel anything
from anyone other than you?
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[10 Apr 2008|11:53pm] |
"do you know why i picked you and zoe? because you're saps. you reppin' out as stone killers, but i still remember the ol' sarge with his stories and his homilies, of glory and honor."
"maybe you shoulda listened."
"yeah, well what are you now? what are we now, mal?"
"see there? hear that quiet? means the call's already been made."
"well, that call...that call means you just murdered me."
"no, son. you murdered yourself.i just carried the bullet a while."
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