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[09 Apr 2008|12:00am] |
and after waiting,
fighting patiently on my knees,
all the other stuff
tired itself out first, not me
and in its wake,
appeared the touch and call
of a different breed,
one who set
to get me wise,
and got me there,
and then got me.
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[09 Apr 2008|12:28am] |
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so my roommates convinced me that roommate number 4 was in the library so i would kick her door down buffy style and she was sleeping.
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[09 Apr 2008|12:28am] |
i'm a young soul,
in this very strange world,
hoping I could learn a bit
'bout what is true and fake.
but why all this hate?
try to communicate;
finding just and love
is not always easy to make
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[09 Apr 2008|12:29am] |
now they can change the locks,
don't let them change your mind.
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[09 Apr 2008|12:30am] |
my computer keeps making a doorbell song and idk y
it's a vry vry good thing when you're 20 and your bff is a baretende
it's also good when this bar is full of dirty old men who buy you 43456 drinks for simply being under 30 and under 200lbs
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[09 Apr 2008|08:08am] |
everywhere he goes, he goes there knowing;
i just wanna be with him
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[09 Apr 2008|09:23am] |
i was attached on bended knee,
but i declined my lead.
but who could blame a fraction of her being?
she is cheesy, she is scrawny,
with her uncanny styling.
i'm teasing, she is pleasing,
she just has no wit.
i'm sorry i don't have her face,
and i'm probably gonna lose this race.
there is no doubt,
she's such a mouse,
with such an abstract grace.
there is no cure,
i am sure,
for these ten cent blues.
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[09 Apr 2008|09:24am] |
i have no idea what's going on lately,
and i just wish you would
come over and explain things.
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[09 Apr 2008|09:37am] |
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i guess it all worked out, there's a ring on your finger and the baby's due out. you share a place by the park and run a shop for antiques downtown, and he loves you, and the two of you will soon become three. and he loves you, even though you used to say you were flawed if you weren't free. let's not forget ourselves, good friend; you and i were almost dead, and you're better off for leaving. late at night, i get the phone, you're at the shop, sobbing, all alone. your confession's coming out, you only married him when you felt your time was running out, but now you love him and your baby, at last you are complete. but he's distant, and you found him on the phone, pleading, saying "baby, i love you, and i'll leave her, and i'm coming out to california." let's not forget ourselves, good friend, i am flawed if i'm not free. and your husband will never leave you, he will never leave you for me.
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[09 Apr 2008|10:11am] |
"im all glued back together now.
I make no apologies for how I chose to repair what you broke.
you dont get to call me whore."
"this thing with us is over, its finished."
"finally."
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[09 Apr 2008|11:09am] |
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Heyyy, im at school and i need to know how to bypass the stupid like, school controls they wont let me go on myspace! does anyone know how? thank you
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[09 Apr 2008|11:52am] |
call me fucked up, I guess you're right.
it all makes sense because I couldn't tell you
the last time something went right in my life.
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[09 Apr 2008|11:53am] |
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You don't fix faith, River. It fixes you.
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[09 Apr 2008|12:11pm] |
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so give me earthquakes and heartache and everything that’s in-between.
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[09 Apr 2008|12:13pm] |
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i would add up what you mean to me, but i cannot do the math.
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[09 Apr 2008|12:59pm] |
stop the bus and turn the radio up high
and grab the first guitar you see
and get out the old flare gun and throw it to the sky
tonight you're sleeping next to me
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[09 Apr 2008|01:14pm] |
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I found my place in the world, could stare at your face for the rest of my days.
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[09 Apr 2008|01:23pm] |
She was her mother’s secret
She was daddy’s girl
She brought weekend boys home in her car
She said, “My love is a fever.
Come on, touch my skin.
They all think I’m easy,
I’m easy, cause I let them win.”
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[09 Apr 2008|01:25pm] |
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So maybe you could walk with me awhile and maybe I could rest beneath your smile.
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[09 Apr 2008|01:26pm] |
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tell me at least six things you may or may not consider personal, i'm not talking about jet ski accidents, rather truly things you never thought you'd tell. don't you think that we should kiss?
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[09 Apr 2008|01:28pm] |
You have my attention
Like a shout through an empty sanctuary
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[09 Apr 2008|01:40pm] |
obviously
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[09 Apr 2008|02:40pm] |
but i don't want you thinking i don't get asked to dinner
'cause i'm here to say that i sometimes do
even though i may soon feel the touch of love
i just don't think i'll ever get over you
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[09 Apr 2008|03:07pm] |
The getting over part is just like the falling in love part -- it happens when you least expect it and when you finally just give up on trying. It's very odd in the way it works. But all you need to know is that it is a grieving process and you're gonna keep thinking about him, you loved him/love him, and it's only human. Don't shun yourself for having the capability to genuinely love another human being because it's a great quality to have, but try to enjoy the time you spend away from him. After a month or two you'll be more content with the fact that he's not a part of your everyday life, and the less you see him, the easier and faster the process. I truely believed I loved him and there was no one out there like him that could complete me the way he did, and what we had was special for the time being, but I was so blind to think there weren't other people out there for me. You can fall in love more than once and this time around I'm not gonna take every opportunity that passes by and be a push over to love, knowing that there are a million people out that to fall in love with means I'm not gonna bend over backwards for someone who I know wouldn't treat me perfectly and who I know I could be genuinely happy with. He used to tell me that no one out there would love me the way he did, and let me tell you, that was a load of bullshit. Sure, maybe a lot of people wouldn't be in love with me the way he did, but a ton of people could love me better.
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[09 Apr 2008|03:11pm] |
you got a fast car,
is it fast enough so we can fly away?
we gotta make a decision,
we leave tonight or live and die this way.
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[09 Apr 2008|03:21pm] |
i'm just wondering if you feel the way that i feel,
or are you someone that i should just forget about?
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[09 Apr 2008|03:22pm] |
now i do as i please, and i lie through my teeth
someone might get hurt but it won't be me
i should probably feel cheap but i just feel free
and a little bit empty.
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[09 Apr 2008|03:24pm] |
i have learned to retreat at the first sign of danger
i mean, why wait around if it's just to surrender?
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[09 Apr 2008|03:27pm] |
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but i can't spell it out for you.... no it's never gonna be that simple
but i can't spell it out for you.
if you just realize what i just realized
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[09 Apr 2008|03:28pm] |
you make me wish for a more dangerous life,
so i can show you about self-sacrifice.
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[09 Apr 2008|03:35pm] |
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"I want to make something clear. I don't think I would have been better off without you. You are not what went wrong with anything. You were what saved me, and I want to thank you for that."
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[09 Apr 2008|03:43pm] |
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maggie do you like maroon 5!?
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[09 Apr 2008|03:45pm] |
do your neighbor a favor. collect their morning paper and clip out all the sad bits, no one wants to read that. let them take their kids to school and the zoo in peace.
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[09 Apr 2008|03:50pm] |
i have a microchip implanted in my heart so if i try to escape, the robots will blow me apart, and my limbs will go flying and land before the ones that i love who would wail and would weep, but the robots would keep them at bay while i shut my eyes for the very last time.
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[09 Apr 2008|03:53pm] |
lol wtf i just downloaded the new panic cd.
i'm not really sure why.
btw it really sucks a lot.
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[09 Apr 2008|03:59pm] |
kiss me like you mean it 'cause i've got everything to lose. i've been running 'round and 'round in circles since the day this all fell through. i've got fifteen seconds to change your mind. i've got fifteen bucks that says i'm out of time.
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| HELPHELPHELP. |
[09 Apr 2008|04:04pm] |
Okay, so I have semi formal dance in a little more than 2 weeks. My dad won't give me any money for a dress, and I can't spend any of my own money because it's going towards a trip this summer to Europe.
I need something cutee, unique, and most importantly inexpensive :l Anyone have any websites? My school is a snotty private school and I need to wear something that doesn't look department store chic. If you have any suggestionss, I'll love you forever :D
where's your fucking heart, kid?
Where's your fucking heart?
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[09 Apr 2008|04:08pm] |
don't waste your breath with
baby, baby, please
'cause i am so not listening
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[09 Apr 2008|04:19pm] |
wtf do i do about these horrible cramps
i do not have midol but i took advil
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[09 Apr 2008|04:24pm] |
sing me to sleep, i'll see you in my dreams,
waiting to say, "i miss you. i'm so sorry."
forever's never seemed so long as when you're not around,
it's like a piece of me is missing.
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[09 Apr 2008|04:31pm] |
i was born with an enormous need for affection and a terrible need to give it.
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[09 Apr 2008|04:33pm] |
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NIKKIII. WHAT WAS THAT PHYSICS QUOTE ABOUT LIVING FOREVER? CAUSE WE'RE ALL PARTS OF EINSTEIN?
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[09 Apr 2008|04:33pm] |
for rather would she that he were dead! she could not sit beside him when he stared so and did not see her and made everything terrible; sky and tree, children playing, dragging carts, blowing whistles, falling down; all were terrible and he would not kill himself; and she could tell no one. "septimus has been working too hard" -- that was all she could say to her own mother. to love makes one solitary, she thought. she could tell nobody, not even septimus now, and looking back, she saw him sitting in his shabby overcoat alone, on the seat, hunched up, staring. and it was cowardly for a man to say he would kill himself, but septimus had fought; he was brave; he was not septimus now. she put on her lace collar. she put on her new hat and he never noticed; he was happy without her. nothing could make her happy without him
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[09 Apr 2008|05:20pm] |
i only watched her walk, but she saw it
i only heard her talk, but she saw it
i only touched her hips, but she saw it
i only kissed her lips, but she saw it.
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[09 Apr 2008|05:22pm] |
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hate lyrics?
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[09 Apr 2008|06:18pm] |
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"My job is to nod or shake my head, to say 'I know what you mean,' when I don't, and 'That is so unfair,' when it isn't."
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[09 Apr 2008|06:27pm] |
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sucks, my boyfriend got kicked outta school today for skipping. A MONTH BEFORE PROM.
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[09 Apr 2008|06:31pm] |
"The time has come to arm-wrestle some demons. Too much sun after a Syracuse Central Jersey winter does strange things to your head, makes you feel strong, even if you aren't."
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[09 Apr 2008|06:36pm] |
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NIKKI FUCK YOU AND THIS FUCKING TREEHOUSE SONG AND HOW I CANT STOP LISTENING TO IT
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[09 Apr 2008|06:39pm] |
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"She felt her aloneness inside her, but she was hopeful, too. The past was done with. Now she was made out of glass, transparent and clear. She was an instant in time."
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[09 Apr 2008|06:51pm] |
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that song is now my away message D=
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[09 Apr 2008|06:51pm] |
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YOU'VE GOT A TREEHOUSE TREEHOUSE TREEHOUSE TREEHOUUUUUUUUUUUSE
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[09 Apr 2008|06:56pm] |
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[09 Apr 2008|06:59pm] |
I GOT LOST INTO THE WOODS
I BEEN COVERED UP IN MUD
I BEEN GOING THROUGH A LOT
JUST TO FIND THIS PERFECT SPOT
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[09 Apr 2008|07:02pm] |
i've been swimming across the lakes
just to find this perfect place.
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[09 Apr 2008|07:03pm] |
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i like the AAAAHHHHH AHH AAH AAH AAAAAHHHHH part in the beginning
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[09 Apr 2008|07:05pm] |
my baby's got sauce.
your baby ain't sweet like mine.
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[09 Apr 2008|07:08pm] |
i'll always stop by if you like me to.
i'll do anything that you could
ever want for me to do.
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[09 Apr 2008|07:08pm] |
i'll always stop by if you like me to.
i'll do anything that you could
ever want for me to do.
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[09 Apr 2008|07:09pm] |
THIS IS TREEHOUSE.
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[09 Apr 2008|07:20pm] |
btw i like how it's just the three of you on EL with your treehouse fixation lmao
i would listen to it too but i am in the newspaper office and they don't like ~distractions
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[09 Apr 2008|07:48pm] |
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it's been so long it seems since summer's captivation. entranced in nightly dreams, you can't escape these memories. reasons turned into excuses, the one's that i abused. spinning you round in circles, out of breathe and leaving you confused. the miles in between us. forcing different worlds apart. exposing these lost feelings i know now where you stand. now that i see you never really had my heart. stop doubting what was said and just know that i am right. cause im losing all my strength and i cant take another fight. if we wait until then we would know that time was on our side. but you had to act to quick on the feelings you can't hide. your voice was broken cracking from the need for air. the noise that soothes me to sleep. your tears came falling, grasping black and writing, my name upon your cheeks. and as i open this letter, i skim the words bathed in your perfume and they said, "why cant we see forever. our differences will bring us together hiding truths that made us unstable now i regret every moment i forgave you". and that's all i have to remember cause that's all i found
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[09 Apr 2008|07:54pm] |
This morning I woke up, I rubbed my eyes,
and I took a quick glance around the room,
and saw what happened here last night.
There was blood on the walls,
and the sheets smelled like sweat and sex.
We have narrowed it down to a butcher knife,
and the mockingbird with the blood.
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[09 Apr 2008|08:06pm] |
rachelll
i posted that song in your anon post.
did you see it?
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[09 Apr 2008|08:16pm] |
it was her life, and, bending her head over the hall table, she bowed beneath the influence, felt blessed and purified, saying to herself, as she took the pad with the telephone message on it, how moments like this are buds on the tree of life, flowers of darkness they are, she thought (as if some lovely rose had blossomed for her eyes only); not for a moment did she believe in god; but all the more, she thought, taking up the pad, must one repay in daily life
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[09 Apr 2008|08:18pm] |
If I could paint how I feel,
I'd draw bullseye on your forehead
my anger is not misdirected
unless it somehow misses you
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[09 Apr 2008|08:19pm] |
So cast the stones that I'll gladly catch
and I'll throw them right fucking back,
I stand behind the things I say,
you type the words you won't say to my face
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[09 Apr 2008|08:19pm] |
Information kept to myself and everybody wants to know,
I trust the words of no one else cause I've been there before,
Your voice is wasted 'cause I'm not listening
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[09 Apr 2008|08:28pm] |
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i've got this loneliness that's so relentless.
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[09 Apr 2008|09:00pm] |
You know.. sometimes things are not as bad you think they are.
Does anyone have any cute quotes long or short i could put in my info to my bf? it's kinda new so nothing like love but something cute just saying i like you alot? anything along that line.. thanks guys
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[09 Apr 2008|09:19pm] |
give me somethin to believe in,
because i don't believe in you anymore.
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[09 Apr 2008|09:29pm] |
do this please ~
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[09 Apr 2008|09:29pm] |
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I like the way you touch me. It makes me feel like I have no skeleton
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[09 Apr 2008|09:32pm] |
im meeting these dudes who are forming the band in a few days and i'm so fucking nervous.
he toured with fob once maybe i can meet ~pete
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[09 Apr 2008|09:37pm] |
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WHEN I SAY TREE YOU SAY
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[09 Apr 2008|09:52pm] |
words can make you feel like feathers
but all my friends, they know you better
i know, we all know the same excuse
it does not make it true
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[09 Apr 2008|09:55pm] |
NIKKI
please write my paper for me
ty
have a nice day
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[09 Apr 2008|09:57pm] |
you got a funny way of saying i love you
you got a pretty smile you should use it more often
you got a pair of eyes i like to look at
you got a beautiful voice i like to listen to
you sing in the morning on our way to school
i got a couple of hours to spare this evening
and just a few more days before i'm leaving
the rain outside is calling our name
i think we should show it up and prove city kids do more
than just sit indoors and watch daytime tv
there's a song playing on the am station
i look at you and i start dancing
your laugh's about as loud as my footsteps
on the wooden floor we don't sweep too often
'cause we're lazy and we're free to do as we please
i wanna lay forever with you in the sunshine
kinda like the stars above do with the moonlight
you can pretend all you want to
but the truth is darling i love you
yeah it's true i can't get you out of my mind but i really don't mind
and i know it's getting kinda late
and i know you're not much on fairytale endings
so i suppose we should save that for the story books
and i know you're thinking boy you're crazy
, but can you blame me for hoping this is only the beginning
why don't we stay up all night just to watch the sunrise
why don't we say we're fine just to stay alive
why don't we forget everything for this moment
why don't we wake up in the morning side by side, eye to eye, you and me
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[09 Apr 2008|10:01pm] |
I don't care what they say I'm in love with you.
They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth.
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[09 Apr 2008|10:11pm] |
you are calm and reposed, let your beauty unfold.
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[09 Apr 2008|10:22pm] |
Sometimes she thinks she's strong, sometimes she thinks she's
gone past the point of feeling anything at all. Sometimes she's
sure she's crazy. Sometimes she feels like maybe
the only way to survive is to stay angry. & that works fine
most of the time but some things make her cry
like Bruce Springsteen, silver Sebrings, eggs scrambled hard,
home-made birthday cards. A gray sweatshirt over faded
jeans with a hole in the pocket where a wallet's supposed to be.
Blue sheets on an unmade bed, strong shoulders with a summer tan
& rain in the headlights. Yeah, some things make her cry.
She didn't shed a tear when he left her here November 21st of last year.
She said she'd be just fine but maybe she lied cause some
things make her cry like drive-in movies, oatmeal cookies,
49'ers, all night diners. Blue eyes under a red ball cap, waking up alone
at 3AM. Icy streets, New Year's Eve, falling asleep on a
brown love seat and runway lights. Yeah, some things make me cry.
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[09 Apr 2008|10:24pm] |
jsyk i was freaking out bc i only have 3 pages of my senior thesis done but then i realized that for some reason i had it on size 10 font (which is prettier but these are desperate times).
now i have almost five
MAGIC
i'm still 39090403 pages away but this is cool
the end
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[09 Apr 2008|10:42pm] |
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hooked on firefly ~jsyk
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[09 Apr 2008|10:44pm] |
I miss the sound of your voice
The loudest thing in my head
And I ache to remember
All the violent, sweet, perfect words that you said
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[09 Apr 2008|10:48pm] |
did anyone else have a really shitty day? :/
i've been jumping from the tops of buildings,
for the thrill of the fall ignoring sound advice
or any thought of consequence
my bones were shattered
my pride lay shattered
and in the midst of this self-inflicted pain
i can see my beautiful rescue
i'm falling more in love with every single word i withhold
i'm falling more in love with every single word you say
i'm falling head over heels for you
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[09 Apr 2008|10:49pm] |
Falling head over heels, thought I knew how it feels.
But with you it's like the first day of my life.
You leave me speechless when you talk to me.
You leave me breathless the way you look at me.
You manage to disarm me, my soul is shining through.
Can't help but surrender my everything to you.
I thought I could resist you
I thought that I was strong
Somehow you were different from what I've known
I didn't see you coming
You took me by surprise and
You stole my heart before I could say no.
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[09 Apr 2008|10:51pm] |
um okay
i need help :(
do you guys think it would make more sense to organize the comparison of characters like:
Paradise Lost:
satan
god/son/angels
eve
adam
His Dark Materials:
asriel
god/church/mrs coulter
lyra
will
or like..
satan/asriel
god/mrscoulter/church/etc
lyra/eve
will/adam
idk bc like i have much more to say about lyra and eve than will and adam? so would that be awkward? or is it weird to do book by book?
help me~
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[09 Apr 2008|11:01pm] |
You're something beautiful, a contradiction
I wanna play the game, I want the friction
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[09 Apr 2008|11:04pm] |
i said, "love is waiting and better days.
i feel lonley tonight for some reason, blah =/
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[09 Apr 2008|11:07pm] |
it's hard to believe that i would
let myself get so wrapped into you.
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[09 Apr 2008|11:08pm] |
from the roof top i can lean in close and whisper in your ear:
“can you see, its not the same"
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[09 Apr 2008|11:14pm] |
if there ever comes a day
where we can't be together,
keep me in your heart.
I'll stay there forever
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[09 Apr 2008|11:17pm] |
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"You can not leave everything to Fate, boy. She's got a lot to do. Sometimes you must give her a hand."
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[09 Apr 2008|11:18pm] |
Where do you run to so far away?
I want you to know that I miss you
I miss you so
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[09 Apr 2008|11:30pm] |
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talking to people on the phone on the phone that ive never met is like mortifying for me.
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[09 Apr 2008|11:50pm] |
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make a move / just kiss me lyrics?
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