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[08 Apr 2008|12:06am]

are you alright?
i can stand up straight
are you alright?
can you get me off your mind?
i hated this city before you came here
so let go and move on
we're strangers,
we're not friends
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[08 Apr 2008|12:06am]
nobody wants to admit to this, but bad things will keep on happening. maybe that's because its all a chain , and a long time ago someone did the first bad thing, and that led someone else to do another bad thing, and so on. you know, like that game where you whisper a sentence into someone's ear, and that person whispers it to someone else, and it all comes out wrong in the end.

but then again, maybe bad things happen because it's the only way we can keep remembering what good is supposed to look like.
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[08 Apr 2008|12:06am]

whether or not you believe in fate comes down to one thing: who you blame when something goes wrong. do you think it's your fault that if you'd tried better, or worked harder, it wouldn't have happend? or do you just chalk it up to circumstances?
i know people who'll hear about the people who died, and will say it was god's will. i know people who'll say it was bad luck. and then there's my personal favourite: they were just tin the wrong place at the wrong time.
then again, you could say the same thing about me, couldn't you?
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[08 Apr 2008|12:06am]

if we don't change the direction we are headed, we will end up where we are go

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[08 Apr 2008|12:48am]
no no no
fuck youuuuuuuuuuuu
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[08 Apr 2008|04:00am]
I can't be held responsible
She was touching her face
I won't be held responsible
She fell in love in the first place
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[08 Apr 2008|04:03am]
Now that I have found someone
I'm feeling more alone
Than I ever have before
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[08 Apr 2008|04:26am]
so i let her lick the lollipop.
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[08 Apr 2008|08:07am]
I wish to feel smaller
under your sheets.
I wish for the whole truth
every time you speak.

I'm thinkin' about how you care half as much for me
while I watch you arrive, smoke cigarettes, sleep...

and I guess it doesn't matter what I say or what I seem,
you stuck what I felt for you
in the pocket of your jeans.

ignoring me the morning after isn't enough,
and I swear I'm gonna cry.
I'm sick of tryin' to be tough.


and my blood won't stick to the confines of my veins.
and your heart is gonna tear mine away.
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[08 Apr 2008|08:18am]
"Are you happy? I mean, when you call yourself happy, do you really mean it?"

"You ask a serious question; I'll give you a serious answer: Happy enough. I don't expect much. I don't get much, I don't give much. I generally enjoy whatever comes along. That's my answer for you, summed up for your feminine consideration. I'm happy enough."
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[08 Apr 2008|08:20am]
Here you are, and there's where you wanna be.
But don't think you don't have company.
Think of all the lonely people in the world.
And if it's God who made us, why are we so damn cruel?
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[08 Apr 2008|08:22am]
he and I had something beautiful;
but so dysfunctional, it couldn't last.
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[08 Apr 2008|08:26am]
such pain as this,
shouldn't have to be experienced.
I'm still reeling from the loss,
still a little bit delirious.
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[08 Apr 2008|08:31am]
Say this world is not so shallow when you can't beg, steal or borrow.
Save your breath, your soul is hollow.
And it's all too much to swallow.

Take this souvenir.
They can't deny you were here.
The scar always there.
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[08 Apr 2008|08:37am]
Ginny, I know what love is now!
Give your heart for me to keep.
This time I wont ruin your life, or drink myself to sleep.
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[08 Apr 2008|08:43am]
"Too many guys think I'm a concept, or I complete them, or I'm gonna make them alive. But I'm just a fucked-up girl who's looking for my own peace of mind. Don't assign me yours."
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[08 Apr 2008|09:41am]
Picture of my new hair )
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[08 Apr 2008|10:48am]
eek so i set up a band audition. i always talk to pple about it then everything falls through. eep! i'm so amateur and these dudes so aren't.
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[08 Apr 2008|11:09am]
I'm battle scarred, I am working oh so hard
to get back to who I used to be.
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[08 Apr 2008|11:31am]
in my heart, i've always known
i gotta be happy alone
so burn the mail, destroy the phone
i'd wanna be happy alone

the moving sky, the rocks below
all so perfectly happy alone
our little hearts have turned to stone
i'd better be happy alone.
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[08 Apr 2008|11:36am]
New icon, guys!
It's completely non-violent and everything!
(It's actually of me, too).

So be proud. Be very proud.
And also, let me know if you like it.

=)
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[08 Apr 2008|11:38am]
so i was vacuuming my living room with the front door open and some lady knocked on it so i had to open it and she was a jehovah's witness or w/e and she kept talking about armageddon and it took everything i had to not lol.
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[08 Apr 2008|11:47am]
Cinderella's on her bedroom floor
She's got a crush on the guy at the liquor store...
'Cause Mr. Charming don't come home anymore
& she forgets why she came here.
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[08 Apr 2008|11:56am]
'Cause I don't care
for your fairytale.
You're so worried 'bout the maiden,
though you know she's only waitin'
on the next best thing.






So I leave to meet up with him later today. =)
I'm kind of excited - haha.
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[08 Apr 2008|12:19pm]
One last kiss for you
One more wish to you
Please make up your mind...
I'd do anything for you
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[08 Apr 2008|12:31pm]
When days are gold I hope I can say
For all we’ve been you were meant for me.
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this was posted on my hometown's forum [08 Apr 2008|12:36pm]
According to The Book of Revelations the anti-christ is:
The anti-christ will be a man, in his 40s, of MUSLIM descent, who will deceive the nations with persuasive language, and have a MASSIVE Christ-like appeal....the prophecy says that people will flock to him and he will promise false hope and world peace, and when he is in power, will destroy everything.
Is it OBAMA??
I STRONGLY URGE each one of you to repost this as many times as you can! Each opportunity that you have to send it to a friend or media outlet...do it!


really people. really.
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[08 Apr 2008|12:56pm]
cate are you busy?
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[08 Apr 2008|02:02pm]
Stop looking at the mess that we've made
Oh what the hell lets have another night of making mistakes
We'll work it out
Maybe it will work out itself
Where tomorrow takes us no one can tell
I took the long way home today
hoping that we wouldn't cross paths like usually
It's a part of my routine
that I am trying to change
I take the long way...
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[08 Apr 2008|02:06pm]
nobody can see us
cause it's a you and me house
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[08 Apr 2008|02:24pm]
I'm only a little black rain cloud.
pay no attention to little me.

ughh. i can't believe it's only tuesday.
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[08 Apr 2008|02:36pm]
Hello, i'm good for nothing will you love me just the same?
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[08 Apr 2008|02:38pm]
and i said, "honey, i don't feel so good, don't feel justified. come on put a little love here in my void." he said, "it's all in your head." and i said, "so's everything," but he didn't get it.
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[08 Apr 2008|02:39pm]
"You give this way more thought than it deserves," You say as I tell you about my fear of rejection. I wouldn't know better than to get scared, 'Cause since we've met we've had this great connection.
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[08 Apr 2008|02:41pm]
scares me how you get older
you forget about eachother
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[08 Apr 2008|02:43pm]
fighting for the smallest goal:
to get a little self-control. i see it in
your eyes; i see it in your spine
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[08 Apr 2008|02:46pm]
and someone is calling my name from the back of the restaurant. and someone is playing a game in the house that i grew up in. and someone will drive her around down the same streets that i did, on the same streets that i did.
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[08 Apr 2008|02:50pm]
how's the time pass by without me? i hope this hurts like hell cause why should you be fine?
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[08 Apr 2008|02:54pm]
Oh, if you need me
I'll be tying a rope to the tree
Where our love used to be.
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[08 Apr 2008|03:07pm]
~do my journal.


http://www.blurty.com/talkpost.bml?journal=njisforlovers&itemid=3283
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[08 Apr 2008|03:15pm]
And everyone was dancing;
Nothing could touch us then,
No one could change us then.
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[08 Apr 2008|03:49pm]

My one heart felt too much from the start
I've seen people come and go
Living large and living low
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[08 Apr 2008|04:09pm]
sometimes i miss the circus,
and the friends i made
i never would have left had you stayed
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[08 Apr 2008|04:11pm]
HTTP://WWW.BLURTY.COM/~EL_AWARDS
OK YOU HAVE UNTIL ABOUT 7
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[08 Apr 2008|04:26pm]
boys night out was supposed to play at my school tonight, but they couldnt get visas in to america. so now theyre not. stupid canadians
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[08 Apr 2008|04:30pm]
jessica™ says:
heyy.
Pretty. Boi says:
wassup
Pretty. Boi says:
shitty i got to leave
Pretty. Boi says:
sucks you dont like me eh?
Pretty. Boi says:
im not hurt..
Pretty. Boi says:
lol have a good night im out
jessica™ says:
wwwwhat are you talkng about fool
jessica™ says:
ill talk to you later.
Pretty. Boi says:
nothing fool?
Pretty. Boi says:
chow

okay, wtf.
we're decent friends. he came to my hotel party one night, we fooled around.
and now this. should i take this seriously?

i took her breath away, but she fucking deserved it.
btw, new emmure is damnn good. for anyone who listens to them. :)
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[08 Apr 2008|04:30pm]
you're in a merry mood today, mr. todd.
'tis your delight, sir, catching fire,
from one man to the next.

'tis true, sir, love can still inspire
the blood to pound the heartly pyre.
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[08 Apr 2008|04:48pm]
come away with me and we'll kiss
on a mountaintop
come away with me
and i'll never stop loving you
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[08 Apr 2008|04:51pm]
it is a beautiful day! it is warm and pretty and smells delicious and i am doing my homework down by the pond right now and it is lovely
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[08 Apr 2008|04:51pm]
god bless the daylight, the sugary smell of springtime.
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[08 Apr 2008|05:05pm]
Cold winds and rainy days
Have torn us apart
At least that is what we say
The truth would just hurt
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[08 Apr 2008|05:08pm]
And I can not stop thinking about you
I can not stop wondering
if you're constantly
thinking about me

Don't close your eyes dear I'm still staring
I won't lie dear I'm still breathing
even though your beauty is breath taking
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[08 Apr 2008|05:10pm]
you must nominate at least one person per category.
you must nominate at least one person per category.
you must nominate at least one person per category.
you must nominate at least one person per category.
you must nominate at least one person per category.
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[08 Apr 2008|05:13pm]

fuck you, anon.

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[08 Apr 2008|05:36pm]
pastaroniIiIiIiIiiiiii
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[08 Apr 2008|05:47pm]
nothing good comes easily, sometimes you have to fight.
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[08 Apr 2008|05:49pm]

one drink away from sleeping on the pavement
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[08 Apr 2008|05:56pm]
Your face, Your eyes, please tell me you love me tonight because right now that would mean more than anything.
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[08 Apr 2008|05:57pm]
i gave this to grais and mel p AND K8, so incase anyone else wants it:
my favorite 311 songs
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[08 Apr 2008|06:09pm]
someday you cross this thin line and you really realize that we need to protect ourselves from ourselves.
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[08 Apr 2008|06:10pm]
if you are here
and you would like to be in the chat with me k8 and meld
tell me your sn
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[08 Apr 2008|06:12pm]
Regrets are my bedfellows, I'm feeling so alone. I've messed up my life pallette now it's colored up with woes. Just two simple words have changed me to no end. Just to simple words, to quote you "only friends"
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[08 Apr 2008|06:12pm]
i had to leave, i guess you had to stay
but don't come looking babe
cause if you look too hard
i might just look away
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[08 Apr 2008|06:15pm]

You know it's all in your mind
Take your time with this one
You both deserve a good time
In every position that I can think of
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[08 Apr 2008|06:28pm]
melissa d:

that facebook picture....


i dont even know what to say.
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[08 Apr 2008|06:32pm]
Does anyone know what that documentry about 9/11 and all the stuff involving war, is fake? i completely forget what it's called and i want to watch it.
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[08 Apr 2008|06:33pm]
cause when I looked into your eyes, and you dared to stare right back, you should've said,
"nice to meet you, i'm your other half."
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[08 Apr 2008|06:36pm]
Had I the dare to choose, I choose you, from all the men on all the planets the night sky could show me.
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[08 Apr 2008|06:40pm]
anyone wanna read my parenting report on premature babies, and tell me what you think?
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[08 Apr 2008|06:47pm]

it's a nice day for a white wedding, nice day to start again.
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I need help [08 Apr 2008|06:49pm]
i'm making an "about me" and I'm thinking of a list of things i want.
I.E.
I WANT. to be known. to change the world. to end the suffering. to be happy forever. to be able to trust everyone. to never regret. to get away. to be with the one i love. to meet my online bffs. to fulfill my dreams. to have carefree fun. people to understand.

I want to add on a little more, but my mind is at a blank.
Help?
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[08 Apr 2008|06:51pm]

if you ain't here i just can't breathe it's no air.
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[08 Apr 2008|06:57pm]
i like to pretend that,
one day i'll turn around,
i'll see your hand reach out.
i'm only fooling myself,
but maybe when you smile,
it means you'd stay awhile.
just maybe, you'd save me now,
save me now.
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[08 Apr 2008|07:01pm]
It's more than a scar. It's a lifetime you left.
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[08 Apr 2008|07:05pm]
i remember you and me used to spend the whole goddamn day in bed.
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[08 Apr 2008|07:06pm]
remember when you convinced me it was fate?
do you remember?
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[08 Apr 2008|07:06pm]
i'm not the type who gets voted most likely to be victimized by those old butterflies but you're the exception. your love is infectious, and the fever is climbing high.
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[08 Apr 2008|07:06pm]
this passion its not love
infatuation never ends up right
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[08 Apr 2008|07:08pm]
i'm not surprised
that it's now a quarter past too late
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[08 Apr 2008|07:10pm]
i'd give everything to be your anything.
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[08 Apr 2008|07:11pm]
I have SO much work due soon.
Reports on..

Premature babies
Walt Disney
Ouiji boards

It's going to suck!

Oh, and do my journal. tell me stuff :):)
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[08 Apr 2008|07:12pm]
25.. too many awards, for the first time?
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[08 Apr 2008|07:13pm]
a laundry list of problems doesn't make you interesting and never getting help doesn't make you brave. nott listening to reason doesn't mean that you have faith, you're just cutting off your nose to spite your face.
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[08 Apr 2008|07:14pm]
I smoke your brand of cigarettes
And pray that you might give me a call
I lie around in bed all day just staring at the walls
Hanging round bars at night wishing I had never been born
And give myself to anyone who wants to take me home
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[08 Apr 2008|07:17pm]



if she wants to dance and drink all night,
well there's no one that can stop her.
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[08 Apr 2008|07:20pm]
you never really leave my mind.
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[08 Apr 2008|07:21pm]
He holds a certain gesture when we're loving to ask each other. Do you want it? Do you want me? I want it, it is you, you are where I want to be.
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[08 Apr 2008|07:21pm]
we were gonna live in a treehouse
and make babies,
we were gonna bury our ex-lovers
and their ghosts.
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[08 Apr 2008|07:27pm]
Each season strips us down to the bone and we bare it.
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[08 Apr 2008|07:27pm]
You won’t see me or hear or understand this song. When I wake up some mornings lying next to her, say time is an arrow. They say it heals the stitch. Crying, "my god. this is a song for a love I can’t resist."
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[08 Apr 2008|07:29pm]


she led her heart and soul right into your hands,
you stole her every dream and crushed her plans.
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[08 Apr 2008|07:37pm]
http://www.hulu.com/watch/16161/maury-i-need-to-know-my-13-year-olds-sex-secret
i fucking love maury okay
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[08 Apr 2008|07:43pm]
FUCKING
NOMINATE
BITCHES
http://www.blurty.com/~el_awards
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[08 Apr 2008|07:45pm]
biggest bitch~
just sayin'
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[08 Apr 2008|08:00pm]
I will wait for you
Growing love, but like water
Time will always slip through
I will wait for you -
but please come soon.



Hi, I'm Sam!
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[08 Apr 2008|08:01pm]
I LOVE HOW YOU ALL SUCK
AND DIDNT NOMINATE
fags
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[08 Apr 2008|08:01pm]
THE ONLY THING I WANT
THE ONLY THING I NEED
THE ONLY THING I CHOOSE
THE ONLY THING THAT LOOKS GOOD ON ME IS YOU.
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[08 Apr 2008|08:07pm]
Shaken and faint, it was the hardest thing to swallow; Pretending you don't miss me.
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[08 Apr 2008|08:15pm]
LMFAO AT THESE NOMINATIONS
AND LMFAO AT ANON BEING A RULE READER
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[08 Apr 2008|08:22pm]
~EVRY1 SHOULD NOMINATE ME FOR EACH CATEGORY OK TY
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[08 Apr 2008|08:27pm]
goodnight. :)
do my journal
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GRAIS [08 Apr 2008|08:29pm]
HOW COME JENNA ISN'T ELIMINATED?
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[08 Apr 2008|08:31pm]
My city's still breathing but barely it's true
through buildings gone missing like teeth.
The sidewalks are watching me think about you,
sparkled with broken glass.
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[08 Apr 2008|08:36pm]
I WASNT HERE MELP
SO NO PENALTY TO JENNA
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[08 Apr 2008|08:48pm]
i have a major crush on my boss.





go for it?
y/n?
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[08 Apr 2008|08:49pm]
love grows in me like a tumor.
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[08 Apr 2008|08:51pm]
i'll never let you go, i'll never let you go.
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[08 Apr 2008|08:56pm]

best fucking invention ever.
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[08 Apr 2008|08:59pm]
darling, take away from here.
make it seem like we're a million miles away,
another time, another place.
make me an different man,
move me farther than i've ever been before
show me that there's something more.
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[08 Apr 2008|09:02pm]









it's a long trip alone, over sand and stone
that lie along the road we all must travel down.
maybe you could walk with me awhile,

maybe i could rest beneath your smile.
everybody stumbles sometimes and needs a hand to hold.

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[08 Apr 2008|09:06pm]
when push comes to shove,
you taste what you're made of.
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[08 Apr 2008|09:08pm]

oh, how i wish i meant a little more than a symphony of heavy breathing and the friction of hips.
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[08 Apr 2008|09:14pm]
ewww
you guys should prob nominate people
http://www.blurty.com/~el_awards

ONLY 3 PEOPLE SO FAR
SRSLY?
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[08 Apr 2008|09:14pm]








I looked at you and said that I'm forever yours
You looked at me and said oh the idea of being in love
The idea. The idea of being forever yours.
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[08 Apr 2008|09:24pm]

can you go back in time to a place in your mind
to the one who knew a part of you that you just couldn't find.
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[08 Apr 2008|09:28pm]




Man, I don't know what I can say
it's like she can't appreciate me
And it makes me feel so goddamn small
I try to tell you, but I've got no voice
and you won't listen, so I have no choice
It's time for you to move on without me
Just don't forget that this is all your fault
All your fault
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[08 Apr 2008|09:29pm]
ten days of perfect tunes
the colors red and blue
we had a promise made
we were in love



fuck guys.
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[08 Apr 2008|09:30pm]
near to you, I am healing,
but it's taking so long.
though he's gone,
and you are wonderful,
it's hard to move on.
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[08 Apr 2008|09:31pm]
can't stop this feeling, can't stop this fire.
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[08 Apr 2008|09:38pm]

you tell me to watch my step
instead, i'm falling out of love
i thought you were all that i had
but without you i've got it all
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[08 Apr 2008|09:40pm]
"Some people care too much.
I guess it's called love..."
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[08 Apr 2008|09:40pm]

Petco is not as fun of a job as I imagined :(

Don't you worry
sometimes you just gotta let it ride
The world is changing
right before your eyes
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[08 Apr 2008|09:55pm]
"there is only one rain cloud in the sky.
and it's raining on me.
somehow, I'm not suprised."
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[08 Apr 2008|09:56pm]
the streets are busy tonight and i am searching for you.
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[08 Apr 2008|10:00pm]
i thought we'd make it there in time,
that from one spark we'd make it burn.
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[08 Apr 2008|10:07pm]
"...it never hurts to keep looking for sunshine."
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[08 Apr 2008|10:19pm]
if we werent such good friends, i think that i'd hate you.
if we weren't such good friends i'd wish you were dead.
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[08 Apr 2008|10:20pm]
everybody plays each other, that's all anybody ever does. we play parts.
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[08 Apr 2008|10:22pm]
things aren't good
but things aren't boring.
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[08 Apr 2008|10:26pm]
the things i fear the most keep me here to stay
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[08 Apr 2008|10:30pm]
you gotta love yourself if you can ever love me
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[08 Apr 2008|10:33pm]


My beta fish is depresssedd what do I do? she barely movess - 'elp! :(
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[08 Apr 2008|10:35pm]
So I am meeting a guy on Saturday in person who I met online. I really like him and I want to do something fun with him but I'm stuck for date ideas. All I can think of is seeing a movie or going bowling or dinner. Any suggestions on what to do for a first date?
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[08 Apr 2008|10:38pm]
it's over, she'd said, and wasn't that the biggest lie of all?
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[08 Apr 2008|10:52pm]
You're sweet just like the sun
But what happens when the sun doesn't stay?
The night reminds me when you went away
(I don't care, I don't care)
Now my mind was pacing, heart is racing
Contemplating things that I lack
Even though you left me by myself
Do I want you back?
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[08 Apr 2008|11:08pm]
you and me, we are a breakthrough
don't ever let me go
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[08 Apr 2008|11:35pm]
does anyone know of where i can watch firefly online for free?

muchas gracias!
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[08 Apr 2008|11:41pm]
when i was little i used to pour salt on slugs. i liked watching them dissolve before my eyes. cruelty is always sort of fun until you realize that something's getting hurt.

it would be one thing to be a loser if it meant no one paid attention to you, but in school, it means your actively sought out. you're the slug, and they're holding all the salt. and they haven't developed a conscience.

there's a word we learned in socials studies: schadentreude. it's when you enjoy watching someone else suffer. the real question, though, is why? i think part of it is just self-preservation. and part of it is because a group always feels more like a group when it's banded together against an enemy. it doesn't matter if that enemy has never done anything to hurt you, you just have to pretend you hate someone even more then you hate yourself.

you know why salt works on slugs? because it dissolves in the water that's part of a slugs skin, so the water inside it's body starts to flow out. the slug dehydrates. this works with snails, too. and with leeches. and with people like me.

with any creature, really, too thin-skinned to stand up for itself.
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[08 Apr 2008|11:41pm]
n nineteen minutes, you can mow the front lawn, color your hair, watch a third of a hockey game. in nineteen minutes, you can bake scones or get a tooth filed by a dentist, you can fold laundry for a family of five.

nineteen minutes is how long it took the Tennessee Titans to sell out of tickets to the play offs. it's the length of a sitcom, minus the commercials. it's the driving distance from the Vermont border to the town of Sterling, New Hampshire.

in nineteen minutes, you can order a pizza and get it delivered. you can read a story to a child or have your oil changed. you can walk a mile. you can sew a hem.

in nineteen minutes, you can stop the world, or you can just jump off it.

in nineteen minutes, you can get revenge.
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[08 Apr 2008|11:46pm]

You want to talk to God? Let's go see him together, I've got nothing better to do.
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