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[05 Apr 2008|12:08am] |
it's times like these when
i wish i could teleport to you
cause then we wouldn't have an issue
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[05 Apr 2008|12:18am] |
if you look in the mirror
and don't like what you see
you can find out firsthand
what it's like to be me
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[05 Apr 2008|12:18am] |
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Maybe the sun keeps coming up because it has gotten used to you and your constant need for proof.
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[05 Apr 2008|12:20am] |
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She says that love is for fools that fall behind, and I'm somewhere in between.
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[05 Apr 2008|12:21am] |
so long
and
goodnight
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[05 Apr 2008|12:28am] |
i find it hard to stay with the words you say
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[05 Apr 2008|12:32am] |
well, if you wanted honesty,
that's all you had to say.
i never want to let you down or have you go,
"it's better off this way"
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[05 Apr 2008|01:05am] |
i lost my fear of falling
i will be with you
i will be with you
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[05 Apr 2008|01:10am] |
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I suppose I have a really loose interpretation of "work" because I think that just being alive is so much work at something you don't always want to do. Being born is like being kidnapped. And then sold into slavery. People are working every minute. The machinery is always going. Even when you sleep.
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[05 Apr 2008|01:13am] |
when she enters a room all her eyes turn to her.
but today she's lacking her confidence.
in a rushed whisper she starts,
"i'm not perfect and i never claimed to be ...
i've hurt the ones i love the most,"
she takes a breath and in her loudest voice says,
"but i will not apologize,
everyone i've hurt,
has hurt me worse."
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[05 Apr 2008|01:14am] |
it's just the hardest part of living
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[05 Apr 2008|01:16am] |
Now you only know the me
That doesn’t think twice
Acting so cool and relaxed
Yea I seem so nice
Fuckin free like a bird
But I don’t fly much
And I like how you like my touch
Now check it what.
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[05 Apr 2008|01:17am] |
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between the click of the light and the start of the dream
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[05 Apr 2008|01:18am] |
if you were here,
i'd never have a fear.
so go on live your life.
but i miss you more than i did yesterday.
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[05 Apr 2008|01:19am] |
do you care,
...at all?
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[05 Apr 2008|01:23am] |
i met someone at the bar.
he had a great smile and a great heart.
he felt just like love.
except no fear of losing, and it wasn't tough.
i finally made it, i made a clean getaway.
i finally made it, i made a clean getaway.
and i miss you,
i miss you every single day.
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[05 Apr 2008|01:27am] |
the amount of pills i'm taking,
counteracts the booze i'm drinking
and this vanity i'm breaking,
lets me live my life like this
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[05 Apr 2008|01:34am] |
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bled me dry on a sunday afternoon. no tears left, i've cried them all for you. and pull your knife from my ever-bleeding heart. tell me now your words never meant me harm.
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[05 Apr 2008|01:36am] |
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this table for one was always meant for two.
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[05 Apr 2008|01:39am] |
i'm tasting nothing but four words:
"please don't leave me"
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[05 Apr 2008|01:46am] |
my girl's in the next room
sometimes i wish she was you
i guess we never really moved on
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[05 Apr 2008|01:57am] |
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And I miss the lips that made me fly
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[05 Apr 2008|02:09am] |
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so I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
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[05 Apr 2008|02:29am] |
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i hate myself more than i ever let on. i'm burnt out at 22. i lived too fast, and i loved too much, and i'll die too young, but i chose this cup that i drank from. knew what i was getting into.
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[05 Apr 2008|02:29am] |
he said he'd call or text when the plane landed.
but he never did. and now i can't sleep.
even though i checked the flight status and it landed.
=(
wth is wrong with me?
oh & hi btw. it's been awhile.
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[05 Apr 2008|03:07am] |
I lie for only you
And I lie well
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[05 Apr 2008|03:11am] |
they call holidays an option for a reason
i hear you're coming back to life just for the fourth
i've been catching all your ghosts for every season
i pray to god you won't come back here anymore
do you pray with him, too?
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[05 Apr 2008|03:13am] |
joy, my god, my god, where have you been?
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[05 Apr 2008|03:21am] |
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now that you're home, won't you rescue me?
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[05 Apr 2008|03:26am] |
i was driving south of melrose; i happened upon my old lover's old house. i found myself staring at the closed up door like the day she threw me out. "diana, diana, diana, i would die for you. i'm in love with you completely, i'm afraid that's all i can do."
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[05 Apr 2008|03:32am] |
you sounded hurt and you know that i believe you
searching every little thing to find a way
to tell your heart just to wait a little longer
i swear we'll make it
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[05 Apr 2008|03:34am] |
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i finally found a good reason to come home.
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[05 Apr 2008|03:36am] |
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you say we're having problems. well, everybody does sometimes. you say i never listen and i'm always gone, but you're always on my mind. you can list a million things and how they all went wrong. you're still the only one that i want.
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[05 Apr 2008|03:38am] |
i'm not looking for a lover
all those lovers are liars
i'd never lie to you
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[05 Apr 2008|03:40am] |
who told you love was fleeting?
sometimes men can be so misleading
to take what they need from you
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[05 Apr 2008|03:43am] |
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goodnight!
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[05 Apr 2008|08:19am] |
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im dying my hair back to the natural blonde! so nervous about it.
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[05 Apr 2008|09:47am] |
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i brought you back some chocolates,
but they weren't made of chocolates
they were made of the shapes of my mouth
when i'm talking to you,
oh, all the things i'd like to talk to you about.
and on the way home they all melted, so.
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[05 Apr 2008|10:42am] |
have you heard the news that you're dead?
no one ever had much nice to say
i think they never liked you anyway
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[05 Apr 2008|10:50am] |
Several things, guys;
1. This corn muffin was sitting in a case with chocolate cake and now it tastes like chocolate cake which is rather unsettling because i was expecting it to taste like a corn muffin.
2. Can anyone send me songs by Vega under firee? Aim or msn
3. Anyy music things LIKE limewire, only.. safer? :/ I just almost lost everything on my computer because a virus from theree but i dont have the money for itunes :l
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[05 Apr 2008|10:58am] |
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ok. so what do i do. cvs called me for a job and my parents are like ~yes you must do it. but they drug test...
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[05 Apr 2008|11:02am] |
please don't lose any sleep over me, baby. i hardly exist.
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[05 Apr 2008|11:02am] |
the quiet can scrape all the calm from your bones, but maybe it should. maybe we need to be hollowed to get up and grow, and stop fucking around, to kick off our braces and start straightening out.
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[05 Apr 2008|11:09am] |
i only wanna tell you right down. tear your clothes off with my teeth, like some unruly uncaged beast from your forehead to your feet.
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[05 Apr 2008|11:14am] |
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I'm stuck with a smile that doesn't fit me anymore.
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[05 Apr 2008|11:20am] |
Do you remember the scent of the summer so sweet
As the the stars would watch over our souls through the weeds,
And the hounds in their fences would bark at the breeze
While we'd scream out confessions of love through the trees?
Do you remember?
Do you remember?
Do you remember?
Because I do.
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[05 Apr 2008|11:20am] |
you get back on the latest flight to paradise,
i found out, from a note taped to the door.
i think i saw your airplane in the sky tonight,
through my window, lying on the kitchen floor.
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[05 Apr 2008|11:22am] |
you left me with goodbye and open arms
a cut so deep i don't deserve.
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[05 Apr 2008|11:22am] |
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Don't bother telling me what it is you did tonight, 'cause I've already got an idea, and I know you did it like I was never there.
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[05 Apr 2008|11:24am] |
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i wish you were a stranger i could disengage.
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[05 Apr 2008|11:25am] |
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Every night you get annihilated with all your friends, and every night I drink alone until you stumble home, wanting some, like some fuck and run. I know you sleep around, I see it in the eyes of those girls. Those fucking girls. They smile and nod, but never offer a single word. I'm just in the way. I'm the ball and chain, you're the jailbird chirping, "How hard life is in the cage!"
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[05 Apr 2008|11:26am] |
you hit the road and left me an ocean,
i can’t swim in the silence of your skin.
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[05 Apr 2008|11:27am] |
now there's an aching in my back
a stabbing pain that says,
i lack common sense and confidence.
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[05 Apr 2008|11:28am] |
and the sun would rise
in the jasmine skies
and i'm lying awake in your bed.
sometimes i don't remember,
why can't i forget?
i need you, i need you.
there's so much in this world that is true,
no, not much i'm not willing to do.
i cannot be without you, i need you.
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[05 Apr 2008|11:30am] |
Baby, I'm afraid of a lot of things
But I ain't scared of loving you
Baby, I know your afraid of a lot of things
But don't be scared of love
Cause people will say all kinds of things
That don't mean a damn to me
Cause all I see is what's in front of me
And thats you.
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[05 Apr 2008|11:31am] |
I came by to get my things.
Thank you for getting the door,
But I don't feel right walking in no more.
You think it's cold I did my crying at home,
But I'm numb now, I'm numb now.
Before I'm on my way,
I've one more thing to ask:
Was it worth the price you paid
For my never coming back?
Why did you mess with forever?
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[05 Apr 2008|11:33am] |
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how many hearts will die tonight?
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[05 Apr 2008|11:39am] |
i'm making a photoalbum for my sister's 18th birthday and I want to open it with a really cute quote from a song or just in general....any ideas??
thank you!! :]
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[05 Apr 2008|11:39am] |
as twisted as it seems,
i only feel love when it's in my dreams.
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[05 Apr 2008|11:44am] |
i swear to god, if it weren't for the fall,
these leaves would seem so fucking far.
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[05 Apr 2008|11:48am] |
you are the one, the one who lies close to me,
whispers, 'hello, i miss you quite terribly.'
i fell in love, in love with you suddenly,
now there's no place else i could be
but here in your arms.
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[05 Apr 2008|11:55am] |
so give me your lips
and just let me kiss them
and let's get messed up.
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[05 Apr 2008|11:56am] |
I tell you how I feel, but you don't care.
I say, "Tell me the truth," but you don't dare.
You say love is a hell you cannot bear.
And I say, "Give me mine back,
and then go there, for all I care."
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[05 Apr 2008|11:57am] |
I think I'll go out an embarrass myself by getting drunk and falling down in
the street. You say I choose sadness, that it never once has chosen me.
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[05 Apr 2008|12:03pm] |
I’m under that night.
I’m under those same stars.
we’re in a red car, you asleep at my side,
going in and out of the headlights.
could I have saved you?
could that’ve betrayed you?
I wanna burn this film.
you alone with those pills;
what you couldn’t do, I will.
I forgive you.
I’ll forgive you.
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[05 Apr 2008|12:05pm] |
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i wake up in tear drops, they fall down like rain. i put on that old song we danced to and then i head off to my job, guess not much has changed. punch the clock, head for home, check the phone, just in incase, go to bed, dream of you, that's what i'm doing these days.
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[05 Apr 2008|12:11pm] |
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If you want better things, then I want you to have them.
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[05 Apr 2008|12:48pm] |
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sry, i accidently posted that in this by accident instead of in my own journal. i fixed it though. :P
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[05 Apr 2008|01:02pm] |
it's me again,
is it me or
am i wrong to be concerned?
will the beauty of your pen ever cross my eyes again?
was this all a lie?
why?
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[05 Apr 2008|01:16pm] |
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remember that i love you.
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[05 Apr 2008|01:17pm] |
please try to say more carefully that
you no longer need me
this back and forth is killing me
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[05 Apr 2008|01:18pm] |
this conversation
is over
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[05 Apr 2008|01:27pm] |
cause people love and they hate,
and i guess its just our turn to hate.
yeah, you were just some song i wrote
a poem on a page.
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[05 Apr 2008|01:34pm] |
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when we kissed it didn't feel poisonous.
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[05 Apr 2008|01:36pm] |
And you say that I hurt you, in a voice like a prayer.
Yeah, you say that I've hurt you, and your voice is like a prayer.
Yeah, well maybe I hurt you sometimes, but let's contrast and compare:
Lift up your shirt, the wound isn't there.
I guess that your truth, is just the ghost of your lies.
I guess your kind of truth, is just the ghost of your lies.
Yeah, your kind of truth, darling, is just the ghost of your lies.
I see through them all the time.
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[05 Apr 2008|01:36pm] |
So wait for the stone on your window.
Wait by the car
and we'll go.
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[05 Apr 2008|01:40pm] |
I got by on my own.
I'll always be my only home.
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[05 Apr 2008|01:40pm] |
tell me, baby, tell me
does her company make
light of a rainy day?
how i've missed you lately,
and the way we would speak
and all that we wouldn't say.
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[05 Apr 2008|01:48pm] |
but, do you really feel alive without me?
if so, be free.
if not, leave him for me.
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[05 Apr 2008|01:56pm] |
you know,
i would have died for you
now i'm forced to choose between a life of
revenge or regret
as i thirst for vengeance,
my heart struggles to come to grips
why would you leave me to die,
turn, and walk away?
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[05 Apr 2008|02:01pm] |
and any time you feel the pain,
hey jude,
refrain.
don't carry the world upon your shoulders
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[05 Apr 2008|02:23pm] |
we all want to change the world
but when you talk about destruction
don't you know you can count me out
don't you know,
it's gonna be alright
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[05 Apr 2008|02:27pm] |
one thing i can tell you is,
you got to be free
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[05 Apr 2008|02:32pm] |
and I feel it's my duty to tell the truth
And I'm sorry that all I got is warnings and no proof
And I know that none of you beleive my conspiracy theories
I say 'em loud but nobody hears me
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[05 Apr 2008|02:37pm] |
So he hasn't even f-ing called me since I left. No text, no phone call. He logged onto myspace (which he NEVER does) and no message or anything there. He didn't even change his f-ing status, which he knows bugs me (even though it's fricking myspace and it's lame and I know but it STILL bugs me that he won't change it for me but he changed it for that lame girl he dated for less than a week)... UGH.
I know I'm looking for things to be wrong sometimes, but this is just irritating. I won't call/text him because I'm trying to show him that I'm not that girl. Not the same as I used to be. I'm trying to show him that I do believe we both need our space.
But it's been two and a half days. A "hey, miss you" would be fucking spectacular. He said he was really going to miss me. He told me last time I left (for ONE day) that things were so different when I wasn't around. Yeh, it seems like it.
Thanks EL for letting me gripe. Any advice?
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[05 Apr 2008|02:38pm] |
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i just said the first three words that popped into my head.
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[05 Apr 2008|02:40pm] |
this is the most crucial part of my reinstallment
My mind, see it's not just placin' my brain in
My memories are scattered on the floor in the basement
Oh, see that one? It was seventh grade her name was Megan
I fell in love for the first time, and I changed
And I learned a lot at a young age
Like how to deal with real pain
Adults, they didn't care, my friends thought I was so lame
"thats funny"
Well, put it in
"I don't know, I mean, do you really need it again?"
They're my memories
"Well, we'll make new ones"
But I don't wanna lose 'em, I mean this is what made me who I am
"But I built you and I should have a say, don't you agree?"
No, I'm me and you're you, see?
Two different people, not one.
I knew it was only a matter of time before trouble begun
and the moral of the story is
(Get out, bitch)
Aw, fuck it,
Self Destruct
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[05 Apr 2008|02:45pm] |
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tell me at least six things you may or may not consider personal. i'm not talking about jet ski accidents, rather truly things you thought you'd never tell.
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[05 Apr 2008|02:50pm] |
moon,
someone said that you're a piece of paper,
a piece of paper
just pasted on the sky.
moon,
i've a hunch that you're a giant ball of rock,
a million miles from me
and all the people in my town.
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[05 Apr 2008|02:56pm] |
raise a toast
to everything we once had.
i'm still afraid to be alone
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[05 Apr 2008|02:58pm] |
you say i choose sadness,
that it never once has chosen me.
maybe you're right.
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[05 Apr 2008|03:04pm] |
you pray for rain.
i pray for blindness.
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[05 Apr 2008|03:24pm] |
I swear that I can go on forever again
Please let me know that my one bad day will end
I will go down as your lover, your friend
Give me your lips and with one kiss we begin
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[05 Apr 2008|03:30pm] |
nobody can see us,
it's a you and me house.
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[05 Apr 2008|03:36pm] |
once again we've gone off track
and lost all hope for coming back.
it's time to restart and then
try all over again.
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[05 Apr 2008|03:41pm] |
and besides,you're probably holding hands with some skinny,pretty girl that likes to talk about bands.
and all i wanna do is ride bikes with you,
and stay up late, and maybe spoon.
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[05 Apr 2008|03:48pm] |
I have come to learn I'll only see you
Interrupting my dreams at night
And that's alright. And that's alright.
I should tell you that you were my first love.
And it's alright. And it's alright. And it's alright.
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[05 Apr 2008|03:50pm] |
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Tied my tongue in pretty bows with yours.
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[05 Apr 2008|03:53pm] |
I adore you but there's a hole in the cup
That should hold your love, hold my love
If you let me leave I swear I never will
Remember now, you've got my only heart
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[05 Apr 2008|04:08pm] |
It's almost like you had it planned. It's like you smiled and shook my hand and said, " Hey, I'm about to screw you over, big time " And what was I supposed to do?But I don't blame you anymore. That's too much pain to store, it left me half dead. It's how you wanted it to be. It's like you played a joke on me. And I lost a friend in the end and I think that I cried for days. But now that seems light years away and I'm never going back to who I was.
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[05 Apr 2008|04:11pm] |
OK NOW I AM NERVOUS.
what happens if you fail a drug test for a job
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[05 Apr 2008|04:15pm] |
know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up.
I got to fold 'cause these hands are too shaky to hold.
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[05 Apr 2008|04:20pm] |
and i've lost all my friends,
but you're the one i miss the most.
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[05 Apr 2008|04:25pm] |
Are you lost
In your lies
Do you tell yourself I don't realize
Your crusade's a disguise
Replace freedom with fear
You trade money for lives
I'm aware of what you've done
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[05 Apr 2008|04:25pm] |
And even though the moment passed me by, I still can't turn away. I saw the dreams you never thought you'd lose tossed along the way. Letters that you never meant to send are lost and blown away. The scar's a souvenir she'd never lose the past is never far. And did you lose yourself somewhere out there? Did you get to be a star? Don't it make you sad to know that life is more than who we are? You grew up way too fast. Now there's nothing to believe. The reruns all become our history. A tired song keeps playing on a tired radio.
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[05 Apr 2008|04:26pm] |
I see liars and thieves
Abuse power with greed
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[05 Apr 2008|04:28pm] |
Look at these faces.
They never knew what hit them and now they're on the road to nowhere.
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[05 Apr 2008|04:29pm] |
"Tell me who he is, Natalie."
"Shut up."
"Tell me, so I don't feel so alone!"
"He was the only one I ever loved, and he doesn't want me anymore! Do you feel better?"
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[05 Apr 2008|04:30pm] |
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And we can build through this destruction. As we are standing on our feet. So, since you want to be with me you'll have to follow through with every word you say. And I, all I really want is you, you to stick around. I'll see you everyday. But you have to follow through. You have to follow through. These reeling emotions they just keep me alive.
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[05 Apr 2008|04:31pm] |
"You don't know what it's like to be sent away."
"You're right, I don't."
"And you don't know what it's like to have a boyfriend that's just using you."
"Lucky me."
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[05 Apr 2008|04:38pm] |
We've fallen in love. It was the best idea I ever had. Today I fell and felt better. Just knowing this matters. I just feel stronger and sharper. Found a box of sharp objects, what a beautiful thing. Do you want a song of glory? Well I'm fucking screaming at you.
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[05 Apr 2008|04:41pm] |
Now you will receive us.
We do not ask for your poor, or your hungry.
We do not want your tired and sick.
It is your corrupt we claim.
It is your evil that will be sought by us.
With every breath we shall hunt them down.
Each day, we will spill their blood till it rains down from the skies.
Do not kill, do not rape, do not steal, these are principles that every man of every faith can embrace.
These are not polite suggestions, these are codes of behavior and those of you that ignore them will pay the dearest cost.
There are varying degrees of evil, we urge you lesser forms of filth not to push the bounds and cross over, into true corruption, into our domain.
For if you do, one day you will look behind you and you will see we three. And on that day, you will reap it.
And we will send you to whatever god you wish.
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[05 Apr 2008|04:41pm] |
i just died in your arms tonight
must have been some kind of kiss
i should have walked away
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[05 Apr 2008|04:43pm] |
she needs wide open spaces,
room to make her big mistakes.
she needs new faces,
she knows the high stakes.
she traveled this road as a child,
wide eyed and grinning, she never tired.
but now she won't be coming back with the rest,
if these are life's lessons, she'll take this test.
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[05 Apr 2008|04:45pm] |
All you need is love.
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[05 Apr 2008|04:48pm] |
The moon is full and my arms are empty,
All night long I've pleaded and cried.
You always said the day that you would leave me,
Would be a cold day in July.
Your bags are packed, not a word is spoken,
I guess we said everything with good-bye.
Time moves so slow and promises get broken,
On this cold day in July.
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[05 Apr 2008|04:50pm] |
okay emoleericks, i'm studying for SATs and i can't get this answer. it's bothering me. lol.
If 18√18=r√t, where r and t are positive integers and r > t, which of the following could be the value of rt?
the answer is 108, but i have no idea how to get it at all. :(
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[05 Apr 2008|04:50pm] |
and if i hurt you, then i'm sorry. please don't think that this was easy. and if this is what it takes just to lie in my mistakes, and live with what i did to you, and all the hell i put you through. and i said, 'did you know i missed you?' i miss you.
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[05 Apr 2008|04:54pm] |
"He infected us both, didn't he, Mr. Jingles? With life. I'm a hundred and eight years old, Elaine. I was forty-four the year that John Coffey walked the Green Mile. You mustn't blame John. He couldn't have what happened to him... he was just a force of nature. Oh I've lived to see some amazing things Elly. Another century come to past, but I've... I've had to see my friends and loved ones die off through the years... Hal and Melinda... Brutus Howell... my wife... my boy. And you Elaine... you'll die too, and my curse is knowing that I'll be there to see it. It's my torment you see; it's my punishment, for letting John Coffey ride the lightning; for killing a miracle of God. You'll be gone like all the others. I'll have to stay. I'll die eventually, that I'm sure. I have no illusions of immortality, but I will await your death... long before death finds me. In truth, I wish for it already."
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[05 Apr 2008|04:58pm] |
some say it's too country,
some say it's too rock'n'roll.
but it's just good music if
you can feel it in your soul.
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[05 Apr 2008|05:00pm] |
woke up and wished that i was dead
with an aching in my head
i thought of you, and where you'd gone
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[05 Apr 2008|05:05pm] |
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i don't stop breathing every time the phone rings.
my heart don't race when someones at my door.
i've almost given up thinkin' you're ever gonna call.
i don't believe in magic anymore.
i just don't lie awake at night, asking god to get you off my mind,
it's getting better all the time.
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[05 Apr 2008|05:10pm] |
and i may not know what its like
to send my only son to save
the world and watch him die.
and i may not know how it feels
to hang there on the cross
to prove that love is real.
but i got friends that do,
yeah, i got friends that do.
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[05 Apr 2008|05:18pm] |
put on my blue suede shoes,
and i boarded the plane.
touched down in the land of the delta blues
in the middle of the pouring rain.
w.c. handy, won't you look down over me?
'cause i got a first-class ticket,
and i'm as blue as a boy can be.
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[05 Apr 2008|05:34pm] |
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If your stomach feels weak, then my work here is done. To hide from our twisted ways, I've been hiding in this bed, been hiding in this bed for weeks.
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[05 Apr 2008|05:46pm] |
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You don't have to think about me now. So just start to tune me out to make you think you're all alone.
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[05 Apr 2008|06:12pm] |
why do i do the things i do?
was i born this way? am i a self-made fool?
i shoot the lights and i curse the dark.
i need your love but i break your heart.
i know the words that'll bring you back,
but i don't say nothin' as i watch you pack.
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[05 Apr 2008|06:23pm] |
And I claim I'm not excited with my life any more
So I blame this town, this job, these friends;
the truth is it's myself.
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[05 Apr 2008|06:30pm] |
I've been wrapping one night stands around my body like wedding bands,
and none of them fit in the morning.
They just slip off my fingers and slip out the door
and all that lingers is the scent of you.
I once swore if i threw that scent into a wishing well
all the wishes in the world would come true.
Do you remember?
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[05 Apr 2008|06:36pm] |
I love you.
I still love you.
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[05 Apr 2008|06:37pm] |
i wish i didn't have to
wonder what you are doing now
i wish i didn't know inside,
that it won't work out for you and i
i wish that i could stop this wishing
and just say my last goodbye
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[05 Apr 2008|06:38pm] |
I wish i was a photograph you carry like a future in your back pocket.
I wish i was that face you showed to strangers when they ask you where you come from.
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[05 Apr 2008|06:48pm] |
if you want to know the truth
you make or break my day
if you want to know the truth
i wouldn't have it any other way
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[05 Apr 2008|07:02pm] |
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'he had wanted to spare her,' edwards writes, 'to protect her from loss and pain; he had not understood that loss would follow her regardless, as persistent and life-shaping as a stream of water. nor had he anticipated his own grief, woven with the dark threads of his past.'
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[05 Apr 2008|07:07pm] |
Movies, TV screens reflect just what you expected:
There's a world of shiny people somewhere else.
Out there following their bliss, living easy, getting kissed,
while you wonder what else you're doing wrong.
Breathe through it, write a list of desires.
Make a toast, make a wish, slash some tires.
Paint a heart repeating, beating "Don't give up, don't give up, don't give up."
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[05 Apr 2008|07:11pm] |
I know how you feel, no secrets to reveal, nobody knows me at all.
Very late at night and in the morning light, nobody knows me at all.
Nobody knows me, nobody knows me, nobody knows me at all
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[05 Apr 2008|07:12pm] |
Whoever is on, go do my journal. =)
It's new and I don't have many.
So make my day.
And to Jess and Jenny:
I sent him a text. Be proud. He responded with a picture of him dyeing his hair. And on myspace, he gave me a very generic list of "things he is doing today" and made me feel like I was interrupting his life. So I responded to that with "gee, thanks for the enthusiasm. I said if you wanted to. Sorry to interrupt your fun." (about asking him to talk on myspace, since he has very little signal where he is and it irritates me trying to talk to people with it like that). He ignored that, apparently... =/
I need to quit being moody and panicking. Yep.
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[05 Apr 2008|07:32pm] |
you say you understand,
but you don't understand
you say you'll never give up
seeing eye to eye
but never is a promise
and you can't afford to lie.
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[05 Apr 2008|07:38pm] |
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raaaaachellll
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[05 Apr 2008|07:59pm] |
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love was all she thought she'd ever need.
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[05 Apr 2008|08:10pm] |
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These impulse sinners have no staying power. Their life expectancy is too short for them to wreak any real havoc. One major sin and they're gone. No planning, you see. No thought of getting away with it.
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[05 Apr 2008|08:15pm] |
so here you are now, nowhere to turn,
it's just the same old yesterday.
you made a promise to yourself that
you were never gonna be this way,
and the only thing that you've ever know is to run,
so you keep on drivin' faster into the sun.
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[05 Apr 2008|08:30pm] |
by the time you read this, i hope to be dead.
you can't undo something that's happened. you can't take back a word that's already been said out loud. you'll think about me and wish that you had been able to talk me out of this. you'll try to figure out what would have been the one right thing to say, to do. i guess i should tell you, "don't blame yourself; this isn't your fault," but that would be a lie. we both know that i didn't get here by myself.
you'll cry, at my funeral. you'll say it didn't have to be this way. you will act like everyone expects you to. but will you miss me? more importantly, will i miss you?
does either one of us really want to hear the answer to that question?
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[05 Apr 2008|08:39pm] |
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weezy baby cheers me up.
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[05 Apr 2008|08:43pm] |
I thought we were ready
I thought we were steady
Till the emotion hit the floor
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[05 Apr 2008|09:05pm] |
why wear my heart on my sleeve
when it looks so good in your hand?
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[05 Apr 2008|09:10pm] |
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i think that's what i find most strange about this world- nobody ever says how they feel. they hurt, but they don't cry out. they're happy, but they don't dance or jump around. and they're angry but they hardly ever scream. because they feel ashamed. nothing's worse than that. so we all walk around with our heads looking down and never look up and see how beautiful the sky is.
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[05 Apr 2008|09:11pm] |
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on the subject of lil wayne... what are everyone's favorite songs of his?
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