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[04 Apr 2008|12:02am]

And, you know, talk about the terrorists as these heartless people, who would set off explosions in the midst of men, women, and children. Well that's our foreign policy is that's what our submarines are prepared to do is to set off enormous explosions in the midst of civilians. And so far in the history of the world only one country has been crazy enough to set off nuclear explosions in the middle of civilians. That's us. We did it twice.

Well, I don't care, because I expect to be dead soon, but well I do care, because I have grandchildren and I am ashamed of the country they are trying to make a living in. It's heartless...

Well the greatest gift America has given the world was a treatment for depression. Which is jazz, the blues. The African-American community, which made this great gift to the world. And it has been so beneficial to me, because I am often depressed. And I have said, you know I'm nominally an atheist or an agnostic, but that the only proof of the existence of God that I ever needed was music. How it works, why it works, I don't know, but thank goodness it does. What a gift to the world, jazz is.

Well of course we have this thing called the Patriot Act, which enables the government to look out for people who are disloyal, supposedly helping the terrorists. And this Act entitles our government agents or whatever, to go find out what books people are taking out of the library. And librarians in this country are notoriously unpowerful- Not well connected at all and not well paid at all. In spite that, they have resisted this and so the America I love might have disappeared from a lot of places, but it's damn well at the front desks of our public libraries.

Still, it proves that dissent doesn't matter, you think there was a time when it did. And they have discovered, the neo-conservatives, the representatives of the rich, have found that dissent doesn't amount to a hill of beans anymore. Yes I've protested and a lot of other people. You know, middle class people wearing neck ties and respectable suits, you know, have protested this war and the Vietnam war too, and it made not a damn bit of difference. So sure they could easily afford for people to say whatever they damn please.

And while I think it's entertaining to be dissenting, one reason to write is to say to other people that you are not alone, others feel as you do.

At Auschwitz there must've been some horrible jokes told just to take care of a few minutes ... but it isn't- a joke isn't a sign of happiness, it's a sign of unhappiness and it's a short term relief. Freud talked about 'gallows humor', he called it, what we call 'black humor' now too, and this is people about to be executed. One man they marched off to the gallows as saying "This day is certainly beginning to look up." And of course none of this is funny. And there was a man- used to be in Chicago, that they would execute people in Cooke County jail, because the electric chair was there- and one man was strapped into the electric chair, before they put the hood over his head he said "This will certainly teach me a lesson." Doesn't that make you proud of being human beings? That we can say that.

After the Roman games and the Spanish Inquisition and the World War One and World War Two and the Holocaust and Hiroshima and Nagasaki, I think it's time we packed it in. I think we are perfectly awful animals, even destroying the planet as a life support system. And so I think it's time we packed it in, because there was a time when the dinosaurs packed it in and I think they were taking a better care of the place than we are.

I myself have said about life "It's no way to treat an animal". It hurts too much. The mood of the planet now in so many places- the suicide bombers for instance, human beings are in revolt against life itself. They don't like it. And in my great book A Man Without a Country I have a poem, which says "The crucified planet Earth / should it find a voice and a sense of irony / Might now well say of our abuse of it / 'Forgive them, Father. They know not what they do' / The irony would be that we know what we're doing / And when the last living thing has died on account of us / How poetical it woud be if Earth could say, in a voice floating up, perhaps from the floor of the Grand Canyon 'It is done. People did not like it here / And they don't."

Apologize. Apologize. All love one another with that.
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[04 Apr 2008|12:14am]



There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are messengers of overwhelming grief and unspeakable love.
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[04 Apr 2008|12:26am]
~journal
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[04 Apr 2008|12:39am]
boys suck
:(
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[04 Apr 2008|01:23am]
Fate is an eleganted cold hearted whore.








...Litereally. Wtf @ tonight.
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[04 Apr 2008|01:30am]
i, i am not into the idea of living without you.
and i, i am not into the idea of being without you.
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[04 Apr 2008|02:06am]
the room is a lil spinny jsky

(flame this)
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[04 Apr 2008|06:43am]
how quickly lust can pretend it's love.
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[04 Apr 2008|06:47am]
let's play this game called when you catch fire. i wouldn't piss to put you out. stop burning bridges and drive off of them, so i can forget about you.


i rly hate fallout boy but i love this line. w/e.
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[04 Apr 2008|07:52am]

umm i just woke up (late!!) and i ran up to my dad's room to try and wake him up bc i have to go to school. and he keeps saying, "leave me alone! i'm sleeping! go away! no school today! i'm sleeping!"
hmm
so i am just sitting here :(
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[04 Apr 2008|08:01am]
I promise I'll never forget,
such a perfect night under the stars.

I promise you.
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[04 Apr 2008|08:03am]
this is incredible, starving, insatiable,
yes, this is love for the first time.
well, you'd like to think that you were invincible,
yeah, well weren't we all once,
before we felt loss for the first time?
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[04 Apr 2008|08:32am]
I AM HERE
BECAUSE
I HAVE A DOCTORS APPOINTMENT AT 1030 BUT I WAS SUPPOSED TO GO TO SCHOOL AND LEAVE AND COME BACK BUT I AM FIGHTING THE MAN (MY MOM)
ok
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[04 Apr 2008|09:16am]



what if i ripped your heart apart at the seams?
maybe then you'd know how i feel
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[04 Apr 2008|09:53am]
tonight you can tuck me in bed and i won't stir,
i won't make a sound,
i won't want you to not keep me around
my eyes will talk back
if you play me that melody,

with small heart attacks,
they'll ask what you think of me
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[04 Apr 2008|10:31am]
i'd be the phonograph
that plays your favorite albums back
as you're lying there, drifting off to sleep
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[04 Apr 2008|10:34am]
I want so badly to believe that there is truth, that love is real. And I want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd.

I know you're wise beyond your years, but do you ever get the fear that your perfect verse is just a lie you tell yourself to help you get by?
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[04 Apr 2008|11:36am]






yeah, we were just two friends in lust,
and baby, that just don't mean much.

you trained me not to love
after you showed me what it was.
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[04 Apr 2008|11:41am]
The most important thing I learned on Tralfamadore was that when a person dies he only appears to die. He is still very much alive in the past, so it is very silly for people to cry at his funeral. All moments, past, present, and future, always have existed, always will exist.
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[04 Apr 2008|12:02pm]
we won't stop until somebody calls the cops,
and even then we'll start again and just pretend
that nothing ever happened.
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[04 Apr 2008|12:24pm]
And you're the limb I've lost, but somehow I still feel
Until I wake, we just hope that you made it
We hope that you're celebrating with people you've missed
And burning like a beacon
Guiding our ship around this hellish shoal
I'm happy to admit that maybe I am a little depressed
'Cause I'm missing you to death
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[04 Apr 2008|12:30pm]
I was the one you always dreamed of
You were the one I tried to draw
How dare you say it's nothing to me
Baby, you're the only light I ever saw
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[04 Apr 2008|12:34pm]
i am quite bored, so i'm gonna throw out there that i have a journal

and for some reason no website is loading except EL and lyric sites, so clearly this is a sign from god that i shouldn't bother with homework
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[04 Apr 2008|12:41pm]
Your holiness is gone
Sometimes love will make you sad
Until you know where you belong
You'll dream of what you never had
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[04 Apr 2008|12:46pm]
I'm gonna make a mistake,
I'm gonna do it on purpose
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[04 Apr 2008|12:50pm]
you'll be better, and you'll be smarter,
and more grown up,
and a better daughter, or son,
and a real good friend.
you'll be awake, you'll be alert,
you'll be positive though it hurts,
and you'll laugh and embrace all your friends.
you'll be a real good listener,
you'll be honest, you'll be brave,

you'll be handsome and you'll be beautiful,
you'll be happy.
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[04 Apr 2008|01:03pm]
why do we keep shrieking when we mean soft things? we should be whispering all the time.
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[04 Apr 2008|01:07pm]
When I first saw you, I saw love. And the first time you touched me, I felt love. And after all this time, you're still the one I love. Looks like we made it. Look how far we've come my baby. We mighta took the long way, we knew we'd get there someday. They said, " I bet they'll never make it " But just look at us holding on we're still together still going strong. You're still the one, you're still the one I run to the one that I belong to. You're the one I want for life. You're still the one that I love. The only one I dream of. You're still the one I kiss good night. Ain't nothin' better we beat the odds together I'm glad we didn't listen look at what we would be missin'

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[04 Apr 2008|01:08pm]
I'll be your distraction.
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[04 Apr 2008|01:12pm]
I spoke the words but never gave a thought to what they all could mean
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[04 Apr 2008|01:14pm]
I'm Feelin rough. I'm Feelin raw. I'm in the prime of my life. I'll move to Paris, shoot some heroin and fuck with the stars. You man the island and the cocaine and the elegant cars. This is our decision to live fast and die young. We've got the vision, now let's have some fun. Yeah it's overwhelming, but what else can we do? Get jobs in offices and wake up for the morning commute? Forget about our mothers and our friends. We were fated to pretend. I'll miss the playgrounds and the animals and digging up worms. I'll miss the comfort of my mother and the weight of the world. I'll miss my sister, miss my father, miss my dog and my home. Yeah I'll miss the boredom and the freedom and the time spent alone. But there is really nothing, nothing we can do.
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[04 Apr 2008|01:18pm]
and nothing's gonna change.
it could be the time we're living in.
we'll never feel so safe again.
but love always remains.



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[04 Apr 2008|01:20pm]
Can you tell me why you have been so sad?

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[04 Apr 2008|01:24pm]
Sometimes I think this cycle never ends. We slide from top to bottom and we turn and climb again. And it seems by the time that I have figured what it's worth the squeaking of our skin against the steel has gotten worse. But if I move my place in line, I'll lose and I have waited, the anticipation's got me glued. I am waiting for something to go wrong. I am waiting for familiar resolve. I am waiting for another repeat. Another diet fed by crippling defeat. And I am waiting for that sense of relief I am waiting for you to flee the scene as if you held in your hand the smoking gun and on the floor lay the one you said you loved.
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[04 Apr 2008|01:30pm]
I think I'm crazy baby, I let you off the hook too easily. If you were a telephone you'd still be off the hook. This is my last leg, been awake for days, in a minute I'll die of starvation I'll come back a ghost, back to haunt you and float around your room. Well, you're wasting your time if you're trying to impress me, I waste all my time just thinking of you. I know that you're an angel, but you could never stay true. Hey Angel, I think your halo has a screw loose.
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[04 Apr 2008|01:31pm]
And I am a writer, writer of fictions.
I am the heart that you call home.
And I've written pages upon pages,
trying to rid you from my bones.
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[04 Apr 2008|01:34pm]
With dirty hands and trousers torn.
They grapple until she's safe within their keeping.
A gag is placed between her lips,
to keep her sorry tongue from any speaking, or screaming.
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[04 Apr 2008|01:36pm]
the smell of burnt cocaine, the dolor and decay. It only makes me cranky. Oh, great calamity. Ditch of iniquity and tears. How I abhor this place it's sweet and bitter taste, has left me wretched, retching on all fours.
Los Angeles, I’m yours.

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[04 Apr 2008|01:40pm]

hello from art class~~
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[04 Apr 2008|01:42pm]
He drops his suitcase by the door. She knows her daddy won't be back anymore. She drags her feet across the floor trying to hold back time to keep him holding on, And she says, "Daddy Daddy don't leave I'll do anything to keep you right here with me can't you see how much I need you? Father save him. I would do anything in return I'll clean my room, try hard in school I'll be good I promise you. Father, Father I pray to you. Now she hasn't slept in weeks. She don't want to close her eyes cause she's scared that he'll leave.
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[04 Apr 2008|01:46pm]
I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy. I'll be your hope, I'll be your love be everything that you need. I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do. I will be strong I will be faithful cause I'm counting on a new beginning. A reason for living. A deeper meaning. I want to stand with you on a mountain. I want to bathe with you in the sea. I want to lay like this forever until the sky falls down on me. And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky, I'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry the tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty that we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of the highest power.
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[04 Apr 2008|01:52pm]
Someone bet a dollar that their daddy wasn’t coming home.
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[04 Apr 2008|01:54pm]
Forgiveness is fickle when trust is a chore.
It’s not every sin that’s atoned.
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[04 Apr 2008|01:58pm]
i felt the city choke. i heard the world at war. i prayed for providence god said, "don’t pray no more you went and made your mess now keep your blame off my feet." so i got off my knees i faced the devil’s day the sky was murder red the streets were headstone gray.

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[04 Apr 2008|02:15pm]

shattered but not lonely
because i never knew a home until i found your hands.
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[04 Apr 2008|02:17pm]
he started the car pulled out of the drive didn't waste any time lookin' back. she watched him go thinkin' even a stranger would show more compassion than that.
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[04 Apr 2008|02:18pm]

art is boring today
i hate rococo
how are YOU GUYS
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[04 Apr 2008|02:20pm]
life goes on and before too long you figure out you're right where you belong. It's sad and it's sweet but if you're lucky it keeps going on and on. My mamma always said that they'll be lesson that you learn you don't need to know 'em all right now. But I'm learning as I go and the more I learn I know the less I want to know anyhow.
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[04 Apr 2008|02:24pm]
i'm no quitter but im tired of fightin'
baby i love you. don't wanna lose you. don't make me let you go. took such a long time for me to find you.

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[04 Apr 2008|02:29pm]
i know his love is true, but it's so damn easy making love to you.
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[04 Apr 2008|02:31pm]
Anyone willing to listen to a dumb story that I have questions about and wanna get off of my chest? :]




There's only so much that I can prove.
Well, do it in a minute,
I could go play the fool for you.
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[04 Apr 2008|02:31pm]
and when i go, i'm going to sew my name into all of your clothes.
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[04 Apr 2008|02:36pm]

in the rain, i'm walking slowly
there's a light in your apartmant
i don't know why i ache for you.
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[04 Apr 2008|02:47pm]
there is no sorry to be sorry for
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[04 Apr 2008|03:05pm]
"Why I should leave . . . no - why I'm leaving you for him. Well, let's see here . . . well, let's see: where should I begin? Every night you get annihilated with all your friends, and every night I drink alone until you stumble home wanting some - like some fuck and run. I know you sleep around, I see it in the eyes of those girls. Those fucking girls . . . they smile and nod, but never offer a single word - I'm just in the way - I'm the ball and chain, you're the jailbird chirping, 'How hard life is in the cage!' How hard it is waking up next to me. Well, you've dug this hole, come on and fill me up. When you said you loved me, I knew I was getting fucked. You said you'd never let go - all that stopped . . . you used to turn me on, now we're just getting off. That's why I am leaving you."
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[04 Apr 2008|03:09pm]

"i don't know why its called "getting lost". even when you turn down the wrong street, when you find yourself at the dead end of a chain-linked fence or a road that turns to sand, you are somewhere. it just isn't where you expected to be. "
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[04 Apr 2008|03:23pm]
I've been hanging out with this guy for a little while and I'm starting to like him. but not the whole omgee I love you.
any lyrics? puhllease
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[04 Apr 2008|03:28pm]
you probably can't stand your glasses,
but you probably need them to read.
and you probably waste all your downtime
and you probably don't get much sleep.
and you probably don't like the movies,
but you probably go anyway.
and you probably fight with your mother a lot
when you feel like there's nothing to say.
and you probably don't care for punk rock,
but you probably love crooked rain.
and you probably don't talk to strangers like me,
but you wish we'd talk to you just the same.
so i should probably say something to you,
but i'd probably ruin it then.
it's best for us both if i keep my mouth shut
and just stay on my side of the train.
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[04 Apr 2008|03:42pm]
k8 are you alive i rly need to hear about this sexy time ok
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[04 Apr 2008|03:43pm]
is anyone hooomee
:(
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[04 Apr 2008|03:46pm]
the boy i'm in love with at work stalked me on okcupid and i rly want to d8 him ok but i thought he was like 24 not 29
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[04 Apr 2008|03:50pm]

it sucks when for when a little kid
living means lying. and the only place
you feel safe is pretending you're flying.
and you'd rather be caught dead,
than be caught crying.
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[04 Apr 2008|03:52pm]

you keep hanging around that college town with your new life your new lover you found. And you are keeping her up at night bringing her down. She'll watch you drink yourself to death but won't ask you, "Is this really what you want? Or are you just sticking with it now cause it's all you got?
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[04 Apr 2008|03:58pm]
"Stop talking about love. Every asshole in the world says he loves somebody. It means nothing. It still doesn't mean anything. What you feel only matters to you. It's what you do to the people you say you love, that's what matters. It's the only thing that counts."
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[04 Apr 2008|04:02pm]
and if at first you don't succeed,
ignore all evidence you tried
because that which doesn't kill you,
only makes you wanna die.
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[04 Apr 2008|04:05pm]
i knew who i was this morning, but i've changed a couple of times since then
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[04 Apr 2008|04:07pm]
I never get attached to anything, that way, when it all falls apart, I can pretend that it never mattered.
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[04 Apr 2008|04:12pm]
come on bartender won't you be more tender? give me two shots of whiskey
and a beer for a chaser. love will be the death of me, love is so fickle it starts
with a flood and ends with a trickle.
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[04 Apr 2008|04:13pm]
in our rooms filled with laughter,
we make hope from every small disaster
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[04 Apr 2008|04:15pm]

you know there’s nowhere else
i’ve wanted to be
than be there when you need me
i'm sorry too
but don’t give up on me
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[04 Apr 2008|04:24pm]

& when you think i'm sunk
i will float on and on
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[04 Apr 2008|04:50pm]
Hello, my name is Ashley :]
I used to post on here from time to time, and I'd like to start doing it again.




"He smiled at her, and she wondered if this was how angels made themselves known to people on earth. They sat down beside you and changed your life. He said, 'Hey, you want to get high?' She had taken his words to mean 'You are so beautiful I am undone by you.'"
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[04 Apr 2008|04:55pm]
To love you when you're right
Love you when you're wrong
Love you when you're weak
Love you when you're strong
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[04 Apr 2008|05:02pm]
"New foods made her nervous, new people, new experiences: she stood at the edge of them, extended a finger, touched gingerly, then more often than not turned away. No was a word she learned early."
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[04 Apr 2008|05:12pm]
But the light of the moon leads the way towards the morning and the sun. The sun's well on it's way too soon to know and. Oh, oh my god, oh my god, whatever, etc.
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[04 Apr 2008|05:26pm]
Is anybody satisfied with who they really are?
You could be the moon, and still be jealous of the stars.
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[04 Apr 2008|05:32pm]
when anything that's anything becomes nothing, that's everything.
and nothing is the only thing you ever seem to have.
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[04 Apr 2008|05:33pm]
all of my light is for you.
and home, home's anywhere you are too.
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[04 Apr 2008|05:35pm]
all the immediate unknowns
are better than knowing
this tired and lonely fate
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[04 Apr 2008|05:38pm]
baby said he couldn't stay,
wouldn't put his lips to mine,
but a fail to kiss is a fail to cope.

i said, honey, i don't feel so good
don't feel justified
come on, put a little love here in my void,
he said it's all in your head,
i said, so's everything, but he didn't get it
i thought he was a man,
but he was just a little boy.

hunger hurts,
and i want him so bad i would kill,
'cause i know i'm a mess
he don't want to clean up,

i got to fold 'cause these hands
are too shaky to hold,

hunger hurts,
but starving works,
when it costs too much to love.
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[04 Apr 2008|05:41pm]
there's a girl down in georgia.
broken homecoming queen,
knocked around black and blue.
said, 'this is the last time.
this time i know that we're through.
oh, this time i swear that we're through.'
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[04 Apr 2008|05:44pm]
crank up the band, play the steel guitar,
hank it up a little. let's rock this bar.

threw back a shot, yelled,
'i'm a george strait junkie.'
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[04 Apr 2008|05:45pm]
sex sex sex sex tonight ok
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[04 Apr 2008|05:47pm]
you oughta see the way these people look at me
when they see me 'round here talking to this stone.
everybody thinks i've lost my mind,

but i just take it day by day.
i probably wouldn't be this way,
i probably wouldn't hurt so bad.
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[04 Apr 2008|05:50pm]
we were young, we were wild, we were restless.
had to go, had to fly, had to get away.
took a chance on that feelin', baby.
we were lovin' blind, borderline reckless.

we were livin' for the minute we were spinnin' in.
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[04 Apr 2008|05:54pm]
i toasted you, said,
'honey, we may be through,
but you'll never hear me complain.'
'cause i've got friends in low places
where the whiskey drows and
the beer chases my blues away.
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[04 Apr 2008|05:59pm]
'cause the more i drink,
the more i drink.
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[04 Apr 2008|06:00pm]
he slapped my face and he shook me like a rag doll, don't that sound like a real man? i'm gonna show him what a little girl's made of: gunpowder and lead.
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[04 Apr 2008|06:04pm]
i'm no quitter, but i'm tired of fightin'.
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[04 Apr 2008|06:06pm]
it seemed i was always leaving,
well, maybe you know that feeling
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[04 Apr 2008|06:08pm]
got a good friend, kinda crazy.
i meet down at the old hotel,
and we laugh some, drink some cold ones,
and we both got stories to tell.
but when i mention her, how it still hurts,
i say, 'i think i'm gonna call it a night.'
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[04 Apr 2008|06:13pm]
it started off, hey cutie, where ya from?
and then it turned into, oh no, what have i done?
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[04 Apr 2008|06:20pm]
he ain't the leavin' kind,
he'd never walk away,
even from those who don't believe.


idk but it took me like 600 years to realise this song was about god.
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[04 Apr 2008|06:24pm]
And when you're crawling
Over broken glass to get to me
That's when I'll let you stay
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[04 Apr 2008|06:40pm]
besides, maybe this time is different
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[04 Apr 2008|06:42pm]
Love & sex & loneliness
Take what's yours & leave the rest
So I'll survive
God it's good to be alive
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[04 Apr 2008|07:25pm]

wait

they don't love you like i love you
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[04 Apr 2008|07:35pm]

and so i’m giving you the gun, put your finger
on the trigger, i've known you in the morning
with your soft eyes dreaming.
you were the one who could
blind me with the mirror
and i can’t see, and i don’t need this no more.
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[04 Apr 2008|07:48pm]


what brought you back to this place?
i knew you'd never learn
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[04 Apr 2008|07:50pm]


the hardest part was letting go, not taking part. you really broke my heart.
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[04 Apr 2008|08:01pm]
best friend lyrics ?
please and ty.

hold your breath, becuase tonight will be the night that I fall for you.
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[04 Apr 2008|08:18pm]
"Are you angry? Punch a pillow. Was it satisfying? Not hardly. These days, people are too angry for punching. What you might try is stabbing. Take an old pillow and lay it on the front lawn. Stab it with a big pointy knife. Again and again and again. Stab hard enough for the point of the knife to go into the ground. Stab until the pillow is gone and you are just stabbing the earth again and again, as if you want to kill it for continuing to spin, as if you are getting revenge for having to live on this planet day after day, alone."
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[04 Apr 2008|08:19pm]
"And now you want to leave? Well, maybe I forgot a couple things, it doesn't mean I don't remember how it feels when you're laying naked next to me. Valentine, I want to feel your hips pressed up against mine. We'll push into each other - love's alive. It might be fleeting, but it's ours and it's tonight... so won't you reconsider love-lost lives? You might be lonely, but I'm still by your side. You might have to leave, but not tonight."
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[04 Apr 2008|08:21pm]
i've been learning to live without you now,
but i miss you sometimes.
the more i know, the less i understand,
all the things i thought i knew, i'm learning them again.
i've been tryin' to get down to the heart of the matter,
but my will gets weak,
and my thoughts seem to scatter.
but i think it's about forgiveness,
forgiveness,
even if, even if you don't love me anymore.
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[04 Apr 2008|08:24pm]
'Cause Someday maybe
Somebody will love me like I need
And someday I won't have to prove
'Cause somebody will see
All my worth but until then I'll do just fine on my own
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[04 Apr 2008|08:39pm]
but there's a danger in loving somebody too much, and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust. there's a reason why people don't stay where they are, baby sometimes love just ain't enough. and there's no way home, when it's late at night and you're all alone. are there things that you wanted to say? do you feel me beside you in your bed, there beside you where i used to lay?
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[04 Apr 2008|08:45pm]
i remember what song was playin', that it was rainin', the time, the day, the month, the year, the sweat, the steam, the urge, the fear. there's nothin' about that long wet, sweet september,i don't remember. i smile and wonder where you are, and if you ever think of me, and how after that night in my arms that we were never meant to be. we lived and learned the pages turned, no regrets, first time someone makes you feel like that, you'll never forget.
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[04 Apr 2008|08:49pm]
going through my closet the other day, found an old yearbook, flipped right to the page of that senior trip down there on that panama strip. we all started yelling when we smelled the beach, just couldn't wait to try our fake I.D.s. we only had a few days, and a whole lot of memories to make.
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[04 Apr 2008|08:52pm]


don't turn out the light, i want to see you look at me.
whisper only truth tonight, not just promises and empty fantasies.
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[04 Apr 2008|08:54pm]
Maybe I should've seen the signs, should've read the writing on the wall and realized by the distance in your eyes that I would be the one to fall.
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[04 Apr 2008|08:55pm]
i dropped out of the old school,
got kicked out of the new school,
i got drunk with the girls
from the local art school,
got chased through the streets
by the likes of you
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[04 Apr 2008|08:55pm]

because people are so fickle.
they fall in love at different angles,
so really i could lose you just as quickly as i've gotten you.
and that's the kind of thought that makes me nervous
and worried if you'll really think i'm worth it.

when the rush wears off and you're left with this busted person
but if you tell me you will, i will do what i can to believe it.
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[04 Apr 2008|08:56pm]
i just wanted to say he's the best thing you'll ever find
'cause he ain't your regular joe,
you know?
and i'm the crazy fool that let him go
and if he says he loves you
then that's what he means
he's the best man i've ever seen
i just wanted you to know
he ain't your regular joe
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[04 Apr 2008|08:59pm]


and we walked ankle deep in ocean,
you know that place where footprints disappear
just like that evenin' she he drove away
it'll be burned in my mind for a million years
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[04 Apr 2008|09:05pm]


we came together, fell apart.
and broke each other's hearts,
remember when.
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[04 Apr 2008|09:06pm]
I understand that we can never speak again and your resentment towards me will last, and i will let you forget me if you'll stay in my past.
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[04 Apr 2008|09:07pm]
you'll find better love
strong as it ever was
deep as the river runs
warm as the morning sun
please remember me
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[04 Apr 2008|09:12pm]


i can't find a reason to let go,
even though you've found a new love,
and she's what your dreams are made of.

i can find a reason to hang on,
what went wrong can be forgiven,
without you, it ain't worth livin' alone,
sometimes i wake up crying at night
and sometimes i scream out your name,
what right does she have to take you away
when for so long, you were mine.
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[04 Apr 2008|09:14pm]
You seem like such a big part
Of my life and my heart
But the truth is I've found something new
And she easily towers over you
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[04 Apr 2008|09:15pm]

hello, my treacherous friends
and thank you for joining me here tonight
i brought you all here to discuss as i must
how grateful i am for your insights
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[04 Apr 2008|09:17pm]
the months, they don't matter.
it's the days i can't take.
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[04 Apr 2008|09:18pm]
slow sister cause i just can’t love ya
but i just can’t get you off my mind
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[04 Apr 2008|09:19pm]
So I guess I'll cut my losses cuz I lost a lot
I guess I'll quit complaining and I'll starting walking it off
Because there is no point in living in a past with that unhappiness
Consider it a promise we both broke
Consider it mistakes on both our parts
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[04 Apr 2008|09:20pm]
i'm lying down, blowing smoke from my cigarette, little whisper smoke signs that you'll never get
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[04 Apr 2008|09:30pm]
i'm taking off this pain you put on me
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[04 Apr 2008|09:30pm]


i woke up early this morning around 4am
with the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstate
i pulled the covers over my head and tried to catch some sleep
but thoughts of us kept keeping me awake
ever since you found yourself in someone else's arms
i've been tryin' my best to get along

but that's okay there's nothing left to say,
but take your records, take your freedom
take your memories i don't need 'em
take your space and take your reasons
but you'll think of me
and take your cap and leave my sweater
'cause we have nothing left to weather
in fact i'll feel a whole lot better
but you'll think of me, you'll think of me.
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[04 Apr 2008|09:39pm]


i'm gonna go girls, have a good night.
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[04 Apr 2008|09:45pm]
sometimes i pray i don't die
i'm a goddamn hypocrite
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[04 Apr 2008|09:46pm]
how big are angel wings?
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[04 Apr 2008|09:48pm]



lover, you should've come over
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[04 Apr 2008|09:52pm]
make the grass grow green
beneath my toes.
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[04 Apr 2008|09:57pm]
i think eating a fourth bagel today would be slightly excessive.
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[04 Apr 2008|10:32pm]
have i still got you to be my open door?
have i still got you to be my sandy shore?
have i still got you to cross my bridge in this storm?
have i still got you to keep me warm?
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[04 Apr 2008|11:47pm]
I'm frozen in one place staring at the screen,
Listening to the rain falling on the street.
Some days go on too long.
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[04 Apr 2008|11:53pm]
The stars never shine for the wild hearts.
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[04 Apr 2008|11:57pm]
=[ its friday, i should be in a GOOD mood.
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