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[02 Apr 2008|12:01am] |
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but nothing is greater than the rush that comes with your embrace
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[02 Apr 2008|12:02am] |
Dance, until we just can't.
How is everyones night going?
:]
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[02 Apr 2008|12:07am] |
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i hope the air will start to remind you to get me out of this place.
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[02 Apr 2008|12:47am] |
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WHAT THE FUCK IS WISHBONE AND NO I DONT FEEL LIKE GOOGLING
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[02 Apr 2008|12:57am] |
so you think you can tell heaven from hell
blue skies from pain
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[02 Apr 2008|06:07am] |
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( lmfao )
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[02 Apr 2008|06:45am] |
why is it only wednesday
RUSRS >:(
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[02 Apr 2008|09:32am] |
it began so nice,
but now i'm trapped inside
it seems this cage for me must be your plan.
your mean tricks,
like the wetness of your lips
when you say,
just put your heart here in my hand.
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[02 Apr 2008|11:32am] |
i don't worry cause
everything's gonna be alright.
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[02 Apr 2008|11:53am] |
and you think i'm stupid,
too nice, too aloof,
there's no winning here at all.
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[02 Apr 2008|12:08pm] |
i may be going to hell in a bucket baby,
but at least i'm enjoying the ride.
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[02 Apr 2008|12:20pm] |
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mood |
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hopeful |
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music |
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panic at the disco |
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There's a black cloud over this house,
it's been around for three years now -
there's a black cloud over this house
and it won't go away.
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[02 Apr 2008|12:32pm] |
Eh.
Someone else be on.
-crosses fingers-
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[02 Apr 2008|12:38pm] |
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does anyone have "shirt" by jawbreaker they wanna sendspace me? ♥
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[02 Apr 2008|01:24pm] |
So I'm definitely glad I changed my icon. =)
Seems to be rather unanimous about grossing people out.
Also, you guys are more than welcome to comment in my journal -
just let me know when you do. =)
I've got over eight hundred entries in there
since the one that's open to the public.
So I don't actually know when it's commented.
That's all. =)
Ciao.
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[02 Apr 2008|01:24pm] |
when there's nothing to give,
well how can we ask for more?
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[02 Apr 2008|01:37pm] |
Everyone that I see
is making eyes at you and me.
You see you've got this thing with walking,
and me, I've got this thing about you.
Hi, I'm Jess =]
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[02 Apr 2008|01:42pm] |
So who all is on AIM?
I'm bored as crap. >.<
Waiting for a few things to finish downloading
so I can re-re-re-re-write the ending to my story.
Gah, I'm so impatient.
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[02 Apr 2008|01:51pm] |
I wish that without me your heart would break,
I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake,
I wish that without me you couldn't eat,
I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep.
Ello, I'm Jenny and I'm new.
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[02 Apr 2008|02:02pm] |
omg, the office actually recorded on my tivo
THANK ALLAH
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[02 Apr 2008|02:03pm] |
Digital digital get down just you and me
(you may be) twenty thousand miles away but I can see ya
And baby baby you can see me
Digital digital get down just what we need
We can get together naturally
(we can) we can get together on the digital screen
I just needed to share that with everyone. =)
It's been stuck in my head for NO REASON.
I bet you everyone knows who that is.
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[02 Apr 2008|02:09pm] |
I just want to say
fuck bitlord.
Infinity on High is the second torrent today
that it just crapped out on.
-angry face-
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[02 Apr 2008|02:21pm] |
Leaving flowers on your grave
to show that I still care.
But black roses and Hail Mary's can't bring back what's taken from me.
I reach to the sky and call out your name,
and if I could trade,
I would.
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[02 Apr 2008|02:35pm] |
If you knew I was dying would it change you?
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[02 Apr 2008|02:40pm] |
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laugh if you must.. but damn it wtf is a hoodrat? i don't understand the term @ all.
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[02 Apr 2008|02:43pm] |
I love this..
98% of drivers say "o shit" when they see a cop lights goin off .The other 2% are from Northern New York and say "hold my beer and watch this"
Hope it made someone else in a bad mood smile a little<3 how is everyoneee
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[02 Apr 2008|02:48pm] |
so let's leave it alone
cause we can't see eye to eye
there ain't go good guy
there ain't no bad guy
there's only you and me
and we just disagree
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[02 Apr 2008|02:51pm] |
leave a message on your phone
just to find out you're not home
keeping up with you is something i could never do
and i know something's wrong
cause you've been gone too long
a fucking waste of my time is all that you've become
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[02 Apr 2008|02:52pm] |
i could feel my face grow pale
sick with fear, my senses fail
and as the light fades from my eyes
i smile but don't know why
legs are growing to the heat of the sun
and my heart no longer beats
black dirt will stain your feet
and when you walk, you'll leave
black dirt in the street
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[02 Apr 2008|02:54pm] |
You said you were my best friend, was that a lie? Now I'm nothing to you. I tried, I tried, I tried, and I'm trying. Now on the inside it feels like I'm dying. And I do miss you I just thought we were meant to be I guess now, we'll never know. The only thing I want is for you to be happy. Whether it be with me, or without me, I just want you to be happy.
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[02 Apr 2008|03:05pm] |
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guis im rly upset because i wanted to go outside and lay on the deck but it's kind of cold :(
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[02 Apr 2008|03:09pm] |
If you need anything,
Just say the word, I mean anything.
Rest assured, if you start to doze
Then I'll tuck you in,
Plant my lips where your necklaces close.
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[02 Apr 2008|03:14pm] |
Anyone on AIM?
Seems like there's at least a few people on here, now.
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[02 Apr 2008|03:20pm] |
Come one, come all to this tragic affair.
Wipe off that makeup!
What's in is despair.
So throw on the black dress -
mix in with the lot.
You might wake up and notice
you're someone you're not.
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[02 Apr 2008|03:23pm] |
how i wish you could see the potential, the potential of you and me.
it's like a book, elegantly bound-
but in a language you can't read just yet.
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[02 Apr 2008|03:24pm] |
I told her she was missing the point and she started jabbering on about how she knew I had a girlfriend named Avril but was sleeping with this Beth chick, not to mention I was her brother's friend, not to mention the last thing she needed was to get invovled with a guy like me, yada, yada, yada, I swear I thought she was going to start crying, and normally that would have sent me hauling ass in the other direction, but you know what? I had a bizarre urge to put my arms around her and hold her until she fell asleep.
Remember this moment, my friend the tape recorder. Lying next to Eliza, I had the feeling I'd just found something I didn't even know I'd lost.
We hovered above the moment like two rain clouds, until I said: "Don't swear off all fruit just because you ate one bad apple."
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[02 Apr 2008|03:26pm] |
jsyak
i am currently eating the hell out of some tater tots and watching the biggest loser
SCORE FOR ME.
i don't wanna see you fall but i can't be holding on
to the same mistakes we always make
and here's where it ends.
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[02 Apr 2008|03:27pm] |
GUYS!!!!
Infinity on High is officially done!
And better yet.
The other torrent that Bitlord crapped out on me on
is downloading, now, too!
EXCELLENT!
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[02 Apr 2008|03:28pm] |
Of all the thirty-six alternatives, running away is best.
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[02 Apr 2008|03:29pm] |
woke up and wished that i was dead
with an aching in my head
i lay motionless in bed
i thought of you and where you'd gone
and let the world spin madly on
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[02 Apr 2008|03:30pm] |
you are the reoccuring kind
you never really leave my mind
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[02 Apr 2008|03:30pm] |
guess what guys
taronda is not black.
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[02 Apr 2008|03:34pm] |
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the only thing that comforts me is knowing that you'll never be happy.
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[02 Apr 2008|03:35pm] |
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Witnessing Paul exhibit vulnerability, even superciliously, made me want to touch his chest. I'd never had the urge to touch anybody's chest, but Paul was so animated and energetic, I imagined a metrical, pumping drum pounding in place of a heartbeat, and I wanted to feel the rhythm.
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[02 Apr 2008|03:38pm] |
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do i want wings or a big mac? halp.
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[02 Apr 2008|03:39pm] |
she's sittin' in a bathroom stall
with a marker in her hand,
scribbling down the words
to a favorite song by her favorite band.
she hopes someone will read them
and maybe they'll understand how it feels
to care so much it hurts,
to fight so hard you shake,
to love so intensely that it scares you,
to build so much that something breaks.
she knows that she's not the only one,
but sometimes, it sure feels that way.
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[02 Apr 2008|03:46pm] |
i personally feel that someone should do my journal bc i haven't asked in like idk it feels like years ok
and i need entertainment
so idk, funny stories, sex stories, personal problems, hate towards me or my blackness, shoe sizes, favorite socks, whether or not you like pickles
PLS SHARE!
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[02 Apr 2008|03:53pm] |
my mouth is all dried up, my eyes are all shut
we're speaking a new language baby, where words are not enough
i can feel it coming, i can feel it explode, action reaction, overload
the words are all boring, why don't you shut up
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[02 Apr 2008|03:57pm] |
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all you need is love, love. love is all you need.
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[02 Apr 2008|04:03pm] |
And it's just like you to scorn
the only one that will mourn
the day he doesn't love you, anymore.
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[02 Apr 2008|04:04pm] |
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this is inevitable withdrawal.
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[02 Apr 2008|04:04pm] |
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love don't live here anymore
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[02 Apr 2008|04:12pm] |
my printer prints like it's throwing up paper
and it sounds jagged and awkward
>=O
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[02 Apr 2008|04:17pm] |
angst
angst
angst
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[02 Apr 2008|04:20pm] |
There is sun and spring and green forever
But now we move to feel
For ourselves inside some stranger's stomach
Place your body here
Let your skin begin to blend itself with mine
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[02 Apr 2008|04:22pm] |
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I don't feel safe in this world no more.
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[02 Apr 2008|04:23pm] |
i like the way the walls go out- gives you an open feeling. firefly is a good design. people dont appreciate the substance of things, objects in space. people miss out on whats solid. this is not your moment, doctor.
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[02 Apr 2008|04:55pm] |
wanted: single f, under 33, must enjoy the sun, must enjoy the sea. sought by single m. mrs destiny. send photo to address. is it you and me?
reply to single m: my name is caroline, cell phone number here, call if you have the time. 28 and bored. grieving over loss. sorry to be heavy, heavy is the cost
reply to caroline: thanks so much for response, these things can be scary. not always what you want, how about a drink? this ancient club at noon i'll phone you first i guess. i hope i see you soon
i never got your name, i assume you're 33. your voice it sounded kind. i hope that you like me. when you see my face i hope that you don't laugh. i'm not a film star beauty. i'll send a photograph. i hope that you don't laugh
note to single m: why did you not show up? i waited for an hour, i finally gave up i thought once that i saw you i thought that you saw me. i guess we'll never meet now. it wasn't meant to be. i was sure you saw me. but it wasn't meant to be.
wanted: single f, under 33. must enjoy the sun, must enjoy the sea. sought by single m, nothing too heavy send photo to address. is it you or me?
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[02 Apr 2008|04:56pm] |
Someone call an ambulance.
There's gonna be an accident.
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[02 Apr 2008|05:04pm] |
this is the world we live in
it's not the one i'd choose
but it's the one we're given
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[02 Apr 2008|05:16pm] |
I'm going to go re-re-re-re-write the ending, now.
I'll be back in a bit, guys.
=)
Leave me something fun to come back to!
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[02 Apr 2008|05:19pm] |
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she buried herself in the air
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[02 Apr 2008|05:20pm] |
you name your child after your fear and tell them, "i have brought you here." the pleasure part, the after shock. the moment that it takes the fall apart. the time we have, the task at hand. the love it takes to destroy a man. the ecstasy, the being free. that big black cloud over you and me. and after that, the upward fall and worry angels after all, don't know
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[02 Apr 2008|05:25pm] |
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Hello, i love you will you tell me your name? Hello, i'm good for nothing will you love me just the same?
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[02 Apr 2008|05:28pm] |
when you're driving with the brakes on
when you're swimming with your boots on
it's hard to say you love someone
and it's hard to say you don't
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[02 Apr 2008|05:29pm] |
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'cause this don't mean a thing if you're not next to me.
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[02 Apr 2008|05:31pm] |
so my bf started work at margaritas and apparently all these girls are talking about how they want to "jump his bones" and one of them passed him a note that says "p.s. you're hot and yes, i wanna fuck"
aj;lskdj
:(
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[02 Apr 2008|05:38pm] |
when i fly solo, i fly so high.
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[02 Apr 2008|05:40pm] |
She's the kind of girl who gets her slings and arrows from the dumpster The kind who tell you she's bipolar just to make you trust her
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[02 Apr 2008|05:42pm] |
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cause what used to calm me down just rips my life to ribbons now.
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[02 Apr 2008|05:42pm] |
hey people who lurk and then come out of hiding
when we introduce our names to you are you secretly like, "y i know bc i lurk and know everything about your life, brb see you in pennsylvania"
idk
do you? :(
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[02 Apr 2008|05:50pm] |
we walk
we walk with folded hands
and we’re careful with our feet
we listen
we listen with open ears
and every word
is a kiss
is a sigh
is a promise
from beautiful lips
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[02 Apr 2008|05:58pm] |
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There's dust on the stadium seats. There's dust in your hair. You wonder how fast you'll go when you hit the air. I know that you think you're not good for anything. The world makes you feel so small.
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[02 Apr 2008|05:59pm] |
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omg, my computer just lost control it was like SCREENSAVER normal SCREENSAVER normal and i wasn't touching it D:
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[02 Apr 2008|06:00pm] |
There's no turning back from here
I've got to get away from everyone who's left
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[02 Apr 2008|06:02pm] |
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people are so fickle, they fall in love at different angles. so really i could lose you just as quickly i've gotten you. and that's the kind of thought that makes me nervous, and worried if you'll really think i'm worth it.
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[02 Apr 2008|06:03pm] |
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jsyak i just found the most delicious ice cream in my freezer
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[02 Apr 2008|06:12pm] |
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make money money make money money~
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[02 Apr 2008|06:16pm] |
picking up the pieces of the wreck you went and left.
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[02 Apr 2008|06:17pm] |
heaven and hell don't mean a thing
when you're lying in bed with me
the more i kiss you, the more i touch you
you make me wanna scream
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[02 Apr 2008|06:21pm] |
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but you think i'm a liar and you think i'm a fake and i think you're a coward, but that's not what i say.
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[02 Apr 2008|06:22pm] |
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"yeah, it was pretty bitchy, but i'm not mad. i mean, i guess she just likes the attention."
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[02 Apr 2008|06:23pm] |
sure i can accept that we're going nowhere,
but one last time let's go there.
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[02 Apr 2008|06:24pm] |
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guis do my journal and get me to the big ~600~
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[02 Apr 2008|06:27pm] |
my heart is pumping for no reason,
maybe it's my imagination...
but it's true - it's all in your hands.
i no longer have this on my shoulders.
it must be something i said.
(love is another word for regret, you know)
it must be part of my plan.
it's never too late to understand...
and i wanted it to be something more
than just another run-around for me.
and even though
i'm glad that i'm finally free,
all that's left for my life is now up to me.
and i walk around for days
and i only see you in my dreams...
wait for me
(like i've waited for you).
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[02 Apr 2008|06:29pm] |
Everything changes
friends become strangers
What we hold so dear slips away
The past keeps on fading,
But I'll never forget you
It's hard to see that you're a part of me
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[02 Apr 2008|06:29pm] |
Is this it or could we still compliment
each other like colors in harmony that make
each other look brighter like we did in the start
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[02 Apr 2008|06:32pm] |
i'm not the one that you want
i'll only let you down
and i'm pretty sure that you caught on
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[02 Apr 2008|06:32pm] |
We scream and shout and try to make it last
Though it didn't work out,
I don't love you any less
My lover or friend,
I wont ever tell
Our secrets safe
An unspoken citadel
And in these broken times, well,
It's so easy to forget
So I sing to remind
Upon my shoulder you can rest
Cause I'll always give you my best
A sidewalk's path leads me to you
Though we don't look back,
We hold on to a truth
And in these broken times
I promise I will not forget
Though you're not mine
Upon your shoulder I can rest
Cause you always give me your best
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[02 Apr 2008|06:37pm] |
I would add up what you mean to me
But I cannot do the math
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[02 Apr 2008|06:38pm] |
At least I can say
I was not afraid
I loved you all the way
I'd pick the fool any day
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[02 Apr 2008|06:43pm] |
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i won't be the one to disappoint you anymore, i know, i've said all this and that you've heard it all before. the trick is getting you to think that all this was your idea. and that this was everything you've ever wanted out of here, love's not a competition but i'm winning.
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[02 Apr 2008|06:45pm] |
Came to say that I moved,
I see your face you don't approve
Guess you could say that I'm already gone
But you'll always be my golden boy
And I'm the summer girl that you enjoy
Some melodies are best left undone
I feel the time pass away
But in my songs you will always stay
I don't need you to tell me I'm the one
I don't need you to tell me I'm the one
You'll never know that I was the one
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[02 Apr 2008|06:48pm] |
Rome is burning, he said, as he poured himself another drink. Yet, here I am knee deep in a river of pussy. Here it comes, she thought. Another self indulgent, whiskey soaked, diatribe about how fucking great everything was in the past. And how all us poor souls born too late to see the Stones at wherever, or snort the good coke at Studio 54 well, we all just missed out on practically everything worth living for. And the worst part was, she agreed with him. Here we are, she thought, at the edge of the world - the very edge of western civilization and all of us are so desperate to feel something... anything... that we keep falling into each other and fucking our way toward the end of days.
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[02 Apr 2008|06:51pm] |
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it's over, she'd said, and wasn't that the biggest lie of all?
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[02 Apr 2008|06:52pm] |
no one can take it from you. no one can make you miss it
and when im gone you'll miss it;; but you'll never forget it
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[02 Apr 2008|06:52pm] |
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who wants a life of lost adolescence that's filled with regrets and antidepressants? i've said it before and you know that i meant it, you're all i want to know and i won't let that go.
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[02 Apr 2008|06:53pm] |
Just come up to me and say hello to my heart
How stupid is it?
For all I know you want me too
And maybe you just don't know what to do
Or maybe you're scared to say: "I'm falling for you"
I wish I could get my head out of the sand
'Cause I think we'd make a good team
And you would keep my fingernails clean
But that's just a stupid dream that I won't realize
'Cause I can't even look in your eyes
Without shakin', and I ain't fakin'
I'll bring home the turkey if you bring home the bacon.
I'm a lot like you so please
Hello, I'm here, I'm waiting
I think I'd be good for you
And you'd be good for me
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[02 Apr 2008|06:56pm] |
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I've held on to the hope of surprising him by showing up in South Africa, yet when he was right there in front of me in Manattan, what did I do? I froze. Suddenly all my fantasies of reconciliation were gone, suddenly all I could remember was how I was never good enough for him, Jewish enough, political enough, commited enough.
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[02 Apr 2008|06:59pm] |
You see I am the bravest girl
You will ever come to meet
Yet I shrink down to nothing
At the thought of someone
Really seeing me
I think my heart is wrapped around
And tangled up in winding weeds
But I don't wanna go on living
Being so afraid of showing
Someone else my imperfections
And even though my feet
Are trembling
And every word I say I'm stumbling
I will bare it all... watch me unfold
Unfold
These hands that I hold
Behind my back are
Bound and broken
By my own doing
And I can't feel
Anything anymore
I need a touch to remind me
I'm still real
I will allow someone to love me
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[02 Apr 2008|07:07pm] |
My cats have both been all over me today.
Even the one that won't go on nearly anyone except Jared...
Is it, like, feline affection day and no one told me?...
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[02 Apr 2008|07:11pm] |
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i've gotten so used to lurking that i find it hard to post. haha
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[02 Apr 2008|07:15pm] |
This is the third time this week
That I find myself wandering down your street
And I can't seem to give it up.
And I've even stopped making these excuses
For why you're stuck here in my thoughts
When it's been long enough.
And I try to keep myself moving,
But I'm not going anywhere.
I wait in the same spot
Brain like a parking lot
You're the traffic in my head
You're the reason that I'm wrecked
I pray for it to stop
Like rain on the sidewalk
The traffic in my head
You're the traffic in my head
There's just too much to forget
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[02 Apr 2008|07:18pm] |
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forgive my hesitation but i'm learning to trust in you.
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[02 Apr 2008|07:18pm] |
It's not everyday
That I find a person quite like you
Perfect every way
I finally found the nerve to confess that it's you - that I want
I don't care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you
Put aside, all my pride
So don't keep me hanging here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you...
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[02 Apr 2008|07:21pm] |
And right now
I have you, for a moment I can tell I've got you
Cause your lips don't move
Something is happening
Cause your eyes tell me the truth
I've put a spell over you
Beauty emanates from every word that you say
You've captured the deepest thoughts
In the purest, and simplest of ways
But you see, I'm not that graceful, Like you
Nor am I as eloquent
But just a simple melody
Can change the way that you see me
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[02 Apr 2008|07:26pm] |
I wish that I believed in heaven
I can't thank sunday school for that.
send me a seven digit pin code
let me repent let me believe
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[02 Apr 2008|07:28pm] |
the way you're singing in your sleep
the way you look before you leap
the strange illusions that you keep
you don't know
but i'm noticing
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[02 Apr 2008|07:30pm] |
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just write more for me. i'll give you a start: boy in punk club asks strange girl to be his girlfriend for five minutes, girl kisses boy, boy kisses back, boy then meets girl - what did you notice about this girl?
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[02 Apr 2008|07:39pm] |
He's home!!
I'm ecstatic.
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[02 Apr 2008|07:42pm] |
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i feel for Nick. he doesn't know yet that he'll be okay without her. part of me wonders if i should even bother here. the other part of me wants to scream at him: what did you see in her? why did you waste your life on her?
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[02 Apr 2008|07:56pm] |
I don't know what is wrong with me! I irritate myself so fricking much it's disgusting. When he first gets home I'm completely jazzed out of my mind. But now I'm convinced that we don't even talk to each other anymore. I'm convinced that he's losing interest in me again and I'm practically depressed over it. All it is is the newness wearing off. Wow, I just had a flashback and now I'm even more miserable. =/
The problem: when we first got back together he was all over me. He was affectionate and cuddly and wanted to be around me at all times. He missed me when we were only away from each other for a few hours and he said that things were so different without me around... Now the whole "yay we're back together and it's exciting!" thing is wearing off for him and it hasn't even hit me full force yet. =/ So while he is content just being comfortable, I'm wondering where all the extra kisses are... And he hasn't even tried to get into my pants all week! I was just getting used to his awesome libido, too.... (not that we can do anything right now, but it's the point! that didn't matter the first few days we couldn't do anything...)
Gah, I'm sorry. I suck.
What is wrong with me?
=(
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[02 Apr 2008|08:09pm] |
I remember blinking to make sure I was seeing things right. And I remember pulling Eliza's head down and covering her eyes right before a second plane smashed like a rocket-shaped wrecking ball into the tower next to the one already on fire.
Inside our little room, with the window open and the TV on, we thought we heard screams in stereo. We felt it. Then we watched the nightmare unfold. We saw fire, smoke. We saw people falling out of sky-high windows. And some of them fell like they were already dead. But some of them flapped their arms, you could tell they wanted to live, and there was a weird reverence in Eliza's voice when she said, "They're trying to fly, Paul."
I was crying by then. My tears were dripping into Eliza's hair. Her head was soaked.
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[02 Apr 2008|08:10pm] |
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you're not made for this dear, dear boy
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[02 Apr 2008|08:13pm] |
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guuuuuiz I'm filming a school committee meeting and its sooooo boorring
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[02 Apr 2008|08:18pm] |
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and never will I give up trying because you are everything to me.
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[02 Apr 2008|08:24pm] |
Hiii im ashley i used to post a while ago but ive become a lurker but i am going to post again :)
When you're dreaming with a broken heart the waking up is the hardest part .
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[02 Apr 2008|08:39pm] |
And when you speak of your dreams I realize
That I will envy whoever you give your heart to
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[02 Apr 2008|08:39pm] |
Okay, so now I feel like an absolute ass about my last post. =/ He had been in the shower but as soon as he got out he came over to me and was kissing me in that sexy way of his. =) When I went up for a shower he wouldn't let me leave without a bunch of kisses, either. =/ I think I'm super moody and I shouldn't be stressing out over this kind of crap. I know how he feels and I'm pretty sure he'd tell me otherwise. I know I would have much stronger signs.
He is tired, Jenny. I know that. =/ I'm just eager to find pinholes in this because I'm so scared.
Anyway, to everyone who made me feel better by calling me normal, ily guys. =)
I'm so glad I joined this place, haha.
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[02 Apr 2008|08:52pm] |
I am flawed if I'm not free.
I need good tattoo ideaaas. anyone?
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[02 Apr 2008|08:52pm] |
If I could stay like this
In the give of your lips
In the dim half-light dawn
Pinned below your undertow
When everything meant everything again
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[02 Apr 2008|08:55pm] |
I remember hearts that beat,yeah
I remember you and me
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[02 Apr 2008|08:57pm] |
Ive been sleeping with the lights on
So if I wake in the night
Your picture is clearly in sight
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[02 Apr 2008|08:59pm] |
I miss the silence
Of sitting here alone
I think I love you
But I'm better on my own
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[02 Apr 2008|09:01pm] |
if you could spare one of your 9 lives
we could ditch this coast, get in my car, and drive
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[02 Apr 2008|09:03pm] |
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each fight leaves my vocal cord shattered.
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[02 Apr 2008|09:11pm] |
okay so i sent out a message on facebook for all the maybe attendings like, PLS RSVP and then this kid i dont know AT all and have never heard of messaged me back and said "not coming sorry peace out"
why not just click not coming
idk you
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[02 Apr 2008|09:14pm] |
FY GUYS IS THIS BETTER
( Read more... )
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[02 Apr 2008|09:15pm] |
GUYSGUYSGUYS.
I'M BACK.
:D :D :D
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[02 Apr 2008|09:22pm] |
jenna
where is my picture
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[02 Apr 2008|09:36pm] |
Ily guys. =)
You're all correct,
and Jenny I think you're right.
Search and you will find, right?
Anyway, things are very much on the good side.
I will be back tomorrow.
Until then, ciao!
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[02 Apr 2008|09:46pm] |
a simple touch,
the look in your eye,
the sound of your voice.
they do something to me I've never felt.
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[02 Apr 2008|09:46pm] |
welcome to my world, where everyone i ever need always ends up leaving me alone. another lesson burned, and i'm drowning in the ashes, kicking, screaming.
uhhh. fuck.
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[02 Apr 2008|09:51pm] |
"boys are idiots," i tell him, sniffling. if i'm a horrid bitch from planet schizophrenia, it's because boys make me one. "hope you don't let your five daughters date them."
"i try not to," he laughs. "i try"
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[02 Apr 2008|09:55pm] |
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everything keepin' me together
has fallen apart.
This thing that I consider my only art
of fucking people over.
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[02 Apr 2008|09:59pm] |
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my heart literally aches, that shit is not made up; it hurts for an unexpected, brief time warp of suddenly wanting and longing and believing, but then not having.
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[02 Apr 2008|10:01pm] |
i'm okay, okay. so just stay, just stay
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[02 Apr 2008|10:02pm] |
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i didn't say 'i love you' back. i said, 'it's over.' i'm eighteen, about to move to the city for school, start my life. i want to have fun. i don't want commitment and 'i love you.'
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[02 Apr 2008|10:06pm] |
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i am not about hate anymore, or humiliation, or regret. i'm too tired for that, too done and yet too renewed.
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[02 Apr 2008|10:07pm] |
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where is everyone ):
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[02 Apr 2008|10:07pm] |
I sing ya songs I dance a dance, I gave ya friends all a chance. Putting up with them wasn't worth never having you. And maybe you been through this before, but its my first time so please ignore the next few lines cause they're directed at you. I cant always be waiting waiting on you. I cant always be playing playing your fool...cause waitin' on love ain't so easy to do.
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[02 Apr 2008|10:14pm] |
im trying to do my math homework.
but im picking quotes out of a book to post here. and i automatically pick up the book and just forget my math books even sitting there next to it.
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[02 Apr 2008|10:25pm] |
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MY NAME IS ROBERT NEVILLE. I AM A SURVIVOR LIVING IN EMOLEERICKS. IF THERE IS ANYONE OUT THERE...ANYBODY. PLEASE. YOU ARE NOT ALONE.
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[02 Apr 2008|10:25pm] |
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let the poets cry themselves to sleep. and all their tearful words will turn back into steam.
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[02 Apr 2008|10:25pm] |
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delilah i want to publicly ask you out on a date.
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