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"Today I felt like a part of something awesome, the human race. I know it can be ugly; it really is in so many ways. But today there was nothing ugly to see, just people trying to be better. And maybe that's the key. Not resolutions and forgotten promises, but instead a commitment to do this year a little better than the last. I'm feeling good about this one. I really am."
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[31 Dec 2007|12:06am] |
every day is a start of something beautiful.
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[31 Dec 2007|12:11am] |
does anyone have lyrics about being sad
over an ex boyfriend =\
thanks in advance..
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[31 Dec 2007|12:15am] |
so turn back, the silence is deafening
turn back don't let them see you again
they make the rounds at the midnight hour and
on the clock it's just a minute away
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[31 Dec 2007|12:17am] |
play something that'll get her thinking bout me
let her know i'm really sorry
something that reaches out in the dark
weighs on her mind
turns at her heart
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[31 Dec 2007|12:27am] |
and morgan says,
"maybe love won't let you down,
all of your failures are training grounds
and just as your back's turned,
you'll be surprised," she says,
"as your solitude subsides"
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[31 Dec 2007|12:28am] |
What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams?
Maybe then you’d know how I feel.
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[31 Dec 2007|01:08am] |
your hands didnt move
well neither did mine.
New Years will bring so much to say
but nothing comes out right
both of us left without words
both of us lost in this world
it's softer than ever before.
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[31 Dec 2007|01:12am] |
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what is everyone doing tomorrow!
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[31 Dec 2007|01:32am] |
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You've got it bad
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[31 Dec 2007|01:35am] |
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what do people wear to new years parties?
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[31 Dec 2007|01:50am] |
at midnight, grab any random guy and kiss him?
y/y?
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[31 Dec 2007|01:51am] |
Suddenly between sheets and eyelids, I am reminded why I don't do this.
I fall in love far too quickly,
I never want her to forget me.
When you're gone,
Will you call?
Will you write?
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[31 Dec 2007|02:07am] |
MY HEART ISN'T BROKEN
AND I'M NOT DEAD.
my heart isn't broken and I'm not
dead.
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[31 Dec 2007|02:09am] |
tonight i walked right next to you
just like the way that we used to
but my hands never left my pockets
we started with dinner
and talked until our mouths went dry
it's been months since i've seen you like this
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[31 Dec 2007|02:19am] |
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Do my Journal ! :)
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[31 Dec 2007|02:22am] |
If you weren't real
I would make you up.
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[31 Dec 2007|02:28am] |
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Disappeared today; left no trace, but someday I'll know your name. Your black dress in disarray, only dance floor prayers can save. But it's you that's coursing through my veins. Don't need no drugs, you're my chemical. Now I'm dependent, swear I'm clinical. Addicted to those glances, taking chances tonight. I need a fix in those heroin eyes. She's no saint, but she'll take you to your knees.
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[31 Dec 2007|02:56am] |
Smoke it down
Until you smell the flesh burning from your finger tips
You're knuckles are white
From beating on the walls at night
Cast your worries to the side
Focus only when you get the time
Gonna lose your mind
It happens all the time
Maybe I can tell you
To keep your head up and follow through
Good things will come to you
I could worry myself to death about you
Hope you get there safely
I got your letter that you sent to me
About your missery
A state of suffering
It's such a shame to see
Years of discression and of a sound mind
A suicide is for the weaker kind
Maybe I can tell you
To keep your head up and follow through
Good things will come to you
I could worry myself to death about you
Hope you get there safely
And your unhappyness
Emotional Distress
And your unhappyness
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[31 Dec 2007|03:14am] |
Hard not to get hooked...
Hooked on you.
Hard not to get hooked...
Hooked on you.
I think of all the trouble that we get into whenever I'm around you.
Nothing I can do.
All the secrets and mistakes
Yeah, that were made.
What else do I have to say?
I hate being without you.
Never going to leave your side 'cause I can't resist the crazy thing you do.
It's going to take a lot of your time and I hope someday I can give it back to you.
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[31 Dec 2007|09:11am] |
i drink to stay warm and
to kill selected memories
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[31 Dec 2007|09:13am] |
the drunk kids, the catholics,
they're all about the same;
they’re waiting for something,
hoping to be saved
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[31 Dec 2007|09:16am] |
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I know much more than I did back then, But the more I learn the more I can't understand. And I've become content with this life that I lead Where I drink too much and don't believe in much of anything And I lie to myself, and say it's for the best
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[31 Dec 2007|09:19am] |
And we'd stay inside just
to watch the time go by
and sleep the whole day till the night
with everything you said
I'm sure you've got some place that you'd probably rather be
I hope you're singing this song
and thinking about me
Carolina was waiting for you
it's what you always wanted
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[31 Dec 2007|09:19am] |
i wonder when i wander home if i will be fit to drink alone. sleep with my memories, pictures, apologies. for every minute yesterday, regret reminds me anyway. if i remember anything,
i will make mistakes again
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[31 Dec 2007|09:22am] |
city bird,
maybe these hands that feed you
need you
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[31 Dec 2007|09:24am] |
say that you're in control
say that you are
i can't think of a time
when you looked less alive
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[31 Dec 2007|09:27am] |
look at you a well dressed hypocrite you sing all the songs you hated when you were a kid you know the ones you never knew the words to and that's alright 'cause you're all grown up
but just because you can spell love doesn't mean you should say it so much
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[31 Dec 2007|09:28am] |
i don't want to get over you
i guess i could take a sleeping pill, sleep at will
and not have to go through what i go through
i guess i should take prozac, right
and just smile all night at somebody new
somebody not too bright, but sweet and kind
who would try to get you off my mind
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[31 Dec 2007|09:29am] |
I'll be here by the ocean, just waiting for proof That there's sunsets and silhouette dreams All my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes And every wave drags me to sea I could stand here for hours Just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?" With a tear in His voice, He said, "Son, that's the question."
Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?
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[31 Dec 2007|09:31am] |
i think i might've inhaled you.
i could feel you behind my eyes.
you've gotten into my bloodstream,
i could feel you floating in me.
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[31 Dec 2007|09:32am] |
i am wrecked, i am overblown
i'm also fed up with the fucking common cold
i just wanna feel alive
for the first time in my life
i just wanna feel attractive today.
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[31 Dec 2007|09:33am] |
call me a safe bet, i'm betting i'm not
i'm glad that you can forgive
only hoping that as time goes, you can forget
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[31 Dec 2007|09:34am] |
so far away from where you are
these miles have torn us worlds apart
and i miss you, yeah, i miss you
so far away from where you are
standing underneath the stars
and i wish you were here.
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[31 Dec 2007|09:36am] |
i'm not above drinking alone,
but no good ever comes of it..
unless you count me talking to you now
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[31 Dec 2007|09:36am] |
I could tell you his favorite colors green
He loves to argue, born on the seventeenth
His sister beautiful, he has his father’s eyes
And if you ask me if I love him,
I’d lie
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[31 Dec 2007|09:38am] |
You already waited up for hours,
Just to spend a little time alone with me.
And I can say I've never bought you flowers,
I can't work out what they mean.
I never thought that I'd love someone,
That was someone else's dream.
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[31 Dec 2007|09:40am] |
Two drunk kids,
trying to figure out which way
was home they got lost
as they were taking off each others' clothes
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[31 Dec 2007|09:41am] |
i loved you with a fire red,
now it's turning blue, and you say...
"sorry," like the angel
heaven let me think was you,
but i'm afraid it's too late to apologize.
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[31 Dec 2007|09:42am] |
everything I’ve done wrong,
just keeps haunting me.
it won't let me be.
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[31 Dec 2007|09:43am] |
I wish you'd see it on my face,
but I'm caught up in those long lost days
and how can I then make you see?
when I don't even know me..
following my footsteps home,
this time I'm walking alone.
trying hard to be someone
I don't even know.
I feel like a shadow walking behind who you think I am
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[31 Dec 2007|09:44am] |
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if your lurking do my journal!
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[31 Dec 2007|09:46am] |
there's a song stuck in my head
and i can't help singing it
oh, how i hope my singing pleases you
cause this is not who i've become
but what you make me into
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[31 Dec 2007|09:53am] |
You never worked well with our group,
Not with the faults we found.
So we fixed you with cement galoshes;
No one can save you now.
Unless you have friends among fish,
There’ll still be no air to breathe
You could drink up the entire ocean,
I’ll still find someone to be everything we know that you’ll never be.
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[31 Dec 2007|09:55am] |
but there's a few things that i just need you to know,
the way i felt when we were close
and how the stars explode everytime you are near.
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[31 Dec 2007|10:07am] |
byeeee < 3
everyone have a great new years eve [=
♥
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[31 Dec 2007|10:11am] |
you are the daybreak, and in the night,
you are the dream i fall asleep to have
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[31 Dec 2007|10:12am] |
so then for three more years we would never talk. and i'm not gonna lie though, i couldn't stop thinking about you. but then awhile later we got back together.
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[31 Dec 2007|10:13am] |
what makes your heart beat faster
tell me, what does your body long after?
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[31 Dec 2007|10:18am] |
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HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE!!! ♥
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[31 Dec 2007|10:40am] |
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"You can't control the thoughts in your head sometimes. And you can't control who you love. It's a strange feeling, loving someone. It can be so sad sometimes. Even sadder than death, I think. Love is something we'll never really understand. We can open our eyes to death, and feel that it's real. We can watch it happen right in front of us, and we can accept it, even though it isn't always easy. But love isn't like that. Love makes us weak and desperate. Love kills parts of us we never even knew we had."
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[31 Dec 2007|11:19am] |
if she wants to dance and drink all night,
well there's no one that can stop her.
she's going until the house lights come up
or her stomach spills onto the floor.
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[31 Dec 2007|11:20am] |
you get mixed up with the wrong guys.
you get messed up
on the wrong drugs.
sometimes the party takes you places
that you didn't really plan on going.
when people see the track
marks on her arms,
she knows what they're thinking.
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[31 Dec 2007|11:20am] |
the needles, the space that time can’t erase
& buttoned down you’ll get the best of me.
the thrill of it all
the rise and the fall
& buttoned down you’ll get the best of me
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[31 Dec 2007|11:21am] |
no mother ever dreams that her
daughters going to grow up to be a junkie.
and if she had to live it all over again,
you know,
she wouldn't change anything for the world.
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[31 Dec 2007|11:31am] |
OKAY GUYS, or whoever is here
new years parties
skinny jeans + ?
help :]
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[31 Dec 2007|11:52am] |
every inch of this body i'd plate in gold for you
even though i ain't got no money
i'd do it just to keep you
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[31 Dec 2007|12:06pm] |
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hey someone do my essay for me :(
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[31 Dec 2007|12:26pm] |
hoping for the best
just hoping nothing happens
a dozen clever lines
unread on clever napkins
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[31 Dec 2007|01:03pm] |
this year will be better than the last
I'm jealous that you all get to go out while I have to sit in a store and do inventory
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[31 Dec 2007|01:19pm] |
lost and loaded
still the same old decent lazy eye
straight through your gaze
that's why i said i relate
its the room the sun, the sun, and the sky
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[31 Dec 2007|01:46pm] |
it's new year's eve,
i'm in glendora
i'm the only living person in glendora,
headin' east, on the freeway,
i left my prom dress in the bus stop in duarte,
i switch the rules, you take advantage
you know i always like to play the victim
and would you fuck me? 'cause i'd fuck me
am i your wet-nap? freestyle walking
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[31 Dec 2007|01:54pm] |
i know i asked you questions
i asked who you wanted to see
if you wanted to be with me
and you told me answers
but not how they usually sound
your answers would dance around
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[31 Dec 2007|01:55pm] |
the road to home was
not what i thought it would be
i thought you would come to me
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[31 Dec 2007|02:11pm] |
I'm totally blanking on this amazing song that talks about New Years Eve, and it has like a count down in it... and i completely suck for the vague description but if anyone knows it, please let me know. HAVE A FUN & SAFE NIGHT!
"Don 't let me fall asleep tonight,
cause I'm not sure that I'll wake up
I can barely hear you,
breath those words tonight,
that break my heart.
So just go
and let me believe in everything you say,
for tonight I'll stay here
just call me when you get back.
And if not you know I'll do it anyway
come twelve fifteen,
I can't sleep
till I hear you your voice too, tonight."
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[31 Dec 2007|02:17pm] |
we say to those who are in love
it can't be true cuz we're too young
i know that's true because so long i was
so in love with you
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[31 Dec 2007|02:20pm] |
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I know tonight is going to completely suck
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[31 Dec 2007|02:23pm] |
you are gone, but now i like all my parts
it's funny how when we're whole, we feel hollow
it's funny, i like me best with a broken heart
so when winter starts to thaw
you may be tempted to come around
and it's likely to be too late
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[31 Dec 2007|02:34pm] |
when we were kids, i was a fountain
you could never drink enough
then came all the boys who swept you up
played careless with your heart
and every night, there was a new girl
sitting beside me in my car
something dies when you grow older
but you do the best you can
i am glad, i am glad
you found a good man
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[31 Dec 2007|02:35pm] |
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why is it the hardest thing and the right thing are always one in the same?
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[31 Dec 2007|02:38pm] |
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry
I can't let you see what you mean to me
When my hands are tied and my heart's not free
We're not meant to be
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[31 Dec 2007|02:41pm] |
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new years resolutions? goals?
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[31 Dec 2007|02:43pm] |
i'm so happy for you baby,
i could cry.
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[31 Dec 2007|02:43pm] |
this must be it...
welcome to the new year
happy 2008
everyone!
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[31 Dec 2007|02:44pm] |
Do you regret choices you've made?
I guess I was a mistake.
I guess I was a mistake.
I guess I was a mistake.
I guess I'm your big mistake.
Well happy birthday, anyway.
Happy birthday.
God, I miss him.
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[31 Dec 2007|02:45pm] |
though i know i'll never lose affection
for people and things that went before
i know i'll often stop and think about them
in my life i love you more
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[31 Dec 2007|02:47pm] |
now i'm not saying i'm in love,
i'd admit it if i was,
i'm just saying i believe
you're beginning to get to me.
the way i need you all time
the way you hold this heart of mine
i think it's time i concede
you're beginning to get to me
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[31 Dec 2007|02:48pm] |
well i'm the paralyzer,
i seem to be struck by you.
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[31 Dec 2007|02:50pm] |
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i'm going into times square to see the ball drop woo
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[31 Dec 2007|02:51pm] |
oh, you creep up like the clouds
and you set my soul to ease.
then you let your love abound,
and you bring me to my knees.
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[31 Dec 2007|02:54pm] |
everytime we lie awake, after every hit we take,
every feeling that i get,
but i haven't missed you yet.
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[31 Dec 2007|02:58pm] |
only when i stop to think about it. . .
i hate everything about you,
why do i love you?
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[31 Dec 2007|02:59pm] |
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love's the religion of the weak.
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[31 Dec 2007|03:06pm] |
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this year's resolutions: i will exercise more, call my grandma, tell my family that i love them, learn more about the world wars, and forget. i will learn a new word each day. today's word is "dejected." and on the top of the list, there's you. i'm going to be with you. i haven't told you yet, but i'm going to be with you.
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[31 Dec 2007|03:10pm] |
you're in my web now.
i'll come to wrap you up tight 'till
it's time to bite down.
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[31 Dec 2007|03:11pm] |
here's my resolution:
i'm letting go,
all i need to learn is along this road.
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[31 Dec 2007|03:11pm] |
took the afternoon to piece it all
plus a half a dozen phone calls
crashed a party with larissa and chris
in pursuit of a new year's kiss
not the way that you'd imagined it
on a balcony with champagne lips
but in a pantry against the pancake mix
you had your new year's kiss
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[31 Dec 2007|03:13pm] |
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i have to work tonight and i really wanted a new year's kiss because i've only had one like, once, and it was some random drunk boy. lame.
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[31 Dec 2007|03:16pm] |
the faith you've found, i've never felt
the terror held in wedding bells
and comfort in "there's no one else"
the truth be told, i'm never gonna know
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[31 Dec 2007|03:27pm] |
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i need a miracle, i want to be your girl.
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[31 Dec 2007|03:31pm] |
"For her:
a flower to say i like you too
a smile when i am hugging you
the nervousness that overwhelms
the sweaty palms wiped on the ground
a sight to see
a place to be
the butterflies you give to me
a way you walk
a way we talk
the things you say
the want to stay
a breath taken by your sight
a sadness knowing i must leave tonight
the way that i want things to be
the effect you've truly had on me......"
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[31 Dec 2007|03:32pm] |
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i'm contemplating on if i should get really drunk tonight.
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[31 Dec 2007|03:39pm] |
someone please explain to me when alvin and the chipmunks started rapping.
k. thanks.
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[31 Dec 2007|04:04pm] |
FRAN OMG YOUR MYSPACE SONG
AHAHAHA
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[31 Dec 2007|04:19pm] |
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if i kiss him at midnight i will stab myself but i know we'll either fight all night or kiss
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[31 Dec 2007|04:43pm] |
I’m not saying that I’m giving up
I’m just trying not to think as much as I used to
cause "never" is a lonely little messed up word
maybe I’ll get it right some day
for the first time in a long time I can say
that I want to try
I feel helpless for the most part
but I’m learning to open my eyes
and the sad truth of the matter is
I’ll never get over it
but I’m gonna try
to get better and overcome each moment
in my own way
I so want to get back on track
and I’ll do whatever it takes
even if it kills me
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[31 Dec 2007|05:16pm] |
Back when I was a child,
before life removed all the innocence
my father would lift me high
and dance with my mother and me
and then spin me around ‘til I fell asleep
then up the stairs he would carry me
and I knew for sure I was loved
if I could get another chance,
another walk, another dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
how I’d love, love, love
to dance with my father again
when I and my mother would disagree
to get my way, I would run from her to him
he’d make me laugh just to comfort me
then finally make me do just what my mama said
later that night when I was asleep
he left a dollar under my sheet
never dreamed that he
would be gone from me
if I could steal one final glance,
one final step, one final dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
cause I’d love, love, love
to dance with my father again
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[31 Dec 2007|05:25pm] |
Promise you will go down my neck.
just like those pills and your cigarette.
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[31 Dec 2007|05:28pm] |
so take my hand, no, not to hold
you could use the extra
fingers to count your mistakes
because this distance has only lead to deception
a curse for every mile
a lie for every smile
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[31 Dec 2007|05:28pm] |
Happy New Years, Girls.
♥
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[31 Dec 2007|05:32pm] |
Is it wrong to assume that you missed me?
because the look in your eyes
says that you're dying to kiss me
the touch of your lips is tasteful and forgiving
a part of the past that I don't mind reliving
just get in the car,
well don't you think that we're taking this a little to far
don't ask me questions, show me answers
the policy is honesty and nothing is censored
nobody wants to, but everyone needs to come clean
while we break bad habits
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[31 Dec 2007|05:46pm] |
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it's a miracle, i turned my computer on and it started working :)
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[31 Dec 2007|06:03pm] |
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I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO WEAR. UGH.
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[31 Dec 2007|06:03pm] |
does anybody here have curly hair?
if so.. what sort of shampoo/conditioner/product do you use?
my hair is a mess and my old stuff is not helping
:(
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[31 Dec 2007|06:05pm] |
k. my boyfriend's a little over protective...
it was cute at first...now it's just...irritating
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[31 Dec 2007|06:07pm] |
Happy New Years.
Quotes about being done and letting go after tonight.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!
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[31 Dec 2007|06:11pm] |
you know he's holding you down with the tips of his fingers
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[31 Dec 2007|06:58pm] |
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has everyone sent out/received their secret santas?
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[31 Dec 2007|06:59pm] |
they said that i wouldn't make it,
i remember like yesterday
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[31 Dec 2007|07:45pm] |
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okay well that's just fucking great.
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[31 Dec 2007|08:09pm] |
I put on an argyle sweater
and put on a smile
I don't know how to do this
I'm so sorry for everything
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[31 Dec 2007|08:35pm] |
New, but hardly improved, it's just new cliches. "They might nail your hands, but your neck has been saved". So break in the new year with a vintage wine. Here's to aging, when some things just get bitter with age and others are made to be broken.
break in the new year.
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[31 Dec 2007|08:41pm] |
beer tastes awful. why do people drink this stuff. ew.
10 seconds left until midnight
09 chances to drown ourselves in black hairdye
08 faces turned away from shock
07 windows and
06 of them were locked
05 stories falling
04 ever and ever
03 cheers to the mirror now there's
02 of us can we have
01 last dance
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[31 Dec 2007|09:05pm] |
anyone else have no plans tonight?
might be my worst new years ever
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[31 Dec 2007|09:22pm] |
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this bottle of beast is taking me home.
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[31 Dec 2007|09:50pm] |
"this years resolutions: i will excercise more, call my grandma, tell my family that i love them, learn about the world wars and forget. i will learn a new word each day. today's word is Dejected. and on top of the list there's you. i'm going to be with you. i haven't told you yet but i'm going to be with you."
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[31 Dec 2007|09:55pm] |
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i wish you would come pick me up, take me out, fuck me up, steal my records. screw all my friends, they're all full of shit. with a smile on your face, and then do it again - i wish you would.
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[31 Dec 2007|10:28pm] |
cheer up el =(
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[31 Dec 2007|10:52pm] |
Darcy, Darcy darling dear,
you left me dying, crying there
in whiskey, gin, and pints of beer
I fell for you my darling dear
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[31 Dec 2007|10:55pm] |
you can turn your back on a person,
but never turn your back on a drug.
especially when it's waving a razor-sharp hunting knife in your eye.
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[31 Dec 2007|11:02pm] |
this cracked me up bc of that whole disgusting bit before, idk.
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[31 Dec 2007|11:13pm] |
Do what makes you happy
Be with who makes you smile
Laugh as much as you breathe
And love as long as you live.
There better be a lot of cute new boys in my life in 2008. :( haha...
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[31 Dec 2007|11:16pm] |
I'm tiiiired guys.
I< 3smirnoff.
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