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[30 Nov 2007|12:06am] |
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you--away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could see what I want to see
I want to see you go down
on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
is there a site i can go to
to upload music without actually downloading it.
it's a livejournal one ?
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[30 Nov 2007|12:13am] |
MELISSA P ARE YOU HERE.
THIS IS URGENT.
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[30 Nov 2007|12:18am] |
i like february
along with tilly and the wall
pretty pictures and shirts that are too small
for my child like figure that
your so in looove with
each day i think of new ways to impress you
so you'd stick around
its not luck, love or coincidence
that found you
its whats meant to be
your the goodluck for my bad ideas
im the covers on your bed
your my dreams when i cant sleep
and i thank you for that
its a common misconception
to wanna get the best out of a worst situation
falling back on a particular scenario
will get you nowhere
so turn up the stereo
and you gotta get out soon
you dont know where to
but your sure as hell gunno get outta this town
you see i saw this (boy)
he was amazing and all that i wanted
and no he wasnt a dream
he was you..<3
i forgot how much i bg
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[30 Nov 2007|12:21am] |
now things are coming clear
and i don't need you here
and in this world around me
i'm glad you disappeared
so i'll stay out all night
get drunk and fuck and fight
until the morning comes i'll
forget about our life
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[30 Nov 2007|12:33am] |
maybe im to blame
for this short bitter fucked up life
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[30 Nov 2007|12:35am] |
i used to have a heart worth a billion bucks
now it's shitty, shoddy, cheap
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[30 Nov 2007|12:43am] |
This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new
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[30 Nov 2007|12:49am] |
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It's somehow all i need
just keep me guessing please
darling, all of these awkwardjumpstartstalling conversations
mean much more to me than anything
it comes down to me and you
and whether we're supposed to or not, we still will
we're so much better off than them
all the possibility and promise just weighs on me so heavily...
a look
a laugh
a smile
a second passes by and i regret it
words just aren't right
sometimes i just can't explain
all the ways you devastate me
always on my mind
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[30 Nov 2007|01:06am] |
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my icon is making me horny. idk my roomate said i'm to old to have a zefron wallpaper
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[30 Nov 2007|01:06am] |
well, okay, i still get stoned.
i'm not the type of girl you'd take home.
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[30 Nov 2007|01:11am] |
how could i forget?
a waste of cloth, of course i do remember.
on the back deck,
drunk and awkward,
i think we accidentally met.
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[30 Nov 2007|01:20am] |
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ughhh what sucks about sleeping all day is that i can't sleep at all now :(
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[30 Nov 2007|01:23am] |
i bet our babies will be qt
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[30 Nov 2007|01:32am] |
much better yet,
tell me something dangerous and true
yeah, that looks much sexier on you
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[30 Nov 2007|01:33am] |
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everything we had is no longer there.
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[30 Nov 2007|01:34am] |
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love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt.
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[30 Nov 2007|01:40am] |
you see your breath in the air as you climb up the stairs to that coffin you call your apartment.
and you sink in your chair, brush the snow from your hair, and drink the cold away. and you're not really sure what you're doing this for, but you need something to fill up the days.
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[30 Nov 2007|01:42am] |
i know you've been getting by alright.
and alright's okay for the day to day,
but for the rest of your life?
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[30 Nov 2007|02:00am] |
you only ask about my leaving
well honey, i had no choice
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[30 Nov 2007|02:18am] |
i'm no quitter, but i'm tired of fighting.
baby i love you, don't wanna lose you.
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[30 Nov 2007|02:33am] |
There's a shyness found in reason
Apprehensive influence swallow away
You seem to feel abysmal take it
then you're careful grace for sure
Kinda like the way you're breathing
Kinda like the way you keep looking away
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[30 Nov 2007|02:54am] |
Move yourself, you always lived your
life Never thinking of the future Prove
yourself, you are the move you make
Take a chance, win or loser See
yourself, you are the steps you take
You and you, and that's the only way
Shake - shake yourself, you're
every move you make So the
story goes.. Owner of a lonely
heart Owner of a lonely heart
much better than a Owner of
a broken heart.
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[30 Nov 2007|02:55am] |
Spend all your time waiting For that
second chance For a break that
would make it okay Theres always
one reason To feel not good enough
And its hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction Oh
beautiful release Memory seeps
from my veins Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
Ill find some peace tonight In the
arms of an angel Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie Youre in
the arms of the angel May you find
some comfort there So tired of the
straight line And everywhere you turn
Theres vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie That you make
up for all that you lack It dont make no difference
Escaping one last time Its easier to believe in
this sweet madness oh This glorious sadness
that brings me to my knees.
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[30 Nov 2007|03:01am] |
Photograph each day so we can live forever..
Sit in the light to make the dark a little darker
and I dance to move only you and I fight to
kiss and make up. I scream for some silence.
I laugh to laugh for once, not there so
you notice I'm gone and I breathe cause its
neccessary and I sigh when I see the moon.
I dream to make sleep less boring..
Until there was you and I feel in the
absence of heart and I plug my eyes to cry.
I'm a hopeless romantic and kicking the habit but
all hearts have darts. Sweet red cherry blossom tree
that lives in both you and me. You marked your name
but I can see, its not on me. So I've shamelessly gone
and made myself come undone. Heavy hangs my
head when I'm Unhearted.
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[30 Nov 2007|03:06am] |
She's a yellow pair of running shoes
A holey pair of jeans
She looks great in cheap sunglasses
She looks great in anything
She's I want a piece of chocolate
Take me to a movie
She's I can't find a thing to wear
Now and then she's moody
She's a Saturn with a sunroof
With her brown hair a-blowin
She's a soft place to land
And a good feeling knowing
She's a warm conversation
That I wouldn't miss for nothing
She's a fighter when she's mad
And she's a lover when she's loving
And she's everything I ever wanted
And everything I need
I talk about her, I go on and on and on
because she's everything to me.
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[30 Nov 2007|03:08am] |
She can’t see the way your eyes light up
when you smile She’ll never notice how
you stop and stare whenever she walks by
And you can’t see me wantin you the way
you want her But you are everything to me.
And I just wanna show you
She don’t even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
You just see right through me but if you only
knew me We could be a beautiful miracle
unbelievable instead of just invisible.
There’s a fire inside of you that can’t help
but shine through She’s never gonna see the light
No matter what you do And all I think about is how
to make you think of me And everything that we could be.
Like shadows in a faded light Oh we’re Invisible
I just wanna look in your eyes and make you realize
I just wanna show you she don’t even know you
Baby let me love you let me want you
You just see right through me But if you
only knew me We could be a beautiful miracle
unbelievable instead of just invisible She can’t
see the way your eyes light up when you smile.
well then, it's dead here.
good night ♥
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[30 Nov 2007|07:45am] |
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my snooze button is going to be broken by the end of the year :(
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[30 Nov 2007|08:05am] |
the first time emily told chris
she wanted to kill herself, he laughed.
the second time, he pretended not to hear.
the third time, he listened.
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[30 Nov 2007|09:12am] |
cause every once in a while
you think about if your gonna get yourself together
you should be happy just to be alive.
and just because you just don't feel like coming home
don't mean that you'll never arrive.
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[30 Nov 2007|10:45am] |
Okay.
What do you do with lists when you're done?
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[30 Nov 2007|10:47am] |
woohoo for three hours of sleep!
i'm ready to go.
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[30 Nov 2007|11:05am] |
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butter on a summer day when he's around
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[30 Nov 2007|11:06am] |
my image is slipping, but your memory is gripping it.
this is my breath in your lungs.
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[30 Nov 2007|11:07am] |
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i love the way you roll excuses off the tip of your tongue as i slowly fall apart.
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[30 Nov 2007|11:09am] |
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please just don’t play with me, my paper heart will bleed.
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[30 Nov 2007|11:10am] |
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A distance between you and i killed us gradually. a spoonful of your sarcasm helps the pain go down, but if you wanna mend my heart for awhile, it'll take a phone call from your side of town.
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[30 Nov 2007|11:12am] |
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Your words are cold, and the season is too. the comfort in your voice is gone. don't keep in touch, i'm better off all alone. you've lost everything that i've loved.
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[30 Nov 2007|11:21am] |
no second guesses or secret signs,
tell me I got here at the right time
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[30 Nov 2007|11:29am] |
Though my soul may set in darkness
it will rise in perfect light.
I have loved the stars too fondly
to be fearful of the night.
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[30 Nov 2007|11:29am] |
will we last through the winter?
will we make it to see?
i never wanted a partner,
and i never loved you.
now you are free to leave.
this heart is already frozen,
i can't remember the fall.
and if i last through the winter,
i swear to you now, i won't call.
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[30 Nov 2007|11:32am] |
i would like to be the air
that inhabits you for a moment only.
i would like to be that unnoticed
and that necessary.
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[30 Nov 2007|11:34am] |
Throw me a dream please,
it's been a dreamless sleep
For such a long time, such a long time
Sing myself awake,
Watch the branches break
No one could ever take your place
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[30 Nov 2007|11:35am] |
Whoever fights monsters should see to it that
in the process he does not become a monster.
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[30 Nov 2007|11:40am] |
Hold on to who you love,
We are dry and blown like dust since we were young
The morning's over, the day is in full swing
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[30 Nov 2007|11:42am] |
we are here to beat the odds,
and to live our lives so well
that death will tremble to take us
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[30 Nov 2007|11:42am] |
it hasn't felt like this before
it hasn't felt like home before you
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[30 Nov 2007|11:47am] |
my weird mind wanders
and my brave heart breaks
i've nailed some milestones
but i've made mistakes
i'm taking a nap beneath your covers
wake me if you like me
wake me if you want me
wake me if you
need another poem
your once and future lover
has made herself at home
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[30 Nov 2007|12:01pm] |
Love is not just a candle.
Love can ignite the stars.
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[30 Nov 2007|12:07pm] |
To a chair we see your breath in the air, but only for a little while. Your cold pale skin and tainted purple lips; let me embrace you with this kiss. And together we will float like angels. Higher than the heavens the clouds part ways, "Promise me to never look down!" and we'll stay like this forever...
If your stomach feels weak, then my work here is done.
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[30 Nov 2007|12:18pm] |
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boys like you are a dime a dozen
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[30 Nov 2007|12:33pm] |
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angered by the fact i will not get home from work until 10:45 on a friday i am packing a mixed drink to tide me over
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[30 Nov 2007|12:35pm] |
every day you wait,
is another day
youll never get back again.
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[30 Nov 2007|12:39pm] |
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Being half dead wasn't what I planned to be, now I'm ready to be free
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[30 Nov 2007|12:39pm] |
tonight i'll stand in the light
so you can count how many tears fall from my eyes
this time i'll be alright
my heart can't get any worse
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[30 Nov 2007|12:40pm] |
i should feel guilty,
but i dont feel anything
for anyone but you.
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[30 Nov 2007|12:40pm] |
just watch my wildest dreams come true,
not one of them involving you.
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[30 Nov 2007|12:41pm] |
it's the glove that fits that you wear.
so when the wind blows strong
i put a few more layers on.
and i tell myself i don't care.
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[30 Nov 2007|12:43pm] |
Shame on you for making me wait
Time and time again you're too late
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[30 Nov 2007|12:43pm] |
standing there.
arms outstretched, point and glare,
watching the love, fall to our feet,
into the floor to disappear.
We're finding fault,
"you kissed her"
or "you slept with him"
or "you didn't care!"
now it all breaks, disintegrates.
Well this is the last thing I'll take
because I can't face you now.
This is the end, there's nothing to keep.
This is the end of you and me.
As the ice comes down it's the end,
as the lies come out it's the end,
as the tears flow out it's the end.
it's the end of you and me.
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[30 Nov 2007|12:44pm] |
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tell me, tell me, why the sun is shining out here in jersey when you are no where near.
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[30 Nov 2007|12:45pm] |
this weather has me wanting love more tangible
something i can hold, because it's getting cold.
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[30 Nov 2007|12:47pm] |
i used to have a heart worth a billion bucks
now it's shitty, shoddy, cheap
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[30 Nov 2007|12:52pm] |
Alright. I changed my mind. You have until 3pm. Thats TWO hours.
Email me your address at DesireeHaines@tmail.com if you want to participate in the secret sanata.
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[30 Nov 2007|12:53pm] |
Facebook Fortune:
"Boys are shallow. Roll with it."
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[30 Nov 2007|12:54pm] |
Everybody I know
Says I'm too forgiving
And now that I'm gone
I don't wanna move on
I just keep reliving
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[30 Nov 2007|12:54pm] |
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Remember when I’d touch the ink guns on your hipbones and
Laugh at them like scars you get from being young and stupid?
Do they make you feel like a pirate? A man?
I always assumed, that when I were to die, water in my lungs
I’d see these swim behind my eyes and not your face.
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[30 Nov 2007|12:57pm] |
I keep on waiting for someone to save me
From wasting the life that I knew
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[30 Nov 2007|12:59pm] |
If you lie, you don't deserve to have friends,
If you lie, you don't deserve to have them.
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[30 Nov 2007|01:01pm] |
And I’m fine, but I’m not okay
I’m looking forward to looking back on these days
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[30 Nov 2007|01:01pm] |
You are a sellout
but you couldn't even do that right.
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[30 Nov 2007|01:02pm] |
And it comes down to you.
Never and ever.
Wrecked his day with looks and flirts
and midnight in your shortest skirts.
Past the point of trying, I'm a dying breed.
Thank her him for reminding me,
of all the things I've done completely wrong.
Stop these looks and letters.
This isn't for the better.
You put me down.
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[30 Nov 2007|01:03pm] |
I loved you with the fire red
Now it's turning blue.
And you say, "Sorry..."
Like an angel
Heaven let me think was you.
But i'm afraid that it's too late to apologize.
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[30 Nov 2007|01:08pm] |
shawty got looks
shawty got class
shawty got hips
shawty got ass ;]
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[30 Nov 2007|01:16pm] |
so i'll stay out all night
get drunk and fuck and fight
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[30 Nov 2007|01:20pm] |
Im back.
Back in town.
And everything has changed.
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[30 Nov 2007|01:20pm] |
there's a song stuck in my head
and i can't help singing it
oh, how i hope my singing pleases you
cause this is not who i've become
but what you make me into
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[30 Nov 2007|01:22pm] |
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i think we have an emergency!
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[30 Nov 2007|01:23pm] |
Baby when the lights go out
i hear you calling i hear you calling
Baby when the lights go out
i need you
the lights of all you see
you could have overcome all this
&i still cant get over you
are you someone ill forever miss
i believed your love
i can feel your love
&thats all that i wanted
i sleep your love
i salute your love
&i cant get away.
Awful lyrics; but (somehow) im addicted to this song.
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[30 Nov 2007|01:26pm] |
And the pavement is still warm from the tires.
I can still feel the fright that the night brings
Every song that you'd sing
And I won't ever come back here to this place
All I ever do is picture you smiling, and then picture you leaving.
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[30 Nov 2007|01:28pm] |
i know exactly what you're thinking
but i swear this time, i will not let you down
i'm not as selfish as i used to be
that was a part of me that never made me proud
right now i think i would try anything,
anything at all to keep you satisfied.
god, i hope you see what losing you would do to me
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[30 Nov 2007|01:30pm] |
I was so close,
that was the most that i have ever been through
now old cassettes and cigarettes
will be the ones to save you.
how can you ask for me to stay
when all you ever do is go?
just go...
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[30 Nov 2007|01:33pm] |
you represent and actively encourage
all of my worst habits; they all are proof that
we're both capable of the most terrible things...
don't test me.
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[30 Nov 2007|01:38pm] |
Here i am
There you are
On a wire connecting our hearts
Theres a string
And its tied
To a kite
Theres a storm
In the sky
Now the clouds become electric
There you are
Here i am
Could i have!
Brandon Boyds voice = ♥
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[30 Nov 2007|01:40pm] |
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fayle >:(
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[30 Nov 2007|01:42pm] |
Maybe I'm a little bit over my head
I come undone at the things he said
And he's so funny in his bright red shirt
We were all in love and we all got hurt.
I sneak into his car's black leather seat
The smell of gasoline in the summer heat
Boy, we're going way too fast
It's all too sweet to last...
...he's my first mistake.
:(
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[30 Nov 2007|01:50pm] |
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someone should text me tonight at work bc i hate my job and that's all there is to do
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[30 Nov 2007|01:51pm] |
wish I knew what you were looking for
might have known what you would find
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[30 Nov 2007|02:09pm] |
if you keep real close,
yeah, you stay real close
i will reach you
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[30 Nov 2007|02:11pm] |
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all secret santa addresses were sent out.
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[30 Nov 2007|02:14pm] |
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LOL ANNIE AND RENEE, You each got like 4 emails because I changed your person like 3 times. Annie yours is the one with the subject "IGNORE THE OTHER EMAIL" lmao and Renee, Yours tells you to ignore the other emails but its not the subject. That is all.
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[30 Nov 2007|02:58pm] |
just leave me your wake,
to remember you by.
ps. i love the new age of rockets cover. anyone hear it yet?
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[30 Nov 2007|03:25pm] |
some days go by,
I wish I were famous or maybe religious,
so I could go to heaven just like you.
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[30 Nov 2007|03:27pm] |
"hell, sometimes life ain't fair"
it's a comic book crush that got them nowhere.
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[30 Nov 2007|03:46pm] |
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it never ends
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[30 Nov 2007|03:47pm] |
let's sift through the static to find a simpler sound yeah
a simpler sound a simpler sound a simpler sound then this shit that's crowding our heads now
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[30 Nov 2007|03:50pm] |
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I'll never say anything right
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[30 Nov 2007|03:53pm] |
are we getting closer,
or are we just getting more lost?
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[30 Nov 2007|03:56pm] |
I can't help to think thoughts of home.
I miss the chairs at the coffee shop,
doing nothing for five minutes
and talking for hours.
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[30 Nov 2007|03:58pm] |
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"oh, how could I have been so wrong?"
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[30 Nov 2007|04:00pm] |
i don't mind if you kick me,
it seems like everybody has
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[30 Nov 2007|04:02pm] |
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you're the music in my ears, the laughter when the tears are fallin' down in my life.
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[30 Nov 2007|04:06pm] |
there's nothing here to catch me now,
i'm gonna fall anyway,
it's just that kinda day.
you might not know me good,
but you know me good enough
to make me okay, okay.
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[30 Nov 2007|04:16pm] |
Oh my..
don't you just love
when the first guy you ever loved
you know, denys dating you?
to his new fling.
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[30 Nov 2007|04:27pm] |
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this is the worst day of my year
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[30 Nov 2007|04:40pm] |
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i've been dreaming of a true love's kiss
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[30 Nov 2007|04:47pm] |
skipping beats, blushing cheeks, i am struggling
daydreaming bed scenes in the corner cafe;
and then i'm left in bits, recovering,
tectonic trembling
you get me every time
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[30 Nov 2007|04:56pm] |
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i've got friends in low places.
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[30 Nov 2007|05:02pm] |
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lol i'm such a loser :(
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[30 Nov 2007|05:02pm] |
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RIP Evel Knievel, you crazy bastard.
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[30 Nov 2007|05:13pm] |
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"i'm too much of a coward to kill myself," she whispered. "and too much of a coward to live." she lifted her eyes "where do i go from here?"
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[30 Nov 2007|05:14pm] |
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"you know it's funny," chris said. "you don't want honesty from me, and all i want is honesty from you." he turned away, running his thumb nail over the bars of the cell. "but i don't think either of us is all too danm happy with what we're getting."
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[30 Nov 2007|05:17pm] |
question about the lists...
one) are we still supposed to make a list of all the songs? or just the one-liners?
two) also, do you have to do the format like: lyric [title]
thankss
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[30 Nov 2007|05:18pm] |
I'm always dressed to kill
And I feel like I owe it to the world
But I owe it to myself
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[30 Nov 2007|05:23pm] |
Trust me on this one
I've got a bad feeling
Trust me on this one
You're going to throw it all away
With no hesitation
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[30 Nov 2007|05:24pm] |
Can't close my eyes
I'm wide awake
Every hair on my body
Has got a thing for this place
Oh, empty my heart
I've got to make room for this feeling
It's so much bigger than me
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[30 Nov 2007|05:24pm] |
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she didnt feel frightened. now that she'd found a way out, even the thought of dying didn't scare her. she just wanted to end it before other people she loved were hurt as badly as she was."
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[30 Nov 2007|05:27pm] |
So every time you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you'll never see me again
Every time you touch me
Touch me like this is the last time
Promise that you'll love me
Love me like you'll never see me again
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[30 Nov 2007|05:30pm] |
she knows its too late as she's walkin on by
my soul slides away...
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[30 Nov 2007|05:31pm] |
The sand loves when the waves come
The sky can't wait for the light of the sun
So how could you look me in my eye
And not see what i feel inside
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[30 Nov 2007|05:34pm] |
It seems like the likely thing
From the start you told me
I would be your queen
But never had I imagined such a feeling
Joy is what you bring
I wanna give you everything
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[30 Nov 2007|05:39pm] |
i'm in repair.
i'm not together, but i'm getting there.
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[30 Nov 2007|05:49pm] |
My freel trial and the extended period just ran out, and I've tried redownloading it but it doesn't work.
Is there any other way I can still use Paint shop pro without buying it?
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[30 Nov 2007|05:55pm] |
I hope you're as happy as you're pretending.
Ahah. I just fell up the stairs.
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[30 Nov 2007|05:56pm] |
I REALLY HATE WHEN PEOPLE DONT ANSWER MY TEXTS RIGHT AWAY, SO YOU CALL THEM AND SAY "WTF R U DOING WHY DO YOU TAKE SO LONG TO ANSWER TEXTS" AND THEY LIE AND SAY THEY DIDNT GET ONE, BUT YOU KNOW THEY DID BECAUSE YOU PHONE TELLS YOU WHEN ITS DELIVERED AND...GRRRR I HATE HIM
that is all.
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[30 Nov 2007|06:09pm] |
All I need is one blunt
one page. and one pen
one prayer
to tell God to forgive me for one sin
...Perhaps maybe more than one.
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[30 Nov 2007|06:13pm] |
I can see us holdin hands
Walking on the beach
Our toes in the sand
I can see us on the country side
Sittin on the grass
Layin side by side
♥
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[30 Nov 2007|06:32pm] |
decorate room tonight or tomorrow night?
(for xmas)
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[30 Nov 2007|06:39pm] |
ps ryan~
when you say you are on your way to your girlfriends house after her having a bad day, calling saying you were just w/ your parents & nick and clinton for an hour does not make your story sound good.
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[30 Nov 2007|06:52pm] |
what the hell are you supposed to do for 45 whole minutes when doing a class presentation on transgender kids :(
45 minutes...
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[30 Nov 2007|07:04pm] |
I said: I'm a bird in your hand so take me as I am,
you know what you are to me.
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[30 Nov 2007|07:09pm] |
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i faiiiiil
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[30 Nov 2007|07:18pm] |
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feliz navidad
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[30 Nov 2007|07:20pm] |
there was no one to kiss,
there was nothing to drink,
except some old rotten milk someone left in the sink.
and there's no ring, there's no ring
on the phone anymore.
there's no reason to call, i passed out on the floor.
smoked myself stupid and drank my insides raisin dry.
but at the right place at the right time
i'll be dead wrong and you'll be just fine
i won't have to quit doing fucked up shit
for anyone but me.
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[30 Nov 2007|07:25pm] |
wow.
my family is more fucked than i am.
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[30 Nov 2007|07:32pm] |
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i try to laugh but cry instead.
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[30 Nov 2007|07:37pm] |
do you feel like a remnant of something that's past?
do you find things are moving just a little too fast?
do you hope to find new ways of quenching your thirst?
do you hope to find new ways of doing better than your worst?
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[30 Nov 2007|07:42pm] |
do you curse where you come from?
do you swear in the night?
will it mean much to you if i treat you right?
do you like what you're doing?
would you do it some more?
or will you stop once and wonder what you're doing it for?
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[30 Nov 2007|07:46pm] |
Attention, all of my worst critics,
who were once the best of friends:
You're all just crows on the power lines
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[30 Nov 2007|07:46pm] |
came home for the weekend,
hw done,
nothing to do here.
finally make my about me, y/n?
haha end pathetic spell.
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[30 Nov 2007|07:47pm] |
I'll rest on nets made by spiders fed on drug-dosed flies,
the spider sings alone.
He paced the room with hurried steps
and placed his hands upon his head, as if he were afraid...
His thoughts were bursting from his brain.
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[30 Nov 2007|07:48pm] |
slip into the autumn shade,
i could sleep for days.
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[30 Nov 2007|08:12pm] |
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We came back to the chairs now and then and sang hesitant, clever, nervous gentle dithyrambs about how we were beginning to feel towards one another. Actually we did not have the feelings we said we had until we spoke them - at least I didn't; to phrase them was to invent them and own them. We whipped our strangeness and newness into a froth that resembled love, and we dared not play too long with it, talk too much of it, or it would flatten and fizzle away.
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[30 Nov 2007|08:30pm] |
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"so many people walk around with a meaningless life. they seem half asleep even when they're busy doing things they think are important. this is because they're chasing the wrong things. the way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself to creating somehting that gives you purpose and meaning"
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[30 Nov 2007|08:32pm] |
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"okay. this is fear. step away from it. step away." i thought about how often this was needed in everyday life. how we feel lonely, sometimes to the point of tears, but we dont let thoes tears come because we are not supposed to cry. or how we feel a surge of love for a partner but we dont say anything because we're frozen with fear of what those words might do to a relationship.
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[30 Nov 2007|08:33pm] |
"part of the problem, is that everyone is in such a hurry. people haven't found meaning in their lives, so they're running all the time looking for it. they think the next car, the next house, the next job. then they find thoes things are empty too and they just keep running. once you start running, its hard to slow yourself down."
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[30 Nov 2007|08:37pm] |
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i need you defenseless, dependent, and alone.
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