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[22 Nov 2007|12:22am] |
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tuuturuptuptup
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[22 Nov 2007|12:24am] |
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two more days before the weekend starts, too long
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[22 Nov 2007|01:06am] |
i'm so bored.
i'm wating for josh and he's taking foreverrrrr.
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anyone awake?
talk/do my journal.
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[22 Nov 2007|01:08am] |
the dial tone reminds him her that she's not
around its a lonely sound cause
it's a long way down
when your hopes are high as mountains.
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[22 Nov 2007|01:21am] |
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when you talk to me I swear the whole world stops. You're my sweetheart and I'm so glad that you're mine. You are one of a kind, and you mean to me what I mean to you. And together baby there is nothing we won't do. 'Cause if I got you I don't need money I don't need car boy you're my heart. And oh, I'm into you and boy no one else would do. With every kiss and every hug you make me fall in love. And now I know I can't be the only one I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight with the love of their life who feel what I feel when I'm with you
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[22 Nov 2007|01:26am] |
i do my thing, and you do your thing;
you are you, and i am i;
and if in the end we end up together;
it is beautiful
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[22 Nov 2007|03:17am] |
well i cant pretend i dont love the way you make me feel.
I think about you much more than I should.
It's never ending now its so perfect.
I ask myself this question,
"How could I let it get so far?"
And when the morning comes will you still be with me?
Did you dream about me i hope you thought about me.
last night, well i couldnt sleep, just thinking of your eyes.
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[22 Nov 2007|03:49am] |
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g'nightttt. ♥
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[22 Nov 2007|06:15am] |
wtf, the weather is horrible today.
ice pellets and snow.
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[22 Nov 2007|07:57am] |
All I need is one mic
To spread my voice to through the whole world
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[22 Nov 2007|08:12am] |
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it's too cold to be alive :(
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[22 Nov 2007|08:28am] |
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lol, schools a joke. not a single person from my class showed up.
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[22 Nov 2007|08:51am] |
and i am almost nowhere,
and i'm getting there fast.
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[22 Nov 2007|08:52am] |
i still don't know why you need me
and my broken down love.
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[22 Nov 2007|09:02am] |
i left you last week and you told me,
"go on and follow your dreams,"
i think about that lately, still i don't know
what it means becuase you're what i
dream of when i wake alone, as i
drift away as we talk on the phone, you're
what i want and that's all a know.
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[22 Nov 2007|09:05am] |
i've got a bad taste in me. it's like i've
been robbed of something that i once
was in my childhood memories.
and it's buried in sandboxes backyard where we
used to see that dreams could come true if believed.
the sidewalks scream our names.
we are so far from home.
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[22 Nov 2007|09:06am] |
i've got a bad pain in my heart.
it's like the first time i looked in your
eyes, the first time it all fell apart.
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[22 Nov 2007|09:26am] |
and i just can't shake the fact that i'm lost.
i'm so lost.
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[22 Nov 2007|09:33am] |
why do we always say we're fine when it's obvious we lie? why don't we ever tell the truth? what do we got to lose? and i don't know much, but i know about love, and how it hurts me to give up.
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[22 Nov 2007|09:34am] |
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do my journalll.
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[22 Nov 2007|09:35am] |
i think i'll move out of state,
somewhere far from seattle city lights.
they burn my eyes.
california sounds nice, but california's a lie.
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[22 Nov 2007|09:36am] |
i transcend time with my words.
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[22 Nov 2007|09:37am] |
i walk around blindfolded.
talk. i'm not listening.
i read through a thousand books,
but i forgot everything.
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[22 Nov 2007|09:39am] |
but still my tongue can not be trusted.
it's so poetic, like a black widow's kiss.
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[22 Nov 2007|09:41am] |
i found out the proof itself was not foolproof,
and i leave my mind daily,
but you never see me move.
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[22 Nov 2007|09:42am] |
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where is everyone...?
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[22 Nov 2007|09:42am] |
all i can see is as far as
my headlights can show me,
and all of the roads look the same
in each state that i drove in.
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[22 Nov 2007|09:44am] |
all i can think of is how much
i'd kill to be sleeping.
i'm squinting my eyes, my mind's
drifting to secrets i'm keeping.
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[22 Nov 2007|09:48am] |
it's a beautiful landscape. the sunset
makes the coast look so clear.
it's the kind that makes you heart break,
but no one has those kind of problems here.
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[22 Nov 2007|09:49am] |
the wolf has found a way to lead this foolish flock of sheep astray, and the clouds make fearful noises and slowly turn black and shake. the darkness comes around you. the dark has come to take, and it will cut the life right from you and leave you standing in the rain with no where left to run to, and no one left to love you but the pain.
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[22 Nov 2007|09:56am] |
step back for all the world to see
your life means all the world to me.
i'll take your pain and suffering.
i'm such a sucker sometimes.
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[22 Nov 2007|09:57am] |
posting spreeeeee.
IF YOU'RE LURKING DO MY JOURNAL =]
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[22 Nov 2007|09:59am] |
do you know this song's for you?
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[22 Nov 2007|10:40am] |
happy mother cluckin' thanksgiving!
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[22 Nov 2007|10:59am] |
ew, i've been dreading today so much..
and a bird just flew into my sliding door
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[22 Nov 2007|11:04am] |
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i'm miss american dream.
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[22 Nov 2007|11:11am] |
i'm running out of sympathy.
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[22 Nov 2007|11:16am] |
I’m Miss. she’s too big now she’s too thin.
I’m Miss ‘You want a piece of me?’
Tryin’ and pissin’ me off.
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[22 Nov 2007|11:19am] |
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HAPPY TURKEY DAY LOVES =]] ♥< /b>
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[22 Nov 2007|11:24am] |
who just stole your heart away this time?
and when you're crying on your bed does he help keep you alive?
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[22 Nov 2007|11:25am] |
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thanksgiving is ~~dumb~~
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[22 Nov 2007|11:33am] |
Sometimes you're quiet and sometimes I'm quiet hallelujah
Sometimes I'm talkative and sometimes you're not talkative i know
Sometimes you hear me when others they can't hear me. Hallelujah!
Sometimes I'm naked and thank god
Sometimes you're naked. Well, hello
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[22 Nov 2007|11:36am] |
but you'd rather be talking to my best friend
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[22 Nov 2007|11:43am] |
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You grew up and
you sparkled but
why don't you care?
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[22 Nov 2007|11:52am] |
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This is the only lonely picture, waiting on my floor, littering my shore. this is the last true burning letter given to a girl- written by a boyliving in a world created to destroy but if i built you a city, would you let me, would you tear it down?
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[22 Nov 2007|11:55am] |
Just yesterday,
I was walking on the moon with your stalker.
And we talked about love and all the battles we'd won
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[22 Nov 2007|11:57am] |
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we belong together like the open seas and shores. wedded by the planet force, we've all been spoken for.
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[22 Nov 2007|11:59am] |
Tonight the neon answers flare,
Occasionally we stop and stare past tiny paintings, painted where
the clouds were wrong,
With killer stares and sideways frowns
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[22 Nov 2007|12:00pm] |
Hit the redial,
Maybe we should sigh a while,
Save our second wind for sentimental warm weather
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[22 Nov 2007|12:01pm] |
Maybe you can owe me?
Or should we wait and see?
'Cause I've been saving up for something we need,
As long as you're open to the possibility, yeah.
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[22 Nov 2007|12:05pm] |
She said you'd given up,
Your folks told me you should be left alone,
On a mountain top knocking the aeroplanes down with stones.
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[22 Nov 2007|12:10pm] |
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you wasted life, why wouldn't you waste the afterlife?
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[22 Nov 2007|12:12pm] |
I've got problems,
I'm gonna use them.
I'm gonna keep them from you 'til you cry.
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[22 Nov 2007|12:24pm] |
happy turkey day americans!
and happy snow day to south-western ontarians
at least in my county :):)
i've just seen a face
i can't forget the time or place where we just met
♥
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[22 Nov 2007|12:26pm] |
Sidestep neighbours full of lust,
Good times rust,
And the runaway's best.
And when the love detector finds a spark,
It's before dark
When we couldn't care a less
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[22 Nov 2007|01:02pm] |
Lolling and splashing obscenely
Well, it seemed irrational, really; washing that face
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[22 Nov 2007|01:24pm] |
turkey for the boys
and turkey for the girlssss
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[22 Nov 2007|01:34pm] |
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to hell with you and all your friends.
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[22 Nov 2007|01:43pm] |
Now things are coming clear
And I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared
So I'll stay out all night
Get drunk and fuck and fight
Until the morning comes I'll
Forget about our life
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[22 Nov 2007|01:46pm] |
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"...and for a brief second I feel strong. Not strong enough to face myself, but strong enough to keep going."
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[22 Nov 2007|01:53pm] |
I hate holidays spent with family.
I hate my sister.
I hate my aunt.
I hate my uncle.
I hate my dad.
I have too much hate for someone my age.
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[22 Nov 2007|02:00pm] |
no sir.
well i don't wanna be the blame.
not anymore.
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[22 Nov 2007|02:04pm] |
though i learned from you
that beauty need only be a whisper...
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[22 Nov 2007|02:05pm] |
so here's to the future
cause i'm done with the past
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[22 Nov 2007|02:06pm] |
though i learned from you
that beauty need only be a whisper...
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[22 Nov 2007|02:07pm] |
Spinning on that dizzy edge
I kissed his face and I kissed his head
And dreamed of all the different ways I had
To make him glow
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[22 Nov 2007|02:09pm] |
First of all must go
Your scent upon my pillow
And then I'll say goodbye
to your whispers in my dreams.
And then our lips will part
In my mind and in my heart,
Cause your kiss
Went deeper than my skin.
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[22 Nov 2007|02:10pm] |
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good books to ask for for christmas?
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[22 Nov 2007|02:13pm] |
Just remember,
This is what you chose
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[22 Nov 2007|02:14pm] |
You're beautiful so silently
It lies beneath a shade of blue
It struck me so violently
When I looked at you
But others pass, the never pause,
To feel that magic in your hand
To me you're like a wild rose
They'll never understand why
I cried for you
When the sky cried for you
And when you went
I became a hopeless drifter
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[22 Nov 2007|02:16pm] |
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lyrics about someone breaking your heart/leaving you? please.
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[22 Nov 2007|02:16pm] |
In many years they may forget
This love of ours or that we met,
They may not know
how much you meant mean to me.
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[22 Nov 2007|02:18pm] |
Without you now I see,
How fragile the world can be
And I know you've gone away
But in my heart you'll always stay.
I cried for you
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[22 Nov 2007|02:20pm] |
I guess it must be hard,
It must be hard,
To know what's good
and to know what's easy
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[22 Nov 2007|02:21pm] |
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you might think it's strange, for all my wild ideas, but i do not believe that change, can ever happen without tears.
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[22 Nov 2007|02:22pm] |
though i should never rely on love
nothing else excites me but loving you.
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[22 Nov 2007|02:23pm] |
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well, i awoke in relief. my sheets and tubes were all tangled weak from whiskey and pills, in a chicago hospital. and my father was there, in a chair by the window, staring so far away. i tried talking, just whispered, "so sorry. so selfish." he stopped me and said, "child, i love you regardless, and there is nothing you could do that would ever change this. i'm not angry, it happens. but you just can't do it again."
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[22 Nov 2007|02:25pm] |
I heard that lately,
You've gone through a mysterious change.
People say you're secretive,
And you've been acting strange.
They say there's magic afoot stay away they all warn,
But to me you were magical from the day that you were born
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[22 Nov 2007|02:27pm] |
A mask is easily placed,
On a betrayed and broken face.
A disguise to hide the past,
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[22 Nov 2007|02:28pm] |
When you mapped out my skin and made the memories last.
Some things are never erased,
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[22 Nov 2007|02:29pm] |
Rolling up my sleeves to fight against,
All the things I locked up and all the things I fenced.
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[22 Nov 2007|02:34pm] |
autumn unfolded like a tapestry
and you were there, as you have always been
there glowing where the sky meets with the trees
air softly crowing, singing fears to sleep
will you ever know how much i love you for that?
will you ever know how much i love you?
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[22 Nov 2007|02:43pm] |
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i take it back. everything was fine :)
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[22 Nov 2007|02:45pm] |
i'm going out sleepwalking where
mute memories start talking
dear anonymous,
is this icon better than the one from yesterday that you didn't like?
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[22 Nov 2007|02:46pm] |
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i'm making a cd for my mommy. any good mother/daughter songs or any that would fit in general? thank youuu
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[22 Nov 2007|02:46pm] |
if you're gonna say shit now,
you'll do it out loud
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[22 Nov 2007|02:50pm] |
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jesus christ, i'm alone again.
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[22 Nov 2007|02:51pm] |
it's 2:45 in the morning,
and i'm putting myself on warning
for waking up in an unknown place
with a recollection you've half-erased.
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[22 Nov 2007|02:51pm] |
i've learned to retreat at the first sign of danger
i mean, why wait around if it's just to surrender?
and ambition, i've found, can lead only to failure
i do not read the reviews
no, i am not singing for you
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[22 Nov 2007|02:53pm] |
shine on me baby 'cause
it's raining in my heart.
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[22 Nov 2007|02:55pm] |
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a heart just can't contain all of that empty space. it breaks, it breaks, it breaks.
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[22 Nov 2007|02:59pm] |
waking up at a station stop,
and reality's invading my brain.
the cops wanna search the train.
they'll take away whatever they find,
but i don't have the thoughts you want,
just a memory of love i was shown.
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[22 Nov 2007|03:02pm] |
i don't have to make pretend
the picture i'm in is totally clear.
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[22 Nov 2007|03:03pm] |
said your final word, but honesty
and love could have kept us together.
one day you'll see it's worth it after all.
if you ever want to say you're
sorry you can give me a call.
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[22 Nov 2007|03:05pm] |
i just went upstairs and got another huge plate of food
fatass y/y
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[22 Nov 2007|03:06pm] |
i saw you with your make-up running down.
now what's that all about?
you say you don't want anyone
around 'cause you're all cleaned out.
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[22 Nov 2007|03:07pm] |
You don't wanna be,
I don't wanna see,
Baby, get your feet on the floor,
Shut the door,
Count to four,
There's ice on your shoulders,
I don't wanna fall face down,
In the flood of the tears from the years that we loved and messed up,
Let's get older.
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[22 Nov 2007|03:09pm] |
i'm sorry you seem so stumped, and i'm
sorry you think you have to hold your
tongue when you're so pretty and smart.
i'm seeing you caving in,
becoming afraid of all these men
that you've given your heart.
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[22 Nov 2007|03:11pm] |
born innocent but
something had to give
exploitation, erotica and horror
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[22 Nov 2007|03:14pm] |
her body twitches,
unbearable pain
lord, bring me out of this,
why doesn't he stop?
love does not exist
her insides feel like an unbearable hell
confusion runs through her mind
she prays so loud,
she cries from the inside
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[22 Nov 2007|03:19pm] |
'cause you laugh and talk, and
'cause you make my world rock.
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[22 Nov 2007|03:20pm] |
do you feel alive?
yeah, neither do i.
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[22 Nov 2007|03:22pm] |
if i'm still weighed down with subtleties
then I'll just come right out and say
that i think that i deserve him
more than anyone deserves anything
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[22 Nov 2007|03:27pm] |
i could make you satisfied in everything you do.
all your 'secret wishes' could right now be coming true,
and be forever with my poison arms around you.
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[22 Nov 2007|03:28pm] |
srsly
fuck 7 hour breaks between classes
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[22 Nov 2007|03:30pm] |
akiresname, are you new?
hi. :)
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[22 Nov 2007|03:32pm] |
all spit and spite,
you're up all night
and down every day.
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[22 Nov 2007|03:35pm] |
drink up baby
stay up all night
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[22 Nov 2007|03:39pm] |
can't you tell?
don't you know?
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[22 Nov 2007|03:39pm] |
guys.
cozumel or cabo?
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[22 Nov 2007|03:40pm] |
happy and sad come in quick succession
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[22 Nov 2007|03:42pm] |
i'm waiting for the train,
the subway that only goes one way,
the stupid thing that
will come to pull us apart.
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[22 Nov 2007|03:44pm] |
oh, we're so very precious, you and i,
and everything that you do
makes me want to die.
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[22 Nov 2007|03:46pm] |
you look at him like you've never known him.
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[22 Nov 2007|03:50pm] |
i have become a silent movie.
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[22 Nov 2007|03:52pm] |
i've got no new act to amuse you.
i've got no desire to use you.
but anything that i could do
would never be good enough for you
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[22 Nov 2007|03:53pm] |
you even stay over, but now we stay in our clothes. yeah, you'll even sleep over, but now we stay in our clothes. yeah, you even sleep over sometimes, but we stay in our clothes. i'm only there so that you're not alone.
it's really depressing how true this song is.
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[22 Nov 2007|03:59pm] |
i'm a junkyard full of false starts, and i
don't need your permission to bury my love.
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[22 Nov 2007|04:01pm] |
the sound of the car driving off made me feel diseased
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[22 Nov 2007|04:03pm] |
a drunk man sits by the gate she's
driving through, got his hat, tipped
bottle back in between his teeth, looks
like he's buried in the sand at the beach.
i can't think about you driving off to leave.
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[22 Nov 2007|04:03pm] |
my head is a box filled with nothing,
and that's the way i like it.
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[22 Nov 2007|04:03pm] |
get your lighters roll that sticky
let's get high, let's get higherrr.
got that blueberry yumyum.
where's my momma
i want mcdonalds.. haha
com'on i know you wanna do
my journal.. :) 2 more comments!
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[22 Nov 2007|04:06pm] |
i'm lying down, blowing smoke from my cigarette,
little whisper smoke signs that you'll never get.
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[22 Nov 2007|04:07pm] |
i've had it with you
and mexico can fucking wait
and all of those french films about trains
cause i'm not scared
but i'd like some extra spare time
i'm not scared
but the bills keep changing colors
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[22 Nov 2007|04:09pm] |
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lalalala
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[22 Nov 2007|04:10pm] |
so i'm just a medicine you take when you're sick
you get well and that's it
i'm put back on the shelf in your mirror
and it isn't exeptional, the course of our fate
cause people love and they hate
and i guess it's just our turn to hate
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[22 Nov 2007|04:12pm] |
what a shitty thing to say.
did you really mean it?
you never said a word to me
about what passed between us.
so now i'm leaving you alone,
you can do whatever
the hell you want to.
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[22 Nov 2007|04:13pm] |
she's shaking down.
i'm absent and numb from shock.
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[22 Nov 2007|04:14pm] |
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i do this thing where i think i'm real sick
but i won't go to the doctor to find out about it
cause they make you stay real still in a real small space
as they chart up your insides and put them on display.
they'd see all of it, all of me, all of it.
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[22 Nov 2007|04:14pm] |
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lol at i'm excited for my journal to get to 200 and so many people already have theirs at like 300 =[
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[22 Nov 2007|04:14pm] |
dancing on the highway,
the broken line that led
from you to me.
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[22 Nov 2007|04:17pm] |
going to lie down
do my journal plz.
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[22 Nov 2007|04:25pm] |
she had a dream, woke up in shock.
she had seen her own body outlined in chalk.
i split the scene, the globe had been spun,
and her ghost leaned down to kiss
me with a message from the sun.
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[22 Nov 2007|04:26pm] |
you'll take advantage
'til you think you're being used
'cause without an enemy,
your anger gets confused.
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[22 Nov 2007|04:29pm] |
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my aunt just brought over a case of corona, and i want to steal some, tbh
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[22 Nov 2007|04:31pm] |
i got stuck on a side you know i never chose, but
it's all about taking the easy way out for you, i suppose.
there's no escape for you except in someone else
although you've already disappeared within yourself.
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[22 Nov 2007|04:33pm] |
family is finally coming over so i can FINALLY eat.
byee =]
journal?
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[22 Nov 2007|05:02pm] |
i'm happy just because
i found out i am really no one.
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[22 Nov 2007|05:17pm] |
These nights I get high
from just breathing,
when i'm lying here with you.
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[22 Nov 2007|05:18pm] |
I could stay here all day,
but that's not how you feel.
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[22 Nov 2007|05:26pm] |
You're the sea and the sky,
and the blue that runs through it
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[22 Nov 2007|05:30pm] |
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"I step forward and I hug her. There is emotion in the hug, and there is respect and a form of love. Emotion that comes from honesty, respect that comes from challenge, and the form of love that exists between people whose minds have touched, whose hearts have touched, whose souls have touched."
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[22 Nov 2007|05:35pm] |
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe
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[22 Nov 2007|05:38pm] |
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hello my loves
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[22 Nov 2007|05:38pm] |
He's everything you want,
he's everything you need,
he's everything inside of you
that you wish you could be.
He says all the right things
at exactly the right times,
but he means nothing to you,
and you don't know why.
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[22 Nov 2007|05:40pm] |
you pin my shoulders against the mattress
Arching your frame with
your stomach pushed outward
Your head titling back with
your mouth partially open
The sounds slur and elevate slowly in volume
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[22 Nov 2007|05:45pm] |
& i can see our days are becoming nights.
i could feel your heartbeat across the grass.
we should have run.
i would go with you anywhere.
& our love could have soared
over playgrounds and rooftops
every park bench screams your name
i kept your tie
i would let you if you asked me
i still remember
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[22 Nov 2007|05:47pm] |
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Is anyone going to see Tegan and Sara tomorrow in Sewell? :]
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[22 Nov 2007|05:48pm] |
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hello kiddies.
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[22 Nov 2007|05:48pm] |
Are stars still dying for nothing?
it isn't fair
but it's reality
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[22 Nov 2007|05:51pm] |
I never loved nobody fully
always one foot on the ground
and by protecting my heart truly
I got lost in the sounds
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[22 Nov 2007|06:04pm] |
Call break my own heart.
maybe i would have been something you'd be good at.
maybe you would have been something i'd be good at,
but now we'll never know
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[22 Nov 2007|06:09pm] |
This is me before I come undone.
This is me before I fall apart.
I've been tired for days and days.
I've been tired for days and days.
It must be something in the way you move;
Innocent like you gave in,
just like you always would.
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[22 Nov 2007|06:14pm] |
hey guys!
happy thanksgiving.
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