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[04 Nov 2007|12:00am] |
IS IT 11 OR 12
IDGI :(
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[04 Nov 2007|12:00am] |
"You know those days when you get the mean reds?"
"The mean reds, you mean like the blues? "
"No. The blues are because you're getting fat and maybe it's been raining too long, you're just sad that's all. The mean reds are horrible. Suddenly you're afraid and you don't know what you're afraid of."
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[04 Nov 2007|12:02am] |
love is real, unstoppable
self-interested to the point of malice
not a domesticated creature,
actually a wild animal,
do not get between it and food
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[04 Nov 2007|12:03am] |
love hurts
but sometimes it's a good hurt
hellooo.
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[04 Nov 2007|12:08am] |
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this just isn't love. it's just the remorse of a loss, of a feeling.
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[04 Nov 2007|12:22am] |
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i'm a house of cards in a hurricane.
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[04 Nov 2007|12:40am] |
Give me a warm November night.
With lots of leaves.
And new love.
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[04 Nov 2007|12:42am] |
and i ease us back into traffic
dusk comes on and i wonder why
i'm always remembering you
in civil twilight
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[04 Nov 2007|12:50am] |
in the stick count for the song with knowing you're gone
glancing up at where you lived when you lived here
i see you suddenly alive and nearly smiling
stop and hold my breath and watch the way we used to be
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[04 Nov 2007|12:53am] |
but you're not coming home again,
and i won't ever get to say
"remember how i'm sorry
that i miss the way it could be"
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[04 Nov 2007|01:09am] |
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lol time warp
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[04 Nov 2007|01:12am] |
i wasn't always a monster
i was a prince
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[04 Nov 2007|01:13am] |
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lol my little brother is drunker than me
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[04 Nov 2007|01:29am] |
And I think he loves me
and when he leaves her
he's coming out to California
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[04 Nov 2007|01:30am] |
shame on us,
doomed from the start.
may god have mercy on our dirty little hearts.
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[04 Nov 2007|01:32am] |
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only anarchists are pretty
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[04 Nov 2007|01:32am] |
but fuck it, i love you even if
i'm going to feel like shit
by the time i get to you
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[04 Nov 2007|01:42am] |
that fucking phone just rang
but it wasn't you on the line.
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[04 Nov 2007|01:47am] |
identitycrash: so obvs he just pulled out and came in my mouth
OIC CASEY
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[04 Nov 2007|07:53am] |
I fell hard against your grace
Nowhere to run - no hiding place
Hard as truth having to face you
I've drank so much from the glass of life
Made up my mind this time to do it right
I'll save it all for you, I'll pay your price
Some things you just don't sacrifice
If I could see, into the blue
I'd still give everything to you
And it would be, yes it would
be because of love.
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[04 Nov 2007|07:57am] |
I've got no plans of saying au revoir
Elevated visions when I close my eyes
Stretched out underneath these amaranth skies
Make me feel.. Closer than I've ever been
to being alive. Since I've arrived in Bohemia
Late afternoon is a time to dream
I like to listen to Coltraine's
"A Love Supreme" Then I leave my
rented room and I walk through the fading light
down streets that talk. I always meet someone
I could call a friend, Prejudice is something we
must transcend. Coming into season this world
will flower with the power of love, not the
love of power and I feel, closer than I've ever been.
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[04 Nov 2007|07:59am] |
Cause a little bit of you goes a long long way
Long as you're there to start my day
It don't matter any which way it goes
I'll be alright - Baby I know
All I need is a mornin' kiss
And I can just sail through
a day like this. You got a lot of what
it keeps a smile on my face
A little bit of you goes a long long way.
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[04 Nov 2007|08:03am] |
Southern moonlight, southern daughter
She led me down to the water
As we lay on that cool, white sand
I was born again in Dixieland
We drank from a mason jar, underneath
a blanket of stars. And I said
'do you believe this is meant-to-be?'
And she told me 'Well I believe the front
porch swings the song that the cricket sings
And I believe you belong down here with me'
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[04 Nov 2007|08:06am] |
Oh, when he walked into the room,
It happened oh so soon. I didn't
want to know. Does he really
have to go? You mystify me, you mystify
me, you mystify me. And I couldn't
find the words, To say, "I love you."
And he couldn't find the time,
To say, "I need you." It wouldn't
come out right. It wouldn't come
out right. Just came out all wrong.
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[04 Nov 2007|08:08am] |
I'm sure I'm not being rude, but it's
just your attitude, It's tearing me apart,
It's ruining everything. I swore, I swore
I would be true, and honey, so did you.
So why were you holding her hand?
Is that the way we stand? Were you lying
all the time? Was it just a game to you?
But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such
a fool for you. You got me wrapped around
your finger, Do you have to let it linger?
Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?
Oh, I thought the world of you.
I thought nothing could go wrong,
But I was wrong. I was wrong.
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[04 Nov 2007|08:13am] |
Photograph each day so we can live forever,
Sit in the light to make the dark a
little darker and I dance to move only
you and I fight to kiss and make up.
I scream for some silence.
I laugh to laugh for once,
not there so you notice
I'm gone and I breathe cause
its neccessary and I sigh when I see the moon.
I dream to make sleep less boring..
until there was you and I feel in the absence of heart
and I plug my eyes to cry. I'm a hopeless romantic and
kicking the habit but all hearts have darts. Sweet red cherry
blossom tree that lives in both you and me. You marked
your name but I can see, its not on me. So I've shamelessly
gone and made myself come undone. Heavy hangs my head
when I'm Unhearted. I wear this angels crown to cover up my
devils frown and upon my broken chest lay a struggle between
loneliness and things that are out of place like my head in outer
space and the carpet you walked on the ceiling that cries
please don't walk away.
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[04 Nov 2007|08:18am] |
Left your t-shirt in my room,
still smells of you. And the picture
you hung on the door lay smashed,
picture perfect. Explains now, clearly
nothing left but a memory, We only
made out you never kissed me that's
how I learned to hold back all feeling.
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[04 Nov 2007|08:20am] |
So we talk for hours and,
awkward leave To say goodbye
without a kiss would be the end of me.
Someday, when we have gone too far
Not saying what our intentions are,
Someday when Im restless and through,
You'll look at me as if to say,
"Someday I will get you"
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[04 Nov 2007|08:22am] |
If life was a movie and love was
a song you’d be Gene Kelly and I’d
be in love. Our roles would consist of
Paramount lines, like “I love you forever”
and “always be mine.” We would be
happy singing in the rain, and our love
story is classic in everyway. Perfect couple
in a an Old Movie. If moves were a dance
hand in hand we would be, tapping sporadically
throughout the streets. And I’d sing you a
song the way Judy does in a picture of parades
and Ferris wheels we’d go round. In our black
and white lives out love would never die.
And one day see that colored sky.
It all starts with a roar and ends in your eyes.
In our black and white lives our love would never die.
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[04 Nov 2007|08:24am] |
What you get is what you see
it won't take much to get
hooked on me so shoot me right
into your skin and i will be your heroin
the sideaffects are sexual
are you down for a taste
the sideaffects are sexual
you know the way I say
I'm your favorite drug
just one hit is never enough
I'm your favorite drug
you cant break this addiction no.
I'll put my nails into your back
yeah you'll feel me like a spinal attack
you want it from me on both knees
but not until you beg me please.
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[04 Nov 2007|08:47am] |
good morning, lovers ♥
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[04 Nov 2007|08:57am] |
i'm going back to bed.
nevermind, im not.
do my journal :)
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[04 Nov 2007|09:08am] |
it's official;
i'm helpless a hopeless romantic
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[04 Nov 2007|09:17am] |
my head hurts sooo bad.
bad idea to smoke 2 blunts, and 9 bowls yesterday?
i'm starting to think so.
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[04 Nov 2007|10:10am] |
help me before i get used to this guy ♥
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[04 Nov 2007|10:15am] |
Your fingertips across my skin the palm trees swaying in the wind. You sang me Spanish lullabies. The sweetest sadness in your eyes. Clever trick. Well, I never want to see you unhappy. I thought you'd want the same for me. my hopeless dream, I'm trying not to think about you. Can't you just let me be? my luckless romance. Should've known you'd bring me heartache. We walked along a crowded street. You took my hand and danced with me. And when you left, you kissed my lips. You told me you would never, never forget. I cannot go to the ocean. I cannot drive the streets at night. I cannot wake up in the morning without you on my mind.
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[04 Nov 2007|10:50am] |
I forgive you for what you've done, if you say that I'm the one. I've had other options too but all I want is you.
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[04 Nov 2007|11:00am] |
There's a fine line between love and hate. If I was a puppet then you'd be my master, to pull my strings forever after. So just hold tight, we'll be alright.
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[04 Nov 2007|11:10am] |
Travel the world and the seven seas,
everybody's looking for something.
Some of the want to use you,
some of them want to be used by you.
Some of them want to abuse you,
some of them want to be abused.
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[04 Nov 2007|11:16am] |
Maybe you want her.
Maybe you need her.
Maybe you've started to compare
to someone not there.
Maybe you want it, maybe you need it
Maybe it's all you're running from.
Perfection will not come.
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[04 Nov 2007|11:23am] |
Morning ♥
It's been a long time since someone did my journal.
♥ ♠ ♣
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[04 Nov 2007|11:28am] |
now i bade a friend farewell
i can do whatever pleases me
it's only lies that i'm living
it's only tears that i'm crying
it's only you that i'm losing
guess i'm doing fine
press my face up to the window
to see how warm it is inside
see the things that i've been missing
missing all this time
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[04 Nov 2007|11:42am] |
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tell me, tell me why the sun is shining out here in jersey, when you are nowhere near.
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[04 Nov 2007|11:43am] |
I'm not coming back
I've done something so terrible
I'm terrified to speak
But you'd expect that from me
I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt
Now the rain is just washing you out of my hair
And out of my mind
Keeping an eye on the world
So many thousands of feet off the ground
I'm over you now
I'm at home in the clouds, towering over your head
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[04 Nov 2007|11:44am] |
and i can't see the point of patient love
when everyone just wants to get fucked
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[04 Nov 2007|11:45am] |
i guess you were right, i should of listened better
here is my message in a black-marked letter, saying
it's the end goodbye to all my friends you know i hated
them, a woah oh oh
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[04 Nov 2007|11:45am] |
is it weird to date a guy slightly shorter than you?
:(
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[04 Nov 2007|11:46am] |
it seems i've held my arms like this for ages,
but i am done waiting,
i am lowering them down
like a white flag, like a sail
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[04 Nov 2007|11:49am] |
You were a few things short of a good time.
With all things considered I came out as a winner.
Finding out what your life's about means everything right now.
It means everything right now.
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[04 Nov 2007|11:49am] |
You wreckless kid, whatever happened to your innocence and your will to be yourself.
It's all washed up, and so are you.
I wish it weren't true, but just one time and you died.
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[04 Nov 2007|11:50am] |
You only get one life to ruin.
So take the time to think it through.
Is this all that you wanted?
Is this all that you need?
you're dead to me.
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[04 Nov 2007|12:08pm] |
facebook isnt working?
=[ im so lame
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[04 Nov 2007|12:10pm] |
love me for as long as you can,
for as long as your body can stand to
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[04 Nov 2007|12:12pm] |
it's not my weight
that makes me faint
or the sugar in my blood
but the way these
strangers stand so close
they say my name
like a guessing game
"is that really you?"
no, i don't think it ever was
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[04 Nov 2007|12:15pm] |
so you can keep your belief in whatever,
i'll wear my cynicism like a tattoo
while poets try to engineer definitions of love
you know all i can think of is you
and i can't wait to see you on sunday,
far from the traffic and the smoke and the noise
for this evening i will play back every message you sent,
and i will sleep to the sound of your voice.
now i don't like using words like forever
but i will love you until the end of today
and in the morning when i remember everything that you are,
i know i'll fall for you all over again
i know someday this will all be over,
and it's hard to say what most i will miss
just give me one way to spend my last moments alive
and i'll choose this
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[04 Nov 2007|12:16pm] |
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someone entertain me kthnks
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[04 Nov 2007|12:16pm] |
and this is your ghost that kneels before me
razors on her tongue, a body full of oxygen
it wont be the last time she'll ignore me
the thinning of my skin, without the strength to go
the winter's setting in, to cover you in snow
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[04 Nov 2007|12:18pm] |
so basically... confession time.
two weeks ago friday, i slept over at my lesbian best friend's house, which is totally normal for us, what evs. right.
& we hooked up (completely sober).
like, just as in made out & fooled around, not girlsex or anything.
and I confessed that i've had a girlcrush on her since the summer, & she confessed that she thought she was falling in love with me since the summer.
so we sort of have this thing happening now, like we aren't dating or anything, but yeah, we have this thing.
which is kind of foreign to me, because i really thought i was totally straight.
but i really like her :)
yeah, so anyways, she told like 5 people (because we aren't telling our friends, at least not yet) & i haven't told anybody, so i needed to tell you guys.
you're my confidantes.
it's good.
so now if i'm talking about maddie, that's the girl.
so life is good in my lane.
how's life for everyone else?
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[04 Nov 2007|12:23pm] |
You stay although I have already infected you, telling me I am loved even as your insides further blacken and decay, listening to my paranoias, trading my explosive anger for your own, quieting my pleas for death, forgiving my fractured synaptic urges.
You leave and return, thoughtfully like a season or more quickly like a lover with an obsession.
You question my instabilities, and you question your own strength, but you always stay, mapping out my thoughts, attempting to cure the part of me that have become contagious and unfreeze what has frozen like gloveless hands in winter air.
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[04 Nov 2007|12:27pm] |
only once the drugs are done,
do i feel like dying.
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[04 Nov 2007|12:33pm] |
the snowflake in your eye, it turns to a tear
but your cheek it stays dry with your warm smile so near
I have no fear
we're gonna make it.
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[04 Nov 2007|12:35pm] |
I know great distance still remains between us
but there's good reason to hold on.
it's the happiest time of the year
filled with laughter and good cheer,
as you watch the snow
sweet love you'll hear me say
you've got my heart.
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[04 Nov 2007|12:38pm] |
oh god,
i miss you.
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[04 Nov 2007|12:44pm] |
all i ever learned from love was how
to shoot at someone who outdrew you.
and it's not a cry you can at night,
it's not somebody who's seen the light,
it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah.
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[04 Nov 2007|12:47pm] |
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Why can't you just love me back?
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[04 Nov 2007|12:47pm] |
alright i'm going to go memorise that stupid poem.
wish me luck plz.
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[04 Nov 2007|12:49pm] |
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lmao i just read every flamecup and lol'ed. a lot.
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[04 Nov 2007|12:53pm] |
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It's amazing the things you notice. Like the corner of his collar that was coming undone, like he was from a poor family and couldn't afford new shirts. That's all I could see. The whole world was that unraveled piece of fabric. It's such a lie that you should do what's in your heart. If we all did what was in our hearts,the world would come to a halt."
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[04 Nov 2007|12:53pm] |
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i miss the sound of your voice, the loudest thing in my head, and i ache to remember all the violent, sweet, perfect words that you said.
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[04 Nov 2007|12:59pm] |
i'm just sitting out here watching airplanes, take off and fly.
trying to figure out which one you might be on,
and why you don't love me anymore.
right now i'm sitting out here watching airplanes.
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[04 Nov 2007|01:21pm] |
i am so fucking lame, im just sitting here crying because my boyfriend would rather see his best friend than me, even though he's been gone in rehab for 8 and a half months. and i should understand, but i just suck too much i guess.
Oh sometimes, I wish that I was a cold beer
I'd rest assure that you would hold me near
I'd be guaranteed to be just what you need
And there could be no other way 'cause you're so,
you're so lame
Your tired words are all, they're all the same
And I wanna walk, and I'd surely walk away
If I wasnt such a sucker for you
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[04 Nov 2007|01:55pm] |
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somebody plz go work for me tonight
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[04 Nov 2007|01:57pm] |
i like the sound of your heart beating,
in my arms, right here, right now.
when it's so quiet i can hear you breathing,
that may be my favourite sound.
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[04 Nov 2007|02:09pm] |
i misss you girlsss / guy.
:(
i never have time to postttt.
but i love you alll :)
and fuck this whole daylight savings time thing.
i had to work an extra hour last night at denny's b/c of the time change
and i was pissed cause i worked 9am to 230 pm at staples then 5 pm to 3 am at denny's but it was really like 4 am cause of the stupid time change. and hi, i'm dead today from working all day yesterday.
and i have to go to work now
< /bitching >
anywaysss ily all ♥
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[04 Nov 2007|02:26pm] |
i need one-liners about tattoos?
plz&thx.
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[04 Nov 2007|02:35pm] |
who likes chemistryyyyy? =D
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[04 Nov 2007|02:39pm] |
hahah
look what I found!
( Read more... )
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[04 Nov 2007|02:49pm] |
I tried to be the perfect friend
And, I learned perfection is a flaw
So I take back every word I said
To make you feel better
I wish for every time I went out of my way
To say or do something to help you feel okay
You'll lay awake a thousand nights
Regretting everything you didn't try
To make me feel better
And now I'm gone
And I'm not ever coming back
Just keep moving on
I have never been better
You tried to put me on the shelf
To take me down when it best suited you
But now I'm gone...
Expired - you left me here to rott
Bacteria has turned me sour
And now you'll never find better!
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[04 Nov 2007|03:07pm] |
And I shouldn't stay long,
you might be home soon.
I shouldn't stay long.
Would you forgive me, love,
If I danced in your shower?
Would you forgive me, love,
If I laid in your bed?
Would you forgive me, love,
If I stay all afternoon?
I burned your incense,
I ran a bath,
And I noticed a letter
that sat on your desk.
It said "Hello, love. I love you,
so love, meet me at midnight."
And no, it wasn't my writing.
I'd better go soon.
It wasn't my writing.
So forgive me, love,
If I cry in your shower.
So forgive me, love,
For the salt in your bed.
So forgive me, love,
If I cry all afternoon.
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[04 Nov 2007|03:07pm] |
sometimes patience is just
a nice way of giving up.
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[04 Nov 2007|03:08pm] |
why do i cry when the girl on truelife mtv moves
and she doesnt? lol srsly
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[04 Nov 2007|03:10pm] |
Hallelujah for sleeping pills
And amen for a good, stiff drink.
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[04 Nov 2007|03:13pm] |
people in love, lie around and get fat
i didn't want us to end up like that
this isn't the first time you've fallen apart
now you're indulging in just playing a part
the more it happens, the easier it gets
you can learn to enjoy this type of upset
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[04 Nov 2007|03:14pm] |
The only thing I think I'll miss about this place
Is spending time with you and your picture perfect face.
I need opinions on something, for anyone who isn't busy. :]
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[04 Nov 2007|03:16pm] |
what becomes of the broken-hearted?
they're drunk for a few weeks,
then back where they started
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[04 Nov 2007|03:36pm] |
late, sunday evening
i only just feel like eating
am i feeling unwell for
what i've done, or drunk?
or for someone might tell?
i'm gonna find it hard to sleep tonight
i'm gonna find it hard to sleep
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[04 Nov 2007|03:38pm] |
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well now that i'm a father,
i'm scared to death one day my daughter
is gonna find that teenage boy i used to be,
that seems to have just one thing on his mind.
she’s growin' up so fast, it won't be long before
i’ll have to put the fear of god into some kid at the door
come on in boy sit on down, and tell me about yourself.
so you like my daughter, do you now?
yeah, we think she's something else.
she's her daddy's girl, her momma's world.
she deserves respect, that's what she'll get.
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[04 Nov 2007|03:43pm] |
last night i fell in love without you.
i waved goodbye to that heart of mine
beating solo on your lawn
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[04 Nov 2007|03:45pm] |
whenever you try to forgive someone
it lasts a week and then it's undone.
you blame them for so much.
you blame them for so long.
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[04 Nov 2007|03:47pm] |
i'm young and nothing can harm me
i've sold all my records to pay for a party
i'm still drunk, but that's alright
i've been staying out every night
you're always welcome to crash on my floor
there's no key or lock for the door
i'm ignoring my grown-up problems as
i've got no idea how to solve them
i will survive
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[04 Nov 2007|03:50pm] |
my confidence is dead I'm tired
who's giving up? I'm giving up
I won't burn out, I'll just burn up
and I was raised on excellence
always taught to look my best
I don't wanna be just anybody
I don't wanna be anything you forget
villains die and heroes live forever
Tragic endings get remembered
I don't wanna be just anybody
I don't wanna be anything you forget....
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[04 Nov 2007|03:51pm] |
And all the bad boys
are standin' in the shadows,
and the good girls
Are home with broken hearts.
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[04 Nov 2007|03:55pm] |
"You make it sound so easy to be alive
But tell me, how am I supposed to seize this day
When everything inside me has died?"
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[04 Nov 2007|03:58pm] |
18 messages, saved and unsent,
i wish i knew what some of it meant
i'm drunk and dancing to the last song,
high and dry, with the lights on
done in and walking home
typing my thoughts into my phone
i'm drunk and dancing to the last song
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[04 Nov 2007|03:58pm] |
so what, so I've got a smile on
but it's hiding the quiet superstitions in my head
don't believe me
when I say I've got it down
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[04 Nov 2007|04:02pm] |
before the morning starts again
all desperate times and desperate men
still nothing broke you fall and so you fell
well nothing broke your fall and so you fell.
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[04 Nov 2007|04:06pm] |
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this is the end
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[04 Nov 2007|04:07pm] |
and I rationed my breaths as I said to myself
that I’ve already taken too much today
as each descending peak on the LCD
took you a little farther away from me
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[04 Nov 2007|04:14pm] |
in catholic school, as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black.
and I held my tongue as she told me "Son, fear is the heart of love."
so I never went back.
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[04 Nov 2007|04:19pm] |
Does anyone here go to college in Virginia, or know anyone who does?
Well, i'd like to think i'm the mess you'd wear with pride, like some empty dress on the bed you've laid out for tonight. maybe i'll tell you sometime.
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[04 Nov 2007|04:20pm] |
she wants a better body and some super model moves.
cuz in her head she's always been the ugly one.
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[04 Nov 2007|04:24pm] |
you're gone, you're gone
and I know how the story goes
i've been here before
iknew goodbye when i walked out the door
goodbye, i'm gone.
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[04 Nov 2007|04:27pm] |
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you were right outside by your doorstep, in a worn out suit and tie. i'll wait for you to come down, where you'll find me, where we'll shine.
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[04 Nov 2007|04:28pm] |
If you are science smart:
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[04 Nov 2007|04:29pm] |
his dreams are like commercials
but her dreams are picture perfect
and their dreams are so related
though they're often underestimated
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[04 Nov 2007|04:34pm] |
you get mad, you get strong,
wipe your hands, shake it off,
then you stand.
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[04 Nov 2007|04:35pm] |
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please return, return to the person that you were, and i will do the same. because it is too hard to belong to someone who is gone
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[04 Nov 2007|04:37pm] |
If i stayed behind,
would you let your hair grow?
i will forget
the favors that you owe.
i'm dreaming of car wrecks
and thunderstorms bright.
let's bury ourselves
and go haunt someone tonight.
i know you tried.
i know you're cursed.
i know your best was still your worst
when hollywood was calling out your name.
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[04 Nov 2007|04:40pm] |
"I don't want you to think that's why I'm here."
"Then why are you here?"
"Because you know all the words to 'American Pie,'" he said. "Because when you smile, I can almost see that tooth on the side that's crooked." He stared at me. "Because you're not like anyone I've ever met."
"Do you love me?" I whispered.
"Didn't I just say that?"
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[04 Nov 2007|04:42pm] |
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with every word you say,
make me believe that i won't feel your tires on the street.
as i'm finding the words, you're getting away.
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[04 Nov 2007|04:48pm] |
dressing my voice up on the phone
underneath the envy rotting my bones
i'd do anything to get you alone
if just for a while
blame it on the way that i talk
you can blame it on the way that i look
blame it on the stuff that i drank
or the pills that i took
baby, is he all that you dreamed?
i think about you every night when i go to sleep
you're laying there wrapped up in his arms
how we used to be
are you seriously falling in love?
or do you do it just to get back at me?
i deserve it, i guess,
i just wish we could be
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[04 Nov 2007|04:52pm] |
Where do you go with your broken heart in tow?
What do you do with the left-over you?
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[04 Nov 2007|04:53pm] |
i know you are lonely, you will not always be
there are so many things
you will not always be
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[04 Nov 2007|04:54pm] |
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63 lines down, 22 to gooooooooooo
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[04 Nov 2007|04:56pm] |
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"sometimes people use thought to not participate in life."
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[04 Nov 2007|04:56pm] |
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anyone have the new say anything cd and want to send it to me?
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[04 Nov 2007|04:59pm] |
nothing stands up to biology
and truth is all built on shaky ground
depression's all i get from philosophy
do i really want the truth i've found?
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[04 Nov 2007|05:11pm] |
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lol i just fell asleep studying chinese and in my dream i was in 7-1 but everyone was speaking in chinese? not like idk fluent srs chinese, but only the vocab i know, so everyone was like I HAVE A PICTURE OF MY MOM and DOES LITTLE XIAO AND LITTLE WANG WANT TO GO LISTEN TO MUSIC THIS WEEKEND? and kate was there and she was all like I AM AN AMERICAN COLLEGE STUDENT BUT I LIKE CHINESE FOOD and henry was like I DON'T LIKE CHINESE FOOD, BUT WE CAN EAT MEXICAN FOOD idk lol
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[04 Nov 2007|05:11pm] |
why won't you wait for me?
why aren't you waiting for me?
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[04 Nov 2007|05:17pm] |
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sometimes you cannot believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel. and if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them, too--even when you're in the dark. even when you're falling.
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[04 Nov 2007|05:19pm] |
You take a second, take a second,
take a year, take a year
You took me out and took me in
and told me all of this and then
You take a moment, take a moment,
take a year, take a year
You helped me out, I listened in,
you taught me all of this and then
All I need to hear is that you're not mine
All I want to hear is that you're not mine
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[04 Nov 2007|05:20pm] |
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"so close to dying that i can finally start living."
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[04 Nov 2007|05:20pm] |
he had eyes bright enough to burn me.
they reminded me of yours.
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[04 Nov 2007|05:23pm] |
Oh, and I'm feeling directionless, yes
But that's to be expected, and I know that best
And in creeps the morning and another day's lost
You've just written wondering and I reply fast
All you need to save me,
Call, and I'll be curled on the floor hiding out from it all
And I won't take any other call
I feel like a fool so I'm going to stop troubling you
Buried in my yard, a letter to send to you
And if I forget or god forbid die too soon
Hope that you'll hear me, know that I wrote to you
All you need to say to me,
is call, and I'll be curled on the floor hiding out from it all
And I won't take any other call
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[04 Nov 2007|05:24pm] |
you said you hate my suffering
and you understood
and you’d take care of me
you'd always be there
well where are you now?
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[04 Nov 2007|05:27pm] |
so this is nice,
that everyone's posting the saddest lyrics
and i am relating perfectly to every single one of them.
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[04 Nov 2007|05:30pm] |
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I miss you now,
I guess, like I should have missed you then
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[04 Nov 2007|05:32pm] |
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So we talked for hours and you cried into my sheets you said you hated your body, that it was just a piece of meat, I disagreed I think youre beautiful but its impossible to make you understand that if you dont take my hand, I'll lose my mind completely. Madness will finally defeat me
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[04 Nov 2007|05:35pm] |
love is real, unstoppable
actually a wild animal
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[04 Nov 2007|05:37pm] |
She’s covered herself in make-up,
But she can’t make up her mind.
She’s a damsel in distress;
She feels a damn fool in this dress.
She lives alone,
And I know how she feels.
She has the mind of Sharon Stone
And the heart of Danielle Steel.
Spends hours in front of the bookcase,
A beast with two paperbacks in bed.
She’s read them all from go to woe
And arranged them from A to Z.
And you can judge a book by it’s cover;
A kingdom for a horse, a condom for a lover.
She lives alone.
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[04 Nov 2007|05:38pm] |
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''This is what I know about love. That it is tested every day, and what is not renewed is lost. One either chooses to care more or to care less. Once the choice is to care less, then there is no stopping the momentum of goodbye.''
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[04 Nov 2007|05:39pm] |
Sometimes the inspiration never comes.
When all you want is someone to realize your depression. When all you want is someone to say that they care. The sun can be shining but you don't see it. And the love can be there but you don't feel it. Sometimes the inspiration never comes. and the ransom for your joy is just too much. And to show your face means they might judge. They always judge. When all you want is the will to get out of bed.
When all you want is some understanding.
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[04 Nov 2007|05:39pm] |
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Blowing out the candles from my cake, I choke on the smoke as I look around the room. Everybody's wishing for no more mistakes, and all that I can think about is you.
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[04 Nov 2007|05:42pm] |
So go on, love
Leave while there's still hope for escape.
Gotta take what you can these days.
There's so much ahead, and so much regret.
I know what you want to say
I know it but can't help feeling differently.
I loved you, and I should have said it.
But tell me,
Just what has it ever meant?
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[04 Nov 2007|05:43pm] |
you can wear his old sweatshirt
you can cover yourself like a bruise
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[04 Nov 2007|05:44pm] |
She's much prettier than I'll ever be.
Perfection at its best Just when I thought I was beginning to look decent Find beauty in this fucking breakdown Chapped lips covered in blue, green eyes laced in red This is all I have for you. You're right. It's not me, it's her
A gorgeous face upon a flawless body
I'm not even second best
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[04 Nov 2007|05:46pm] |
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"Fight every fight like you can win. An iron-fisted champion, an iron-willed fuck-up."
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[04 Nov 2007|05:48pm] |
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I said, "that boy's handsome" and a little bit of me wanted to be beautiful- she said, "It's hard to look in the mirror these days when everyone has everything you'd rather be." There's just something about his smile He looks so nice, I wish I had friends like that They'd always be there for me, I wouldn't look bad They wouldn't talk behind my back.
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[04 Nov 2007|05:48pm] |
anyone know where i can find
jude's artwork from across the universe?
i wanna look at it for more than just the few seconds shown in the movie.
thanks!
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[04 Nov 2007|05:49pm] |
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I don't have a thing you want.
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[04 Nov 2007|05:57pm] |
Living on a diet of chocolates and cigarettes
I want to call you again
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