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[01 Nov 2007|12:00am]
ITS MY BIRTHDAAYYYY!!!
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[01 Nov 2007|12:00am]

happy birthday des! =]
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[01 Nov 2007|12:00am]


happy birthday
desiree!


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[01 Nov 2007|12:00am]

’cause it was love wasn’t it?
well it’s killing me not having it.
it’s hard to not remember,
forget it’s not the same
when still you come and tell me
sorry I came without an invitation —
just wanted to be loved”
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[01 Nov 2007|12:02am]
i have to write a paper for history.
my thesis can be on anything in history, ever.
i hate history. nothing is especially interesting to me.
any ideas?
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[01 Nov 2007|12:03am]

you should be ashamed.
don't sit there judging me.
what a waste.
you would be the same if you were me.
so let's have another drink.
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[01 Nov 2007|12:07am]

i know you want to be here,
so you just let go.
and no one is ever going to tell you no,
but i want to, because i know you.
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[01 Nov 2007|12:10am]

you want to see me disappear,
well it starts here.
i'm trying my best not to say
what you don't want to hear.
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[01 Nov 2007|12:11am]

it's a gamble either way
you play your cards.
it's another tidal wave.
but i'll be waiting
with my eyes closed.
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[01 Nov 2007|12:12am]
i just realized that i have to have this thesis by friday.
and i thought it was due next week.
i am so fucking screwed.
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[01 Nov 2007|12:14am]

i don't want to be the one who lives a lie,
but never knew it was just a world away from
where i could feel like i've never felt before.
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[01 Nov 2007|12:38am]
my ex got a black and red nautical star tattoo

idk idk i pick winners
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[01 Nov 2007|12:51am]


but i could never call you mine
cause i could never call myself yours
and if we were really meant to be
well then we justify destiny
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[01 Nov 2007|12:55am]
i'm not above drinking alone
but no good ever comes of it
so, have you been hurt?
did you hurt someone?
did you get all crashed down upon?
me, i'm a friend to the friendless
but that one guy on the train
he's say, "at school they taught me
a prayer for money, a prayer for
crap jobs right til i die,
never a prayer for people,
the brokenhearted, the lonely."

did you let the blues make you bad?
did you get all twisted?
did you get to drunk you whispered
"i think i'm going to die?"
did you pass nights wondering why
you never saw it coming?

i know you miss him,
don't let your standards fall down with your hair
i know you are lonely, you'll not always be
you are so many things
you will not always be
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[01 Nov 2007|12:55am]
dear catshlee, love caitlan )
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[01 Nov 2007|01:12am]
OMG KATE YOUR AWAY MESSAGE IS INFERNO

NOV 17TH K THNKS
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[01 Nov 2007|01:17am]
i wasn't always a monster


i was a prince
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[01 Nov 2007|01:21am]
i go to hogwarts

y/y

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[01 Nov 2007|02:57am]
anyone awakeeeee?


allnighter4me.
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[01 Nov 2007|03:36am]
Ok, so I haven't posted in a while, but I was wondering if anyone had any advice....

Me and my boyfriend have been going out for 6 years... we go to the same college and we live in the same dorm... he's on the first floor and I'm on the third.

We are freshman and have done everything together since we got here... we went to lunch together, dinner together, walked to classes together and spent every night together but in between classes and night time we had our time apart... I'm on the varsity tennis team and thats a lot of the time that we got our space and when we were doing homework. Other then that we slept together almost every night (in the same bed). Before we got to school, during the summer we took a break. During that break I got over him, or at least decided he wasn't who I wanted to be with. But once we got back to school, he was begging me to be with him. Not only that, but he had FINALLY turned into the guy I wanted him to be. He's still not perfect, but so much better. But now as much as I want to be with him I act like I don't care and treat him like shit. Two months later, he's sick of it and we broke up sunday. It's so hard because we live in the same dorm, have the same friends, and did everything together. I want to be with him so bad and now I think he's already trying to get with other girls (just by seeing his facebook about getting girls numbers and stuff). Everyone told me to give him space but I didn't listen, I couldn't do it. It was way too hard. I tried but I'm afraid the more space I give him, the more he won't want to be with me. Problem is the day we broke up he said to me I want to be with you but not if you're going to treat me like shit. And I didn't want to look weak and be like OK I WONT TREAT YOU LIKE SHIT!

I got drunk the other night and was begging him to give me another chance and told him I didn't want to fight anymore and I wanted to work things out and he was like I thought about things and it's too late now I'm putting my foot down or else we're both going to be miserable for the rest of the year. But I know I'm going to be miserable without him. I want to be with him so bad, and everthing was fine before this weekend.

For Halloween I got him a card that sings and it sang "you're still the one" and I wrote in it that I wanted to work things out. I also got a baby pumpkin and wrote on the front "I'm sorry" then on the back "Let's make up on Halloween"

I wasn't there when he recieved the gift but my friend told me he just threw the card on his bed after he read it. So I texted him and said "you win, I'll leave you alone." and still no call, text, nothing. I haven't had contact with him yet, but he was outside til 3 in the morning talking to people on the stoop outside (not about me). He obviously can't sleep and he went to the gym twice today.

Any advice/ideas on how to make things ok?
and God bless anyone who read all that :)

Btw tomorrow after classes I'm going straight to my best friends school to make him wonder where I am and give him space and keep me occupied. Then friday I'm coming abck but he's going home because there's a basketball thing at school and he refuses to be here for it because he's a bball player who got hurt and just got surgery and didn't get to try out and it's his life so he's going home. Saturday is the tennis party, but I just have to keep occupied until then, but my best friend's coming back to school with me and he probably won't come back til late sat if he even comes back saturday. I'm going to give him space for the weekend... other then that any advice? We're both really stubborn, but he even admitted to him being stubborn about us right now and he still won't listen to me.


Thank you I really appreciate it.
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[01 Nov 2007|05:14am]

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside
I know, I know
But all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows, who knows

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go, just let me go
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[01 Nov 2007|06:37am]


I wish I could I could have quit you.
I wish I never missed you,

And told you that I loved you, every time I fucked you.
The future that we both drew, and all the shit we've been through.
Obsessed with the thought of you, the pain just grew and grew!
How could you do this to me?
Look at what I made for you, it never was enough and the world is what I gave to you.
I used to be love struck; now I'm just fucked up.
Pull up my sleeves and see the pattern of my cuts!
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[01 Nov 2007|06:42am]

I used to know her brother, but I never
knew I loved her, 'till the day she laid her
eyes on me. Now I'm jumpin' up and down,
she's the only one around, and she means
every little thing to me


I've got your picture in my wallet, and your
Phone number to call it, and I miss you more,
Whenever I think about you,. I've got
your mixed tape in my Walkman, been so
long since we've been talkin' and in a few
more days, we'll both hook up, forever and ever
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[01 Nov 2007|06:43am]

And here I am, on the west coast of American
and I've been tryin' to think for weeks of all the ways to ask you,
And now I've brought you to the place,
Where I've poured my heart out, a million times,
for a million reasons, To offer it to you
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[01 Nov 2007|06:43am]

And here I am, on the west coast of American
and I've been tryin' to think for weeks of all the ways to ask you,
And now I've brought you to the place,
Where I've poured my heart out, a million times,
for a million reasons, To offer it to you
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[01 Nov 2007|07:17am]
:)
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[01 Nov 2007|07:26am]

cause i fear i might break
and i fear i can't take it
tonight i'll lie awake feeling empty



HAPPY BIRTHDAY DES!

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[01 Nov 2007|07:59am]
can someone remind me next halloween NOT to wear platform shoes when walking around trick or treating for four hours. )= )= my feet hurt soooo bad.
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[01 Nov 2007|08:14am]
forgive? sounds good.
forget? i'm not sure i could.
they say, time heals everything,
but i'm still waiting.
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[01 Nov 2007|08:29am]
omg i love brownies
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[01 Nov 2007|08:36am]
go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us.
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[01 Nov 2007|08:42am]
call me lame but someone threw a pumpkin outside of my driveway last night and it bothers me. I feel like someone did it out of hatred for me idk:(
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[01 Nov 2007|08:52am]


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DES!

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[01 Nov 2007|09:26am]
i rly want this camera from toys r us


http://www.toysrus.com/product/index.jsp?productId=2791330

lmao
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[01 Nov 2007|09:27am]



don't you wish that we could forget that kiss
and see this for what it is
that we're not in love
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[01 Nov 2007|09:41am]


the saddest part of a broken heart
isn't the ending so much as the start
the tragedy starts from the very first spark
losing your mind for the sake of your heart
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[01 Nov 2007|09:55am]
KEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP QUIET
NOTHING COMES AS EASY AS YOU
CAN I LAY IN YOUR BED ALL DAY


<3







going upstate to look at colleges 238573294thkjdhfkjsdf
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[01 Nov 2007|10:09am]
My uncle just gave me a box of 40 ring pops. omg omg omg < 3
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[01 Nov 2007|11:42am]
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do.
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[01 Nov 2007|11:44am]
Rhiannon rings like a bell through the night
And wouldnt you love to love her?
Takes to the sky like a bird in flight
And who will be her lover
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[01 Nov 2007|11:46am]
All you need is love is a lie cause we had a love but we still said goodbye. Now we're tired, battered fighters and it stings when it nobody's fault, cause there's nothing to blame. At the drop of your name, it's only the air you took, and the breath you left
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[01 Nov 2007|11:48am]
need someone to show
A little kindness
If he can turn his head
A little blindness
I know that I might seem
A little aimless
And I can also be
A little shameless.
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[01 Nov 2007|12:57pm]
there's a lot you don't know
and there's a lot i can't tell
would you think i'm crazy
if you knew me that well?
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[01 Nov 2007|01:02pm]
i have the only key to your heart i can stop you falling apart. Try today, you'll find this way. Come on and give me a chance to say let my love open the door. It's all I'm living for. Release yourself from misery. There's only one thing gonna set you free, that's my love. Let my love open the door. Let my love open the door. Let my love open the door to your heart. When tragedy befalls you, don't let it drag you down. Love can cure your problems. You're so lucky I'm around.
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[01 Nov 2007|01:23pm]
if i ever start to think straight
this heart
start a riot in me
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[01 Nov 2007|01:30pm]
im boooredddd
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[01 Nov 2007|02:16pm]
I close my eyes, I tell you how much I care then you smile and say to me 'let me be your destiny' baby don't you understand? anything you'll ask me to, i'll do everything for you.

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[01 Nov 2007|02:51pm]
"Intelligent and morbidly sensitive, she was inwardly screaming with pity for the principals and vicarious mortification. Hypocrisy was the sole explanation she could find for the antiphonal bird twitter of 'Terribly nice' and 'Isn't this exciting?'... [she] was always firmly convinced of other people's hypocrisy since she could not believe that they noticed less than she did."
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[01 Nov 2007|03:00pm]
you and i, we have a lot in common
we met at some party or at some bar
it was one of those nights when
everything seems like a good idea,
one of those nights when every drink was free
it was one perfect crime,
all my life until tonight
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[01 Nov 2007|03:03pm]
It's Halloween, it's 1933, we're all in Bladerunner and the drinks are on the house. You have no excuse not to come out unless it is that you are a jerk. I don't think you're a jerk, I'll see you there.
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[01 Nov 2007|03:09pm]
happy birthday des.=]
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[01 Nov 2007|03:14pm]

this the oldest story in the book,
he desires the one thing
he cannot have...
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[01 Nov 2007|03:22pm]
there is this radio station around here that is already playing christmas songs.
wtf.
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[01 Nov 2007|03:24pm]
lol i just spent $50 on world/inferno tickets




V WORTH IT TBQH
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[01 Nov 2007|03:25pm]
i'm flying to your eyes and into your lies.
you say you'll call, but i know you.
you say you're coming home, but i know you.
you say you'll call, but i know you won't.
you say you'll call, but i know you won't.
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[01 Nov 2007|03:26pm]

if i told you once,
i told you a thousand times.
you can't knock me off my feet,
when i'm already on my knees.

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[01 Nov 2007|03:32pm]
Crazy as it sounds you wont feel as low as you feel right now
At least that’s what I've been told by everyone
I whisper empty sounds in your ear and hope that you won’t let go
Take the pieces and build them skywards
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[01 Nov 2007|03:37pm]
Elephant girl
It was an accident unfortunate
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[01 Nov 2007|04:03pm]
laying out on the hood of the car,
spelling our names by connecting the stars.
love, running as deep as the creek runs clear,
you got heaven on earth down here.
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[01 Nov 2007|04:06pm]
you don't know my name,
you don't know anything about me.
i try to play nice,
i want to be in your game.
the things that you say,
you may think i never hear about them.
but word travels fast,
i'm telling you to your face,
i'm standing here behind your back.
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[01 Nov 2007|04:10pm]
You know you're only worth what you get paid.
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[01 Nov 2007|04:12pm]



Skin and tragedy always attract a crowd,
So it was when the policeman came around
He took more than fifty eyewitness accounts;
Each one in awe, for they'd never seen a girl
so sad and beautiful.
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[01 Nov 2007|04:15pm]
Do what makes you happy
Be with who makes you smile
Laugh as much as you breathe
And love as long as you live.
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[01 Nov 2007|04:15pm]
my tears run down like razorblades,
and no I'm not the one to blame
Its you.
or is it me.
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[01 Nov 2007|04:31pm]
we are at war.
how dare you turn on me now,
right when i need you most?
i wish i could have seen their faces
when they heard the news.
now that's the sort of smack
that leaves a bruise.
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[01 Nov 2007|04:46pm]

yeah, my boyfriend just told me he hasn't had the energy to put into our relationship lately.
that's cool
boys suck.
how's everyone else?



So you're selfish, and I'm sorry. When I'm gone you'll be going nowhere fast. Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you? 'Cause I wouldn't believe you if you said the same to me.
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[01 Nov 2007|05:15pm]
Anyone have lyrics that are like..
if you don't want to be together then just fucking tell me?
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[01 Nov 2007|05:23pm]
I never thought you could leave me.
I figured I was the one.





How was everyones Halloween?
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[01 Nov 2007|05:32pm]
i would add up what you mean to me but i cannot do the math.
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[01 Nov 2007|05:38pm]

I've seen nights without sleep,
Days without daylight.
These memories I keep,
Won't keep me warm at night.
The coldest part is the heart - that we share
It's breaking apart and your not even here
To say things will get better
So freezing a blanket might discontent 'till I sleep again
I'm cold inside
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[01 Nov 2007|05:39pm]
i didn't stand a chance.
i couldn't stand at all.

you looked okay with the others,
you looked great on your own.

it was 2002
and you couldn't be bothered
to say hello or goodbye

or stand the test of time.



i didn't stand a chance.
i couldn't stand at all.

you looked okay with the others,
you looked great by yourself.

it was 2002
and you needed
reminding to stay alive,
and so did i.
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I hate boys... [01 Nov 2007|05:46pm]
Come pick me up.
Take me out.
Fuck me up.
Steal my records.
Screw all mt friends.
They're all full of shit.
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[01 Nov 2007|06:01pm]

i'm so fustrated.
i want Skye Sweeetnam's new song "human", the new spill canvas album, plus the song "always" by never ending white lights.

yah, and limewire can't find any of them!
anyone know somewhere else i can check ?
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[01 Nov 2007|06:11pm]


you are disenfranchised, your parents dont understand you. you like girls/boys, they don't like you. you are smart, but not smart enough. you are too fat. you are too thin. you have to get into college but you have to finish your eighteen extracirricular activities first. your best friend betrays you, your boyfriend/girlfriend cheats on you. your parents get divorced. people offer you drugs/drinks. maybe you take them, maybe you dont. people are mean to you. again and again and again. when you come home from school you sit in the bathroom and cry for an hour. every day. with the door closed, you turn on the stereo. someone is singing about problems just like yours. they're not commenting on them, not judging them, just echoing them, making them real, validating them. you sing along and your tears dry up. you switch on your computer, you're safe in your room. you control everything. you are alone. but you check your buddy-list and you are anything but alone.
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[01 Nov 2007|06:18pm]
sorry to be a bother ..
can anyone sendspace me
always ~ never ending white lights.
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[01 Nov 2007|06:22pm]
But because things change.
And friends leave.
And life doesn't stop for anybody.
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[01 Nov 2007|06:22pm]


the emo kids are young, experianced, wise, cocky, miserable, ecstatic, enraged, detached, clever, charming, dreaming, quiet, polite and trapped."i'm not depressed all the time." they say. they are a generation of a divided, diffuse country looking for any way to bring themselves- and others- together. digitally savvy but emotionally fragile, they look to make meaningful connections via the most intangiable media available to them - music and the internet.
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[01 Nov 2007|06:27pm]

Sing me to sleep, sing me to sleep. I dont want to wake up on my own anymore. Don't feel bad for me, I want you to know, deep in the cell of my heart I really want to go. There is another world, there is a better world. Well, there must be.
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[01 Nov 2007|07:00pm]
honestly, fuck everything
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[01 Nov 2007|07:09pm]
okay. i know this sounds weird and selfish and lame but do you guys ever get that feeling about bands, where like, you dont want them to get big? you want them to stay smaller and underground because after they get big, they loose all meaning. ehh idkidk
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[01 Nov 2007|07:12pm]
my world will never change
and time will bring you to my thoughts
and i'll move on
and then forget you all over again
moving on, i can forgive you all over again.
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[01 Nov 2007|07:14pm]


almond eyes, royal skin
this one could do me in
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[01 Nov 2007|07:21pm]

i'm a stranger on the outside
when i'm not right next to you.
i remember how to get there.
will you be there when i'm coming through?
take me back into your arms where i belong.
there i'm no stranger to you.
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[01 Nov 2007|07:24pm]


well, i've lost my mind.

i have lost my mind a thousand times.
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[01 Nov 2007|07:26pm]



i listen to the music
the music will take me home
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[01 Nov 2007|07:30pm]


you saw everyone as an angel.
but what about the thieves?
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[01 Nov 2007|07:32pm]
is against me good idk




cait doesn't count, she is biased
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[01 Nov 2007|07:32pm]


maybe this is just a nightmare
and i will wake up
we all will wake up
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[01 Nov 2007|07:34pm]

ive got your voice on tape.
ive got your voice in me.
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[01 Nov 2007|07:37pm]

promise me you'll never go away
promise me you'll always stay
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[01 Nov 2007|07:38pm]


someday we may graduate into
a perfect state of mind
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[01 Nov 2007|07:40pm]
well once you caused my cells to shimmer
now we go all the night without love
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[01 Nov 2007|07:42pm]
but fuck it i love you
even if i'm going to feel like shit
by the time i get to you
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[01 Nov 2007|07:43pm]
I get uncertain
promise I'll be perfect from now on,
but all my promises,
they're out the window once you're gone.
You pack your bags,
you say
"I love you but I cannot stay."
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[01 Nov 2007|07:45pm]



i'm gonna lock you up and love you down
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[01 Nov 2007|07:46pm]
and i will not grow tired
of crayon stars and fire

the sunlight has punctured tiny holes of life

i close my eyes,
i held my breath,
i prayed for life
and gasped for oxygen.
it wasn't there.

i couldn't see,
i prayed for light
to scare the shadow out of me.
i couldn't sleep.
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[01 Nov 2007|07:48pm]
i dreamt you were a monster
with fiery, fiery eyes
i dreamt the sun was burning
that you just kept on staring
i was afraid of what would happen
if god would take you with him
the broken, lonely captain
sailing blind into the distance

i wanted to go with you
to be right by your side
so i could steer the vessel
so you could rest your eyes
i wanted to go with you
to be your faithful guide
but i was too afraid of
the monsters at the tide
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[01 Nov 2007|07:50pm]

" Some people feel like they don't deserve love.
They walk away quietly into empty spaces,
trying to close the gaps of the past. "
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[01 Nov 2007|07:50pm]






and even if the words don't sound right
i will love you til the day my heart dies

and even if this isn't the right light,
you're prettier than anything that i'd write

you said you'd like it when the thunderstorm came,
said you'd like it if the thunderstorm just
pulled you piece by piece away
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[01 Nov 2007|07:53pm]

i just heard the world is
breaking down into bits again.
tell me what am i to do?
and you just want me to stay here.
so i'm just gonna stay here.
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[01 Nov 2007|07:54pm]

i heard the world up, late night.
holding my breath tight,
trying to keep my head on right.
there's a chill in the air.
nobody could care wow
you're caught up in
the fight of your life.
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[01 Nov 2007|07:55pm]
i'm afraid of men with clocks for eyes
with suits for skin
i'm afraid we've swallowed all our medicine
i'm afraid of god and all his angry clouds
i'm afraid the world will die without a sound

i was just trying to say something beautiful
something meaningful
but you can't live in the world just breathing
no, you can't live in the world just being
people talk so loud, people talk so loud
they talk until no words come out
they talk until their brains fall out
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[01 Nov 2007|07:57pm]



fear is holding me here.
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[01 Nov 2007|07:57pm]
do my journal?
i guess?
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[01 Nov 2007|08:02pm]



"Listening to Thursday and then, when the song ends, to Taking Back Sunday in a speeding Toyota on a freezing April night on Long Island is like listening to the Eagles while doing a coke binge in the Hollywood Hills: this is the right moment, the right time. Long Island has that feel about it, like it's alright to be an angry teenager. It's unlike anywhere in the world. you wouldnt understand it unless you've lived there. ask anyone."
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[01 Nov 2007|08:03pm]

you can't disguise a heart while it's breaking.
you hide behind the smile you're faking.
it's all about the chance you're taking.
oh, and you know that
you're making it all come alive.
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[01 Nov 2007|08:04pm]

if your life is so damn comfortable,
then why do you complain?
a reflection in the alcohol
you're pouring down the drain.
just because you paint a picture
doesn't mean it fits the frame.
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[01 Nov 2007|08:06pm]
do my journal? plz.
http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=ztgplove&itemid=316
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[01 Nov 2007|08:06pm]

the sun is setting and it's ending
'cause you're letting it go
forgetting everything you already know
and it all goes to show when you're moving
too slow it will end up changing you
it will end up changing you
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[01 Nov 2007|08:08pm]
is it wrong to assume that you missed me?
because the look in your eyes
says that you're dying to kiss me.

the touch of your lips is tasteful and forgiving,
a part of the past that i don't mind reliving.
just get in the car.
well don't you think that we're
taking this a little too far?
don't ask me questions.
show me answers.
the policy is honesty and nothing is censored.
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[01 Nov 2007|08:11pm]

well it's cruel to be kind,
but you're to kind to be cruel.
and you've never had a problem
with me playing the fool
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[01 Nov 2007|08:13pm]


this heart's a bomb
and we're setting it off
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[01 Nov 2007|08:16pm]

they're handing me the numbers and figures.
try and calculate the ways i've been jaded.
nothing adds up so i end up frustrated.
i'm giving up on love. it's so overrated.
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[01 Nov 2007|08:17pm]


don't let it pull you down
don't let it burn you out
you're so much stronger than you know
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[01 Nov 2007|08:19pm]
i probably should have started my homework hours ago.

do my journal while i practice failing chem.
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[01 Nov 2007|08:22pm]
Just a day, just an ordinary day
just trying to get by
just a boy, just an ordinary boy
but he was looking to the sky.
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[01 Nov 2007|08:27pm]

I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...
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[01 Nov 2007|08:29pm]
music is worthless unless it can make a complete stranger break down and cry.
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[01 Nov 2007|08:31pm]
Everything's so blurry
And everyone's so fake
And everybody's so empty
And everything is so messed up
Pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that I'll protect you
From all of the obscene
I wonder what your doing
Imagine where you are
There's oceans in between us
But that's not very far
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[01 Nov 2007|08:32pm]
"If you have the opportunity to play this game of life you need to appreciate every moment, a lot of people don't appreciate the moment until its passed."
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[01 Nov 2007|08:33pm]
don't you know when one door
is closed, many more is open
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[01 Nov 2007|08:35pm]
I believed in your confusion,
you were so completely torn.
Well, it must have that yesterday
was the day that I was born.
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[01 Nov 2007|08:39pm]
Happy Birthday, Des :D
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[01 Nov 2007|08:42pm]

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other.
You'll always be my thunder.
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[01 Nov 2007|08:52pm]
and we'll float to the end,
where the oceans do bend,
and we'll fly away.
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[01 Nov 2007|08:55pm]
http://www.blurty.com/talkpost.bml?journal=__starryskies&itemid=1983




yawn, journal?
okay. delish. thankss :]
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[01 Nov 2007|08:55pm]
flamecup is updated.
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[01 Nov 2007|08:55pm]
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes.
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[01 Nov 2007|08:56pm]
Do yourself a favor and pack your bags,
buy a ticket and get on the train.
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[01 Nov 2007|09:18pm]

"Do what you love and you will find someone who loves the same thing. Don't look for love, beg for love, or suffer for love. Just live."
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[01 Nov 2007|09:57pm]
where is everyone tonight? like. srsly.
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[01 Nov 2007|10:01pm]
love does not have second thoughts. if it were there, girly girl would be on your throat no matter what your attitude is. move along boy, move along.
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[01 Nov 2007|10:04pm]
doing the do, meaning what you say and following through, giving a damn, screwing the man, being kind to the innocent and helping when you can, shirt off your back, last buck in wallet, doing your best and not expecting thanks for it, not being lazy, keeping quiet when you feel crazy, forgiving people when they fuck up because you will too, don't hurt other people and don't let them hurt you
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[01 Nov 2007|10:10pm]

love is real, unstoppable, self-interested to the point of malice, not a domesticated creature, actually a wild animal, do not get between it and food.
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[01 Nov 2007|10:14pm]
yayyy!
i finally got my computer fixed!
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[01 Nov 2007|10:26pm]
It doesnt matter
As long as you get where you're going.
But none of this is going to mean
shit where we're going


HAY GUYSS :D
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[01 Nov 2007|10:36pm]
we're like a long distance conversation
with a two second delay
talk a lot, but we don't listen
and we got so much to say
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[01 Nov 2007|10:40pm]
hi
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[01 Nov 2007|10:43pm]
hey everyone, i know i dont post as often as i should anymore.. but i really need help on finding lyrics about kissing.
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[01 Nov 2007|10:44pm]
i'll take my chances on truck stops and state lines.
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[01 Nov 2007|10:54pm]




because where we are,
we won't always be
and shit, man, that could've been me
getting hurt, hurting someone
getting all crashed down upon
burning holes in butterflies' wings
while wishing, just wishing for other things

I know you miss him
don't let your standards
fall down with your hair

I know you are lonely,
you'll not always be
you are so many things
you will not always be.
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[01 Nov 2007|11:00pm]
it's about the moment afterward, the world stops, it just feels so safe. so safe. and i'm not ready to give that up.. does that make me sad and weak and pathetic?
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[01 Nov 2007|11:03pm]
write in my journaaal it's been sao laong
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[01 Nov 2007|11:06pm]
i'm a house of cards in a hurricane
a reckless ride in the pouring rain
she cuts me and the pain is all i wanna feel
she danced away just like a child
she drives me crazy, drives me wild
but i'm helpless when she smiles
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[01 Nov 2007|11:08pm]
Is there a remedy for waiting for loves victorious return? Is there a remedy for hating every second that I'm without you?
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[01 Nov 2007|11:10pm]
love will keep you up all night.
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[01 Nov 2007|11:10pm]
11:11 ?



wishes time, maybe?
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[01 Nov 2007|11:11pm]
well i know that it's a wonderful world
but i can't feel it right now
well thought that was doing well
but i just want to cry now
well i know that it's a wonderful world
from the sky down to the sea
but i can only see it when you're here, here with me
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