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[11 Oct 2007|01:26am]
All the girls in pictures, girls in bars, yeah
Everybody knows a girl requires a car
I drove one out to look up at the stars
and she was like
"Tom, do you ever notice the spaces in between the stars?"
And I was like, "You know, well,
I've seen a hole and I aim to fill it
If that hole's got a heart I've got the means to thrill it
If that hole's got a heart I've got the means to fill it
If that hole's got a heart
"
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[11 Oct 2007|01:30am]
Knowing the things that I know, tonight is no consolation
So what, we live on a globe? Everyone I know is here right now on this sphere, alone
You are far away on some land out in the water where the sun can kiss you head to toe, the air can get you hotter than I could
I oughtn't even try, whenever I do the space gets wider in between us than before, I'm staring out from deep across the bed
Into our shelters we go: shield us from the unbearably high sky, shroud us in from what we know; bandaged up from all the bleeding love and
you don't even believe in outer space, equal to the rate at which you doubt my crying face and since you don't believe me should I cover up and fake it, or just sit here with your disbelief and know that I can take it?
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[11 Oct 2007|01:33am]
if you're gonna ride baby, ride the wild horse.
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[11 Oct 2007|01:38am]








'"Most people live their life moment to moment. They think about the present and what is happening now. Others look to the future and think of all that could be, and all that someday will be. And the rest of us, well, we are too blinded by the past to see anything else clearly."
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[11 Oct 2007|01:43am]

blue eyes,


you're the secret I keep
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[11 Oct 2007|01:45am]
i have a boyfriend lawls idk
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[11 Oct 2007|01:49am]
slender fingers would hold me
slender limbs would hold me
and you could say my name
like you knew my name
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[11 Oct 2007|01:51am]







i could stay here, become someone different
i could stay here, become someone better

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[11 Oct 2007|01:54am]
it's so hard to go in the city
'cause you wanna say, hello, to everybody
it's so hard to go into the city
'cause you wanna say,
hey, i love you, to everybody
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[11 Oct 2007|02:01am]
bbq in november?
y/y
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[11 Oct 2007|02:01am]
also

*yawn*
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[11 Oct 2007|02:17am]


leave me out with the waste, this is not what i do
it's the wrong kind of place to be thinking of you
it's the wrong time for somebody new

it's a small crime and i got no excuse

and is that all right?

i give my gun away when it's loaded, is that all right?
if you don't shoot it how am i supposed to hold it, is that all right?
i give my gun away when it's loaded, is that all right with you?
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[11 Oct 2007|05:36am]


I was sitting on my doorstep,
I hung up the phone and it
fell out of my hand,
But I knew I had to do it,
And he wouldn't understand,
So hard to see myself without him,
I felt a piece of my heart break,
But when you're standing at a crossroad,
There's a choice you gotta make.
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on
with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye.
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[11 Oct 2007|05:40am]


When you look back on times we had
I hope you smile
And know that through the good
and through the bad
I was on your side when nobody
could hold us down
We claimed the brightest star
And we, we came so far
And no they won't forget.
Whenever you remember times gone by
Remember how we held our heads so high
When all this world was there for us
And we believed that we could touch the sky.
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[11 Oct 2007|05:41am]


Lying on the floor
four stories high
in the corridor
between the asphalt and the sky
I am caught like bottled water
the light daughter
I wonder what you look like
under your t-shirt
I wonder what you sound like
when you're not wearing words
I wonder what we have
when we're not pretending
it's never-ending, haven't you heard?
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[11 Oct 2007|05:46am]


I'd like to sympathize with that
but if you don't understand
then how can you act
I expected summer to be
there in the morning
I woke to the alarm
but she was out of arms reach
sneaking out, on silent thighs
that were spent and sore
from the hot nights that came before
he said I looked for you
I don't know why.
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[11 Oct 2007|05:50am]


I would have returned your greeting
if it weren't for the way
you were looking at me
this street is not a market
and I am not a commodity
don't you find it sad that
we can't even say hello
'cause you're a man
and I'm a woman
and the sun is getting low
there are some places that I can't go
as a woman I can't go there
and as a person I don't care
I don't go for the hey baby what's your name
and I'd alone thank you
just the same.
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[11 Oct 2007|05:51am]


Now what could I possibly have to say?
she is someone I don't even know
and all the things that you've given to me
I see now were simply reparations
they were gifts of your guilt
they were my preparation
I know I should be mature
keep my feet on the floor
but for some reason,
I just don't want them anymore
I know this shouldn't be important
compared to you and I
but I can still hear my questions
and I can still hear you
I can still hear you lie.
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[11 Oct 2007|05:52am]


If my life were a movie
there would be a sunset
and the camera would pan away
but the sky is just a little sister
tagging along behind the buildings
trying to imitate their grey
the little boys are breaking bottles
along the sidewalk, the big boys, too
the girls are hanging out at the candy store
pumping quarters into the phone
'cause they don't want to go home.
and I think, what if no one's watching
what it when we're dead, we're just dead
what if it's just us down here
what if god ain't looking down
what if he's looking up instead.
If my life were a movie, I would light
a cigarette and the smoke would curl
around my face, everything I do would
be interesting. I'd play the good guy
in every scene, but I always feel I have to
take a stand.
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[11 Oct 2007|05:56am]


He says he loves her,
He says he's changing
and he can keep her warm
and so she sits there like america.
Suffering through slow reform
but she'll never get back the time
and the years sneak by, one by one.
She is still playing the martyr
I am still praying for revloution.
She still doesn't have what she deserves
but she wakes up smiling every day
she never really expected more
that's just not the way we are raised
and I say to her, you know,
there's plenty of really great men out there
but she doesn't hear me, she's looking in the mirror
she's fixing her hair.
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[11 Oct 2007|05:59am]


I'm okay, if you get me at a good angle
and you're okay, in the sort of light
and we don't look like pages from a magazine
but that's all right, that's all right
I crashed your pickup truck
and then I had to drive it back home
I was crying, I was so scared
of what you would do, of what you would say
but you just started laughing
so I started laughing along
saying, it looks a little rough
but it runs okay, it looks a little rough
but it runs good anyway
we get a little further from perfection
each year on the road.
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[11 Oct 2007|06:01am]



I'm still here because
I've got nothing else to do
you're an asshole
but I'm getting used to you
I like the fact that, you talk incessantly
I got a thing for assholes
who tell good stories. I think that drinking
is the only thing that you do right
you're gonna self-destruct
I think that's what I like
you like me so you try and make me
feel like shit. I think it's kind of funny yeah
I kind of enjoy it. If you're gonna do it,
overdo it, that's how you know you're alive.
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[11 Oct 2007|06:03am]


Me and you and your girlfriend
makes three. In the interest of
even numbers I will make myself scarce
I will make myself scarcely me
but I'll be outside your window at night
pull up your shades, leave on your light
I don't want to come in between
I just want to know, how have you been
I leave for a living, music's just something I do
on my way out the door and I'd do almost
anything once, something about you
I think I'd do you more if I had my way
I'd stay here and watch your hair grow
for a while. It makes me smile
just to dream of it, how have you been?
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[11 Oct 2007|06:07am]


Good morning :]
I'm going to go back to bed.
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[11 Oct 2007|07:36am]









and i'm not sure what the trouble was that started all of this,
the reasons all have run away but the feeling never did..
it's not something i would recommend,
but it is one way to live.
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[11 Oct 2007|07:40am]


my fingertips are holding onto the cracks
in our foundations ..
& i know that i should let go, but i cant.
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[11 Oct 2007|07:46am]
good mornin ' :)
if your online, check out my journal entree's.




baby where'd you get your body from?
i got it from my mama.
lolol
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[11 Oct 2007|07:50am]
your first real kiss,
your first true love, you were scared.
show me where you learned about life,
spent your summer nights without a care.
i want to roll down main street, the back roads,
like you did when you were a kid.
what made you who you are?
tell me what your story is.
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[11 Oct 2007|08:27am]
i have a new boyfriend and i need lyrics for my info :) something cute. idk i'm lame

thanks y'all
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[11 Oct 2007|09:16am]


You say you gotta go but
what does that mean. Do you wanna
be together or is it just me
Sometimes i think your in until I
think your out. Its like im swimming
in the deep and pull me out
Wanted to feel wanted to know
Wanted to steal a little piece
of heaven i can call my own
Can we try a little more personal
Can we throw away all the casual.
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[11 Oct 2007|09:19am]


I found that box of letters
Lying on the ground
The ones you used write me
before it all went down. I even got a
papercut trying to figure out
what to do with all these memories.
And you're not who you used to be..
and I wonder where you've gone.
Have you fallen in a black hole?
Somewhere there's a universe of missing stuff
What happened to the good times?
What happened to the moments where
we had so much? Where's the love
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[11 Oct 2007|09:20am]


And I'm staring at these same four walls
Alone again. And now, all the colors blend
And I'm growing numb and I've become
This empty page. Hold on, its tragic
Stumbling through all this static
I just wanna talk to you
And my broken heart just has no use
And I, I guess promises are better
left unsaid, Everytime you try to tell me
You say the words that I'm the only
But I'm the one who's crawling on the ground
When you say love makes the world go 'round
My love, look at what you've done to me
For someone who has felt so strong
It's amazing I'm completely gone.
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[11 Oct 2007|09:21am]


Hey you, living for tomorrow
You sell your dreams for a pocket of change
Hey you, smokin' up your sorrow,
Just pointing fingers at someone to blame
Hey you, you turn your back on your children
It's left you in that big burning bed
This life's like livin in the gutter
All this pain just makes you feel dead
You're just givin it all, givin it all away
You're just givin it all, giving it all away
Slow down, Just look a little closer
You might find thats its not the end
You wonder how, your life can get better
When you're alone you just tear yourself down.
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[11 Oct 2007|09:22am]


It seems like yesterday that my world
fell from the sky. It seems like yesterday
I didnt know how hard I could cry
It feels like tomorrow I may not get by
But I will try, I will try wipe the tears
from my eyes. I'm beautifully broken
and I don't mind if you know it. I'm beautifully
broken and I don't care if I show it. Every day
is a new day I'm reminded of my past. Everytime
theres another storm I know that it wont last
Every moment I'm filled with hope cause i get another
chance. But I will try I will try. Got nothing left to hide.
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[11 Oct 2007|09:24am]


Sometimes I wake up in the dark of night
And in my mind there's a picture of you
I know someday this dream will come alive
So for now your shadow will do
I've never seen your face
But I know your in my heart
Maybe someday some place
I'll hold you in my arms
I have a gift for you
Something that I've held on to
Waiting for your sweet caress
No ribbon has been untied
From all that I hold inside
And only you will possess
This heart of innocence.
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[11 Oct 2007|09:25am]


Can you imagine us making love
The way it would feel the first time
that we touch. Can you think of it
the way I dream of it. I want you to
see it like I'm seeing it. It's a picture
of perfection. The vision of you and I
Your lips upon my lips, Your fingertips
on my fingertips. Your skin upon my skin
Would be the sweetest sin. All night i lie awake
cause it's too much to take, dreaming about the
love that we could make. All day I think of schemes
To get you next to me I want you so bad that I
can barley breathe, It's a sign of my obsession.
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[11 Oct 2007|09:45am]
"He's got this incredible laugh when I tell him something stupid. And whenever I'm mad at him, he gives me his 'Zoolander' pose to make me smile. He's got an absolutely cute face though I never admit it to him. He wears these glasses that make him look so good that I can't resist him. He kisses me like there's no tomorrow. He likes to change the radio station when my favorite song comes on just to annoy me but puts it back to see me smile. He's so busy with his own life and he somehow manages to find time to fit me in. He makes fun of my music, my movies, my classes, pretty much everything. And he does this on a regular basis. It's his way of flirting. He knows when I've had too much to drink but still takes me in. No matter how late at night or how early in the day, he always walks me home. When we hold hands, I'm surprised at how natural and perfect it feels. I love how he puts his hand on my back when we walk. And sometimes just out of nowhere, he'll just hold me. When I'm feeling like an insecure little girl, he reassures me that I'm pretty. I could be in sweats and a t-shirt and he wouldn't want it any other way. He treats my friends with respect and tries to help them when he can. And my friends? They think we look so cute together. It's a big jump for me. Mainly because I've never had any friends approve of a guy I've liked before. The little things he does just make me like him even more. He won't complain if I'm watching 'Ten Things I Hate About You.' He'll sit down and watch with me. We could stand in total silence for a good five minutes and just look in each other's eyes. Sometimes I tease him and get ready to leave his house and he'll grab me and hold me so I can't move. He'll pin me down and kiss me. I don't ever let him know that I like it when he does this. Whenever I wake up next to him, he always kisses me good morning. If I'm cold or if I'm tired, he puts a pillow underneath my head and a blanket over me. When we sleep, he holds me tight, never letting me go. He hasn't let me go ever since the day we met. But sometimes I feel like he'll see the real me and then let me go. I keep thinking of everything that could go wrong that I can't enjoy the times that we share together. I've got a great guy in my hands and it's time for me to let go of my old ways and for the first time, enjoy every single moment that I'm spending with him. I'm crazy for the guy and I like it. He brings me up and he brings me down. If it works out, then that would be great. And if it doesn't, well I'd cry and be sad for awhile, but I can say I had an amazing time with him while it lasted. But for now, I think I'd rather focus on today and not worry too much about what will happen to us."
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[11 Oct 2007|11:35am]
60 seconds later we'll be talking through
6 feet of loneliness
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[11 Oct 2007|11:38am]
Lets live on second chances
Lets live on second chances
Dont regret not wishing for more
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[11 Oct 2007|11:41am]
I’m running down highways till I see your face
I just need to see you now
I just need to see you now
And I don’t care about anything else
I don’t care about anything else
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[11 Oct 2007|11:50am]

for all of this
im better off without you
do you regret all
your loneliness?
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[11 Oct 2007|11:54am]
I swear,
If I could take your pain and frame it and hang it on my wall
Maybe you would never have to hurt at all
I'm painting pictures in red and blue
A portrait bruised just like you
And now you're walking away...
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[11 Oct 2007|12:37pm]
dream of love because that's the closest you'll get to it
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[11 Oct 2007|02:00pm]
it seems i've held my
arms like this for ages
but i am done waiting,
i am lowering them down

like a white flag,
like a sail
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[11 Oct 2007|02:08pm]
lolol nvm
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[11 Oct 2007|02:20pm]
You wore those words on your lips
As if they meant anything anyway
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[11 Oct 2007|02:44pm]
the rain is fallin on my window pane
but we are hidin in a safer place
under covers stayin safe and warm
you give me feelings that i adore

it starts in my toes
makes me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

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[11 Oct 2007|02:48pm]

He's walking all over you nothing has changed. he swore he'd turn over but he treats you the same. You stand there and tell me
your love runs much deeper
and the black and the blue bring out all your best features.
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[11 Oct 2007|02:51pm]

wait ;
they don't love you like i love you.
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[11 Oct 2007|02:54pm]
Well, i'll wait till you listen, I won't say a word to follow your instincts just never worked for me. you're silent but strong, and you're noticing nothing again. Now I'm lying on the table with everything you said keep that in mind the way that it felt when the most I could do was to just blame myself and I know you know, everything. I know you didnt mean it. I know you didnt mean it remember more then you'd like to forget. So, we're talking forever and you almost feel better but, betters no excuse for tonight you see, it's never been enough to just leave or give up but,
its never good enough to feel right.

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[11 Oct 2007|03:00pm]
i'm throwing away the letters that i am writing you because they will never do i will never do.. never.
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[11 Oct 2007|03:05pm]

i'm not a present for your friends to open
this boy's too young to be singing the blues
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[11 Oct 2007|03:05pm]
Now, I look back on the time that we spent. And I, see it in my mind playin over and over again. Cause boy right now, you got me breakin' down. And I just can't figure out why, but this is what you said, when we ride, it's till the day that we die. we used to say, when we ride, we ride, it's till the day that we die. I remember what you used to say. Visions in my mind of the day that we met. You showed me things that I'll never forget. Took me swimmin' in the ocean. You had my head up in the clouds, made me feel like I'm floatin' Nobody else can do it quite like I do, all my kisses, and my lovin' .
But ain't nobody better then us.
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[11 Oct 2007|03:10pm]

you look like David Bowie
but you've nothing new to show me
start another fire and watch it slowly die

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[11 Oct 2007|03:14pm]
I hate it... you know exactly what to do so that I can't stay mad at you for too long. that's wrong. I hate it... you know exactly how to touch so that I don't want to fuss and fight no more said I despise that I adore you. And I hate how much I love you boy I can't stand how much I need you but I just can't let you go.And I hate that I love you so. it's not fair how you take advantage of the fact that I love you beyond the reason. And it just ain't right. One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me. And your kiss won't make me weak. But no one in this world knows me the way you know me. So you'll probably always have a spell on me.
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[11 Oct 2007|03:15pm]
now that we have said goodbye don't try and fix it up again. it's my fault that you can't stand a thing i do? and don't lie cause we know you want too. now i can't seem to comprehend how the things your saying is not what you meant at all because last time i checked these so called "friends" were your "friends till the very end"
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[11 Oct 2007|03:17pm]
i won't sleep if you won't sleep ♥
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[11 Oct 2007|03:20pm]
I loved you more than any of them and ever before. Yeah you broke my fuckin' heart but, I still want you.
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[11 Oct 2007|03:26pm]
Lying in the grass alone and wasted. Nothing's how it used to be. I wanna be the first to call and tell you, yesterday I heard the news, I hear you oughtta be congratulated, so I guess that's what I'll do. I'm so happy for you, I could cry. Yeah, I'm so elated, cross my heart and hope to die. I don't think about you every night before I close my eyes. I'm so happy for you baby, I could cry. Listen to the sound of my head pounding. Wish that it was make-believe. Praying for the skies to open up and wash away your memory. I can walk around with a pretty face on even when I'm black and blue.What's the point in telling everybody I'm not over you? I'm so happy for you, I could cry Yeah, I'm so elated, cross my heart and hope to die I don't think about you every night before I close my eyes. I'm so happy for you baby, I could cry. Cry about the love we used to have.
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[11 Oct 2007|03:49pm]
i've been cleaning up this mess,
found a metal box with some black and white photographs.
a little faded but, baby, you sure do look good in that old dress.
didn't we wish we were superstars?
sign our names in the dust on your family car,
we'd be waving to the crowd.
you be the diva,
and i'll play guitar.
hold on to things you want to be,
hold on to friends and family.
hold on to burning summer sun,
it makes a difference, every one.
hold on,
hold on.
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[11 Oct 2007|03:58pm]
The first person to email dean of students at my school would get 2 free Architecture in Helsinki tickets. and i was number 2 :(
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[11 Oct 2007|04:00pm]
this weather has me wanting love more tangible
something i can hold, because it's getting cold
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[11 Oct 2007|04:01pm]
You can't imagine how much I wish I didn't love you, how I hate myself for being so powerless.
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[11 Oct 2007|04:05pm]

you're beautiful, every little piece love.
don't you know, you're really going to be someone,
ask anyone.
when you find everything you've looked for,
i hope your life leads you back to my door.
but if it don't,
stay beautiful.
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[11 Oct 2007|04:09pm]
you got a fast car.
i want a ticket to anywhere.
maybe we can make a deal.
maybe together we can get somewhere.
anyplace is better.
starting from zero, got nothing to lose.
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[11 Oct 2007|04:12pm]
you got a fast car.
but is it fast enough so we can fly away?
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[11 Oct 2007|04:13pm]
i remember we were driving, driving in your car
speed so fast it felt like i was drunk
city lights lay out before us
and your arm felt nice wrapped around my shoulder
and i, i had a feeling that i belonged.
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[11 Oct 2007|04:14pm]
you have my attention, like you've had all the while.
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[11 Oct 2007|04:15pm]
if i told you a secret, you won't tell a soul?
will you hold it and keep it inside?
cus it's burning a hole,
and i can't get sleep,
and i can't live alone in this life.
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[11 Oct 2007|04:21pm]
they can land that plane on my heart,
i don't care.
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[11 Oct 2007|04:26pm]
i really don't like any of my music that much anymore, so gimme new bands/artists to listen to
please :)
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[11 Oct 2007|04:50pm]
I can't wait to figure out what's gone missing in me
so I can say this is the way that I used to be
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[11 Oct 2007|04:53pm]

The little things you do to me are taking me over,
I wanna show ya everything inside of me
Like a nervous heart that is crazy beating
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[11 Oct 2007|05:00pm]
When I fell like this
When I get so sick
Tell myself, where are you going now
Without me and not knowing then
That we are slowing down
We rise, we run around
And tell me that
I'm taken then
Tell me that I'm yours
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[11 Oct 2007|05:08pm]
Mr. Kinsella and I will be reunited in less than 3 hours! Last time after the show my friends and I had a dance party with him. ahhh
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[11 Oct 2007|05:10pm]
i don't need a reason, to get out on the dance floor

doo it
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[11 Oct 2007|05:11pm]
She was sitting on a swing and dangling her feet, like the leaves of a tree. I think I heard her singing.

We're still out at 10 in the evening.

I knew her in the way that
I knew not to speak.

Quietly took a seat
and thought I'd stay for a week.
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[11 Oct 2007|05:12pm]
What else in this room reminds me of you?
The windowsill with a crucified pit of an avocado still sits in water.
What else in this room reminds me of the relationship I’ve ruined.
The tables I made strong enough to hold your magazines,
but not your tired legs.
One more week in this apartment,
one more week of being haunted by the ghost of what should have been.
What else in this fucking empty room reminds me of fucking you?
An orphaned couch where I spent some long nights
while you went out with our friends.
What I wouldn’t do to be a ghost like you, to be somewhere new.
To leave everything,
the way you left everything that reminded you of me.
One more week in this apartment, one more week of being haunted.
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[11 Oct 2007|05:13pm]
Worn me down like a road
I did everything you told
Worn me down to my knees
I did everything to please
But you can't stop thinking about him
No, you can't stop thinking about him
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[11 Oct 2007|05:14pm]
"But its hard, really. Owning up to what you did-- no, it wasnt that. Owning up was easy. The hard part was saying the part that came after you admitted you fucked up. The actual two words. Im sorry. Two tiny little words, but I swear, theyll tear you up like hyenas. I swear."
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[11 Oct 2007|05:14pm]
Count the beats of your heart and there are no city streets to break up cars. We can lie here, we are the only ones. Every song plays just for us.
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[11 Oct 2007|05:15pm]
Hate is a strong word
But i really, really, really don't like you
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[11 Oct 2007|05:17pm]
So hear this please
And watch as your heart speeds up endlessly
And look for the stars as the sun goes down
Each breath that you take has a thunderous sound Everything, everything's magic
Just sit back and hold on, but hold on tight
Prepare for the best and the fastest ride
And reach out your hand, and i'll make you mine Everything, everything's magic
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[11 Oct 2007|05:18pm]
They always come home
At the wrong time,
Like when I'm all right

And don't need no one at all.
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[11 Oct 2007|05:21pm]

Dark eyes, dark hair
And looks that need a song.

"I think I loved you,
But I forget the place."

We walk down the street we stand on
With our eyes on the sunset, or dawn,
Substances moving through our veins.

You were the queen.

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[11 Oct 2007|05:22pm]
life is a series of calluses,
this is just another layer.
so, buildem up, tough it out.
yeah, thats your skin.
dont let anyone under there.
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[11 Oct 2007|05:24pm]
and after it's done,
the sun comes up and she's gone
.
after it's done,
you just move on
.
a night can show
what's made plain by the sun.
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[11 Oct 2007|05:26pm]
The distance between our bodies
Is a problem that we can fix.

They moved slow through the current and found
Their bodies touching.
Her hands moved to pull him under
For some kind of kiss.
As he slides in, the rest of them
continue their talking, and drinkin'.
So this is the difference between
Living and not living.
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[11 Oct 2007|05:30pm]
In my dreams
I see you asleep on a twin bed
The covers pulled up over your head
Am I asleep or awake?
And it's morning
And the captain is playing the radio
And hes just put the paint on his new boat
Am I asleep or awake?
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[11 Oct 2007|05:32pm]
Her fingers touching bare skin,
It makes you miss him.
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[11 Oct 2007|05:33pm]
and the water is diamonds
there's something you're hiding
you wish you could just shout it out
"just fucking love me
i'm tired of leaving
and waking up
in somebody else's clothes"
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[11 Oct 2007|05:36pm]

That night, he found the key
To decode you,
Tokyo,
Between warm sake
And street light caught in falling snow.
Holding each word he spoke,
Her hands filled up full.
The quiet voice she gave him
Translates by tone.
They laughed throughout their talking.
With every round,
Words come into meaning
.
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[11 Oct 2007|05:37pm]
I'm running out of clock and that
Ain't a shock
Some things never do change
Never do change
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[11 Oct 2007|05:38pm]
there's one thing i have to say so i'll be brave.
you were what i wanted; i gave what i gave
i'm not sorry i met you
i'm not sorry it's over

i'm not sorry there's nothing to save
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[11 Oct 2007|05:38pm]
You can't hear the music,
But we're playing the same tune.

Each beat, every note,
Played perfectly by you
.


No one's done my journal in forever :[!
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[11 Oct 2007|05:40pm]

when i saw you kissing that girl, my heart it shattered and my eyes, they watered and when i tried to speak i stuttered. and my friends were like whatever, you'll find someone better, his eyes were way too close together. and we never even liked him from the start. and now he's with that tart and i heard she done some really nasty stuff down in the park with Michael. he said she's easy and if your guy's with someone that's sleazy then he ain't worth your time 'cause you deserve a real nice guy.
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[11 Oct 2007|05:40pm]
SoCo came on my ipod shuffle today
and it has inspired me to watch their dvd
aaah so good ♥
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[11 Oct 2007|05:40pm]
Piece by piece, and bit by bit
I'll break this down for you, real slow-
But I can't whisper all of this
and I can't seem to let this go
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[11 Oct 2007|05:42pm]
Standing there with your smile blinding
Your eyes from seeing
My face as I'm dying
To figure out a girl
But she drifts so far away
I'm on her coast
So maybe I should stay
And map around your world
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[11 Oct 2007|05:47pm]
Will he take her love?
Will his hands know what mine did?
Will your body like the fit?
Will he take her love?
What have you done?
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[11 Oct 2007|05:47pm]
and it's been autumn since the day that i met you if i had bottomed must i crawl out alone and i dont wish you know the secrets of summer at all

ahh so true
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[11 Oct 2007|05:49pm]
when the rain has hung the leaves with tears
i want you near, to kill my fears
to help me leave all my blues behind

standing in your heart is where
i want to be, where i long to be
but i may as well try and catch the wind
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[11 Oct 2007|05:50pm]
you're a woman, we both know it's true
by the things that i've done to you
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[11 Oct 2007|05:53pm]
she said she won't forget
maybe i do maybe i don't
but i know i haven't yet
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[11 Oct 2007|05:55pm]
it's all invisible tides of highways,
don't you think, charlie?
and it's all random shit like waves,
yeah fuck you, charlie.

don't stop when you hit the ocean
panicked ants on the coast of slow motion.
the rotted rind of this rotted country
rots in the west and it's beyond me
why anyone would look there
for anything unless you don't
care that what you're finding
is blank and confining
there are no answers in california
you're dumb enough to move there
you belong there
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[11 Oct 2007|05:59pm]
But I can't go home
Cause you're my home
If I die,
see you won't be so close to me
And I won't be the one
Who sticks around
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[11 Oct 2007|06:08pm]
Into corduroys or jeans, chinos or capris, sweatervest, no sleeves, oxford or whatever you think. Whatever is going to make you want me. Come on and dress me, I'll be your mannequin. Make me attractive, so sexy and thin. I will stand still, pose me in any position. And when people pass by the window, I'll be adored by them. I want to be one of the boys from the catalogues that you flip through. But what's new for fall by spring means nothing. I know that six months later, you won't be caught dead in it.
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[11 Oct 2007|06:11pm]
And it reads just like the Bible, twenty centuries of scandal. I guess it all depends on how you interpret it.
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[11 Oct 2007|06:22pm]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BTyzTJTNhNk
LMFAO WATCH THIS SHIT
I'M DYING
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[11 Oct 2007|06:24pm]


I'm not your every day, around the way
Don't go bar-hoppin', chillin' on the block
On a cell phone frontin',
Never that, cuz I'm not that kinda girl
I need to know how you roll
And how you get down, no drama
Drop my money in the bank
Take me home and meet your mama
Can you handle that? Cause I'm that kinda girl
Boy you aint impressin' me
With your jewelry, your designer clothes
Or the games that you try to play
Think you need to know, I got my own
Dont need you for your dough
Hearin' me, maybe then we can flow, let me know
Make me smile, maybe we can chill
Keep it real, show me something I can feel
Cause I'm not your average ordinary type
Could you be that kinda guy I like?
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[11 Oct 2007|06:25pm]


I don't know what it is that you've done to me
But it's caused me to act in such a crazy way
Whatever it is that you do when you do
what you're doing. It's a feeling that I
want to stay 'Cause my heart starts beating
triple time. With thoughts of lovin' you
on my mind. I can't figure out just what to do
When the cause and cure is you.
I get so weak in the knees, I can hardly speak,
I lose all control. Then somethin' takes over me
In a daze, your love's so amazing It's not a phase
I want you to stay with me, by my side
I swallow my pride. Your love is so sweet,
it knocks me right off of my feet. Can't explain
why your lovin' makes me weak.
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[11 Oct 2007|06:30pm]
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up,
i need your loving hands to come and pick me up.
and every night i miss you i can just look up
and know the stars are holdin', holdin',

holdin' you tonight.
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[11 Oct 2007|06:38pm]
the driveway's clear, you pray for silence.
step into my quiet violence,
do you see pictures in my words?
standing still, i'm moving faster,
searching out my next disaster.
you're gonna get what you deserve.
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[11 Oct 2007|06:43pm]







hope you remember me,
when youre homesick and need a change.
i miss your purple hair,
i miss the way you taste.
i know you'll come back someday,
on a bed of nails awake.
i'm praying that you dont burn out,
or fade away.

all we are, is all so far
you're falling back to me,
the star that i can't see.
i know youre out there,
somewhere out there.
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[11 Oct 2007|06:50pm]
i guess sometimes it takes more than just false information to find out who we are.
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[11 Oct 2007|06:56pm]
he loves her definitely, maybe.
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[11 Oct 2007|07:00pm]
lord of the flies it the most fucked up book i have ever read
wtf :(
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[11 Oct 2007|07:11pm]
I went and visted my guidance counsiller today during 5th.
i was balling my eyes out.
it was my first visit ever.




















it was nice.
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[11 Oct 2007|07:15pm]









i'm sorry but i think i failed to mention
that i lied at my very first confession
what did you expect from me?
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[11 Oct 2007|07:19pm]
I guess I got lost, I must've forgot it, it's just been so hot
I make all my choices on coins I can toss
On coins for the washing, to slide in the slots
I can be honest, I can be strong
And wait for all those letters to come
Peel off the labels, check the dates
Order my days and then rearrange them
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[11 Oct 2007|07:20pm]
n-n-now th-that that don't kill me
can only make me stronger.
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[11 Oct 2007|07:29pm]
LYRICS LIKE: YOU GAVE UP SOMETHING GOOD, YOU WILL NEVER GET ME BACK


PLS DELIVER, EL
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[11 Oct 2007|07:33pm]


omg, lil wayne's voice is so good ;)
in his song 'sky's the limit'
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[11 Oct 2007|07:34pm]
Three wasted years, standing still
As you opened up, 18 miles wide
On this country drive
I can't keep up
'Cause you're so far gone
And it's all too much hindsight
Three wasted years, wasting time
As the hunger pains grow inside

I can't keep up
'Cause you're so far gone
And it's all too much hindsight
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[11 Oct 2007|07:34pm]
glenn coco? FOUR for you, glenn coco!
you go, glenn coco.
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[11 Oct 2007|07:36pm]
Your love is a verb,
here in my room.
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[11 Oct 2007|07:36pm]
do my journal guys
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[11 Oct 2007|07:39pm]


There was something in your eyes that
I saw tonight. I never thought that I
would see it. Now there’s holes in my walls
and there’s glass on the floor. And you said
you didn’t mean it. You went from zero to none
in these past three months on
your level of affection. I don’t wanna
be that girl that cries herself to sleep
putting up with your rejection cause.
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[11 Oct 2007|07:43pm]


Some say that I am a fool to love you
And some say that I'm to dumb to know
whats right for me. But only I can live my life,
and only I can feel my heart ache. I never
claim to know know everything but I know
when your loves away I can't sleep and I can't
eat and I can't live and I can't breathe
So don't make a fool of me, just love me
Now they say that me loving you will hurt me
And they say its a matter of time before you
break my heart. But even when were far apart
I always feel that you are with me. I hope and pray
almost everyday that our love never goes away
Cuz I can't see where I would be without your
love all over me. So don't make a fool of
me just love me and say.
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[11 Oct 2007|07:46pm]


I never should of waited so long to say
What I've always known since the very first day
Thought that you would stay forever with me
But the time has come to leave
Before we turn out the lights and close our eyes
I'll tell you a secret I've held all my life
Its you that I live for, and for you I die
So I'll Lay here with you 'til the final goodbye
Hold, draw me close, close to my lips
Listen intently as I tell you this
Outside the world wages its wars,
I'll rest in peace as long as you know.
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[11 Oct 2007|07:46pm]

good morning dear,

i hope i didn’t wake you too soon, because my mind is growing tired
too much thinking what i should do.
i picture you out there, it must be beautiful this time of year
all those east coast leaves floating round like embers from burning trees
well the weather out here is just the same, but the garden that you planted remains.
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[11 Oct 2007|07:50pm]


hi :]
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[11 Oct 2007|07:50pm]
nothing about me has changed,
that's why i'm here wondering:
what makes her so much better than me?
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[11 Oct 2007|07:56pm]
clearly, clearly, i remember days of useless crying
and almost feeling dead.
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